Su Rui’s life has rarely been quiet recently. In the past, there were obviously fewer flies around her, but she was so busy at work that she could hardly find any free time!
Although it is easy for a person to think about anything when he is busy, Su Rui still feels an inexplicable emptiness as long as she comes down. It seems that the busyness is just to vent her depression on life, but she doesn’t feel the true happiness at all.
Moreover, since he returned to the county, "Su Rui started to suffer from insomnia every night. The endless torture made people feel so uncomfortable. Even if he sometimes forced himself not to think so much and felt like going to bed early, all kinds of troubles kept torturing the increasingly fragile nerves. He tossed and turned late at night and had no sleepiness. The tedious work during the day did not bring pressure. It was more from a deformed family and an increasingly confused life.
Occasionally, I couldn't concentrate when I wanted to read a book, which made Su Rui feel unprecedentedly irritable, so annoying that makes people restless and don't know what to do to feel better.
I toss and turn every night, and I can only fall asleep lightly when it is almost dawn, but a little movement is immediately disturbed and I am completely sleepless. The most painful part of insomnia is actually this long and painful process.
When Su Rui calmed down, she couldn't help but start to miss the fisherman village. The mountains, the water and everything fresh there. Even the luxury bed could not bring sweet dreams. The surrounding steel and concrete was definitely not as comfortable as the mountains and rivers.
Whenever Su Rui thinks of falling asleep without any distractions, she misses her very much.
There are also people there. Although they don’t have much contact with each other, Xiao Dan’s naughty and cuteness, Xiuxiu’s well-behaved and cleverness, which makes people feel relaxed and they don’t have to keep their nerves tight when facing them.
Sometimes Zhang Wen's delicate and sunny face appears in his mind. His faint smile exudes gentle and intimateness, which makes people relax unconsciously. The warmth from the heart is so vague that people don't know how to describe it, but it is so comfortable that their heart always has an indescribable peace.
Although the food in the cafeteria is extremely exquisite to please herself, and every so-called nutritional combination is extremely rich, Su Rui still likes to go home and cook some white porridge and eat some with simple pickles and wild vegetables.
Compared to these rough and bitter foods, the so-called big fish and meat make people feel like chewing wax, and the appetite is not good with insomnia. If it weren't for these side dishes, they wouldn't even have the desire to eat.
Su Rui had a few simple bites of food tonight. After taking a shower, Su Rui felt a little tired. She leaned lazily on the sofa in a sexy nightgown and watched TV to relax, but the boring shows on TV could not arouse her interest at all. Su Rui's eyes became a little confused again, and her mind began to habitually think about it again.
Guan Yi, his nominal husband, is a gentle and masculine man, and his every move exudes an indescribable masculinity.
My appearance can be regarded as one of the best among thousands of people, and I was already a beauty as early as the age of a girl.
When the two entered the marriage hand in hand, it seemed so happy to outsiders. The combination of the golden boy and jade girl made many people even more praise. They were jealous of this seemingly perfect combination.
A family with a good family, high education and excellent experience that is different from ordinary people. Whether it is the power of both families, the tough family background, or the degree of excellence of the two themselves, under such superior conditions, marriage should be happy and should be lived happily under the blessings of others!
But under the false surface, it is so deformed that it makes people almost suffocate, because this so-called happiness is just a clumsy and hurtful performance in front of others. In fact, who can know the bitterness and sorrow behind it?
Su Rui and Guan Yi are college classmates. Although they are not very close, they have known each other since childhood.
The marriage is just the power of the two families. When they were friends, everyone had a good relationship. At least they were happy to get together with each other and laughing. But after becoming this nominal couple, they were basically strangers.
Guan Yi was also very painful for the existence of this marriage. He knew clearly that Su Rui was the biggest victim of this seemingly happy marriage, but he also understood that if he wanted to maintain his relationship with Chen Junwei, this layer of fig leaf must exist, so even though he was full of guilt, he could only choose to escape from Su Rui and dare not face this woman who had been ruined by him for the rest of his life.
In contrast, although Chen Junwei and Li Xinran's marriage is extremely painful, the relationship between the two is not very embarrassing.
Chen Junwei's side always makes people feel that he is a woman, which makes people difficult to repel. In addition, he also feels guilty and has almost done his best to make up for Li Xinran, so the two sides have not yet had a speechless relationship.
These two marriages brought great pain to the four people. Chen Junwei and Guan Yi seemed to be arrogant and powerful, but they could only secretly enjoy their hard-earned love but had to hide it to the end; Su Rui used the pressure of work to suppress herself; although Li Xinran was irritated on the surface, she was also very sad in her heart.
Two marriages that should not have been made to make these four people live in pain, but they must maintain their superficial glamor together!
Although Li Xinran seemed careless and indifferent, she always looked harsh in front of outsiders, in fact, she just didn't want to reveal her pain. Her spiritual tortures made her so confused that she didn't know how to live.
The two women who seem to be beautiful and charming have actually reached the point where they have to see a psychologist to relieve stress.
It is better for Su Rui to rely on high-intensity work to paralyze herself; but Li Xinran's character of being hard on the outside and soft on the inside makes her unable to withstand such torture, and she is even a little bit depressed. Compared with the superficial optimism, this situation is even worse because the strong contrast between inner and action makes her have some signs of personality division.
Two days ago, Li Xinran went to see a psychologist again and went back to the provincial capital to do something. After calculating the time, it was time to come back today.
Su Rui felt her brain swelling a little. After pouring her a glass of cold foreign wine, she drank it hard and the alcohol began to heat up in her body. This made her thoughts that were a little suffocating, so she would not be so pessimistic that she could not even think about it.
Two beautiful women are close friends. They have known each other since childhood and studied together. They often interact with each other's families. In addition, the two nominal husbands are real lovers. The relationship is getting deeper and deeper in an environment of self-moaning and sympathy with each other. Many depressions and pressures that cannot be vented in front of others can only talk to each other. Perhaps this is a little comfort in misfortune, and at least you can find a partner to tell.
The same misfortune made Su Rui and Li Xinran get closer, but they did not have the hobby of being a false dragon and a false phoenix from the beginning. On the contrary, both of them have normal sexual orientations, and no one would feel that they have true love for the same sex. The beginning of this ridiculous relationship was actually just a deformed and depressing vent.
Su Rui felt a dazed in her mind, and the scene of her first intimate contact with Li Xinran could not help but appear in her mind, which made people feel particularly sad.
More than two years ago, in Su Rui's apartment, we happened to have nothing to do during that time and just went back to celebrate our so-called father-in-law's birthday.
Banquets for prominent families are generally extremely lively. In addition to birthday celebrations, many people come to expand their connections. The number of people participating in the banquet can be imagined. Either the nobles or the rich people who own the house, they dressed brightly, making this birthday banquet more like a social banquet.
The two seemingly loving couples are handsome and the woman is extremely stunning. When they appear in formal clothes, they attract a sigh of praise, and their expressions are full of joy and smiles. They seem to be extremely loving, and when they walk hand in hand, they are even more enviable.
The guests passing by were the most eye-catching scenery. The combination of golden boy and jade girl naturally became the focus of the audience. No matter whether a man or a woman would unconsciously show her jealous eyes.
The banquet was shining brightly, but as soon as the guests left, the husband who seemed gentle and considerate just now had already run away. I don’t know whether they were ashamed of their wives as beautiful as a flower or were caused by alcohol. They were eager to find an opportunity to linger. Anyway, they didn’t even dare to call one when they ran!
Su Rui and Li Xinran didn't care anymore. Anyway, this kind of thing has not happened once or twice. This kind of banquet between big families is just a performance occasion for the two women. Whether it is herself or the two sad men, they are extras who come to the front stage to play guest appearances. It is naturally time to end after the show.
When the elders saw this headache again, they didn't know what to say except for a bitter smile. Although they had a tough attitude that led to these two marriages, they felt helpless when they looked at Su Rui and Li Xinran's miserable appearance, and they couldn't help but feel a little bit self-blame.
After all, people's hearts are made of meat, so of course they are inevitably concerned about their well-being.
Very tired, a little numb!
Under their guilty concern, Su Rui and Li Xinran both had this idea at the same time. After politely refusing to keep them, they returned to Su Rui's nest together. After taking off this dress that ordinary people could not expect, the two women felt at the same time as if they had broken free from some restraints, as if they had taken off the shackles wrapped around them.
Unprecedented depression, false feelings under the glamorous surface, this kind of social engagement that makes the two women extremely tired. The bones in their bodies seem to have lost their support, and they feel that they don’t even have the strength to stand up.
This emptiness and powerlessness actually comes from the spirit. The lack of heart makes the spirit become depressed, and nothing can touch the soul.
Li Xinran said hello and went to take a shower, and Su Rui was soaked naked in the bathtub.
At this time, the two women were a little energetic and spoke again. Although they were irrelevant and felt a little careless, at least under the same misfortune, the two of them could comfort each other.
Su Rui closed her eyes and remembered that Li Xinran choked and said in great pain in her ear: Sister Rui!I really want a child, otherwise, I don’t know how to survive. What’s the point of living like this?
When Li Xinran said this, she stood naked under the shower head, allowing the warm water to slowly flow through her white body. Her moving face was extremely sad and sad. Her eyes were red and she seemed to have shed tears, but under the erosion of the water, she could not see her sorrow.
She is lively on weekdays, and now she looks so confused that she doesn’t even have hope of living, so weak that she makes people’s hearts almost broken!
Su Rui was shocked when she heard Li Xinran's words. Li Xinran was already mildly depressed at that time, and maybe she would really do stupid things on the verge of impulse.
Su Rui quickly jumped out of the bathtub, walked to Li Xinran, shaking her shoulders, and advised with concern: Xinran, stop saying these stupid words.I know you also want someone to accompany you and talk to you, but hasn’t Sister Rui always been with you?
Li Xinran looked so weak, her eyes were empty and heartless, and her face was already stunning and enchanting, and her face was distorted in pain at this time, and she murmured and said: Different, this is different!I have never been with me since I was a child. Now I can stand it when I am a widow, but I really want a child. I want to love her well and be a complete woman!
fool!
Su Rui was stinged by the endless sorrow hidden in Li Xinran's seemingly plain words. In fact, at this age, which woman doesn't want to be a happy mother?
My heart was so sad that I couldn't help but sniff. After hugging her tightly, my voice trembled a little: Sister Rui loves you, Sister Rui knows how you feel...
Without saying a few words, the two women hugged each other naked and cried loudly. After all, their situation was almost the same. Many grievances and helplessness could only listen and tell each other. But even if they comfort each other, what could they do, they could not change this helpless and painful reality.
Su Rui was crying while comforting Li Xinran gently. She was much better than her. At least she was accompanied by relatives when she was a child. Although her parents were busy, they also had time to reunite!
But when Li Xinran was born, her mother died of dysfunction, and her father and grandfather had never had time to accompany her in the army. In Ji Yili in childhood, she seemed to have only endless homework except for the old nanny. Although she lived a good life since she was a child, she was not able to understand that loneliness and desire for family affection.
Sister Rui!
When Li Xinran cried so hard that she suddenly raised her head and looked at Su Rui with a very pity look, as if she was venting her pain, and she growled hysterically: I really don’t know what I want to do when I live like this. Do you really want to be someone else’s fig leaf for the rest of your life?I have lost my mother since I was a child, and now I have married a perverted man, and I have no right to be a mother. What's the point of living?
Have a mother, Sister Rui will be your mother!
Su Rui also understood that Li Xinran's situation was worse than herself, and she could no longer bear it in her heart, so she quickly stopped her sorrow and hugged her head in her chest and comforted her softly.
Mother……
Li Xinran might really need family affection. When she heard Su Rui's words, she was a little excited. She didn't care that it was just a kind comfort, and immediately hugged Su Rui and burst into tears. Perhaps what she needed most now was care from family affection.
Good, don’t cry... Mom is here!
While gently swearing Li Xinran, Su Rui stroked her twitching body with her hands, as if she was loving her own child. Li Xinran's instant weakness evoked Su Rui's long-suppressed maternal love.
The role conversion is not too embarrassing and embarrassing, but at this time it makes it look warmer and harmonious.
Li Xinran also quickly entered the situation as if she was about to vent her pressure. Although this relationship seemed a bit pathological, it greatly relieved her depression.
Su Rui took a shower for Li Xinran as if she loved her daughter, and then thoughtfully wiped off the water droplets from her body and wrapped them in a towel.
Seeing Li Xinran's well-behaved look, she was a little mentally dazed, and even felt that she was caring for her daughter!
Both of them were a little tired from crying just now, and after washing, they couldn't wait to get into the quilt.
Li Xinran seemed to be immersed in this beloved character. She sometimes pestered Su Rui to sing for her and sometimes hugged Su Rui to sleep. The seemingly naughty little requests made Su Rui feel a different kind of warmth in her heart while she was busy.
During the warm play, the skin kept touching, and the bodies of both sides slowly rubbed away from their consciousness and somewhat sensitively.
Su Rui felt a little weird at first, but as her body temperature increased, her breathing became faster involuntarily. A layer of warm water mist slowly climbed into her eyes, and she felt a numb and soft feeling all over her body.
The same is true for Li Xinran. She didn't know where the towel on her body fell. Her naked bodies were entangled with each other. When she touched sensitive parts, she felt a numb and itchy feeling!
At this age, of course they have had experience masturbating. Even if they have not really tried the taste of love between men and women, they will not be unfamiliar with this physical stimulation. This is the discomfort before the erotic begins to erupt.
The temperature of the air was gradually rising, and both of them seemed to be able to hear each other's hotter breathing, and their smooth and delicate legs were rubbing against each other, enjoying the stimulation brought by each other's body temperature. However, in this strange atmosphere, no one spoke, and the rapid breathing between them made the atmosphere more intense.
After a while, Li Xinran broke the silence first. When Su Rui rubbed between her legs, she moaned softly, leaned over Su Rui's chest and looked at her beautiful breasts. She said in a trembling voice: Mom, I want to breastfeed...
Su Rui then came back to her senses from her intoxicated lust, but when she heard Li Xinran's words, she was shocked. She actually had a strong reaction to a girl's entanglement.
Reason told her that she had to stop this absurd behavior quickly, but when she raised her head and faced Li Xinran's slightly excited eyes, she couldn't help but feel soft. She wanted to refuse but couldn't say anything. In addition, her body was particularly eager for the satisfaction of lust, and she was actually looking forward to the ridiculous game that could continue.
Su Rui was at the moment, and she couldn't refuse the rise of lust. Coupled with the momentary hesitation and embarrassment, it was more like a reserved acquiescence, which made Li Xinran smile happily, as innocent as a cute child. She immediately lowered her head to kiss Su Rui's breasts and sucked Su Rui's small and tender nipples lovingly.
Although Li Xinran was like a child feeding at this time, the pleasure she brought to Su Rui was so strong.
Ah……
Su Rui couldn't help but moan, and hugged Li Xinran with her back hands excitedly.
The strong stimulation on her chest was not something that she could touch her. Her dexterous tongue tickled her again and again, making her desire even more violent, slowly burning her struggled sanity.
That night, the room was filled with moans of two women who were deeply trapped in lust, pleasant and full of fatal temptation!
Su Rui felt that being caressed by a woman for the first time was so pleasant. Li Xinran also used this game as a channel for venting under a little depressed situation, and did not feel that there was anything wrong with such a false dragon and a false phoenix.
But that night, Su Rui's perfect body was covered with kiss marks from Li Xinran. Even when Li Xinran's perfect face approached her shame, her mind was so blank that she couldn't think. In the end, Li Xinran was also unbearable. After hesitating for a little, she did not hesitate to send this close friend to the top of lust with oral sex!
After the first time, Su Rui felt guilty, but she couldn't help but begged Li Xinran, so she satisfied her with her hands. Although Su Rui could not resist Li Xinran's teasing, she still refused to kiss a girl's body. Although this girl was a breathtaking beauty, Su Rui's bottom line could only reach this.
With the first time, there is the second time.
Although Su Rui's rationality repeatedly warned her that this relationship should not be maintained, every time she faced Li Xinran's pity-like pity, she savored the ecstasy feeling, which made Su Rui unable to refuse. Again and again, the unsatisfied desire burned in the moan of Li Xinran calling her mother.
The ridiculous game made the two of them feel embarrassed for a while. When they woke up from their lust, they didn't know how to face their closest friends. But when they were late at night and empty and helpless, the two of them agreed that this kind of thing would continue to happen.
Later, there was nothing I could do. Su Rui found the psychologist she trusted the most. After a while, she raised her worries. Only then did she realize that Li Xinran's depressed heart was a little distorted, and she even hoped to escape from her current life and live with another role. She extremely needed comfort from family affection.
Perhaps when Li Xinran called out her mother, she was looking for a sense of security, which would relieve her stress a lot and would also help her mind find a rare quietness.
If she suppresses her pain and cannot vent for a long time, she will go crazy and even be unable to think about it in this deformed life.
It is because of this reason that Su Rui can no longer resist Li Xinran's request. Although the guilt in her heart is still there, she is more devoted every time she plays this character game with Li Xinran. For this best close friend and due to physical instinctive needs, although she doesn't know what it feels like to have sex with a man, the pleasure brought by her entanglement with Li Xinran is also irresistible!
Su Rui and Li Xinran are not uncontrollable, nor are they always playing this kind of false and false game, usually only when they are mentally stimulated. They are still good friends on weekdays, and their playful attitude and good relationships will not make people see any abnormalities.
Li Xinran knew that her behavior was a bit pathological, but she needed such spiritual comfort so much that she felt a little ashamed every time she saw Su Rui showing embarrassment on her face, so she also downloaded some lesbian movies to learn how to make Su Rui more comfortable. In other words, it can be considered a kind of make-up!
Gradually, she would also tentatively satisfy Su Rui. Although she was not as erotic as her hands and mouth, Su Rui's increasingly compromised attitude still allowed Li Xinran to taste the taste.
It is better to say that it is a marrow-to-be-acceptance than to say that it is a taste of taste!
The girl's private life is occasionally very passionate. She imitates the movements on the computer and learns those caressing methods with embarrassment. I forgot when the spring was rippling, and Li Xinran's fingers were stained with Su Rui's virgin blood. The pain instant made Su Rui a little scared.
The hymen was gone, but ironically it was pierced by another woman with her fingers. But Su Rui felt strange that she was very calm at that time, not to mention sadness, and she didn't even feel any heartache.
A woman who doesn’t know who she wants to give to, a woman who is not complete, seems to be irrelevant!
Su Rui was sitting on the sofa and recalling all this, but her heart trembled differently.
She really didn't care at that time, but why did she feel very distressed when she thinks about it now?
It seems that this is something very important to women, and it has value in one's own heart.
Why do you always feel that your heart is restless recently?
Su Rui's thoughts unconsciously returned to the small fishing village, and she always remembered the way the big boy jumped into the water to help him catch fish.
The touch and joy from the heart at that moment were unprecedented feelings that made me a little scared, but I couldn't forget it.
That gentle smile always has a gentle smile, a delicate and masculine face, a dark and deep eyes always have a smile, full of maturity and wisdom that is inconsistent with age, all of which make people deeply fascinated, so intoxicated that they can't help but fall into it whenever they think of it. Su Rui felt it was difficult for her to resist his smile. When she stared at each other face to face, her ability to think was greatly reduced.
The more Su Rui thought about it, the more annoyed she felt. Staying alone in the room made her mood worse and worse.
At this time, I was already a little drunk, but I still wanted to make myself more confused and stop thinking so much. I raised my hand and drank the light yellow liquid in the wine glass again.
What's wrong?
At this time, the sound of the key opening the door sounded. As soon as the door opened, Li Xinran walked in. When she saw Su Rui drinking wine on the sofa in her pajamas, she seemed to be drunk and obviously was in a bad mood, she was shocked.
In Li Xinran's eyes, Su Rui has always been very calm and smart. She is definitely not a weak person. Even when she is in great pain, she never drowns her sorrows. Li Xinran is of course worried when she sees this.
Li Xinran closed the door, threw down the things in her hand, hurriedly ran to the sofa, knelt on the ground, shook Su Rui's hand and asked anxiously: Sister Rui, what's wrong with you?
Su Rui has been immersed in her memories and has unknowingly drunk a whole bottle of wine. At this moment, her whole body is weak and her eyes become empty. She is obviously drunk.
At this time, Li Xinran had a sexy leopard print low-cut body. When she knelt on the ground, her plump and white breasts squeezed out a deep cleavage, making her look sexy and seductive.
She was already fashionable and dressed even more charmingly. Even Su Rui, who was a woman, her eyes lit up at first glance. It seemed that there was a charming fragrance that was constantly emanating from Li Xinran's sexy body, so strong that it made people feel that their body began to feel uneasy.
Su Rui burped and felt extremely irritable. She would be depressed if she didn't ask for anything to vent. She stretched out her hand and reached into her clothes in a surprised look in Li Xinran's clothes, quickly holding a snow-white tender breast, and rubbing it rudely.
Li Xinran was slightly surprised, but she couldn't help but snorted when her nipples were pinched.
Taking advantage of this moment, Su Rui pressed Li Xinran on the soft carpet, rudely tearing her clothes, and even more rare to take the initiative to kiss her rosy and sweet little mouth...
When Li Xinran saw this, she knew that Su Rui was in a bad mood. She tactfully stopped asking questions and immediately responded enthusiastically to her teasing. Her little hands kept wandering on her, throwing all the shame-covering objects on both of them aside.
When the two bodies were naked, two different sounds but equally seductive moans spread out in the cottage again...
Ah……
Su Rui looked a little rude this time. After caressing each other for a while, she pressed Li Xinran's head between her legs anxiously, closing her eyes as if she was painful and enjoying her gentle oral sex happily.
Without warmth and the charm of the past, Li Xinran twisted her body diligently, but she always felt that this time was not the passion between each other, but more like a simple and irritable vent...
Although it is easy for a person to think about anything when he is busy, Su Rui still feels an inexplicable emptiness as long as she comes down. It seems that the busyness is just to vent her depression on life, but she doesn’t feel the true happiness at all.
Moreover, since he returned to the county, "Su Rui started to suffer from insomnia every night. The endless torture made people feel so uncomfortable. Even if he sometimes forced himself not to think so much and felt like going to bed early, all kinds of troubles kept torturing the increasingly fragile nerves. He tossed and turned late at night and had no sleepiness. The tedious work during the day did not bring pressure. It was more from a deformed family and an increasingly confused life.
Occasionally, I couldn't concentrate when I wanted to read a book, which made Su Rui feel unprecedentedly irritable, so annoying that makes people restless and don't know what to do to feel better.
I toss and turn every night, and I can only fall asleep lightly when it is almost dawn, but a little movement is immediately disturbed and I am completely sleepless. The most painful part of insomnia is actually this long and painful process.
When Su Rui calmed down, she couldn't help but start to miss the fisherman village. The mountains, the water and everything fresh there. Even the luxury bed could not bring sweet dreams. The surrounding steel and concrete was definitely not as comfortable as the mountains and rivers.
Whenever Su Rui thinks of falling asleep without any distractions, she misses her very much.
There are also people there. Although they don’t have much contact with each other, Xiao Dan’s naughty and cuteness, Xiuxiu’s well-behaved and cleverness, which makes people feel relaxed and they don’t have to keep their nerves tight when facing them.
Sometimes Zhang Wen's delicate and sunny face appears in his mind. His faint smile exudes gentle and intimateness, which makes people relax unconsciously. The warmth from the heart is so vague that people don't know how to describe it, but it is so comfortable that their heart always has an indescribable peace.
Although the food in the cafeteria is extremely exquisite to please herself, and every so-called nutritional combination is extremely rich, Su Rui still likes to go home and cook some white porridge and eat some with simple pickles and wild vegetables.
Compared to these rough and bitter foods, the so-called big fish and meat make people feel like chewing wax, and the appetite is not good with insomnia. If it weren't for these side dishes, they wouldn't even have the desire to eat.
Su Rui had a few simple bites of food tonight. After taking a shower, Su Rui felt a little tired. She leaned lazily on the sofa in a sexy nightgown and watched TV to relax, but the boring shows on TV could not arouse her interest at all. Su Rui's eyes became a little confused again, and her mind began to habitually think about it again.
Guan Yi, his nominal husband, is a gentle and masculine man, and his every move exudes an indescribable masculinity.
My appearance can be regarded as one of the best among thousands of people, and I was already a beauty as early as the age of a girl.
When the two entered the marriage hand in hand, it seemed so happy to outsiders. The combination of the golden boy and jade girl made many people even more praise. They were jealous of this seemingly perfect combination.
A family with a good family, high education and excellent experience that is different from ordinary people. Whether it is the power of both families, the tough family background, or the degree of excellence of the two themselves, under such superior conditions, marriage should be happy and should be lived happily under the blessings of others!
But under the false surface, it is so deformed that it makes people almost suffocate, because this so-called happiness is just a clumsy and hurtful performance in front of others. In fact, who can know the bitterness and sorrow behind it?
Su Rui and Guan Yi are college classmates. Although they are not very close, they have known each other since childhood.
The marriage is just the power of the two families. When they were friends, everyone had a good relationship. At least they were happy to get together with each other and laughing. But after becoming this nominal couple, they were basically strangers.
Guan Yi was also very painful for the existence of this marriage. He knew clearly that Su Rui was the biggest victim of this seemingly happy marriage, but he also understood that if he wanted to maintain his relationship with Chen Junwei, this layer of fig leaf must exist, so even though he was full of guilt, he could only choose to escape from Su Rui and dare not face this woman who had been ruined by him for the rest of his life.
In contrast, although Chen Junwei and Li Xinran's marriage is extremely painful, the relationship between the two is not very embarrassing.
Chen Junwei's side always makes people feel that he is a woman, which makes people difficult to repel. In addition, he also feels guilty and has almost done his best to make up for Li Xinran, so the two sides have not yet had a speechless relationship.
These two marriages brought great pain to the four people. Chen Junwei and Guan Yi seemed to be arrogant and powerful, but they could only secretly enjoy their hard-earned love but had to hide it to the end; Su Rui used the pressure of work to suppress herself; although Li Xinran was irritated on the surface, she was also very sad in her heart.
Two marriages that should not have been made to make these four people live in pain, but they must maintain their superficial glamor together!
Although Li Xinran seemed careless and indifferent, she always looked harsh in front of outsiders, in fact, she just didn't want to reveal her pain. Her spiritual tortures made her so confused that she didn't know how to live.
The two women who seem to be beautiful and charming have actually reached the point where they have to see a psychologist to relieve stress.
It is better for Su Rui to rely on high-intensity work to paralyze herself; but Li Xinran's character of being hard on the outside and soft on the inside makes her unable to withstand such torture, and she is even a little bit depressed. Compared with the superficial optimism, this situation is even worse because the strong contrast between inner and action makes her have some signs of personality division.
Two days ago, Li Xinran went to see a psychologist again and went back to the provincial capital to do something. After calculating the time, it was time to come back today.
Su Rui felt her brain swelling a little. After pouring her a glass of cold foreign wine, she drank it hard and the alcohol began to heat up in her body. This made her thoughts that were a little suffocating, so she would not be so pessimistic that she could not even think about it.
Two beautiful women are close friends. They have known each other since childhood and studied together. They often interact with each other's families. In addition, the two nominal husbands are real lovers. The relationship is getting deeper and deeper in an environment of self-moaning and sympathy with each other. Many depressions and pressures that cannot be vented in front of others can only talk to each other. Perhaps this is a little comfort in misfortune, and at least you can find a partner to tell.
The same misfortune made Su Rui and Li Xinran get closer, but they did not have the hobby of being a false dragon and a false phoenix from the beginning. On the contrary, both of them have normal sexual orientations, and no one would feel that they have true love for the same sex. The beginning of this ridiculous relationship was actually just a deformed and depressing vent.
Su Rui felt a dazed in her mind, and the scene of her first intimate contact with Li Xinran could not help but appear in her mind, which made people feel particularly sad.
More than two years ago, in Su Rui's apartment, we happened to have nothing to do during that time and just went back to celebrate our so-called father-in-law's birthday.
Banquets for prominent families are generally extremely lively. In addition to birthday celebrations, many people come to expand their connections. The number of people participating in the banquet can be imagined. Either the nobles or the rich people who own the house, they dressed brightly, making this birthday banquet more like a social banquet.
The two seemingly loving couples are handsome and the woman is extremely stunning. When they appear in formal clothes, they attract a sigh of praise, and their expressions are full of joy and smiles. They seem to be extremely loving, and when they walk hand in hand, they are even more enviable.
The guests passing by were the most eye-catching scenery. The combination of golden boy and jade girl naturally became the focus of the audience. No matter whether a man or a woman would unconsciously show her jealous eyes.
The banquet was shining brightly, but as soon as the guests left, the husband who seemed gentle and considerate just now had already run away. I don’t know whether they were ashamed of their wives as beautiful as a flower or were caused by alcohol. They were eager to find an opportunity to linger. Anyway, they didn’t even dare to call one when they ran!
Su Rui and Li Xinran didn't care anymore. Anyway, this kind of thing has not happened once or twice. This kind of banquet between big families is just a performance occasion for the two women. Whether it is herself or the two sad men, they are extras who come to the front stage to play guest appearances. It is naturally time to end after the show.
When the elders saw this headache again, they didn't know what to say except for a bitter smile. Although they had a tough attitude that led to these two marriages, they felt helpless when they looked at Su Rui and Li Xinran's miserable appearance, and they couldn't help but feel a little bit self-blame.
After all, people's hearts are made of meat, so of course they are inevitably concerned about their well-being.
Very tired, a little numb!
Under their guilty concern, Su Rui and Li Xinran both had this idea at the same time. After politely refusing to keep them, they returned to Su Rui's nest together. After taking off this dress that ordinary people could not expect, the two women felt at the same time as if they had broken free from some restraints, as if they had taken off the shackles wrapped around them.
Unprecedented depression, false feelings under the glamorous surface, this kind of social engagement that makes the two women extremely tired. The bones in their bodies seem to have lost their support, and they feel that they don’t even have the strength to stand up.
This emptiness and powerlessness actually comes from the spirit. The lack of heart makes the spirit become depressed, and nothing can touch the soul.
Li Xinran said hello and went to take a shower, and Su Rui was soaked naked in the bathtub.
At this time, the two women were a little energetic and spoke again. Although they were irrelevant and felt a little careless, at least under the same misfortune, the two of them could comfort each other.
Su Rui closed her eyes and remembered that Li Xinran choked and said in great pain in her ear: Sister Rui!I really want a child, otherwise, I don’t know how to survive. What’s the point of living like this?
When Li Xinran said this, she stood naked under the shower head, allowing the warm water to slowly flow through her white body. Her moving face was extremely sad and sad. Her eyes were red and she seemed to have shed tears, but under the erosion of the water, she could not see her sorrow.
She is lively on weekdays, and now she looks so confused that she doesn’t even have hope of living, so weak that she makes people’s hearts almost broken!
Su Rui was shocked when she heard Li Xinran's words. Li Xinran was already mildly depressed at that time, and maybe she would really do stupid things on the verge of impulse.
Su Rui quickly jumped out of the bathtub, walked to Li Xinran, shaking her shoulders, and advised with concern: Xinran, stop saying these stupid words.I know you also want someone to accompany you and talk to you, but hasn’t Sister Rui always been with you?
Li Xinran looked so weak, her eyes were empty and heartless, and her face was already stunning and enchanting, and her face was distorted in pain at this time, and she murmured and said: Different, this is different!I have never been with me since I was a child. Now I can stand it when I am a widow, but I really want a child. I want to love her well and be a complete woman!
fool!
Su Rui was stinged by the endless sorrow hidden in Li Xinran's seemingly plain words. In fact, at this age, which woman doesn't want to be a happy mother?
My heart was so sad that I couldn't help but sniff. After hugging her tightly, my voice trembled a little: Sister Rui loves you, Sister Rui knows how you feel...
Without saying a few words, the two women hugged each other naked and cried loudly. After all, their situation was almost the same. Many grievances and helplessness could only listen and tell each other. But even if they comfort each other, what could they do, they could not change this helpless and painful reality.
Su Rui was crying while comforting Li Xinran gently. She was much better than her. At least she was accompanied by relatives when she was a child. Although her parents were busy, they also had time to reunite!
But when Li Xinran was born, her mother died of dysfunction, and her father and grandfather had never had time to accompany her in the army. In Ji Yili in childhood, she seemed to have only endless homework except for the old nanny. Although she lived a good life since she was a child, she was not able to understand that loneliness and desire for family affection.
Sister Rui!
When Li Xinran cried so hard that she suddenly raised her head and looked at Su Rui with a very pity look, as if she was venting her pain, and she growled hysterically: I really don’t know what I want to do when I live like this. Do you really want to be someone else’s fig leaf for the rest of your life?I have lost my mother since I was a child, and now I have married a perverted man, and I have no right to be a mother. What's the point of living?
Have a mother, Sister Rui will be your mother!
Su Rui also understood that Li Xinran's situation was worse than herself, and she could no longer bear it in her heart, so she quickly stopped her sorrow and hugged her head in her chest and comforted her softly.
Mother……
Li Xinran might really need family affection. When she heard Su Rui's words, she was a little excited. She didn't care that it was just a kind comfort, and immediately hugged Su Rui and burst into tears. Perhaps what she needed most now was care from family affection.
Good, don’t cry... Mom is here!
While gently swearing Li Xinran, Su Rui stroked her twitching body with her hands, as if she was loving her own child. Li Xinran's instant weakness evoked Su Rui's long-suppressed maternal love.
The role conversion is not too embarrassing and embarrassing, but at this time it makes it look warmer and harmonious.
Li Xinran also quickly entered the situation as if she was about to vent her pressure. Although this relationship seemed a bit pathological, it greatly relieved her depression.
Su Rui took a shower for Li Xinran as if she loved her daughter, and then thoughtfully wiped off the water droplets from her body and wrapped them in a towel.
Seeing Li Xinran's well-behaved look, she was a little mentally dazed, and even felt that she was caring for her daughter!
Both of them were a little tired from crying just now, and after washing, they couldn't wait to get into the quilt.
Li Xinran seemed to be immersed in this beloved character. She sometimes pestered Su Rui to sing for her and sometimes hugged Su Rui to sleep. The seemingly naughty little requests made Su Rui feel a different kind of warmth in her heart while she was busy.
During the warm play, the skin kept touching, and the bodies of both sides slowly rubbed away from their consciousness and somewhat sensitively.
Su Rui felt a little weird at first, but as her body temperature increased, her breathing became faster involuntarily. A layer of warm water mist slowly climbed into her eyes, and she felt a numb and soft feeling all over her body.
The same is true for Li Xinran. She didn't know where the towel on her body fell. Her naked bodies were entangled with each other. When she touched sensitive parts, she felt a numb and itchy feeling!
At this age, of course they have had experience masturbating. Even if they have not really tried the taste of love between men and women, they will not be unfamiliar with this physical stimulation. This is the discomfort before the erotic begins to erupt.
The temperature of the air was gradually rising, and both of them seemed to be able to hear each other's hotter breathing, and their smooth and delicate legs were rubbing against each other, enjoying the stimulation brought by each other's body temperature. However, in this strange atmosphere, no one spoke, and the rapid breathing between them made the atmosphere more intense.
After a while, Li Xinran broke the silence first. When Su Rui rubbed between her legs, she moaned softly, leaned over Su Rui's chest and looked at her beautiful breasts. She said in a trembling voice: Mom, I want to breastfeed...
Su Rui then came back to her senses from her intoxicated lust, but when she heard Li Xinran's words, she was shocked. She actually had a strong reaction to a girl's entanglement.
Reason told her that she had to stop this absurd behavior quickly, but when she raised her head and faced Li Xinran's slightly excited eyes, she couldn't help but feel soft. She wanted to refuse but couldn't say anything. In addition, her body was particularly eager for the satisfaction of lust, and she was actually looking forward to the ridiculous game that could continue.
Su Rui was at the moment, and she couldn't refuse the rise of lust. Coupled with the momentary hesitation and embarrassment, it was more like a reserved acquiescence, which made Li Xinran smile happily, as innocent as a cute child. She immediately lowered her head to kiss Su Rui's breasts and sucked Su Rui's small and tender nipples lovingly.
Although Li Xinran was like a child feeding at this time, the pleasure she brought to Su Rui was so strong.
Ah……
Su Rui couldn't help but moan, and hugged Li Xinran with her back hands excitedly.
The strong stimulation on her chest was not something that she could touch her. Her dexterous tongue tickled her again and again, making her desire even more violent, slowly burning her struggled sanity.
That night, the room was filled with moans of two women who were deeply trapped in lust, pleasant and full of fatal temptation!
Su Rui felt that being caressed by a woman for the first time was so pleasant. Li Xinran also used this game as a channel for venting under a little depressed situation, and did not feel that there was anything wrong with such a false dragon and a false phoenix.
But that night, Su Rui's perfect body was covered with kiss marks from Li Xinran. Even when Li Xinran's perfect face approached her shame, her mind was so blank that she couldn't think. In the end, Li Xinran was also unbearable. After hesitating for a little, she did not hesitate to send this close friend to the top of lust with oral sex!
After the first time, Su Rui felt guilty, but she couldn't help but begged Li Xinran, so she satisfied her with her hands. Although Su Rui could not resist Li Xinran's teasing, she still refused to kiss a girl's body. Although this girl was a breathtaking beauty, Su Rui's bottom line could only reach this.
With the first time, there is the second time.
Although Su Rui's rationality repeatedly warned her that this relationship should not be maintained, every time she faced Li Xinran's pity-like pity, she savored the ecstasy feeling, which made Su Rui unable to refuse. Again and again, the unsatisfied desire burned in the moan of Li Xinran calling her mother.
The ridiculous game made the two of them feel embarrassed for a while. When they woke up from their lust, they didn't know how to face their closest friends. But when they were late at night and empty and helpless, the two of them agreed that this kind of thing would continue to happen.
Later, there was nothing I could do. Su Rui found the psychologist she trusted the most. After a while, she raised her worries. Only then did she realize that Li Xinran's depressed heart was a little distorted, and she even hoped to escape from her current life and live with another role. She extremely needed comfort from family affection.
Perhaps when Li Xinran called out her mother, she was looking for a sense of security, which would relieve her stress a lot and would also help her mind find a rare quietness.
If she suppresses her pain and cannot vent for a long time, she will go crazy and even be unable to think about it in this deformed life.
It is because of this reason that Su Rui can no longer resist Li Xinran's request. Although the guilt in her heart is still there, she is more devoted every time she plays this character game with Li Xinran. For this best close friend and due to physical instinctive needs, although she doesn't know what it feels like to have sex with a man, the pleasure brought by her entanglement with Li Xinran is also irresistible!
Su Rui and Li Xinran are not uncontrollable, nor are they always playing this kind of false and false game, usually only when they are mentally stimulated. They are still good friends on weekdays, and their playful attitude and good relationships will not make people see any abnormalities.
Li Xinran knew that her behavior was a bit pathological, but she needed such spiritual comfort so much that she felt a little ashamed every time she saw Su Rui showing embarrassment on her face, so she also downloaded some lesbian movies to learn how to make Su Rui more comfortable. In other words, it can be considered a kind of make-up!
Gradually, she would also tentatively satisfy Su Rui. Although she was not as erotic as her hands and mouth, Su Rui's increasingly compromised attitude still allowed Li Xinran to taste the taste.
It is better to say that it is a marrow-to-be-acceptance than to say that it is a taste of taste!
The girl's private life is occasionally very passionate. She imitates the movements on the computer and learns those caressing methods with embarrassment. I forgot when the spring was rippling, and Li Xinran's fingers were stained with Su Rui's virgin blood. The pain instant made Su Rui a little scared.
The hymen was gone, but ironically it was pierced by another woman with her fingers. But Su Rui felt strange that she was very calm at that time, not to mention sadness, and she didn't even feel any heartache.
A woman who doesn’t know who she wants to give to, a woman who is not complete, seems to be irrelevant!
Su Rui was sitting on the sofa and recalling all this, but her heart trembled differently.
She really didn't care at that time, but why did she feel very distressed when she thinks about it now?
It seems that this is something very important to women, and it has value in one's own heart.
Why do you always feel that your heart is restless recently?
Su Rui's thoughts unconsciously returned to the small fishing village, and she always remembered the way the big boy jumped into the water to help him catch fish.
The touch and joy from the heart at that moment were unprecedented feelings that made me a little scared, but I couldn't forget it.
That gentle smile always has a gentle smile, a delicate and masculine face, a dark and deep eyes always have a smile, full of maturity and wisdom that is inconsistent with age, all of which make people deeply fascinated, so intoxicated that they can't help but fall into it whenever they think of it. Su Rui felt it was difficult for her to resist his smile. When she stared at each other face to face, her ability to think was greatly reduced.
The more Su Rui thought about it, the more annoyed she felt. Staying alone in the room made her mood worse and worse.
At this time, I was already a little drunk, but I still wanted to make myself more confused and stop thinking so much. I raised my hand and drank the light yellow liquid in the wine glass again.
What's wrong?
At this time, the sound of the key opening the door sounded. As soon as the door opened, Li Xinran walked in. When she saw Su Rui drinking wine on the sofa in her pajamas, she seemed to be drunk and obviously was in a bad mood, she was shocked.
In Li Xinran's eyes, Su Rui has always been very calm and smart. She is definitely not a weak person. Even when she is in great pain, she never drowns her sorrows. Li Xinran is of course worried when she sees this.
Li Xinran closed the door, threw down the things in her hand, hurriedly ran to the sofa, knelt on the ground, shook Su Rui's hand and asked anxiously: Sister Rui, what's wrong with you?
Su Rui has been immersed in her memories and has unknowingly drunk a whole bottle of wine. At this moment, her whole body is weak and her eyes become empty. She is obviously drunk.
At this time, Li Xinran had a sexy leopard print low-cut body. When she knelt on the ground, her plump and white breasts squeezed out a deep cleavage, making her look sexy and seductive.
She was already fashionable and dressed even more charmingly. Even Su Rui, who was a woman, her eyes lit up at first glance. It seemed that there was a charming fragrance that was constantly emanating from Li Xinran's sexy body, so strong that it made people feel that their body began to feel uneasy.
Su Rui burped and felt extremely irritable. She would be depressed if she didn't ask for anything to vent. She stretched out her hand and reached into her clothes in a surprised look in Li Xinran's clothes, quickly holding a snow-white tender breast, and rubbing it rudely.
Li Xinran was slightly surprised, but she couldn't help but snorted when her nipples were pinched.
Taking advantage of this moment, Su Rui pressed Li Xinran on the soft carpet, rudely tearing her clothes, and even more rare to take the initiative to kiss her rosy and sweet little mouth...
When Li Xinran saw this, she knew that Su Rui was in a bad mood. She tactfully stopped asking questions and immediately responded enthusiastically to her teasing. Her little hands kept wandering on her, throwing all the shame-covering objects on both of them aside.
When the two bodies were naked, two different sounds but equally seductive moans spread out in the cottage again...
Ah……
Su Rui looked a little rude this time. After caressing each other for a while, she pressed Li Xinran's head between her legs anxiously, closing her eyes as if she was painful and enjoying her gentle oral sex happily.
Without warmth and the charm of the past, Li Xinran twisted her body diligently, but she always felt that this time was not the passion between each other, but more like a simple and irritable vent...
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