Chapter 938 Nan Ke (52)

My name is Feiguang, and I am the sacred general who guards Hongyuan Pavilion in the Heavenly Palace.

I don’t know how many years I have lived, nor when I ascended to the upper realm and became a god general in the Heavenly Palace. I just guarded the Hongyuan Pavilion and the Ping Yao Order that suppressed it, for thousands of years, until the day when I no longer need to perform my duties.

Yes, I have no memory.

In the heaven of birth, growth, cultivation, and ascending to the immortal world, even the fairy birds and spirit beasts wandering around know who their mother and their tribe are. Only my life is blank.

No one will have no past, I once tried to pursue it.

But no matter whether it is Si Ming Xingjun who controls fate or Beidou Xingjun who controls life and death, I even took the initiative to let Huan Mian enter my dream and explore the memory fragments that may have in my subconscious mind, and I have gained nothing.

Your memory just disappeared from accidents.The Emperor of Heaven told me this, the past is already clouds and mist, so why bother to be obsessed with it?

So where did I come from and how did I become this priest in the Heavenly Palace?

After hearing this, Emperor Tian smiled faintly: Of course, where do others come from? Where do you come from?

This answer gave me a stable backbone, and I finally calmed down. Perhaps what the Emperor of Heaven said was right was too obsessed and it was not a good thing.

I let go of the pursuit of the past and become my flying light general with peace of mind, suppressing Hongyuan Pavilion, and protecting the Ping Yao Order.

People always need to learn to let go. As people in heaven, our lives are long enough and our hearts are calm enough.

I didn't expect that this peace would be broken one day.

There is a variable in my in life, which makes me at a loss.

The little daughter of Emperor Tian, ​​Yao Ji.She is the most beloved daughter of the Emperor of Heaven and the most noble princess of the Heavenly Palace.

She is very beautiful, the most beautiful one among the female fairies I have ever seen.When she smiled, her eyes were slightly bent like crescent moons.If you wrinkle your nose in anger, your little white face will be like a bulging bun.

I know that many male immortals in the Heavenly Palace admire her not only because of her noble status and outstanding appearance, but also because she is a cute and beautiful girl.

Yes, even if I don’t want to admit it, even if I always treat her coldly, I know it clearly in my heart that I like her.

I don’t know when the relationship started, maybe it was when she didn’t care about my cold face and came to Hongyuan Pavilion again and again.

Perhaps it was when she spread her hands towards me and put her favorite spiritual fruit in front of me like a treasure.

Or maybe it was a long time ago that she didn't know me and didn't care about me, and there was such a shadow in my heart.

I have probably been lonely for too long, and my heart is always in the blue sea and blue sky. We live long enough, calm enough, and cold enough.

But I didn't want to, and even dared not show this kind of intention to her. I treated her coldly again and again, and regretted it again and again after she left depressed.

I don't understand. At that time, I would always warn myself, be frank, why can't I sincerely express my feelings...

It was not until a long time later that I realized that I shouldn't have said it.The subconscious spiritual sense stopped me, and at that time I thought it was because I was too cowardly.

Maybe I am a timid person myself. After knowing the truth, I still dare not break free from the shackles and just endure my fate in panic.

I can't resist. Who can resist the entire heaven? That person can just comfort myself like this, so I can feel a little more at ease.

I am not a coward. Even if my life and even my thoughts belong to me, I am not a coward.

Brother Feiguang.

She came again, standing in front of me, curiously and tentatively, and even looked at me with some caution.

I heard that you and your father were a little unhappy. Is there something wrong?

She also knew about that. I rushed to the palace of Emperor Tian. For the first time in hundreds of years, I left Hongyuan Pavilion and had a big fight with the master of the heavens and all worlds.

But what's the use of this? I know it very well in my heart. I can only vent my unwillingness and resentment, and I'm still powerless.

For no reason, anger erupted in his heart.The person who manipulated me was her father, and my feelings for her were just the result of artificial control.

It has nothing to do with you.I said coldly.

She was stunned for a moment, opened her mouth, and wanted to say something else.But I no longer gave her a chance, I reached out and pushed her away.

Don’t come here again, don’t refuse bluntly because I am concerned about the face of the Emperor. Fairy, please respect yourself!

I am timid and cowardly, and I am still an absolute bastard.

Do you regret it?

At that time, I felt a little regret in my heart, but it was quickly replaced by disgust. I understood how powerless I was. As long as I thought that my feelings for her were not from my will, even she became disgusted...

If there is a chance in the years that follow, I will think of it countless times I want to apologize to her.

Yao Ji, I don’t know if I really love you, nor do I know if you love me or because of my soul that is soaked, but at least I’m sorry.

In the end, I still didn't say these three words.

Everything is late, but everything is over.

Without hesitation, I fell heavily to my heavenly spirit hood. I saw Feng Jun roaring, and even through the void, I saw the cold but shocked eyes of the Emperor of Heaven!

This was my second resistance and I laughed.

For the first time, I threw the Ping Yao Ling down to the mortal world, and I received the endless cycle of reincarnation in life.The second time I gave up my life.

I will completely die, there will never be a flying general in this world, nor will there be a container that has been a tragedy from the beginning.

My name is Feiguang, I am a tool.

Hongyuan Pavilion, which suppresses the Ping Yao Ling, is my body.

I was refined by the Emperor of Heaven and enlightened my wisdom, and named it Feiguang.

I have no memories, no life, everything is blank.

But during the long years of suppressing the demonic order, my soul was stained with that treasure bit by bit.Except for the Emperor of Heaven, no one knows that Feng Jun's core soul is sealed in the Ping Yao Order.

Without this little soul, the Moon Avenue controlled by the gods cannot be perfect.Feng Jun was imprisoned by the Emperor of Heaven in Xingxu in his original form, but even so, the Emperor of Heaven could not control the Demon Pairing Order.

In desperation, he came up with such a way.

Refined a special container, and through the evolution of the long years, the container was dyed with Feng Jun's breath, and used this as a breakthrough to control the Ping Yao Ling.

And I am that container.

After all, it was not me who fell in love with her, and it was not me who would fall in love with her.

If I can, I want to be free.

No longer is this life-threatening, nor is it that even if you fall in love with someone, you don’t know whether it’s pure or sincere.

Goodbye, Yaoyao.

You and I have no fate, so we will be happy when we part.