Chapter 7

When I returned to the dormitory, I found that the three roommates were not playing games, but were eating duck necks bought from outside and drinking together. As soon as I saw that I entered the door, I asked me to drink some.

I sat down and asked them how they were interested

They said they were irritable, so I asked why. They said that the epidemic in Xi'an is getting worse and worse, and they are afraid that it will spread everywhere. Don't affect your return home at that time.

Actually, I have this concern vaguely, but because of Guo Xueyan's affairs, I seem to be able to accept it. I hope her husband can't come back in Xi'an.

After taking a sip of wine, I heard the phone ringing. I took it out and saw that it was Guo Xueyan who sent a message to her home.

I took a photo at the small table and sent it to her. She teased me: Your life is good, I didn’t drink it today, and I still have wine to drink when I go back to the dormitory

I took the opportunity to care about her: They were irritable, so they got together to drink, they were afraid that the epidemic would spread, and the winter vacation would take less than a month, and they were afraid that the consequences would affect their homes, so that their family members would pay more attention.

Well, I know, I can't help but be anxious. You can drink first, I'll go take a shower.

I sent a slutty expression and continued to drink with my roommate

While drinking, we were imagining what the situation would be if the epidemic spreads and we couldn't go home, or the worst case scenario, how would we spend the New Year at school in the most serious situation

After a while, everyone reached only one consensus, that is, there are only three things to do in that situation: playing games, drinking, and sleeping

However, they also feel that the most serious situation is that they can't even drink alcohol because they are afraid that the school will not be out of the closure of the school, or even afraid that they will not be allowed to leave the dormitory building.

Half an hour later, Guo Xueyan sent another message saying that she had already walked into bed. After drinking with her roommate, I was also a little drunk. Guo Xueyan was in her mind. It was probably a warm and warm feeling.

Because they had already drunk a lot when I returned to the dormitory, and it was almost time to end. I also wanted to concentrate on chatting with Guo Xueyan, and we killed the remaining wine.

Then I cleaned up and went to bed and lay down

It was just ten o'clock now, and the next day was Saturday and I didn't go to work. Guo Xueyan shouldn't have been asleep yet

I thought about whether to tell her something plain or something ambiguous or bold. I chose the latter, so I slowly guided the topic: I remember something

What did you remember?

The first time we saw it by the river, I was talking to you there, and I found that some old men were staring at your butt when they passed by behind you

Tell, you are talking about yourself

How is that possible? I have been talking to you all the time, how could I run behind you but...

But what?

The clothes you are wearing are short and not covering your butt. They just happen to be wearing jeans and are more close to each other. It is true that your butt is big and round. In addition, you are wearing high heel boots, which has a certain butt lifting effect, so it looks upright and is really sexy.

Young man, can you stop looking around?

This shows that I have eyes that appreciate beauty

I think you have lustful eyes

Then you have to be lustful, so I can be lustful. Besides, you don’t say it, you know your own conditions.

I suddenly remembered, you were just trying to make an idea at that time, right? I think what my friend said seems to make some sense.

When Guo Xueyan said this, I was suddenly shocked. Did she feel something?

Not so

I immediately denied: What nonsense? It was obviously me playing with fitness equipment there. If the clothes fell off, you took the initiative to help me pick them up, and then I knew you

Of course I can't say that I noticed her before

That means I shouldn't have helped you pick up clothes at that time? I also picked up a lustful young man.

I'm afraid it's not like this. I'm just saying it to someone who cares about you and helps you. I'm still the same thing. If you have sex, I can be lustful, especially...

What in particular?

Especially your most beautiful place

Get out!

Don't you think your butt is the most beautiful?

Don't know, don't ask me, you are talking about it, I don't know

Since you don't know, you will know after I tell you

I don't know if I said that, I'm going to bed early, too

I'm afraid I can't sleep

I don't know if I really want to sleep or because I'm sorry, Guo Xueyan didn't reply to my message again, and I can't talk like this myself

Anyway, I'll see it tomorrow, so I'll go to bed too

The next morning, I woke up at 9 o'clock. I looked at my phone and had no news, so I browsed on Weibo. I saw that the number of confirmed cases of the new crown epidemic in Xi'an increased a lot. I felt that the epidemic was serious again. I quickly called my home, but fortunately they said they were dealing with it and prepared.

Then I sent Guo Xueyan a WeChat message and told her that the epidemic was serious and asked her to tell her family that she should pay attention to it and try not to go out if she has nothing to do.

She replied to me that on the one hand, her child’s school has been notified and classes have begun to be suspended, so she will not go to school on Monday; on the other hand, her husband is buying a lot of vegetables, meat and daily necessities in the supermarket, saying that it is to reduce the number of things that were later gone, and he bought at least ten days of buying things for more than ten days.

From a kind perspective, I think this preparation is very good, so that Guo Xueyan's parents-in-law and children can stay at home and don't have to go out anymore. For my own little Jiujiu, I think that her husband can make these preparations, which can also make her feel more at ease. If she feels at ease, it will make me better hook up with her.

Then we discussed the itinerary for the day. Because we just went to the wetland park and didn't take a lot of time, so we didn't have to be very early, but I still actively asked her to have lunch together.

She didn't agree and said she wanted to take a break at noon, so I didn't force it and agreed to pick her up at 3 o'clock in the afternoon

I arrived at the location of Guo Xueyan's community at 2:50 in the afternoon. After waiting for a few minutes, I saw her coming out.

She was wearing the short white down jacket, a black sweater, a gray plaid pleated skirt with tweed, black leggings and a pair of dark brown Martin boots underneath.

This outfit looks young when worn on her

When I got into the car, she found that there was a tulip-scented perfume in my car. She was a little surprised: Did you really buy this perfume? I thought you were just talking about it.

I never thought about it before, I just thought the perfume you used in your car tasted good, so I thought about it and bought one

Guo Xueyan did not bother with this topic anymore, but said with some concern: How long will this epidemic in Xi'an end?

I can understand her worries, but I actually worry too, but I still want to comfort her: It may take a while to see this situation, but since all the things at home are purchased and prepared, as long as people don’t go out and stay at home safely, there is no big problem.

Alas, the last time I saw my son was on National Day holiday. I had no hope of seeing him on New Year's Day. It seems that I can only have the chance during the New Year.

If you miss him, just watch it

That's different. Forget it, you don't understand these things. You will know when you have children in the future

Don't think about it. There is still more than a month to go through the Chinese New Year. I will definitely see you and worry about them when the time comes. They will definitely worry about you too.

Why? There is no epidemic here

Because they are afraid that you will be too worried. If you are too worried, you will definitely be in a bad mood. Instead, they are worried about your condition. A family will definitely hope that family members will feel relaxed and happy.

Of course, there is my reason for me to say this. Half of it is really thinking about it, and half of it also hopes that Guo Xueyan will relax. If she is always in a state of worry and worry, she will definitely not be able to face me in a happy mood.

Then I continued to make up: I called my home in the morning and they told me not to worry. No matter how serious the epidemic in Xi'an ends up, they felt that as long as I was fine here, everything would be fine, so you are the same. You can't do anything to help them in the current situation. As long as you live well here, they will be relieved.

Actually, of course I have my own Xiaojiujiu. I hope the epidemic will continue for a while, and Guo Xueyan's husband will never come back, which will give me a lot of opportunities and time to be with her.

She seemed to agree with me: You said that, I am worried about here and there for a day, and I can't do anything.

I continued to comfort her: Stop sighing, have you ever thought about it? When your husband and children met you, they were very happy and red because of the epidemic. But seeing you become haggard because of your worry all day long, your condition made them worry

Guo Xueyan seems to agree with my opinion: Maybe it’s like this. In the family, everyone hopes that their family will live happily. I find that you are young and good at enlightening people.

How to say it, I didn't specifically want to enlighten you, I actually thought about it from my perspective, just like you said, I will know this kind of worry when I have a child in the future, and I think you may be going to the opposite side

The opposite? How to say it?

That is to say, I haven't started a family now, that's right, I definitely can't empathize with your worry about your children, but I'm worried about my parents. Traditionally, I'm still protected by my parents. I'm worried about them because of filial piety because of special circumstances like the epidemic. However, no matter whether there is an epidemic or not, they are more worried about me, considering my studies, my life, and my many things. Then I can only live a better life, and they will be happy. The filial piety to them is not because of whether there is an epidemic. Even if there is no epidemic, I will worry about them more. They will consider more. Don't worry about them, and let me worry more about myself. This principle applies to the opposite.In you, you are worried about your son, but it is just because of the epidemic? Are you not worried about it without the epidemic? That is definitely not as I said just now. Even if there is no epidemic, they hope you will live a good life and be happy. If you live a good life, they will feel at ease. In summary, we are in a situation where there is no epidemic and we are in a good life, which is also a kind of comfort for them in a epidemic. If we are worried about not having the epidemic for a day, it will make them more anxious and uneasy during the epidemic. This may be bad. They are affected by their life, work and study. If we add to their psychological burden, isn’t it supposed to be?

Although my words are for my purpose, I hope that Guo Xueyan will relax and relax, which will help me attack her, I also talked about what I think makes sense. Anyone, I am not talking nonsense

Guo Xueyan was also moved a little. She turned her body and said to me: Shaojie, do you know how I feel?

I felt very confident, so I smiled and asked her what she felt

She calmed down and said: Although I am nearly twenty years older than you, what you just said makes me feel like I have lived so many years in vain, and I don’t understand it as if you can see it. Haha

Regarding this question, I don’t want to show off and show myself as she wants, but continue to guide her purposefully: Don’t say that, many people say that concern is messy, maybe you are too worried for a while, if I have children, maybe I will do this. The key is that you are happy to listen to what I said. I don’t think I’m in vain. In short, I just hope you can relax.

I was moved when I said something, and I couldn't help but hold the steering wheel with my left hand, stretched out my right hand and gently stroked Guo Xueyan's face with her palm.

She was a little shy and embarrassed, so she sat upright

Under Guo Xueyan's guidance, I drove across the Longgang Bridge, went to the other side and got off the main road and drove into the dam. I searched for a long time before I found a location to stop the car

I stood on the embankment and looked at it. There was a large reed marsh below. It was already winter, and these reeds had already withered and yellow.

She stood beside me and pointed at the bottom and said: It’s not the time to come now. It will be here on National Day. It’s very spectacular here, with reeds of all colors.

As she said that, she took out her cell phone and looked through it for me to show me the photos from that time. They were photos from her Moments posted on October 2nd

There are two photos of her and her son. I looked at it and found that her son looked with her. She was quite handsome and handsome. I was thinking about what her husband would look like. Then I saw another photo of her, her son and two old men.

She took the initiative to introduce: This is his grandparents, and they brought my son back at that time.

Although there is no information about her husband's appearance from her son, it can be seen that the two old people have good temperament and mental outlook. I think Guo Xueyan's husband's appearance is also good.

I asked casually: Are these taken by your husband?

She denied it: Don't mention it, he didn't come back from a business trip in Beijing at that time. I just found someone here to play for us.

I instantly captured a message that Guo Xueyan’s husband traveled more business trips and rarely accompanied her, which strengthened my opinion. This woman was too lonely.

I pretended to be upset: He has done too much work, so he should spend more time with you.

Guo Xueyan was a little sad: There is no way, I still have any opinions at first, but after a long time, I got used to leaving, let's go down

Because it's a weekend, the weather is also very good, and there are endless people on the outing here

I was in a complicated mood for a moment. On the one hand, I felt that there were too many people. I wanted to have some close contact with Guo Xueyan but I didn’t have a chance. On the other hand, I felt that it was good to come, and at least I could adapt to this kind of feeling of being generous and walking with a young man.

We walked and chatted. I always looked around to see where there were fewer people. When I walked to the end of this reed marsh, I found that there were always tourists in groups of three or three. Before I knew it, I had already left for an hour. It was almost four-thirty at this time.

The winter sun is always rare. At this moment, the sun is no longer as warm as when we first came. There are obviously fewer people walking around here. Until I was about to return to the place where I set off, I found that there was no one in the distance between the front and back lines of sight, so I suggested to Guo Xueyan to take a photo.

Because she didn't feel abrupt when she had the previous photo of Dahan Mountain, she stood up openly

This time I hugged her waist without any scruples, then turned my head and leaned against her head to take a photo together.

It was already half past five when I got back to the car, and Guo Xueyan suggested to have dinner in nearby Wuyue Plaza.

Because she has come to her aunt these days, we haven't drunk it and the meal has not been long. I suggested to go shopping here, and she agreed.

While walking around, I was wondering if I wanted to buy her something. After walking two floors, I found that it seemed that she just took a look and didn't even try it on.

Until I entered a small store, which sold some small accessories and scarves and scarves.

I saw a yellow scarf with black pattern on the bottom, so I asked the clerk to give it to me directly

I held the scarf and told Guo Xueyan that it was more suitable for her, and then put it on her without saying anything and asked her to look in the mirror.

I thought this scarf was suitable for her to wear when wearing dark clothes, and she looked at it and thought it was good.

She sighed deeply after leaving the store, and I asked her what was wrong

She said a little lonely: My husband went shopping with me in the mall last time and bought things for me, and it has been almost two years since my husband was shopping for me.

I was a little happy, but I still pretended to comfort her: There is nothing I can do, after all, he is busy with work and often travels on business trips

This scarf is really good, I like it very much, but I still feel sorry for you if you buy it.

What's wrong with this?

Although, you made a lot of money before, but after all, you are still a student. I'm sorry, but I can't argue with you in the store. It's not good for the clerk to see it.

Don't think so much, just like it

After walking for a while, I found that Guo Xueyan had always been worried, so I asked her if she had any worries.

Actually, I've thought about what you said for a long time today

What to say?

You said that we live a good life and keep our family at ease, and it is also a kind of spiritual support for them. Although I thought you were right at the time, I still thought about it for a long time.

I felt a little uncomfortable for a moment. I thought Guo Xueyan was really relieved after listening to my words, but I didn't expect that she had thought about it for a long time.

Actually, what I feel uncomfortable is not what I am talking about, but a state

I hope that through this incident, Guo Xueyan will convince some of my views and opinions, and then believe me as a person. Then, she will be more likely to listen to whatever I say in the future, so that she can serve my own thoughts.

Since things have come to this point, I think I still have to work harder: Then what do you think?

Actually, I don't doubt what you said is right, but I need to figure this out myself

I felt a little relieved and continued to ask her: Have you thought it through clearly?

Yes, there are some gains

Why do you say so?

On the two sides, on the one hand, I gained some truth, and on the other hand, how to say it, I feel that I gained someone who can help me think about the problem.

I was a little happy, but I still suppressed the mood and did not reveal it. Instead, I continued to talk to her calmly: These are all mutual, and I will encounter things that I can't understand for the moment. You understand more than me. I will listen to you after you guide me. After all, I am also thinking about me.

In the end, my sentence was for me, but in fact it was to set off my views and opinions, which was also for her. In this way, she would be able to accept any opinions I would like to express in the future.

What you said is indeed the same. Then, if you don’t understand anything in the future, you should tell me more. Maybe I can advise you to understand from another perspective.

Of course, no one is a genius, I can figure out anything, I will tell you more if I have any questions

It was almost nine o'clock, and we had already been shopping, so we all arrived at the underground parking lot together, and then I drove Guo Xueyan home

When I arrived at the roadside outside her community, I no longer asked to hug her, but directly stretched out my arms. She also adapted and stretched out her arms sideways.

Before, I always hugged Guo Xueyan in one direction. This was the first time she also stretched out her arms to hug me. I felt that she had a step further.

I returned to the dormitory and took out my cell phone to tell Guo Xueyan that I was here, but I saw that she had just sent a message first. It was a screenshot of the news. Xi'an issued an order to start the city lockdown at midnight.

Just like this screenshot, she didn't say anything else

I quickly looked around the Internet, mainly because of the issuance of orders for the city lockdown and the situation of the rush to buy in various supermarkets after the orders were issued.

Then I sent a message to Guo Xueyan: At night, many supermarkets are crowded and they are rushing to buy things. Fortunately, your home is ready.

Guo Xueyan quickly replied to me: Well, yes, I was very worried when I saw the news of the lockdown. It seems that the epidemic in Xi'an is really serious, but I soon felt relieved. On the one hand, I had prepared things long ago, and on the other hand, I remembered what you said, and I felt much more at ease.

Actually, I felt a little secretly proud in my heart, because Guo Xueyan's husband would definitely not be able to come back in a short time, which provided me with a good opportunity to contact her. I even wondered if her husband could not come back in a short time, would she make her more unrestrained

So I sent a message to indirectly: Actually, it's okay, your husband is at home, and you can finally spend more time with your children.

Guo Xueyan seemed to agree with my words: Well, that's right, I found that you can always come up with positive things

That's how it is, it's just that you've been suffering. If you stay here alone, your husband can't take care of you anymore

Alas, I don't care. I can't take care of me when there is no epidemic

Actually, what I said is not enough to control is two meanings. One means that I cannot take care of her, and the other means that I cannot restrain her. She should understand it as taking care of her. I don’t point out my other meaning and let her think about it slowly by herself.

I hope she can think that this will make her unrestrained for a period of time. Even some hidden dangers and worries she once mentioned can be alleviated and relaxed a lot during this period, which will definitely be beneficial to me.

I reviewed the whole world during this period. From what I know about Guo Xueyan and I, every weekend, I can see her, or go out for a trip or eat and drink together.

It is abnormal for a married woman and a man to do this. Not only has this abnormality gone further and further, the outbreak of the epidemic in Xi'an made her husband not know when he would come back, which undoubtedly gave me a major opportunity.

I feel that this way of boiling frogs in warm water may change, and I decided to accelerate the progress of my relationship with her: Xueyan, I feel like I am a bit like a worldly person

Why do you say so?

We don't know when we'll see our family

You didn't enlighten me today, why do I feel that you are uneasy?

I am not feeling uneasy, but just describing this state. I think of a situation. For example, it is easy for you to understand. For example, when you were a child, you came home from school and found that your parents had not come home from get off work, and then you were watching TV and playing. On the one hand, you hope that your parents would go back later and you could be free. On the other hand, if your parents haven't come home for a long time, you will definitely feel afraid of helplessness.

Well, I understand the mood you mentioned. It is the mood of a child, but now we are not children.

In fact, this thing is also understood in combination with the words I talk to you during the day today. On the one hand, my parents did not go home, I think it can really make people feel free. On the other hand, when parents come home, it is of course the best to see you studying hard. When you see you watching TV or playing, you are happy, it is not bad. The worst thing is to see you crying, and they are also worried and uncomfortable at this time.

You said that, I understand what you mean

Actually, there is the best way, I guess you've experienced it

What method?

Just watch TV and play. When you hear someone going upstairs in the corridor, you judge that your parents are going home, so you turn off the TV and study immediately. When they go home, you not only don’t cry, but also study hard. That’s the happiest thing.

Hahaha, you really think, but to be honest, I did this, but my dad touched the TV and found it was hot, and he knew I was watching TV just now, haha

This topic is actually easy to understand. I opened the topic like this and laid the groundwork for the later part, so I decided to confess directly: Xueyan, since your friend told you to pay attention to me and be careful that I would like to fuck you, this has made me feel a little restless. I think I am really obsessed with you. I don’t know how long it took you to have a feeling of passionate love. I have been thinking about it and want to experience it once. I told you that we are happy and happy, and our family will also get comfort, just like children who go home after school. Parents hope to see us in a better state when they go home. I also hope that we can give each other a better state. I don’t want to destroy your family and interfere with your life. I also hope that we can all meet our family smoothly. Before that, can we be lovers with you and give each other a happy period? When we meet each other’s family, we will be integrated into a state of reunion. Can I no longer bother you and interfere with you?

I thought about it for a while, read this passage three times before finally sending it to Guo Xueyan

After I sent it out, I entered another state of anxiety. I did have a lot of contact and interaction with her, and did make efforts to lay the foundation. However, when I told Guo Xueyan this idea clearly and positively, I still felt unsure.

Countless people have said that the epidemic has changed the lives and lives of countless people. I wonder, will the epidemic change the lives of Guo Xueyan and me?

I don’t know what kind of response I will face, but I will be a strict refusal and then be prepared for it, which will quickly regress and even become a stranger?

Or did her earnest and sincere consolation tell me not to think about it, and poured me with such a basin of warm cold water?

Or did she not respond indifferently and said nothing, and from then on she would not respond to my information or contacts?

Or will you agree to my confession immediately and quickly enter a passionate time with me?

None of these are known

I hope she will respond to my message immediately, but I am afraid that she will reply to the statement that disappoints me immediately

I suffered for nearly half an hour before I received a reply from Guo Xueyan:I don't know how to answer your thoughts. If you leave out all external factors and just say it from a woman's perspective, I am of course very happy to be with you. I told you my opinion on extramarital affairs before. At the same time, I admit that what you just said is true because of traditional morality and family concepts. I should have rejected your thoughts at once, but when I think back, I find that I no longer have the confidence. After getting along these days, I feel that I have walked through the boundaries in my heart. I have just thought about it for a long time.I found that I couldn't think of a clue, so I really couldn't respond to your question clearly. I thought about it. Since I couldn't respond clearly, I wouldn't respond to you positively. Let everything go with the flow and say whatever you want, and do whatever you want. But if I don't respond, you don't accept you, you can't be angry or mess with me. In addition, as you said, when you hear the sound of parents going upstairs and going home, we must turn off the TV properly and return to the state that we satisfy our family.

I read the words Guo Xueyan replied to me several times, and I remembered my previous judgment of her, that is, she did not want to clearly define a state or relationship. I pushed forward step by step, but she did not resist or refuse fiercely. I don’t know why I suddenly remembered some national policies or government policies. The people clamored and said that there was a different opinion, but what came was that they did not respond, and later they became acceptance and habits.

Guo Xueyan's reply made me feel that not only did she not clearly reject me, but also gave me a major opportunity. She didn't want to say it, but just didn't want to clearly define something from her mouth, but let me develop it.

At the same time, she has room for herself to maneuver

This signal is positive for me and there are many opportunities. I vaguely feel that my goal is to be achieved.

I thought about it at the same time, and she said that if I don’t respond and accept my words and deeds, I can’t be angry or messy, then should I be more bold?

I remembered what Lu Xun said in his article that a house needs to be opened, but the people inside did not agree. I might as well just say that I lifted the roof, and then the people inside agreed to open the window.

Then the same way, if Guo Xueyan is such a house, even if I have no idea what I want to achieve for the moment is to open the window, I would say that I want to lift the roof. In this way, she disagrees and then takes a step back, and may accept me to open a window.

After analyzing this, I have a general idea of ​​what I have to do with her in the future

So I continued to reply to Guo Xueyan: Xueyan, I understand your mood and feelings. Please rest assured. All my words and deeds are based on respect for you. Maybe there are things you don’t want to respond and don’t want to accept. Then I must not be malice. I will definitely pay attention. You must not force anything. You are the one I cherish. I don’t want you to be sad because of me. I want you to be happy. I want you to be happy. It’s a pity.

At this moment, Guo Xueyan and I seemed to have formed some kind of tacit understanding and consensus, and no longer bothered with the things I just said: What a pity?

Unfortunately, I told you about these things on my phone. If we were lying together at this moment, holding you in our arms, and saying these things in each other's ears, maybe the feeling would be very different.

But she was teaching me again soon: What nonsense? Let me tell you, I thought about it, when you are outside, especially when there are many people, don’t do it randomly. It is easy to meet acquaintances in this small place. Even if you are not acquaintances, it is not good for others to see them. You should still behave in the rules.

Of course, Guo Xueyan's concerns are fine, but it seems that she left a tail with what she said. I felt as if the atmosphere had been relaxed, so I grabbed this tail: Of course I will behave when it is necessary, so when should I not behave?

Why do you hate it so much? I don't know

I vaguely felt that Guo Xueyan was acting coquettishly when she said this, and I became more and more excited. So I stopped obsessing with this topic, but thought of another topic I had mentioned before and asked her: I remembered it, I told you, the most beautiful part of your body is your butt, so where do you think you are the most beautiful?

As a result, she still didn't express her opinion directly: I don't know, what do you say is?

I had an idea and thought of something else: I thought about it, it didn't seem to be

It is said that Guo Xueyan did not respond to this question positively, and seemed to be unwilling to care or didn't want to tell me about this problem, but my intentional confusion still aroused her curiosity: Not so? Then where did you say it?

It's a place I've never seen before

Actually, at this moment, I thought that it was the most beautiful between her legs. But at this stage, I don’t want to say so explicitly. I can only open up these problems step by step, and at the same time leave a huge space for imagination. After all, this is winter, and she is wrapped all over her body. The so-called places she has never seen before will go to, but how could she imagine that it was her business.

But it seems that Guo Xueyan also has a little bit of cunning: How many times have you seen me? You have seen me all the time, right? There is no place you have ever seen before?

I'm chasing this question: Front, back, left and right does not mean inside and outside

She finally couldn't help it: It's nonsense again, right? Get out of here.

I thought of a question

What's the problem?

I found that your skin is fair and smooth, no matter your face or hands. I don't know if your whole body is like this.

I won't tell you

I found that the topic was getting more and more pleasant, so I pushed further: You don’t have to tell me, I’ll know if it’s just a little bit of feeling it myself.

Feeling nothing, I don't know what you are thinking about

What is my mind thinking? I'm thinking about how to feel it, I think of four aspects

I thought about it and this was also a test. If she asked curiously what four aspects, it means that she also began to enter my rhythm. If she didn't ask, no matter what she said, I would continue to talk to myself.

So I continued to type without waiting for her to reply to the message: First, the eyes are, that is, look with the eyes; then the hands are, caress them with their hands; third, the body is, contact with their bodies; finally, the mouth is, taste with their mouth

This time Guo Xueyan only sent me a hammer to smash my head. I think she didn't respond or scold me for being so harshly. This means that I can have more statements to express my feelings from now on.

At this moment, I was fantasizing about her body. Before I knew it, I found that the bottom was already very hard. I put my hand into the quilt and put it into my underwear to touch it, and then continued to send her a message: I have a major message to tell you

What big news?

I don't know how to say it

If you don't know, stop talking, let's talk if you know

Actually, of course I know how to say this so-called major news, but I didn't want to say it for a moment. I decided to tell her in person, and say it in her ear, that it would seem more exciting. I also considered that tonight was already a good start. I said that more or less should leave her some room for thinking. I think if she silently accepts me in her heart, then I don't have to rush to express more at this moment. If she reversals her thinking and rejects me, then saying too much may make her feel disgusted when she sees those words, so I plan to end this conversation: It's getting late, come to my aunt these days, have a good rest, you go to bed early, I'm going to bed too

I also gave a kiss after this sentence

She also replied good night, and then I fell asleep in a state of delight.