Facing my hideous expression and my eyes that were glaring red from anger, Yang Yuchan just looked at me very calmly
Just listen to her: So what if you have it, what if you don’t have it? Even if you have it, she was not your wife at that time, and you don’t know if they were voluntarily. Besides, so many years have passed, and the article has been translated long ago. Who are you going to ask for this old debt? Of course, if you really have psychological cleanliness and cannot accept their past, it is better to let go as soon as possible. It is good for you, her, or them. You don’t have to immerse yourself in irritability, anxiety, confusion and confusion every day.
I looked at her and said: I heard you express this, does it mean that they have indeed been like that? I want to know the truth
She shook her head: I just saw them naked, but have they been like that? I don’t know that in addition to the Sun’s name, there should be several men who also saw their bodies.
There was more than one person who said this and I immediately smiled bitterly in my heart. Although I was not the kind of person who likes to make old accounts, I was angry for a moment when I heard this kind of thing and felt very powerless. Yang Yuchan was right. Even if their bodies were seen by other men and even raped by other men, at that time, Yu Qingshuang was not my wife, but just the identity of a classmate and friend. Besides, what could I do if that kind of thing was voluntarily? Even out of anger, but so long after the incident, I couldn't find all those men and solve them one by one. It was obviously too naive and unrealistic.
I really feel indescribable sorrow at this moment. Yu Qingshuang is far away in the sky. Another one is here. Since Yu Qingshuang left me, I have been foolishly spending a very sweet time with her. It is not that easy to forget her immediately? Especially when I saw her in the Jiang family, she was bullied by Jiang Zhengwen's old and immortal again and again, and was frightened by the other party's tyranny and dared not resist. I was really heartbroken. I can ignore others and no longer insist on the so-called justice too much like before. But I cannot ignore her. I have long believed that she is my woman. Only I will be really kind to her. I can't stand her like acting, and captured my heart. In the end, I forgot so ruthlessly that I fell into the arms of others, and I can't stand her being raped and bullied. I can't stand her being raped and humiliated.
Thinking about it carefully, it was really unfair to me that she did this. On the other hand, Yu Qingshuang, as I said to Yang Yuchan just now, deliberately concealed the truth of the matter from me and was unwilling to tell me if she had any difficulties. Since the last time, the Antian City Prison sent a letter, there has been no news since then. I don’t even know whether she is dead or alive. I feel that the distance between me and her seems to be getting farther and farther away. I really can’t see through her. I once told Xiao Dai that I want to save her, but I feel powerless.
At this moment, Yang Yuchan sighed and said quietly: Actually, my husband and I...
Speaking of this, she seemed to laugh at herself and shook her head and continued: My man and I were separated from each other. When I went to Tianyu Company to work as a part-time model, I had trouble saying that I had sex with other men, but I concealed everything from him and lied to him again and again... Later, I even fell in love with you and said, is my behavior never forgiven?
I suddenly sighed and said a little embarrassedly: This... I think you shouldn't have voluntarily? Did he know in the end?
She nodded heavily: I know everything, after all, the paper can't bear the fire. In the end, I took the initiative to divorce him and pretended to be a victim. In fact, I felt that I was too dirty and I was not worthy of him for a long time, so I took the initiative to leave him and asked him to find new happiness. But after so long, I still couldn't let him go, and I still loved him very much. Maybe a woman like me is not worthy of love at all, but this is also my true words. He now has a new family and a child. Logically speaking, I should let go of everything and be happy for him, but I really can't be happy. I always feel that the man who belongs to me was taken away by another woman and me? In addition to working, I just guard the cold house every day, looking at his photos over and over again, crying or laughing, like a psychopath who always thinks of these, I am really unwilling to accept it!
Just now, you asked me if I was voluntary... So what if I was voluntary? Even the children I raised now... are not his. I can say these words. You may despise me and look down on me, but the fact is that I don’t want to conceive someone else’s child. I even gave birth to that evil seed, but I have no choice, because the doctor said that if I aborted the child, my body would be damaged and I will never get pregnant again. I always think that one day I can be with him again.I was pregnant with his child and lived happily together. Therefore, even if I was very unwilling to give up, I could only give birth to the evil seed, but I was afraid. Seeing that evil seed grow up day by day, I felt very uncomfortable. Do you understand that feeling? It is my own child, but it is an unbearable product. I want to strangle him with my own hands, but I am reluctant to leave him, but he is growing up gradually, and it is still raised by myself. It is so ironic. It is impossible to strangle him to death. Why do you have such a complicated relationship?
Looking at Yang Yuchan's extremely lonely expression, I suddenly felt like I was in the same condition. Of course, the double tortures she suffered from in body and soul may be much deeper than I am now. Even if I can't imagine, I am still a man, but she is a woman. It's hard to believe how she has supported her to spend so many years alone.
She suddenly raised her head and looked at me and said: By the way, your wife is a doctor. I don’t know if the medical community can develop a drug that can change a person’s thinking after taking it and make the other party fall in love with him again
I was speechless for a moment, and at the same time I felt funny. I didn't expect that people of her age still had childhood fantasies
This...is unlikely, even if there is really that kind of drug, I think the government and the majority of the people will not agree. It will violate the laws of nature and cause social chaos. Moreover, it should be very difficult to develop that kind of drug.
Yang Yuchan sighed and smiled bitterly: That's right, it seems that I'm really a little nervous...
That... your husband is Shao Jie? I whispered
Unexpectedly, when she heard the name Shao Jie, the expression on her face became very complicated and difficult to describe in words.
After a long time, she asked me: Why, do you know him?
He has given me a lot of help if he was framed and went to jail. If it weren't for him, I might not have come out so soon
For some reason, she actually snorted coldly: I didn't expect that many years have passed, and he is still so helpful.
I felt aroused in my heart and asked: Could it be... your husband is not him?
Of course not! She was determined, he was just a colleague of mine, a nosy person...
Looking at her complicated face, I didn't continue asking. At the same time, I really couldn't imagine how many conflicts and personal grudges there were inside the huge Tianyu Company back then. It seemed that everyone had a story, but these were not the focus of my attention. What I was concerned about and worried about were the two of them. Are Yu Qingshuang and Xiao Shengnan and the others the same? Are there any unknown stories in them?
Next, what are your plans? When you are in a coma, the doctor checked and said that your physical condition is not very good.
I thought about it carefully and shook my head: I don’t know, the Jiang family is very cautious. I have thought of many strategies that are not feasible, nor can I force myself to break through since I had an unhappy relationship with her in the supermarket. I am afraid that the only way to see her will be cut off by me.
Jiang family... Yang Yuchan pondered for a while. I didn't know much about the situation of this family. In fact, the Jiang family invited me to show up tonight's charity meeting. If what I expected was good, her idea would definitely be behind this.
I was a little surprised and said: Are you talking about Xiao Shengnan?
Nodded to her. I also saw her running out in the bathroom before. In addition to what you said just now, she must be very clear about my identity. Tianyu Company has been sealed for many years. Now there are not many people who know my identity. However, the Jiang family, the organizer, specially invited me to show up, saying that it was to add a touch of color to the city. I was reluctant to make it difficult. At first, I wondered why they chose me. Now I finally figured it out. It turned out that it was her idea.
So, she is really one of the two phoenixes? I frowned and said
Although it is not certain, it is indeed very likely that she has a significant position in the Jiang family. As the saying goes, if you don’t enter the tiger’s den, how can you get a tiger? I think, since you want to find out the truth, you must not approach her. Just like you used to pretend to be a stranger in the supermarket and even later on using strong methods. These methods are not advisable, and will only make her increasingly alienate from you. Besides, you are not sure that she will really lose her memory. As you said, if she is acting with you and keeps acting like this, you will never be able to find out the truth.
Another point is that I think even if you complain about your real wife Yu Qingshuang, you cannot ignore it. Maybe there is any misunderstanding in this. Before you find out the truth, you are so suspicious of her, and even accidentally slander her. In the end, you may not regret it even if you regret it. Since you said you want to save her, you must try to do it. No matter how difficult this matter is, otherwise you shouldn’t have boasted about it at the beginning. Otherwise, as a man, where is your dignity? Where is your face put?
Hearing Yang Yuchan's words, I nodded and said: Thank you for your reminder and guidance, I know what to do
She stood up and said: It's nothing, I just watched you in the fog, just like my he, I don't want to let similar tragedies happen again. Since you like your wife and have her in your heart, you should not give up. Also, you must figure out one thing, Yu Qingshuang and Xiao Shengnan, which is the most important position in your heart? Sooner or later, there will be one who will be broken. It will make a choice as soon as possible, which will help you recognize the direction and be clearer to both the fish and the bear's paw. What's more, it's better to have two women, Yu Qingshuang or Xiao Shengnan, whether you want to or not, when you choose one person, the other will definitely leave you, so it's better to make a short pain than to make a choice now than to face them at the same time in the future, causing you inner pain and entanglement
Just listen to her: So what if you have it, what if you don’t have it? Even if you have it, she was not your wife at that time, and you don’t know if they were voluntarily. Besides, so many years have passed, and the article has been translated long ago. Who are you going to ask for this old debt? Of course, if you really have psychological cleanliness and cannot accept their past, it is better to let go as soon as possible. It is good for you, her, or them. You don’t have to immerse yourself in irritability, anxiety, confusion and confusion every day.
I looked at her and said: I heard you express this, does it mean that they have indeed been like that? I want to know the truth
She shook her head: I just saw them naked, but have they been like that? I don’t know that in addition to the Sun’s name, there should be several men who also saw their bodies.
There was more than one person who said this and I immediately smiled bitterly in my heart. Although I was not the kind of person who likes to make old accounts, I was angry for a moment when I heard this kind of thing and felt very powerless. Yang Yuchan was right. Even if their bodies were seen by other men and even raped by other men, at that time, Yu Qingshuang was not my wife, but just the identity of a classmate and friend. Besides, what could I do if that kind of thing was voluntarily? Even out of anger, but so long after the incident, I couldn't find all those men and solve them one by one. It was obviously too naive and unrealistic.
I really feel indescribable sorrow at this moment. Yu Qingshuang is far away in the sky. Another one is here. Since Yu Qingshuang left me, I have been foolishly spending a very sweet time with her. It is not that easy to forget her immediately? Especially when I saw her in the Jiang family, she was bullied by Jiang Zhengwen's old and immortal again and again, and was frightened by the other party's tyranny and dared not resist. I was really heartbroken. I can ignore others and no longer insist on the so-called justice too much like before. But I cannot ignore her. I have long believed that she is my woman. Only I will be really kind to her. I can't stand her like acting, and captured my heart. In the end, I forgot so ruthlessly that I fell into the arms of others, and I can't stand her being raped and bullied. I can't stand her being raped and humiliated.
Thinking about it carefully, it was really unfair to me that she did this. On the other hand, Yu Qingshuang, as I said to Yang Yuchan just now, deliberately concealed the truth of the matter from me and was unwilling to tell me if she had any difficulties. Since the last time, the Antian City Prison sent a letter, there has been no news since then. I don’t even know whether she is dead or alive. I feel that the distance between me and her seems to be getting farther and farther away. I really can’t see through her. I once told Xiao Dai that I want to save her, but I feel powerless.
At this moment, Yang Yuchan sighed and said quietly: Actually, my husband and I...
Speaking of this, she seemed to laugh at herself and shook her head and continued: My man and I were separated from each other. When I went to Tianyu Company to work as a part-time model, I had trouble saying that I had sex with other men, but I concealed everything from him and lied to him again and again... Later, I even fell in love with you and said, is my behavior never forgiven?
I suddenly sighed and said a little embarrassedly: This... I think you shouldn't have voluntarily? Did he know in the end?
She nodded heavily: I know everything, after all, the paper can't bear the fire. In the end, I took the initiative to divorce him and pretended to be a victim. In fact, I felt that I was too dirty and I was not worthy of him for a long time, so I took the initiative to leave him and asked him to find new happiness. But after so long, I still couldn't let him go, and I still loved him very much. Maybe a woman like me is not worthy of love at all, but this is also my true words. He now has a new family and a child. Logically speaking, I should let go of everything and be happy for him, but I really can't be happy. I always feel that the man who belongs to me was taken away by another woman and me? In addition to working, I just guard the cold house every day, looking at his photos over and over again, crying or laughing, like a psychopath who always thinks of these, I am really unwilling to accept it!
Just now, you asked me if I was voluntary... So what if I was voluntary? Even the children I raised now... are not his. I can say these words. You may despise me and look down on me, but the fact is that I don’t want to conceive someone else’s child. I even gave birth to that evil seed, but I have no choice, because the doctor said that if I aborted the child, my body would be damaged and I will never get pregnant again. I always think that one day I can be with him again.I was pregnant with his child and lived happily together. Therefore, even if I was very unwilling to give up, I could only give birth to the evil seed, but I was afraid. Seeing that evil seed grow up day by day, I felt very uncomfortable. Do you understand that feeling? It is my own child, but it is an unbearable product. I want to strangle him with my own hands, but I am reluctant to leave him, but he is growing up gradually, and it is still raised by myself. It is so ironic. It is impossible to strangle him to death. Why do you have such a complicated relationship?
Looking at Yang Yuchan's extremely lonely expression, I suddenly felt like I was in the same condition. Of course, the double tortures she suffered from in body and soul may be much deeper than I am now. Even if I can't imagine, I am still a man, but she is a woman. It's hard to believe how she has supported her to spend so many years alone.
She suddenly raised her head and looked at me and said: By the way, your wife is a doctor. I don’t know if the medical community can develop a drug that can change a person’s thinking after taking it and make the other party fall in love with him again
I was speechless for a moment, and at the same time I felt funny. I didn't expect that people of her age still had childhood fantasies
This...is unlikely, even if there is really that kind of drug, I think the government and the majority of the people will not agree. It will violate the laws of nature and cause social chaos. Moreover, it should be very difficult to develop that kind of drug.
Yang Yuchan sighed and smiled bitterly: That's right, it seems that I'm really a little nervous...
That... your husband is Shao Jie? I whispered
Unexpectedly, when she heard the name Shao Jie, the expression on her face became very complicated and difficult to describe in words.
After a long time, she asked me: Why, do you know him?
He has given me a lot of help if he was framed and went to jail. If it weren't for him, I might not have come out so soon
For some reason, she actually snorted coldly: I didn't expect that many years have passed, and he is still so helpful.
I felt aroused in my heart and asked: Could it be... your husband is not him?
Of course not! She was determined, he was just a colleague of mine, a nosy person...
Looking at her complicated face, I didn't continue asking. At the same time, I really couldn't imagine how many conflicts and personal grudges there were inside the huge Tianyu Company back then. It seemed that everyone had a story, but these were not the focus of my attention. What I was concerned about and worried about were the two of them. Are Yu Qingshuang and Xiao Shengnan and the others the same? Are there any unknown stories in them?
Next, what are your plans? When you are in a coma, the doctor checked and said that your physical condition is not very good.
I thought about it carefully and shook my head: I don’t know, the Jiang family is very cautious. I have thought of many strategies that are not feasible, nor can I force myself to break through since I had an unhappy relationship with her in the supermarket. I am afraid that the only way to see her will be cut off by me.
Jiang family... Yang Yuchan pondered for a while. I didn't know much about the situation of this family. In fact, the Jiang family invited me to show up tonight's charity meeting. If what I expected was good, her idea would definitely be behind this.
I was a little surprised and said: Are you talking about Xiao Shengnan?
Nodded to her. I also saw her running out in the bathroom before. In addition to what you said just now, she must be very clear about my identity. Tianyu Company has been sealed for many years. Now there are not many people who know my identity. However, the Jiang family, the organizer, specially invited me to show up, saying that it was to add a touch of color to the city. I was reluctant to make it difficult. At first, I wondered why they chose me. Now I finally figured it out. It turned out that it was her idea.
So, she is really one of the two phoenixes? I frowned and said
Although it is not certain, it is indeed very likely that she has a significant position in the Jiang family. As the saying goes, if you don’t enter the tiger’s den, how can you get a tiger? I think, since you want to find out the truth, you must not approach her. Just like you used to pretend to be a stranger in the supermarket and even later on using strong methods. These methods are not advisable, and will only make her increasingly alienate from you. Besides, you are not sure that she will really lose her memory. As you said, if she is acting with you and keeps acting like this, you will never be able to find out the truth.
Another point is that I think even if you complain about your real wife Yu Qingshuang, you cannot ignore it. Maybe there is any misunderstanding in this. Before you find out the truth, you are so suspicious of her, and even accidentally slander her. In the end, you may not regret it even if you regret it. Since you said you want to save her, you must try to do it. No matter how difficult this matter is, otherwise you shouldn’t have boasted about it at the beginning. Otherwise, as a man, where is your dignity? Where is your face put?
Hearing Yang Yuchan's words, I nodded and said: Thank you for your reminder and guidance, I know what to do
She stood up and said: It's nothing, I just watched you in the fog, just like my he, I don't want to let similar tragedies happen again. Since you like your wife and have her in your heart, you should not give up. Also, you must figure out one thing, Yu Qingshuang and Xiao Shengnan, which is the most important position in your heart? Sooner or later, there will be one who will be broken. It will make a choice as soon as possible, which will help you recognize the direction and be clearer to both the fish and the bear's paw. What's more, it's better to have two women, Yu Qingshuang or Xiao Shengnan, whether you want to or not, when you choose one person, the other will definitely leave you, so it's better to make a short pain than to make a choice now than to face them at the same time in the future, causing you inner pain and entanglement
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