Ji Sui has never been a person who will easily doubt others.
The thing he learned during the years when Zhuangjia grew up is called gratitude
No matter how much kindness his late father has for Mr. Zhuang, he was indeed raised by the banker without a father or mother. He was grateful to everyone of the banker, especially Zhuang Yiqing, who has protected him and taken care of him since childhood.
Later, when he went to the army, he learned to be loyal and trusted with him and his comrades day and night, living and dying together. No matter how dangerous the situation was, they would unswervingly believe in their companions.
He was used to trust, used to treating everyone sincerely, and did not like to speculate on people's hearts, nor did he like to judge people with malicious intentions. But when Zhuang Ye told him what Zhuang Yiqing did to Tang Xi, his first reaction was no longer to believe Zhuang Yiqing.
Some things, even if he doesn't say them on weekdays, he felt in his heart that he knew that Zhuang Yiqing had changed, and he was no longer what he thought he had used to. His trust in her had gradually disintegrated.
But he didn't expect that when such a person he almost didn't trust told him about Zhao Yu, he actually believed it.
It was not until then that he realized that many problems had accumulated between him and Zhao Yu unknowingly.
But he has always chosen to trust her unconditionally and has been wishful thinking about the beauty of the surface.
Her pitifulness is fake, her tenderness is fake, her shyness, enthusiasm, sincerity in front of him, including the love she showed to him... Everything is fake
Every word she said, everything she did, every look she looked at him was carefully designed and showed it to him.
So, what else is there in her and in front of him that is real?
It took only more than half an hour to drive from Lan Xi to the hospital she mentioned.
In this short time, his thinking was unexpectedly clear, and he immediately showed every scene he had experienced with her for the first time in his mind.
He laughably wanted to find out the truth and try to give himself a convincing comfort, but he found that even though he knew that she was cheating on him, when he remembered the best memories in his life, he still didn't want to believe that those were all made of lies.
For the first time, he began to weave countless reasons in his heart. He told himself over and over again that it must be Zhuang Yiqing who was lying. She must have tried every means to deceive him and deal with Zhao Yu like she did when she dealt with Tang Xi, so as to achieve the goal of driving Zhao Yu away and continuing to control him in the palm of her hand.
Even after finding such excuses, he gradually believed it again. He forgot his previous suspicion, the panic and uneasiness that he had already been determined, and he began to make another expectation, hoping that Zhao Yu would be fake on the phone, and that it was actually a surprise, and even fantasizing that Zhao Yu would suddenly rush up and hug him, tell him that I would marry you, tell him that I really like you, really love you
But everything turned into a shadow in Ling Jianwei's question that was like a bolt from the blue.
Zhuang Ye... Xixi...
He never expected that the names of these two people would appear here. After shattering all his ridiculous fantasies, he also pulled his reason back again. While he was unwilling to think about it, he tried his best to piece together the truth of the whole thing in his mind.
Xixi, Zhao Yu... Tang Xi, Zhao Yu? Zhuang Ye, Zhuang Yiqing, Xu Chengyan...
The child who was forced to abort four years ago, Xu Chengyan's public remorse for his marriage, everything the dealer suddenly encountered now, including his and Zhuang Ye's trip to the United States that had nothing to do...
Brother Ji Sui saw his body shaking, Ling Jianwei subconsciously stepped forward to support him
Ji Sui tried hard to hold on to this body that seemed to be out of his control, stared at Ling Jianwei for a long time before speaking with difficulty: What is the relationship between Zhao Yu... and Tang Xi...?
There was already a vague answer in his heart, but he still couldn't even ask if Zhao Yu is Tang Xi
Ling Jianwei was a little confused about why he reacted so much, but now it was time to not hide anything, so he still answered truthfully: Zhao Yu, that's Tang Xi
The whole world seemed to suddenly become quiet, no sound could be heard in my ears, and my eyes could not see any picture clearly. Only the arm with only strength on my arm was tightly holding him tightly, pulling his shaking tall body with force.
I don't know how long it took before he suddenly shook Ling Jianwei's hand, turned around and staggered towards the ward
The call Ling Jianwei called him that day was probably intentionally lie to him, so the words at this moment were not trustworthy. He would not believe anyone's words anymore. He only believed in his eyes and ears. Unless he saw her with his own eyes, unless he heard her say she was lying to him, he would not believe a word.
But as soon as she opened the door, she was indeed sitting on the hospital bed, with a pale face and a calm expression. Even when she saw him come in, she did not show any surprise or surprise.
At this moment, he suddenly wanted to escape again
If you want to stay away from this place and stay away from all this, as long as you don’t listen to anything she says, can you think that everything has not happened?
Ji Sui Looking at his trembling body, Zhao Yu slowly spoke, sorry
He was obviously innocent, but she still dragged him into hell selfishly and let him sink with her
In one sentence, he ruthlessly poked his last barrier of self-deception. Ji Sui's legs became weak, and he held the cabinet beside him dejectedly, staring at her for a long time before speaking: Should I call you... Tang Xi... or... Zhao Yu?
Zhao Yu laughed in a low voice: It's up to you
Anyway, both of them were dead. Tang Xi died four years ago, and Zhao Yu, whom he knew, had completely disappeared from this world at the moment he knew the truth.
Ji Sui also smiled with her, his trembling lips moved up and down, but he didn't even know what to ask.
What else can I say?
From the beginning, everything was just a scam. He fell in love with a person who did not exist at all. Now that person has gone far away from him and will never come back. What's the point of pursuing these?
He turned around blankly, dragged his heavy steps back little by little, ignoring the four men who had already followed in, and just wanted to stay away from the Insurrection Hell that made him breathless
However, the phone rang at this moment. He didn't want to care or care, but another voice in his heart kept telling him that it must be Zhuang Ye, who was almost collapsed. Zhuang Ye, who had just been sent to find a psychologist, was sent to find a psychiatrist.
Zhuang Ye collapsed because of Tang Xi. Because Tang Xi suffered four years of torture, he, the brother, has been dating the woman Zhuang Ye has been thinking about, going to bed, and imagining the future. He even told Zhuang Ye that he should call that person's sister-in-law, and Zhuang Ye personally advised on their relationship issues, and looked forward to meeting his sister-in-law every day.
Zhao Yu Ji Sui suddenly turned around and stared at her sadly. How could you... be so cruel?
He cruelly built a beautiful dream for him, causing him to fall into her lies and traps wholeheartedly. In the end, she not only destroyed the beautiful love he thought he had, but also forced him to become the executioner who pushed Zhuang Ye into another abyss.
Zhao Yu chuckled softly and stopped talking. Instead, Xue Zi'ang looked at Ji Sui angrily: She is cruel? The people in your dealer are crueler than her! What are you going to do if she lost the three relatives and the uterus she lost?
The thing he learned during the years when Zhuangjia grew up is called gratitude
No matter how much kindness his late father has for Mr. Zhuang, he was indeed raised by the banker without a father or mother. He was grateful to everyone of the banker, especially Zhuang Yiqing, who has protected him and taken care of him since childhood.
Later, when he went to the army, he learned to be loyal and trusted with him and his comrades day and night, living and dying together. No matter how dangerous the situation was, they would unswervingly believe in their companions.
He was used to trust, used to treating everyone sincerely, and did not like to speculate on people's hearts, nor did he like to judge people with malicious intentions. But when Zhuang Ye told him what Zhuang Yiqing did to Tang Xi, his first reaction was no longer to believe Zhuang Yiqing.
Some things, even if he doesn't say them on weekdays, he felt in his heart that he knew that Zhuang Yiqing had changed, and he was no longer what he thought he had used to. His trust in her had gradually disintegrated.
But he didn't expect that when such a person he almost didn't trust told him about Zhao Yu, he actually believed it.
It was not until then that he realized that many problems had accumulated between him and Zhao Yu unknowingly.
But he has always chosen to trust her unconditionally and has been wishful thinking about the beauty of the surface.
Her pitifulness is fake, her tenderness is fake, her shyness, enthusiasm, sincerity in front of him, including the love she showed to him... Everything is fake
Every word she said, everything she did, every look she looked at him was carefully designed and showed it to him.
So, what else is there in her and in front of him that is real?
It took only more than half an hour to drive from Lan Xi to the hospital she mentioned.
In this short time, his thinking was unexpectedly clear, and he immediately showed every scene he had experienced with her for the first time in his mind.
He laughably wanted to find out the truth and try to give himself a convincing comfort, but he found that even though he knew that she was cheating on him, when he remembered the best memories in his life, he still didn't want to believe that those were all made of lies.
For the first time, he began to weave countless reasons in his heart. He told himself over and over again that it must be Zhuang Yiqing who was lying. She must have tried every means to deceive him and deal with Zhao Yu like she did when she dealt with Tang Xi, so as to achieve the goal of driving Zhao Yu away and continuing to control him in the palm of her hand.
Even after finding such excuses, he gradually believed it again. He forgot his previous suspicion, the panic and uneasiness that he had already been determined, and he began to make another expectation, hoping that Zhao Yu would be fake on the phone, and that it was actually a surprise, and even fantasizing that Zhao Yu would suddenly rush up and hug him, tell him that I would marry you, tell him that I really like you, really love you
But everything turned into a shadow in Ling Jianwei's question that was like a bolt from the blue.
Zhuang Ye... Xixi...
He never expected that the names of these two people would appear here. After shattering all his ridiculous fantasies, he also pulled his reason back again. While he was unwilling to think about it, he tried his best to piece together the truth of the whole thing in his mind.
Xixi, Zhao Yu... Tang Xi, Zhao Yu? Zhuang Ye, Zhuang Yiqing, Xu Chengyan...
The child who was forced to abort four years ago, Xu Chengyan's public remorse for his marriage, everything the dealer suddenly encountered now, including his and Zhuang Ye's trip to the United States that had nothing to do...
Brother Ji Sui saw his body shaking, Ling Jianwei subconsciously stepped forward to support him
Ji Sui tried hard to hold on to this body that seemed to be out of his control, stared at Ling Jianwei for a long time before speaking with difficulty: What is the relationship between Zhao Yu... and Tang Xi...?
There was already a vague answer in his heart, but he still couldn't even ask if Zhao Yu is Tang Xi
Ling Jianwei was a little confused about why he reacted so much, but now it was time to not hide anything, so he still answered truthfully: Zhao Yu, that's Tang Xi
The whole world seemed to suddenly become quiet, no sound could be heard in my ears, and my eyes could not see any picture clearly. Only the arm with only strength on my arm was tightly holding him tightly, pulling his shaking tall body with force.
I don't know how long it took before he suddenly shook Ling Jianwei's hand, turned around and staggered towards the ward
The call Ling Jianwei called him that day was probably intentionally lie to him, so the words at this moment were not trustworthy. He would not believe anyone's words anymore. He only believed in his eyes and ears. Unless he saw her with his own eyes, unless he heard her say she was lying to him, he would not believe a word.
But as soon as she opened the door, she was indeed sitting on the hospital bed, with a pale face and a calm expression. Even when she saw him come in, she did not show any surprise or surprise.
At this moment, he suddenly wanted to escape again
If you want to stay away from this place and stay away from all this, as long as you don’t listen to anything she says, can you think that everything has not happened?
Ji Sui Looking at his trembling body, Zhao Yu slowly spoke, sorry
He was obviously innocent, but she still dragged him into hell selfishly and let him sink with her
In one sentence, he ruthlessly poked his last barrier of self-deception. Ji Sui's legs became weak, and he held the cabinet beside him dejectedly, staring at her for a long time before speaking: Should I call you... Tang Xi... or... Zhao Yu?
Zhao Yu laughed in a low voice: It's up to you
Anyway, both of them were dead. Tang Xi died four years ago, and Zhao Yu, whom he knew, had completely disappeared from this world at the moment he knew the truth.
Ji Sui also smiled with her, his trembling lips moved up and down, but he didn't even know what to ask.
What else can I say?
From the beginning, everything was just a scam. He fell in love with a person who did not exist at all. Now that person has gone far away from him and will never come back. What's the point of pursuing these?
He turned around blankly, dragged his heavy steps back little by little, ignoring the four men who had already followed in, and just wanted to stay away from the Insurrection Hell that made him breathless
However, the phone rang at this moment. He didn't want to care or care, but another voice in his heart kept telling him that it must be Zhuang Ye, who was almost collapsed. Zhuang Ye, who had just been sent to find a psychologist, was sent to find a psychiatrist.
Zhuang Ye collapsed because of Tang Xi. Because Tang Xi suffered four years of torture, he, the brother, has been dating the woman Zhuang Ye has been thinking about, going to bed, and imagining the future. He even told Zhuang Ye that he should call that person's sister-in-law, and Zhuang Ye personally advised on their relationship issues, and looked forward to meeting his sister-in-law every day.
Zhao Yu Ji Sui suddenly turned around and stared at her sadly. How could you... be so cruel?
He cruelly built a beautiful dream for him, causing him to fall into her lies and traps wholeheartedly. In the end, she not only destroyed the beautiful love he thought he had, but also forced him to become the executioner who pushed Zhuang Ye into another abyss.
Zhao Yu chuckled softly and stopped talking. Instead, Xue Zi'ang looked at Ji Sui angrily: She is cruel? The people in your dealer are crueler than her! What are you going to do if she lost the three relatives and the uterus she lost?