When I woke up from my sleep, it was already the setting sun outside. The dim sunlight passed through the side window of the car and reflected on my face. It was very warm. I felt even more inexplicably thinking of many past events in my heart, which made me sigh for a moment.
You...you are awake, a low and entangled word sounded in my ears
I leaned on the back, turned my head to look at her, smiled weakly, and wanted to speak, but I was speechless and choked
She gradually shifted her gaze to my chest and said tremblingly: I thought you were injured, but I didn’t expect that when you fainted, your heart beat so fast... Have you gone to the hospital for a check-up? What was going on?
I smiled bitterly, and didn't care about the heart that was still a little painful, but gently held her little hand
Are you finally stop acting with me? You know medical skills, right? I asked her
Her clear eyes flashed, and her tight forehead showed a hint of sorrow, but she nodded hesitantly.
I smiled again, no longer as I had a bitter smile as before, but a relieved smile, as if such a long time of hard work had not been in vain. Although at this moment, some things are still in vain to me, but those are no longer important
I kept holding her hand and comforted: I'm fine, because of the pressure, I'll just take a few days off.
You lied to me. She looked at me quietly, her voice trembling. Now it's your turn to act with me, right?
I laughed at myself: Isn’t you going to see through it again? But after you acted for so long, I am still an audience member
She knew that my words seemed to be self-deprecating, but in fact they were sarcastic. She was not embarrassed, but just said: No matter who is acting or how you act, your disease is real and cannot deceive people. You should tell me honestly, what disease do you have?
It's not a serious illness, I'm used to it, I looked at her and shook my head.
Seeing that I was perfunctory, she didn't force me to ask again, and said: I thought I would die this time, but I didn't expect you to be saved again. Why are you so kind to me? So far, I owe you two lives, what should I do? You should understand now that there will be no result when I am with you. I am really not your wife before. You and I lived together by chance. I admit that it was the happiest time in my life, but I also spent it with your wife, not the real one. Do I still remember your birthday? I hid in the bathroom and cried secretly because I am not your wife. All happiness is just a dream, a dream brought by amnesia. If possible, I really don't want to wake up because if I wake up, I always have to torture like this, it's better not to have a dream...
I coughed and said: You are not my real wife, then you should not be Jiang Yao's wife, right? Although I don't know why you chose to stay in the Jiang family, I believe you must have had no choice but to have a last resort. I have indeed been deeply infatuated with you and even loved you more than my wife. But gradually I realized that maybe it was because I was too greedy, maybe it was because my wife was not by my side and didn't even have a greeting, so my feelings for her were transferred to you.
She looked at me deeply, but didn't say anything, but her sharp eyes seemed to be trying to see through my heart
Now, Song Bin and his men have already been sentenced to death. You don’t have to worry about this group of people. But by then, he will bite out some things from the Jiang family and may be unfavorable to you. So, don’t go back to the Jiang family. Zhihao was deliberately knocked out by me. Don’t worry, I’ll inform my people on the way to save you. They will take Zhihao to a relatively safe place. I am also afraid that Jiang Yao will be unfavorable to him. Jiang Yao has already ambushed people in response to this matter, so I must take similar actions to prevent them from taking action in secret. The most important thing is to save you.
She nodded, hesitated for a while, and said: Then... do you want to know the truth?
No! I shook my head decisively and interrupted, I don’t want to know, you don’t have to tell me, there is no need to force me...
She looked at me in surprise: You...you haven't always...
Do you want to ask, haven’t I been pursuing the truth of the matter all the time, why don’t I want to know now?
I smiled and said: This is one time and another, sometimes I don’t know it’s a blessing, no matter what the truth is, Yu Qingshuang is my Zhao Jun’s wife, and this will never change. Maybe I will hurt your heart by saying this, so I want to apologize to you solemnly and say sorry...
At this moment, she was tearful and murmured: You are so cruel, I'm sorry... I can stop everything
Before I could respond, she burst into tears and said with a smile: It's also Ah...Who made me not your wife? I really admire and moved your feelings for Yu Qingshuang, so why did you come to save me again? I deceived you repeatedly, and you just watched me being gang-raped by Song Bin and his subordinates, and how I was tortured to death by the Jiang family father and son. Wouldn't it be better?
I patted her on the shoulder and said seriously: Although I admit that I, Zhao Jun, are not a good person, I am not a beast. I said that if I want to save you from the sea of suffering, I will definitely make the debt I owe too much, and I must pay it off one by one...
Are you really that unafraid of death? Do you know who are you facing?
I looked at the afterglow outside the window and said: I'm afraid of death, of course I'm afraid of death, but what I'm most afraid of is that I haven't paid off my debts before I die until now, I need to do it, and there are many more, even Yu Qingshuang, I haven't saved her yet, and I've come back.
She bit her lower lip and said hard: Do you really don't want to know the truth? Actually, I...
Stop talking! I suddenly interrupted, Don't say it anymore, I don't want to hear, I don't want to know about you, I don't want to know what you two or three of you are, and I don't want to know what happened in the past
She looked at me and said: You... are escaping, right? You are trying to numb yourself in this way, right?
I nodded: Maybe... I said just now, sometimes I don’t know it is a blessing, just think I am escaping. However, I am not numbing myself in this way, but I know what I want
Without further ado! I for the time being, I'll send you away from here immediately. I've arranged all your next itinerary. You won't have to live such fears anymore. It's not your own life.
Where are you going to take me? She asked me
Going abroad I looked at her and said, If you want Zhihao to be by your side, I will make arrangements for you, but you must find another appropriate time. The most urgent thing now is to let you go away safely. Of course, in no time, I believe you will be back again. At that time, you don’t have to worry about anyone anymore and can live a carefree life.
While driving, I opened the storage box in the central control position, took out a bank card from it, handed it over and over
This is a bank card from that country. It is a private money I saved. It is not too much. I originally planned... Ha, let's not talk about it. In short, you can collect it and if you need it, you can still respond to an emergency when you get there. Moreover, with your superb medical skills, survival and even life will not be a problem for you, and this...
I took out a note from the storage box and handed it to her, explaining: The phone number on it is my friends in that country, and they are all relatively reliable people. If you encounter any emergency or trouble, call them
She looked at the bank card in her hand, then looked at the note in her other hand, and suddenly looked up and said: No, I won’t leave!
You must leave! I immediately raised my voice and said with a serious look on my face, this is an order!
But... she wanted to say something, but I interrupted again
There is nothing, but you don’t have to worry about me. I know what I should do. I will take good care of myself. Otherwise, I won’t live to this day. In addition, Zhihao, you don’t have to worry. You have to believe that he will inherit your legacy and even surpass you in the near future. You have fulfilled your responsibilities that you shouldn’t fulfill. What you have to do from now on is to live your own self, not live as someone else, nor for others. Do you understand?
Seeing her silent, I felt aroused and asked: But there is one thing I really want to know that that night, I sneaked into the Jiang family and heard something you said to Zhihao... I think you are not just to let him inherit your legacy, right? You should have other purposes, such as using him to check and balance someone, which is a trump card you left behind, right?
She looked at me in surprise, then smiled and said: Sure enough, I can't hide anything from you
When I sent her to my destination, it was already dark. I first made a phone call, and then the two of them were quietly waiting in the car for the car to turn off. In the darkness, her eyes were still flashing. I and her were talking to each other.
When will I come back?
When the wind is calm...
When can the weather be calm?
When all four major families are destroyed...
……
At this time, a beam of light came from far to near, and then a jeep drove slowly.
The person who picked you up came. I turned my head and said to her, don't worry, people are very reliable
After she and I got off the car, the jeep happened to stop beside us.
I saw a woman with short hair walking out of the car, looking heroic and cool
Senior sister, I'll ask you everything. I'll say bluntly
You and I are both students of Instructor Zheng, so you don’t have to be polite. She nodded and said to her beside her, please get in the car.
She hesitated a little, looked at the senior sister, turned her head to look at me
I nodded to her and said: Don't worry, I'm fine, Zhihao won't have any trouble, I promise you!
The moment she got in the car, she turned around and rushed towards me, not caring about outsiders watching her, and she rushed into my arms directly
She buried her face deeply into my chest and whispered: Take good care of yourself, and I must see you when I come back!
I couldn't help but touch her long hair and comforted her: I promise you that you will definitely see me when you come back
She raised her head, looked into my eyes, and then kissed me...
When the jeep left, I raised my hand with her lips marks and waved to the deep night...
You...you are awake, a low and entangled word sounded in my ears
I leaned on the back, turned my head to look at her, smiled weakly, and wanted to speak, but I was speechless and choked
She gradually shifted her gaze to my chest and said tremblingly: I thought you were injured, but I didn’t expect that when you fainted, your heart beat so fast... Have you gone to the hospital for a check-up? What was going on?
I smiled bitterly, and didn't care about the heart that was still a little painful, but gently held her little hand
Are you finally stop acting with me? You know medical skills, right? I asked her
Her clear eyes flashed, and her tight forehead showed a hint of sorrow, but she nodded hesitantly.
I smiled again, no longer as I had a bitter smile as before, but a relieved smile, as if such a long time of hard work had not been in vain. Although at this moment, some things are still in vain to me, but those are no longer important
I kept holding her hand and comforted: I'm fine, because of the pressure, I'll just take a few days off.
You lied to me. She looked at me quietly, her voice trembling. Now it's your turn to act with me, right?
I laughed at myself: Isn’t you going to see through it again? But after you acted for so long, I am still an audience member
She knew that my words seemed to be self-deprecating, but in fact they were sarcastic. She was not embarrassed, but just said: No matter who is acting or how you act, your disease is real and cannot deceive people. You should tell me honestly, what disease do you have?
It's not a serious illness, I'm used to it, I looked at her and shook my head.
Seeing that I was perfunctory, she didn't force me to ask again, and said: I thought I would die this time, but I didn't expect you to be saved again. Why are you so kind to me? So far, I owe you two lives, what should I do? You should understand now that there will be no result when I am with you. I am really not your wife before. You and I lived together by chance. I admit that it was the happiest time in my life, but I also spent it with your wife, not the real one. Do I still remember your birthday? I hid in the bathroom and cried secretly because I am not your wife. All happiness is just a dream, a dream brought by amnesia. If possible, I really don't want to wake up because if I wake up, I always have to torture like this, it's better not to have a dream...
I coughed and said: You are not my real wife, then you should not be Jiang Yao's wife, right? Although I don't know why you chose to stay in the Jiang family, I believe you must have had no choice but to have a last resort. I have indeed been deeply infatuated with you and even loved you more than my wife. But gradually I realized that maybe it was because I was too greedy, maybe it was because my wife was not by my side and didn't even have a greeting, so my feelings for her were transferred to you.
She looked at me deeply, but didn't say anything, but her sharp eyes seemed to be trying to see through my heart
Now, Song Bin and his men have already been sentenced to death. You don’t have to worry about this group of people. But by then, he will bite out some things from the Jiang family and may be unfavorable to you. So, don’t go back to the Jiang family. Zhihao was deliberately knocked out by me. Don’t worry, I’ll inform my people on the way to save you. They will take Zhihao to a relatively safe place. I am also afraid that Jiang Yao will be unfavorable to him. Jiang Yao has already ambushed people in response to this matter, so I must take similar actions to prevent them from taking action in secret. The most important thing is to save you.
She nodded, hesitated for a while, and said: Then... do you want to know the truth?
No! I shook my head decisively and interrupted, I don’t want to know, you don’t have to tell me, there is no need to force me...
She looked at me in surprise: You...you haven't always...
Do you want to ask, haven’t I been pursuing the truth of the matter all the time, why don’t I want to know now?
I smiled and said: This is one time and another, sometimes I don’t know it’s a blessing, no matter what the truth is, Yu Qingshuang is my Zhao Jun’s wife, and this will never change. Maybe I will hurt your heart by saying this, so I want to apologize to you solemnly and say sorry...
At this moment, she was tearful and murmured: You are so cruel, I'm sorry... I can stop everything
Before I could respond, she burst into tears and said with a smile: It's also Ah...Who made me not your wife? I really admire and moved your feelings for Yu Qingshuang, so why did you come to save me again? I deceived you repeatedly, and you just watched me being gang-raped by Song Bin and his subordinates, and how I was tortured to death by the Jiang family father and son. Wouldn't it be better?
I patted her on the shoulder and said seriously: Although I admit that I, Zhao Jun, are not a good person, I am not a beast. I said that if I want to save you from the sea of suffering, I will definitely make the debt I owe too much, and I must pay it off one by one...
Are you really that unafraid of death? Do you know who are you facing?
I looked at the afterglow outside the window and said: I'm afraid of death, of course I'm afraid of death, but what I'm most afraid of is that I haven't paid off my debts before I die until now, I need to do it, and there are many more, even Yu Qingshuang, I haven't saved her yet, and I've come back.
She bit her lower lip and said hard: Do you really don't want to know the truth? Actually, I...
Stop talking! I suddenly interrupted, Don't say it anymore, I don't want to hear, I don't want to know about you, I don't want to know what you two or three of you are, and I don't want to know what happened in the past
She looked at me and said: You... are escaping, right? You are trying to numb yourself in this way, right?
I nodded: Maybe... I said just now, sometimes I don’t know it is a blessing, just think I am escaping. However, I am not numbing myself in this way, but I know what I want
Without further ado! I for the time being, I'll send you away from here immediately. I've arranged all your next itinerary. You won't have to live such fears anymore. It's not your own life.
Where are you going to take me? She asked me
Going abroad I looked at her and said, If you want Zhihao to be by your side, I will make arrangements for you, but you must find another appropriate time. The most urgent thing now is to let you go away safely. Of course, in no time, I believe you will be back again. At that time, you don’t have to worry about anyone anymore and can live a carefree life.
While driving, I opened the storage box in the central control position, took out a bank card from it, handed it over and over
This is a bank card from that country. It is a private money I saved. It is not too much. I originally planned... Ha, let's not talk about it. In short, you can collect it and if you need it, you can still respond to an emergency when you get there. Moreover, with your superb medical skills, survival and even life will not be a problem for you, and this...
I took out a note from the storage box and handed it to her, explaining: The phone number on it is my friends in that country, and they are all relatively reliable people. If you encounter any emergency or trouble, call them
She looked at the bank card in her hand, then looked at the note in her other hand, and suddenly looked up and said: No, I won’t leave!
You must leave! I immediately raised my voice and said with a serious look on my face, this is an order!
But... she wanted to say something, but I interrupted again
There is nothing, but you don’t have to worry about me. I know what I should do. I will take good care of myself. Otherwise, I won’t live to this day. In addition, Zhihao, you don’t have to worry. You have to believe that he will inherit your legacy and even surpass you in the near future. You have fulfilled your responsibilities that you shouldn’t fulfill. What you have to do from now on is to live your own self, not live as someone else, nor for others. Do you understand?
Seeing her silent, I felt aroused and asked: But there is one thing I really want to know that that night, I sneaked into the Jiang family and heard something you said to Zhihao... I think you are not just to let him inherit your legacy, right? You should have other purposes, such as using him to check and balance someone, which is a trump card you left behind, right?
She looked at me in surprise, then smiled and said: Sure enough, I can't hide anything from you
When I sent her to my destination, it was already dark. I first made a phone call, and then the two of them were quietly waiting in the car for the car to turn off. In the darkness, her eyes were still flashing. I and her were talking to each other.
When will I come back?
When the wind is calm...
When can the weather be calm?
When all four major families are destroyed...
……
At this time, a beam of light came from far to near, and then a jeep drove slowly.
The person who picked you up came. I turned my head and said to her, don't worry, people are very reliable
After she and I got off the car, the jeep happened to stop beside us.
I saw a woman with short hair walking out of the car, looking heroic and cool
Senior sister, I'll ask you everything. I'll say bluntly
You and I are both students of Instructor Zheng, so you don’t have to be polite. She nodded and said to her beside her, please get in the car.
She hesitated a little, looked at the senior sister, turned her head to look at me
I nodded to her and said: Don't worry, I'm fine, Zhihao won't have any trouble, I promise you!
The moment she got in the car, she turned around and rushed towards me, not caring about outsiders watching her, and she rushed into my arms directly
She buried her face deeply into my chest and whispered: Take good care of yourself, and I must see you when I come back!
I couldn't help but touch her long hair and comforted her: I promise you that you will definitely see me when you come back
She raised her head, looked into my eyes, and then kissed me...
When the jeep left, I raised my hand with her lips marks and waved to the deep night...
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