The rain outside the window was getting heavier and heavier. The strong wind gathered thunder and blew the branches and leaves in the yard, and the raindrops hit the window glass, making a blunt sound like a drum beat.
The sky became darker and darker, and the curtains on the window, which were originally golden velvet, were shining by the dim light, revealing a little hazy green.
The ground was covered with a whole piece of brocade carpet with huge hibiscus flowers, and two jade feet in embroidered shoes fell on the stamens. They kicked and seemed to be enduring some great joy or pain.
With a click, an embroidered shoe landed on the ground.
The sweet fragrance spreads, which is a strange smell, seduced by desire, but it is extremely light and soft.
The girl suddenly got up sharply, and the long legs under the hem of the skirt were stretched straight. The fragrance became stronger and stronger, and more and more lustful dew flowing down the base of her legs.
Yaoyao, Li Zheng’s voice was extremely low, I’m going in.
No, she kept shaking her head, No, no...no!Tears in my eyes could no longer be controlled and rustled down my cheeks.
A tear fell on the back of Li Zheng's hand. He couldn't help but pause, and his fingers inserted into the flower path were slowed down for a moment.
He raised his head, the girl's face was covered with tears. She cried so hard, as if she was holding a hand and pulling Li Zheng's heart.
No, brother-in-law...I beg you, don't...no, she shook her head and sobbed, we can't...
But there are never these three words "Not allowed" in Li Zheng's dictionary.As long as he wants it, he must get it.
He didn't make a sound for a long time, and he cried until Yao Ji's throat became hoarse. The pain in her ears was buzzing. The air mixed with sobs rushed into her chest. She felt it hurt so much, like the pain of being soaked in ice water.
In the eyes filled with tears, there seemed to be endless darkness in the man's eyes. The ice water turned into ice edges, and the darkness was cut on his face. He let go of his hand
good.
Yao Ji was sick and started to get fever after returning from the General's Mansion. She was drowsy at first, but on the third day, she even became a little confused.
Everyone at home said that she was caught in the rain because she was cold. She hired several doctors to see her, but it didn't work.
It was Li Zheng who sent someone to send a Western doctor over. The old man was unhappy to let the foreigner come in, and he saw that his granddaughter was really sick and finally let go.
She was lying in bed for half a month before she had the strength to get up.
Yiqiu has seen her several times and said: If I had known this would happen, I should have been with you that day, otherwise you wouldn't have been in the rain.
Yao Ji knew that although her illness was caused by rain, she was just a depression in her heart.
No matter how much she deceives herself, she can no longer deny it. She likes Li Zheng, either Lu or longing, or real, the kind of love that women like men.
This was almost a kind of destiny love. Even though she avoided and refused, even to such a point, Li Zheng was forced to let go, but she had no way to ignore it. She fell in love with her brother-in-law.
Is it a destined fate, or is it a step late to miss it?Yao Ji didn't know whether she should regret it. She knew from the beginning that the person written in the reincarnation book, the commander of the Huai Army, was Li Zheng.
But she had already warned herself not to be bound by the book of fate, so after she was reincarnated, she followed the steps and let everything go naturally, and never took the initiative to contact that person.
What should come to her will come sooner or later. If you deliberately pursue it because of the criticism in the book of life, it will not only be a restraint of her, but also a disrespect for Li Zheng.
But Yao Ji didn't expect that before she could meet Li Zheng naturally, she and the man met unexpectedly.
It was not elsewhere, the day after he and her sister made a marriage contract.
Is this a ridicule of her?
Or punishment.
Yao Ji thought more than once that if she had taken a step earlier, she would not have had to suffer like this again.
But there was another thought in her heart telling her that this unethical feeling might have been destined from the beginning.
Maybe if she took a step earlier, Li Zheng would get engaged to Kong Yu one step earlier. She had no way to avoid this entanglement, just as she could not avoid her feelings for Li Zheng.
She realized that she was so despicable, and she was so eager, but she pushed Li Zheng away with her heart, but after pushing her away, she still couldn't let go.
Such pain mixed with shame and guilt made her unable to sleep or eat. Her relationship with her elder sister Kong Yu is not very close. The two sisters are nine years apart. Kong Yu is a proud and even arrogant person. Yao Ji doesn't want to have conflicts with her sister. She is not only tolerant, but also alienated.
But having a weak relationship does not mean that she can have unreasonable thoughts about her sister's fiancé.
Whether in the Heavenly Palace or in the cycle of reincarnation for so many lifetimes, Yao Ji has always had a clear conscience in her work. Only this time did she know that she was hurting Kong Yu.
This torment cannot be poured into anyone. After she recovered from the illness, although she felt depressed, she still had to pretend to be nothing happened to continue her life.
However, Yiqiu noticed her depression: Xiaoyao, have you encountered something?
Yao Ji Qiang smiled: It’s nothing, it’s just a ill time, and her health is still a little unhappy.
She didn't want to say much, so Yiqiu had to ignore it. In order to let her show off her face, she tried her best to urge her to go to the park to relax.
Yao Ji was not good at Yiqiu's kindness, so the two of them called a rickshaw to the east of the city. They passed by Qingtong Theater at the entrance of Xizhu City. From a distance, they saw the guard post standing from the gate of the theater to the street. They saw the garrisons carrying long spears, and the bayonets on the tips were sharp.
This is the downtown of Jinling City, with a radius of hundreds of meters, but it is silent. I can only hear the flying geese that I have fallen today, and I will be alone and sad at night.It is better to become a monk and stop the thoughts of the world and practice Taoism with your master, so as to avoid the destruction of the madmen and enter the immortal class in the next life.Marriage may be difficult to fulfill one's wishes. Wouldn't it be a pity that would make you sad? Yao Ji couldn't help but hide her ears and dared not listen anymore.
It was the rickshaw driver who ran through this stretch before he breathed a sigh of relief: What a big show. I heard that today is the first time that Boss Li Shengxuan and Boss Li took to perform on stage in Jinling. The guard posts standing outside were like people from the Marshal's Mansion.
Yiqiu couldn't help but say: Is Young Marshal Li just now in the theater?
No, the coachman smacked his lips, which was surprising. I heard that Young Marshal Li doesn't like to listen to operas.
The two of them were talking all the way, and Yao Ji couldn't hear clearly what they were saying.
She walked around the park in a daze, then went home in a daze, fell head-on on the bed, warning herself not to think of that person anymore.
Perhaps this hint is effective. In August, Dangui first released, Li Zheng's elder sister Li Yuan was on her birthday and when she posted a post to the Kong family, Yao Ji was able to go to the banquet without changing her face.
The sky became darker and darker, and the curtains on the window, which were originally golden velvet, were shining by the dim light, revealing a little hazy green.
The ground was covered with a whole piece of brocade carpet with huge hibiscus flowers, and two jade feet in embroidered shoes fell on the stamens. They kicked and seemed to be enduring some great joy or pain.
With a click, an embroidered shoe landed on the ground.
The sweet fragrance spreads, which is a strange smell, seduced by desire, but it is extremely light and soft.
The girl suddenly got up sharply, and the long legs under the hem of the skirt were stretched straight. The fragrance became stronger and stronger, and more and more lustful dew flowing down the base of her legs.
Yaoyao, Li Zheng’s voice was extremely low, I’m going in.
No, she kept shaking her head, No, no...no!Tears in my eyes could no longer be controlled and rustled down my cheeks.
A tear fell on the back of Li Zheng's hand. He couldn't help but pause, and his fingers inserted into the flower path were slowed down for a moment.
He raised his head, the girl's face was covered with tears. She cried so hard, as if she was holding a hand and pulling Li Zheng's heart.
No, brother-in-law...I beg you, don't...no, she shook her head and sobbed, we can't...
But there are never these three words "Not allowed" in Li Zheng's dictionary.As long as he wants it, he must get it.
He didn't make a sound for a long time, and he cried until Yao Ji's throat became hoarse. The pain in her ears was buzzing. The air mixed with sobs rushed into her chest. She felt it hurt so much, like the pain of being soaked in ice water.
In the eyes filled with tears, there seemed to be endless darkness in the man's eyes. The ice water turned into ice edges, and the darkness was cut on his face. He let go of his hand
good.
Yao Ji was sick and started to get fever after returning from the General's Mansion. She was drowsy at first, but on the third day, she even became a little confused.
Everyone at home said that she was caught in the rain because she was cold. She hired several doctors to see her, but it didn't work.
It was Li Zheng who sent someone to send a Western doctor over. The old man was unhappy to let the foreigner come in, and he saw that his granddaughter was really sick and finally let go.
She was lying in bed for half a month before she had the strength to get up.
Yiqiu has seen her several times and said: If I had known this would happen, I should have been with you that day, otherwise you wouldn't have been in the rain.
Yao Ji knew that although her illness was caused by rain, she was just a depression in her heart.
No matter how much she deceives herself, she can no longer deny it. She likes Li Zheng, either Lu or longing, or real, the kind of love that women like men.
This was almost a kind of destiny love. Even though she avoided and refused, even to such a point, Li Zheng was forced to let go, but she had no way to ignore it. She fell in love with her brother-in-law.
Is it a destined fate, or is it a step late to miss it?Yao Ji didn't know whether she should regret it. She knew from the beginning that the person written in the reincarnation book, the commander of the Huai Army, was Li Zheng.
But she had already warned herself not to be bound by the book of fate, so after she was reincarnated, she followed the steps and let everything go naturally, and never took the initiative to contact that person.
What should come to her will come sooner or later. If you deliberately pursue it because of the criticism in the book of life, it will not only be a restraint of her, but also a disrespect for Li Zheng.
But Yao Ji didn't expect that before she could meet Li Zheng naturally, she and the man met unexpectedly.
It was not elsewhere, the day after he and her sister made a marriage contract.
Is this a ridicule of her?
Or punishment.
Yao Ji thought more than once that if she had taken a step earlier, she would not have had to suffer like this again.
But there was another thought in her heart telling her that this unethical feeling might have been destined from the beginning.
Maybe if she took a step earlier, Li Zheng would get engaged to Kong Yu one step earlier. She had no way to avoid this entanglement, just as she could not avoid her feelings for Li Zheng.
She realized that she was so despicable, and she was so eager, but she pushed Li Zheng away with her heart, but after pushing her away, she still couldn't let go.
Such pain mixed with shame and guilt made her unable to sleep or eat. Her relationship with her elder sister Kong Yu is not very close. The two sisters are nine years apart. Kong Yu is a proud and even arrogant person. Yao Ji doesn't want to have conflicts with her sister. She is not only tolerant, but also alienated.
But having a weak relationship does not mean that she can have unreasonable thoughts about her sister's fiancé.
Whether in the Heavenly Palace or in the cycle of reincarnation for so many lifetimes, Yao Ji has always had a clear conscience in her work. Only this time did she know that she was hurting Kong Yu.
This torment cannot be poured into anyone. After she recovered from the illness, although she felt depressed, she still had to pretend to be nothing happened to continue her life.
However, Yiqiu noticed her depression: Xiaoyao, have you encountered something?
Yao Ji Qiang smiled: It’s nothing, it’s just a ill time, and her health is still a little unhappy.
She didn't want to say much, so Yiqiu had to ignore it. In order to let her show off her face, she tried her best to urge her to go to the park to relax.
Yao Ji was not good at Yiqiu's kindness, so the two of them called a rickshaw to the east of the city. They passed by Qingtong Theater at the entrance of Xizhu City. From a distance, they saw the guard post standing from the gate of the theater to the street. They saw the garrisons carrying long spears, and the bayonets on the tips were sharp.
This is the downtown of Jinling City, with a radius of hundreds of meters, but it is silent. I can only hear the flying geese that I have fallen today, and I will be alone and sad at night.It is better to become a monk and stop the thoughts of the world and practice Taoism with your master, so as to avoid the destruction of the madmen and enter the immortal class in the next life.Marriage may be difficult to fulfill one's wishes. Wouldn't it be a pity that would make you sad? Yao Ji couldn't help but hide her ears and dared not listen anymore.
It was the rickshaw driver who ran through this stretch before he breathed a sigh of relief: What a big show. I heard that today is the first time that Boss Li Shengxuan and Boss Li took to perform on stage in Jinling. The guard posts standing outside were like people from the Marshal's Mansion.
Yiqiu couldn't help but say: Is Young Marshal Li just now in the theater?
No, the coachman smacked his lips, which was surprising. I heard that Young Marshal Li doesn't like to listen to operas.
The two of them were talking all the way, and Yao Ji couldn't hear clearly what they were saying.
She walked around the park in a daze, then went home in a daze, fell head-on on the bed, warning herself not to think of that person anymore.
Perhaps this hint is effective. In August, Dangui first released, Li Zheng's elder sister Li Yuan was on her birthday and when she posted a post to the Kong family, Yao Ji was able to go to the banquet without changing her face.