Chapter 19: Deep Love

Sister Hui, is there anything wrong? To be honest, I just want to sleep now

Xiao Xiao, can you come out for a while? I...I want to say something to you, but I don't want to...I don't want people to hear it

She was a little nervous, which made me dizzy. What's so mysterious?

What do you mean? Come in and say, Xiao Guo has gone for a walk, he hasn't come back so soon. I've lie, it's just to protect the reputation of those two people, so it shouldn't matter

Yes~

I stepped back and let her in, turned around and poured water for her, wonder why she closed the door? What the hell is she doing?

She sat on the edge of Xiao Guo's bed, her head lowered, and kept turning the water cup on her hand. I became more and more strange, waiting for her to speak

Xiao Xiao, that... that... you think, um... no, I... I... couldn't say it for twenty or thirty seconds, and blue smoke bursts out from my head

It's really awkward, I can't help but say: Sister Hui, there are only two of us here. If you have anything, just say it.

Qin Hui looked up at me, and from my encouraging eyes, she seemed to have gained great courage. The following words were done in one go without a pause.

Xiao Tong, I will only ask you one thing, what position do I occupy in your mind?

Hui...Sister Hui, why are you asking like this? It's my turn to stutter

You answer me first, in your eyes, what am I? She seems to have changed someone, her whole body is full of aggressiveness, every word is aggressive, every word is aggressive

That...you are my senior, good colleague, good friend. I don't understand what she means, so I bit the bullet and popped up these words

Good colleague...good friend? She repeated my words, and two lines of tears poured down from the corners of her eyes and said sadly: Xiao Tong, how could you treat me like this?

Sister Hui, don’t...don’t cry! What’s wrong with me? I didn’t...didn’t do anything?

I'm a little helpless

After contacting Sister Yan, Xiaoya, and Huang Peiyun, I have more or less peeked into their inner world, but I have never seen through Qin Hui and Zhao Xian.

Zhao Xian is self-enclosed and does not give people the opportunity to get close, but Qin Hui is hidden and does not show her joy, anger, sorrow and happiness. She is the kind of woman who is difficult to truly understand without getting along for a long time.

Just like now, I have no clue why she cries

Xiaoya likes you, you can treat you with a smile and let her occupy it all day long; Sister Yun drowns, you can go to save her, and you can chat for a long time before returning home in the middle of the night; even Zhao Xian, who is not very good to you, falls ill, you can be so nervous, runs down a few kilometers, and even if you don’t have time to wear a coat to buy her medicine.

She almost asked me with a scream, but what about me? What is me? Good colleague? Good friend?

Then I realized that she fell in love with me. She felt so angry that she felt so strange when she saw me getting close to other women.

To be honest, although Qin Hui is within my goal, I don't want to do it so quickly

With her gentle personality, I planned to cook it slowly in a low heat, and it was achieved naturally, but I didn't expect that she would...

Sister Hui, don't do this, any of them will treat you and me. No matter what, stabilize her emotions first.

I don't want to... I don't want this! She was crying and tears fell into the water cup in her hand. Xiao Tong, if you don't like me, why did you kiss me that day?

Then...that's...if she explained again, she might have any reaction if she was just a stopgap. I was speechless and speechless

Why? Why did you make me fall in love with you? These unreasonable words can be said, which shows how confused she is now

Sister Hui, I...I...How do you teach me how to answer this kind of question?

She looked up at me with a sad look and a heartbroken expression. I understand, I also understand that I shouldn't like you. Since that day, I have been thinking about you every day and smiling, thinking about your every move, thinking about you holding me in my arms, and loudly said to the villain, "Ahui is my girlfriend, don't pester her again in the future." I thought about you kissing my lips gently, that was my first kiss...

She closed her eyes and let tears slide down her cheeks. I kept telling myself, 'Silly, don't miss him, he is so outstanding, he won't like you', but it's useless. As soon as I close my eyes, I see your smiling face. I dreamed that I really married you. In my dream, I smiled so happily, but every time I wake up, I hate the pillowcase is covered with tears. I hate myself... I hate myself for no reason, I can't miss you, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, but... But every time I get an injection, I think, this is because of Xiao Tong, I suffer these injuries for Xiao Tong... Look!

She rolled up her left sleeves and hundreds of red dots covered with snow-white left shoulders immediately caught my eyes.

Some of these spots are bright red, some are dark red, and some are so faint that they can't be seen. These are the scars she left with needles every night, all for me

At this moment, I seemed to be hit by a huge lightning. With a buzzing sound in my ears, my whole body was numb, my mind was blank, everything around me was blurred, as if there was only a woman on the opposite side left in the world, she floated over from a faraway place with her crying words with her voice.

I know... I know that these words shouldn't be told to you, but I can't stand it. If I don't say them, I'll watch you continue to be intimate with them, I... I might really go crazy, I... I'm sorry...

With a bang, it was the sound of the paper cup in her hand falling to the ground. She stood up and ran towards the door.

I have a premonition that if I had just run out like this now, I would never have been able to save her from now on, and even... I may never have been able to see her again.

My reaction is first-class. My years of physical exercise made me turn around and rush forward like a spring, hug her from behind, dragged her back from the door.

She struggled hard in my arms, let me go, let me go!

Sister Hui, don't leave, you... listen to me

I don't listen, I don't listen. Her left arm was wrapped in my arms, and I kept slapping my arm with my right hand, but this action was like a swaying to shake a big tree, without any effect.

Hui, I like you, it's true. I shouted out my heartfelt words.

Her body immediately froze and began to struggle again in less than a second. Liar, liar, I don't believe it, let go quickly

It seems that it is not possible to do without any special means. I let go of my hand and grabbed her shoulders, pulled her face toward me, put her arms around her slender waist, lowered my head and kissed her fragrant lips again

Like last time, her body became soft again, and then she twisted violently, and used her free hands to pound my shoulders and back. She made a ummy sound from her nose, and her head swayed from side to side to try to break free from my mouth.

I hugged her firmly, held the back of her head with one hand, and tightened her waist with the other, making her struggle useless

I tried my hand and my mouth was quite gentle. I held her head down and couldn't move at all.

I sucked her upper and lower lips gently, and my tongue was circling between her lips. I finally found a gap and crawled into the middle, but I encountered two rows of little beef teeth who were loyal to her guarding her.

I couldn't get in, but I was in a hurry. I went back and continued to lick and suck the red and fragrant lips, not even letting go of the corners of my salty mouth with tears and the salty corners of my mouth.

When I knocked on the door for the fourth time, Qin Hui's teeth finally fell. With the sound of her, my tongue entered a warm and moist place. What I had been waiting for was the soft and smooth fragrance piece I had been waiting for for a long time.

My tongue kept saying hello to her in the most intimate way

First, tap it a few times, then curl it into a hook shape, use force to hook and suck it, bringing her fragrant tongue to a place I have never been to before.

I finally got the wish and held the small fragrant slices that I even dreamed of. This is a delicious food I have never tasted before.

Qin Hui's whisper in her nose became lower and lower, and the hands that were hitting my back gradually became weaker. The moment I sucked her little fragrant tongue, the movement of her hands finally stopped and instead hugged my neck tightly.

At the same time, when I intersected with her lips, I felt a trace of hot liquid sliding across the corner of my mouth.

I hugged her body and fell to the side, and the two of them fell on the bed just like this.

There was a faint orchid scent in her mouth. I greedily sucked the saliva on her tongue, and from time to time I rolled up my tongue and gently lifted the bottom of her fragrant tongue

She didn't want to retract, and she responded awkwardly to my movements. Her little tongue just swayed left and right in my mouth.

It seems that the last time it was her first kiss. How lucky I am?

I felt grateful in my heart, and I continued to use my kissing skills, gently gnawed her tongue with my upper and lower front teeth, fixed the little letter, and then used my tongue to slam it on it, making her unable to help but make another cute nose sound like um... um...

The whole world disappeared, and even breathing seemed to stop. The only real existence was the beauty in her arms and the two of them tightly connected lips. I really hope that time will stay at this moment forever

After a long time, I separated my mouth from her lips and gently lifted my body. Ah Hui, your lips are so fragrant

Her eyes were closed, her face was flushed, her mouth was slightly opened, her breathing was rapid, and tears poured out again, sliding down to the bed from both sides of her eyes, Xiao Tong, do you still want to insult me ​​like this?

At this time, she might be hating that she could not resist my kiss, which caused Ji Xiang's lips to fall again, and even Xiang Tong's captive, right?

Hui, can you listen to me?

She didn't react, and still looked at her slaughter. I said to myself, "You misunderstood, I am definitely not looking down on you." Your gentle and quiet, considerate and generous personality deeply touched me from the beginning. I believe in me. I really like you very much. I didn't pursue you because I don't think I deserve you. I... I have other women.

Qin Hui opened her beautiful eyes, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she burst into tears. She was so beautiful that she couldn't be seen. You lied to me again. Last time you were at your house, you said you didn't have a girlfriend. She was finally willing to listen to me carefully.

I stood up and reluctantly left the soft body that made my heart sway. Ah Hui, I didn't lie to you. Are you willing to listen to my story? Learn and use it now, Huang Peiyun is really a good teacher.

She sat up, blushed her face and made her messy dress and hair, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, leaned against the head of the bed, looking at her eyes as if she was so gentle.

It seems that although this long kiss cannot change her mind, it completely disintegrated her resentment just now.

I poured her another glass of water and sat down opposite her. The two of them returned to the condition she had just come in.

I moistened my throat and told her everything about Sister Yan and I

Including my oath and Sister Yan's later confession, no word was left out.

From the beginning of my story, Qin Hui opened her beautiful big eyes widened. She didn't even blink a few times during the whole process. I don't know if she was stunned by this unreasonable behavior or was moved by the true love between Sister Yan and me.

Anyway, she didn't close her cute little mouth for a minute until I finished speaking.

No...Impossible, Sister Yan, how could she be... She finally woke up from her shock

Hui, Sister Yan is like you, a kind and considerate woman. She will never agree to marry me. The reason I said just now that she hopes that I will make a good choice among you, but I will only be in the dark for the rest of my life.

After a pause, I gritted my teeth and said: So I want to become stronger, I want to become stronger than anyone else, so strong that no one can affect my decision, so that those who love me no longer have to sneak in, but be my woman openly

This time I came out, Sister Yan told me to seize the opportunity and strike while the iron is hot

I continued, the content was half true and half false. To be honest, my first choice was you, but... but I really couldn't chase you without any scruples. If I was really with you, I would be sorry to Sister Yan, and I would be even more sorry to you.

She remained silent, not knowing what she was thinking, originally thought that her personality was just virtuous and gentle. After seeing her soft and hard outside, I never had the confidence to guess her idea anymore

Hui, I really like you. You and Sister Yan are both the women I dream of. No matter who I miss, I will definitely regret it for the rest of my life.

I stared at her eyes affectionately, Hui, can I give me a chance? Give me a chance to have you at the same time. I know that I didn’t consider your feelings and was also selfish, but I really can’t do it without you, really... it’s really not possible.

Her eyes were shiny, as if she was in deep thought, and she didn't answer me

You may think that I am insatiable, I am vulgar and shameless, and even worse than that beast Li Tianlong

I continue to play the role of a confidant, everything a woman wants, a rich life, a dedicated love, a formal status... At present, I can't give you what I can give you, only my most sincere feelings for you

I reached out and held her slender hand. Hui, can you be my woman?

After listening to my words, she was silent for several minutes without any expression

Just as I was worried about gains and losses, she gently pulled her hand out of my hand, stood up, and walked towards the door, and my heart sank, sinking...

This time she walked very slowly, but I didn't look back and pull her. My heart was gone, so what's the use of holding someone up?

It took her half a minute to finish the short three or four meters from the bed to the door.

For me, this half minute is as long as a whole century, as if it will never be completed, until the sound of creaking door opening and clicking door closing sound came from behind.

I know that this time I completely failed and no chance to save it. I completely lost this woman with a gentle appearance but strong heart.

Huh... From this minute, my world will become gray again. What should I do without you?

I sighed, murmured, and buried my head in my knees, like a statue without life