The living room of the apartment, which was not spacious enough, was filled with a large scent of choking smoke. Ling Jian sniffed quietly and tried to suppress the discomfort in his throat.
He really hated this smell, but these were caused by Zhao Yu, so he could only try his best to adapt.
I can't count how many cigarettes she smoked. He only knew that the cigarette box in front of her, the only pack of cigarettes in her apartment, was empty
I'll buy him, he got up from the ground, picked up the phone from the sofa and walked out.
Forget it, I put out the last cigarette in my hand, Zhao Yu smiled mockingly, I said I wanted to quit smoking
Her eyes were already swollen, and her hair was also messy by the cold wind. She was sitting lazily on the ground against the sofa. Although she was not as embarrassed as she was crying downstairs just now, her whole state was still very bad.
Ling Jianwei sat back on the ground and said: Let's eat something first
He ordered takeaway for her, but she hadn't eaten yet
OK, she stood up on the sofa, walked slowly to the dining table, opened the sumptuous dinner in the insulation box, but after a few glances, she suddenly covered her mouth and ran into the bathroom, vomiting to the toilet.
Her appetite has been bad these days, and it is very common to have this reaction occasionally. Shang Lu has prepared a lot of medicines for her to regulate her stomach, but it seems that she doesn't have much effect.
Ling Jianwei rushed in and nervously patted her back: I'll take you to the hospital
Zhao Yu shook his head
This is caused by a mental state, and going to the hospital will not have any effect.
The stomach was empty and she didn't vomit anything. After a while, she sat back on the dining table and picked up a few light dishes to eat.
Ling Jianwei, you see, I'm just like this now. I can't even understand myself, let alone talk about the bullshit relationship with you...
She sneered and shrugged at him, "This is what I should be like in my life. I really don't have the heart to spend time with you. If you do this, you will not have any result."
I never expected any results
He looked at her steadily. At first, you were Zhuang Ye's girlfriend, I had to call you sister-in-law. Later, I finally ignited the hope of starting point, but I found that you were lying to me. You disappeared like that. After searching for so long, I finally saw you again. I knew that I was just a tool that I could use, and it was the most valuable one, but...
He also smiled self-deprecatingly, and I recognize the tools, and I recognize everything I do. I don’t want you to give me any results. I just want to take good care of you and accompany you now. You don’t have to feel burdened. I am willing, I just ask you... Don’t drive me away
How humble should one be able to make such a pride of heaven take the word "seeking" for granted?
Zhao Yu looked at him blankly, unable to curse, and tried to push it away but could not use force. In the end, he could only walk into the bathroom to wash and rinse.
Ling Jianwei continued to follow in, took the toothbrush from her hand, squeezed the toothpaste for her clumsy movements, and silently put hot water to help her twist a towel to wash her face.
Zhao Yu didn't say a word, and after washing up, he went straight into the bedroom and closed the door heavily.
Ling Jianwei returned to the living room and sat blankly for a while, preparing to make do with her on the sofa for one night. Not long after, he heard the sound of the bedroom door being opened.
Zhao Yu came out with one hand holding the quilt, threw it to him silently, and turned back without saying a word
Listening to her closing the door, Ling Jianwei suddenly laughed at her like this, as if she was angry and playing with a little guy.
The next morning, Ling Jianwei was woken up by the sound of the door opening.
He was sleeping in a daze, thinking that Zhao Yu was about to go out, so he hurriedly got up from the sofa. After a closer look, he found that it was not that Zhao Yu was about to go out, but that Shang Lu just opened the door and came in.
When they looked at each other, both of them were stunned for a moment, but Shang Lu did not show too much shock or anger. He only glanced at the bedroom and asked: She is still sleeping?
Well, Ling Jianwei nodded, and saw Shang Lu naturally took off his coat and hung it aside, and then went to make coffee on his own. He suddenly felt that he was just an outsider who broke into someone else's house.
Looking at Wu Qing at his current moment, Shang Lu said: Don’t sleep for a while?
Ling Jian shook his head slightly, bent down to fold the quilt
In fact, looking at Shang Lu's appearance, it seems that he is even more sleepy than him.
Shang Lu did have been busy all night because of the company, so he didn't come to accompany Zhao Yu last night, but he had long been used to it, and he could last a few more hours with a cup of coffee.
So he ignored Ling Jianwei and sat at the desk and turned on the computer to continue working.
Ling Jianwei was a little at a loss and hesitated for a moment. He simply went to the kitchen to make breakfast. Although he didn't have much good cooking skills, he was used to living abroad, so the basic three meals were fine.
After Zhao Yu got up, he saw such a strange but inexplicably harmonious picture.
By Ling's memory of Wei, she cried bitterly last night and was tired of herself. She slept very heavily and was in good spirits when she woke up.
Have you not slept all night? Looking at Shang Lu's haggard face and the empty coffee cup in front of her, she said, "Drinking less is bad for your health."
Shang Lu Xiaoxiao: It's okay, I'll be able to rest in a while. Today, Friday, I can take three consecutive days off.
Ling Jianwei carried the breakfast that had been prepared long ago from the kitchen: That... can be eaten
Shang Lu raised his eyes and looked at it. It was a part of three people. If it were Xue Zi'ang, it would never be so kind.
He was not polite to him, and walked over with Zhao Yu and said: Thank you
Having breakfast and looking at Zhao Yu's still bandaged tightly, Shang Lu asked: Can you go to the hospital for a review today?
Yes, Zhao Yudao, you have a good sleep, I can go by myself
Before Shang Lu could speak, Ling Jianwei quickly said: I'll accompany you
Zhao Yu looked up at him without saying a word
Shang Lu also looked at him, then looked at Zhao Yu, and said: OK
Zhao Yu's wrist recovered well, and did not affect his nerves, and he would not leave any disability in the future. The doctor said he would not need to bandage it anymore, but it has not yet been cured, and the left hand is still inconvenient to move. Moreover, the scar is the same as the one on the shoulder, too deep and obvious, and it is unlikely to be completely removed.
She didn't care whether she left a scar or not, but there was such a conspicuous wound on her wrist, as if anyone would know immediately after seeing it, Oh, it turned out that this person had committed suicide
Sitting on the stool, looking at his wrist steadily, listening to the little girl passing by to tell his mother that the aunt's hand was so terrible, Zhao Yu suddenly smiled, and couldn't help but think of the scene in the operating room before
That should be the closest time she is to death, it is closer to the gates of hell than the time four years ago
She even wondered whether everything she saw at that time would be an illusion, whether her mother and Xiao Jin were really beside her, calling her name one after another.
Do they call her, do they hope she will accompany them, or do they hope she will stay in this world? In fact, she has always known the answer, but she doesn't want to know
Get out of here!
A noisy sound came, and several people, young and old, rushed in from the door with the doctor and nurse. The people on the bed were covered in blood. At first glance, they could be described as blurred holes.
The group happened to pass by Zhao Yu in a hurry. The bloody smell and redness made her stomach roll back suddenly. She covered her mouth and stood up to run to the bathroom. Before she could take a few steps, she heard bursts of crying bursts not far away.
Looking up, the family just now collapsed on the ground, crying and screaming without any image, heartbreaking, and the blood-filled man was dead before he could even be sent to the rescue room.
A life is gone
She suddenly felt a sudden swell of her stomach. She couldn't wait to go to the bathroom at all, so she started to retching while holding the wall.
I didn't eat much in the morning and I had no food to vomit at all, but my internal organs seemed to be rushing out
Is it the bloody smell more terrible, or is it more terrible to witness a life passing with your own eyes? Listening to the crying sounds over there, she couldn't understand why she reacted so much
Those who want to die cannot die, and those who want to live cannot live, are helpless enough
But if she was really dead and so sad, she should be her godfather and godmother?
Or, there are Shang Lu, Ling Jianwei, Xue Zhan and Xue Zi'ang, Zhuang Ye, and...
My arm was grabbed by a thick palm, and a familiar voice came from my ear: Is it okay?
Zhao Yu was stunned for a moment and slowly stood up: It's okay
Ji Sui helped her sit on the stool and asked: Are you feeling uncomfortable?
Zhao Yu shook his head, continued to look at the family in the distance, and murmured: Just die like that
Ji Sui sat down beside her, and looked up at the extremely sad scene there: Life is so fragile
After looking at it blankly for a while, Zhao Yu turned around and glanced at the medicine in Ji Sui's hand: Are you going to check it out?
Well, Ji Sui's eyes fell on the scars on her wrist, so are you?
Um
After a pause, he asked: Are you the only one?
Ling Jianwei went to get the medicine
Ji Sui was silent and asked again after a while: Are you... together with him?
Looking at the scars on your wrist, Zhao Yu smiled: I don’t know, anyway, I’ll live now... and then talk about it.
People come and go in front of him. Looking at the confusion and loneliness in her eyes, he slowly stretched out his hand, wanting to touch her pale face with the warmth of his palm.
But when he was about to encounter it, he suddenly realized something, his fingers stiffened, and slowly retreated.
Zhao Yu He looked at her side face quietly, I hope you can come out early and be happy in the future. If you need help, you can... come to me
After saying that, I felt that this was ridiculous
He really hated this smell, but these were caused by Zhao Yu, so he could only try his best to adapt.
I can't count how many cigarettes she smoked. He only knew that the cigarette box in front of her, the only pack of cigarettes in her apartment, was empty
I'll buy him, he got up from the ground, picked up the phone from the sofa and walked out.
Forget it, I put out the last cigarette in my hand, Zhao Yu smiled mockingly, I said I wanted to quit smoking
Her eyes were already swollen, and her hair was also messy by the cold wind. She was sitting lazily on the ground against the sofa. Although she was not as embarrassed as she was crying downstairs just now, her whole state was still very bad.
Ling Jianwei sat back on the ground and said: Let's eat something first
He ordered takeaway for her, but she hadn't eaten yet
OK, she stood up on the sofa, walked slowly to the dining table, opened the sumptuous dinner in the insulation box, but after a few glances, she suddenly covered her mouth and ran into the bathroom, vomiting to the toilet.
Her appetite has been bad these days, and it is very common to have this reaction occasionally. Shang Lu has prepared a lot of medicines for her to regulate her stomach, but it seems that she doesn't have much effect.
Ling Jianwei rushed in and nervously patted her back: I'll take you to the hospital
Zhao Yu shook his head
This is caused by a mental state, and going to the hospital will not have any effect.
The stomach was empty and she didn't vomit anything. After a while, she sat back on the dining table and picked up a few light dishes to eat.
Ling Jianwei, you see, I'm just like this now. I can't even understand myself, let alone talk about the bullshit relationship with you...
She sneered and shrugged at him, "This is what I should be like in my life. I really don't have the heart to spend time with you. If you do this, you will not have any result."
I never expected any results
He looked at her steadily. At first, you were Zhuang Ye's girlfriend, I had to call you sister-in-law. Later, I finally ignited the hope of starting point, but I found that you were lying to me. You disappeared like that. After searching for so long, I finally saw you again. I knew that I was just a tool that I could use, and it was the most valuable one, but...
He also smiled self-deprecatingly, and I recognize the tools, and I recognize everything I do. I don’t want you to give me any results. I just want to take good care of you and accompany you now. You don’t have to feel burdened. I am willing, I just ask you... Don’t drive me away
How humble should one be able to make such a pride of heaven take the word "seeking" for granted?
Zhao Yu looked at him blankly, unable to curse, and tried to push it away but could not use force. In the end, he could only walk into the bathroom to wash and rinse.
Ling Jianwei continued to follow in, took the toothbrush from her hand, squeezed the toothpaste for her clumsy movements, and silently put hot water to help her twist a towel to wash her face.
Zhao Yu didn't say a word, and after washing up, he went straight into the bedroom and closed the door heavily.
Ling Jianwei returned to the living room and sat blankly for a while, preparing to make do with her on the sofa for one night. Not long after, he heard the sound of the bedroom door being opened.
Zhao Yu came out with one hand holding the quilt, threw it to him silently, and turned back without saying a word
Listening to her closing the door, Ling Jianwei suddenly laughed at her like this, as if she was angry and playing with a little guy.
The next morning, Ling Jianwei was woken up by the sound of the door opening.
He was sleeping in a daze, thinking that Zhao Yu was about to go out, so he hurriedly got up from the sofa. After a closer look, he found that it was not that Zhao Yu was about to go out, but that Shang Lu just opened the door and came in.
When they looked at each other, both of them were stunned for a moment, but Shang Lu did not show too much shock or anger. He only glanced at the bedroom and asked: She is still sleeping?
Well, Ling Jianwei nodded, and saw Shang Lu naturally took off his coat and hung it aside, and then went to make coffee on his own. He suddenly felt that he was just an outsider who broke into someone else's house.
Looking at Wu Qing at his current moment, Shang Lu said: Don’t sleep for a while?
Ling Jian shook his head slightly, bent down to fold the quilt
In fact, looking at Shang Lu's appearance, it seems that he is even more sleepy than him.
Shang Lu did have been busy all night because of the company, so he didn't come to accompany Zhao Yu last night, but he had long been used to it, and he could last a few more hours with a cup of coffee.
So he ignored Ling Jianwei and sat at the desk and turned on the computer to continue working.
Ling Jianwei was a little at a loss and hesitated for a moment. He simply went to the kitchen to make breakfast. Although he didn't have much good cooking skills, he was used to living abroad, so the basic three meals were fine.
After Zhao Yu got up, he saw such a strange but inexplicably harmonious picture.
By Ling's memory of Wei, she cried bitterly last night and was tired of herself. She slept very heavily and was in good spirits when she woke up.
Have you not slept all night? Looking at Shang Lu's haggard face and the empty coffee cup in front of her, she said, "Drinking less is bad for your health."
Shang Lu Xiaoxiao: It's okay, I'll be able to rest in a while. Today, Friday, I can take three consecutive days off.
Ling Jianwei carried the breakfast that had been prepared long ago from the kitchen: That... can be eaten
Shang Lu raised his eyes and looked at it. It was a part of three people. If it were Xue Zi'ang, it would never be so kind.
He was not polite to him, and walked over with Zhao Yu and said: Thank you
Having breakfast and looking at Zhao Yu's still bandaged tightly, Shang Lu asked: Can you go to the hospital for a review today?
Yes, Zhao Yudao, you have a good sleep, I can go by myself
Before Shang Lu could speak, Ling Jianwei quickly said: I'll accompany you
Zhao Yu looked up at him without saying a word
Shang Lu also looked at him, then looked at Zhao Yu, and said: OK
Zhao Yu's wrist recovered well, and did not affect his nerves, and he would not leave any disability in the future. The doctor said he would not need to bandage it anymore, but it has not yet been cured, and the left hand is still inconvenient to move. Moreover, the scar is the same as the one on the shoulder, too deep and obvious, and it is unlikely to be completely removed.
She didn't care whether she left a scar or not, but there was such a conspicuous wound on her wrist, as if anyone would know immediately after seeing it, Oh, it turned out that this person had committed suicide
Sitting on the stool, looking at his wrist steadily, listening to the little girl passing by to tell his mother that the aunt's hand was so terrible, Zhao Yu suddenly smiled, and couldn't help but think of the scene in the operating room before
That should be the closest time she is to death, it is closer to the gates of hell than the time four years ago
She even wondered whether everything she saw at that time would be an illusion, whether her mother and Xiao Jin were really beside her, calling her name one after another.
Do they call her, do they hope she will accompany them, or do they hope she will stay in this world? In fact, she has always known the answer, but she doesn't want to know
Get out of here!
A noisy sound came, and several people, young and old, rushed in from the door with the doctor and nurse. The people on the bed were covered in blood. At first glance, they could be described as blurred holes.
The group happened to pass by Zhao Yu in a hurry. The bloody smell and redness made her stomach roll back suddenly. She covered her mouth and stood up to run to the bathroom. Before she could take a few steps, she heard bursts of crying bursts not far away.
Looking up, the family just now collapsed on the ground, crying and screaming without any image, heartbreaking, and the blood-filled man was dead before he could even be sent to the rescue room.
A life is gone
She suddenly felt a sudden swell of her stomach. She couldn't wait to go to the bathroom at all, so she started to retching while holding the wall.
I didn't eat much in the morning and I had no food to vomit at all, but my internal organs seemed to be rushing out
Is it the bloody smell more terrible, or is it more terrible to witness a life passing with your own eyes? Listening to the crying sounds over there, she couldn't understand why she reacted so much
Those who want to die cannot die, and those who want to live cannot live, are helpless enough
But if she was really dead and so sad, she should be her godfather and godmother?
Or, there are Shang Lu, Ling Jianwei, Xue Zhan and Xue Zi'ang, Zhuang Ye, and...
My arm was grabbed by a thick palm, and a familiar voice came from my ear: Is it okay?
Zhao Yu was stunned for a moment and slowly stood up: It's okay
Ji Sui helped her sit on the stool and asked: Are you feeling uncomfortable?
Zhao Yu shook his head, continued to look at the family in the distance, and murmured: Just die like that
Ji Sui sat down beside her, and looked up at the extremely sad scene there: Life is so fragile
After looking at it blankly for a while, Zhao Yu turned around and glanced at the medicine in Ji Sui's hand: Are you going to check it out?
Well, Ji Sui's eyes fell on the scars on her wrist, so are you?
Um
After a pause, he asked: Are you the only one?
Ling Jianwei went to get the medicine
Ji Sui was silent and asked again after a while: Are you... together with him?
Looking at the scars on your wrist, Zhao Yu smiled: I don’t know, anyway, I’ll live now... and then talk about it.
People come and go in front of him. Looking at the confusion and loneliness in her eyes, he slowly stretched out his hand, wanting to touch her pale face with the warmth of his palm.
But when he was about to encounter it, he suddenly realized something, his fingers stiffened, and slowly retreated.
Zhao Yu He looked at her side face quietly, I hope you can come out early and be happy in the future. If you need help, you can... come to me
After saying that, I felt that this was ridiculous
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