Chapter 8: Indulgence

Following Lu Fan's sight, I saw the lights on in the bathroom.

The boundless fear made my heart suddenly tugged

I should have washed off my underwear after taking a shower and covered with the smell of Lin Xiao's semen. When I took it off before, I smelled a few deep sips.

I sat down in front of the dressing table, silence spread between the two of us

I didn't expect that I had made a mistake in my life and immediately had to accept the judgment of fate.

I said, husband, it's my fault

Lu Fan looked at me and asked calmly, "Am I not good to you?" I have been with him for a long time and know that under his calm expression, there is an upcoming anger."

I was a little scared, and tears came down, and I said irritated, "It's my delusion, it's all my fault. I accept it no matter how you punish me."

He asked, who it is?

I said it was Lin Xiao

He turned his face away, and he didn't say anything like before. When I cried, he hugged me tightly.

I feel very cold, but I can't ask for anything because it's all my fault

How I talked to him, he ignored me, and I was very desperate

He didn't eat all night and went to work again the next day, but he still didn't talk to me and asked for leave. Mijun asked me if I was sick?

I said, "Isn't it possible that I can tell her that my husband was arrested when I cheated on me for the first time?"

What should I do?

In my heart, I have been blaming myself for being so outstanding, being so kind to me, and being so cute to me, how could I destroy my originally perfect home for a moment of passion?

Next is a family cold war that makes me feel long and painful

Lu Fan didn't talk to me, no matter how I talked to him, he wouldn't respond

But ironically, he went to and from get off work on time and enjoyed my care for him, from cooking and washing clothes to sorting out his things

On the weekend, I went to pick up my daughter and came back

We took our daughter to play in the amusement park for a day. What's so bizarre that in this atmosphere, he was able to not say a word to me all day long in this atmosphere.

When I finally sent her back to my grandparents' house, I reluctantly hugged my daughter

My daughter suddenly asked softly in my ear: Mom, have you quarreled with dad?

I was a little surprised at my daughter's sensitivity and sensibility

My tears came down, and I knew I should make a decision

He came back and I said to him, Husband, can we talk about it again?

He glanced at me, frowned and turned into the bedroom

I have no reason to stay in this home again. It's ironic to say that I betray Lin Xiao because of Lu Fan. Now I betray Lu Fan because of Lin Xiao.

When I packed my clothes, Lu Fan just sat on the bed and looked at his cell phone without saying a word

When I walked to the living room and opened the door, I still didn't hear any sound from him

That night, I dragged my suitcase and walked aimlessly on the street

I don't want to go to bed, I'm afraid that I'll laugh at my once warm home, but what else can I do? Life still needs to continue

At dawn, I asked Mijun for a day off and said he was sick.

Mijun said he wanted to see me, but I refused

I went out to rent a house. I simply packed up a small 45 square meter house and moved into it. Then I went to work

But I feel like I'm like a walking zombie

Mijun saw me again and was surprised at my haggardness

I told her, I cheated and my home broke

Mijun didn't laugh at me, she took me a tissue and said to me: Women should know how to let go of themselves and not be bound by so many rules and regulations.

Is it natural for men to spend money outside? Bah!

We also pursue comprehensive freedom from the spirit to the body, rather than becoming a nanny for a fixed employer

Home is just a place to rest and recuperate, not a place to restrain you

A man is not good to you, your sadness and disappointment will only make him happy. Only by living your life well will he be revenge on him.

I nodded and cried with a smile

Back in the small house, I called Lin Xiao, can you come here? The address is...

Later I learned that he was on a business trip in a seaside city 500 kilometers away and received a message from me, so he immediately bought a plane ticket and came here.

When he saw me, he said, "You're haggard."

I hugged him and said, fuck me

Lin Xiao faithfully executed my order and pressed me hard on the bed. His heavy body made me feel like I had a support.

The thick penis was jumping, rubbing at the opening of my vagina, and pushed forward from time to time

I tried to spread my legs so that Lin Xiao could enter

Under his kiss, my body slowly became hot, and there seemed to be a wetness between my legs gushing out.

He adjusted his body, and the thick penis squeezed open my labia, quickly filling my vagina with it.

I grabbed his strong butt hard, feeling my body being occupied by this man again

He has a good physical strength, and once he starts to thrust, it is not easy to stop. Every time he enters the penis, it is like stuffing a trace of pleasure into my body. Every time he pulls it out, it is like taking my physical strength away.

Even though I was crying and enjoying the climax, he still refused to stop

It was not until his semen erupted deep in my body that he lay weakly on me

I stared at Lin Xiao who was sleeping blankly. He was exhausted. I felt very sorry for him. I lost my husband, but regarded him as a substitute. I don’t know whether it is right or wrong to do this.

But I don't want to drag it like this, I have to make a break

I got up quietly, put on my clothes, and came to my former doorstep

I knocked on the door, and Lu Fan opened the door. When he saw me, he still didn't say anything, but he didn't close the door, so he turned around and went back.

I closed the door with my backhand and followed him into the living room

Lu Fan sat on the sofa and watched TV seriously. He had an ashtray on the coffee table that he rarely watched TV before, and there were several cigarette butts inside.

I stood in front of the TV and told him, I'm with Lin Xiao today