Yang Chen's face turned red and he said with a little stuttering: Uh... Didn't you say it just now... that... I don't like it.
Why don't you like it?Cai Ning asked in detail.
Yang Chen was a little afraid to look at Cai Ning's eyes as if he had seen everything. He rubbed his hands and said: I feel uncomfortable.
Cai Ning suddenly showed a romantic smile, turned his back, his shoulders slightly shaking, obviously still smiling secretly.
Yang Chen couldn't hold on and said depressedly: Why are you laughing at? Do you like to go to Ah?
I used to think that you are not afraid of heaven and earth, and you are too thick-skinned. It turns out that you will be shy, and Cai Ning said leisurely: Look at you like a boy in his twenties.
Little boy?Yang Chen's mouth twitched.
Cai Ning turned his head and looked at Yang Chen's distorted look. He couldn't help but burst out laughing again. You should be about the same age as Yanyan, so you are younger than me. Can't you call you like that?
Yang Chen was quite distressed. He seemed to have been born too late. If he was in his thirties, he would not always be ridiculed by women older than him.
The two of them stood so quietly, and after a while, Cai Ning said softly: Actually... I have never felt well...
Um?
I mean... I don't know when I started, but I felt uncomfortable when I found out that you were with different women... After Cai Ning said this, his face turned rosy.
Yang Chen swallowed his throat, not knowing what to say, worried?distressed?Fear?No, I am clearly excited and happy.
Cai Ning stroked the hair on her temples and continued: Do you remember that night, I was watching the stars on the bridge in the Zhonghai.
Yang Chen thought about it slightly and nodded. Remember, I just came home with Lijing’s family for dinner that day. When I was driving across the bridge, I ran into yours.I still remember it very clearly. You didn’t know what you were thinking at that time, and you were very immersed. I called you and actually fell off the bridge. Fortunately, the light skills made you fly up again.Later, I looked at the stars with you for a while, and I still feel very curious about you when you didn’t use your power to resist the cold.
Cai Ning smiled with a pursed lips, thank you for remembering so clearly.
By the way, I understand. That day you would look at the stars so tragically. You knew that because of my business, you would be punished if you were recalled to Jing, right?Yang Chen suddenly woke up, and after that, there was no news about Cai Ning. He was really slow to react!
Cai Ning shook his head, it doesn't matter, it's over.
I always feel that I owe you something, but you are right. The matter is over. If anyone comes to harass you again, I don’t mind making a big deal, Yang Chen said seriously.
Cai Ning chuckled and said: Actually... during those days, I often went out alone to see the stars at night, and also in winter.
Yang Chen was stunned, then...you don’t use your skills to resist?
In the winter in the south, the temperature is inevitable at night, and it is also on the bridge deck, with water vapor and the temperature is particularly low. Yang Chen looked at Cai Ning in confusion. Does this woman really like the feeling of being frozen?
Cai Ning lowered his eyebrows and said quietly: I don’t know why. Since you saved me on the back mountain of the Liu family that day, I often think of your shadow.Although I can monitor you and see you at any time, I still can't control myself to think about you and what I'm about...
But I know that this is wrong, but I can't control myself.
Until one day, when I was walking alone at night, I looked up and saw the starry sky, and realized that when I looked at the night sky, I could calm me down and think about other things.
I don’t use my energy to resist the cold air on the river because I hope that in such a place, my body will become cold and the cold wind will cool my heart...
Time became extremely slow at this moment. Yang Chen didn't know what kind of emotions he was, but the pain of a needle in his heart made him dare not speak a word easily.
In my mind, nights appeared one by one, the woman in front of me was alone on the river, blowing the cold wind, looking up at the back of the starry sky.
Yang Chen knew that things like feelings cannot be forgotten just by wanting it, and they can be abandoned just by wanting it. He is the most difficult natural instinct of human beings.
Maybe you can restrain yourself, but you can't erase the pain it brings.
Yang Chen remembered the disgust and distress when he heard that Cai Ning was going to marry Yongye, and finally realized that he didn't know when it started. This woman who was sent to monitor him at first made him care very much...
Seeing that Yang Chen didn't say anything, Cai Ning smiled self-deprecatingly and said: Every time I see you with other women, I will warn myself again and again that you are a bad man on your head, so don't be stupid.
Especially that time, you actually made Yanyan go to participate in the selection of the Kuanglong Preparatory Team in disheartened manner. I really hated you to death. Why can you be so tolerant of the women of Mo Qianni and Qiangwei, but refuse to accept Yanyan... You know, she is my only sister Ah...
Fortunately, Yanyan has nothing to do, and she finally walked with you.When Yanyan talked to me excitedly, I was very happy, but I was also a little uncomfortable, that was true.
Actually, I... Yang Chen wants to explain what happened to Cai Yan at the time.
Don't talk, but Cai Ning interrupted him and listened to me.
Yang Chen was silent and nodded.
Actually, I also know that you are not the kind of person who will love as long as you are beautiful.I also know that the women around you have had unusual experiences with you.But I always have some knots in my heart.
But...even then, I am just an outsider, so I hide it in my heart and never say it out.
My parents were very worried about this incident, and my mother finally begged the Li family to marry Yongye...
I thought, get married. Although Yongye is not very good, he can't bully me. From now on, everyone will be busy with their own things, so I will only have an extra certificate.At least that way, I can stop thinking about you, and I can also make my parents feel at ease...
Cai Ning took a deep breath, his eyes were slightly red, and he smiled miserably: But now I find that things are not like that at all.
When I saw you and Yanyan come home today, I felt like my heart was torn apart. Although I felt very happy for Yanyan, I really couldn’t control myself.
Do you know, Yang Chen, Cai Ning said with a gaze: There are only two sisters in our family.Other uncles and uncles all want to take my dad's position.I have known since I was a child that my dad was actually under a lot of pressure, so I not only have to be my sister, but also help my dad share his worries.
So I wanted to do everything best, whether it was learning or anything else. Later, when I was in my teens, I quickly agreed to go to the Tang Sect in Shuzhong to learn martial arts.
Although I knew that in that case, I had no chance to go home for almost ten years and needed to live alone... but I never regret it.
Because only I have worked hard and worked hard can our family gain a stable foothold, and Yanyan can do the job she likes, and she can fall in love and get married like other ladies...
Cai Ning bit her lip and said: I always feel that I will spend this life like this...
But just now, Yanyan suddenly asked me, "I have been living for others all the time. Can't I live for myself once in my life...
Yang Chen stood stiffly, looking at Cai Ning, who had never been so weak in front of him.
Cai Ning wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and smiled brightly: So I was willful once, so I wanted to try to live for myself once. Do you think there will be a good ending?
Yang Chen said nothing, walked to Cai Ning with great strides, spread his arms, and hugged her in his arms.
This is not a question, because, except for a happy ending, there will be no options, Yang Chen said in the woman's ears.
Cai Ning's body stiffened for a while, then slowly softened. He walked around Yang Chen's waist awkwardly, hugged her tremblingly, feeling the warm breath in his ears, and tears soaked Yang Chen's chest uncontrollably.
Clang...
The sound of the collision of pottery broke the tranquility at this moment.
Yang Chen and Cai Ning quickly turned their heads, because they were both focused on each other just now, and they didn't notice anyone approaching!
At this time, I happened to see Cai Yan, who looked panicked and a little at a loss, was leaving and watching the two of them without stopping.
And Cai Yan's feet were the small flower pot that fell when she was not careful just now.
Yanyan... Cai Ning's pretty face turned pale, and she immediately let go of her hand holding Yang Chen, broke free, and her uneasy eyes were unstable.
Cai Yan forced a smile, looked at her sister, then looked at Yang Chen again, and said: Actually... it's nothing, you like each other, I've seen it long ago...
Yang Chen felt bitter in his mouth. He always felt that it would be a great pleasure to have a pair of sisters, but it really seemed to be right in front of him. However, he found that when you have devoted your true feelings, even if the two women are biological sisters, it is not an easy thing.
Sorry, I... Yang Chen feels more and more that he is too exhausted. Although it is not the first time he is fickle, he is embarrassed every time.
Cai Yan held tears, not knowing whether it was joy or sorrow, but she smiled at the corner of her mouth, shook her head, and said: You don’t have to say sorry, because... love doesn’t have to say sorry.
Why don't you like it?Cai Ning asked in detail.
Yang Chen was a little afraid to look at Cai Ning's eyes as if he had seen everything. He rubbed his hands and said: I feel uncomfortable.
Cai Ning suddenly showed a romantic smile, turned his back, his shoulders slightly shaking, obviously still smiling secretly.
Yang Chen couldn't hold on and said depressedly: Why are you laughing at? Do you like to go to Ah?
I used to think that you are not afraid of heaven and earth, and you are too thick-skinned. It turns out that you will be shy, and Cai Ning said leisurely: Look at you like a boy in his twenties.
Little boy?Yang Chen's mouth twitched.
Cai Ning turned his head and looked at Yang Chen's distorted look. He couldn't help but burst out laughing again. You should be about the same age as Yanyan, so you are younger than me. Can't you call you like that?
Yang Chen was quite distressed. He seemed to have been born too late. If he was in his thirties, he would not always be ridiculed by women older than him.
The two of them stood so quietly, and after a while, Cai Ning said softly: Actually... I have never felt well...
Um?
I mean... I don't know when I started, but I felt uncomfortable when I found out that you were with different women... After Cai Ning said this, his face turned rosy.
Yang Chen swallowed his throat, not knowing what to say, worried?distressed?Fear?No, I am clearly excited and happy.
Cai Ning stroked the hair on her temples and continued: Do you remember that night, I was watching the stars on the bridge in the Zhonghai.
Yang Chen thought about it slightly and nodded. Remember, I just came home with Lijing’s family for dinner that day. When I was driving across the bridge, I ran into yours.I still remember it very clearly. You didn’t know what you were thinking at that time, and you were very immersed. I called you and actually fell off the bridge. Fortunately, the light skills made you fly up again.Later, I looked at the stars with you for a while, and I still feel very curious about you when you didn’t use your power to resist the cold.
Cai Ning smiled with a pursed lips, thank you for remembering so clearly.
By the way, I understand. That day you would look at the stars so tragically. You knew that because of my business, you would be punished if you were recalled to Jing, right?Yang Chen suddenly woke up, and after that, there was no news about Cai Ning. He was really slow to react!
Cai Ning shook his head, it doesn't matter, it's over.
I always feel that I owe you something, but you are right. The matter is over. If anyone comes to harass you again, I don’t mind making a big deal, Yang Chen said seriously.
Cai Ning chuckled and said: Actually... during those days, I often went out alone to see the stars at night, and also in winter.
Yang Chen was stunned, then...you don’t use your skills to resist?
In the winter in the south, the temperature is inevitable at night, and it is also on the bridge deck, with water vapor and the temperature is particularly low. Yang Chen looked at Cai Ning in confusion. Does this woman really like the feeling of being frozen?
Cai Ning lowered his eyebrows and said quietly: I don’t know why. Since you saved me on the back mountain of the Liu family that day, I often think of your shadow.Although I can monitor you and see you at any time, I still can't control myself to think about you and what I'm about...
But I know that this is wrong, but I can't control myself.
Until one day, when I was walking alone at night, I looked up and saw the starry sky, and realized that when I looked at the night sky, I could calm me down and think about other things.
I don’t use my energy to resist the cold air on the river because I hope that in such a place, my body will become cold and the cold wind will cool my heart...
Time became extremely slow at this moment. Yang Chen didn't know what kind of emotions he was, but the pain of a needle in his heart made him dare not speak a word easily.
In my mind, nights appeared one by one, the woman in front of me was alone on the river, blowing the cold wind, looking up at the back of the starry sky.
Yang Chen knew that things like feelings cannot be forgotten just by wanting it, and they can be abandoned just by wanting it. He is the most difficult natural instinct of human beings.
Maybe you can restrain yourself, but you can't erase the pain it brings.
Yang Chen remembered the disgust and distress when he heard that Cai Ning was going to marry Yongye, and finally realized that he didn't know when it started. This woman who was sent to monitor him at first made him care very much...
Seeing that Yang Chen didn't say anything, Cai Ning smiled self-deprecatingly and said: Every time I see you with other women, I will warn myself again and again that you are a bad man on your head, so don't be stupid.
Especially that time, you actually made Yanyan go to participate in the selection of the Kuanglong Preparatory Team in disheartened manner. I really hated you to death. Why can you be so tolerant of the women of Mo Qianni and Qiangwei, but refuse to accept Yanyan... You know, she is my only sister Ah...
Fortunately, Yanyan has nothing to do, and she finally walked with you.When Yanyan talked to me excitedly, I was very happy, but I was also a little uncomfortable, that was true.
Actually, I... Yang Chen wants to explain what happened to Cai Yan at the time.
Don't talk, but Cai Ning interrupted him and listened to me.
Yang Chen was silent and nodded.
Actually, I also know that you are not the kind of person who will love as long as you are beautiful.I also know that the women around you have had unusual experiences with you.But I always have some knots in my heart.
But...even then, I am just an outsider, so I hide it in my heart and never say it out.
My parents were very worried about this incident, and my mother finally begged the Li family to marry Yongye...
I thought, get married. Although Yongye is not very good, he can't bully me. From now on, everyone will be busy with their own things, so I will only have an extra certificate.At least that way, I can stop thinking about you, and I can also make my parents feel at ease...
Cai Ning took a deep breath, his eyes were slightly red, and he smiled miserably: But now I find that things are not like that at all.
When I saw you and Yanyan come home today, I felt like my heart was torn apart. Although I felt very happy for Yanyan, I really couldn’t control myself.
Do you know, Yang Chen, Cai Ning said with a gaze: There are only two sisters in our family.Other uncles and uncles all want to take my dad's position.I have known since I was a child that my dad was actually under a lot of pressure, so I not only have to be my sister, but also help my dad share his worries.
So I wanted to do everything best, whether it was learning or anything else. Later, when I was in my teens, I quickly agreed to go to the Tang Sect in Shuzhong to learn martial arts.
Although I knew that in that case, I had no chance to go home for almost ten years and needed to live alone... but I never regret it.
Because only I have worked hard and worked hard can our family gain a stable foothold, and Yanyan can do the job she likes, and she can fall in love and get married like other ladies...
Cai Ning bit her lip and said: I always feel that I will spend this life like this...
But just now, Yanyan suddenly asked me, "I have been living for others all the time. Can't I live for myself once in my life...
Yang Chen stood stiffly, looking at Cai Ning, who had never been so weak in front of him.
Cai Ning wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and smiled brightly: So I was willful once, so I wanted to try to live for myself once. Do you think there will be a good ending?
Yang Chen said nothing, walked to Cai Ning with great strides, spread his arms, and hugged her in his arms.
This is not a question, because, except for a happy ending, there will be no options, Yang Chen said in the woman's ears.
Cai Ning's body stiffened for a while, then slowly softened. He walked around Yang Chen's waist awkwardly, hugged her tremblingly, feeling the warm breath in his ears, and tears soaked Yang Chen's chest uncontrollably.
Clang...
The sound of the collision of pottery broke the tranquility at this moment.
Yang Chen and Cai Ning quickly turned their heads, because they were both focused on each other just now, and they didn't notice anyone approaching!
At this time, I happened to see Cai Yan, who looked panicked and a little at a loss, was leaving and watching the two of them without stopping.
And Cai Yan's feet were the small flower pot that fell when she was not careful just now.
Yanyan... Cai Ning's pretty face turned pale, and she immediately let go of her hand holding Yang Chen, broke free, and her uneasy eyes were unstable.
Cai Yan forced a smile, looked at her sister, then looked at Yang Chen again, and said: Actually... it's nothing, you like each other, I've seen it long ago...
Yang Chen felt bitter in his mouth. He always felt that it would be a great pleasure to have a pair of sisters, but it really seemed to be right in front of him. However, he found that when you have devoted your true feelings, even if the two women are biological sisters, it is not an easy thing.
Sorry, I... Yang Chen feels more and more that he is too exhausted. Although it is not the first time he is fickle, he is embarrassed every time.
Cai Yan held tears, not knowing whether it was joy or sorrow, but she smiled at the corner of her mouth, shook her head, and said: You don’t have to say sorry, because... love doesn’t have to say sorry.