Chapter 7 Mom’s Story

After returning to school, I always keep replaying the scenes of that night in my mind, and my dick is always pressed against the desk during class.

For me, an 18-year-old boy who was first trying the forbidden fruit, it was like opening the door to a new world, especially when the partner of my first sex was my beloved mother.

On the first night back to school, he dreamed of that night again. After ejaculation, his mother turned around and saw his face. Xiao Ning...

I woke up in an instant, covered in sweat, my underwear was wet, and I had nocturnal emission.

After taking off my underwear, I could no longer fall asleep after just wiping it. A strong sense of guilt came to my heart, but the scene of that night always appeared in my mind uncontrollably.

In many days after that, I dreamed of my mother every night, and had sex with her mother in various situations. I gradually realized that my mentality was wrong. The beautiful little girls in the school also lost their charm and always thought about her mother in their minds.

Even though I know this is wrong, I still can't help it.

At that time, I was in the county town in high school and went home once a month. During the first break, I didn’t go home. I just used the school phone number to say to my mother and went to my classmate’s house and hung up the phone directly.

When I was off for the second month, I still escaped. It was almost two months since I grew up. It was the first time I hadn't seen my mother for two months. I missed her very much, but I still didn't know how to face it. Coupled with the twisted desires in my heart, I made me even more conflicted.

During the third break, I walked out of the school gate and saw my mother looking at the gate. Looking at her much haggard face, my heart broke at that time and I felt like a bitch.

My mother also saw me and ran over in surprise, holding my hand, with only deep thoughts in her eyes, let's go home.

My mother didn't say anything along the way, her expression was very calm, but she just held my hand and didn't let go.

I returned home in silence, and my mother was working in the kitchen. Today, I went to buy a pound of meat and made your favorite braised pork for you today.

Looking at my mother's busy figure, the unclean thoughts in my mind did not appear at all, and my heart was warm and wet.

I am extremely greedy for the long-lost warmth of mother and son, and I hope in my heart how good it would be that nothing would happen.

During the meal, my mother kept holding the meat into my bowl. I ate it in big mouthfuls, and soon big tears fell into the bowl.

I didn't dare to look at my mother, so I lowered my head and returned to the room, drilled my head under the pillow, and tears quickly wet the sheets.

My mother's hard work over the years appeared in my mind, and the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes and the white hair that had appeared on her head, and she fell asleep in a drowsy way.

When I woke up again, it was already late at night, my cock was straight, and I shamefully dreamed of having sex with my mother. Seeing that I was covered with a thin quilt, I slapped myself hard, and the scorching pain on my face made me very upset.

I don’t know if the slap was a little loud, but I heard the lights on in the next room and quickly lay down and pretended to be asleep.

The footsteps were getting closer and closer to my heartbeat, and then a creaking sound of the door opened.

My mother sat on the head of my bed and gently wiped off the booze from the corners of my eyes.

After a long time I heard a long sigh.

Ningning, do you think your mother is so dirty?

I continued to pretend to go to bed, and my mother in my ear told it in a casual manner, telling it like countless bedtime stories when I was a child.

There was no first time when mom married your dad.Mom told you how poor my family is, and your grandfather didn’t pay me the tuition, but I knew that I could only escape from that home by taking the college entrance exam.

My mother never passed the second place when she was in school. She used the homework books thrown away by others and picked up other people's refills and pencil tips. Your grandfather didn't let me study. Every time I got it from school, I would grind tofu. After finishing it, it was midnight before I could study quietly.

All of this is nothing, but I can't afford to pay the tuition. I used to cheat you that your grandma was stealing money to pay the tuition for me... If your grandma was so good, could I still not go back and take a look at her for more than 20 years?

She didn't dare to Ah, and I begged her to steal her, she didn't dare to Ah, she was the kind of stupid woman who was beaten by your grandfather for the rest of her life and never dared to resist.

She didn't dare to steal, so I could only steal it. At that time, the tuition fee was only a few dozen yuan. My first time I stole it, my grandfather discovered it. My legs were almost interrupted. I couldn't get out of bed for several days.

The more I did this, the more I wanted to go to school, and the more I wanted to escape from that home. My mother was very beautiful when she was in junior high school. At that time, I knew how I earned my tuition...

My mother gave it to my class teacher for the first time. He is a very good person and has helped me a lot. I can only repay him, and I don’t regret it.I took the initiative, and after finishing, I calmly told him to pay the tuition for me.

This is how my mother finished high school. There were classmates and teachers. Many of them knew about it. They all said that I was both sexy and mean... Don’t I know?I have no choice, and I don’t feel dirty. I only have my own body to earn tuition. I don’t want to be like your grandmother for the rest of my life. I want to take the college entrance exam...

My mother's words were already choked, and I felt uncomfortable. A thin little girl showed in her mind to give her body again and again to study.

Later, when I took the college entrance examination, the admission letter never came. I was sure I could pass the exam... Later I learned that the principal's ignorant son went to college.My head teacher told me that my name was rejected and asked my family to take me to the city to file a lawsuit.

I knelt down and begged him to help me, and I would be his lover in the future. He said that he would still be a teacher in school and could not afford to offend the principal.

Your grandfather, Ah, wished that I couldn't get into college, so he stayed in the village and found someone to marry. He gave him his lifelong efforts, so how could he help me?

My name is Tiantian Bingying. I have never left the town in my life. How can I know how to get to Hailar District... The northeast is different from here. There are mountains and forests there, and there are no villages for dozens of miles. There are blind bears in the forest... I can't get out of the town at all.

At that time, I wanted to die. It was your father who secretly gave me food during my hunger strike... I was very unpromising and wanted to die on a hunger strike, but every time I got to eat, I couldn't help it... People who were afraid of hunger strikes when I was a child could not die on a hunger strike.

I came here with your dad, thinking about everything starting over... But when I came here, I realized that I was too naive. Your dad was too poor. That's all. He was still watching me and didn't let me learn sewing. He didn't let me learn sewing when I came to ask me to be a teacher at school, and he locked me up at home...

Mom was unwilling to accept her, so she left the tiger's den and entered the wolf's den. Mom couldn't escape even if she wanted to, so the whole village helped to watch.Later, my mother had to betray her body again, but there was no good thing in the village. I said I could help me before playing with it, but I turned on my pants and refused to admit it. When I saw your dad, I was so scared that I didn't dare to let go.

If you hadn't been with you later, Mom wouldn't want to live anymore... Mom has lived on you for more than ten years. If you ignored Mom, Mom might as well die...

Before I knew it, my face was covered with tears, and my voice was hoarse: What's wrong with you still messing around?

I was not surprised at all. I didn’t fall asleep. The sobs became even heavier. It was because I was a fool... Woo, I did that too early... I didn’t think anything was there when I was young, but I thought I was as old as I was... Mom couldn’t bear it. Your dad didn’t do it a few years ago. Do you think I was a waste too...

Mom has no shame to ask you for forgiveness. You can do well in the future, get into college, find another wife, don’t look for a mother like this...

I heard something wrong, and in the dark I realized something was in my hand and pierced my chest fiercely...