Chapter 82

The plane takes off and lands.

It seems that only by escaping far away will the feeling of grief be relatively reduced.

Sun Qing didn't want to think about whether Su Qiang stayed in that hotel, or whether his gentle hometown tonight was wonderful.

Why do you follow me?

I'm afraid something will happen to you.

I'm fine.

Teacher Sun, where are you going?Go back to school or go home?

Sun Qing glanced at the scenery outside the car window, thought for a while and said lightly: Find a hotel.I promise you, I'll treat you to a meal.

well.I'll treat you to eat...

Sitting in the car and looking at the various scenery whizzing through the window, Sun Qing's thoughts floated wherever she was.

Now she has long lost the calmness she used to be, and it is difficult for her to calm down and think about some problems.

Passing by a grassland, there were her and Su Qiang having a picnic and barbecue.

Passing by a lake, where Su Qiang proposed to her.

Passing by a Ferris wheel, it was where she and Su Qiang had their first date.

The past is vivid in my mind, and her heart is like a knife.

Can you still go back to everything?

Sun Qing felt that in just a few years, both herself and Su Qiang had changed drastically.

Especially myself.

Not only did many extraordinary things, but now he can still stay in the same space with someone who raped him.

She couldn't help but feel that there was something ridiculous, and that she was so embarrassed to be angry with Su Qiang.

Sun Qing, why did you become like this?Not only is your body becoming dirty, but you didn't expect that even your soul is decaying and selfish.She despises herself in her heart.

I regret it.Sun Qing murmured to herself.

What?Liu Xing asked questions in confusion.

I should believe Su Qiang.I shouldn't have run back impulsively.I should believe Su Qiang’s love for me.I want to believe that there is nothing between Su Qiang and that woman.

Listening to Sun Qing's words, Liu Xing complained secretly. He didn't expect that Sun Qing would comfort herself so quickly.He said with his eyes rolling.

Teacher Sun.Maybe your thinking will relieve your pain.But even if you think so, it cannot change the facts.The facts are there, if you look at it or not, where is it?It will happen.

Liu Xing observed Sun Qing for a while and continued.

Otherwise, you call Mr. Su?

Sun Qing also regretted it very much after calming down.

But looking at the phone in her hand, she didn't know what to do.

If that was true, what should she do? Her hands were trembling, and the phone seemed to weigh a thousand pounds at this moment and could not be lifted at all.

well.I'll call Qin Yu.If they are still together now, that means...

Liu Xing looked at Sun Qing, as if he was asking for her opinion.Sun Qing nodded.Soon, the phone was answered.Liu Xing glanced at Sun Qing again and said.

cough!That, Xiaoyu Ah, where are you now?

In the hotel Ah.What's wrong?Is there anything wrong?

Um.Then are there anyone around you now?Liu Xing asked carefully.

My boyfriend is with me.If it is inconvenient, I will let him out first.Qin Yu answered very calmly.

Your boyfriend?When did you have a boyfriend?Liu Xing was very surprised.

Hehe, I just dated not long ago.I'll let him out first.

Well, no need, let’s talk about it later.

Liu Xing hung up the phone.

There was silence in the car.

Qin Yu's words were like a sharp sword, slamming into Sun Qing's chest. She breathed heavily, as if she wanted to calm herself down.

Liu Xing was secretly proud of himself. He had put a lot of effort into this scene.

Teacher Sun, don’t be too sad... After all, he is on a business trip for a long time. Qin Yu is still slightly similar to you in terms of temperament. Mr. Su, he may just be confused for a moment.Liu Xing calmed down his almost laughing emotion and said sadly.

……

A hotel that looks simple but has a very luxurious interior decoration.

In the 001 private room here, Sun Qing and Liu Xing ordered a table of dishes.

The huge room and the huge table, but there are only two people, which looks very empty.

There was music on the speaker.

Miss Sun, eat something quickly.These are the specialties in my store.

Sun Qing looked at the dazzling array of dishes in front of her.Even though they are all in color, fragrance and taste, she has no appetite at all at this moment.She picked up the quilt beside her and drank all the red wine in the glass in one gulp.

It's all my fault.

What?Liu Xing felt that he must have heard it wrong.He hurriedly got up and sat next to Sun Qing, looking at Sun Qing incredibly.

It's all my fault.It was me who was sorry for him first... it was me who ruined the love between us.It's all my fault to get to this point.I have no right to blame him or resent him.But, but, I am really sad.Why am I so sad?

Tears passed her cheeks, her voice no longer as gentle as before, but instead shook.

The deepest aura of sadness passed through her skin and hit Liu Xing's soul.

He could clearly feel that this incident had a great blow to Sun Qing.

However, what he wanted was not Sun Qing's self-admitation, nor her self-salvation.

Sun Qing drank glass after cup, and after a while, a blush quietly climbed onto her cheeks.

Miss Sun, don't do this.You're going to get drunk.

Sun Qing shook her heavy head and looked at Liu Xing in front of her, and felt a little sad.

Why is it not Su Qiang in front of me at this moment, but this person, whose plump red lips are slightly opened, and the aroma of wine is mixed together and spit out.

If I get drunk, will I follow your wishes?Come on, this has come to this point anyway, what am I sticking to?

Her body was forced to betray Su Qiang for various reasons. She resented the person who dragged her into the abyss, and her colleagues also blamed her mistakes on herself, belittled and cursed herself in her heart for a long time.

Especially later, when she found that she could not control her increasingly rising evil desires, she even despised herself.

She regards the love between her and Su Qiang as a spiritual pillar and a good medicine for her to resist those desires.

But now, this so-called good medicine is on the verge of collapse, and Sun Qing suddenly had the idea of ​​falling into depravity like this.

Sun Qing obviously gave up on herself and didn't think about her brain.

Liu Xing unexpectedly snatched Sun Qing's wine glass, held her shoulders with both hands, and said: Sun Qing, be awake.

After Liu Xing's shaking, Sun Qing realized what a ridiculous thing she had just said.She looked at Liu Xing nervously.

Although I, Liu Xing, are not a gentleman, I will never do anything to take advantage of others' danger.I've said a long time ago that the last time was a coincidence of misunderstanding.As a man, I do want to get you, but I am definitely not a beast.If I had simply greedy for your body, I would have threatened you through that video, why would I have to wait until now?You are saying this now, because you are despising me, and even more so, belittling yourself.

After Liu Xing said this, he kept scolding himself in his heart, thinking when he would be so great, but in order to firmly grasp the woman in front of him, he could only endure it now.

After hearing Liu Xing's words, Sun Qing didn't know whether she should be happy or depressed for a moment.

She should have felt that she had escaped from danger.

But when what happened today, she suddenly felt that she was not charming enough, so she was abandoned one after another. Now even the man in front of her is pretending to be noble here.

Women are such a contradiction.

She lowered her head and looked at the ground, not knowing what she was thinking.

What I want is to be your soul mate and enjoy the ultimate physical pleasure together, not the so-called one-night stand, not your regret and pain afterwards.Liu Xing continued.

Whoever wants to have a one-night stand with you, who wants to have a soul mate.Sun Qing's face became slightly hot, and she felt more and more that she must have been crazy just now.

Since that's the case, why did you just do that?Why do you blame yourself for the mistakes made by President Su?

Me, I just talk nonsense, don't take it seriously.

Sun Qing stepped back a little nervously, and continued to say when she saw that Liu Xing had no intention of moving forward.

Shouldn’t you take the initiative to take the blame for your mistakes?I have done so many things that I am sorry for him, and now he has betrayed this love. Isn’t this situation caused by me?Sun Qing sobbed and asked back.

Sun Qing.Your cheating is forced, right?You were threatened by your ex-master because you didn't want to lose your love with Mr. Su, right?If it weren't for Su Qiang, if you didn't care about this relationship, you might have called the police long ago, and there wouldn't be so many things that happened later, right?

Moreover, Su Qiang doesn't know about you at all.In other words, from his perspective, you are still loyal to love, and in fact, you do the same.But what about him?But he chose to cheat under such circumstances.

Miss Sun.It's not you who deserves to apologize.It’s not you who should confess.For this love, you don’t just give your body, but also dignity.You were ruthlessly humiliated by someone you don’t like, and you struggled to keep this secret alone, struggling in painful memories, and what you ended up getting was Su Qiang’s cheating. Do you think you are worth it?

Sun Qing looked at Liu Xing foolishly, she didn't know what to say.Liu Xing's words almost subverted her previous perception.It's obviously nonsense, but it sounds a bit reasonable.

I……

Liu Xing didn't intend to give her too many opportunities to think. He grabbed Sun Qing's shoulders and shook them, and continued.

Miss Sun.Is it really worth it for you?Is it worth it for such a man?For such a man, you were abandoned by your master, and now you are abandoned by him.

No, no, stop talking.

Miss Sun.Teacher Sun.Be awake.He doesn't understand you, your love, and even more so, your body and what your body needs.I clearly have such a beautiful wife, but I spend every day on the construction site. Do you still love you?

Originally, Sun Qing just felt that Su Qiang had not resisted the temptation for the time being, but his love for him still existed, sincerely.But Liu Xing's words almost deny Su Qiang's love.She couldn't accept it.

You stop talking.

Sun Qing stopped saying anything, just kept sobbing.Liu Xing wanted to hug Sun Qing, but Sun Qing pushed him away.He continued with some embarrassment.

Teacher Sun, you have drunk a little too much. After drinking this cup of tea, I will take you back to school.

good……

Perhaps Liu Xing was too upright, which changed Sun Qing's impression of him. She didn't think much about it, so she took the glass of water and drank it.