When I put the signed contract in front of the director, the director seemed very excited. He left the chair and came to me. He took my hand affectionately and pulled me on the sofa and sat down, saying: Xiao Xie, you have made a great contribution to me! If you have any requests, I will definitely reward you!
I said humbly: This is not a credit, it is a contribution I should make. You just need to continue to take care of me in the future.
The director said with satisfaction: Well, very good, young people should do this. Don’t be so proud of your grades. But I will still give you a reward. I will show you something. After saying that, he walked to the desk and took a piece of paper from the table, turned around and handed it to me: Look, I recommend you to my superiors as the president of the future newspaper. After Lao Yao retires, you can succeed you, and you can occupy half of the shares. We will only be responsible for review in the future. You can be the master of your own!
I was excited. I had worked for this newspaper for seven years and also lost all my belongings. Now this newspaper is finally going to belong to me.
The director asked again: Xiao Xie, what conditions did the other party put forward for signing the contract this time?
Let me tell you the truth: 10% rebate for that Hong Kong agent
The director pondered for a while and said: That's five million dollars, isn't it a little more
I said: Well, I didn't think I would give it to him, I can leave a million for you
The director shook his head and said: Then I can't accept it, I am a person with principles.
I scolded in my heart: Take the exam!
You corrupt official, in the past, you always stuck me in the share ratio, but you didn't want me to respect you
I smiled and said: It doesn't matter, the accountant I hired is very good at calculating the accounts. Don't worry, after their financing is in the account, I will not raise all the kickbacks at once. When the profit starts next year, I will give it to him in batches. He also knows the rules and will not take them all.
The director was circling around the room and pondered for a long time, saying: Be safer, give everyone what you should give, I don't want to leave, let's have a meal together.
Our bureau has many tertiary industries, and the restaurant where the director and I had dinner was one of them. It was nothing more than a sensuality, horse, lights, and wine. The waiter and the ladies were all local female college students, and they were also selected by the director himself.
At the dinner table, the director asked in detail about the financing process and account transactions. I answered it in detail one by one. I understood that he was afraid of taking the money and leaving it with troubles, so I explained to the director how to settle the account, how to transfer the money to another account through special means, and how to change the name.
Seeing the director's expression, I seemed to be more and more at ease, so I further said: I said I would give him five million US dollars. In fact, after deducting some fees, it is amazing to give him up to two million. The remaining three million, as part of the working capital, will give you the rest.
The director nodded, and said nothing more
In addition, I also want to hire an editor-in-chief to share my job for me. I am going to get married this year, and I also want to ask you to allow me to take a month off for a wedding leave
OK, I've approved it! I'll give you two more months and you'll take the bride out for fun
Thank you Director!
Back from Shijiazhuang to Beijing, I first went to the newspaper to take over Xiao Duan as my assistant to serve as my assistant to give the New Year's work. It was nothing more than organizing advertisers to have dinner parties and have dance parties, etc., and also giving gifts to leaders of various supervisory units. Xiao Duan wrote them down one by one.
Our President Yao has not been here often in the past six months. I am actually in the acting president's position and responsible for the operation of the entire newspaper.
After get off work, I called Lao Fan. We had not met for a long time because we were very busy. He is now the vice president of a large company. When I was calling, he was on the way to dinner with the guests. I didn't say much. After making an appointment, I hung up the phone, left the newspaper, drove straight to Bian Jing's company to pick her up after get off work.
When she arrived at Bian Jing's company, she was still busy. When she saw me, she signaled me to sit in Wenped's office for a while.
Wen Pedder seemed to have gained weight again. When he hugged me, I felt like an elephant hugging me.
I said to him: It seems that the soil and soil of our China are very nourishing, and the meat on your body is a layer of thicker
Wen Pedder shook his cheeks and said: Haha...! The Chinese chef is great! I have grown old for years. I guess my mother doesn't know me anymore when I return to the United States, haha... By the way, I'll tell you something when you come. The company is going to send a group of people to the US headquarters for training for half a year. There is your aunt Bianjing on the list. You have to cover me. I guess she doesn't want to go.
I said: Of course she doesn't want to. We are going to get married soon. Isn't it a good idea to break up the couple if you do this?
Wen Pedd brought me a cup of coffee attentively and said with a smile: I know, this is the company's routine. Employees need training every year. I have no choice. You Chinese are still not used to our management methods and need to be renovated.
Then you have to divide the time. It is definitely not enough to transform her at this time. Let's talk about it when our honeymoon is over. I said
I'm afraid that she wouldn't want to leave you even more after getting married. Look at her crying when she went to Guangzhou last time. She was newly married, and she was even more reluctant. You advise her for me. She is very smart and capable, and has a future. Our company has unwritten regulations: generally no married women are left, and you advise her to consider their future carefully.
You mean I can't marry her?!
NO!NO! That's not what I mean, it doesn't matter how many years later, are you unable to wait?
Yes, I can't fucking wait!
Haha...! Haven't you always been very confident, afraid that she will run away?
Not afraid, you can't understand
I can use Chinese thinking to understand, your name is love, right? It is very difficult for you, and the only time, she is your Virgin, your life, you love her so much that you are crazy
Yes, you understand it well
If she lost her job because she got married to you, I would be very sorry
Don’t say that you lose your job, it doesn’t matter if you lose the whole world. I am her whole world. If you force her to go to the United States, I will blow up your company!
My God!
No matter what Winpped and the people around them think, they think that I, a playboy, cannot choose to marry for a woman, even the most beautiful woman in the world.
However, I want to marry Bian Jing, and I will never give up until I get married.
I'm going to marry her and have a child
Just like the song sings: The happiest thing is to hold your hand and grow old slowly
No matter what happens, I must do this
What did Eunuch Wen tell you just now?
He said he wanted to send you to the United States for half a year to train, and I said he wanted to blow up his company
Ha! I like it!
But from his tone, what you should go, training is a rare opportunity, and he can take care of you
I won’t go! I don’t like that in the United States. Do you want me to go? It’s so delaying time?
I don't want you to go either, but that's the routine of your company...
Stop talking, he is a normal person! I think you think I'm leaving. After half a year of going there, you've been free and free, and no one is tired of you all day long?!
No, I want to marry you right away
OK, now let’s kneel down and propose to me!
Bian Jing's company is in Wantong Building, Fuchengmen. It was the peak hours of get off work, and there were crowds of people. We stood on the street and prepared to cross the overpass to the shopping mall opposite to buy things.
Unexpectedly, she would make things difficult for me again on a whim
I really don't want you to go, don't get me wrong
Didn’t you say you wanted to marry me? At least you have to show your sincerity. There are many people, so let’s be here.
The two young men at a newsstand next to him laughed when they heard Bian Jing say that. I thought they were glaring at me. The two of them held back their laughter and quickly lowered their heads.
I turned to Bian Jing and whispered with a smile: Don’t do this, let’s go home and knock a hundred or a thousand, will it be true?
Bian Jing shook my hand away and said: No! It's here, Eunuch Wen knelt down to his wife on the street and proposed to him.
I laughed and said: That is the bourgeois style and is not suitable for China's national conditions...
Bian Jing interrupted me: Don't be poor with me! Seeing you two in the office, I knew nothing good was going to happen. It turned out that you wanted to put me far away again... As he said that, Bian Jing's eyes turned red, and I was extremely embarrassed. He hurriedly carried her to the parking lot, opened my car door and forced her into it, then got into the car, and said in a low voice: Don't be so sensitive, okay? I will definitely marry you, I have made a big decision.
Bian Jing wiped her tears and said angrily: Humph! Is it necessary to make such a great determination to marry me?! It seems like I begging you. Since you are so reluctant to marry me, just don’t get married. You can live alone... As she said that, her tears fell one by one.
Look at what you said, I don't mean that. I feel very nervous when she cried. I don't know when I will cry. I quickly took out my handkerchief and handed it to her, and then coaxed her: We won't go anymore, we will quit with him. Anyway, you can still be a part-time model. Even if I don't have a job, I can support you. I am willing to support you for the rest of my life.
The border pulled my hand away and cried: Come on, I will sign up with my boss tomorrow, and go to the United States tomorrow! I will never come back in my life, find a foreigner to get married!
OK OK OK, you get angry when I say anything. I told Wen Pedder just now that we will get married in the past two months, and I also asked the director for a marriage leave. Do you think I am not sincere enough?
I don't think it's enough. What's your determination? It seems so difficult. Humph! There are so many people who want to marry me, and I can live without you!
I can't live without you
Humph, what do you believe
You are so careless again. How many times have I told you that I really love you and really want to marry you!
Will it work if you say it? There are divorces when you get married? Today, our colleagues talk about husbands and husbands. If you are ten feet away, it is not a distance for the husband. It will definitely deteriorate the relationship between two people, let alone so far in the United States. Unlike Guangzhou, you can fly back at any time. I am going there. You must be happy. How comfortable is one person? Didn’t you always come here in the past? Who did you marry so many girlfriends? Now that I think about marrying me, don’t worry!
Look at you, it feels like you are not married to them, you are different, just like Lao Fan said: You are my nemesis, hehe...
Don't be smiling. Others say that you can't replace me. Why do you think of me if you really don't want me to do it? Why do you advise me for that dead American?!
You said you like this job, I'm afraid you will lose this opportunity
It depends on when it will
OK, I understand what you mean, I also told Winpped that it is not the time, I wish I could marry you immediately
Do you want to marry me so much?
I was a little angry and said dissatisfiedly: What do you mean?!
Bian Jing suddenly wiped away her tears, looked at my eyes, and said: Haven’t you always had a marriage phobia? Can you guarantee that you won’t get bored after marriage
I held back my anger and said: We have discussed it so many times. Do you always doubt what I want to do? The room has been arranged, I bought the wedding supplies I should buy, and I have also asked for the wedding leave. My friends have also notified your parents and agreed. Isn’t that enough?
Bian Jing turned his head and looked out the window and said: You think it's enough, I think it's not enough, it's like everything is done according to the procedure. It's like you get married when you get old. I just met you when you want to get married. If you didn't mess with me a few years ago, just like you did to Song Min, even a woman as good as her can't hold your heart...
Bian Jing's tears flowed down again, and she couldn't continue to say anything
Only then did I understand what she was thinking. Women, before getting married, there will always be various uncertain feelings.
I said patiently: You are different from her, and my feelings for you are different from other women. I just told you: I can't live without you, and I have never had this feeling for other women.
Bian Jing still looked out the window and sighed and said: Alas..., I don’t know why, I always think of Song Min recently. You have been dating for more than five years, and she is so good. I feel really not as good as her. Why don’t you marry her? She is really one in a million. I can’t learn many advantages in her in my life. I think those must be something you particularly like, otherwise you wouldn’t have been with a woman who is ten years older than you for so long. We two will have decades in the future. I don’t know if we can grasp this relationship...
She wiped her tears and continued: OK, let's go home, I'm tired
After we got home, we became depressed. The happy and relaxed atmosphere on weekdays disappeared. After she entered the house, she walked straight to the bedroom and lay on the bed.
I don't know how to explain all this to her, it's useless to explain it. I must have thought about those words for a long time. Song Min is a shadow that she can't erase in her mind. Maybe it's impossible to erase completely.
I lay beside her, she turned her back to me, I sighed and hugged her from behind
She ignored me and cried silently with her eyes closed.
After a while, her voice seemed to come from a faraway place, and she said resentfully: If you don’t speak, I know you understand what I think. Between Song Min and you are shaking, aren’t you?
I said: No, I just chose you
She turned over and looked at me, with endless sorrow in her eyes, which seemed to be indescribable. This was something I had never seen before. I suddenly felt that she was not just a person who was so tempted today, nor was she worried about gains and losses before marriage. Something must have stimulated her. I asked: Did Song Min contact you today?
Bian Jing turned his back to me again, and hadn't spoken for a long time. I asked again: You said, right?
She thought for a while and said: She just greeted me, and didn't say anything. I felt something from her tone. Do you know why I haven't asked you two for a long time? What happened to you alone in Beijing during my hometown? I didn't ask, do you know why? I just thought: Forget it, I won't ask anymore. If you ask too much, you're too embarrassed. I'm not feeling confused sometimes... She wiped her tears and turned to look at me again. I was shaken by the sharpness in her eyes. The innocentness on weekdays is invisible. Her eyes seemed to have turned into a dark and deep cave, with misty smoke and a thick and strange color.
Do you want me to say it?
No, I don't want you to say, I don't want to know, really, I'm afraid that you will be bewitched by someone in the future and don't want me
No, absolutely not!
Hopefully not, but what exists will always exist...
She leaned her head in my arms and said: Hold me tight, I'm so scared
I hugged her tightly and said: Don’t be afraid, there is no way to separate us. Except for life and death, we will not separate no matter what happens!
She nodded in my arms, stretched out her arms to me, put her mouth on my mouth, and kissed me for a long time...
I understand her heart. Her heart is always like a green and vibrant wheat field. There are a few drops of transparent and round morning dew on each ear of barley, reflecting her colorful soul.
Her lips wandered aimlessly on me, her body emitted charming echoes between the branches and leaves, her tongue was filled with sunshine, her fingers were extremely crazy in the night sky, her lower body was like a fog in a rose bush
She is like a tilted boat on me, always on the verge of overturning, always on the verge of danger
She was particularly excited, relaxed, indulged, and willing to do so by this situation
The bed, as if the boundless coast with no end, flooded all our retreat
We can't see anything, we only see each other's deep love expressions and entangled limbs, so forgetful, so blind, giving each other, and sacrificing each other.
We fell from the peak again and again, climbed up again and again again
Until we were exhausted and we hugged each other speechlessly, Bian Jing's tears fell on my chest again
Why cry? I stuck out my tongue to lick the tears that kept coming out of her
Because of happiness, she stroked my face and said emotionally
Just now?
Yes, it's now, I can grasp you now
What you need is a sense of security
Well, I want you to firmly bind me. This kind of bondage is the real sense of security. Only with a sense of security can I feel at ease. Don’t worry. I will slowly get used to your life and your mentality, for you
I love you……
We lay side by side, our bodies emitting a slight blue light in the gradually sinking moonlight
At that time, I was thinking, just keep lying down like this
I said humbly: This is not a credit, it is a contribution I should make. You just need to continue to take care of me in the future.
The director said with satisfaction: Well, very good, young people should do this. Don’t be so proud of your grades. But I will still give you a reward. I will show you something. After saying that, he walked to the desk and took a piece of paper from the table, turned around and handed it to me: Look, I recommend you to my superiors as the president of the future newspaper. After Lao Yao retires, you can succeed you, and you can occupy half of the shares. We will only be responsible for review in the future. You can be the master of your own!
I was excited. I had worked for this newspaper for seven years and also lost all my belongings. Now this newspaper is finally going to belong to me.
The director asked again: Xiao Xie, what conditions did the other party put forward for signing the contract this time?
Let me tell you the truth: 10% rebate for that Hong Kong agent
The director pondered for a while and said: That's five million dollars, isn't it a little more
I said: Well, I didn't think I would give it to him, I can leave a million for you
The director shook his head and said: Then I can't accept it, I am a person with principles.
I scolded in my heart: Take the exam!
You corrupt official, in the past, you always stuck me in the share ratio, but you didn't want me to respect you
I smiled and said: It doesn't matter, the accountant I hired is very good at calculating the accounts. Don't worry, after their financing is in the account, I will not raise all the kickbacks at once. When the profit starts next year, I will give it to him in batches. He also knows the rules and will not take them all.
The director was circling around the room and pondered for a long time, saying: Be safer, give everyone what you should give, I don't want to leave, let's have a meal together.
Our bureau has many tertiary industries, and the restaurant where the director and I had dinner was one of them. It was nothing more than a sensuality, horse, lights, and wine. The waiter and the ladies were all local female college students, and they were also selected by the director himself.
At the dinner table, the director asked in detail about the financing process and account transactions. I answered it in detail one by one. I understood that he was afraid of taking the money and leaving it with troubles, so I explained to the director how to settle the account, how to transfer the money to another account through special means, and how to change the name.
Seeing the director's expression, I seemed to be more and more at ease, so I further said: I said I would give him five million US dollars. In fact, after deducting some fees, it is amazing to give him up to two million. The remaining three million, as part of the working capital, will give you the rest.
The director nodded, and said nothing more
In addition, I also want to hire an editor-in-chief to share my job for me. I am going to get married this year, and I also want to ask you to allow me to take a month off for a wedding leave
OK, I've approved it! I'll give you two more months and you'll take the bride out for fun
Thank you Director!
Back from Shijiazhuang to Beijing, I first went to the newspaper to take over Xiao Duan as my assistant to serve as my assistant to give the New Year's work. It was nothing more than organizing advertisers to have dinner parties and have dance parties, etc., and also giving gifts to leaders of various supervisory units. Xiao Duan wrote them down one by one.
Our President Yao has not been here often in the past six months. I am actually in the acting president's position and responsible for the operation of the entire newspaper.
After get off work, I called Lao Fan. We had not met for a long time because we were very busy. He is now the vice president of a large company. When I was calling, he was on the way to dinner with the guests. I didn't say much. After making an appointment, I hung up the phone, left the newspaper, drove straight to Bian Jing's company to pick her up after get off work.
When she arrived at Bian Jing's company, she was still busy. When she saw me, she signaled me to sit in Wenped's office for a while.
Wen Pedder seemed to have gained weight again. When he hugged me, I felt like an elephant hugging me.
I said to him: It seems that the soil and soil of our China are very nourishing, and the meat on your body is a layer of thicker
Wen Pedder shook his cheeks and said: Haha...! The Chinese chef is great! I have grown old for years. I guess my mother doesn't know me anymore when I return to the United States, haha... By the way, I'll tell you something when you come. The company is going to send a group of people to the US headquarters for training for half a year. There is your aunt Bianjing on the list. You have to cover me. I guess she doesn't want to go.
I said: Of course she doesn't want to. We are going to get married soon. Isn't it a good idea to break up the couple if you do this?
Wen Pedd brought me a cup of coffee attentively and said with a smile: I know, this is the company's routine. Employees need training every year. I have no choice. You Chinese are still not used to our management methods and need to be renovated.
Then you have to divide the time. It is definitely not enough to transform her at this time. Let's talk about it when our honeymoon is over. I said
I'm afraid that she wouldn't want to leave you even more after getting married. Look at her crying when she went to Guangzhou last time. She was newly married, and she was even more reluctant. You advise her for me. She is very smart and capable, and has a future. Our company has unwritten regulations: generally no married women are left, and you advise her to consider their future carefully.
You mean I can't marry her?!
NO!NO! That's not what I mean, it doesn't matter how many years later, are you unable to wait?
Yes, I can't fucking wait!
Haha...! Haven't you always been very confident, afraid that she will run away?
Not afraid, you can't understand
I can use Chinese thinking to understand, your name is love, right? It is very difficult for you, and the only time, she is your Virgin, your life, you love her so much that you are crazy
Yes, you understand it well
If she lost her job because she got married to you, I would be very sorry
Don’t say that you lose your job, it doesn’t matter if you lose the whole world. I am her whole world. If you force her to go to the United States, I will blow up your company!
My God!
No matter what Winpped and the people around them think, they think that I, a playboy, cannot choose to marry for a woman, even the most beautiful woman in the world.
However, I want to marry Bian Jing, and I will never give up until I get married.
I'm going to marry her and have a child
Just like the song sings: The happiest thing is to hold your hand and grow old slowly
No matter what happens, I must do this
What did Eunuch Wen tell you just now?
He said he wanted to send you to the United States for half a year to train, and I said he wanted to blow up his company
Ha! I like it!
But from his tone, what you should go, training is a rare opportunity, and he can take care of you
I won’t go! I don’t like that in the United States. Do you want me to go? It’s so delaying time?
I don't want you to go either, but that's the routine of your company...
Stop talking, he is a normal person! I think you think I'm leaving. After half a year of going there, you've been free and free, and no one is tired of you all day long?!
No, I want to marry you right away
OK, now let’s kneel down and propose to me!
Bian Jing's company is in Wantong Building, Fuchengmen. It was the peak hours of get off work, and there were crowds of people. We stood on the street and prepared to cross the overpass to the shopping mall opposite to buy things.
Unexpectedly, she would make things difficult for me again on a whim
I really don't want you to go, don't get me wrong
Didn’t you say you wanted to marry me? At least you have to show your sincerity. There are many people, so let’s be here.
The two young men at a newsstand next to him laughed when they heard Bian Jing say that. I thought they were glaring at me. The two of them held back their laughter and quickly lowered their heads.
I turned to Bian Jing and whispered with a smile: Don’t do this, let’s go home and knock a hundred or a thousand, will it be true?
Bian Jing shook my hand away and said: No! It's here, Eunuch Wen knelt down to his wife on the street and proposed to him.
I laughed and said: That is the bourgeois style and is not suitable for China's national conditions...
Bian Jing interrupted me: Don't be poor with me! Seeing you two in the office, I knew nothing good was going to happen. It turned out that you wanted to put me far away again... As he said that, Bian Jing's eyes turned red, and I was extremely embarrassed. He hurriedly carried her to the parking lot, opened my car door and forced her into it, then got into the car, and said in a low voice: Don't be so sensitive, okay? I will definitely marry you, I have made a big decision.
Bian Jing wiped her tears and said angrily: Humph! Is it necessary to make such a great determination to marry me?! It seems like I begging you. Since you are so reluctant to marry me, just don’t get married. You can live alone... As she said that, her tears fell one by one.
Look at what you said, I don't mean that. I feel very nervous when she cried. I don't know when I will cry. I quickly took out my handkerchief and handed it to her, and then coaxed her: We won't go anymore, we will quit with him. Anyway, you can still be a part-time model. Even if I don't have a job, I can support you. I am willing to support you for the rest of my life.
The border pulled my hand away and cried: Come on, I will sign up with my boss tomorrow, and go to the United States tomorrow! I will never come back in my life, find a foreigner to get married!
OK OK OK, you get angry when I say anything. I told Wen Pedder just now that we will get married in the past two months, and I also asked the director for a marriage leave. Do you think I am not sincere enough?
I don't think it's enough. What's your determination? It seems so difficult. Humph! There are so many people who want to marry me, and I can live without you!
I can't live without you
Humph, what do you believe
You are so careless again. How many times have I told you that I really love you and really want to marry you!
Will it work if you say it? There are divorces when you get married? Today, our colleagues talk about husbands and husbands. If you are ten feet away, it is not a distance for the husband. It will definitely deteriorate the relationship between two people, let alone so far in the United States. Unlike Guangzhou, you can fly back at any time. I am going there. You must be happy. How comfortable is one person? Didn’t you always come here in the past? Who did you marry so many girlfriends? Now that I think about marrying me, don’t worry!
Look at you, it feels like you are not married to them, you are different, just like Lao Fan said: You are my nemesis, hehe...
Don't be smiling. Others say that you can't replace me. Why do you think of me if you really don't want me to do it? Why do you advise me for that dead American?!
You said you like this job, I'm afraid you will lose this opportunity
It depends on when it will
OK, I understand what you mean, I also told Winpped that it is not the time, I wish I could marry you immediately
Do you want to marry me so much?
I was a little angry and said dissatisfiedly: What do you mean?!
Bian Jing suddenly wiped away her tears, looked at my eyes, and said: Haven’t you always had a marriage phobia? Can you guarantee that you won’t get bored after marriage
I held back my anger and said: We have discussed it so many times. Do you always doubt what I want to do? The room has been arranged, I bought the wedding supplies I should buy, and I have also asked for the wedding leave. My friends have also notified your parents and agreed. Isn’t that enough?
Bian Jing turned his head and looked out the window and said: You think it's enough, I think it's not enough, it's like everything is done according to the procedure. It's like you get married when you get old. I just met you when you want to get married. If you didn't mess with me a few years ago, just like you did to Song Min, even a woman as good as her can't hold your heart...
Bian Jing's tears flowed down again, and she couldn't continue to say anything
Only then did I understand what she was thinking. Women, before getting married, there will always be various uncertain feelings.
I said patiently: You are different from her, and my feelings for you are different from other women. I just told you: I can't live without you, and I have never had this feeling for other women.
Bian Jing still looked out the window and sighed and said: Alas..., I don’t know why, I always think of Song Min recently. You have been dating for more than five years, and she is so good. I feel really not as good as her. Why don’t you marry her? She is really one in a million. I can’t learn many advantages in her in my life. I think those must be something you particularly like, otherwise you wouldn’t have been with a woman who is ten years older than you for so long. We two will have decades in the future. I don’t know if we can grasp this relationship...
She wiped her tears and continued: OK, let's go home, I'm tired
After we got home, we became depressed. The happy and relaxed atmosphere on weekdays disappeared. After she entered the house, she walked straight to the bedroom and lay on the bed.
I don't know how to explain all this to her, it's useless to explain it. I must have thought about those words for a long time. Song Min is a shadow that she can't erase in her mind. Maybe it's impossible to erase completely.
I lay beside her, she turned her back to me, I sighed and hugged her from behind
She ignored me and cried silently with her eyes closed.
After a while, her voice seemed to come from a faraway place, and she said resentfully: If you don’t speak, I know you understand what I think. Between Song Min and you are shaking, aren’t you?
I said: No, I just chose you
She turned over and looked at me, with endless sorrow in her eyes, which seemed to be indescribable. This was something I had never seen before. I suddenly felt that she was not just a person who was so tempted today, nor was she worried about gains and losses before marriage. Something must have stimulated her. I asked: Did Song Min contact you today?
Bian Jing turned his back to me again, and hadn't spoken for a long time. I asked again: You said, right?
She thought for a while and said: She just greeted me, and didn't say anything. I felt something from her tone. Do you know why I haven't asked you two for a long time? What happened to you alone in Beijing during my hometown? I didn't ask, do you know why? I just thought: Forget it, I won't ask anymore. If you ask too much, you're too embarrassed. I'm not feeling confused sometimes... She wiped her tears and turned to look at me again. I was shaken by the sharpness in her eyes. The innocentness on weekdays is invisible. Her eyes seemed to have turned into a dark and deep cave, with misty smoke and a thick and strange color.
Do you want me to say it?
No, I don't want you to say, I don't want to know, really, I'm afraid that you will be bewitched by someone in the future and don't want me
No, absolutely not!
Hopefully not, but what exists will always exist...
She leaned her head in my arms and said: Hold me tight, I'm so scared
I hugged her tightly and said: Don’t be afraid, there is no way to separate us. Except for life and death, we will not separate no matter what happens!
She nodded in my arms, stretched out her arms to me, put her mouth on my mouth, and kissed me for a long time...
I understand her heart. Her heart is always like a green and vibrant wheat field. There are a few drops of transparent and round morning dew on each ear of barley, reflecting her colorful soul.
Her lips wandered aimlessly on me, her body emitted charming echoes between the branches and leaves, her tongue was filled with sunshine, her fingers were extremely crazy in the night sky, her lower body was like a fog in a rose bush
She is like a tilted boat on me, always on the verge of overturning, always on the verge of danger
She was particularly excited, relaxed, indulged, and willing to do so by this situation
The bed, as if the boundless coast with no end, flooded all our retreat
We can't see anything, we only see each other's deep love expressions and entangled limbs, so forgetful, so blind, giving each other, and sacrificing each other.
We fell from the peak again and again, climbed up again and again again
Until we were exhausted and we hugged each other speechlessly, Bian Jing's tears fell on my chest again
Why cry? I stuck out my tongue to lick the tears that kept coming out of her
Because of happiness, she stroked my face and said emotionally
Just now?
Yes, it's now, I can grasp you now
What you need is a sense of security
Well, I want you to firmly bind me. This kind of bondage is the real sense of security. Only with a sense of security can I feel at ease. Don’t worry. I will slowly get used to your life and your mentality, for you
I love you……
We lay side by side, our bodies emitting a slight blue light in the gradually sinking moonlight
At that time, I was thinking, just keep lying down like this
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