Chapter 15 Yuan Yuan: Don’t think about being my father, don’t think about it all day long.

Despite my exhaustion, I didn't sleep well this time.

I woke up quickly and my heart pounded in my chest.

The soft and dim light shone in through the blinds, and I was in a trance for a moment. I don’t know what tonight. The half-light and half-dark sky made it difficult for me to judge whether it was getting dark or dawn.

I wanted to look at the watch, but I couldn't help moaning as soon as I moved.

The muscles all over the body were protesting loudly, and they were crying for pain everywhere, especially the most private place between the legs.

I was naked, but there was a quilt covering me.

Things before falling asleep poured into my mind like a tide, and I still remembered them vividly.

I couldn't help but wail secretly, hoping that I could continue to fall asleep.

But lying on the bed is not a solution, especially this is Yuan Zhongwei's bedroom and Yuan Zhongwei's bed.

I straightened my body and sat up from the bed, and even though I was cautious, my body still hissed and inhaled with pain.

There was a set of clean clothes on the chair not far away. It should have been taken by Zhong Wei...No...Yuan Zhongwei from my room.

Ever since spending the weekend with him, I have moved almost half of the clothes from the closet, including lace bras and panties.

I couldn't help but feel extremely ashamed when I thought of a man rummaging through his wardrobe and taking out such a private thing.

Then he scoffed at himself for being stupid, he fucked him and was shy about his bra and underwear.

I put on my clothes one by one, but I didn't want to step out of the threshold immediately.

The electronic clock at the head of the bed showed that at 6 pm, I slept for about five hours.

Obviously I woke up too early, and I still don’t know how to deal with it.

I looked at myself in front of the dressing mirror, and then took out a wooden comb in Yuan Zhongwei's bedside table.

I first combed the knotted hair smoothly, and then braided my hair bit by bit from the top of my head, and divided my hair layer by layer. Before braiding my hair each time, I tied the lower layer of hair a little until all the lower layer of hair is braided.

Although French braids are complicated and troublesome, they can last for a long time and can help me focus. They are much better than being full of anxiety.

I looked at myself carefully in front of the mirror, with meticulous hairstyles, neatly dressed, and clean faces, no different from yesterday.

I was a little disappointed. It is said that from a girl to a woman is a big step in life. Now it seems that there is no difference after stepping over.

I sighed, knowing that hiding in the room and thinking can't solve any problem. I have to face what I should face sooner or later, and I have to go out.

After making sure that my legs could support my body to walk, I took a deep breath and moved out of the room.

There was no one in the living room, but I smelled the scent of coffee and food from the kitchen, and my stomach rumbling.

I stepped into the kitchen threshold with a stern, Yuan Zhongwei sat at the dining table, holding a book and a cup of coffee in his hand.

Why are you getting up?I thought you had to sleep for a while!Yuan Zhongwei raised his head in surprise, picked up a bookmark and put it in the book, and put it together.

I hope Ah too!

I'm hungry.I shrugged and didn't look at him, but walked to the steaming aluminum pan in front of the stove.

Yuan Zhongwei stood up and chuckled, and walked over.He picked up a porcelain bowl, uncovered the lid, skillfully scooped out a bowl of porridge from the pot, and brought it to the table.

Sit down and eat, I just bought it.Yuan Zhongwei said, putting two hot sesame pastry cakes into the plate.

I froze in my seat, staring at Yuan Zhongwei walking around the kitchen, placing bowls and plates in front of me.

I don't know what to say or how to face him, but my empty stomach is more concerned with steaming, fragrant food.

I picked up the shorts and took a small bite. After chewing it for a few times, I couldn't wait to put it into my throat and swallow it into my stomach.

I no longer care about gentle eating behavior, nor do I care about millet porridge burning my tongue, and swallowing the food in front of me.

After living in high school, in order to save more study and rest time, we all developed the ability to quickly solve three meals.

Yuan Zhongwei leaned against the refrigerator door, holding the coffee cup leisurely in his hand, and blamed: Slow down, Yuan Yuan, how can you bear it if you eat like this?

I glared at him. Why is this man looking so hypocritical and ok?

From my perspective, I can completely treat myself as a victim.

I fell in love with Yuan Zhongwei. Although I was a huge age difference, it was not very shocking. It was completely different from falling in love with uncle... dad.

I didn't know he was my uncle... I didn't expect him to be my dad.

When I came to his house, climbed onto his bed, and gave out my chastity, I just treated him as a man, that's all, not my uncle... dad.

I wailed secretly, Yuan Zhongwei is my father, is this possible?But what reason does he have to joke like this?

No wonder he was unwilling to tell me the truth. If I didn't force him to tell it, it would probably be another situation now.

I still feel ache, but I feel happy.

I fell in love with Uncle Zhong, and he liked me very much.

We had a wonderful weekend together, and I gave him my first night, and he helped me complete my transformation from a girl to a woman.

What about now?

He is no longer Uncle Zhong. His surname is Yuan. He is his father's brother and his mother's ex-boyfriend.

Yuan Zhong's truth was hidden to change everything.

I absolutely cannot love Yuan Zhongwei anymore, I cannot spend weekends at his house, and I cannot have any sexual contact with him.

It doesn't work if you have this idea in your mind, let alone take action.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but cry silently.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, how can I cry?

It’s not because we went to bed with Yuan Zhongwei, but because we can’t go to bed again.

This is the worst thing.

Deep down, I still want to continue. I hope the two of them ignore their blood relationship and the past, and I hope we will focus more on the emotional connection we have established together during the past few months together.

However, there is the most tormenting question here. Who is Yuan Zhongwei who I am?

I swallowed all the food in my mouth, swallowed my saliva, and said firmly: Now I will tell you clearly and clearly, and I will not teach me a lesson with a hypocritical look.Don’t think about being my dad, don’t think about it for a day or a second.My father is Yuan Wangyu. Although he is not alive now, he will always be my father.No one can change this, and you can't.First, when you let your brother raise me, you lose the right to do so.Furthermore, when you carry me to bed and fuck me like a beast, you lose the right to do so even more.

I could feel my cheeks burning when I said the last few words, so I lowered my head and focused on my food again, hoping that Yuan Zhongwei didn't notice the blush on her face.

But I still heard his low smile, and it seemed that he could see his reaction to me.

It's so damn, I was restless in my seat, and my lower abdomen was also sore and swollen.

The scene of Yuan Zhongwei lying on me came into my mind and ignited my body.

I picked up the spoon and scooped a bite of the porridge, put it to my lips and blew it gently, and then slowly drank it.I was not listening to him and eating slowly, but just hiding my embarrassment.

I may not have the right to get the title of father, but that will not change or eliminate the connection between us.When you become an adult, we can do paternity tests at any time.You are my child, there is no doubt that, but you are much more than that to me.Yuan Yuan, from the moment I saw you, I knew you belonged to me.You should have seen and learned that blood relationship between us is a big deal, but this fact will not stop me.I won't lie to you, never.Yuan Zhong replied slowly.

I picked up the bowl and drank the porridge inside, then threw it heavily on the table, glaring at him, and shouting: It belongs to you?You said it easily, have you ever thought about me... You may not have lie about your parents' affairs, but you have misled me from the beginning, making me believe that your concern for me is because you are familiar with my father... That's right, you are indeed very familiar with me, but not my friends, colleagues or childhood friends I thought... You are fucking brothers!You keep saying that you will protect me and you will never hurt me... But how about now?This is not called lying, what is it!

Yuan Zhong wanted to answer because he opened his mouth, but I hadn't given him a chance yet, and his emotions gradually got out of control. He shouted and shouted: How did you treat me?I trust you and come to you, and I love you, and I will give myself to you... You... Don't think that I and you... that's it... you hooligan... perverted... hooligan dad... perverted dad... I... I've obviously run away... I'm gone... I'm fine... nothing will happen... You have to come back... Now... you're happy...

The more I spoke, the more sad I became, the more incoherent I became. And just talking was not enough to vent, so I simply started crying loudly, wiping tears like broken lines on the back of my hands while crying.

Yuan Yuan, exhale one by one Yuan Zhongwei said and walked towards me.

Let's go away, how could you still do this!I was so angry that my teeth itched and patted his outstretched hand away.

It was my fault if I didn’t tell you in advance, I understand!Zhong Wei looked at me quietly, his eyes full of regret and worry.

What's the use of saying this now?I wiped my face with the back of my hand and said: I hardly know you, Zhong Wei... Yuan Zhong Wei, you have no right to do this, especially about my life experience, my life, and my future.

I sniffed and turned my face toward the ceiling. The cold wind that blew into the house from somewhere passed through my hot cheeks. I knew my cheeks must be as red as burning coal at this moment.

Zhong didn't say anything, but I heard him take a deep breath, as if stopping myself from saying what I was thinking.I rushed past him, not caring whether he had something to say.

Zhong Wei grabbed my arm, grabbed me tightly, and roared in a low voice: Yuan Yuan, don’t run away!

I couldn't help but shudder, trying to break free, but his hand was tighter.I spat, don't worry about me.

Give me a chance to make up for it, I know what I did has done a lot to you, and I swear, I will make up for it.He said sincerely with apology: As long as you want, I will give you time and space.You have to promise me that you won't leave me.

Isn't this why you dare to treat me like this? I smiled bitterly and screamed: You know I can't go anywhere.

Yuan Zhongwei didn't move at first, probably because he didn't expect that a few words would cause me such a big reaction.

He slowly straightened my body, hesitated to stretch out his other hand, and gently placed it on my shaking shoulder. Until he confirmed that it did not cause my resistance, he shook it a few times and said: No matter what, you must not run out like you did in the early days, but it scared me!

Yuan Zhongwei's tone was furious, but he did not hide his worries under his anger.

I shook his hand away again and said angrily: If you hadn't kept something from me, if you really trusted me, I wouldn't have run away.I'm back this time, which doesn't mean I won't run again next time, I will try again and again.You wait!

OK, okay, even if you run, I will chase you again and again.I won't stop, you belong to me now.Yuan Yuan, I won’t let you leave my side, even if you blame me.He retorted, putting his hands on my shoulders again.

The heat from Yuan Zhongwei's palm penetrated into my body, my heart almost jumped out of my throat, and my internal organs seemed to be burning.

I was trembling all over, not realizing how eager I was to his touch.

After everything that happened between us, I shouldn't want him, but damn, I do.

Instead of shook his hand away, I leaned closer to try to absorb more of his warmth.

I don't blame you, but I hate you so much that I want to kill you!I first gritted my teeth, and then said with infinite grievance: If others know that I will not live... And my mother... What should I do... She must take my life...