That day, after breaking through the bottom line with that man for the first time, I was too greedy.
He actually hugged him and went to sleep.
When I woke up, it was already dark.
After waking up, I opened my confused eyes and looked at the empty bed. It took me half a day to realize what I had done.
My first reaction was, Oh my God, what did I do?
The memories of my husband's vows came into my mind like a tide.
I quickly got up and put on the clothes I took off one by one, opened the door and walked out of the room. Han Chuyan and Zheng Tingting were in the living room, quietly waiting for me.
They invited me to have dinner together, but at this time my body felt fading, and the tide of fear and regret made me feel refreshed.
I only have one idea at this moment, that is, go home quickly, but another voice also sounded in my mind:
go home?That home, do you still have the face to go back?
It's Ah, what's the face I have to go back to that home.
At that time, my first reaction was that I should go home, but I was a little afraid of going home.
I escaped and followed them to have dinner like a walking corpse.
During this period, Zheng Tingting also comforted me.
But I ate that dinner with a taste of chewing wax.
After dinner, they suggested that I stay overnight, which made me wake up again.
Anyway, it's time for me to go home.
When I got home, my mother-in-law greeted me.
I felt guilty and didn't dare to look at my mother-in-law's eyes. I quickly went upstairs, covered the quilt, and cried.
……
I took two days off and told Xiaokan's brother and his parents-in-law that it was a rotational break.
In two days, I thought a lot.I also figured it out a lot.
At first, it was a huge fear, until my husband called me.
Listening to the other end of the phone, I wanted to cry.
Wife, is it that delicious?
...What's that delicious?I was sad for a moment and was a little confused. I was silent for a long time before I replied.
Bamboo shoots Ah!On the other end, Brother Xiaokan said softly: Have you gone there on a business trip again?
Without Ah, I haven’t been on a business trip for a long time!At that time, my mind was still full of fear and longing for Brother Xiaokan, but I still couldn't react for a while.
Didn’t you call on the last time you were on a business trip and said, are the bamboo shoots delicious?Why did I post on Moments again this time and say it’s delicious?Have you gone there again on a business trip?On the other end of the phone, my husband was a little confused.
I feel like a blowout in my mind, bamboo shoots?!
Suddenly, the scenes of the first day returned to my mind again.
Oh my God, did my husband know?!
AhAh Wave Wave Wave Bamboo Bamboo Ah!I quickly replied: Sorry husband...I...I forgot, I'm sorry husband...Yunru really...I'm sorry.The overwhelming guilt made me say three consecutively, sorry.
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, you're too busy now, it's always forgotten, it's okay.It’s also good to have a little happiness like “shangzi” every day.On the other end of the phone, Brother Xiaokan actually began to comfort me, which made me so ashamed that I buried my face in the quilt again.
Sorry... my husband... wasn't on a business trip... which one was in Haidong City... It was a coincidence that I ate it again and just posted it on my Moments.Husband, I went home to rest this morning... I tried my best to suppress myself and not cry.
Oh, okay, wife, you have a good rest at home!Don't be too tired, you are already excellent!Brother Xiaokan is still encouraging me.
Yes, thank you husband, I've been with you a little less this year, I'm sorry...
After hanging up the phone, I sighed softly, Husband, will you forgive me? Can we go back to the past in the future?
But at the same time, Brother Xiaokan didn't notice anything on the phone, but it made me feel relieved and relieved.
Maybe I am a bitch. This kind of little talk about my brother's trust has made me feel a little lucky and safe.
I lay back on the bed again, and as shame, fear and worry faded away from my heart, I began to think about something else.
First of all, Sister Ting doesn’t seem to hate me, and she doesn’t have the attitude of snatching my lover and I will fight you to the death.
It seems that he also has a welcome attitude towards me and him.
Secondly, looking back, I was not confused and lost my virginity at that time, nor did I just want to repay that life-saving grace. At that time, I really had love for Han Chuyan, a kind of love generated from appreciation from all aspects.
At that time, I was completely obsessed with it.
Because of Xiaokan’s trust, I had the mentality of taking chances and the fantasy that I would be fine as long as I was not discovered.
So when I went out for a long distance interview again, when Han Chuyan and Zheng Tingting were in the rain next door, I felt it again when I listened to the sound.
When he gently pushed open my door, my first reaction was that he had just finished doing it with Sister Ting, why was he still in that state, and why was it still hard and big?
Ah, once a thing like cheating breaks through the bottom line, you won’t look back if you don’t hit the south wall.
……
In fact, when I look back, the only one who can truly become my beautiful memory without any negative memory was actually Huangshan’s two days.
The previous three times in Huangshan, Han Chuyan and I had regular sex, but his sexual ability and foreplay caressing skills were much better than Brother Xiaokan.
I don’t know why Huangshan fell into that way in those two days.
I gave out all the back and oral sex that Xiaokan had been begging me but I didn't give me.
The next few times actually made me feel a little uncomfortable. Although the moments that broke through the taboos also brought different stimulation, when people left that scene and returned to reality, the regret and guilt that made them mentally discomfort completely occupied their minds.
……
I lay on the sofa, burying my head in Sister Ting's arms.
Sister Ting just hugged me tightly, and I was still thinking about talking about my brother's voice phone just now.
Sun Xiaokan is still blushing now. He must be completely relieved of you and don’t think too much.While stroking my hair, Sister Ting hugged me in her arms and comforted me softly.
I smelled her frankincense and for some reason, my body, which had just been hit once, felt it again.
I could feel that the man was standing behind me again.
I knew what he was going to do, and my breathing became rapid again.
He actually hugged him and went to sleep.
When I woke up, it was already dark.
After waking up, I opened my confused eyes and looked at the empty bed. It took me half a day to realize what I had done.
My first reaction was, Oh my God, what did I do?
The memories of my husband's vows came into my mind like a tide.
I quickly got up and put on the clothes I took off one by one, opened the door and walked out of the room. Han Chuyan and Zheng Tingting were in the living room, quietly waiting for me.
They invited me to have dinner together, but at this time my body felt fading, and the tide of fear and regret made me feel refreshed.
I only have one idea at this moment, that is, go home quickly, but another voice also sounded in my mind:
go home?That home, do you still have the face to go back?
It's Ah, what's the face I have to go back to that home.
At that time, my first reaction was that I should go home, but I was a little afraid of going home.
I escaped and followed them to have dinner like a walking corpse.
During this period, Zheng Tingting also comforted me.
But I ate that dinner with a taste of chewing wax.
After dinner, they suggested that I stay overnight, which made me wake up again.
Anyway, it's time for me to go home.
When I got home, my mother-in-law greeted me.
I felt guilty and didn't dare to look at my mother-in-law's eyes. I quickly went upstairs, covered the quilt, and cried.
……
I took two days off and told Xiaokan's brother and his parents-in-law that it was a rotational break.
In two days, I thought a lot.I also figured it out a lot.
At first, it was a huge fear, until my husband called me.
Listening to the other end of the phone, I wanted to cry.
Wife, is it that delicious?
...What's that delicious?I was sad for a moment and was a little confused. I was silent for a long time before I replied.
Bamboo shoots Ah!On the other end, Brother Xiaokan said softly: Have you gone there on a business trip again?
Without Ah, I haven’t been on a business trip for a long time!At that time, my mind was still full of fear and longing for Brother Xiaokan, but I still couldn't react for a while.
Didn’t you call on the last time you were on a business trip and said, are the bamboo shoots delicious?Why did I post on Moments again this time and say it’s delicious?Have you gone there again on a business trip?On the other end of the phone, my husband was a little confused.
I feel like a blowout in my mind, bamboo shoots?!
Suddenly, the scenes of the first day returned to my mind again.
Oh my God, did my husband know?!
AhAh Wave Wave Wave Bamboo Bamboo Ah!I quickly replied: Sorry husband...I...I forgot, I'm sorry husband...Yunru really...I'm sorry.The overwhelming guilt made me say three consecutively, sorry.
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, you're too busy now, it's always forgotten, it's okay.It’s also good to have a little happiness like “shangzi” every day.On the other end of the phone, Brother Xiaokan actually began to comfort me, which made me so ashamed that I buried my face in the quilt again.
Sorry... my husband... wasn't on a business trip... which one was in Haidong City... It was a coincidence that I ate it again and just posted it on my Moments.Husband, I went home to rest this morning... I tried my best to suppress myself and not cry.
Oh, okay, wife, you have a good rest at home!Don't be too tired, you are already excellent!Brother Xiaokan is still encouraging me.
Yes, thank you husband, I've been with you a little less this year, I'm sorry...
After hanging up the phone, I sighed softly, Husband, will you forgive me? Can we go back to the past in the future?
But at the same time, Brother Xiaokan didn't notice anything on the phone, but it made me feel relieved and relieved.
Maybe I am a bitch. This kind of little talk about my brother's trust has made me feel a little lucky and safe.
I lay back on the bed again, and as shame, fear and worry faded away from my heart, I began to think about something else.
First of all, Sister Ting doesn’t seem to hate me, and she doesn’t have the attitude of snatching my lover and I will fight you to the death.
It seems that he also has a welcome attitude towards me and him.
Secondly, looking back, I was not confused and lost my virginity at that time, nor did I just want to repay that life-saving grace. At that time, I really had love for Han Chuyan, a kind of love generated from appreciation from all aspects.
At that time, I was completely obsessed with it.
Because of Xiaokan’s trust, I had the mentality of taking chances and the fantasy that I would be fine as long as I was not discovered.
So when I went out for a long distance interview again, when Han Chuyan and Zheng Tingting were in the rain next door, I felt it again when I listened to the sound.
When he gently pushed open my door, my first reaction was that he had just finished doing it with Sister Ting, why was he still in that state, and why was it still hard and big?
Ah, once a thing like cheating breaks through the bottom line, you won’t look back if you don’t hit the south wall.
……
In fact, when I look back, the only one who can truly become my beautiful memory without any negative memory was actually Huangshan’s two days.
The previous three times in Huangshan, Han Chuyan and I had regular sex, but his sexual ability and foreplay caressing skills were much better than Brother Xiaokan.
I don’t know why Huangshan fell into that way in those two days.
I gave out all the back and oral sex that Xiaokan had been begging me but I didn't give me.
The next few times actually made me feel a little uncomfortable. Although the moments that broke through the taboos also brought different stimulation, when people left that scene and returned to reality, the regret and guilt that made them mentally discomfort completely occupied their minds.
……
I lay on the sofa, burying my head in Sister Ting's arms.
Sister Ting just hugged me tightly, and I was still thinking about talking about my brother's voice phone just now.
Sun Xiaokan is still blushing now. He must be completely relieved of you and don’t think too much.While stroking my hair, Sister Ting hugged me in her arms and comforted me softly.
I smelled her frankincense and for some reason, my body, which had just been hit once, felt it again.
I could feel that the man was standing behind me again.
I knew what he was going to do, and my breathing became rapid again.