Behind every beautiful but not good-looking beauty is usually not a simple experience, and Yulian is no exception.
If he had not been sold to Li Shouzhen's mansion since childhood, Yulian might have starved to death in a certain drought, locust plague, and famine, or even used as food; or if he was lucky, he would have grown up and married into a poor family with a good family and lived a life as poor as before.
In short, since she became the maid of the Li family, she has seen a life that is completely different from her background. There is no longer hunger and cold, and only good food and clothing.
Even being the most humble maid is better than living in my hometown.
But no one is easy to satisfy, and no one is willing to be bullied by others at will without envying those who are pampered and live in favor of their superiority.
Yulian gradually realized that her greatest capital and opportunity was her appearance.
She is more beautiful than the other girls who do miscellaneous work and is already a graceful girl.
The head of the family, Li Shouzhen, has the greatest power in that wealthy manor, but he is already so cunning and has long understood the worldly style. Even if he is favored by Li Shouzhen, he can only be a plaything.
Yulian turned her eyes to Li Shouzhen's son Li Chongxun, this young man who had just grown up and had not much experience.
Sure enough, Li Chongxun was easily fascinated by Yu Lian. After a vow, Yu Lian endured disgust and disgust and had sex with Mr. Li for a while. One day, Mr. Li wanted to force herself to ask for her... But she was inexplicably panicked. After her resistance, Mr. Li did not succeed. I still remember that in panic, he scratched Mr. Li in the face. Mr. Li was so angry that he slapped himself and left!.
Before she became the wife of the Chen family's lame husband, she had only two failed incidents between men and women, and this was one of them that she almost lost her virginity.
She knew that even if a person like Mr. Li gave him his body, he would not be able to fulfill all his promises to him. Such a rich young man might not be able to fulfill some of his promises; and Yulian soon found that her idea was correct.
Because she finally realized that she could not become the daughter-in-law of General Li Shouzhen, the Li family would never give up the opportunity to marry another nobleman, Fu Yanqing's family.
So Fu Yanqing's eldest daughter Fu naturally became Li Chongxun's Yuanmao.
Yulian has kept a distance from Mr. Li from then on, but she plans to try to get along with Fu first, and then become a person with a higher status around Li Chongxun and his wife. If she gets the trust of Fu's family, her status in the Li family should be guaranteed.
Unfortunately, things in the world are unpredictable. Before Yulian could wait for that day, the Li family was killed for rebellion.
She and Fu are both women, the difference is that one is Li Chongxun’s woman and the other is a maid in the house, but the ending is very different in the moment of turmoil.
Fu was just a sinner's wife. After reporting her father's name and friendship with Guo Wei, she transformed into the adopted daughter of another powerful figure Guo Wei; and Yulian's fate was obviously unable to be treated so politely. Once the Li family destroyed her, she was helpless. A general in Guo Wei's army snatched her away when she saw that she was still a bit beautiful. Fortunately, she made herself ugly before the Li family was attacked by Guo Qijun!
Later, she was captured by the general and she could not resist, otherwise she would have a worse ending, that is, she was gang-raped by countless people as a camp prostitute.
Later, Yulian was injured accidentally, and the doctor who diagnosed her said that she was too scared and injured because she might not be able to have children in her entire life!
Later, the general despised her when he learned about this, so Yulian became an ordinary maid in the general's mansion. Later, she was disliked by the general's family as being too ugly.
Before she could resent the military general's family, a war broke out soon after. The general died in battle, and his wives and concubines at home scattered their wealth and birds and beasts. She also sold the jade lotus as goods to share the money.
The person who bought her was the last husband named Chen. He was ugly, alcoholic, irritable, poor, and a fairy-hearted person. He was simply a good person... What's more unfortunate is that when Guo Wei led his army back to Tokyo, there was almost no resistance, and the casualties were very small, but he was squeezed down from the city wall and broke his leg.
Life has passed like this and the first year of Xiande, Yulian no longer has hope for life.
Like a cargo, she has nothing but a burden to her husband. She has wanted to abandon her husband many times, but where can she run and what can she do?
She speculated on countless dark nights that escaping may be sold to the kiln... Even if she was taken in by an ordinary family as a wife, when she found that the woman could not give birth and did not need to explain to her parents, it is very likely that she would sell her money to marry her again, because the people marry her to have children.
Sometimes she is desperate and just wants to live one day, but just die when she can't stand it.
Sometimes she was very unwilling to accept it and felt very frustrated.
Not to mention wealth and honor, they are even inferior to ugly and vulgar women in the market like Longjinfang, Tokyo. Instead of having a good day, they are ridiculed and gossiped behind their backs.
Could it be that you just end your life with humiliation and then let those people sarcastically sarcastically?
She has no friends or relatives, and even the family is a broken home; she is not very sad when her husband is killed.
This situation made her feel that she was the most unfortunate person in the world.
Although she was born in a low-class family, God gave her a better appearance than most people. Moreover, she is not the only one who came from the bottom. Where did she go the wrong way?
Could it be that we shouldn't have entered Li's mansion?
How much better would it be if you didn't enter Li's Mansion...
Yulian felt that she had no shame to see people and just wanted to hide in a dark corner, so she almost didn't talk to people when she went out.
It would be great if no one in this world knew me. I also thought that those aunts and sisters should not use their misfortune as a laughing stock after dinner.
However, she remembered the wife of Wei, Fu, whom she met on Zhuque Street yesterday. She was also a woman from the devastated Li Shouzhen's mansion. With her family power, she became the wife of the official family. Her noble identity made officials look up to him, let alone these women in the city. Who dares to laugh at her?
They didn't even have the courage to be jealous... Yulian fantasized that if one day she could be so noble, those who knew her should feel ashamed and should recognize their own inferiority!
Only after imagining this way did she feel a little vague pleasure in her heart.
But having experience in Li Shouzhen's mansion made her realize that it was impossible in reality and she could only masturbate in her own heart.
……
In the evening, someone knocked on the door outside. Yulian opened the door and saw that it was Brother Shao who was back.
Shao Ge'er was still wearing armor but didn't bring weapons. He hung his head and seemed to be in a low mood. He didn't even dare to look at Yulian in front of him, nor did he enter the door. He stood at the door and said: Commander Wang ordered me to compensate the Chen family for the pension and funeral expenses, but...
Yulian hurriedly looked around the alley and said, "Come in and talk, don't stand at the door."
Brother Shao was stunned for a moment, walked into the kitchen, and found a stool to sit down.
Have you eaten it?Yulian asked again that she did not treat Guo Shao at all like a murderer. She knew that Brother Shao killed the man of the Chen family to stand up for her.
Brother Shao didn't say anything, so she guessed that he had come back hungry, so she quickly uncovered the lid of the pot and took a thick bowl to fill a bowl of green soup.
Seeing the wooden table steaming hot, Guo Shao said awkwardly: This is not good... By the way, in the room where I live in the backyard of the blacksmith shop, there is a can of money under the box, but it is not enough.
Yulian said: They just asked you to pay money, but didn’t hit you?
Guo Shao shook his head and finally couldn't help but starve. He picked it up and took a sip. He suddenly felt that the taste was very bad, as if there were crusts such as bran... In this era, some people were good to eat, but Yulian usually ate this?
He quietly took his eyes and looked at her again. He really couldn't see that such a fair woman lived by eating braised vegetables.
Yulian's forehead is smooth and round, with an oval face, which is very appropriately matched with a pair of black and white almond eyes. It is naturally beautiful, and her eyebrows are not charming, but she looks more intimate.
But the dress on her body was really worn, revealing her white face and neck, which made people think of the glutinous rice dumplings that had been peeled a little.
Guo Shao took a big sip and made a muddy meal. He had no appetite, so he ate slowly, saying: Commander Wang thinks that I have anything to do with Zhang Yongde, the commander in front of the palace. He wanted to sell his favors. But yesterday Yang Biao was demoted to others for gambling and beating others three levels. If Commander Wang gave me a side, he would be rewarded and punished injustice and could not convince the public.Therefore, the order was to lower me from the head to the ten generals and be responsible for compensation... But Yang Biao was in a bad mood. He was only down to the ten generals yesterday, and today he was demoted to the deputy general again because I became the ten generals of the fourth team.
The military positions of the Five Dynasties were relatively chaotic, but Yulian had grown up in Li Shouzhen's mansion and later met Guo Shao in Tokyo. She knew a lot of these things in her conversations, and she understood the military positions below the commander's commander's commander's commander's commander's position.
The military commander or the head is equivalent to the centurion, the ten generals are the captains, and the deputy generals are the deputy captains... Most of the people who join the army simply want to be promoted and make money. Although Guo Shao did not kill anyone to pay his life, the chief of the hundred people was demoted to the captain all at once, and the losses were also huge.
When Yulian heard this, she said: I still don’t want the store land deed.
Guo Shao seemed a little misunderstood and nodded: Now I have no choice but to count the shop as compensation for your family, and the can of money can be counted.
Yulian shook her head and quietly looked at him: You still keep the shop, I don’t want it anymore.I will submit the deposit receipt for you, just as I have already compensated.
Guo Shao frowned and said: I will go back to the military camp tomorrow morning. What are your plans for the future?I compensate you for that blacksmith shop, and with the help of Old Man Huang, I can barely make a living after the operation, so don’t refuse...
I won’t bother Guo Lang anymore.Yulian's tone suddenly felt a little cold. A woman's face changed faster than a sky.
Guo Shao's words were blocked in his throat and he fell silent.
He thought about it and found that he had always had a good impression of Yulian, a beautiful but pity-oriented woman, and he was very diligent, and anyone liked it; but he couldn't ask her to do anything just because she was a little better to her and helped her in times of difficulty.
He stood up and was about to say goodbye, but with the light of the firewood in the stove, he suddenly saw Yulian's eyes shining with watery sparkles, filled with tears.
The flames in the stove were swaying, and the orange light alternated with darkness on her face, as if it shone through her wandering heart.
You... Guo Shao doesn't know how to ask questions.
Yulian pursed her red lips, looking at her silence, and her beautiful and clean face was particularly strange in the dilapidated and dirt-covered house, with a huge contrast.
This kitchen is full of old smell, and everything is very old because the existence of Yulian is inconsistent.
The water droplets in her eyes finally slid down from her cheeks, and she also showed a smile: When you go back, we will not be like those adulterers and adulterers, and I am not a vicious woman who commits and kills her husband.I remember that Brother Shao’er is good to me.
If he had not been sold to Li Shouzhen's mansion since childhood, Yulian might have starved to death in a certain drought, locust plague, and famine, or even used as food; or if he was lucky, he would have grown up and married into a poor family with a good family and lived a life as poor as before.
In short, since she became the maid of the Li family, she has seen a life that is completely different from her background. There is no longer hunger and cold, and only good food and clothing.
Even being the most humble maid is better than living in my hometown.
But no one is easy to satisfy, and no one is willing to be bullied by others at will without envying those who are pampered and live in favor of their superiority.
Yulian gradually realized that her greatest capital and opportunity was her appearance.
She is more beautiful than the other girls who do miscellaneous work and is already a graceful girl.
The head of the family, Li Shouzhen, has the greatest power in that wealthy manor, but he is already so cunning and has long understood the worldly style. Even if he is favored by Li Shouzhen, he can only be a plaything.
Yulian turned her eyes to Li Shouzhen's son Li Chongxun, this young man who had just grown up and had not much experience.
Sure enough, Li Chongxun was easily fascinated by Yu Lian. After a vow, Yu Lian endured disgust and disgust and had sex with Mr. Li for a while. One day, Mr. Li wanted to force herself to ask for her... But she was inexplicably panicked. After her resistance, Mr. Li did not succeed. I still remember that in panic, he scratched Mr. Li in the face. Mr. Li was so angry that he slapped himself and left!.
Before she became the wife of the Chen family's lame husband, she had only two failed incidents between men and women, and this was one of them that she almost lost her virginity.
She knew that even if a person like Mr. Li gave him his body, he would not be able to fulfill all his promises to him. Such a rich young man might not be able to fulfill some of his promises; and Yulian soon found that her idea was correct.
Because she finally realized that she could not become the daughter-in-law of General Li Shouzhen, the Li family would never give up the opportunity to marry another nobleman, Fu Yanqing's family.
So Fu Yanqing's eldest daughter Fu naturally became Li Chongxun's Yuanmao.
Yulian has kept a distance from Mr. Li from then on, but she plans to try to get along with Fu first, and then become a person with a higher status around Li Chongxun and his wife. If she gets the trust of Fu's family, her status in the Li family should be guaranteed.
Unfortunately, things in the world are unpredictable. Before Yulian could wait for that day, the Li family was killed for rebellion.
She and Fu are both women, the difference is that one is Li Chongxun’s woman and the other is a maid in the house, but the ending is very different in the moment of turmoil.
Fu was just a sinner's wife. After reporting her father's name and friendship with Guo Wei, she transformed into the adopted daughter of another powerful figure Guo Wei; and Yulian's fate was obviously unable to be treated so politely. Once the Li family destroyed her, she was helpless. A general in Guo Wei's army snatched her away when she saw that she was still a bit beautiful. Fortunately, she made herself ugly before the Li family was attacked by Guo Qijun!
Later, she was captured by the general and she could not resist, otherwise she would have a worse ending, that is, she was gang-raped by countless people as a camp prostitute.
Later, Yulian was injured accidentally, and the doctor who diagnosed her said that she was too scared and injured because she might not be able to have children in her entire life!
Later, the general despised her when he learned about this, so Yulian became an ordinary maid in the general's mansion. Later, she was disliked by the general's family as being too ugly.
Before she could resent the military general's family, a war broke out soon after. The general died in battle, and his wives and concubines at home scattered their wealth and birds and beasts. She also sold the jade lotus as goods to share the money.
The person who bought her was the last husband named Chen. He was ugly, alcoholic, irritable, poor, and a fairy-hearted person. He was simply a good person... What's more unfortunate is that when Guo Wei led his army back to Tokyo, there was almost no resistance, and the casualties were very small, but he was squeezed down from the city wall and broke his leg.
Life has passed like this and the first year of Xiande, Yulian no longer has hope for life.
Like a cargo, she has nothing but a burden to her husband. She has wanted to abandon her husband many times, but where can she run and what can she do?
She speculated on countless dark nights that escaping may be sold to the kiln... Even if she was taken in by an ordinary family as a wife, when she found that the woman could not give birth and did not need to explain to her parents, it is very likely that she would sell her money to marry her again, because the people marry her to have children.
Sometimes she is desperate and just wants to live one day, but just die when she can't stand it.
Sometimes she was very unwilling to accept it and felt very frustrated.
Not to mention wealth and honor, they are even inferior to ugly and vulgar women in the market like Longjinfang, Tokyo. Instead of having a good day, they are ridiculed and gossiped behind their backs.
Could it be that you just end your life with humiliation and then let those people sarcastically sarcastically?
She has no friends or relatives, and even the family is a broken home; she is not very sad when her husband is killed.
This situation made her feel that she was the most unfortunate person in the world.
Although she was born in a low-class family, God gave her a better appearance than most people. Moreover, she is not the only one who came from the bottom. Where did she go the wrong way?
Could it be that we shouldn't have entered Li's mansion?
How much better would it be if you didn't enter Li's Mansion...
Yulian felt that she had no shame to see people and just wanted to hide in a dark corner, so she almost didn't talk to people when she went out.
It would be great if no one in this world knew me. I also thought that those aunts and sisters should not use their misfortune as a laughing stock after dinner.
However, she remembered the wife of Wei, Fu, whom she met on Zhuque Street yesterday. She was also a woman from the devastated Li Shouzhen's mansion. With her family power, she became the wife of the official family. Her noble identity made officials look up to him, let alone these women in the city. Who dares to laugh at her?
They didn't even have the courage to be jealous... Yulian fantasized that if one day she could be so noble, those who knew her should feel ashamed and should recognize their own inferiority!
Only after imagining this way did she feel a little vague pleasure in her heart.
But having experience in Li Shouzhen's mansion made her realize that it was impossible in reality and she could only masturbate in her own heart.
……
In the evening, someone knocked on the door outside. Yulian opened the door and saw that it was Brother Shao who was back.
Shao Ge'er was still wearing armor but didn't bring weapons. He hung his head and seemed to be in a low mood. He didn't even dare to look at Yulian in front of him, nor did he enter the door. He stood at the door and said: Commander Wang ordered me to compensate the Chen family for the pension and funeral expenses, but...
Yulian hurriedly looked around the alley and said, "Come in and talk, don't stand at the door."
Brother Shao was stunned for a moment, walked into the kitchen, and found a stool to sit down.
Have you eaten it?Yulian asked again that she did not treat Guo Shao at all like a murderer. She knew that Brother Shao killed the man of the Chen family to stand up for her.
Brother Shao didn't say anything, so she guessed that he had come back hungry, so she quickly uncovered the lid of the pot and took a thick bowl to fill a bowl of green soup.
Seeing the wooden table steaming hot, Guo Shao said awkwardly: This is not good... By the way, in the room where I live in the backyard of the blacksmith shop, there is a can of money under the box, but it is not enough.
Yulian said: They just asked you to pay money, but didn’t hit you?
Guo Shao shook his head and finally couldn't help but starve. He picked it up and took a sip. He suddenly felt that the taste was very bad, as if there were crusts such as bran... In this era, some people were good to eat, but Yulian usually ate this?
He quietly took his eyes and looked at her again. He really couldn't see that such a fair woman lived by eating braised vegetables.
Yulian's forehead is smooth and round, with an oval face, which is very appropriately matched with a pair of black and white almond eyes. It is naturally beautiful, and her eyebrows are not charming, but she looks more intimate.
But the dress on her body was really worn, revealing her white face and neck, which made people think of the glutinous rice dumplings that had been peeled a little.
Guo Shao took a big sip and made a muddy meal. He had no appetite, so he ate slowly, saying: Commander Wang thinks that I have anything to do with Zhang Yongde, the commander in front of the palace. He wanted to sell his favors. But yesterday Yang Biao was demoted to others for gambling and beating others three levels. If Commander Wang gave me a side, he would be rewarded and punished injustice and could not convince the public.Therefore, the order was to lower me from the head to the ten generals and be responsible for compensation... But Yang Biao was in a bad mood. He was only down to the ten generals yesterday, and today he was demoted to the deputy general again because I became the ten generals of the fourth team.
The military positions of the Five Dynasties were relatively chaotic, but Yulian had grown up in Li Shouzhen's mansion and later met Guo Shao in Tokyo. She knew a lot of these things in her conversations, and she understood the military positions below the commander's commander's commander's commander's commander's position.
The military commander or the head is equivalent to the centurion, the ten generals are the captains, and the deputy generals are the deputy captains... Most of the people who join the army simply want to be promoted and make money. Although Guo Shao did not kill anyone to pay his life, the chief of the hundred people was demoted to the captain all at once, and the losses were also huge.
When Yulian heard this, she said: I still don’t want the store land deed.
Guo Shao seemed a little misunderstood and nodded: Now I have no choice but to count the shop as compensation for your family, and the can of money can be counted.
Yulian shook her head and quietly looked at him: You still keep the shop, I don’t want it anymore.I will submit the deposit receipt for you, just as I have already compensated.
Guo Shao frowned and said: I will go back to the military camp tomorrow morning. What are your plans for the future?I compensate you for that blacksmith shop, and with the help of Old Man Huang, I can barely make a living after the operation, so don’t refuse...
I won’t bother Guo Lang anymore.Yulian's tone suddenly felt a little cold. A woman's face changed faster than a sky.
Guo Shao's words were blocked in his throat and he fell silent.
He thought about it and found that he had always had a good impression of Yulian, a beautiful but pity-oriented woman, and he was very diligent, and anyone liked it; but he couldn't ask her to do anything just because she was a little better to her and helped her in times of difficulty.
He stood up and was about to say goodbye, but with the light of the firewood in the stove, he suddenly saw Yulian's eyes shining with watery sparkles, filled with tears.
The flames in the stove were swaying, and the orange light alternated with darkness on her face, as if it shone through her wandering heart.
You... Guo Shao doesn't know how to ask questions.
Yulian pursed her red lips, looking at her silence, and her beautiful and clean face was particularly strange in the dilapidated and dirt-covered house, with a huge contrast.
This kitchen is full of old smell, and everything is very old because the existence of Yulian is inconsistent.
The water droplets in her eyes finally slid down from her cheeks, and she also showed a smile: When you go back, we will not be like those adulterers and adulterers, and I am not a vicious woman who commits and kills her husband.I remember that Brother Shao’er is good to me.