When he arrived at Kunfu Office, Yao Ji discovered that several main positions in the harem had arrived.
It turned out that three months later it was the emperor's birthday. The queen summoned everyone to discuss early on how to receive gifts and prepare for the birthday festival.
This kind of topic, Yao Ji, is naturally just pretending to be a wall flower beside him. Except for Deji, the other main positions, they just followed him and thought that everyone could not discuss it. Therefore, the queen's intention this time was nothing more than to show her status.
After all, even if she is not favored, her family's power in the court is inferior to others, she is the official in charge and she has to come.
Naturally, the two of them were talking in the mute face, and Yao Ji was tired from watching from the side.After finally scattering, she returned to the East Palace and summoned her disciples who were purchasing outside the East Palace.
The emperor's birthday ceremony cannot be neglected. In the past, Shu Zhan was a fool, even if something went wrong when the Eastern Official promoted the ceremony, no one could blame him.
Now that she has married in to deal with these internal affairs, if she is uneasy, she will not only make a fool of herself, but also implicate Shu Zhan.
Thinking of this, she sighed a little.Sometimes she always feels that that person... is actually very far away from her.
They were approaching him step by step and retreating step by step.Yao Ji didn't understand why he wanted to hide, but at least... at least she didn't want to see him alone again.
Madam, I may have become more and more arrogant when I say this.But the prince... Zhan Ge'er lived a hard life.
The woman used a veil to wipe the fragrance of the horns for many years, making her hands go vicissitudes as if they were dry tree bark. The East Palace has not responded to her coming to see her for many years, but she has no complaints.
I wanted to see Brother Zhan, but I just cared about him.He didn't see me, I knew...he had no choice.
When he was young, he was very smart and clever.The one who has so many grandsons in the late emperor likes the most is Zhan'er...
But even if the late emperor likes it, the late emperor is just his grandfather after all.
As far as Shu Zhan can remember, he has seen his father for a few times in a year, either at a festival where he had to meet, or when many brothers gather together, his father came to check his homework.
Even at that time, Emperor Yuanguang's eyes did not fall on him.
It’s good to scold you, and you can’t help but say more to him. At most, just a light sentence: Mr. said that you are well-written. Since Mr. praised you, you must work harder.
Working hard... is Ah, working hard, he has worked hard enough, just to get the common gaze for his third brother.
Mama, why don’t my dad come to see me?
The woman paused her hands on the boy's clothes and paused slightly: The prince is an adult and wants to go to court and stand in shifts. Our brother Zhan must grow up soon and study hard, so he can go to court to share the worries of the prince.
Work hard?He lowered his eyes, his slender eyelashes trembled slightly. When he raised his eyes, a big smile appeared on his face. I will definitely work hard!
Shu Zhan didn't understand at that time that things in the world were not going to be a result of hard work.
The wet nurse couldn't tell him that no matter how hard you tried, it would be futile. The prince didn't come to see you, but he just didn't like you.
When did he suddenly wake up?
It was probably that day. He happily walked into the courtyard with his teacher's homework book full of red circles. When he passed by the garden, he saw his father wearing court uniform being entangled by his third brother. He bowed slightly and gave him a brain breakdown.
Do you still want my dad to take you out to see Malaysia?The gentleman said you don’t even need to trace the red color.
Dad, Dad, the third brother held my father's arm and kept shaking. Don't Dad, I promise not to do it again. Take me out to see if Malaysia is okay. Please, Dad, please...
After being tangled by such nonsense, his father's face was not impatient. Instead, he smiled and wrapped himself in his arms and stared at the little boy kindly: You, a monkey, are so careless because your father likes you. It depends on how hard your elder brother works.
The third brother made a face at his father: Then I don’t have to work hard, will my father not like me?
What do you think?
Hehe, I knew my dad was the best!The father and son were talking while walking out of the garden.
Shu Zhan stood there, listening to their voices getting farther and farther away. It seemed that it was raining, his palms were wet and his face was wet.
It must have been raining, otherwise why was his body so cold? So cold...
Brother Zhan, why are you crying?
When she returned to the yard, the wet nurse was shocked when she saw his slightly red eyes.
No, no.The boy hurriedly wiped his sleeves and wiped his face. What about my mother, how are you doing today?
The imperial physician came to see him again and said that the situation was getting better and he would be able to get off the ground in a short while.
Yeah?His eyes lit up in an instant. Before he could put down his things, he ran to the wing room. I'll go and see my mother!
It doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter... I still have Ah, so don’t cry.
In the winter of that year, the Princess of Jin, who was later posthumously named Queen Xianyi, died of illness in the small wing room.
There was no sunshine in the wing room for a long time. The boy lay beside the bed like a solid statue, neither speaking nor making a sound.
He held his mother's cold fingers tightly in his hand, and something fell down and was buried in the dusty air.
In his life, he always seems to be accepting parting.
Three years later, his grandfather, who loved him and brought him into the palace to raise, passed away.Just another year later, the wet nurse who had been protecting him and raising him was also driven out of the palace.Beside him was only an old eunuch.
That was when he entered the palace, the late emperor assigned him the old servant who served him. He served the late emperor for many years and was the most loyal.But not long after, even the old eunuch died.
I heard that I was old and died suddenly after being infected with wind and cold. The woman sighed, and after that, Brother Zhan would...
He eventually became a lonely person, and even in the end, he became a fool who was despised by everyone.
The people who serve him closely are always changing. He doesn't see him thinking about his wet nurse. He drives the little eunuch who sent him grasshopper out of the East Palace... The weeds in the yard are withering, and new ones will grow soon.
Year after year, day after day, no one can see the true appearance of the soil underneath.
When I was holding the lights in the evening, Yao Ji washed up and sat on the bed, and took out the book from the box as usual: What do you want to hear?
Don’t want to listen, Shu Zhan said softly, I’m tired, I’m going to sleep.
He blew out the candle and lay down in the quilt. He seemed to be able to hear the heartbeat of the people around him in the dark. For many years... for many years, he was no longer alone.
It was rustling, and his little hands were fumbled in the quilt and gently stroked the back of his hand.The hand was warm and soft, like a cloud, resting in the heart and floating peacefully.
Shu Zhan...what is wrong with you?The girl said softly in his ear.
He looked a little strange, and during the day, Yao Ji felt something was wrong with him.
They looked at the ant under the tree, she drew him, and when he held the branch and hummed back, Yao Ji felt that he was at her hands.
But I don’t know when it was so far away again, it was out of reach, and it seemed that I couldn’t even touch it.
……nothing.
The tragic scene eight years ago flashed through his mind. He subconsciously wanted to break Yao Ji's hand away, but the girl tightly held it.
Don't let go.
Don't let go, even if you want to let go, I will never let go.
It turned out that three months later it was the emperor's birthday. The queen summoned everyone to discuss early on how to receive gifts and prepare for the birthday festival.
This kind of topic, Yao Ji, is naturally just pretending to be a wall flower beside him. Except for Deji, the other main positions, they just followed him and thought that everyone could not discuss it. Therefore, the queen's intention this time was nothing more than to show her status.
After all, even if she is not favored, her family's power in the court is inferior to others, she is the official in charge and she has to come.
Naturally, the two of them were talking in the mute face, and Yao Ji was tired from watching from the side.After finally scattering, she returned to the East Palace and summoned her disciples who were purchasing outside the East Palace.
The emperor's birthday ceremony cannot be neglected. In the past, Shu Zhan was a fool, even if something went wrong when the Eastern Official promoted the ceremony, no one could blame him.
Now that she has married in to deal with these internal affairs, if she is uneasy, she will not only make a fool of herself, but also implicate Shu Zhan.
Thinking of this, she sighed a little.Sometimes she always feels that that person... is actually very far away from her.
They were approaching him step by step and retreating step by step.Yao Ji didn't understand why he wanted to hide, but at least... at least she didn't want to see him alone again.
Madam, I may have become more and more arrogant when I say this.But the prince... Zhan Ge'er lived a hard life.
The woman used a veil to wipe the fragrance of the horns for many years, making her hands go vicissitudes as if they were dry tree bark. The East Palace has not responded to her coming to see her for many years, but she has no complaints.
I wanted to see Brother Zhan, but I just cared about him.He didn't see me, I knew...he had no choice.
When he was young, he was very smart and clever.The one who has so many grandsons in the late emperor likes the most is Zhan'er...
But even if the late emperor likes it, the late emperor is just his grandfather after all.
As far as Shu Zhan can remember, he has seen his father for a few times in a year, either at a festival where he had to meet, or when many brothers gather together, his father came to check his homework.
Even at that time, Emperor Yuanguang's eyes did not fall on him.
It’s good to scold you, and you can’t help but say more to him. At most, just a light sentence: Mr. said that you are well-written. Since Mr. praised you, you must work harder.
Working hard... is Ah, working hard, he has worked hard enough, just to get the common gaze for his third brother.
Mama, why don’t my dad come to see me?
The woman paused her hands on the boy's clothes and paused slightly: The prince is an adult and wants to go to court and stand in shifts. Our brother Zhan must grow up soon and study hard, so he can go to court to share the worries of the prince.
Work hard?He lowered his eyes, his slender eyelashes trembled slightly. When he raised his eyes, a big smile appeared on his face. I will definitely work hard!
Shu Zhan didn't understand at that time that things in the world were not going to be a result of hard work.
The wet nurse couldn't tell him that no matter how hard you tried, it would be futile. The prince didn't come to see you, but he just didn't like you.
When did he suddenly wake up?
It was probably that day. He happily walked into the courtyard with his teacher's homework book full of red circles. When he passed by the garden, he saw his father wearing court uniform being entangled by his third brother. He bowed slightly and gave him a brain breakdown.
Do you still want my dad to take you out to see Malaysia?The gentleman said you don’t even need to trace the red color.
Dad, Dad, the third brother held my father's arm and kept shaking. Don't Dad, I promise not to do it again. Take me out to see if Malaysia is okay. Please, Dad, please...
After being tangled by such nonsense, his father's face was not impatient. Instead, he smiled and wrapped himself in his arms and stared at the little boy kindly: You, a monkey, are so careless because your father likes you. It depends on how hard your elder brother works.
The third brother made a face at his father: Then I don’t have to work hard, will my father not like me?
What do you think?
Hehe, I knew my dad was the best!The father and son were talking while walking out of the garden.
Shu Zhan stood there, listening to their voices getting farther and farther away. It seemed that it was raining, his palms were wet and his face was wet.
It must have been raining, otherwise why was his body so cold? So cold...
Brother Zhan, why are you crying?
When she returned to the yard, the wet nurse was shocked when she saw his slightly red eyes.
No, no.The boy hurriedly wiped his sleeves and wiped his face. What about my mother, how are you doing today?
The imperial physician came to see him again and said that the situation was getting better and he would be able to get off the ground in a short while.
Yeah?His eyes lit up in an instant. Before he could put down his things, he ran to the wing room. I'll go and see my mother!
It doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter... I still have Ah, so don’t cry.
In the winter of that year, the Princess of Jin, who was later posthumously named Queen Xianyi, died of illness in the small wing room.
There was no sunshine in the wing room for a long time. The boy lay beside the bed like a solid statue, neither speaking nor making a sound.
He held his mother's cold fingers tightly in his hand, and something fell down and was buried in the dusty air.
In his life, he always seems to be accepting parting.
Three years later, his grandfather, who loved him and brought him into the palace to raise, passed away.Just another year later, the wet nurse who had been protecting him and raising him was also driven out of the palace.Beside him was only an old eunuch.
That was when he entered the palace, the late emperor assigned him the old servant who served him. He served the late emperor for many years and was the most loyal.But not long after, even the old eunuch died.
I heard that I was old and died suddenly after being infected with wind and cold. The woman sighed, and after that, Brother Zhan would...
He eventually became a lonely person, and even in the end, he became a fool who was despised by everyone.
The people who serve him closely are always changing. He doesn't see him thinking about his wet nurse. He drives the little eunuch who sent him grasshopper out of the East Palace... The weeds in the yard are withering, and new ones will grow soon.
Year after year, day after day, no one can see the true appearance of the soil underneath.
When I was holding the lights in the evening, Yao Ji washed up and sat on the bed, and took out the book from the box as usual: What do you want to hear?
Don’t want to listen, Shu Zhan said softly, I’m tired, I’m going to sleep.
He blew out the candle and lay down in the quilt. He seemed to be able to hear the heartbeat of the people around him in the dark. For many years... for many years, he was no longer alone.
It was rustling, and his little hands were fumbled in the quilt and gently stroked the back of his hand.The hand was warm and soft, like a cloud, resting in the heart and floating peacefully.
Shu Zhan...what is wrong with you?The girl said softly in his ear.
He looked a little strange, and during the day, Yao Ji felt something was wrong with him.
They looked at the ant under the tree, she drew him, and when he held the branch and hummed back, Yao Ji felt that he was at her hands.
But I don’t know when it was so far away again, it was out of reach, and it seemed that I couldn’t even touch it.
……nothing.
The tragic scene eight years ago flashed through his mind. He subconsciously wanted to break Yao Ji's hand away, but the girl tightly held it.
Don't let go.
Don't let go, even if you want to let go, I will never let go.
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