Mom, this song is for you.
I sang so badly, I feel embarrassed to give it to me.
My mother commented on my singing without hesitation, then turned around and walked to the sofa and sat down, looking at me, patting my hand in the empty space next to the sofa, and her tone was calm:
come over.
Although I couldn't figure out which one my mother played, I still walked over two or three happily and sat down next to my mother.
What's wrong?I looked at my mother. She was wearing a dark red pajamas and staring at the coffee table, as if she was thinking about something. After a moment, my mother turned her head and said seriously:
Do you mean you can't learn because of me?
I was shocked when I heard this. Why did my mother take the initiative to mention this?Re-report the old accounts?Her tone doesn’t look like Ah, can it be said that things have a turnaround?I wasn't sure, so I had to do it sloppy:
It’s not that it’s because of you, it’s mainly me, well… I have this obsession in my heart, well, that’s it.
That is to say, it is because of me.
Well... it's not true to say this.
I was careful every word, for fear that something wrong would annoy her. My mother looked at me for a long time as if she was making some decision. She asked:
Can I satisfy your obsession and you can study hard?
Didn’t my mother say that I was studying for myself and it didn’t matter to her?
Why do you seem to be changing your mind now? Could it be that you are fooling me?
I glanced at my mother quietly again, and saw that she didn't look like she was joking. I was not sure about it for a moment, so I pretended to be stupid:
Ha...what does it mean?
You pretend to me, right?My mother exposed me mercilessly, and I felt nervous:
I don’t pretend, I mean my obsession... why... I mean my obsession is not very satisfying.
My mother gave me a blank look, then coughed dryly with a little embarrassment, pretending to be calm:
I can give you a chance.
How do you give me a chance?Because I was so excited, the sound I made was slight. My mother was silent for a long time and said:
Didn’t you just say you like me?I said I won’t give you a chance, but now I have changed my mind. As long as you can study hard and be happy, I can consider giving you a chance to do it...play my boyfriend.
I digested what my mother said, and my mood seemed to be on a roller coaster. My heartbeat quickly and thumped, and the blood all over my body seemed to be starting to thrive. Did I hear that right?
Did my mother actually agree to my request?
The excitement quickly turned into ecstasy, and I was almost unable to control my facial management. I hurriedly pinched my thighs and confirmed that I was not dreaming. This small move fell into my mother's eyes, which made her displeasure and frowned.
Finally suppressing my inner joy, I felt that my mother's words were too untrue, and I always felt that she was teasing me, so I turned my head, plucked up the courage, and asked tentatively:
Mom, aren't you kidding?
Do you think I'm joking with you?My mother glanced at her eyes, serious and a little shy. Then I confirmed that my mother was serious. I calmed down and recalled what my mother said over and over again. I noticed the loophole in my mother's words. So I pretended to be serious and said:
Hmm... Mom, you are too vague. Study hard, so what is the purpose of studying hard?If you say you want to get first place in the entire grade before you can study hard, it would be better to just stop my thoughts.
A surprise flashed in my mother's eyes. Perhaps because I guessed her thoughts, my mother seemed a little embarrassed. She stretched out her hand to lift the hair scattered on her forehead behind her ears, as if she was covering up her inner emotions and said:
It’s not that the requirements are so high. You can just enter the top 50 next month. This is not an exaggeration.
But it's not too much. This is not too much. It's simply within reach. I was not blinded by joy. I carefully recalled my mother's words. I rubbed my hands and said:
Although it is not easy to be a fifty-year grade, I think it would be fine if I learn from him for twenty hours a day, but...
Just what?
I muster up the courage. Anyway, I have to say this. If I don’t grasp it, I will have no chance.
But what do you mean by considering what you mean? Could it be that there is still an option to reject this?
My mother was stunned and immediately became a little impatient:
No rejection!
I was ecstatic and secretly excited for a while, and struck while the iron was hot:
Then what does playing mean?Could it be to play house?
As soon as I finished speaking, my mother was completely impatient, stood up in anger, and said unhappily:
Why do you talk so much?Don't want to get over it!
After saying that, my mother was about to leave. I hurried forward and grabbed her hand, immediately surrendered, and said humbly:
If you are willing, don’t be angry!
Mom threw away my hand impatiently and turned around, full of sorrow:
I don't know if it's good or bad for you if I do this.
My mother's tone was a little depressed, but more helpless. Seeing that the atmosphere was about to cool down again, I hurriedly added to the fire:
Mom, you must be unparalleled in your kindness to me. I will ask myself for any mistakes. Don’t worry, I will definitely study hard for my dream.
The mother was worried and sighed, then she seemed to remember something, put away her sad face, showed her majesty, and warned:
My promise to your request does not mean that you can do whatever you want, and you cannot break up with Wang Xinran without reason. Do you understand?
At this time, I was like a flattering villain. I dared not complain at all, and nodded repeatedly:
The mother said, "Don't dare to refuse to obey."
That's good.
My mother snorted coldly and returned to the room. I stood there. After a moment of being stunned, I jumped up two meters high with joy and excitement.
At this moment, I just want to recite a poem: Who can clear the clouds and mist and see the light when there is no storm and rain.
In short, I was so excited that I couldn't suppress myself. I ran back to the bedroom and jumped around like a lunatic. Then I did more than a hundred push-ups to suppress the manic factor in my body, and fell asleep with anticipation and dream of embarrassing with my mother...
The following days, I spent day after day with my fingers. Of course, I did not forget to devote my body and mind to learning again to avoid the allusion of Guan Yu losing his weight in Jingzhou.
While fantasizing about how to break through my mother's heart step by step, she fell into the abyss of morality and guilt.
At the same time, in order to win her favor, I have not bothered her this month.
With expectations and torture, I finally got the monthly exam. I feel that I have performed well and I believe that even if I fail in English, I can enter the top 50 in the entire grade.
After the monthly exam, the monthly leave is followed. Usually, the results are the next day after the monthly exam. I get up early in the morning and stare at the news in the class group, hoping to see the good news as soon as possible.
Finally, I thought about it all, and at noon, the results came down: the grade was 38, and I happily threw my phone aside. Next, I waited for my mother to get off work and spend the night with me, hehe...
I thought my mother should be home soon, so I changed my clothes and stood at the door with anticipation waiting for my mother to return.
I sang so badly, I feel embarrassed to give it to me.
My mother commented on my singing without hesitation, then turned around and walked to the sofa and sat down, looking at me, patting my hand in the empty space next to the sofa, and her tone was calm:
come over.
Although I couldn't figure out which one my mother played, I still walked over two or three happily and sat down next to my mother.
What's wrong?I looked at my mother. She was wearing a dark red pajamas and staring at the coffee table, as if she was thinking about something. After a moment, my mother turned her head and said seriously:
Do you mean you can't learn because of me?
I was shocked when I heard this. Why did my mother take the initiative to mention this?Re-report the old accounts?Her tone doesn’t look like Ah, can it be said that things have a turnaround?I wasn't sure, so I had to do it sloppy:
It’s not that it’s because of you, it’s mainly me, well… I have this obsession in my heart, well, that’s it.
That is to say, it is because of me.
Well... it's not true to say this.
I was careful every word, for fear that something wrong would annoy her. My mother looked at me for a long time as if she was making some decision. She asked:
Can I satisfy your obsession and you can study hard?
Didn’t my mother say that I was studying for myself and it didn’t matter to her?
Why do you seem to be changing your mind now? Could it be that you are fooling me?
I glanced at my mother quietly again, and saw that she didn't look like she was joking. I was not sure about it for a moment, so I pretended to be stupid:
Ha...what does it mean?
You pretend to me, right?My mother exposed me mercilessly, and I felt nervous:
I don’t pretend, I mean my obsession... why... I mean my obsession is not very satisfying.
My mother gave me a blank look, then coughed dryly with a little embarrassment, pretending to be calm:
I can give you a chance.
How do you give me a chance?Because I was so excited, the sound I made was slight. My mother was silent for a long time and said:
Didn’t you just say you like me?I said I won’t give you a chance, but now I have changed my mind. As long as you can study hard and be happy, I can consider giving you a chance to do it...play my boyfriend.
I digested what my mother said, and my mood seemed to be on a roller coaster. My heartbeat quickly and thumped, and the blood all over my body seemed to be starting to thrive. Did I hear that right?
Did my mother actually agree to my request?
The excitement quickly turned into ecstasy, and I was almost unable to control my facial management. I hurriedly pinched my thighs and confirmed that I was not dreaming. This small move fell into my mother's eyes, which made her displeasure and frowned.
Finally suppressing my inner joy, I felt that my mother's words were too untrue, and I always felt that she was teasing me, so I turned my head, plucked up the courage, and asked tentatively:
Mom, aren't you kidding?
Do you think I'm joking with you?My mother glanced at her eyes, serious and a little shy. Then I confirmed that my mother was serious. I calmed down and recalled what my mother said over and over again. I noticed the loophole in my mother's words. So I pretended to be serious and said:
Hmm... Mom, you are too vague. Study hard, so what is the purpose of studying hard?If you say you want to get first place in the entire grade before you can study hard, it would be better to just stop my thoughts.
A surprise flashed in my mother's eyes. Perhaps because I guessed her thoughts, my mother seemed a little embarrassed. She stretched out her hand to lift the hair scattered on her forehead behind her ears, as if she was covering up her inner emotions and said:
It’s not that the requirements are so high. You can just enter the top 50 next month. This is not an exaggeration.
But it's not too much. This is not too much. It's simply within reach. I was not blinded by joy. I carefully recalled my mother's words. I rubbed my hands and said:
Although it is not easy to be a fifty-year grade, I think it would be fine if I learn from him for twenty hours a day, but...
Just what?
I muster up the courage. Anyway, I have to say this. If I don’t grasp it, I will have no chance.
But what do you mean by considering what you mean? Could it be that there is still an option to reject this?
My mother was stunned and immediately became a little impatient:
No rejection!
I was ecstatic and secretly excited for a while, and struck while the iron was hot:
Then what does playing mean?Could it be to play house?
As soon as I finished speaking, my mother was completely impatient, stood up in anger, and said unhappily:
Why do you talk so much?Don't want to get over it!
After saying that, my mother was about to leave. I hurried forward and grabbed her hand, immediately surrendered, and said humbly:
If you are willing, don’t be angry!
Mom threw away my hand impatiently and turned around, full of sorrow:
I don't know if it's good or bad for you if I do this.
My mother's tone was a little depressed, but more helpless. Seeing that the atmosphere was about to cool down again, I hurriedly added to the fire:
Mom, you must be unparalleled in your kindness to me. I will ask myself for any mistakes. Don’t worry, I will definitely study hard for my dream.
The mother was worried and sighed, then she seemed to remember something, put away her sad face, showed her majesty, and warned:
My promise to your request does not mean that you can do whatever you want, and you cannot break up with Wang Xinran without reason. Do you understand?
At this time, I was like a flattering villain. I dared not complain at all, and nodded repeatedly:
The mother said, "Don't dare to refuse to obey."
That's good.
My mother snorted coldly and returned to the room. I stood there. After a moment of being stunned, I jumped up two meters high with joy and excitement.
At this moment, I just want to recite a poem: Who can clear the clouds and mist and see the light when there is no storm and rain.
In short, I was so excited that I couldn't suppress myself. I ran back to the bedroom and jumped around like a lunatic. Then I did more than a hundred push-ups to suppress the manic factor in my body, and fell asleep with anticipation and dream of embarrassing with my mother...
The following days, I spent day after day with my fingers. Of course, I did not forget to devote my body and mind to learning again to avoid the allusion of Guan Yu losing his weight in Jingzhou.
While fantasizing about how to break through my mother's heart step by step, she fell into the abyss of morality and guilt.
At the same time, in order to win her favor, I have not bothered her this month.
With expectations and torture, I finally got the monthly exam. I feel that I have performed well and I believe that even if I fail in English, I can enter the top 50 in the entire grade.
After the monthly exam, the monthly leave is followed. Usually, the results are the next day after the monthly exam. I get up early in the morning and stare at the news in the class group, hoping to see the good news as soon as possible.
Finally, I thought about it all, and at noon, the results came down: the grade was 38, and I happily threw my phone aside. Next, I waited for my mother to get off work and spend the night with me, hehe...
I thought my mother should be home soon, so I changed my clothes and stood at the door with anticipation waiting for my mother to return.