Chapter 15 Mask

Dreaming.A strange dream.

She saw her childhood self stumbling and stumbled to catch a grasshopper in the park and ran excitedly to her young mother.

Ms. Nangulan was very careful of her elegance and demeanor at that time, frowned and patted her muddy hands away, scolding her not to touch these strange and disgusting insects again.

She saw that she secretly bought the roadside baked rice cakes and chicken skewers to eat. She forgot to wipe the corners of her mouth and was discovered by Nan Gulan. She said that she would throw her away next time she would do bad things secretly and carry her on her back.

At that time, because of the rules set by Nangulan, she could only watch her classmates chasing and running around the campus regardless of gender, regardless of gender.

She saw that she was obsessed with guitar in junior high school and wanted to learn it, but was rejected by Nan Gulan without any mercy and ordered her to continue taking piano lessons until she got the Level 10 certificate.

Do you want to be a good boy, or a bad boy that no one wants?

She wants to be a good boy.

So she gave up her lively and extroverted nature and pushed herself into the good daughter mold that Nangulan created for her.

She only eats half full, and she always sits straight. She usually only reads books and practices the piano, and her grades are among the best, so that Nan Gulan can always be glorious at the parent-teacher meeting.

But she didn't seem to be well-behaved enough.

Uncle Yu, Uncle Li, Uncle Zhang, Uncle Zhao...Nan Gulan's love partner obviously touched her head with a smile every time she saw her, she praised her for being good and cute, but in the end she left Nangulan because of this.

She heard an uncle say to Nangulan: Gulan, I still can't accept raising other people's children...

Nanguran cannot leave her behind.Abandonment is a crime.

So she would occasionally hit Nanying after getting drunk.

She said: It must be because you are not well-behaved enough that you are disliked by others.

I will apologize later and praise her sensibility and well-behavedness.

As she grew older, after being exposed to erotic materials during her adolescence, she became accustomed to venting all her desires and secret desires on the undercurrents and hidden desires, and finally formed such a deformed personality.

She knew that Nangulan was not a good mother and occasionally envied other people's families.

But the occasional care that Nangulan reveals still makes her long for her.

Even if she knew that she wanted to make herself a beautiful product and send it out as soon as possible, she would be happy.

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Nan Ying was woken up by the cicadas.

As summer came, she slept in the attic again. When the air conditioner turned on, there was a sultry heat that could not be dissipated, causing her to sweat.

Thinking back to the dream just now, a trace of inexplicable anxiety arose in her heart.

This uneasiness became more obvious when you went downstairs.

Qi Feifei actually sat at the dining table and ate breakfast leisurely.

You know, it's summer vacation now, and she won't get up until ten o'clock a few days ago.

Oh, you get up.She even greeted Nanying with a happy expression. It was such a good weather today, right?

Nanying looked at the garden outside the floor-to-ceiling window.

The sun is bright and the sky is clear, it is indeed a good weather.

She walked to the dining table and looked down at her: What do you want to say?

I don't know what this person sells in the gourd.

Oh, you don't know yet.Qi Feifei pretended to be surprised and covered her mouth, and then she kept it a little bit behind her before announcing that this bolt from the blue, Aunt Nan... is pregnant.

Pregnant?South Quran?

Nan Ying was carrying a light on her back, and her expression couldn't tell her happiness and anger: I thought you would be even more unhappy than me.

I was very unhappy at first, but I went to make trouble with my father yesterday.Finally, guess what, he and I took a step back, and I accepted Aunt Nan as my mother... After all, she is still pregnant with my younger brother or sister; as for you... get out, leave, me, home.Qi Feifei stood up and approached her, whispering resentfully, "I'm very proud to be with Ye Beishu, right?"

Nan Ying admitted that she underestimated the malice that adolescent girls can have.

They are probably discussing this in the study room now. Why don’t you go and have a look?

Nan Ying glanced at her deeply and turned to the stairs.

When he knocked on the door and entered the study, Qi Zheng was sitting on the sofa by the window and flipping through a financial magazine. Nan Gulan leaned on his shoulder and bathed in the sun, a picture of the quiet years.

Nan Ying was too lazy to talk nonsense to them and went straight to the topic: I'm going to move out, right?

Qi Zheng was surprised, and then knew: Did Feifei tell you?Alas, my uncle doesn’t think about it either, but Feifei’s child has been willful since he was a child and always cried and made a fuss about this matter. Your mother is now at a time to worry less... Don’t worry, uncle has already taken a look at a house in the city for you, and will be transferred directly to you when you become an adult.It is close to the school, so it is very convenient for you to go to school.His tone was gentle, but he revealed the strength that could not be refused.

She looked at the woman on the sofa who should be called her mother: Mom, do you think so too?

Nangulan was embarrassed.

Yingying, mom knows that you are the most obedient...

Be good?

Then why did you give up on me?

Just because of the unformed meat in your belly?

Is it more well-behaved than me?

Nan Ying wanted to hold her shoulder and roar at the top of her lungs, but she clenched her nails in her palms for a long time, and finally she only pulled out a smile on the surface.

Can.But I want to move back to my previous house.

She had only such a place that could barely be called home.

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Nan Ying, who was returning to the room, was packing her things, and the screen of her phone lit up.

It was a message from Ye Beishu, asking her if she was free the day after tomorrow.

Nan Ying knew that he was going to celebrate his birthday.

It's Ah, the day after tomorrow it's her birthday.

Eighteen years old symbolizes the birthday of adulthood.

Do you still remember Nangulan?

She put down the debris at hand, picked up her phone, lowered her eyes, and quickly tapped her slender fingers on the screen.

I've been kicked out

After hesitating for a while, she deleted this sentence again.

Of course there is

When do you want to come here?

How about the afternoon?I want to sleep a little longer during summer vacation

good.

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She looked up the chat records of the two again. The frequency was not high, after all, the two still had a lot of communication in reality.

But occasionally I will take photos and share with the other party when I see something new, and I will complain about school or family affairs several times, but in the end I have never stopped for a day.

They are completely a passionate couple.

She seems to be a little addicted to such games.

I have to admit that she has a very good vision. If love is on a scoring system, she is willing to give Ye Beishu a full score.

She is rich but not domineering, has a good appearance but is not flirting with women. She is willing to listen carefully to her and try to make her happy. She will even put her into her future and consider the major and school that the two are suitable for in the future.

But what he cherished was the false Nan Ying she deliberately showed.

The real Nan Ying is hidden behind many masks.

If he walked forward and peeled off the layers of disguise, he would find a girl trapped in a strange mold, dark, sensitive, inferior, cold, and a huge hole was still cracked in her heart, waiting for something to fill it.

The hole that cannot be filled no matter how much it is, it is love and desire.

Nan Ying covered her hand on her chest and gasped like suffocation, unable to calm down for a long time.

What happened to her again, her lips curled slightly, and a distorted smile appeared.

She never forgot that she was a hunter chasing her prey.

Now it's time to close the net.