Chapter 10 I am yours

Life is living quietly, and no one mentions the incident of that night again

Although we are all trying hard to forget, I am like a thin film between me and I, and I can no longer feel the intimacy of the past.

I felt sad about my thoughts and often sat alone in the study, not knowing how to make up for my mistakes

And Si, this period is very sensitive, like a injured little rabbit

Sometimes some small movements can be startled

I often see her sitting alone in a daze, not knowing what she is thinking

I'm helpless when I see all this

Because my dark thoughts hurt Si, I felt extremely guilty and regretful in my heart.

Every time I want to come forward and hug Si in my arms, comfort her, apologize to her, and ask her for forgiveness

But he always retreated at the last moment

I was scared, and I almost didn't dare to imagine how I thought about me in my heart after that night

My ugly face was exposed in front of Si. Will she hate me?

Will she still love me?

Will she leave me?

Although in life did not show any of it, she still took care of me intimately

But every time she was silent and quiet, she was dazed, it made me feel daunted

Her smile is getting fewer and fewer

This once warm family is beginning to get colder

And I'm the culprit of all this

My depression and my daily depression gradually began to affect my work

The manager called me to the office many times and asked me if something had happened at home. I could give me a while off and let me handle my own affairs well.

I refused, what can I do?

what do I do?

All this is my own fault

When we got home, we started to become embarrassed and kind from time to time. We all tried our best to squeeze out a smile to each other and the harmony in the house was no longer the same as before.

I sat alone in the living room watching TV. Today, I seemed a little absent-minded. I almost broke the bowls and plates of rice several times and I was a little bit muddy.

Dinner is still going on in silence

Si squeezed the rice grains in the bowl bit by bit, without picking up the vegetables

Because I couldn't stand this depressing atmosphere, I quickly solved it, put down my bowls and chopsticks, and walked into the study.

I didn't notice Si looking at my back, crying silently

The number of times I have been thinking this month is more than all the time I have been with me, but it is all when I can't see it.

Still in silence, doing their own things slowly until the time to sleep

I don't know when we started to sleep back to back on our own side, and I don't know how long it hasn't been

In a silence that made people feel a slight movement behind me, and Si gently hugged my waist from behind.

Husband, I'm sorry...

I know that what should come will always come, without saying a word, in my heartache, silently waiting for everything that is about to happen

Sorry, it's my fault if...If...If you really want to change..., I agree

The sound behind is almost impossible to hear

Wait, it's not right!

Who the hell wrote this messy script? What happened? I was confused and couldn't believe everything I heard

Husband, please don’t abandon me, don’t want me, I’m afraid, I don’t know what to do?

I slowly turned around and stared at the thought in a daze

Si Cai looked at me with tears in her eyes, her hands tighter on my waist

I agreed, I really agreed to my husband. I am afraid that every time you sigh in the study, you will make me so scared. I am afraid that one day you will never come back. I am afraid that you don’t want me. Until you go home, I will be at ease. But after you come home, you feel so far away from me again.

I misunderstood me, she misunderstood me because she didn't agree to swap my wife, and I misunderstood me don't want her

I felt mixed feelings in my heart, not only thankful that Si was not disgusting me, but also sighed so deeply about Si's love for me. However, more, they were ecstatic for Si's consent.

My thoughts that had given up seemed to be alive again, filling every corner of my heart again

You...really...agree?

Well, I agree. As long as you are happy, I agree...will you want me, husband?

Si looked at me timidly, his eyes filled with fear, as if he would hear me reject her answer the next moment

How could it be, how could it be? I love you so much, my wife, how could I not want you!

Such a despicable person seems so small in front of pure thoughts

Love me, husband, love me, I want you, I am yours

Because the knot in my heart was opened, and because of the original hopeless dream of swapping my wife suddenly became clear, my heart burst into an unprecedented strong desire.

He quickly stripped off Si's thin pajamas and all his clothes

I kissed every inch of Si's skin fiercely, teasing the sensitivity of Si's body

After the acupoints that I thought began to gradually moisten, they were inserted impatiently

Ah……

In the long-lost melodious moans, we once again blended together

I sprinted wildly, and I responded without reservation.

At this moment, we feel so harmonious

The feeling of being needed is so beautiful

This time the sex was unprecedentedly refreshing

Can't remember, after asking for Si's body a few times, we hugged each other and went to sleep