Chapter 37-38

My wife ignored her legs and didn't even have time to wear a bra. She quickly put on her home pajamas, stuffed her lower body with a ball of tissue in one hand, and picked up clothes with the other. When my cousin just left her body, she hurriedly ran towards the door. I flashed and saw her running into the bathroom and closed the door.

My cousin sat on the edge of the bed and clamped his legs, hiding his uncleaned cock between his legs. His eyes were full of embarrassment when he looked at me, and a fairly white face suddenly turned pig liver color.

Brother...I...

His twisted expression like a woman who has just started to do things makes me feel funny and uncomfortable. I always feel that such a behavior is quite inconsistent with him who was able to speak eloquently before. Which one is the real him?

It's okay.I nodded slightly at him with encouragement, it's pretty good.

After saying this, I thought it was extremely weird. It was pretty good?

What's good?

Is this a thank you?

Thank him for working hard to cultivate the field of my wife and contributing precious seeds?

Now it was my turn to be extremely embarrassed and turned around and wanted to leave.

elder brother.My cousin stopped me.

I turned around and looked at him.

That... he scratched his head, or... let his sister-in-law sleep with me tonight. I... I think I'm okay, after all... I have to work hard to do this.

At this time, my wife had already come back, standing obediently beside me and listening to our conversation. I looked at her, and she lowered her head slightly and did not dare to meet my gaze.

What do you think?I whispered to ask for my wife's opinion.

I...I'll listen to you.My wife's head drooped and lowered.

I sighed in my heart, and this knife still required me to pierce my chest in person.

OK, then that's it.I said softly, with a faint sense of loss in my voice.

Um.My wife responded softly, then you... go to bed early.

I resisted the urge to laugh, as if a black humorous drama was being staged in front of me. The blood in my heart seemed to be pulled away with my wife's voice. My heart suddenly became cold. I was sucking in the cold air from my mouth, and my brows frowned uncontrollably.

When my wife obviously saw these reactions, her face became uneasy and her eyes showed a look of distress. Otherwise... let's go here today and we go back to the room to sleep.

She said to me in a thin voice as thin as a mosquito and flies.

The blood that had been pulled from the atrium slowly flowed back. Her statement made me very relieved. The warm feeling in my chest formed a sharp contrast with just now, but I reached out and shook it gently.

It's fine.I said softly, this will make it faster, I don’t want to really wait for two months.

As I said, I held my wife's soft and smooth but a little cold hand, and brought her a little warmth with the temperature in her palm. My wife responded to me with a firm look, nodding hard as if she was determined.

Then you... go to bed early, I... go in.As my wife said that, she wanted to pull back my tight hand, but found that she couldn't pull it back for a while.

Husband... My wife blushed and whispered to remind me of the dementia.

Ah?oh.Only then did I realize my incompetence, I loosened my neck and my delicate little hands slowly slipped out of my palm.

My eyes crossed my wife's thin shoulders and looked forward. I saw that my cousin had wrapped a white bath towel around his naked body at some point, sitting upright on the edge of the bed, watching our separation from life and death. Seeing me looking at him, I couldn't help but sit up even more.

Brother, don’t worry, I won’t ruin my sister-in-law. Ah is not... that, I mean I will treat my sister-in-law well and will not do anything randomly.

The words were good words, but they were so awkward in my ears that I could not help. I smiled bitterly, patted my wife's shoulders, and took two steps back and turned to her body.

The sound of a gentle clicking sound of the door closing came, and a wave of loss surged in my heart. Unlike last night's unknown, the scene that happened in front of me not long ago officially announced the complete breaking of the thin window paper. Everything about to happen in the closed door behind me was clear and clear. My brain has begun to automatically repair all kinds of erotic and beautiful pictures. The living room with the lights turned off was so dark. Nothing could divert attention appeared in front of me, like a thick fog wrapped around my whole body, drilling into my body with all holes, blocking all channels including pores. The suffocational pain invaded my body. I endured the pain and ran towards a shiny place, and my feet were staggering.

I ran to the balcony and breathed in the air that was not fresh at night. I wanted to scream. I wanted to spit out all the depression in my chest through roars, but I was afraid that this would make me die in the community. The remaining reason made me dispel this idea.

I raised my wrist and looked at my watch and found that it was only ten o'clock in the evening. My mental state was as cold as I had been in a whole night, I was dizzy but not a little sleepy. My guess about everything that happened in the door in the darkness behind me was like a poisonous insect, gnawing on my brain but couldn't pull it out.

The lights on the tall buildings opposite were like a matrix of light spots that transformed into various forms in my eyes. Every window with lights on or without lights has its own story. I fantasized whether there was a man and a woman in it, sweating and passion, and working hard to cultivate the fertile land.

I returned to the living room but was in a dilemma. Should I go back to my bedroom and cover my ears and force myself to fall asleep, or do I eavesdrop on the door like I did last night? The study door that is so close that I was very tempting to me and made me feel deeply scared, so that when I passed by the door, I subconsciously turned around to the direction of the door and left my home as if I ran away.

The hasty decision to leave home made me feel regretful when I walked out of the unit door. The outdoor temperature was about five degrees, and I went out in my pajamas at home. The cold wind blew hard into the neckline that was not tight, taking away the temperature that was not much on my body.

Oh shit!

I cursed myself in my heart, not only scolding the cold wind or scolding myself when I went out in this ghost weather. I just hesitated for two seconds and decided to go for a walk in the community. Maybe exercising in the cold wind will help me go back and fall asleep early.

After ten o'clock, there was almost no one in the community. It was rare to see a person who came home late and shrank his neck and walked in a hurry. After all, there were still a few people who were as afraid of going home like me.

The lively fitness garden in the past was deserted and a desolate beauty appeared under the dim light of a lonely street light. When I saw no one around, I was not afraid of embarrassing and put my hands into my pockets of my cotton pajamas. I hunched over and jogged around the fitness garden. I usually had no time to exercise and felt a little breathing after I had no time to exercise, but the advantage was that my body became obviously warm. I recalled the experience of long-term running a long time ago, slowly adjusting my messy breathing, and the distracting thoughts in my heart were slowly replaced by the feeling of exercise.

Xiao Zhu.

Just as I was slowly immersed in the wonderful feeling of running at night, a call of doubt sounded not far away beside me. My heart tightened, thinking that after all, my acquaintance saw me as stupid as I was thinking about how to reply, the voice rang again.

It's really you.

The voice was inexplicably familiar, but I couldn't remember who it was, so I squeezed out a natural smile and turned my head to look in the direction of the sound. I saw a woman wrapped in a down jacket sitting on a bench in the corner of the fitness garden looking at me, with a look of surprise flashing on her face.

You are... I was thinking hard about who this somewhat familiar woman was.

Oh, if you don’t come to visit my business for a few days, you won’t recognize me?There was a little bit of silly complaining in the woman's voice.

I thought it was a bit messy when I heard her words with a lot of information.

Boss lady?Sister Amy!

Fortunately, in her increasingly unkind eyes, one of the parts in my memory was finally awakened. The woman in front of me who sat alone in the fitness garden at night was actually Sister Amy, the owner of the bar I often go to!

Amy looked at my Jiǒng look, and with an inappropriate outfit, I couldn't help but burst out laughing, it turns out that you live here too.

I looked at my outfit in embarrassment, half embarrassed and half cold, tightening my clothes. It's Ah or Ah. So coincidental that you live here too?I have never seen you in the community.

I don't live here.She shook her head, my parents live here, this is my parents' home.

Oh, so Ah.

Sit with me for a while.She said as she patted the bench beside her.

I sat beside her with great affection. Why are you sitting here alone when you are so late?How cold.

Amy looked at me with a side face, and her big, lively eyes were clearly flashing with reply, aren't you?

I pinched my nose awkwardly.

I was running here in the middle of the night, and dressed like this, and was kicked out by my wife?Amy asked with a smile.

No, she is already asleep, I... I just can't sleep and suddenly wanted to go out for a walk, but I didn't expect it to be so cold outside.

OK, whatever you say is what you say.Amy gave me a pretty look.

What about you?I was in a hurry to change the topic.

The smile on Amy's face disappeared and she slowly turned her face away. However, in the process, I keenly discovered a faint trace on her right cheek, which looked like a small bruise.

Sister Amy, your face... I asked my own questions in an inappropriate way.

This is not my place to work, nor is it the boss’s wife or customers. We are now neighbors, and the English name sounds too business-oriented. Let’s get to know each other again. Hello, my name is Wei Lanlan.

She cut off my words, smiled back on her face, turned her head and led the bruise to the darkness where the light could not be shined, and stretched out her white palm at me.

I held it up without hesitation, and it was tender but also cold.

It's quite hot to wear such a little hand, so I'll lend me a soft handful, hehe.

She stuffed her hands back into my palms, enjoying the temperature emitted by her palms without hesitation, but I was a little cramped by her generousness.

Then I will call you Sister Lan, my name is Zhu Jinyan.

Well, then I'll call you Xiao Zhu.

We both looked at each other and smiled like old friends who had known each other for many years.

A woman sat in the empty fitness garden in the community in the middle of the night. With the scars on her face that she didn't want to be seen by outsiders, even people with normal thinking could roughly guess what had happened to her. As a normal person, I naturally wouldn't mention what she didn't want to face again. There was no topic between the two, and the scene suddenly fell into embarrassment, with only the howling cold wind kept passing by in my ears.

It's still a little cold to sit, please accompany me for a walk.Wei Lanlan said and stood up.

I stood up with a nod.

Don't tell me that we appeared here at night for the same reason.Wei Lanlan said.

I thought to myself how I could tell you that I was here for a ridiculous reason, and how could we meet in the cold wind for the same reason, so I could only laugh it off.

Xiao Zhu, can I ask you a question?

Well, Sister Lan, you said.

You said...what is the essence of marriage?

Unexpectedly, she asked such a philosophical question. I was born in science and suddenly felt a little overwhelmed. I thought for a while before I could put in a word. I think... it should be that the husband and wife support each other and walk the love path together.

Wei Lanlan chuckled, what kind of road is it that requires mutual support to walk together?

Uh... Everyone says that the love journey is bumpy, so we have to support us and walk together.

Since it is bumpy, why do you have to take this path?

Ah...

Is it because of being a slut?

Well……

If you don’t have a marriage, can you choose to take another easier path?

After hearing her words, I felt a sudden enlightenment. It was Ah. If it weren't for this abominable marriage, why would we have a child to meet the needs of others?

If I had no marriage, I could choose to live the life I wanted. It is because of the shackles of marriage that we have reached the point where we are today, and the shackles are still on our own.

I have heard a saying that humans are social animals, and our behaviors have social attributes, and marriage is a very important part of social attributes, so we all choose marriage.

hehe.Wei Lanlan sneered, will humans become extinct if you don’t get married?

I was speechless.

After all, it's still a shame.

I had no intention of arguing with a woman about topics that I was not good at, especially a woman who was wandering around in the community at night in the cold wind, and she was also a woman who only knew her name tonight. Although I knew each other before, it was just a general friendship based on product relations and there was no friendship at all.

Just as I was complaining in my heart, Wei Lanlan suddenly stopped.

Thank you for sending me. The weather is so cold that you can go home early. The couple has nothing to say about. Just take a lot of losses and coax them more.

I could only smile bitterly at such an older girl who insisted that I was kicked out by my wife.

OK, Sister Lan, don’t wander around, go back early.

I shrank my neck and my hands, and I was like an old country farmer. Wei Lanlan laughed.

I feel much better when I meet you tonight. Thank you for warming my hands and adding WeChat.She said as she took out her cell phone.

I...I didn't bring my cell phone when I went out.I said embarrassedly.

Wei Lanlan looked at me and confirmed that it was not my refusal, so she said readily, "Let's add it next time I come to my bar."

Farewell to Wei Lanlan who had an unexpected encounter, the low temperature and cold wind finally defeated my fear of home, and I rushed home.

When I opened the door and entered the house, the warm heat emitted by the floor heating system dispelled the chill in my body through the pores. The feeling was indescribable. The dark living room was still silent. There was no sound except for the slight sounds made by the elevator outside the house. I mustered up the courage to tiptoe to the door of the study again, enduring the drum-like heartbeat and put my ears on the door.

There was no movement in the room, only my heartbeat seemed deafening at this time. Did they go to bed after all?

I suddenly felt relieved, as if something that had been worried about for a long time did not happen in the end. My heart was slowly let go, and coupled with the warm feeling, a sensation of sleep came to me inadvertently.

When I returned to the bedroom, the desk lamp at the head of the bed was still on, just like when I left, but the moment I turned my head and closed the door, I found something strange. Just as I was experiencing what was wrong, a faint voice came from behind.

Where did you go so late?

I was so scared that I was trembling all over, and my hair stood up on my body, but then I figured out what the strange thing I noticed was. After I got home at night, I used to turning on the desk lamp on the side of my bed until I fell asleep, but the direction of the light was on was the opposite, which was the side of my wife.

You...why are you back?I looked at her in surprise and asked.

My wife gave me a blank look and said softly, "After all, I am your wife. What do you think of sleeping with other men every night during the weekend?"

I couldn't help feeling warm after hearing this.

Oh, I couldn't sleep just now, so I went down for a walk.I said.

You're wearing this outfit in such a cold day?My wife had a little anger and a little distressed. Go to bed soon, you will catch a cold.

I took off my pajamas and pants and climbed onto the bed. My wife turned on the electric blanket in advance. The warm feeling was like a big hand that reached into my body and scratching the itchy part of my heart, which was so comfortable.

My wife twisted her body into my arms and pressed her warm body against my cold body. You know, she is most disgusted with me when I go to bed, but now she takes the initiative to keep me warm.

I was a little overwhelmed by her initiative and subconsciously avoided it, but it was this that that that made her body stiffen instantly. She raised her head and looked at me, with a faint mist in her eyes.

What’s wrong with you?Are you hiding from me?

I...I don't.

Do you think I was just touched by another man?

Her voice was very light, but there was a hint of sadness and anger in it. I realized how much mistake a casual move had made just now, so I hugged her in my arms.

No, no, sorry, it's my fault, it's my fault.

OK OK OK OK.My wife patted my arm and signaled that my hug was too tight and it hurt her. We were sorry for saying enough, so there was no need to say anything more.

She said quietly.

Wife... I let go of my hand, but I still snuggled with her.

Um?

You guys... I asked tentatively.

Later, I did it again later.My wife said calmly, so calm that it made me feel distressed.

oh……

oh?

Ah？

We used onomatopoeia to play puzzles, and we didn't seem to be willing to ask for it on our own, but we both longed to know what the other person was thinking.

I mean...what happened later?After all, I can't help it.

Shunzi was quite fast the second time, after all, he said that both of us were in a bad state.

What's the meaning?

He said he wanted to talk to you tomorrow.

About what?

Regarding how to adjust our condition so that I can get pregnant smoothly.

What do you mean is that he doesn’t feel pregnant every few times from yesterday to today?I asked with wide eyes.

Well, that's what he said, he said he could feel it.My wife paused and continued, saying, "He said... the main problem is still with me, I'm too nervous...

Looking at my slightly weird eyes, she seemed to realize the grammatical disease and blushed. Oh, it doesn't mean that my heart is burdened, which makes my body too tight. She said that if this happens, my body will reject all external things, including sperm.

Wife, can I ask you something?

You ask, whatever you ask is fine.The wife looked righteous on her face.

Well... I thought about it, I declared in advance that everything I asked was just about whether you can get pregnant, and it didn't involve anything else, so I asked you, don't be angry if you think wrong, okay?

Seeing that I looked solemn, my wife couldn't help but nodded seriously.

Then did you hide it from Zhou Ming and you, so your body was so tight when you hid it?I observed her expression as I said, and it changed as I was worried, so I quickly added, so I have to say a premise, that matter is really over, I am just discussing the issue of physical condition with you, really.

The wife closed her eyes and her breathing became heavy. The faint gullies rose and fell with her breathing, as if she was trying to adjust her emotions.