Chapter 95 Previous Life

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Fu Zhen is a boring girl

After 19 years of confusion, she is a flower in the greenhouse

Can't do strenuous exercise, be angry, laugh, like others, and be close to people you like

All the emotional things have nothing to do with her

Of course she doesn't need it either

The Fu family's celebrity wants to be quiet and ladylike, elegant and decent

And she is congenitally weak and sickly, living safely is the best she can do

She has an older brother named Fu Chen. Sometimes Fu Zhen wonders if he is his own brother.

But the most authoritative paternity test of Xingyue Hospital does say that it is a kinship relationship

Fu Chen treated her more than indifferently, and did not fulfill any of his brother's responsibilities.

He almost never cared about her, and looked at her with a sharp edge that was more sharp than a whetstone than a thousand times.

There is no basic hug, hand in hand, etc., as if she is poisonous. When she has to be together, she will be far away from her.

After graduating from junior high school, Fu Chen rarely goes home. Every time he comes back, if he happens to meet him, he doesn't even say hello, so he turns around and leaves.

She was sensitive, and even more so, she naturally knew that her brother hated her

I hate her weakness, I hate her quietness, I hate her neither fighting nor rob

I even disliked her and didn't want to see her

My brother should like girls like Yu Ying, who are lively and cheerful, confident and generous.

After all, who doesn’t like Yu Wang?

Who would like such a Fu Zhen who is suffering from illness?

In the sixth grade, Yu Ying took her to the theater. When she saw ballet for the first time, she felt that the dance gave the actors on the stage an unusual vitality.

Fu Zhen disobeyed his parents for the first time and insisted on learning, but in fact she has no talent. Moreover, for a person who is practicing dance, she is too old, not to mention that she is not good at physical fitness.

So she only knows the basics of getting started, and can't get on the table, and she can't get the simplest cheerleader dance. She can't get the simplest cheerleader dance.

Fu Zhen is inferior

Everyone around her is very good

She has a childhood sweetheart named Qi Yuze. Fu Zhen had a premonition when he first met him that they would become good friends

Because that guy is as quiet as her, even too quiet

At first, they often stayed together, looked up at the sky, remained silent for a day, and looked at each other and smiled when they parted.

Even if you don't say anything, Fu Zhen also feels that this boy understands her, the only person in this world who understands her.

Later, he changed, he became cheerful and talkative, no longer stuck to the little blue sky

His extraordinary musical talent gave him wings that could overlook the world. He flew higher and higher, and his back became more and more blurry

Until I found that I could not catch up with the shadow he reflected on the ground with my running

Fu Zhen realized that her mediocrity could only keep her where she was forever without any success.

Qi Yuze is very gentle to her, so gentle that Fu Zhen feels that he is not worthy of such treatment.

Because she couldn't give back anything, she could only smile as he talked happily

Her deskmate is a god-level figure named Qinglin. When they were in the second year of high school, they "she happened to be" sitting at the same desk.

A full scholarship first, and a last-year student who can get into a high-quality class based on relationships

Class A students always have pretentious aloofness and arrogance, Qinglin is no exception, and even indifferent to others.

Because I can always see Fu Chen's shadow in his body, in those eyes

So when he was by his side, Fu Zhen was always timid, afraid of making him unhappy

Qing Lin rarely talks. In the two years of her deskmate, she can count the number of effective communications with both hands.

After all, every time she couldn't say a few rounds, she would be frightened by her indifferent eyes, her voice that was so low that she couldn't hear her emotions.

Whenever Qinglin would walk out of the classroom and ignore her for the next few days. In this way, she became more cautious and wanted to use half of her nose even if she breathed.

I would be even more afraid to look directly at it, so I only remember that my face was cold, straight waist, and the teacher's sentence whenever I posted my grades. First place, Qinglin

Fu Zhen has poor grades and a dull personality. Apart from being quite pleasing to the eye, he has no advantages.

She has almost no friends and has always been alone. Apart from being lonely, she can still live a life of others except for being lonely.

The spring heart moved, and it happened to be the time. She was completely in a state of decline, just a greeting, a smile, and a coat.

After all, that senior was too dazzling and brilliant, as if he was favored by the gods, and all the beauty and warmth were given to him.

He did not laugh at her for not dancing well, but instead put his coat on her shoulders and smiled and praised her for dancing cutely

Xia Fengyang is my brother’s friend, the main force of the basketball team, and the representative of English class in Class A in 3 years

Fu Zhen found it in him, a feeling he had never felt before

Just like a grass seedling hiding in the dark and wet corners of the high wall all year round, suddenly the wall cracked and made a thin crack, shining through the light, illuminating it, illuminating it to the tip of her crown

She would stand outside the court and watch him play, quietly run into the conference hall, squat in the dark corner and listen to his speech

When you meet him by chance on campus, you will quietly follow him, watch him enter the classroom, enter the student union building, and return to the dormitory.

But she can't get close

He was surrounded by warm and noisy, with flowers and applause always accompanied by crowds of people.

How can greenhouse flowers be exposed to the scorching sun

What's more, she is the kind of person who is abandoned and has to continue to accompany her to the end. If she gives her a little warmth, she will be entangled forever. If she gets tired of it, she will not let go.

If you can tie this brightness and cut off the roots that connect life, what's wrong

However, will he feel at ease in the cage net woven with fragile and slender rose vines?

I think it won't

He won't love her, she doesn't deserve it

No one doesn't desire love

This fragile body can restrain her actions, but cannot restrain her thoughts

When she is sleepless late at night, she will fantasize about being close to her beloved

Abandon your dignity, kneel under his crotch, and take the initiative to give your own everything

What a famous lady, what a noble and reserved person, she only asks for the carnival of the night

Even if it's only one night, it's fine.

That person can use his hands to caress every inch of his skin and kiss with his lips...

Every time she can only stop here. The subsequent love affairs will make her breathing difficult, her heart will be palpitations and her chest will be tightened to the point where her whole body will curl up, and then the blood in her body will be painful with each nerve.

She spasmed and trembled, and the salty and wet tears were squeezed out of her eyes. The willow leaves were often brows, and for this, there were a few more patterns that only ages would have grown.

Fu Zhen even thought that if one day she had a normal body, she would have to do something that ordinary people could not accept.

She wants to be close to many men

Not those common things, but the best men in this world

For example, Fu Chen, who hates her but is particularly handsome, Qi Yuze, who is extremely talented and gentle

Qing Lin, who is so indifferent to the bones, and Xia Fengyang, who is so warm that she is so moved by her heart

She wants their bodies and their hearts to surrender completely to her

She wanted to play with the men in different ways, and wanted them to fill every empty and lonely hole on their bodies.

She wants to be loved, she wants the kind of love that is violent and possessed like a storm, warm and long-lasting love as the gurgling stream,

That might make up for the regret of living for a lifetime

People are selfish and greedy, and the more they can’t get, the more they want it. Then she just thinks about it, there is nothing wrong with it.

When Fu Zhen thought that when he saw the end of his life at a glance, fate put an end to such a miserable gap on her, with an ugly gap.

After graduating from her senior year, her college entrance examination scores were extremely stable. Just like during the mock exam, she didn't even get a second-tier line.

However, Fu Hongji and Song Ling were very happy and said they wanted to send her to study abroad, just near her brother's school, so it would be convenient for the whole family to move abroad to live

For this reason, he held a graduation dinner shamelessly and said he wanted to celebrate for her. Fu Zhen felt embarrassed. After all, his brother was admitted to Harvard last year and he was not so arrogant.

Song Ling's rose skirt is heavy and tight, paired with ten-centimeter high heels

Fu Zhen couldn't adapt, she walked very slowly, and the dinner started for a while before it came late.

Entering the hall, she found her sweetheart from the crowd at a glance

Xia Fengyang was abnormal and snatched the wine glass from Fu Chen with a dark face and put it on the table, dragging him to the corner

Fu Zhen was about to follow him, but Yu Ying came to congratulate her, then apologized to her and said that there was something urgent at home and left in a hurry.

After a few words, the glass of champagne on the table is gone

She lifted her skirt, took small steps, rubbing towards the right corner little by little

Fu Zhen.A male voice called her and turned around and saw that it was her deskmate.

Happy graduation.

Qinglin spoke as little as usual, keeping a safe distance from her, and her wrists swayed, and the faint fragrance of grass

With a cold hand, he held up the glass of champagne.

Thanks

Fu Zhen thanked softly, took the wine glass with great care, but did not touch his hand

As before, she lowered her head and did not dare to look at him. The man stood firmly in front of her, and Fu Zhen quietly raised his eyes.

I found that Qing Lin was looking at her, her eyes were very soft. She breathed a sigh of relief, gently curled the corner of her mouth, and raised her hand to clink the cup with Qing Lin.

The orange-red lips fell on the thin glass wall. I noticed that the star eyes under the frame had a trace of inexplicable expectation. She leaned her wrist slightly and wanted to bring the sweet wine in. The sound behind her interrupted her

Zhenzhen is more prejudiced

A white sleeve stretched out from the side, and the thin cocoon of fingertips swept across the delicate palms. Hold the thin cup handle firmly

You never drink my toast. Why, is this your sweetheart?

Fu Zhen has never been so close to a boy. He felt a little stuffy in his chest. He quickly took two steps back, leaned towards the window, and took a deep breath of fresh air.

No, Qinglin...we...we are classmates, Yuze, you are rude to say this

After relieving, Fu Zhen glanced at Qinglin and found that he didn't care about this, so he felt a little relieved.

Qi Yuze looked at her and kissed her peach blossom lips gently at the mouth of the cup, then sniffed the wine in the cup.

Seeing that his fair face quickly turned red, he smiled and handed the wine glass back.

Good wine must be tasted with beauties before it can be considered good wine. Zhenzhen said it?

Fu Zhen was so overwhelmed by him that he took the goblet and drank a full cup under the gaze of Qinglin and Qi Yuze.

Satisfied now?What I want to ask has reached my mouth, but Fu Zhen felt a severe pain in his abdomen.

The sound of each blood vessel bursting into the ear

The smell of blood rushes into her mouth and nose, her whole body becomes weak, and her mind begins to be confused

The cup above the hand slid down, and the back was cool, followed by damp heat, warm and cool feeling on the body, and their faint shouts

Fu Chen and Xia Fengyang rushed over, bringing the panic she had never seen before.