Chapter 102 Wrong love

I like Xu Qin, when did this start and what is the specific reason?I've long been unable to remember.

But since I was a child, I have been accustomed to relying on each other for my own sake and looking up at the person ahead. Over time, I will find that he is the only one left in the whole world.

There is a type of people like this, they have thorns on their bodies but light in their eyes.

As she looked up to Xu Qin, Yang Ling knew that people do not have to erase their personality or suppress their love. At any time, as long as she moves forward, no matter what she encounters, there is still a harbor to rely on. He is like a superman, omnipotent.

When she was young, she mistakenly understood Xu Qin's care for her as love, love that went to both directions.

Xu Qin was a joke when he confessed that he mustered up his courage for the first time.

A little brat, love is just as old as she is. Yang Ling's face turned red with anger, and she wanted to refute but couldn't speak.

He didn't believe it at all, but afterwards he bought a book about the principles of the birds and placed it on the most conspicuous shelf. Yang Ling knew that this was already a vague rejection.

But at that time she thought she still had a chance.

Really despair is often after you get it.

Yang Ling still remembers that winter, City A was very cold, and the three of them ushered in a huge change Xu Qin's first movie and won the award!

The crew held a celebration banquet in the largest hotel in City A. Many people in the circle came. They toasted the new director Xu Qin, and the compliments were one after another, and the wine was mixed, which was very lively.

Yang Ling thought this circle was ridiculous. In fact, these people were the same group as those who mocked Xu Qin a few days ago.

When the celebration banquet ends, the real celebration has just begun.

There are only three people, she, Xu Qin, and Fang Yizhou.

They sat on the bar where the banquet had just opened. Xu Qin was really happy. He drank a lot of wine and talked to Yizhou about his future plans. Every movie dream of his is full of infinite light.

Xu Qin was so charming at this time. In fact, later, she and Yizhou would choose this path because of this.

I have seen a passion that is enough to burn myself, but how can I tolerate a dull life?

Later, everyone got drunk, Fang Yizhou held the wall and returned to the room, leaving only her and Xu Qin.

She helped the unconscious Xu Qin to bed.Looking at the man in front of him with his eyebrows and eyes, Yang Ling dizzy and made a decision.

She took out the remaining wine and drank it without any scruples this time.

One cup after another, even fearing that I wouldn't get drunk, I mixed several kinds together to drink.

That was the most alcohol she had ever drunk in her life. She finally drank so much that she was extremely dizzy. She finally let go of all her self-esteem and took off her naked and lay beside him...

I woke up in the early morning and the bed was in a mess.

Under the dim night, there was a person sitting by the window, and the burning stars could be seen vaguely. It was Xu Qin, who was smoking.

Just from this back, Yang Ling knew that he was unhappy and very unhappy.

Everything that happened later was even more bloody than a TV series.

She is pregnant and it is the first time she has got angry when she sees Xu Qin.

He doesn't want this child.

No matter how much she begged, it is useless.

During that period, Yang Ling lived the darkest days, and all her self-deception was exposed. Xu Qin clearly told her that he only cared for her friends, and he treated her as his sister.

At that time, Yang Ling was not the one who had experienced the storms of the entertainment industry later. At that time, she was a little autistic and rejected by her beloved, and she almost couldn't think of it.

But there are some things that are not hers that can never be kept.Even though Yizhou later helped her by getting married and pulled her out of the abyss, it was useless, and the child was not kept.

It was as if she had tried all her skills, she could not keep Xu Qin.

But even if the child is gone, even if she becomes Fang Yizhou's nominal wife and Xu Qin's nominal sister-in-law, these loves and hatreds are like a shackle that locks her in it, and even after many years, she still cannot let go.

until

Her audition with Chen Chuxia.

When Yang Ling finally understood the moment she looked up at Xu Qin looking at Chen Chuxia's eyes,

Others are marveling at my acting skills and abilities, and I look at you and long to be recognized.

But I only found that your eyes were on another person. You were worried about her and worried that she would be depressed because of my blow. You believed and looked forward to her growth.

And I have never been the one you expect.