Chapter 32 Re-love

I began to miss this kind of life, and I really didn't want to lose this sweet feeling again. In just a few days, I seemed to have forgotten the hatred in my heart. Nasi's tenderness washed away my tyranny. I didn't go to the company to help me for the time being, and I was at home all day and I was unwilling to leave the little angel for a moment.

On the first Saturday in September, Na rushed back from the company early and told me mysteriously that she would give me a surprise tomorrow.

I pretended to be kept in the dark and guessed what surprise she was. Actually, I knew that September 2nd was my birthday.

She laughed and denied my random guesses and told me to let me coax Xiaomeng to bed after dinner, then clean it up and go to bed to wait for her.

In fact, in the past few days since I came back, we have been married every night, and we cherish this wonderful moment of reunion every time.

It seems that we have returned to the era we just met, and we are crazy obsessed with this kind of love and affectionate feeling.

I was still very excited when I heard her suggestion so strongly, and I wanted to adjust the watch directly to that time.

This kind of hot feeling of falling in love again and picking up again is really good.

A feeling of rebirth.

Finally endured that moment.

After the almost crazy physical fusion, we hugged each other.

Haitao After she whispered to me to exercise violently, my old habits remained unchanged. My eyelids became heavy and I responded in a daze: …Well…I’m scared. What’s wrong?

I don't want to lose you. As she said that, she put her head against my chest and hugged me with her arms.

……

I wanted to comfort her and say, it's okay, everything has been handled, but I suddenly realized that I was actually even more scared.

I know what you did for me, but after all, it is human life. If...

I pressed my finger against her lips and stopped her from talking.

Believe in the Big Goose, it depends on God's will.

...No...I can't lose you. If you are captured, I really don't know if I still have the courage to live.

Don’t talk nonsense, I’m nothing. If you have any problems, Xiao Meng is the most pity.

She nodded and whispered: Haitao, thank you. I asked strangely: Thank me?Thank me what are you?

Thank you for your support, thank you for your tolerance and forgiveness. Alas... you are stupid, are you watching TV series again?

She smiled and gently punched my chest.

I did such an excessive thing and hurt you so deeply. You can forgive me and even do stupid things for me. I really don’t know if I can pay off my debts in this life... Well... Then continue to pay them back in the next life. No... You are not allowed to look for others in the next life, I have made reservations!

Well, I will leave you for 10 lifetimes until you finish it. No, 100 lifetimes. Hahaha, so greedy. As I spoke, Xie Fei's hideous face suddenly flashed in my mind, and my mood suddenly became heavier.

Na, I want to ask you a question, can you open your heart and tell me?

Well, at that time, did you feel that you fell in love with Xie Fei?

Can we not talk about these?

She sensitively supported her upper body and sat up.

Na, it’s not that I can’t let go. I think that since we have encountered so many things, we have survived. We should start to face it calmly. After all, pain is also an experience in our life, right?

I don’t know... Just when I mention that person, I feel very sorry for you and for this family.

I know, I understand. I hold her in my arms and caress her smooth back as white as jade.

well……

She sighed softly and said: Maybe it was, maybe she really felt a little obsessed with him at that time.

What does it feel like?

It's hard to explain, sour, with a little bitterness, very excited and scared. Are you referring to... what it feels like when having sex with him?

...Not all, it feels like this when you are with him.

Then... do you still miss him?

……

She bit her lip and said, "Husband...I'm going to tell the truth, will you be angry again?"

I shook my head and felt her answer for a premonition.

I think about it occasionally... but she just adds that he treats you so much later, don't you hate him?

……

She was silent for a while and said quietly: You just took the ruthless move after knowing what happened later, right?

I nodded and said: I didn’t want to kill him at all that day. He deliberately stimulated me and I went crazy. Did you also see the video of that day?

Well, of course I hate him, everyone present that day, wishing I could kill them with my own hands.

Then do you still think of him occasionally?

Maybe I know that he has disappeared from this world, so I don’t hate him as much as before. No matter what, he has paid the price, so why do I hate him?

Then do you hate me?

What do you hate?Why hate you?

I smiled and said, "I hate that I killed your little lover." She smiled faintly and looked at me and said, "When you came back the next day, pretending to be like going to find a lady, I really understand your mood."

As he said that, he couldn't help but laugh and continued: You can really pretend. I was covered in you for several days. I was almost crying to death. I was so angry that I was almost irritated with perfume.

I asked with a smile: Did you hate me at that time?

Well, I wanted to catch the rape in the middle of the night and beat the woman up.

Humph, do you know how I felt at that time?

She suddenly threw herself into my arms with tears in her eyes and sobbed: Sorry, husband, I'm sorry, I really regret what I did at that time.

I patted her shoulders and back and whispered: It's okay, it's over, it's not entirely blamed you. I also have a great responsibility. If I hadn't neglected you...

Her tear-filled lips covered my words below.

After a long kiss, she stared at my face blankly and said: It’s all because I’m too greedy and too playful, how can I blame you?You are busy and drink to make life better for Xiaomeng and I. This is something a man must do, but I didn’t do what a woman should do.

OK, I wiped my eyes that were already wet. Don’t open a review meeting. It’s easy to say it. It’s annoying... You said that people were crying, and you still blame me?

Haha, okay... stop crying Haitao... Then I'll ask you a question, and you should open your heart and tell me I nodded, curious about what questions she would ask.

...You have seen all those videos, how do you feel when you see those things?

Uh... angry, humiliated, crazy. Is it gone?

Uh... I've seen a few of them too... Don't be angry... I felt so excited when I watched this... I'm a little bit too, maybe it's human nature... He is actually not powerful at all. As he said that, Na's face began to turn rosy.

You mean...where small?

I pointed at my exposed lower body.

She shook her head embarrassedly and said: It's not that she is not that she is not that powerful...

He giggled shyly as he said.Then do you still like to do it with him?

Every time he fiddled with the video recorder and mobile phone, I felt that he was going to record. When he thought of the cameras facing me, he didn't know what to do. He seemed to be out of control. Before he could touch me, he was so wet.

Am I a bit perverted?

Na continued to ask.Alas...who knows...

Am I changing now?I never dared to talk about these things before, what happened today?

She said, touching her face with her hand.

Na has indeed changed a lot after being with Xie Fei. She seems to be much more passionate about sex and takes the initiative. She can actually talk about her mentality and her feelings about these things so frankly.

These were incredible things when she first went to Sikuo to work.

Maybe this is her nature, and before that, she was suppressed by various rules and regulations and was not shown.