Chapter 12 Fireworks

The company has entered the off-season of business development during this period. Not only are the employees in the department, but I feel like I'm doing nothing every day.

But the difference between me and them is that this group of young people is happy to be idle, afraid of playing less, but I feel uncomfortable all over and feel a little panicked in my heart

Strangely, I have been back from CQ for so long. Logically, I should have gradually become indifferent to people or things in CQ.

However, I have been restless these days, and I always stare at the ceiling with no problem, like an old monk who is about to sit and melt.

Recalling poetry, recalling the wandering gods, recalling the little things between me and them, recalling my struggle in C Q, which is both sad and happy

Whenever I don't want to continue missing like this, I will walk out of my office, stand at my desk under my command, pretend to check their every move, and make a serious look on my face.

Actually, I have no intention of what they are doing. Who has never been a small grassroots Ah, why don’t you secretly enjoy it in your spare time?

I just acted and asked them to restrain themselves by the way. Don’t the chairman suddenly conduct a surprise inspection or something. When he saw the scene of a vegetable market, he would definitely be criticized and fought against me.

Today is Friday, and we're going to have a double break again

Although the boss will not come to the company as usual, he is not afraid of 10,000 yuan, but is afraid of if it is. At this moment, I was tired, sad, and lost in memory, so I still walked out of the office and walked between the desks with my hands behind my back like an old master.

I am very satisfied with the feedback from my subordinates

They were like mice seeing a cat. The noisy room suddenly became silent. They all pretended to have endless work. Some people, before they saw them dialing, suddenly picked up the landline receiver and said, "Boss XX, when will you owe Ah the fees you owe?"

I always wear a pair of brown glasses in the company, although I am only slightly myopic, my eyes are only over 100 degrees.

Perhaps this is purely a behavior of pretending to be B, but such artificiality has a great benefit: because the employees can't see my eyes clearly, they always think that I am a hidden and unfathomable guy, giving them an inexplicable power and mystery.

The phone suddenly rang, and I touched my body, and I remembered that it was placed on my desk and it turned out that it was my wife who reminded me to pick up my mother and son at the train station at 4 pm.

Since she pushed her wife down on the sofa last week and loved her passionately, she seems to have been much better to me. She is not as fierce as before, and she has become gentler again.

Although I still have a little worry in my heart, I worry that we will still be better and worse than the previous three days, and that we will have a cold war for a big deal.

I find myself strange

I have always longed for the warmth given by my wife, but now I finally got it. Regardless of whether such warmth is temporary or long-term, I should be intoxicated with it.

But I don't have the contentment I imagined. I often feel sad or lonely inexplicably while feeling relieved.

I know the causes of negative emotions, but I can't dispel my thoughts and can't stop my memories of the past...

I looked at the time, well, it was almost 3:40 and I could set off

I touched the mouse and was about to remove my QQ. I was about to press the small fork on it, but I habitually looked at Xiaochen's gray avatar

My eyes were wide open, almost reaching the limit. I couldn't believe that Xiaochen's personal signature had changed! Although the avatar was still gray

Originally, mountains, rivers, earth is dust, and I am the dust in the dust! It has become the taste of longing, and this love was once as light as water

Xiaochen, Oh, no, Shi'er, are you here? Shi'er, are you finally on QQ? I clearly remember that before going out for inspection, her personal signature had not been changed yet!

387 days, a full 387 days!

I always thought I couldn't remember how long it took to not know about her, but at this moment I suddenly remembered clearly that all this was just because she changed her personal signature...

It turns out that I count every day...

I felt my heart was about to pop out, and it was beating extremely hard

I shivered with my right hand and wanted to click on the dialog box, but because my hand was shaking, I clicked it six times before I clicked it out. Then I returned to the keyboard and trembled and pressed it.

After I finished playing, I couldn't wait to press the send key with my mouse, and then stared at the screen and waited for her answer.

I felt that I could see through my brown glasses very vaguely and couldn't see it clearly, so I trembled and took it off, fearing that I would miss her reply

But sadly found that after taking it off, it was still blurry

The face was warm and itchy, and it seemed that something was flowing again, but it was unintentional to touch it

One minute, two minutes, three minutes... The screen is still the lonely question, and there is no answer...

The joy and excitement have gradually disappeared, leaving only the same loss as before. I continued to typing on the keyboard with my trembling hands: I miss you very much!

The mouse moved on the Send button, but I found that I was hesitant and dared not press it for about ten seconds. I directly shifted the mouse and clicked it. Close

I turned off the computer, wiped my face, and suddenly I put on my brown glasses and seemed to see her smiling at me. I stretched out my hand, but only touched a blank...

Take the car keys in the drawer, I dragged down the office building and walked heading towards the only black Beijing Hyundai in the parking lot. I pressed the unlock key

Three days ago, the chairman gave me this car to serve as the department leader, and the fuel expenses are reimbursed for a fixed monthly reimbursement of 500 yuan.

All these three days I will be very happy when I look at this car, but now I can't be happy no matter how I am

I was about to pick up my mother and son. I told myself to take a deep breath, but I sucked the smell of longing into my lungs...

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The taste of longing was once as quiet as water

Yes, this love was like clear water without any impurities, just a faint concern, just considerate and take care of each other, just sharing each other's joy and sadness

But I didn't expect the clear water to turn into a fire in an instant, burning you and me until it was covered in bruises and unforgettable

You have said, "I have returned you to your Tao, and I have returned me to my wife." You have said, don't contact you again, I have done it, I have done it, too."

But today I want to touch your wish is so strong, and the expectation of talking to you is so strong

Sorry, sorry, I've broken my trust, I've disappointed you

Once on the other side of love, I was still in the sad and beautiful place

Who is waiting for whom?

Who can never find the way back after leaving?

Who gradually became a disabled person in her journey?

There will be many people and things on the road of life that only begins without results, just like summer flowers that are doomed to wither...

Some stories are destined to have an ending, and some people are destined to belong to them

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Back that night, my wife finally hung up my phone to show her strong dissatisfaction with me

I was panicked and felt extremely guilty. I sent six short messages in a row, each of which was my wife, I'm sorry! I forgive my careless husband for apologizing, but my wife didn't reply to any of them.

After five minutes, I issued the seventh post again. At this time, I was like a child, pestering my wife for forgiveness!

When I was about to send the eighth message, the text message came so sincerely that it was so sincere. My wife replied: Don’t send it, don’t quarrel! You pig!

My wife called me a pig, which made me feel much more at ease. I laughed and threw my phone aside

I had a very strange and terrible dream this night. I don’t have the courage to recall and complain about this dream again. I can only say that it is even more terrifying than the dream I had on the first night of my trip to Chenyang.

The next day I woke up, my whole body was sore and weak, and I sneezed wildly, and I was running my nose. I realized that I was sick

Damn it must have been the one who made a fuss that night with tap water to rush my head.

Although I was sick, I still made the market planning book required by Mr. Li and the CCP revised it five times. I also asked Mr. Wang to check it for me. I was completely sure there was no problem.

Just after taking the pill that You Shen asked me to buy for me, Ruoshi entered my office. I smiled at her and asked ok

The garbage can be found beside me is full of toilet paper, and the sound is muffled. Ruoshi immediately knew that I had a cold.

Are you having a serious cold? Do you want me to take you to see a doctor? She asked me caringly, her eyes full of love, and she touched my forehead, probably because she wanted to know if she had a fever.

I shook my hand slightly, not because I didn't want to feel her soft warmth, but because I had made up my mind to stop being deeply trapped and to keep away from each other.

My movements made her hand stand in the air

Looking at her, I looked disappointed and embarrassed, which made me feel very sorry.

So he hurriedly said: I don’t have a fever. I just took cold medicine. I should be fine. Don’t worry. Is there anything wrong?

Ruoshi smiled lonely and put her hands into her trouser belt, as if she didn't want her hands to look so idle

It's nothing, I just care about whether there is any problem with Mr. Li's planning book. If there are any problems, let's modify it together.

Her smile made me feel very distressed, but I knew I could no longer make intimate moves, so I deliberately turned my face to look at the computer screen and said softly: Thank you no, I have done it! Mr. Wang also checked me out just now.

Oh, is that? Very good! Then... I won't bother you anymore, I'm going back to work

Ruoshi walked towards the door after saying that, she lowered her head, her two soft trousers were still inserted in her pockets, and her high heels were stomping on the ground.

I looked at the slim and lonely back in front of me, and my heart felt like I had been cut, it hurts very much, very painful

I couldn't help but stand up

If you have a poem...

Hum? What's wrong? Ruoshi turned around and looked at me faintly

I looked at her deeply, and this gaze seemed to make her feel a little at a loss. She pulled out her hands but immediately put them back on her trousers and belts away.

I lowered my head and said: Oh, nothing... I will pass the planning book to you through QQ. You have more experience than me. Please help me understand it. OK?

Oh, OK! When I heard that I needed help, Ruoshi seemed to be a little happier and natural

Ha...Thank you first! What can I communicate on QQ

Well, you're welcome. Ruoshi smiled faintly and turned around. It was not until her back disappeared in front of the door that I sighed deeply and sat back on the office chair.

The next day, Mr. Li was indeed trustworthy and came to DZ as promised. I handed over the planning letter to Mr. Li, staring at him nervously, for fear that he would think that I was of little use.

He looked very carefully, patted my shoulder, and smiled: Xiao Chen Ah, this is the real planner. The thing you gave me before was completely fooling people, haha! You have spent a lot of effort on this, right?

The stone in my heart was put down, but I felt guilty for what I had done before, so I smiled embarrassedly and said sincerely: Mr. Li, please don’t take my previous perfunctory thoughts to heart. Forgive me, please forgive me.

Mr. Li laughed again. Actually, you really made me admire you. I also do business. I know that it is not easy to make a good plan. It takes time and rich experience. Last time I said I wanted you to come up with a good plan, but it was just a talk. Because I think it is impossible to do it in three days, but I didn’t expect that you not only did it, but also so concise. It’s not bad, it’s a talent!

His words made me ashamed and also felt a little happy

I am ashamed because this planning book was not made by me alone. If I don’t have Mr. Wang’s experience in opening a restaurant and Ruoshi’s many years of business experience, how could I have such a satisfactory planning book?

But I am happy because Mr. Li thought it was impossible to make a plan in three days, but he did it himself, but it was not three days, but only one day instead.

Although many of them were pieced together for other franchisees before, the management plan made by combining local food and consumption habits in Heilongjiang is completely inspiring.

Am I born suitable for planning?

After a few humble and polite words, we finally entered the formal contract negotiation process

During the negotiations, I deeply realized the difficulties encountered by QM and the two boys when they first met him. Mr. Li is very good at mastering the rhythm. If he is not careful, he will follow his ideas.

Moreover, he always seemed passionate and confident when speaking. It seemed that an invisible momentum was quietly applied to me, making me feel a little suffocated.

Moreover, I always felt like I was asking him to join, so I was a little bit confident, and gradually I felt a little poor at dealing with it.

Despite this, I always insisted because I understand one truth: negotiation is like fighting. When I feel pressured, Mr. Li will definitely be under pressure. The key now is to persist.

Therefore, no matter how strong Mr. Li was at this time, I never gave up the principle I should stick to; no matter how much Mr. Li clichés out, I never turned out my trump card

Sometimes when I was forced to do it, I avoided his edge on the grounds of adding tea to him, and came up with a solution to the problem of pouring water.

So, we almost reached a deadlock in several times in our negotiations. Fortunately, we have one thing in common, that is, smoking

When it is a little unpleasant, I or him, I will immediately hand over a cigarette, lit it, and each will sip a few sips before going to fight

Just as we lit the fifth cigarette, two knocks came from the door, and I said: Please come in

The door slowly opened, and Ruoshi, dressed in a professional outfit, stood outside the door and smiled slightly

She held an exquisite cowhide notebook in one hand and a signature pen in the other. She nodded to us and then entered the room generously.

I was stunned. Before I could ask what happened to her, she had already walked up to Mr. Li and me, nodded and apologized to us frequently: I'm sorry, I'm just here now, I'm so embarrassed to be late for so long!

I don't understand which Ruoshi is singing. Just as she was about to speak, she blinked at me quietly and said: Manager Chen, this is what you are talking about Mr. Li, you have long been famous! Hello Mr. Li! It's really a presumptuous. I am Manager Chen Ruoshi, Mr. Li, who is called me Xiao Shen.

After saying that, he stretched out his tenderness and waved hands to Mr. Li.

Mr. Li shook hands with Ruoshi, Hello Xiao Shen! Why didn’t you see you the last time I came here? While saying that, he pointed to the empty office chair next to me, and signaled her to sit down.

Oh, yes, I’m very sorry. I didn’t come to the company last week if I had something to do at home. After saying that, she smiled at me: Manager Chen, can I sit down?

Ruoshi really made me confused, why did she become my assistant? And what exactly did she come to do?

But no matter how confused she was, she could not be rude in front of Mr. Li, so she stood up and pulled the chair beside her, and greeted her and sat down.

Ruoshi thanked me, sat next to me, turned the notebook to a blank page, and took a pen to make a look of preparing the meeting minutes.

Looking up, Mr. Li and I were looking at her, but there was no panic on her face, but she looked very calm. She smiled and said: Mr. Li, Manager Chen, where did you just talk about? Let's continue, I'll take notes for you and record the key points you said

My heart was furious: Ruoshi definitely couldn't be here to compete for business with me. Could she be here to help me?

OK, I have been discussing with Mr. Li for so long and still get stuck in trouble over the agency authority issue. Maybe I can help me.

So I took the initiative to lead to what I thought was the key to the dispute and started a new round of negotiations with President Li.

During the negotiations, my light glimpse of Ruoshi burying her head, and the signing pen in her hand was shaking like a flying one, as if she had really become my assistant. Oh, no, it should be said that she was like the internal staff member who was transferred by Mr. Wang in the department before...

Gradually, I found that I had a change: when I first negotiated with Mr. Li, I was always a little lacking in confidence, but since Ruo Shi sat down beside me, the invisible pressure seemed to have a much smaller impact on me.

And my mind is becoming more and more flexible. Maybe before, I had to think about what to answer for about ten seconds before I could answer any question. Now, after he asked, I could come up with a good speech almost immediately.

It seems that her presence has brought me a lot of courage and confidence

On the other hand, Mr. Li seemed to be a little overused. He put his hands on the conference table several times and patted his head, and his tone slowed down.

If I said that in the previous negotiations, I only retreated and defended, then I have become a progress and contribution. Of course, I am not just attacking. Sometimes, what should be withdrawn and avoided is never vague.

It seems that I gradually gained the upper hand, but half an hour passed. I helplessly found that I was still struggling with Mr. Li on the issue of agency authority.

It turns out that it is not enough to have confidence and courage. It should be more important to find what he needs and then attack according to his needs.

After talking for a long time, I didn't seem to have grasped Mr. Li's most fundamental needs.

When we have this understanding in our hearts, we are already in a deadlock again

Just when I thought Mr. Li was too difficult and anxious, Ruoshi spoke

Mr. Li, Manager Chen, I recorded the key points of your conversation with each other. Please see if it is right. I will pour water for you. After that, I took our water cup out.

I took Ruoshi's notebook and handed it to Mr. Li first, but he smiled and said: I have a headache now. I don't look at Xiao Chen Ah, and I even said you are an honest person! I'm really misleading. You are a veteran Ah! I said without any concealment that I have talked about a lot of business. Although you are not the most difficult one, you will definitely be among the top three! Oh, damn, when you are at a certain age, you will feel tired in such negotiations! If I am still as young as you, I will never be suppressed by your momentum like now haha!

Mr. Li's voice, Damn it made me feel so kind that my nose itched and I sneeze. I took the medicine yesterday and it was fine, but today I still have some nasal congestion and sneeze

I smiled apologetically to Mr. Li: Mr. Li, am I not a veteran? To be honest, I have never encountered a powerful franchisee like you, and I have never had such a fierce negotiation. I can see that you are already merciless and have not pressed you step by step. I think you should enjoy this negotiation process very much, right?

Mr. Li smiled profoundly and said without comment. He handed me a cigarette and lit one myself and said happily: Let's take the break. I nodded and said yes, take Ruoshi's notebook to check it out.

Although her handwriting looks a bit messy, she is still beautiful

She recorded the key points that Mr. Li said on the left, and the right is the key points that I said on the right

So I looked at the text on the left, but when I looked at it, I felt a sudden sense of enlightenment!

It turns out that what is recorded on it is Ruoshi's analysis of the root cause of why Mr. Li was entangled on this issue for a long time!

The so-called authorities are confused and the bystanders are clear. She completely sees the problem very thoroughly. Although she has not written a solution on it, based on our daily business communication, how can I know that she has actually told her how to break the deadlock?

Are you tired? Come on, drink some water. Ruoshi walked in with two cups.

I hurriedly greeted two cups, placed them on the table, then placed my notebook in front of her, and looked at her with gratitude.

Ruoshi just smiled faintly, nodded at me, as if telling me: You can do it!

Yes! I can do it! For a moment, I felt confident and my lost confidence regained my heart.

Next, maybe Mr. Li is really tired and doesn't want to get entangled anymore, or maybe Ruoshi has put all the ideas on me, and it has unexpectedly gone smoothly.

I directly expressed Mr. Li’s concerns, then lobbyed about his concerns, and proposed a solution to my retreat

Ruoshi still didn't talk about it when we were talking. She occasionally raised her head and looked at me with appreciation while taking notes.

It was time for lunch, and Mr. Li and I had signed the contract, and the fee was paid.

Mr. Li shook hands with me and said: It’s really the Yangtze River’s backward wave pushing the previous wave Ah I originally wanted to fight for more favorable conditions for myself, but I didn’t win much. Now I have signed a contract with you in a daze

I hurriedly said: What is Mr. Li saying? I lost a lot in today's negotiations. You don't know that I have violated many regulations now and have given you many favorable conditions! Although it seems that I won on the surface, you are still successful!

I did give up many benefits beyond the company's policies, but those things that are irrelevant and formal, the company is just talking about them and does not take them seriously.

But I can't say that I have succeeded, because I think that in terms of Mr. Li's negotiation style, he should be a more competitive person. It is appropriate to not let him feel that he has failed.

Sure enough, President Li laughed when he heard this, swept away his tired attitude, and said with a smile: Young man is quite modest! Doing this business with you happily! Xiao Chen Ah, I admire you very much! I took the liberty to invite you, would you like to follow me back to Harbin? I want to hire you as the marketing director of your company! Although my gift company cannot be on the market, it is still very famous in Heilongjiang. If you come here, I will never treat you badly! How about it?

I was stunned, he didn't look like he was joking

Unexpectedly, Mr. Li wanted to poach me, and in front of Ruoshi

Are Northeast people so straightforward and don’t like to beat around the bush?

This job as director sounds quite good

If I'm on CD or CQ, I will definitely jump. This is too far away. What should I do if my family leaves? And I won't see Ruoshi again

I looked at Ruoshi and saw her smiling at me with a playful look on her face, not seeming to be worried at all that I promised Mr. Li

But she really doesn't have to worry. I only thought about it for a few seconds, and politely declined Mr. Li's kindness.

Sometimes it takes a business to open up the situation, or to make a happy event

After Mr. Li finished his order, I didn’t know if it was my time to operate or found a good way to join, but in the following two months I actually developed four new stores one after another!

Three of them came to join the company by themselves, and the other one was like Mr. Li who was poached from other brands.

In October and November, whether it is the development of new stores or the franchise fee, my performance in the Northeast area has become the first in the company. Even Ruoshi's southwest area is slightly inferior. Although it still cannot enter the top three in the whole year, according to this momentum, I may be able to compare the height of Ruoshi's creation and reach its glory in the second year of my company.

Such achievements make me a little proud. You know, I am actually the only one who is a bachelor commander in the Northeast area.

But I dare not take the chance, because such good results are not my own contribution

Whenever I have time, I will come to help me receive customers.

Sometimes she still pretends to be my assistant and reminds me of points by taking notes. Sometimes she will play with me and play with me to negotiate with the franchise.

Her help often plays a critical role

A person's strength is limited, and team is the key to success

With such cooperation, the tacit understanding between Ruoshi and I became stronger and stronger. Often, with one look, one action, or one vague words, one can know what to do and say next with the other person.

As the saying goes: If you match a man and a woman, you won’t be tired of working!

Doing business with Ruoshi has made me experience the unprecedented joy of work

Although not everyone who comes to consult and join can catch it smoothly, sharing the joy of success together and sharing the bitterness of failure together is like enjoying a fulfilling and simple happiness that makes each other intoxicated.

While I was so moved by Ruoshi's help, I was deeply grateful that I could not repay my kindness.

Because she always doesn't accept every order of business commission, she always says it's natural to help each other, and she refuses it because she doesn't lack money. As a result, every commission is allowed to be obtained by me alone, which makes me extremely uneasy.

Although my wife has also called me on her own initiative in the past two months, she seems to have been scolding me for forgetting our anniversary that day. She is always lukewarm and hot. After every call, she is still as depressed as usual

As usual, I go home every half a month to relieve my longing for my family

But what's ridiculous is that when I'm at home, I'll vaguely be jealous of my son

Because my wife only seems to have this little guy in her eyes, she is so intimate with him, and it always makes me feel that I have less enthusiasm for myself.

Although maternal love is nature and a son needs meticulous care when he is young, men also need love and need the person he cares about to take care of carefully...

Our sex life is not very coordinated.

We have done it four times in two months, but every time I don’t feel the passion I once had, just like a routine...

I think the same feeling is true for my wife, but we have not put this on the table. It seems that we are already used to this passionate sex

At that time, I thought that when couples use sexual intercourse instead of having sex, it was a deep helplessness. If you want to change, you always feel powerless.

But now I have realized that it is not completely powerless, it just depends on how sincere, how sincere, how many means there are...

On the other hand, Ruoshi is a completely different scene. Although I repeatedly told myself to keep a distance from her before, things went against my wishes. Not only did the distance not be widened, but it was closer than before...

In these months, the most difficult time from getting off work to the next day is

Every night I look forward to a long few hours passing by quickly, because I can see Ruoshi again when I go to work.

Every day I arrive at the office at around 8 o'clock. After up to twenty minutes, I can see the red MZD entering the company gate.

You know, our working hours are about 9:00 in the morning

This is a very wonderful feeling. We are not in love, but we are like men and women in love, and we can't help but miss each other; this is a very unique atmosphere. We never say or fall in love with each other, but we always feel the friendship between each other.

This feeling and breath make us intoxicated and enjoy each other, just like drinking a glass of clear water without any impurities, making us feel comfortable both physically and mentally

However, behind this wonderful relationship, there is a certain danger.

On the surface, we are very tacit partners, and it seems that they have nothing to do with love, but the faint fragrance between us is getting stronger and stronger, so that I often feel that just a catalyst can make each other burn wildly

Perhaps the process of burning will be something that makes each other happy, but the result after burning is discouraged, even though it is just a wall in our hearts.

I understand this situation, and Ruoshi even more understands it!

So, we are still attracted to each other and exclude each other

When one of us can't control ourselves, the other party will tactfully remind and refuse to happen further...

Therefore, we are still like two parallel lines that complement each other, and we can't find the intersection point

Ambiguous, like a shadow, sweet and sour, bitter and spicy, just like the addiction you and I can’t quit, it can’t be thrown away, it can’t be erased, it’s accompanied by each other’s breathing, and just put my eyebrows on my heart, and I know the taste, the sweet and bitterness of it...

Two years later, whenever I recall that time, I still can't help but smile, my heart is moved, and I can't help but feel bitter and bitter.

If, I mean, what if...if we always stick to our principles? I think we may always be the best friends of the opposite sex.

The CQ in December is very cold, even colder than in the north

Every household in the north has heating, but CQ does not

Here, whether indoors or outdoors, the coldness is the same. Whether walking or sitting, you will feel cold hands and feet.

Today is Christmas, just like last year, it was a very bad time. Because it was not a weekend, the company did not have a holiday, so it was unable to go home to accompany my wife and children. This made me feel regretful, and I felt very sad and lonely.

In the afternoon, I asked Ruoshi on QQ what kind of Christmas Eve I was going to have

She told me without hesitation that she would like to have a video of her again at night

Then she asked me how I would live, and if I would go to Jiefang Monument with You Shen to knock on the air hammer

Every Christmas Eve, whether it is CQ or CD, there are always a large group of men and women who flock to the most prosperous business district, waving their youth and conveying their joy.

Once upon a time, I also participated in such a carnival. At that time, she was around me. They quietly attacked each other with stingy hammers. After hitting them, they ran away, leaving a string of laughter spreading in the air.

Now, I look at her from afar, and even the simplest love words have become a luxury...

So what if you are together?

The laughter and joy that have passed away, how can we find it back?

I can't find the answer...

Therefore, there is no longer any mood for a group of people's carnival, only one person is swallowed by loneliness and cannot find the exit

Ruoshi saw me not answering for a long time, so she sent me a baby face with a question mark

I replied, Haha, You Shen had asked me to go by myself before, that was the world of their young people, and I was not very suitable for me.

Ruoshi chose the same rhetoric as You Shen on QQ: Comrade Wenxuan, do you think you are very old?

It's Ah, will you not grow old if you have a wife and a son? I asked back on QQ

Ruoshi said, if you have a family, you will be old?

You must know that you are only one year older than Haibo and me!

In fact, no matter what age you have, you must keep a young heart

Go, it’s better to go to Jiefangbei with Haibo than to stay alone in the dormitory and read "Xu Zhimo's Essay Collection"!

She is really memorable. She only told her that once I like reading books when I was fine at night, she remembered them in her heart and also remembered the title of the book.

I smiled, but forgot to see my smile through QQ. I thought to myself, if you were with me, how wonderful this Christmas Eve would be. It’s a pity that you want to accompany the Tao far away on the other side of the earth

For some reason, I suddenly wanted to be arrogant to Ruoshi, so I jokingly said half-seriously on QQ: As long as you go, I will definitely go!

Ruoshi replied quickly: Then go, after I finished talking with Tao, I will come to find you

So, after dinner, Youshen quietly drove the company's car to the Jiefang Monument, and I naturally got on the car.

It was already eight o'clock in the evening when we arrived at Jiefangbei. This CQ is the most famous and prosperous business district.

Although most of them are young boys and girls, there are many white-collar workers like me, and there are even some older uncles and aunts.

Here, everyone's face was filled with joy brought by the festival, and everyone smiled from the heart. It took a lot of effort to find a parking space to park the car properly.

Walking to Jiefangbei Pedestrian Street with difficulty, the wandering god was already infected by the joy and noise around him, pulling my arm and shouting something

But because of the crowds of people around me and the constant laughter, his words were drowned in the sound before they reached my ears

An aunt selling air hammers passed by, and You Shen hurriedly pulled her away. I told him to buy only one, but he didn't hear it. As a result, we were holding an air hammer in our hands.

You Shen leaned into my ear and shouted: "Bad man, have you seen those beauties over there? We are fighting happily. Let's go and join the battle!"

I followed his hand and found that there were indeed seven or eight beautiful girls gathered together to play and make fun of them. There were a few gangsters around who were like wandering gods. They were taking advantage of the situation to rob.

Unfortunately, I was not in the mood to have fun, so I asked You Shen to come over and play, and I stood here to rest.

The God of You was very dissatisfied with my incompetence and wanted to pull me over, but he couldn't help but pull me. So he had to emphasize sex over friends, leave me alone and find fun alone

I smiled and held my phone in my hand, worried that after a while, Ruoshi came and called, I would not hear it.

More and more people are coming, and the crowds of people are moving slowly forward, like a large pool of slowly spreading water, driving everything around them

Standing by the roadside, I was like a fallen leaf without roots, passively following the crowd slowly moving forward.

I know it's not good to go on like this

It’s not that I’m afraid of losing contact with You Shen, but that the crowd will get together in a while, and they will use the hammer in their hands to hit people they know or don’t know. I will inevitably be injured by accident in this crowd.

I happened to see a girl on a chair next to me getting up and walking away, so I hurriedly took the position

Sure enough, I just sat down for less than ten minutes and people started beating each other

Oh, there was a constant sound of cheering, and the sound of the air hammer hitting people was endless. Some people were fighting one-on-one, but some were besieged by multiple people.

Maybe you were still attacking others the moment before, but maybe you were the target of multiple attacks in the next moment

But whether it is the hitter or the beaten person, everyone has a happy face, as if at this moment, people all over the world have taken off their masks and shook off the dust. They only bring their happiest smiles to each other, and to everyone around them whom they know or do not know.

I watched this event quietly, and I smiled, but for some reason, because I know I was not infected, I wonder if you have ever had such a time.

The lights are bright and the sounds are buzzing. You are watching other people's carnivals, clearly talking and laughing, and it is extremely harmonious, but suddenly I feel bored and want to get out of here and I can't bear it for a moment

Inexplicably, a loneliness hits, making people suddenly feel that they are in an uninhabited wilderness at this time, and the boundless desolation and loneliness make their hearts tighten.

So you think of escaping, but you have nowhere to escape; you want to catch something, but you find that you can't catch anything...

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At seven o'clock, I called the landline at home. My mother answered the phone, and my wife and son were not at home.

My mother told me that a man drove the car downstairs of the community and picked them up and went out for dinner.

I asked my mother why she didn't go. My mother said she had eaten, so why are she going to do it?

Minmin didn't go either, but the man called several times to urge him. He couldn't help but feel good and had to go, so she took her son there.

I asked who is so polite? Is it her colleague? Is it a man or a woman? My mother said she didn't know and asked me to call myself to ask.

Hang up the phone, for some reason, the doubt that I have been avoiding has flowed into my mind again

As usual, I immediately wanted to destroy it, but it was in vain.

So I called my wife, hoping that she could help me solve my doubts

My wife's ringing rings for a long time before she was answered. The environment there was noisy, and her tone was still lukewarm and concise.

Before I asked, my wife took the initiative to say that her boss is the one who is the one who eats in a restaurant outside, and asked me if there is anything wrong with me.

I said oh, as if I didn’t care whether she was eating outside. It was nothing. I called to tell you that I miss you and my son very much!

Actually, I really want to ask who this boss is, I have basically seen anyone in my wife's unit.

Actually, I want to ask why he invited his wife to dinner, and if there is any purpose

But I didn't ask, because I didn't want my wife to think that I'm a stingy person

At this time, I seemed to hear a man's voice coming from the phone, "Be good, eat more!" Wen Min, you eat more, and then, I seemed to be muttering, I don't like this, I don't like it!

I frowned. The man called me son. Good, is this fucking close? Why do I feel so awkward?

My wife said, "Young son, don't make trouble, Wenxuan, I'll call you later, okay?"

I said yes, Merry Christmas, threw my phone aside, and I slapped my head. I obviously cared, why should I pretend not to care, fuck!

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The screen of the phone suddenly lit up, saving my inexplicable loneliness. I answered the phone, Ruoshi, are you here? Where is Ah?

Ruoshi was saying something on the other end of the phone, but I couldn't hear it clearly, so I hung up the phone and used text messages to contact him. After several text messages, Ruoshi and I agreed to meet at the door of Wangfujing Department Store.

It is only one or two hundred meters from my current location to Wangfujing, but because of the crowd, it becomes difficult to walk, no less than walking a few kilometers. Not only that, I am always hit by someone with an air hammer. Fortunately, no one hits my head, so what's wrong with my hairstyle?

When I struggled to move to the agreed location, it was already twenty minutes later

I searched in the crowd for a long time and finally saw her standing gracefully at the gate of the mall

At this time, she seemed to be the focus. Many people around her, regardless of whether they were men or women, would turn their heads and pay tribute to her attention.

At this moment, she was looking at the passers-by in front of her calmly, with an iconic elegant smile on her face, but she didn't seem to see me

I took the opportunity to look at her whole body first, but there was no way. Who told her that she was always not as good as I wanted. They always had those professional outfits, at most they were different in colors.

I saw her wearing a down jacket, which was as white as snow. Such snow contrasted with her very fair skin and added a pure temperament.

Ordinary girls will look bloated in down jackets, but the word bloated is not suitable for girls in front of them. Her tall figure of 1.72 meters is still stands out in this crowded place.

No more verbal expression is needed, just by the frequent attention of people around you

The collar of this down jacket is very cute, with a row of brown fluff on it, which should be used to add warmth.

It happened that her curly hair was spread over the fluff, and the two brown warm currents merged together, making her look extremely harmonious.

Her down jacket is not tied together

It was slightly open, revealing the scarf around its neck and the sweater on its upper body

The colors of scarves and sweaters are exactly the same, blending many colors such as white, yellow, light red, etc. It looks very unique, but it does not feel weird at all.

Although it is a heavy winter dress, it still cannot hide her perfect figure. The concave and convex curve of the sweater can be seen, especially the bulge on the chest, which is the most attractive to people.

Her lower body was wearing a pair of jeans and a pair of long high heel boots, all of which were cold black.

Those jeans are extremely shaped, with long legs and straight plump but not fat

I couldn't help but think of what I saw on the night of sleeping together. My nightgown was not covered with beautiful legs exposed, so I became spineless and itchy.

This kind of black and white dress, coupled with the extremely beautiful face, forms a picture of a beautiful woman in winter clothes under the night sky, fashionable and elegant, cute and elegant

I looked at the woman in front of me, and an inexplicable question suddenly popped up in my mind: Shier Ah, you are just a clothes rack, and you look so good in any clothes you wear. Why did you not become a model when you first chose a career?

Does your Tao really love you Ah?

Why are you not worried about such an excellent person at all. Not only do you go to other countries, but you are also fucking just come back once every Spring Festival? If you are sincere, wouldn’t he worry about your change of heart?

He is not worried that you will be lonely?

I was so angry that I was not worth it, but I was also strongly jealous of Tao in her mouth. But at this time, I didn't think I was just a mother-in-law like Tao...

Hello, I'm here! Ruoshi saw me in the crowd, and she stretched out her hand to wave it, pounding, like a little girl, extremely cute!

I hurried over the crowd, came to her side, and said apologetically: Sorry, have you been waiting for a long time? There are too many people here, just like the Red Army’s Long March of 100,000 miles!

It's okay, I've just arrived for a few minutes, it's so lively here, right, where is Haibo?

Oh, that kid can't find the beauty when he saw it. I don't know which group of beauties he ran to rob him, haha!

Yes, why didn't you go?

I won’t go, the best beauty is by my side, so I don’t have the time to be a crazy bee and a wave butterfly!

Hehe! Stop flattering! Let's go find Haibo

Forget it, there are so many people we can't squeeze through, let's play here, I suggest

Flocking into the crowd, Ruoshi and I were hit by hammers a lot

I noticed that the ones who smashed her were basically young men. As long as she turned around, she would be asked if she wanted to play together, or give her a phone number, etc., boring chats.

And all the little yellow-haired girls who were hit by me were young but they were dressed up as charming as they were. As soon as I paid attention to them, I would be asked immediately, handsome brother, play Ah with me...

Such as Ruoshi's chatter and questioning

I kept holding the hammer that You Shen bought in my hand, but I didn't fight back any girls because I felt that such a fight was boring. But although Ruo Shi ignored the young men, she smiled and didn't seem to empathize with her.

At this time, the aunt selling the hammer appeared again. Ruoshi hurriedly called her and bought a hammer.

I smiled bitterly and asked Ruoshi loudly: No? Do you want to play with this thing too?

Ruoshi heard the words and laughed like a silver bell, and said loudly: Let go when she comes out to play. Although we are no longer young men and girls, we can do what young men and girls do, and I decided not to be a lady tonight. I want to be crazy! So, handsome guy, look at the hammer!

As soon as she finished speaking, she swung the air hammer and hit my arm. The sound of the blow was quite loud, but there was no pain.

When she saw that she succeeded, she giggled like a little girl and kept laughing.

That smile seemed to drive away all the cold, both pure and warm, making me not sure what to reflect when I saw it.

At this moment, Ruoshi said loudly again: Look at your annoying look, I'll wake you up! After saying that, he hit my arm again and again

Seeing Ruoshi so interested, why should she be boring and melancholy male again, and be out of place with this beautiful world without sharing happiness with her?

Okay, I dare to hit me, see how I take revenge! I swung my hammer to make a blow. Ruoshi Ah screamed and turned around and ran away with a smile, but was blocked by the crowd and was hammered on my back.

She turned around, pretended to be angry, and then swung the hammer to hit me. I paniced and used the hammer to block it. She immediately pressed the hammer down a little and wanted to poke my belly, but I still blocked it.

So we walked sideways while holding the air hammer in front of us, and we were muttering something in our mouths, what should I say? Look at my Cheng Yaojin's three-pronged axe

, Ruoshi said, eat my old grandson's Ruyi Golden Hoop

It's like two ignorant children playing a game of war

In such a fight, I finally felt happiness and a kind of childish fun that I had long been away from.

Slowly, the mood of suppressing loneliness at first dissipated without a trace, and the eyes and hearts were filled with the laughter and joy of the girls opposite, and the hammers of their own waving

No wonder so many people flocked to the streets to play such childish games. It turns out that at this moment, everyone can truly be carefree and truly laugh from the heart.

Gradually, I have completely integrated into this carnival, and the long-lost happiness has returned to my body

Before I knew it, Ruoshi and I had already walked to a relatively empty place

In fact, it is not empty at all. There are also many people around playing and chasing, but there are much fewer people coming.

If the poem takes back the hammer, the beautiful and fair face is extremely rosy at this moment, it should be because of the fun.

I thought she was going to take a rest, so I put down the hammer, but I didn't want to put it down, Ruoshi hit my chest again, and then turned around and ran away. Handsome guy, come and chase me Ah! Come on... I threw down a string of silver bell-like laughter and provocative words.

I laughed and chased after me, but found that this girl was very cunning and always wandering around people. It was difficult for me to take revenge.

She took me to run around the circle, her brown curly hair was waving and shaking, like a happy elf, and I held a big hammer and followed behind me, like a hateful witch

After running about five laps, I gradually grasped the rules of her circles, so I had an idea and ran to the back of a crowd of people to hide.

Sure enough, in a blink of an eye, the cunning girl rushed forward, and I hurriedly met and hugged her

Haha, I finally caught you, little fairy! I hugged Ruoshi's two arms, making it difficult for him to move

Ruoshi gasped while not obeying: You are slutty! You are cheating! Help me, let me go!

I finally caught you and said nothing! I won't let go of anything, I won't let go of anything for my life

Then you can hold me for the rest of your life, you are exhausted! Ruoshi smiled gloatingly instead

I have to hug you even if I die... As I was talking, I suddenly felt something was wrong. What were we talking about at this moment? I couldn't help but relax my hands.

Oh, I'm so tired, I need to take a rest!

Ruoshi didn't seem to feel something was wrong, and as soon as she finished speaking, her two little arms put on my back, then buried her head in my arms and gasped slightly

For a moment, I couldn't and didn't want to think about what was wrong.

Because this is the first time: the first time Ruoshi took the initiative to hug me, the first time he took the initiative to hide in my arms

My heart is like drinking honey. In addition to the sweet taste that hurts people's hearts, I also feel moved...

I quietly sniffed the smell of her hair, which was fragrant and fragrant.

Then, I quietly pressed my chin against her hair, soft and warm

Finally, I quietly moved my hands from the lotus arms to the jade back, and my clothes were slightly cool and smooth.

And what about the air hammer in our hands?

I have long since been abandoned on the ground

I closed my eyes, could no longer see anything, and could no longer hear any sound. It turned out that I had been waiting for the hug with Ruoshi for a long time...

Everything around us seemed to have stopped for us, as if this lively liberation monument was the stage where both of us hugged us without saying a word, but we seemed to feel the heartbeat that was throbbing for each other.

In a daze, I returned to the night of sleeping with me. I kissed her face. She felt my lips. Everything was silent, but it was extremely moving, like a dream that would never wake up.

So, I didn't dare to exhale, for fear of disturbing this beautiful dream, and was she afraid of suddenly waking up from the dream?

Suddenly, a loud whistle-bang came into my ears, and the sound went from big to small

I couldn't help but open my eyes and saw that no one was talking around me, all looking up at the sky with their heads raised.

So I couldn't wait to look up at the sky, and suddenly, I couldn't help but be attracted by the scene in front of me.

I saw a bunch of red meteors rushing into the sky, with a red fireball at the top, and a group of shining stars dragging behind them

Suddenly, with a bang, the meteor was like a chrysanthemum that bloomed in an instant, covering the entire sky and illuminating the entire earth!

But such a magnificent scene was only a moment. The chrysanthemums composed of fiery red stars seemed to be summoned by the earth, rolling and scattering like a meteor shower. In the blink of an eye, the gorgeous flowers had disintegrated and dissipated...

I was about to sigh, but I heard another whoosh, and another blue meteor rushed into the sky. As before, after a bang, it bloomed like a chrysanthemum, but this time it was the elegant blue

Before the blue chrysanthemum has dissipated, another red meteor rushed forward, and then it was full of energy, reflecting the blue chrysanthemum

After that, the sound of meteors soaring into the sky and the sound of meteors blooming more and more frequently, and the colors of meteors are becoming more and more common.

Just as a yellow chrysanthemum sprinkled like raindrops, another pink chrysanthemum immediately bloomed again

For a time, between heaven and earth, the liberation monument, which was crowded with people, completely turned into a colorful fairy tale world!

I don't know who is playing this beautiful fireworks, but I don't know who is playing this beautiful fireworks for

I was amazed by the colorful flowers and smiled involuntarily, but I didn't know if the beauty in my arms saw this dreamy sky curtain

So I lowered my head slightly, it turned out that she had already raised her head and was looking at the day

At this moment, Ruoshi's face was filled with a feeling of happiness.

Her long eyelashes, bright eyes, high nose bridge, smiley mouth, and cute dimples, looked so sweet and charming.

Ruoshi seemed to feel my gaze, and in a blink of an eye, the eyes fell on my face

At the moment when our eyes met, we put away our smiles at the same time.

I saw the colorful fireworks blooming like a stream of smoke like a meteor shower, spreading in my eyes and then spreading to my heart...

Ruoshi is as beautiful as the fireworks at this time, her heart and gracefulness will always make me obsessed with it.

But Ruoshi is as mysterious as the fireworks at this time. Her closeness and her coldness and heat all the time emit a fatal attraction all the time

I saw from the corner of my eye that the couples around me were all infected by this beautiful fireworks and hugged each other tightly. So should we kiss?

I'm a little hesitant

But looking at her wet and plump lips, the impulse in her heart became stronger and stronger. Until she finally ignored it, she was still staring at my face and kissed her lips quickly, so quickly that she didn't leave any time for her to escape

The moment she kissed her, she seemed to tremble slightly, her eyes suddenly opened wide, as if she hadn't expected this sudden kiss...

But then, she slowly closed her eyes, leaving only the curved and long eyelashes shaking slightly, a hint of intoxication on her face, and her hands tightened even more on my back than before.

Shi'er, do you know how much I want to kiss you again whenever I dream of it at midnight?

Even if I just touch it lightly, I'm willing to...

After three months tonight, I finally kissed your lips again. Do you know how excited I am?

I couldn't help but close my eyes and hugged her tighter

No longer satisfied with just placing lips, I quietly stuck out my tongue and licked her lips gently, hoping that my tongue could knock her lips and lick the fragrant tongue that I had never tasted before

Ruoshi seemed to know what I meant, and her lips slowly opened slightly. My tongue flexibly tiled into her mouth. Without any effort, she found her little fragrant tongue.

I gently pushed her tongue with the tip of my tongue, and the smooth and tender feeling filled my touch

She seemed to be unhospitable in the face of the uninvited guest in her vagina. As soon as I pushed her tongue slightly open, the fragrant tongue immediately retaliated with color, and used its tip to nudge my tongue, making my tongue slightly open.

I was not convinced, so I pushed my tongue up again, but she immediately pushed it back.

Similar to this repeated cycle, the tongue and tongue are pushed and placed together, which is very heartbreaking

In order to cooperate with the kiss, their heads are slightly tilted, so that the tips of each other's noses are also touched and rubbed left and right, adding a touch of sweetness.

Under this kind of pushing the tongue kiss, I felt a hint of numbness and my breathing became a little more serious.

But I know that not only I feel the peace, but she should also have a numb pleasure. It can be seen from the breath that sprays on the corner of her mouth.

I don't know how long we have been playing and intoxicated like this, maybe we all feel a little tired. We separated our lips at the same time, raised our faces slightly, leaving a trace of distance

We opened our eyes and immediately found that the other person was like a boy and girl in their first love, with a blushing face but showing a sense of happiness.

And we also discovered something ridiculous, a trace of shiny body fluid was connected to each other's mouth...

Seeing this situation, we looked at each other and smiled, raised one hand and wiped the fluid from the corner of each other's mouth with our fingers.

At this moment, the fireworks in the sky had already dissipated, the air was filled with the smell of sulfur, and the surroundings were already full of people, leaving Ruoshi and I standing there, looking deep into each other's eyes, and wiping the corners of each other's lips with my fingers wiping the corners of each other's lips

After wiping, let go of your hands

I suddenly felt even more shy because I thought that everyone around me must have seen the kiss we had just seen, would anyone be slandering?

I hope Yu let her go immediately, but I couldn't bear to hold her in my arms, and it felt fulfilling and sweet. How could this be better?

Just when I was hesitating, I felt that the poem was Ah!

With a sound, her body shaking, as if she wanted to escape from my arms. I was stunned. She had left my arms and took a step back

I haven't decided whether to let go yet, but she did it first...

I looked at her, but she immediately avoided her eyes and lowered her head, still blushing. With the white down jacket, a hint of charm was added to the purity of the purity

Is she able to retreat because of shyness, or is she trying to escape from our true feelings?

Maybe it's the latter! In an instant, I felt a sense of courage for no reason: Don't run away tonight, I won't run away anymore, and don't run away again!

I walked to her with one step, and then climbed up to her back with both arms and hugged her tightly, and slapped my head on her shoulders

Don't hide! I'm ordering like a child

Ruoshi struggled for a while, but couldn't break free, so she said something urgently, which was so powerful that I wanted to dig a hole in the ground immediately and turn it in...

I only heard her say: I am not hiding from Ah, your annoying thing... against my belly... it's a bit... weird...

Indeed, I never felt it. After she said it, I suddenly realized the abnormality of my lower body.

So I hurriedly let go of Ruoshi, and my face turned red like a monkey butt

I looked around in panic and saw someone looking at me. I hurriedly put my hands in my pocket and deliberately arched my wrists up. Perhaps in this way, others would think that they were pushing their crotch up so high with both hands, rather than making trouble for the second child...

Ruoshi saw me panic, and she sniffed! She smiled and glanced at me, she rolled her eyes. She was so charming!

I wanted to smile at her calmly, but she had turned around and walked forward

So he quickly strode to catch up with her and walked side by side with her

But it seems that we have forgotten to pick up the air hammer that we threw on the ground just now. Until we were hit by someone else, we remembered the weapon in our hands, but we accidentally went back to search.

There was interspersed among the crowd, Ruoshi did not turn her head to look at me, as if she was following the crowd blindly, but I followed her steps blindly

I was worried that her previous ugly behavior would make her unhappy, and I never dared to get too close to her

But gradually I noticed a detail: her left hand was always in the pocket of the down jacket, while her right hand was always empty and exposed, hanging softly. Can this be understood as a signal of holding hands to me?

So I approached her tentatively, then pretended to touch her right hand accidentally, but immediately took it back because I was not sure if I should hold hands...

So many people, aren't you afraid that I will get lost? Ruoshi said at the moment when I took it back

I looked at her when I heard this, but I saw that she was still staring ahead without looking at me, as if she was not talking to me, and there was still a light smile on her face.

Of course I was afraid! I never hesitated at all. At the next moment, I had already grasped Ruoshi's right hand and told myself silently that I should hold it firmly and not let go!

Where are you going?

I have no idea

I only know how to walk with the crowd with Ruoshi's hand, I only know that we are communicating with each other's heart through the hands we hold each other.

It seems that we have been walking for a long time, but when we look back, we realize that it is only more than one hundred meters.

At this time, Ruoshi suddenly stopped and stopped leaving. I also stopped, and saw her tilting her head to look aside

I followed her eyes and saw a neon sign with BABICLUB written on it

What's wrong? I asked curiously

Ruoshi turned around and asked very seriously: Wenxuan, do you want to drink?

Ah, drink? Now?

Yes! Let's go to drink! Ruoshi smiled and pulled me to the bar

I was stunned for a moment. Ruoshi rarely drinks, and even stays with customers or companies. Why would he invite me to drink tonight?

I don't understand why, followed foolishly, you came to the real world? Why did you suddenly feel happy to drink?

Now I just want to drink very much. Don’t ask, just accompany me!

What if you get drunk? I'm really worried

Hehehe! I didn’t drive anyway, so there’s no need to worry about being caught by the traffic police, and you are here! What are you afraid of when you’re drunk?

I'm drunk? Are you so relieved to me? I looked at Ruoshi walking in front of me, and my heart tightened. It turned out that her smile had already dissipated, and she turned into a face of melancholy and sadness...

For a moment, I understood why she wanted to drink, and I also thought that drinking was the best choice now!

I regret meeting too late! I regret meeting too late!

We sat in a dim corner, looking faintly at the BLOODMARY in front of the table

This bar and the outside seem to be two worlds. The outside world is crowded with people, and there are laughter and joy everywhere. Friends gather together lively and couples are having fun.

Although there are many people in this world, no one is laughing. There are men and women sitting alone, holding wine glasses, with blurred eyes and sad and lonely faces.

This is a place for sad people to gather. On this Christmas carnival night, there are still people who can't find happiness, and there are still people who can't integrate into the outside world. Just like that, we...

Ruoshi is really not a good thing to drink. After drinking half a glass of wine, two red clouds floated on her face, but it became more feminine.

I picked up the glass of wine in front of me and took a small sip. A very strong smell rushed into my nose.

Actually, I don’t like this taste, but in order to match Ruoshi, I didn’t want the beer I like to drink normally.

We are like two strangers with their own worries sitting at the same table, but we are drinking their own wine and thinking about their own sorrow.

He will return to China in five months. Ruo Shi suddenly said

I know who he is, my heart is so sore that I need the strength of BLOODMARY to impact it.

Putting down the wine glass, I frowned and let the liquid roll into my throat, and said with a smile: Well, it's great! You should be very happy, right? After so many years of waiting, I finally achieved the right result!

I really don't know how I can talk with a smile, as if it has nothing to do with me

Ruoshi smiled, but she smiled so lonely. It has been more than three years. From the initial unforgettable longing to the calm expectation of RuoShui now, it is Ah. I have been waiting for too long. I feel numb after so long. I don’t know if the taste of longing is joy or sadness.

I was stunned when I heard this, Ruoshi had never said these words, so I waited for the following words

Ruoshi picked up the cup and took a sip, slowly placed it on the table, then looked at it with blurred eyes, and continued: At first, I was looking forward to the passing of these four years, day and night, praying that my waves could return to China quickly, return to me, and help me drive away the loneliness and impetuousness of every night... But now it is finally coming, and he has only a handful of time to return to China. You said I should be very happy, I think I should be very happy! But Wenxuan... Wenxuan, tell me why I can't be happy, why is I so scared and so sad?

My heart was shocked not only because of her words, but also because I saw her crystal tears that slid across her face

This is not the first time I have seen her tears. I also called seeing her in the hospital and in the hotel, but at that time I just felt distressed. At this moment, in addition to feeling distressed, there was also a strong sadness spreading in my heart.

I suppressed my heartache and my mouth was raised. I wanted to give Ruoshi a smile, but I realized that I couldn't laugh, really couldn't laugh.

I wanted to comfort her, but I just said: Don't think too much

, I was stunned and couldn't speak anymore...

Ruoshi suddenly picked up the cup and drank half a cup of BLOODMARY until it was gone, and then signaled a waiter beside her to ask for another cup.

I hurriedly called the waiter and told her not to drink anymore. I was really worried that Ruoshi would get drunk

But Ruoshi immediately said willfully: Don’t worry about me! I still want to drink, you have to drink too! You are always so timid, are you even afraid of drinking? Waiter, have two more drinks!

Am I timid? No, I know I am not timid... I am just hesitant and I am just afraid at first I just think I am not qualified I am just worried about betraying my oath

OK! Drink! Shier, let's have a good time tonight! I raised my head and drank half of my cup

Ruoshi smiled when she heard this, but she had tears in her smile. It was extremely sad and beautiful. You called me Shi'er again. I thought you would never call me again in your life... There was a hint of swear in her voice

I put down my wine glass, and the feeling of being stuffy was so uncomfortable. I seemed to be choking. I coughed twice on purpose, and then took the opportunity to drop the unbearable secretions in my eyes.

I muttered: Who said? I want to call you to write poetry. I want to call you like this at any time, even in my dreams!

Ruoshi smiled again after hearing this, with more tears in her smile, her face as if it was extremely red as a rainy one, as if it was so unbearable to the test of alcohol.

Do you know how happy and hard I have been in the past few months? Do you know how disappointed I have seen you deliberately alienate me? Do you know how happy I am to see you unable to help but approach me? Do you know how reluctant I am to deliberately reject you? Do you know how worried I am to be toward you?

I didn’t expect Ruoshi to say this, and would tell her own voice here, which is actually my voice...

But what about me?

I have been suppressing, hiding, getting close, never daring to face it

At this moment, I finally couldn't suppress the emotions in my heart anymore, and I was also bursting into tears and murmured constantly. What I know, I know everything...

At this time, the wine was brought up. The waiter looked at us, but seemed to be accustomed to it. He walked away calmly and picked up the wine glasses and touched them gently. He took a small sip from each other.

How wonderful it would be if I met you six years ago.

Six years... It was too late six years ago. At that time, I fell in love with Minmin. I don’t know why I still think of my wife at this time

I asked myself silently: Do I love Ruoshi?

What I think must be loved is not only as simple as love at first sight, but more of spiritual comfort and warmth; do I love my wife?

I think I must love it. I love it before, love it now, and I will continue to love it in the future. It is not only love but also oath and responsibility.

Both love each other, but how can they love each other?

Can one person fall in love with two people at the same time?

I don't know the answer

There is no if in life. I lowered my head and let the tears of pain fall on the table overwhelmed

It's Ah, there is no such thing as life... if... you have a home and a room, I have the people waiting for at the wrong time, and meeting the right person is really ironic!

After a meal, the girl opposite who had tears but didn't cry from the beginning to the present said boldly: Come on, drink! I'm not worse than you! I'll get this cup!

I picked up the glass without hesitation and drank it clean with her, and immediately called the waiter to pour wine.

That night we were drinking mellow wine and wept with sour tears. The small cup was filled with wine or tears? What we swallowed into our hearts was not sure whether it was tears or wine?

I don't know how many cups I drank, but I only know that the BLOODMARY in the cup is gone, the music in the bar has stopped, our tears have dried up, and we can only smile foolishly

We lay on the table, but we were unwilling to close our eyes. We looked at each other with drunken eyes, looking at one of our hands tightly holding on the table

Ruoshi murmured: Since it is a mistake, why do we see such a beautiful fireworks? Why do you come to provoke me? Why do you kiss me? Why do you hold my hand? Why don’t you approach me as you usually do?

That's because God played a joke with us, that's because I like you!

Since it's a joke, can you leave me?

I murmured: I don’t want to leave you, never leave you! People in the world will leave you, and I will be by your side!

Very Ah! But now I think it's time for us to leave, it seems very late. Ruoshi smiled when she heard this, smiling foolishly

Oh, let me see the time... I took my sleeves and saw that I had no watch. I just remembered that I put it in the dormitory when I came out.

So he slowly took out his cell phone and looked at the screen with drunken eyes. Hey? The nineteen missed calls, who was so persistent?

I smiled foolishly and looked through them one by one. Six of them showed Min, three of them showed You Shen, five of them showed Li Jie, and five of them were strangers who they called and didn't know who they were.

When I saw the name of the single character, my heart seemed to be deeply pricked by a needle.

But I really don't want to think about her at this moment

I didn't care about these calls, but just looked at the time carefully. Oh, it was almost a little bit too late!

I don't know if it was the temperature difference between the bar and the outdoors that made each other feel cold, or the tenderness after drinking made each other eager to hug each other, making Ruoshi and I leaned against each other and walked on the street tilted.

Although it was already a little bit at this time, there were still so many young people caring tirelessly on the street.

While waiting for the taxi to get on the passenger order, Ruoshi lay in my arms and asked in a speechless manner: It's another one, can't you go back to the dormitory anymore?

I nodded, but immediately remembered that she did not look up at me, so I said: If I can't go back, we will stay in the hotel again, okay?

Very Ah, oh, no, I seem to have brought the key today. After saying that, she found it in her pocket

I grabbed her hand looking for the key and stopped caring about the key... We said we won't separate, and we won't separate tonight!

She buried her head deep into my chest and said tremblingly: I'm afraid...we will make mistakes!

I hugged her tightly, and a gust of wind blew, blowing our hair and blowing into our hearts

It seemed that I had strengthened my belief again and made me say loudly: There will be no mistakes! Even if there are indeed mistakes... we must continue to make mistakes until we are doomed to hell, but as long as there is hell, we will still run rampant together! Shier, how are you?

The girl did not hesitate at all when she heard this. She raised her head and looked at my face. Her eyes contained tears, and she responded clearly and loudly.