Chapter 11

No matter what environment you live in, your child’s nature is still innocent. Ziqi took her child to buy clothes and toys in the department store.

Everything in front of you is full of freshness and attractiveness to the child who came out of the mountains. The faint sorrow hidden in the child's eyes seems to be missing now

Happy times often pass very quickly, and it is the evening in the blink of an eye. When Ziqi walked out of the department store with a few bags of things and took her child's hand, neon lights were already flashing on the street.

After dinner, my sister will take you back to the hospital, okay?

Ziqi asked

good

Xiaotianfu said

Ziqi drove the car and wanted to find a better restaurant so that her children could eat something delicious, but not long after she found that Xiao Tianfu, who was sitting in the back seat, fell asleep on the seat, and she slept very soundly and sweetly.

Maybe the helpless life has caused my little heart to bear too much pressure recently. At this moment, under Zi Qi's care, I can finally sleep peacefully.

Ziqi looked at her young body from the rearview mirror, and couldn't bear to let such a young child spend a long night alone in a hospital in a foreign land, so she drove the car home and decided to let the child sleep at her home for one night so that the child could feel the warmth of the family.

Ziqi parked the car, carried the sleeping child back home, gently placed the child on the sofa, and found a blanket to cover him, and she was a perfect image of a good wife and mother.

Then I changed into home clothes, tied my hair and went to the kitchen to cook.

Woo... Woo...

When the rice was almost done, Ziqi suddenly heard the cry of a child coming from the living room, so she put down what she was doing and walked over immediately.

What's wrong

Ziqi hugged Tianfu, who was lying on the sofa and cried

Sister, sister, what is this place, I'm afraid

Fool, this is my sister's house, don't be afraid

Woo...

Don't cry, don't cry, my sister is cooking for you

I woke up and stopped seeing you, I'm so scared

Haha, my sister is here, my sister is in the kitchen, not afraid, you get up and play here by yourself, my sister turns on a TV for you, and the meal will be ready soon

Um

……

There are several family side dishes on the table, and the aroma is scattered

Fu'er came over and washed her hands and had a meal

Ziqi shouted gently

Xiao Tianfu ran to Ziqi, Ziqi picked him up and washed his hands before washing the plate, and then sat down to have a meal

Do you want me to feed?

No, I'll eat it myself

So good, eat slowly, don't hurry

Very delicious!

Then eat more

Ziqi kept picking dishes into Xiaotianfu's bowl

Sister, you eat too

The child picked up a piece of meat from his own bowl and handed it to Ziqi

Fu'er is so good

Ziqi lowered her head and caught it with her mouth

Take a shower after dinner and tell you a story.

good

Ziqi smiled slightly, feeling that this child is very sensible and adorable...

Sister, your bath plate is so big and you can spray water, which is so comfortable

The child exclaimed with a childish look on his face

Haha, let you play for a while

Ziqi squatted beside the jacuzzi to help the child wipe his back

Sister, your house is so beautiful

So, my sister will bring you back to play more in the future, okay?

Good Ah, good Ah!

The child slapped the water excitedly and splashed Ziqi's clothes

Seeing that the child did not have the sorrow of noon, what the child should have received was the joy that the child should have, Ziqi smiled knowingly...

On the bed in the guest room, the child was lying quietly, Ziqi leaned against the bed and told the child a story: Once upon a time, an old man and his wife lived by the blue sea; they lived in a very broken and old mud shed, for thirty-three years, every day the old man went to the sea to evacuate the net to fish, and his wife spinned and knotted at home...

Before the story was finished, the child was already asleep. Ziqi gently covered the quilt for the child, then walked out of the room, closed the door, walked to his room, picked up his cell phone and dialed the phone.

Hello, is it Ziqi?

A man's voice came from the other end of the phone

Well, dad, it's me, I'll come back to see you tomorrow

Why haven't you been back for almost a month

Becoming busy lately

Will you come back alone tomorrow?

Yes, Yaohui has gone abroad

Well, I heard from Xiaogang, when will you come back tomorrow

Maybe before supper

Xiaoqi, you haven't come back alone for a long time, Dad misses you

Um

Xiaoqi, why do you seem to have some worries and don’t like to talk anymore

Asked in confusion on the other end of the phone

No, nothing, maybe too tired

Ziqi defended

Tomorrow...Can you come back early tomorrow?

I……

Can you come back in the morning? Dad misses you

The atmosphere of the conversation was a bit awkward, and everyone fell into silence

...Well, I'll try to get early

After a moment of silence, Ziqi still agreed

Xiaogang comes back from get off work at 6 o'clock, so you should not come back after 4 o'clock at the latest, okay?

Um

After hanging up the phone, Ziqi stood there with the phone and spoke for a while, then went to take a shower...

Water gently sprays from the shower onto the snow-white pink neck and flows downwards

Onion's jade-white fingers gently stroked the pink neck and slowly slid down to the plump and unexaggerated jade ball. When his fingers touched the pink grapes on the top of the peak, Zi Qi's tender cherry lips slightly opened and gently exuded a fragrant smell.

Ziqi noticed that her body was changing subtly, becoming more and more sensitive

Even when the shower water flows from top to bottom, it will make you feel a little pleasure

While enjoying the gentle caress of running water, Ziqi's hand unconsciously stretched between her legs. When she touched her most mysterious garden, her whole body trembled like an electric shock.

What's wrong with me

Ziqi stopped her movements. I wondered if it was due to the water temperature. Ziqi's face suddenly turned red and spread rapidly to her body.

This is a lewd behavior, no, it doesn't work

Ziqi immediately turned off the faucet, quickly wiped her body, and rushed out of the shower room with a bath towel.

My heart is still beating, 'lusty', such a word cannot be related to yourself, no, absolutely not

Ziqi felt very ashamed that she buried her head on the pillow and tried to calm herself up.

In a vast white place, it seemed like there was a big fog, and almost couldn't even see your own hands.

There are no people everywhere, nothing

She tried hard to walk forward, but no matter how long she walked, she seemed to be in the same place and could not get out of this place, and she had completely lost her sense of direction.

She shouted, but no one responded to her. It seemed that she was the only one left in the world. Ziqi felt that she was lonely, helpless, and confused.

Just when she was desperate, she heard a crying sound not far away, a very real crying sound. She ran towards the sound. Yes, it was the child's crying sound, becoming more and more real, getting closer and closer, right in front...

Ziqi suddenly woke up, it turned out to be a dream, a terrible dream, she found that her face was a little wet, it was tears, her tears

That dream just now is the feeling of loneliness and helplessness in my heart

Woo... Woo...

The crying sound came from the next room, it turned out that it was the little boy's cry that woke Ziqi up from the nightmare

Ziqi immediately wore a silk nightgown and walked quickly to Xiaotianfu's room. When Ziqi opened the door and came in, Xiaotianfu immediately jumped out of bed and ran to Ziqi's arms.

Sister, I'm so scared

Xiao Tianfu cried and said

What are you afraid of? My sister is here, don't be afraid

Ziqi said gently

I'm so afraid that my dad won't find me when he comes back

Fool, my sister agreed to the hospital sister that your father would call my sister as soon as she came. My sister has always been paying attention to the phone, so let's sleep with confidence

But what if... what if my father doesn't see the nurse sister

No, you see, dad wants to sleep too, right? As long as Fu'er sleeps well, dad may come when he wakes up

Ziqi comforted her

But I'm a little scared to sleep alone

Well...will it be fine to go to my sister's room to sleep with me?

I am a lonely and helpless person now. Isn’t this child the same? It’s better to care for each other and have psychological care for each other. Thinking of it, Ziqi picked up the child and returned to her room.

On Ziqi's bed, the child fell asleep quickly

Ziqi watched the child sleep quietly, and her thoughts flew back 23 years ago when she was as old as a child.

At that time, I lived a carefree life. Although my family was not rich at that time, with the careful care and love of my parents, it was the happiest time in my life.

But my willfulness changed the whole family, changed my mother's life, and changed my life

From that day on, Ziqi seemed to have grown up all of a sudden and became sensible.

Because she felt that it was all caused by herself, she owed her mother and even more so that she owed her father. She made her biological father lose her precious life

Since that day, Ziqi has never forgiven herself. She decided to use her life to compensate her mother.

She still remembers clearly that in order to coax herself to have lunch that day, her father went to the market to buy meat for herself. Unfortunately, this time she went there, and her father never came back again

She clearly remembered that when the police came to find her mother, her mother's eyes were extremely desperate. She knew something happened to her father.

Later I heard from my neighbor that my father crossed the road illegally and was hit by a truck. From then on, my mother seemed to have become a different person. She has grown old for many years. This has always been an indelible pain in my heart.

Unconsciously Ziqi fell asleep slowly in her memories