Chapter 29 Qin An, is my heart beating fast?

The pale moon hangs in the east, and the background of the sky has a dismal color. Qin An's eyes can no longer see the afterglow of the sunset falling from afar, only An Luo's tears.

If the man who makes women cry is not a good man, then Qin An is definitely not a good man.

Qin An will never agree with such standards now. Whether a good man is good depends on whether the tears shed by a woman are worth it.

I don’t want you to do anything, you don’t have to do anything, wait carefully, wait for me to chase you, and deliver the happiness you want to your palms. That’s fine, is that okay?Qin An stretched out his hand and gently wiped her tears.

What is the happiness I want?Anluo looked at him in confusion. Did he know?

I know that I can give the happiness you want.How could Qin An not know? Just like her understanding of him, even though he could not grasp her current thoughts, he knew very well what she would be obsessed with.

You can give the happiness I want, but are you willing to give it up?An Luo wiped the wet corners of his eyes clean, and his little face was stubborn and persistent, and the happiness I wanted was just a family of three, and there was nothing more important.I will clean up all previous obstacles.

After An Luo finished speaking, she turned her head and left. Her figure was weak and gradually disappeared into the gradually rising night. For such a small person, what she hid in her heart was a persistence that made too many people uneasy and powerless.

Qin An sighed a long sigh. He and she were all extremes. In Qin An's opinion, she valued love too much. All her thoughts and happiness were placed on one emotion, so that she ignored other emotions that should be valued.

In her opinion, he was indifferent. He put the most important relationship behind his mind, but he was there to manage too many feelings that she was cold-eyed and indifferent.

The first slightly aggressive temptation and attempt failed completely, and it was useless.

Qin An just wanted to calm her down, but it was obvious that it was impossible. She couldn't calm down. She couldn't watch him do his thing, but put what she wanted in the end.

Qin An sat in the back seat of the bicycle and watched An Luo leave from a distance.

After a while, Sun Pao and Qin Xiaotian came over rumblingly and turned around strangely.

You won't send her back?Qin Xiaotian felt that Qin An was too ungraceful. While slapped the yellow dust on his body, he blamed Qin An for not being able to reach his military service.

Many times, girls turn around and leave, just wanting to be alone and quiet, not to ask you to chase and comfort her, especially when she knows that the conflict between you and her is not likely to ease at the moment.

That's right?That's right, sometimes Li Yu gets angry. For the sake of her being a girl, we both barely give her face, but she took a stick and continued to beat her.Sun Pao said with understanding.

Li Yu is so powerful?Although I knew when I was in junior high school, I knew that the only girl Sun Pao dared not provoke in the class was Li Yu, but during several contacts with Li Yu, Li Yu looked weak and quiet. Even though I knew that it was impossible for her to show most of the time, Qin An still couldn't help but have some changes in her impression of her.

She is just as good as us.Qin Xiaotian smiled and was a little proud, as if he was quite happy to be chased away. The man's bad bones and bad nature were well interpreted in Qin Xiaotian.

Qin An and the two of them walked along the bluestone road and saw the newly built building of Li Yu's family from afar.

It turns out that the dirt house that was rare in the entire village of Li Yu’s family has been demolished. The newly built building on the original site has three floors, which is also rare in the local area. Most people’s houses have two floors. Compared with the surrounding bungalows and two-story buildings, Li Yu’s house is particularly conspicuous.

Even if ordinary people know that they can make money in the campus store in the school, they probably can't guess how much money they can make. The campus store of Fengyu County No. 2 Middle School contracted Sun Pao, Qin Xiaotian and Li Yu, but in fact, the Li Yu family is actually responsible for the management of Li Yu's family. The income is not the same as the iron shed shop that sold a few packs of cigarettes and bottles of mineral water a day.

Now the newly built building in Li Yu's house still owes some money, but repaying the loan is not very difficult. If you guard the campus shop, you will be a golden hen that will keep eggs... At least for many villagers in Qingshan Town, this is indeed the case.

Qin An and the other two walked over. Li Yu's mother looked at him from a distance, then quickly dropped her clothes, wiped her hands and greeted her, shouting to the back of the house: Li Yu, Xiaotian and the others are here.

Li Yu's mother's attitude is very intimate, can she not know?

Li Yu is an ordinary girl who has not had any relatives with any leader in school. Why is she responsible for the contracting of the campus store?

Isn’t it because she and Qin Xiaotian, Sun Pao has a good relationship?

As for the daughter getting involved with these two boys, she caused a lot of gossip. Li Yu's mother didn't care and was afraid of being poor.

What's more, my daughter didn't really do anything embarrassing. Li Yu's mother just closed her eyes and acted as someone else's words were purely jealous.

How can you not be jealous?It is human nature to see people who are poor and shameful, especially those who are poorer than themselves become richer than themselves.

Of course, Li Yuma also saw Qin An. This slender boy with a smile on his face gave her a different feeling from Sun Pao and Qin Xiaotian. There was something that made Li Yuma feel ashamed. She could treat Sun Pao and Qin Xiaotian as children and be close to being intimate as an elder, but she couldn't do that to Qin An. She couldn't show her attitude towards the elder.

It's so late, why are you here? You're not staying at home, you're blind all day long... Li Yu walked out from behind the house, with some grass and leaf crumbs on his hands. He raised his head and saw Qin An smiling slightly at her, and couldn't help but feel flushed in his cheeks. I...I'll go wash my hands.

Preparing pig food Ah?Qin An took a look and saw that Li Yu's hands were pretty. The girls who grew up in a poor family and did farm work always had a pair of hands that embodies the traditional beauty of Chinese women.

Li Yu nodded quickly. She did not have as many opinions and attitudes as Qin An. She just felt that her hands were dirty and not decent in front of Qin An. She quickly washed her hands and stood there with some restraint.

My mother said that during the Chinese New Year, your family gave you a lot of bacon. I have eaten it and it was very delicious. I didn’t expect that you would feed it to you.Qin An said to Li Yuma again: Thank you, the bacon made from the pigs raised and killed by her home is hard to eat.

If you like it, make more in the future and send it to you. The pigs will be eaten clean. They are all cooked by Li Yu carrying grass and vegetables grown in his own fields. Unlike the pig feed used by others, the meat is not good.Li Yu's mother hurriedly said, "She actually didn't understand why the meat fed was not good, but because pig feed was quite expensive and it didn't cost money to cut grass."

Then I will be blessed... But Li Yu, don't spend too much time feeding pigs, otherwise Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao would blame me.Qin An said with a smile.

Li Yu's cheeks turned red, and he looked at Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao, feeling sad and didn't know how to deal with Qin An's plain jokes.

Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao were a little embarrassed. The two teenagers were no longer so ignorant. Understanding Qin An’s meaning, he realized that both of them like Li Yu.

Li Yu's mother was a little regretful, could she not see it?

His daughter is very popular, but unfortunately, the eldest son of the Qin family in front of him doesn't like Ah. Qin An has too many halos. Although he usually feels that Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao are good... Needless to say, Sun Pao's father is also a big contractor. He can't compare with Qin Xiangshan and Qinhuai, but the Li Yu family must not be able to catch up with him. He can only be high-level... But Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao are too inconspicuous when compared with Qin An.

After sitting at Li Yu's house for a while, Qin An and Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao left.

Qin An finally held back and didn't care about Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao. He believed what An Shui said, and they wanted to have confidence. Maybe this was a turning point in their growth, maybe this was a test of their friendship. Only when the relationship between young people was hurt can they understand feelings better.

Unfortunately, Li Yu still maintained an approach to Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao as always. As for friendship, it was only limited to friendship, and it was far from being a matter of not being full of love... Li Yu had that kind of favorable partner in his heart, neither Qin Xiaotian nor Sun Pao.

Let's not appear in the future. Qin An rode his bicycle with Qin Xiaotian, and Sun Pao rushed all the way. He didn't carry people, so he was not afraid of them.

The night had completely fallen, and there were street lights on both sides of the street, but there were few people walking. No matter how fast Qin An rode, he was behind the ATV. Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao suddenly turned up the steps and took the shortcut. That kind of stairs was easy for the ATV, but Qin An had to stop and carry his bicycle over.

Qin An was too lazy to continue such an unfair game with them. His speed slowed down, but he looked at the street light from a distance. A girl in a white skirt stood alone under the street light, and opened her eyes wide and looked at this side.

There was a look of expectation and inexplicable palpitations in her eyes. It was the girl's simple and pure relationship, and she was hurt by being involved.

Sister Xinlan.Qin An stopped and I'll take you home.

Li Xinlan lowered her head, her small nose twitched twice, and the cute shallow freckles wrinkled.

Qin An got off the bicycle, took off his shirt and wiped the back seat of the bicycle. OK, it's clean, and it won't stain your skirt.

Li Xinlan watched him wipe the originally clean white shirt into dust and put it on his body again, showing a slight smile and a little shy.

Li Xinlan sat on it, and Qin An rode his bicycle.

The night wind started, and Li Xinlan's long hair was fluttering. The girl sitting on the back of the bicycle naturally hugged his waist after a bump.

Smelling the slight smell of sweat mixed with his body, Li Xinlan's cheeks were red and hot.

When he came to the mail room, Qin An moved to the old house, but Li Xinlan's family still lived here. At this time, there were still many people enjoying the cool air in the yard. Seeing Qin An sending Li Xinlan back, they all greeted Qin An enthusiastically.

They are all old acquaintances. When they saw him growing up, they felt a little unfamiliar, and Qin An's smile also had a bit of politeness.

My parents are not at home.Qin An sent Li Xinlan to the door of his house, and Li Xinlan lowered her head and said.

I haven't talked to Sister Xinlan for a long time.A girl like Li Xinlan mustered up the courage to say such words. She probably never thought about how embarrassing it would be if she was rejected. She had only expectations in her heart.

Li Xinlan then took out the key and opened the door.

Li Xinlan’s home has not changed much, it is still as simple and simple.

Have you met Chen Tiantian?She went to school in the city.In Li Xinlan's room, Qin An sat at the desk. Li Xinlan poured a cup of tea for Qin An as if he were a guest.

In Li Xinlan's room, there was still the pure, clean and elegant fragrance, blue and white plaid sheets, neatly folded white quilts, and a small single bed.

When I met, she came to our school to fight and ran into me. Later, she often met. She was at No. 3 Middle School and I was at No. 1 Middle School.Qin An stood up with a teacup and talked to Li Xinlan without any mouth. He didn't want to provoke anything, he just wanted to talk to her simply.

She is still like that?Did she cause trouble for you?Li Xinlan sat on the edge of the bed, facing Qin An, looking at him with great concern. In her opinion, a girl like Chen Tiantian was a very terrible existence.

No, but I caused her a lot of trouble.Don't worry, I won't suffer any losses.Qin An smiled, not expecting that the topic of himself and Li Xinlan would start on Chen Tiantian. Otherwise, I was afraid that he and she would not know what to say. After all, he and Li Xinlan did not meet often and did not contact each other often. Just like all acquaintances who have not been close for a long time, some topics are needed to relieve the strangeness when they first met.

That's good.Li Xinlan felt relieved.

The room suddenly became quiet, as if there was nothing to say between the two of them.

Qin'an, you are getting better and better.After a while of silence, Li Xinlan raised her head, supported her elbows and looked at Qin An with her chin.

My dad also said that you will be in the third year of high school next semester. In the liberal arts experimental class, you are also the top student who is focused on training.Qin An was not humble.

Then can I get into the university you want to go to?Li Xinlan asked with a blink of an eye.

I haven't thought about which university to take, but I probably won't take the universities that students with my grades often apply for.I can't say whether we can go to the same university, but we can definitely take the college entrance examination in the same class.Qin An said with a smile.

Are you saying that I can’t get into college, so I have to repeat the school?Li Xinlan was very sad.

No, I will take the college entrance examination in my second year of high school. Sister Xinlan, you can't be worse than me.It would be better to let Li Xinlan work harder and get into a better university. Qin An remembers that Li Xinlan's college entrance examination scores were not outstanding, and she was far from becoming a top student in the liberal arts experimental class now.

I'm definitely worse than you.Facing Qin An, Li Xinlan had no confidence, but Qin An said that he would not take the exam for a university with his grade level.

That's good. Li Xinlan didn't dare to think about Tsinghua and Peking University, but people like Qin An seemed to be going to such a university. Li Xinlan still had never thought about studying abroad. The one that was far away in her heart could be regarded as something that doesn't exist.

Just do your best. It doesn’t make any sense to compare who is better or worse. The key is that you are satisfied.Qin An took a sip of tea and found that the cup had a unique atmosphere, like all things that girls often use, with their unique and moving atmosphere.

The cup is the one I use. I think if you like someone, you can share a cup with him to drink water.Li Xinlan suddenly seemed to have a hard time and said, her little face flushed red.

Li Xinlan once said that she likes Qin An, and Qin An knew that he was holding this cup, second.But I can't drink the tea anymore.

But I feel that I shouldn’t like you anymore because you have a girl you like.I don't know if I like you or don't like you anymore.Li Xinlan said uncomfortable, her soft eyebrows frowned in the middle of her eyebrows, making her look very upset.

She is just a simple girl, so simple that her thoughts are a little bit more clenched, she can't untie it by herself.

Qin An did not deny that he had a girl he liked. Li Xinlan looked at An Luo sitting in the back seat of the bicycle. She kept waiting there, waiting for Qin An to ride over again.

Qin An, do you think I still like you?Li Xinlan didn't know, so she asked Qin An because in her opinion, Qin An knew everything. Since Qin An drove Tu Gang away from her, she began to trust him.

Qin An shook his head and said quickly: I don’t know that liking someone is a very complicated thing and it is difficult to explain clearly, just like you don’t know it yourself, and others have no way to be convenient.

Li Xinlan's eyes were a little confused, and then she shook her head. It's very simple to like someone, and you will know when you feel your heartbeat.

Qin An's heartbeat was a little bit fierce, and he remembered the moment he had with this girl.

Can I touch your chest?Li Xinlan looked at Qin An expectantly, with a blush on her cheeks, thin, but a soft and simple feeling.

Qin An nodded and straightened his chest.

You unbutton your clothes.Can't be separated from clothes.Then I won't know.Li Xinlan raised her hand and seemed to insist stubbornly. It was an attitude that would have to be like this or not.

Qin An looked at the door of the room and just a subconscious action. He wanted to escape. He really didn't know how to deal with such a girl. Li Xinlan could only coax and care for her. He couldn't bear such a girl... He could not refuse as dull and without any scruples as he was to Aimu.

He still untied his clothes and exposed his chest.

The blush on Li Xinlan's little face condensed beside the dimples, but her expression was still so persistent, as if she was doing something important and extraordinary, putting her hand on Qin An's chest.

Qin An, do you still like Li Xinlan?Li Xinlan opened the bangs in front of her forehead, breathed slightly faster, and asked him with a gentle breath.

Are you sure she likes it or not?

Why did it turn out to ask him? Qin An felt her slightly cool and tender palm pressing against her chest. The man's equally sensitive little dot was pressing against her skin. A strange feeling came, his heart beat a little faster. Looking at the three-point confusion in her eyes and seven-point expectation, he couldn't open it.

I hesitated for a moment, I like you, and I have always liked Sister Xinlan as before.

Li Xinlan was ashamed and happy as she looked at Qin An quietly, and withdrew her little hand. She felt that when he said that, his heartbeat was a little faster and stronger than before.

Qin An didn't know how she could make a judgment accurately. Her heartbeat was a feeling, and she could feel it even if she didn't pass the instrument.

Whether it is a woman or a girl, it is always an incredible and magical existence.

However, Qin An was really not satisfied with Li Xinlan's theory. If this man hadn't reacted at all, it would probably be abnormal.

Qin An remembered that last time, Li Xinlan had his ears touched his heartbeat last time, but this time he changed his method.

You come and touch me.Li Xinlan lowered her head and unbuttoned her top one by one.

Qin An was startled and stood up quickly. Sister Xinlan, you can touch your own, and you can feel it.

What you touched, the first time you touched, the second time, and the second time, there was nothing.Li Xinlan felt that there was not much difference.

Qin An felt a little powerless. How could he explain it to her clearly? Not that there is nothing?

Qin An hesitated for a moment, but Li Xinzhai had already unbuttoned his shirt, grabbed Qin An's hand, and stuffed it under the little vest that could not be wrapped.

A plump and soft ball of powder with delicate and delicate texture filled Qin An's big palm.

It was much bigger than the last time Qin An touched it, full, as if he would tremble with a slight touch, and the rippling curves would appear.

Li Xinlan's cheeks and neck were burning red, and the pink dizzy spread out and reached her chest.

Qin An, is my heart beating very fast?Li Xinlan grabbed his hand and refused to let him leave.

Qin An shook his head, I don’t know.

He had no way to answer because he could not feel that women were different from men. The fat in that place was too thick, and it was difficult to feel the speed of his heartbeat after the nerve touch on his palm was attracted by other feelings.

Didn’t you know before?Li Xinlan's voice was a little bigger than that of a mosquito, and he could hear it just now. He could clearly feel his body getting hot, and there was a feeling of feeling in his chest, which made her have no strength except holding his hand.

Last time you asked me to listen to your heartbeat.Qin An said, he would rather listen to it like the last time.

oh.Li Xinlan looked gloomy, let go of Qin An's hand, and reached out to hold the girl's warm plumpness. I got it, it turns out that I like you... I don't need to touch you, I already know it myself, because as long as I say I like you, whenever I think about like you, my heart beats very quickly... I asked you to touch it, but I like this... I like the feeling of letting you touch it, rather than needing to make you sure if I still like you.

Qin'an, what should I do?I often touch this place by myself. In the past, I just liked you to touch me here. You tell me that it was because I like you that I felt this way, but why now I like to touch Ah myself... I will touch you while thinking about you.Li Xinlan said in a very uncomfortable and bored manner. Obviously, for her, this behavior made her feel bad.

Don’t worry, this is a normal situation. Many girls will learn to please their bodies so much as they grow up.Qin An smiled, comforted her gently, and tied her up one by one.

Is this normal?But I often think about you and think about where to touch... I used to think that if you like to touch, you can touch it. I like to let you touch it because I think that is something you can do if I like it, it is different from now.In the past, she simply liked to let him touch, but now she liked to touch herself. Li Xinlan let him tie the buttons, but her hands were still tightly grasping the back of his hand. She was not a bold girl, and she was even shy than ordinary girls, but Qin An was different, because girls would have a door that would open for anyone in their hearts. She had sought such help from Qin An a long time ago, and it was still the case now.

It's still the same, no difference. You still like someone as before, but you know more and know two people you like each other can do things that are physically intimate... That's not something that requires feeling embarrassed or shame.Qin An can be sure that Li Xinlan just learned to read by herself quietly. Most girls cannot admit this kind of thing, but Li Xinlan admitted it just because she is too simple.

Then will you?Li Xinlan looked at Qin An's eyes, just like before, to see if he was telling the truth or the lies, and to see what made him feel at ease in his eyes, and to find the feeling of trustworthy and reliance when he sent him to school at that time.

I can.Qin An's face heated up. It turned out that it was not just a girl. It also took a lot of courage and some difficulty for men to admit this kind of thing in person.

Are you touching here too?Li Xinlan turned her head and was so embarrassed that she didn't dare to look at Qin An anymore. It turned out that it was just a problem for herself, but now it was a problem for two people. The feeling of shame faded, but the feeling of heartbeat became much stronger. She stretched out her finger and pointed to Qin An's chest quietly.

I'm here.Qin An didn't want to mislead her, let alone Li Xinlan didn't want him to imagine how he was touching his chest. It was so awkward and disgusting.

The hand was his pointing in the right position.

Li Xinlan looked down, took her fingers and plucked her hands back quickly, and then...when I was touching, I would think of you, what about you?

I think of you too.Qin An was getting more and more troubled, and this answer was really a pure lie.

Sister Xinlan, you can't continue to be so simple. Li Xinlan actually has no specific sexual awareness and clear understanding. What she said about thinking about him is at most just to recall the feeling he felt when he touched him and think of him, but can men be the same?

Especially for men who have a clear consciousness and understanding, there are all kinds of unbearable situations.

Li Xinlan was satisfied and finally breathed a sigh of relief. She untied her knot in her heart. Thank you, Qin An.

You're welcome.Qin An wiped his forehead and felt his hair wet.

Then... I'm going to take a shower... Li Xinlan only felt that her back was wet and her body was sweating a lot.

Then I'll go back first, goodbye.Qin An fled in panic.

Standing in the night wind, Qin An was blown by the wind and felt a chill on his back. A simple girl was too lethal for a man like him. The torture, psychological pressure and various emotions were no easier than resisting Xiaoyuer.