Chapter 1 Lost your body

I was a single-parent family since I was over 6 years old. My parents divorced, and I lived with my mother. At that time, I was still young, ignorant, didn’t know about adult affairs, divorce, or something, but I only knew that my parents quarreled, and then my father left home and stopped coming.

At that time, my family was poor and could only sleep in one room, one room, two beds. My mother and I each slept in one bed.

A man is the pillar of the family. His father is not at home, and his strong mother has always supported this family.

My mother was only 26 years old at that time, she was very beautiful, with outstanding looks, plump breasts and sexy figure. I inherited the advantages of my mother, with the same appearance and figure as her, and her personality is also very self-reliant.

My mother loves me very much. My family is poor, but my mother is willing to spend money in school. She often buys delicious food for me after get off work. When I eat chicken legs, she chews the bones I have eaten and said she should cherish the food.

I asked my mother to eat something delicious. She always said she didn't like it. I thought my mother was picky about food.

I grew up under my mother's wings. Although I was poor and had poor living conditions, I was very happy and very happy.

This peaceful life took about a year or two. I was over eight years old. Once I suddenly woke up in the middle of the night, but when I heard the moans in my mother's bed, I thought he was sick. When I was about to get up, I opened my eyes and found that there was a man. I was scared and dared not move, so I pretended to be asleep.

At that time, I was still watching the VCD type. The scenes on the TV were displayed, and they followed them naked. I almost watched the whole process, and saw that the uncle was different from the girl's crotch, and there was a big stick. He used the place where my mother peed.

I didn't know much about sex at that time. I thought he was bullying my mother. I pressed on my mother and inserted it from behind my mother's butt. Such a big stick, doesn't it hurt to penetrate my mother? My mother's moans were made by him, and my mother screamed when she was fucking her uncle.

My mother also helped him eat the meat stick between his crotch with her mouth.

I felt vaguely that was doing bad things, as if only married people could do that.

I was still young at that time, just curious and secretly watched them have sex. I fell asleep before they finished it. From then on, I was very careful and would sleep very lightly at night. I found that they often do that together. I felt embarrassed to ask my mother. Later I found out that the man was the leader of my mother's unit, and he had a wife and a family. I couldn't ask about adults, so I pretended not to know.

After several years, until I was in my teenage years, I still slept in the same room with my mother. The family was still very poor, but it did not affect my development. My body gradually developed, my breasts gradually plump, my pubic hair grew, my menstruation came, and I also understood the affairs of men and women.

Some boys also please me and some want to make friends with me, but I ignore them. I have been self-reliant since I was a child. Under my mother's good education, I only know how to study hard, but I can't help my mother. If I study well, the best reward for my mother.

That uncle also often came to my house. I called him Uncle Li. He was very nice to my mother and me, and it was normal that he didn't do anything indecent in front of me.

It's different at night. They have sex when I'm asleep, and sometimes they watch porn.

I became a girl, and when I peeked at them, I felt my vagina was wet, but I didn’t masturbate, I was very conservative about sex.

I have developed almost the same way, and my breasts are not completely fixed in shape. Compared with girls of the same age, I am considered plump and have not much pubic hair.

I no longer sleep in underwear when I was eight or nine years old.

But it's hot in summer and I wear less clothes, so my clothes can't cover my plump body and snow-white thighs.

I used to be young, and he didn't pay attention to me. I found that when Uncle Li and his mother had sex, they would occasionally peek at my sexy sleeping position. I pretended to be sleeping and secretly watched them have sex when they had the chance.

Once I heard the man thrusting in my mother's vagina and saying, "Your daughter is getting more and more beautiful, my mother is so smart. I know that he has bad ideas when seeing my sleeping position and developing body, so I said, don't think about my daughter. She is still young and the road is still long in the future. Like my classmate Shiqing, her mother's lover also takes care of her, but he and her father don't let her live with her mother. As for me, except for my mother's house, this is my home. Where can I go? Although my mother and I realize the danger, there is nothing we can do.

After graduating from the third year of junior high school, I took the high school entrance examination well. Because I was poor, I just wanted to go to school at that time. So when I saw that there were people in love in the class, I didn’t interact with boys. I wanted to study, and I also liked to go to school. I got the high school entrance examination and got good exams. I was very happy and did not disappoint my mother’s expectations. I must go to high school, take the college entrance examination, find a good job, and be filial to my mother.

My mother is naturally very happy. I seemed to see her mother feel a little depressed. I said to her, "Mom, don't worry, I will save money, I will work on vacation, and my high school and college expenses will be fine in the future. My mother touched my hair lovely and said, "Jingjing, study with peace of mind in the future. You don't have to worry about family affairs, and you don't have to worry about your money to go to school. No matter how tired my mother is, she will let you go to school."

Once I was watching TV at home and my mother was at work. I met that man because he often came. My mother was 35 years old and he was 40 years old.

He came and asked me Jingjing, if your mother is there, I said she was not there, and I helped him make tea, so he just chatted with me, asking me how I was studying and what hobbies I had. I also talked to him without saying a word.

As he spoke, he touched my long hair that was draped over my waist and smelled the fragrance of a girl coming from my body. At that time, I hadn't used a bra, but just a vest.

He looked at the breasts that were about to come out of my chest in a daze, and said it was so fragrant. He asked me if I had a boyfriend. I thought he was an elder, so it was hard to refuse him. He tweeted his hand on my shoulder and said no.

Then you are still a virgin. The feeling of virginity is amazing. Haha, he couldn't help but smile and touched my chest with his hand.

I started to struggle because I was afraid and didn't dare to scream. He couldn't help seeing this, and hugged me and said, Jingjing, I like you so much!I miss you for a long time, so I'll give it to me today.

I started to touch my butt and breasts.

I was not as strong as him, so he carried me to the bed. Compared to him, my body really looked smaller, so I couldn't break free. In summer, I was wearing less clothes. He took off his shirt and pulled him off his vest. The girl's plump breasts appeared in front of him. The virgin's breasts were good, not only plump and firm, but also elastic. He grabbed and squeezed my breasts in a very relaxed manner. I felt a trace of indescribable pleasure in my fear.

Soon, my skirt also made him take off, leaving only a small cartoon briefs all over my body. I kept struggling, and my body twisting, which was almost naked, made him more excited.

He actually followed my breasts frantically and stroked his lower abdomen and came to his lower body. He pulled my underwear down and pulled it down, but I didn't know where the power came from, so I held his thick hand desperately.

He touched my tender vagina, and a feeling of indescribable make me tremble, and I kicked my legs desperately.

Seeing that I was struggling very hard, he said, "I knew you were peeking at me fucking your mother." Do you want me to fuck Ah too? Come and try what your mother and I do too."

He had known that I was peeking, and he never said it through.

I didn't care about being shy when I told him that. At that time, I kept crying and struggling desperately, holding his hand tightly, not letting my underwear take off. The strength of my hand could not hold on, so I still let him take off my underwear.

He reached out and wanted to spread my thighs. I kept crying and resisting. He said, "If you cry again, I will fire your mother. From now on, you two can only go to beg for food and you can't learn. This sentence hits my point. I am not afraid of him raping it, but I am afraid that it will also implicate my mother. If my mother is laid off, what will we do in our lives? What should I do with my beloved school? Where did I get the source of my financial resources.

I stopped crying and sobbed, and stopped exerting force on my tightly clamped thighs.

Seeing that I stopped resisting, he smiled proudly and spread my thighs. Now the mysterious part of my virgin was completely exposed in front of the old pervert.

My sparse pubic hair cannot protect my vagina and is completely exposed to the old pervert.

He stretched his hand between my legs, my psychological defense collapsed, I lay motionless on the bed, the labia majora and the thin labia minora were shamelessly exposed.

The virgin's life is as delicate as a work of art. He said blankly, kneading the clitoris as big as a grain of rice with his fingers, stroking the surroundings of the clitoris, and stroking the fingers up and down along the tender red flesh slits. A numb pleasure arose from between my thighs, and the wet water stuck to his fingers.

The virgin is too sensitive, and her wet vagina doesn't match my sad expression.

He saw my expression, but he was very excited. He might have been used to my mother's obedience. He was reluctant to me and had a desire to be treacherous.

He touched the outside with his hands a few times, and he took off all his clothes and exposed his huge penis.

I don’t have a boyfriend yet, I am still a student, uncle, please let me go. Seeing his penis slowly approaching me, I still hold my last hope, fantasizing that he can find his conscience, and fantasize that my mother suddenly goes home at this time.

I also think about beautiful love and want to give the prince charming I dreamed of for the first time, but I am really unwilling to let this old pervert possess chastity.

He saw me talking but his body didn't resist at all. He knew that I was afraid of him, so he rubbed my white virgin breasts and sucked my nipples.

I thought he was very rough, but he grasped the strength just right, and I didn't feel any pain in my breasts.

He knelt between my thighs and I could clearly feel the contact of my genitals.

He is so big, can I stand it if I insert it?

He seemed to see my worry, and he held his penis and pressed the glans against my labia, gently rubbed along the wet y water.

Jingjing, as long as you are obedient, I will slowly feel so comfortable that I am so hard that I can’t speak. At this point, I can only pray to God.

His penis was aimed at it and slowly inserted it, but the virgin's vagina was small and narrow, but it couldn't be inserted for a while. He looked down at me with concentration, as if he was enjoying the beautiful view of my labia tightly wrapped around his big glans.

His penis slowly penetrated deeper. At this moment, I felt like my vagina was about to crack. The old pervert's big glans was tightly clamped by the tender flesh of my vagina. A wave of extremely comfortable feeling came from his cock. He no longer wanted to bear it. The old pervert took a deep breath and thrust his waist hard. The big cock that had been inserted countless times by my mother was immediately inserted to the bottom.

I felt a severe pain coming from my vagina, and my vagina seemed to be torn. I felt his thick penis penetrate deep into my vagina.

I grabbed the sheets tightly with my hands, tears flowed out of my mouth, and a deep and dull humming sounded.

It was over, and the old pervert finally succeeded, leaving a shameful mark in my Girls' Generation.

Finally possessing you, you are mine, He hugged me tightly and kissed my mouth, and I turned my face.

He felt my vaginal wall tender flesh tightly clamping his big cock. Although the vagina was tight, it was very wet, and it was very hot and very warm.

What a beautiful virgin pussy!I finally inserted it. He said, and he couldn't help but use his big hands to touch my virgin's firm and elastic breasts, and his fingers kept kneading his two nipples that were already hard and erect.

His big glans was pressed tightly against the depths of my vagina, and he was inserted into the virgin vagina, without moving for the time being.

Then after a long time, the penis started to move slowly. I didn't feel comfortable. It hurts all the time for the first time. He lowered his head and admired my vagina opening and closing like a child's mouth, sucking his penis.

He comforted me and said don't be afraid. It feels great after passing this level. Later, he didn't care whether I felt pain or not. He felt comfortable and started to thrust hard on his own, while masturbing me. Jingjing, your pussy is so tight that it is so comfortable to fuck you!How long did I remember it? It took me ten minutes. I let him rap and just beg him not to cum inside.

Your pussy is so tight, it’s so lifelike to fuck a virgin. It’s a pity that I didn’t ejaculate in your virgin pussy for the first time, but I’ll listen to you, Jingjing

Finally, I pulled it out and put on a condom, which I took from my mother's bed.

He put on a condom and quickly inserted it into my vagina, thrusting quickly, his penis trembling, pressing me tightly and saying, Jingjing fuck your pussy

After venting his animal desire, he gently hugged me in his arms and kissed the tears on my face and said, Jingjing, I'm sorry, I took your first time, but don't worry, I will treat you mother and daughter well in the future.

He left for a while, and when he left, I started crying. I didn't want to cry in front of him, so that he could see my helplessness and sadness.

At that time, I was only fifteen or sixteen years old, and my body and mind were immature. What could I do if I encounter such a thing? Call the police?

What should I do with my life, what should I do with my reputation, what should I do with the textbooks I like?

I cried for a long time, put on my clothes, washed my face, and prepared food for my mother to come.

Qingqing, see what I bought for you

My mother's familiar voice came from outside the door.

Ah, it is my favorite fish head. Thank you mom. I have cooked it all. Mom, let’s eat quickly. In order not to make her sad, I didn’t say anything. I deliberately pretended to be fine. I also deliberately said Mom, Uncle Li came just now, and when he saw you were not at home, he left after drinking a cup of tea. Only I know the grievances in my heart. I deliberately didn’t look at my mother and avoided her eyes, for fear that she would find my eyes that were crying red.