Chapter 44

The days passed quickly, another month passed, and it was already July.

After the college entrance examination of Ren Zhichu, I traveled to one place almost every summer vacation.

I say it's summer vacation, but I hate June and July, but I actually don't like the summer when Gu Sui leaves.

This year, Ah was lucky to receive a scholarship from the school. She also won a prize for the school promotional video she filmed in self-media, and a luxury cruise ticket.

Before leaving, my mother helped to pack her luggage and said, "Go and go, have fun for a few days, and I will take it away." The cat is very fierce and I will only listen to you."

Ren Zhichu sat in the soft sofa on the balcony with a smile, holding GD in his arms, very well-behaved.She doesn't look at it, the cat meows or licks her chin to attract her attention.

Occasionally, I looked at my mother who was nagging, and occasionally I looked at the kitten in my arms.

There are songs you like in your ears, and the years are peaceful.

The sky in Rongcheng rarely appears blue, but today even the clouds are bright.

Let the mother pulled open the gauze curtain, leaked a few rays of light, and shone into her window.

It's really good weather, it's good to go out and have fun.

Ren Zhichu looked up at the sky and smiled beautifully.

This is the first time she has looked directly at the sun in the past three years, so dazzling and so warm.

She rubbed gd's armpits, it loved it the most.

She said, it was Ah.I saw it.

She could see all the beauty coming in the sky and the moon.

After three years, I finally saw the light through the clouds and mist.

She still remembers it.

When I was in my senior year of high school, the city curbed smog, and the sky was finally beautiful for two or three months.

Chen Qing called her to raise her eyes and said that you were almost seeing through the book. The sky is so beautiful, read more, but it is a once-in-a-lifetime time.

But Ren Zhichu never stares out the window.

She said, it doesn't make sense.

Drowsy and muddy.

Ren Zhichu pulled his suitcase and carried a GD on the cruise ship. He didn't think as much as he thought.It was late at night again, and she couldn't watch it, so she hurried back to her room to sleep.

When I woke up the next morning, it was already eleven o'clock noon.

She shouted gd according to her old habits, closed her eyes, and shouted a few words, but the cat son didn't respond.

My arm poked out from the white quilt and touched it around, and it was empty.

She shouted again, but still didn't respond.

This is strange.

I opened my eyes and walked around the room, but I couldn't find the cat.

Ren Zhichu didn't have time to think about it anymore, so he changed into clothes and left the room.

gd？

Frowning, he walked along the corridor, and was stunned.

The boat floated on the sea, no one.

She is the only one on the entire cruise ship.

She is the only one again.

Always like this, always keep her alone.

Like his parents, so do he.

She collapsed in an instant and stumbled downstairs.

Qing Yishui's high-end soft decoration, the crystal lamp drifted with the sea breeze, and she was shaken so hard that she could not see the blue sky.

The first reaction was to run back to find the phone. She was barefoot and wanted to go up the stairs. When the person arrived in front of the second deck, she stopped.

There was a person sitting on the sofa in front of the deck, with a white shirt and black trousers, and his face was not visible.

Ren Zhichu was unwilling to leave. She walked over and behind him as the croaking seagulls were chirping, as she stepped on the sunshine.

She didn't speak.

So is he.

The sea breeze blows his white shirt, he is mature, not Gu Sui as before.

He looked at the cat for a while, but his eyes looked through the crack of his heart and smiled gently.

He was teasing the cat, in the most unruly but gentle tone.

Then I carried the cat into my arms and gently stroked it.gd...

Are you okay?

Ren Zhichu took a step forward, tilted his head and smiled.

A tear fell on the corner of his eyes and fell on her cheeks, and she saw the knife marks on the back of his hand.

My heart seems to be starting to hurt again. It's pretty good, I'm fat.

Is that right... He bent his right leg with a little difficulty, squinted his eyes and smiled, "Are you good?"

She took another step forward, the thoughts in her mind screaming, but she could not approach him with such sadness.

She wiped the tears with the back of her hand, and the more she wiped it, the more she wiped it.

Not good, not good at all...

I yell at you every day, but I don’t listen to anyone, and even the sun hates it.

My mother said she wanted to throw it away, she was disobedient and didn't have a good meal all day.

Gu Sui's Adam's apple rolled hard, his eyes stinged, and the area where his chest was bandaged turned red.

She saw it, and he leaned his body sideways, covering the red spot with his cat.

What she could hear was not just the seagulls in the sky, the sound of ships in the distance, the cats in his arms...

There are also blue sky and white clouds, the bone-bone longing that has been strangled, and the heart that has burned for him.

Are you okay?

It was she who asked.

Squat at his feet and stroked the cat's head.

As I touched it, I started to cry again.

Are you okay?

Again, just like before, I will keep asking if I don’t get an answer, and I’m stubborn.

Gu Sui's forehead was supported with his arms, and the sound came from his chest.

not good.

After he said this, he started to feel uncomfortable again.

It's really not good.

He loved Ren Zhichu very much and didn't dare to think of her every day. He took advantage of the injury to force himself to forgive him for a while and secretly had a dream of having her.

As I thought about it, I felt a little choked.

I'm very bad, Ren Zhichu.

I miss you very much.

He stood up, his bones clattering, like an old bicycle.

Ren Zhichu was heartbroken.

He is really not good, he is not good anywhere.As far as she saw it, there were fewer exposed scars.

The black leather shoes are dignified and noble, and they should make people straight and firm, and majestic.

But the scar is so ugly that he makes him a little lonely and pity.

He got up and wanted to hug her.

Ren Zhichu didn't move, and squatted on the ground and rubbed the cat's head.

Tears fell down, falling on her arms, and on the dry floor.

He stood in front of her, squatting slowly, sweating from his forehead, but he still hugged her tightly.

Gu Sui held his breath for a moment. He couldn't understand why he always thought of her when he was happy. Later, as time went by, he missed her even more when he was on the verge of death.

At that time, he always thought that if she had lie by her bed day and night, or in her arms, his heart would probably not have hurt so much.

He thought, this was probably love.

Anyway, I will only recognize her in this life, and it’s okay if she loves her or not.

If she doesn't love her anymore, he will continue to be a hero and sleep at the feet of his parents after his death.

If she still loves Ah, he would not leave. His thoughts were ups and downs for three years, and an old thought rose in his heart.

The name of this idea is to be in one end.

Ren Zhichu felt that his arms were wider and warmer.

She breathed greedily on his neck, feeling her eyes closed, and hugged her with her big arms.

He was in her arms, and she didn't want to let go again after she died.

Ren Zhichu could see the deep lines between his eyebrows and eyes, probably because he often frowned.

The lines looked like they had experienced the wind and frost and were childish, and she really wanted to touch them.

Later I endured it.

Because she knew that he would continue like this, less childishness and more troubles.

But she will continue to love this person, whether it is good or bad, ugly or handsome.

His palms were still very big, and he patted warmly behind her head.

She covered her eyes, swallowed her tears, and denied the facts.

Don't be mad at me, I didn't cry!

He laughed, a little ungrateful.

Cry and cry.

Ren Zhichu cried.

He kissed her and smiled better than the sun.

My grandfather is back.

Ren Zhichu.

It's like showing off.

Show it to her like a treasure.

Look, I'm awesome.

I said I wanted to come back to find you safely, did I not break my promise?

If I'm here, you can cry.

It’s okay to make trouble, it’s okay to be fierce, and it’s a trick to kidnap noise. It turns out that I always like to let me hug you?

Hug it, don't be stingy and dare not use force, my chest doesn't hurt at all.

Baby, baby.

I really miss you very much.

This embrace took three years of longing.

Gu Sui hugged her and nestled on the warm deck sofa.

The cruise ship's porthole is very round, like the moon in the night of Nanguo.

His hands climbed up to her half-covered back, slightly cool, like the moon.It touches the neck again, warm, like the heart.

Ren Zhichu was nestled in his arms. She didn't want to talk, but just stroked half of his chin.

As he touched, he stepped out of his arms, squatted down beside him, stroked his chest, and to his knees.

She didn't ask if it hurts or not, she was greedy for his beauty and loved his vitality.

He looked over and she crawled into his neck and asked quietly.

Hello!Where did the ship Ah come from...

He smiled and looked at the distant skyline.

very nice.

From then on, looking at the sky is no longer to count the days, but simply enjoying the beauty.

Light a cigarette and stuff it into your mouth.

Huazi's taste is still the same, but he suddenly missed the cigarettes in South Sudan.

He smiled, hooked her neck up and bit the soft flesh behind his ears.

Ah stolen from my dad...

He smiled and leaned into her ears. I threw everyone on the boat away.

Kill you!

Are you afraid?

Ren Zhichu was not afraid, and shook his head and cried.

His silly life is still there, he still loves her very much, and the strength he bites her is also painful.

It was Gu Sui who had always loved.

At this moment, she felt glad.

The sea breeze is a little cool.

The sun is late.

The boat floated on the sea, and Ren Zhichu curled his neck.

He couldn't bear to choke and kissed his lips.

Gu Sui.

Three years and one month.

If I'm late, I won't want you anymore.

No... He was proud, and Ren Zhichu, who had a humble expression, wanted to hit him.

He punched ten centimeters above his chest and paused.

Gu Sui wanted to laugh when she saw her like this, but she was still so kind. He was so bad that she still couldn't bear to hurt him.

As I smiled, my heart began to throbbed.

You have to get enough cigarettes when you mouth.

You are shameless.

I really don't want you.

Won't.He said again, you can't forget me.

If you don't come back, I will forget everything you look like.

Gu Sui smiled.

How is that possible?

It doesn't matter, what you forget in the end is the voice.

He said.

As long as you still remember my voice, you will never forget me.

Ren Zhichu nodded and shook his head again.

You are so shameless.

She said, "How can I forget you if you do that?"

The cat's name is gd.

gd, please.

Every time she called out to a cat, she could think of him once.

But she was always reluctant to throw the cat away.

And a cell phone.

One day three years ago.

Ren Zhichu once again opened the phone he left behind.

I sting and slapping, but I still have nothing.

The phone was buzzing and prompted to charge it in time.

She squatted on the carpet, pinching her phone with one hand and charging cable with the other.

Insert for a moment.

A familiar voice sounded from the phone.

Ren Zhichu...

You have to remember to think of me.

That day, Ren Zhichu was lying in bed and listened to the charging reminder for Apple phone S14 that had been in full swing.

His low and silence echoed in his ears.

Ren Zhichu...

……

Ren Zhichu...

He is too cold, and he has few words like his circle of friends.

But he had read the three words Ren Zhichu countless times, and she now realized that every word was entangled with love.

Then tell me.

How can I forget you?