The long holiday has passed in a blink of an eye and it has been a week since I resumed work.
During this period, I never dialed that number, and I had Lin Ruolan's number notes.
She had never called me, but just sent me some concerned text messages every day, and the content was normal, mostly reminding the weather to change, pay attention to diet, rest, drink less and stay up late, etc. Apart from this, there is nothing else.
Just like during the festival, I received a mass message that I could see at a glance. I always maintained a cold attitude towards these polite words that asked about my well-being and never responded to.
But only I know that when I have insomnia at night, I will look through her messages over and over with an extremely complicated mood, and try to reply with a more indifferent or enthusiastic word to break the deadlock between us.
I don’t know how many times I edited it, but when I really wanted to click to send it, my heart would work violently, jumping out of the fast-paced uneasy drum song.
I don't know what I'm waiting for, maybe it's just an apology or her explanation for what happened that night...
If she didn't explain the reason, I think I would always turn her into memories with confusion and entanglement.
I know myself, and I have never been willing to be with my lover as a substitute.
In my opinion, love should be firm and extremely fulfilling.
From the moment it appears in my understanding, it should be a one-on-one appearance and should not retain the position of others.
I want to make a frank statement with Ruolan, confront her in person, and thoroughly find out whether her feelings for me are really as sincere as I feel.
However, I have not adjusted my mindset to deal with this matter for the time being.
What if she loves him more deeply?Then what should I do?
Appeasement is not my choice, I dare not think about it, nor can I figure it out.
She clearly said she loved me, why did she insist on tearing open her dusty past when she was in love, so as to hurt my heart and let me face the problems I have been neglecting intuition!?
Ruolan is much older than me, and her past experience should be more complicated than I thought.
I understand all these principles, I know, and I have considered them, but they are not as far-reaching as I think.
I always aimed at the future with whimsical thoughts, and thought that if I fell in love with it, I could tolerate her past without any scruples.
The sweetness given by the sudden love made me completely forget the color of pain and forget that the gap formed by time cannot be easily crossed by casually.
I am used to making decisions that are mainly me in the face of fate, and wishfully think that as long as I want and do it, there is nothing in the world that can stop me.
It was not until after this that I suddenly realized that reality was cruel and that many things did not develop as smoothly as I expected.
I am just a mortal, and I am among the public who are so ordinary that I can't be more ordinary. I also feel confused and at a loss.
Everyone will encounter emotional problems and enlighten others not to empathize with them. They can do it when they speak, but when they really encounter it and get stuck in it, they will know how difficult it is to get out of this swamp...
I thought a lot during this period, including realizing that I knew very little about Ruolan.
I only know her age, family background, and life experience formed by just a few words. The rest is the warmth full of the aroma of mèi meat...
I don't even know the taste she likes!
What does she like to eat?
What kind of ups and downs can bring joy to her?
She didn't mention it to me at all. She just said that she loved me, and then I believed it foolishly, and handed over my whole heart in a daze...
After returning from her house, I was in a bad state.
Every day I go to work in a mess and live in a daze.
At night, I would run for more than ten kilometers, then drag my exhausted body home, hold my heart full of wounds, toss and turn in one long night after another, enduring hard, trapped in the pain of love, constantly asking myself and torture myself.
Finally, when midnight comes, the nightmare will give me a painful malice, cruelly peeling off my hazy sleepiness, and letting me suffer for a whole night until dawn.
When a person is under extraordinary pressure and cannot vent his or her usual means, he will involuntarily go to extremes.
So, when I received the invitation from the boxing gym exhibition competition, I didn't think much about it, and simply responded to it locally and confronted professional middleweight players as an amateur boxer.
The fitness club on the sixth floor of the mall will officially begin at 8 pm on Saturday.
I came with the purpose of venting, so I didn't have the energy to keep it.
I didn't even dodge hard, just thinking about attacking and keep attacking.
After one round, he was agitated by me, and immediately put aside his concerns and fought back fiercely at me.
When skills are suppressed, thoughts are disturbed, and no matter how far they are, I am left with this body of flesh...
The intensity of this game has far exceeded the standards of the exhibition match.
If the coach hadn't played in time, I would have been spending the night in the hospital today.
It seems that I was hurting more than him, but we all know in our hearts that he was just forcing him to support him, and the actual situation was not better than mine.
After leaving the field, the crowd dispersed and I apologized to him. He waved his hand tremblingly and said to me weakly: Fighting, to put it bluntly, it is a fight. How can I not be hurt?Speaking of which, it’s time to thank you. I haven’t fought such a refreshing fight in a long time.So don't take it too seriously. I used to dance with shackles, and today I'm very satisfied.
His understanding moved me quite. Later, when the coach got angry, he helped me explain, saying that everyone was just impulsive and didn't stop it, and they just played a bit too much.
With his help, there were many people around him, and the coach couldn't have a sensation on the spot. He left a few words to scold me. Seeing that I admitted my mistakes in a regular manner and made it clear that my attitude was based on my heart. He no longer pursued me and threw me a clean towel and let me rest first.
I just turned around and was about to leave when someone suddenly got a pat on my back.
Then, a familiar voice rang in my ears:
Just played well Ah!
My body was instinctively tense, and I didn't look back at the first time, but compared the image in my mind with this unique tone that seemed to be charming, and quickly confirmed her identity.
Not bad?I said helplessly, Didn’t you see that I was just blocked in the corner and my face was covered in blood?
See Ah!She walked around me and said, "I saw that update just after I posted it. I kept cheering you off the stage during the competition!"Speaking of this, her laughter began to lower again, and a small resentment scattered in her words.
I shouted so loudly, and you didn't know how to look back at me. It was a waste of my kindness. I deserved that you were beaten up and you were beaten lightly...
I wanted to look back, but I was afraid that the current tragic situation would scare her, so I deliberately avoided her gaze and turned my face aside.
Talking!You are rude, do you know?She saw through my thoughts, and her delicate voice immediately rose, her words full of teasing.
How can you be timid?I don’t dare to look at me. Did you do something wrong on my back?Well, wavy?
She deliberately lengthened the ending tone, making the whole sentence go from aggressive to gentle and gentle, allowing me to imagine her ghostly and suspicious expression even if I couldn't see her face.
I didn't...
Then you won’t watch me speak?
Uh... I was so guilty that she asked, I coughed twice, hesitated for a moment, and forced an excuse to defend myself, ... I am, mainly sweating in my eyes, it hurts!
Still pretending?She pressed her step by step, and you see there was sweat on your face, it was obviously bloody!
Well... OK...
Knowing that she was deliberately teasing me, I no longer hesitated, and immediately turned around and tried to open my swollen eyes and look opposite her.
How about it, isn't it scary?Do you feel like plasma tablets?
Tsk tsk tsk, it’s really miserable... She shook her head while observing, not to mention that I have seen hurt like you in the movie, and my face is swollen, and I dare not admit it!
She frowned and observed me for a moment, then hurriedly pushed me.
Okay, don’t hold on, find a place to sit quickly and let me deal with it for you!She was nagging like an old mother, and she didn't know how to feel sorry for herself. What if she was going to hurt her brain?Tell you!Hurry up and sit there. Don’t you know how scary you look now?Be careful that others call the police and arrest you as a criminal!
Don't push me Ah!I will leave myself!Eh?
The strange eyes from around me made me feel uncomfortable. I kept ruling, hoping that she could let me go.
Big sister, big sister!Can you let go first? I have legs!
Then you move Ah!She scolded me, and she was still doing something stupid?Will you leave and ask me to help me?
Do you have a medicine box?
I won't borrow Ah?She asked me back.
Do you know who to borrow?
I'm not stupid!Didn't he have it there?She pointed in the direction where the coach was.
Then he emphasized softly, and then said to me in a tone of coaxing the child, "Oh, okay, it's okay!"You see, the one who beat you has been dealt with by the uncle. I will lend it now. You are waiting for me here and I will come back soon.
oh……
She was right, and I couldn't refuse, so I just followed her words.
She helped me to the bench, saw me sitting down and explained a few more words, then ran to the coach with a smile, and started politely greetings.
With a brisk gait, she was active in the field, like a paul who could not stop, attracting everyone's attention.
In fact, from the moment she showed her existence, everyone's only heart.
Everyone was concentrating on capturing the light talk and laughter in her mouth, as if those sounds had the magic power to pull the soul.
She ran to the coach to ask for the medicine box.
During the chat, I felt the familiar stiffness from the words that the coach floated over from time to time.
It was a kind of deflated, unstoppable, unable to think of ways to deal with it, and a dull and stupid feeling.
Through the haze, I found that the coach hidden behind his petite figure was awkward all over his body.
The unnatural emanates from his bones, just like the stiff feeling of a young man who is moved in love with his favorite opposite sex when facing his favorite face.
It can be said that the coach now looks very much like me who was talking to her for the first time in college.
In fact, everyone can hear the content of the conversation, and it is all polite from beginning to end.
However, even these unnutritional gossips can make him panic so much that he doesn't know what to do.
Standing posture, where your hands are placed, what you speak, expression, tone, volume, and attitude that is unintentionally revealed.
Even though I was so impatient, I could only force myself to smile, keep the conversation dry, and then helplessly disgusted myself in my heart.
He could not refuse, nor did he want to refuse.
It's Ah, who can reject this beauty that is a disaster for the country and the people?
This is a charm that is enough to shake the mind, and no one can face it calmly, both men and women.
This is my college senior, Su Yu.
Use personal existence to interpret the best beauty who sinks fish and geese and leaves the moon and shys the flowers.
We have a good relationship, but I don't know much about her.
I only heard that she is a noble family and has power and power in her family.
Logically speaking, such a character is absolutely impossible to appear in my social circle, but I just knew her, and the relationship was still strong.
I was lucky enough to know her entirely because of accident.
When I was in college, I worked part-time and found a part-time job as a resident singer in a bar.
One day she came to drink and ordered a relatively unpopular English song.
I happened to be able to do it, and then I performed well, amazed a group of drunkards.
After that, she chatted with me and revealed her identities. She knew that I was her junior and confirmed my strength, so she recruited me into her small band.
Then I wrote songs, recorded songs, posted songs, and wrote new songs...
This was repeated for more than a year.
Then, she graduated and my acting career ended.
Later, she went on a trip, domestic and foreign, flying around.
I completed my studies safely, returned to my hometown, found an ordinary job, and honestly took on the role of a social animal.
Her family has money and doesn't need to work.
Once in a chat, I mentioned the status quo to her, and she laughed at me with the face of a rich man.
Not long after that, she moved in. When she met, she said she started her small band again and wanted to develop as an independent musician.
When I need it, I will go to her studio to record songs.
When it's okay, everyone talks nonsense to each other.
She heard me mention Xiaoxiao's past and present, and guessed that I liked her, so she made a fuss to meet her.
After having a meal, drinking a lot of wine, I accompanied the two girls to run around and make a fuss all night.
After dawn, the two girls I knew became friends with each other.
Nothing special happened after that. She was busy with her, I was busy with mine. The days passed day by day. Everyone gathered from time to time, and then separated at midnight with drunkenness.
There is no special reason to meet here tonight. As she said, I posted a personal update for the promotion of the boxing gym some time ago.
She saw it and came over.
As my friend, she stood in the audience and watched me beating in the corner...
No, I feel embarrassed when I think about it, and I lose too badly...
Just as I buried my face in a towel and was very upset about the impulse just now, Su Yu had already run back in a broken step.
Putting down the medicine box, she frowned slightly and asked to me with a puzzled face: That, does your coach have Parkinson?
No Ah?I was stunned by her question.
Then... she pondered for a moment and asked again, could he have the habit of drinking?
Never heard of it.I said, no, what are you doing when you ask about these?Could it be that you, like the miraculous doctor Bian Que, have the means of seeing and hearing, and can see the hidden diseases in him?
You can see this?
You really know?
You believe it, just kidding?
Uh... I was so choked by her that I almost bleeded. Sister, can you stop talking nonsense?If you have anything to say, just say it.
I was just strange... She came over and said sneakily, ...You said, since he is fine, why did he keep shaking when he talked to me?
Forehead……
I was speechless when she asked, and the gossip was gone at that time, and I was left with helpless sighs.
She did not notice my transformation, and was still immersed in her world, describing her just happened to me vividly.
You don't know, your hands were shaking and almost threw the medicine box out.While treating me with the wound, she imitated me what she had just seen.
In this way, I kept shaking the medicine box, which made me scared.
You're scared...
Scared?She said in surprise.Am I that scary?
Please, is it okay if you have some self-knowledge?I said angrily.
You come out to see people with such a beautiful face, who doesn’t shake when you see them?
Hey, yes, it makes sense for you!
She accepted my praise without hesitation and smiled extremely brightly.
I was very bored about this and kept scolding my incompetent coach in my heart.
By the way, I just remembered that they were all shaking, why don’t you?
I endure...
Can you bear this?She said exaggeratedly.
How about it?I said proudly.Isn't it very awesome??
I'm so worried about you.
She cursed and then focused on what she was doing.
Be honest, if you don’t want me to poke your eyes blind with a cotton swab.
oh……
She kept working hard in front of my face, and her movements were neat and flexible.
I watched silently, and somehow, my thoughts floated back to the room where the person I was thinking about.
That day, when I treated Ruolan's wounds, I would have been as skilled as my senior sister...
I couldn't help but recall the little things I got along with Ruolan.
After a while, the familiar pain arose again.
Faced with the increasingly intense feeling of tearing, I couldn't help but frown and looked bitter.
What's wrong?Seeing that my breathing became heavier, she stopped quickly and asked me worriedly.
Did you hurt?
No.I clenched my teeth and replied weakly.
It's just a little uncomfortable.It's okay, you keep going, I can tolerate it...
Really, how big avenge is this?As a friend, she couldn't help but show concern for me.
It's normal to play, hiss!
The game is the game, and this is a ruthless game.Seeing that I was so uncomfortable, she couldn't help but complain.
I don’t know the importance of it, nor do I know to keep my hands off.So are you. If you can’t beat me, just lie on the ground and pretend to be dead. What can you do if you insist on showing off this!?
A person can be defeated, but he cannot be defeated.
Then why didn't you kill yourself with one shot?According to you, you should pursue the limit of seeking hardships and commit suicide!She said angrily.
Look at it yourself, what the hell did you look like?After so much blood flowed, I almost got a needle. If this is broken, who would you ask for to reason?
Scars are the medals of men...
Then why didn’t I see you using the Tianma Meteor Fist to fight back?
That's a comic, okay!I said with strikingly, eighty-five punches in one second, breaking through the speed of sound is too fake, people have their limits after all...
So you don’t act like a human being?She glanced at me quickly and said.
Well, I admit that I actually wanted to give in when I was beaten.Speaking of this, I deliberately paused for a few seconds to make a suitable state for what I wanted to say next.
but!There is always a voice in my heart telling me not to stop!
So, I should have told you loudly that the car is ready for you?
I lowered my head and said deeply: I can only say that as a boxer, I have burned out...
I don't think your painting style is like snow-white gray?
Why can you answer any joke?I looked strange and screamed in surprise.
It can only be said that those who are close to red are red, while those who are close to ink are black.She smiled at me.
But, how to say it?Fortunately, you survived and didn't get beaten down.Although it was a bit miserable, this persistence was still very handsome, and I was a little moved by it.
I was so scared that I bounced straight from the chair.
Stop making trouble, sister!I already have someone I like!Can you please stop letting me make mistakes?
I just informed you, but I didn't really ask you to do anything.Her eyes were flowing, and she showed me a playful expression.
Judging from your reaction, are you interested in me?
It’s fake to say that you are so beautiful, who won’t be moved by seeing it?I'll tell the truth.
However, sometimes people cannot take action even if they are moved. People should have a bottom line. If you love each other, it is not called a person, it is called scum!
Oh, what should I do?She said in a fake way.
After hearing what you said, I was even more moved?
Sorry, although I know your mood, there is already someone in my heart.I quickly refused.
So, I'm really sorry, I've let you down, I'm sorry!
Oh, I'm broken up, so fast...
I didn't agree to you, don't talk nonsense.
The sight from all directions made me feel like a ray of light on my back.
So, I could only lower my posture as much as possible and said tremblingly at her.
I beg you, it’s not a joke. If they hear this, I will kill me!
She let out a silver bell-like laugh, then waved to me, and said to me in a relaxed tone: OK, I won’t say it anymore, you sit down quickly, it’s almost done.
oh………
I confirmed that she was no longer joking, so I calmed down and sat back obediently.
As she said, two minutes later, as the last move was completed, she withdrew her hands and smiled.
On my eyebrows, cheeks and nose bridge, in addition to the traces of the wipe of the potion, I also left a few Band-Aids as makeup spots.
Su Yu observed for a while and confirmed that there were no problems left before she closed the medicine box with satisfaction.
Huh, I’ve finished my work, and I feel like I’m having a fight, so tired!
Thank you...
I couldn't help but emphasize my tone to express my sincerity.
What's the thanks for this?She waved her hand indifferently, moved her shoulders, and asked again.
How is it, does it still hurt?
Another point.
Can't you lie to comfort me?
It was me who was beaten on the stage just now... I complained weakly.
So!She deliberately asked me with a sudden enlightenment.
So, you really didn’t play this game because of personal grudges?
no………
Then why are you doing so hard?She looked puzzled and asked me.
I've seen the game, but this is the first time I've seen it as hard as you.
Maybe it was when I lie down in front of you at the beginning. He couldn't hold his face, so he used ruthlessness to me... I couldn't explain it to her, so I could only use teasing to resolve her doubts that were so vigorous that she had no time to deal with.
It is possible... She followed my words and said, "The beauty is on the side, fighting with her life. Whoever wins will be the one who will be? Aren't the bad guys in martial arts novels like this?"
This is reality, sister!I said with a wry smile.May I ask you to be more normal?
I found that she was particularly interested in inexplicable things, as if there was a secret behind anything.
Although I really have a secret in my heart, I really can't explain to her the purpose of my trip.
Okay, I’m done, are you hungry? Do you want to eat something together?
If a person can still feel hungry after just after a beaten blow and suffers more than a dozen heavy punches in the abdomen, then he is either too strong or a character who comes out of the story.
So, are you hungry?
She obviously didn't listen to the answer I had in my words, and continued to ask me questions with sincere enthusiasm.
I looked at the time, felt my current physical condition, and confirmed that there was no problem, so I answered her invitation.
OK, you go and change your clothes first, I'll wait for you here.She picked up the medicine box and said.
Let’s eat here today. There is a very good barbecue restaurant downstairs. Then you can get some more meat and make it up for you.
OK, see you later.
See you later.
I dragged my wounded body back to the locker room.
There was no one around, and the room echoed with a faint vibration caused by gas flowing through ventilation ducts.
When I opened the cabinet door, I did not change my clothes as soon as possible, but pulled out a cigarette and held it in my mouth.
The fire illuminates the front face while also aggravating the darkness around it.
The burnt fragrance of tobacco was sucked into my mouth and nose, and I frowned and swallowed it hard.
Unfortunately, the process was not satisfactory, because of the squeeze of the wound, the ceremony of obtaining pleasure from nicotine was forced to be interrupted.
I coughed violently, and my heavy breathing was difficult to support my exhausted body and mind.
The upper body bends lower and lower as it swings, the blood flows up, starting and moving forward, and building up on my face.
My mouth was wide open, and the surging air completely opened my throat, almost pushing my whole heart out.
In order to avoid falling, I had to lean against the cabinet and sit on the cold ground.
The cigarette was burning for more than halfway, and tears blurred their eyes and moistened from the corner of their mouth to the tip of their tongue.
It was not until this time that I realized that I was already in tears.
It hurts sharply, and every muscle is roaring like a spasm.
However, compared to these, the feeling in my heart is the most obvious.
I coughed and smoked, trying to relieve my heartache, but unfortunately this could not solve the depression in my heart at all.
So, I got up like crazy, took out my phone from the cabinet, clicked on the text message, and looked at the dry messages that were nutritious.
The senior sister is right, it’s useless to be brave and fierce.
I naively thought that selling myself to pain would make me feel better, but now I know that doing so will only make the pain thicker.
Self-punishment did not bring me any benefits, but instead aggravated my sorrow.
If Ruolan’s previous behavior was compared to a sharp knife stabbing into her chest, then what I have done now is to hold the hilt of the knife, throw away her chest little by little, and take out the heart with her name engraved with it?
Although I still have resentment towards her, I have to admit that I really fell in love with Ruolan.
Love is indeed painful and fascinating.
Like most people, I first obtained the latter and then tasted the bitterness of the former.
I want to see her!
The last time I separated from her, it seemed like it was the last century. I really want to see her again!
Missing was boiling in my mind for a long time. If the cigarette hadn't burned my fingers, I wouldn't have even noticed that it had been extinguished.
The consciousness broke out from the quagmire of emotion. I turned around in a daze and was shocked to find that there was actually a person sitting beside me.
Finished crying?Su Jue asked me softly.
I've called you for a long time and you didn't know how to reply to me. I'm so crazy that I want to call the police.
Ah?Ah!!!I wiped away my tears and screamed in surprise.
How did you come in?This is the men's locker room Ah!Go out quickly!
I know Ah!She raised her head and said proudly.
How about it?Isn't it a surprise?Do you admire it?
Now is not a joke, you can go out quickly!I hurriedly pushed her.
This is not a place for girls to stay. We will be done as soon as someone comes in!
Seeing me reaching out, she immediately widened her eyes and threatened me loudly: Try it!If you dare to touch me, I will tear my clothes and lie on the ground and shout molestation!!!
I!
I was shocked and was stunned on the spot, forgetting to breathe.
She waved her hand and snatched my phone while I was stunned.
I subconsciously wanted to snatch it, and I inhale hard with one finger at the same time.
I didn't dare to move anymore, so I could only let her look through it.
She grimaced at me and the quirky checked the short message Qi Ruolan sent me.
Where is the melon?Where is my melon?Where did such a big melon go?What are these?
A text message from a friend... I said, "Would you return it to me first? Do you know that your behavior has constituted a privacy violation..."
I care about you.It seems to be very serious, but in fact she says it very casually.
I just wondered, what touching love words can make you cry like this?
I was choking... I defended me timidly.
Isn’t these just some simple greetings?
It's Ah... I replied worriedly.So, can I give it back to me...
I saw you crying so hard that you were breathing hard, and I thought you had something shocking secret to hide from me!
She looked through it again and confirmed that there were no omissions left, and then she returned the phone to me with indifference.
Tsk, it's really boring.
I took the phone carefully and wanted to get up and put it back, but I felt worried, so I could only hold it tightly in my hand to prevent her from snatching it away again.
Have you cried enough?
I said I was choking.
OK OK OK.
She interrupted me impatiently.
After a moment of pause, she sneaked over again, asked me suspiciously with her cell phone: So, you really don’t have any melons to eat?
No!
In order to prevent her from finding out that I was guilty, I was full of energy and bit the stress, and simply denied her suspicion.
Then why are you crying?
Quite choked!I pretended to be angry.
It’s because you have too much imagination and are thinking about it yourself, it has nothing to do with me.
There is no problem with the content, that is, there is a problem with the person... She pondered for a moment, and with doubts, she threw out her guess at me.
Could it be that you had a past with her that made you extremely entangled?
The heart suddenly beat faster.
I was stunned at that time, hurriedly got up, and loudly denied this possibility.
There is nothing, can you stop guessing? Go out quickly, I'm going to change my clothes!
I raised my hand and pointed out the door, signaling her to go out.
She didn't move, just looked up at me.
I hesitated for a moment, gritted my teeth, reached into my trouser pocket, and acted to take it off.
She stared coldly, her buttocks still acted like a scoundrel.
The atmosphere turned stiffer in the next breath.
With eyes facing each other, I saw the burning gossip fire from her shining starry eyes.
I was so miserable that after a difficult choice, I had to say to her in a hoarse voice: Okay, I admit that I do have something to eat...
I'll know!She screamed excitedly, and her little hands slapped me where I had just left.
Hurry up, talk!Just sit here!When will you finish speaking and leave?
I really can't stand her enthusiasm.
After hesitating for a moment, I confirmed that there was no better choice, so I could only sit back to her position with an awkward expression.
She was looking forward to my exposure with joy.
I was overwhelmed and could only take several deep breaths, clean up my complex and chaotic mood, and try to use the perspective of bystanders to uneasy depict the story that happened to me.
It's...I have a friend...
You wait first!
The story was ruthlessly interrupted before it even began.
What friend?Tell me if you have something to do!With the resentment of being randomly dispelled, she exposes my ultimate trick on the spot.
Refresh friends?Are you the kind of person who can talk about your friends’ secrets everywhere?
Well... OK!After hesitating for a moment, I did something wrong and admitted it locally.
It's my business, I'm in love.
Wow!!!She shouted excitedly.
Have you finally got the courage to attack that insincere little girl?
Not her.
Bah, scumbag!She scolded me angrily.
I was criticized by her for no reason, so I subconsciously asked: Wait, why am I scumbag?
If you like others but don’t say it clearly, you just like it secretly. You will love yourself in your own world, give up before you even start, and then fall in love with others. What is this not a scum?
I haven't
I was about to fight back and say that I didn't hurt Xiaoxiao's feelings.
However, after thinking about it, as far as my current relationship with Ruolan and the things we did with Xiaoxiao on our backs, it was said that it did not cause harm to Xiaoxiao, which was really a lie with my eyes open.
OK, you're right, I'm pretty bad...
Humph, just accept it.
She contemptled me proudly for a while, promoted her noble values, then lowered her figure and pestered me to ask about the next story.
After finishing the talk, eat quickly. If you wait, it will be dawn!
She is very interested and my pressure is doubled.I really don't know how to continue the topic.
That's, that, she!Well, I stuttered, what should I say?
If you have something to say, don't hesitate, are you still a man?
I ignored her humiliation and was still sorting out my chaotic thoughts, and trying to interpret it in a calm tone.
That is, my current love partner, she has an ex...
She compared you with him?She suddenly mentioned.
That's not...
That's fine.She said.You keep going.
That is, he passed away a long time ago, and I thought everyone had left, so I didn't care... Speaking of this, my heart started to thrill again, but I only realized last week that she actually didn't get out of the previous relationship at all, so I...
I tried to say it down, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't issue a molded statement.
The severe pain caused by the wound that I tore open made my nose sore and my heart became more and more uncomfortable.
Are you jealous?
……
Seeing that I did not deny it, she pondered for a moment and asked me softly: How did you know about this?
She asked me to put on his relics, then treated me as him, threw me into my arms and cried...
To explain in detail!
Her momentum immediately exploded, bringing her extremely beautiful face to my eyes.
I was so dazed by the passion that burst out in her eyes that I could only process it in a hurry, roughly retelling my experience at Ruolan's house to her.
Wait first!
Halfway through, she suddenly interrupted me.
I haven't realized the problem yet and am still in a daze.
What's wrong?
You just said, did you take a shower at her house?
Is it Ah?how
In an instant, a strange feeling of disgust swept across my body. I shouted in my heart that I was about to suffer. I hurriedly began to defend myself: Actually, it’s nothing. Think about Ah, I’ll help her. I’m so tired that I’m sweating all over. It’s normal to take a shower at her house!
Yes, wavy, she raised the angle of her lips and mocked me with an intriguing look.
Um!I know, you're sweating!If you are so tired, you will definitely take a shower!I understand, you can continue!Xiaodu She hurriedly shut up, then deliberately pretended to be panicked and teased me.
Sorry, I almost forgot that you have finished graduation and have become a real man!I'm really sorry, roo roo roo...
Don't mess around!My cheeks heated up by her aroused, interrupting her abominable laughter.
I'll talk to you about serious things!Can you be serious?
OK, say it, I'll listen.
I poured all the problems that troubled me.
Then he held his breath and asked her carefully about her opinion.
What exactly do you want to ask?She looked at me in confusion.
Can you stop being so timid and just say something!
I said embarrassedly: That is, as a bystander, how do you view this matter...
Is this more important?She raised her voice and said with striking words.
Anyone who has a normal mind can tell that she is definitely having problems here!
She pointed to her head, then was stunned for a moment, and then smiled helplessly.
However, after all, I still appreciate her courage.She said in a low tone.
Actually, the longer you pass, the more you will forget.She can still remember him for so long after she passed away, which shows that she is indeed a good woman who values love and friendship.
But, but...
She gestured to me to let me quit, and then continued: I know you feel uncomfortable, anyone who encounters such a thing will be uncomfortable.But, how to say it?She said after pondering for a moment.
Let me ask you this, for example, one day you suddenly die, do you hope your lover can always remember you?
As the end was approaching, perhaps because she was afraid that I would fool her, she added: Don’t lie, I can see your thoughts and tell me your first intuition honestly.
I was stunned for a while, then nodded to her.
Is this amazing?She smiled.As for selfishness, everyone has it, it’s not embarrassing!
But I...
Needless to say, I have seen what you looked like just now, but I just feel depressed?
Um……
Then let me ask you another question, where is the one who stays in her heart?
Dead...
Is this amazing?She said.
Everyone is gone, you are jealous of death. Do you have the most?Don't rush to interrupt me and let me finish speaking.I understand that innocent little boys like you care about this kind of thing very much. They think that since they truly love each other, she shouldn't have someone else in her heart, right?
right.
Then I ask you, do you think she loves you?
like.I said without hesitation.
Then do you love her?
I
I was speechless for a moment and then fell into deep thought.
Ask yourself, do I really love Ruolan?
There is no doubt that the answer is love.
No matter how I deny it or ignore it, I will inevitably think of her, miss her, and have a secret meeting with her in my dreams.
I love her, sincerely.
Is it because you feel that she has cheated on her, mentally, so you are frustrated and uncomfortable. Is that true?
That's right, it's...
I was about to find this answer to explain it that it would not embarrass me.
Then, just as I was stunned, Su Jue's face slowly magnified in my eyes, getting closer and closer...
Do you want to take revenge on her?Well, wavy?
She deliberately stretched her breath and hummed a teasing little tremolo in my ear with her hot breath.
Facing seduction, my heart trembled instinct, as if I had been imposed on a fixed body, and I could only look at her stupidly.
Honestly answer, do you want to take revenge on her?
I breathed warmly on my face, feeling wet.
I keenly captured the faint fragrance that evaporated with her body temperature.
I tried to ignore it, but my body kept resisting the brain, emphasizing the tempting and unusually provocative smell to the heart.
Want it, um wavy
I……
No one can reject this kind of good intention at all.
I just pretended to be persistent, used all means to divert my attention, prevent myself from making any bigger mistakes, and ruined my few friendships.
Her eyes were full of wavy eyes, and there was indeed a little touching on her face.
I used all my last bit of strength to close my eyes.
In the darkness, I heard a faint sigh, and then it flew into a flawless laughter of her prank success.
You're really fooled by making fun of you?
I stared at her in a daze.
She raised her eyebrows and made a face at me, so that I could confirm that she was playing with my innocence with a joke and had no intention of further development.
At this point, the psychological defense line that I had finally established suddenly collapsed. I wiped the sweat of beans that had just exploded with exhaustion with the back of my hand, and then sighed again.
Huh... you scared me to death... When recalling what happened just now, I couldn't help but feel scared. Sister, can you just make such a joke?Please be a little self-aware...
It's all open, what do you do to me?She stood up quickly and looked down at me with a high posture.
I don't know you yet?If you have a thief heart but no courage, if no one takes you a step, you will probably be able to suffocate yourself to death.
She suddenly reached out to me, and I felt panic and struggled to stand up by myself, but I was really weak and tried several times but failed.
In the end, I could only accept her assistance with an awkward look and stand up with her hands.
You see, it's like now.She took my weak hand and raised it in front of her and told me that escaping is not a problem. It would be better to go to her to confront her than to talk to me.I've been asleep, what else can I say and can't speak?If it is a misunderstanding, then it will be solved?What if it is unintentional?At least you can listen to her reasons first and then make a decision?Why bother yourself like this?
Um……
I am like a child who makes mistakes and listen carefully to her teachings.
After she explained her truth, she comforted me a few more words, then stretched her waist and jumped out of the locker room in the song-like melody.
I'll go outside and wait for you!She said.Hurry Ah!My stomach was so hungry that I was roaring.
good!
With my psychological support, I didn't hesitate anymore. I quickly changed my clothes, put my backpack on my back, put my phone in place, and then walked away from here.
When I went out to meet Su Jue, I chatted with her all the way.
Walking through the crowd, the advertisement on the wall suddenly attracted my attention.
What's wrong?
Su Jue took more than ten steps before he realized that there was no reply around him.
Seeing that I didn't follow, she hurriedly ran back.
What are you looking at?So trance?She followed my eyes, wasn't this just an advertisement?What's wrong?Could it be that the model in this painting is your girlfriend?
no.
Then what are you doing here?
I suddenly remembered a question... Staring at the advertisement in the distance, I asked in a daze, "You said, will it look better if I wear glasses?"
Are you myopia?
Not myopia?What's wrong?
So what are you doing with glasses?
Just like the sweetness that is often found in couples, she put her arms around my arms and started acting coquettish.
OK Wave Let's go Wave, don't look at it, this little glasses store will be closed soon!It is important to fill your stomach first. If you want to wear glasses, I can introduce it to you, which can be much cheaper!
No matter how powerful she is, she can't move me a little.
Seeing this, she no longer insisted, but asked me seriously: Do you really want to wear glasses?
Um……
Then you wait.
She turned to face the crowd, searched for a moment, and reached out to stop a passerby who was passing by.
Hey, brother, can you trouble you?She hid her arms behind her, deliberately made a embarrassed look, and pursed her lips and said, "Well, can I borrow your glasses to use?"She folded her hands together, playful, leaned towards him slightly, begging earnestly.
Just a short while, please, Wave
Not to mention the young people passing by, I have never seen her pose like this for so long.
If a beauty with such a sign is willing to take the initiative to put down her figure, she will naturally respond to her requests.
The young man didn't even hesitate, took off his eyes and handed them to Su Jue with a red face.
Su Jue was happy, borrowed it with swearingly, and then smiled at him.
for you!She waved the spoils in her hand at me, as if she was deliberately showing off her charm, and then said to me happily: Hurry up, take it with you!
This is not good...
Do you have any opinions about me?Su Jue's expression changed and he immediately said to me.
You said you wanted me to lend it for you. I would be embarrassed if you did this. OK, please bring it with you!
Forehead……
Seeing that Su Jue was really angry, I could only respond verbally first.
Su Jue turned from anger to joy, showing a satisfied smile.
Then, I heard thunder in a trance, and then the sound of something breaking.
I briefly observed my glasses, and then said to myself: This one seems a bit thick...
Ah?Oh, Su Jue turned his head without hesitation and asked the passing guy.
How much myopia are you?
I'm farsighted... The young man replied with a bitter face.
He is far-sighted!
Su Jue was like a little bird living in the sea of trees, shouting happily and repeating the news she had just received.
I nodded to the sad young man who was about to cry but not to cry and apologized to him.
At this moment, I have understood my current situation and know that I can't let go. I can only force myself to respond. With a mixed mood, I reluctantly relive the experience that made my mind collapse.
As the perspective changed, I was immediately dazzled. Fortunately, Su Jue was quick-eyed and quick-handed. Before I fell, he hugged my arm and helped me hard.
Then, I heard the sound of something breaking, but this time I came even more scattered, and it seemed that I had just finished putting it together.
Su Jue shouted: Don’t you be shaking?
I don't want Ah either.I replied with difficulty, enduring my disgust.
Su Jue couldn't hold me, so Zhineng suddenly turned around and shouted at the young man: Why don't you protect your eyesight well? Look at him dizzy!
I thought it was a romantic encounter, but it turned out to be just a toy used to tease.
The young man was in distress and could only exonerate himself with a sad face: I don’t want Ah…
When Su Jue heard that he dared to argue, his momentum suddenly increased a little.
Why are you standing there?Can't come and help?
""oh………
Even though the young man was reluctant, he had to obey her orders.
I walked over stiffly, held my arm awkwardly, replaced Su Jue's position, and continued to support me.
With someone helping, Su Jue finally freed up his hand to carefully check my current changes.
You open your eyes.
No... I said disgustingly.So dizzy, like seasickness...
In just two seconds, you will pick it off after you finish.Su Jue took a few steps back and said whispering to me.
All right………
The world is twisting.
I experienced the longest two seconds of my life.
Before the time came, I was ready and immediately took off the torture instruments that were placed on my face.
As soon as my vision returned to normal, I hurriedly asked Su Jue, for fear that she would give me a decision to relive the torture.
How about it?
Something interesting!Don't say it, it's really suitable!Su Jue replied, pinching his chin.
It’s not that your face is mainly about eyes.After meditating for a moment, she added.
How to say it?It was just that, it didn't look like a normal person... After saying that, she muttered to herself again.
Just, there is no strange thing, I can't explain it clearly...
Yeah?I asked.But no one has ever reminded me of Ah before?
Maybe it's your face.She said.
Your facial features are not as bright as a boy or a girl, and you can't usually see them.She came over again, stood in front of me, then looked up and joked at me seriously: But have you been injured just now?This face was swollen, and only these eyes could be seen.
Really, is it scary?I swallowed dryly and asked nervously.
Actually, it’s okay. She deliberately said to the point. However, sometimes she suddenly glanced at her and found an indescribable ruthlessness!
At this point, she waved her fingers, exuding an incomprehensible secret temperament, showing me the mysterious smile that only a wizard who pretends to be mysterious would have.
Just as the book says, your eyes remind me of the smell of the eagle watching the wolf, and inexplicably makes people feel scared...
I was stunned by her fooling me, and didn't know how to answer for a moment.
Fortunately, the person who has been standing beside me has been fed up with our concert and sings. He suddenly mentioned it, just breaking the stiff situation.
Can I leave?
oh!Sorry, I've bothered you.
I hurriedly returned my glasses to him, and grabbed Su Jue's wrist with an embarrassment and slipped away without looking back.
You slow down!Hey, I said, I haven’t expressed my gratitude to others yet!
Let's go quickly, do you think the teasing people are not cruel enough?
Tell, it's really boring...
She and I walked halfway through the elevator.
Maybe it was too boring to wait, Su Jue muttered quietly beside me.
Go to have a meal first, and then have a good sleep when you are full.Anyway, I have finished everything I can say. Go back and think about it carefully, and then go to find her after you figure it out.If you don’t dare, call me and I will accompany you to find her.
Hearing this, I suddenly felt guilty and hurriedly rejected her decision to go with me.
Don't just refuse like this, I'm not finished talking about it yet. She murmured in a low voice again.
Look at Ah, just my face and figure, isn’t that woman jealous when she sees it?If she cried, felt wronged, and was jealous, it means she had you in her heart.If she ignores me, or her reaction to me is not as strong as you think, it indirectly shows that she is really playing with your feelings.
I looked at her in a daze.
She raised her eyebrows at me mischievously, and said to me softly indignantly: If this is the case, then I will take this opportunity to help you get angry with her so that she can understand what she has lost, and it can be considered helping you stand out!You said right.
If you believe in you, there will be ghosts... I lowered my voice and replied, "Don't think I don't know what you think."Others eat melons basically online, but you are rushing to the first scene just to master gossip and satisfy your boring daily life.
You can see this?She covered her mouth and nose with only her hands, pretending to be exaggerated.
It seems that I really underestimated you!?
I have eaten so many melons, be careful to become a goblin...
Having said that, I am actually very grateful to her.
As a friend, she has fulfilled her duties perfectly.
I thought to myself that when I solve the problem between Ruolan and me, I must thank her for her kindness.
Then, my auditory nerve suddenly captured a familiar name.
Ruolan, listen to me explain to you, Ruolan?Ruolan!
The noise in the distance was getting closer and closer, and the repeated calling of Ruolan was obviously from a male.
Hearing this, I subconsciously tightened my nerves and immediately aimed my gaze at the direction it was coming.
He was very fast, and I could clearly hear the breathing between his words.
From the content of his speech and the anxiety that was unintentionally revealed in his tone, I immediately confirmed that his target was most likely a woman.
You wait for me!Don't be angry, I know you have a misunderstanding about me.Don’t listen to their nonsense, that’s really not my business!
Just as I was unsure and wanted to find out, a familiar voice suddenly sounded in my ears.
Let me go!
It's her, it's definitely her!
My heart suddenly stopped, and I forgot to verify her current experience with my own eyes.
However, Ruolan's angry words were still coming from afar, because of her excessive excitement, her voice began to tremble.
Listen to me to explain it to you, it’s really just a misunderstanding!
The man was still working hard, but Ruolan had collapsed so much that she could not listen at all.
You and I have nothing to explain!You have made people's stomach bigger and you still have the face to say that this is a misunderstanding?Ruolan said in a crying voice.
If you are still ashamed, go to her with your explanation and stop pestering me!
During this period, I never dialed that number, and I had Lin Ruolan's number notes.
She had never called me, but just sent me some concerned text messages every day, and the content was normal, mostly reminding the weather to change, pay attention to diet, rest, drink less and stay up late, etc. Apart from this, there is nothing else.
Just like during the festival, I received a mass message that I could see at a glance. I always maintained a cold attitude towards these polite words that asked about my well-being and never responded to.
But only I know that when I have insomnia at night, I will look through her messages over and over with an extremely complicated mood, and try to reply with a more indifferent or enthusiastic word to break the deadlock between us.
I don’t know how many times I edited it, but when I really wanted to click to send it, my heart would work violently, jumping out of the fast-paced uneasy drum song.
I don't know what I'm waiting for, maybe it's just an apology or her explanation for what happened that night...
If she didn't explain the reason, I think I would always turn her into memories with confusion and entanglement.
I know myself, and I have never been willing to be with my lover as a substitute.
In my opinion, love should be firm and extremely fulfilling.
From the moment it appears in my understanding, it should be a one-on-one appearance and should not retain the position of others.
I want to make a frank statement with Ruolan, confront her in person, and thoroughly find out whether her feelings for me are really as sincere as I feel.
However, I have not adjusted my mindset to deal with this matter for the time being.
What if she loves him more deeply?Then what should I do?
Appeasement is not my choice, I dare not think about it, nor can I figure it out.
She clearly said she loved me, why did she insist on tearing open her dusty past when she was in love, so as to hurt my heart and let me face the problems I have been neglecting intuition!?
Ruolan is much older than me, and her past experience should be more complicated than I thought.
I understand all these principles, I know, and I have considered them, but they are not as far-reaching as I think.
I always aimed at the future with whimsical thoughts, and thought that if I fell in love with it, I could tolerate her past without any scruples.
The sweetness given by the sudden love made me completely forget the color of pain and forget that the gap formed by time cannot be easily crossed by casually.
I am used to making decisions that are mainly me in the face of fate, and wishfully think that as long as I want and do it, there is nothing in the world that can stop me.
It was not until after this that I suddenly realized that reality was cruel and that many things did not develop as smoothly as I expected.
I am just a mortal, and I am among the public who are so ordinary that I can't be more ordinary. I also feel confused and at a loss.
Everyone will encounter emotional problems and enlighten others not to empathize with them. They can do it when they speak, but when they really encounter it and get stuck in it, they will know how difficult it is to get out of this swamp...
I thought a lot during this period, including realizing that I knew very little about Ruolan.
I only know her age, family background, and life experience formed by just a few words. The rest is the warmth full of the aroma of mèi meat...
I don't even know the taste she likes!
What does she like to eat?
What kind of ups and downs can bring joy to her?
She didn't mention it to me at all. She just said that she loved me, and then I believed it foolishly, and handed over my whole heart in a daze...
After returning from her house, I was in a bad state.
Every day I go to work in a mess and live in a daze.
At night, I would run for more than ten kilometers, then drag my exhausted body home, hold my heart full of wounds, toss and turn in one long night after another, enduring hard, trapped in the pain of love, constantly asking myself and torture myself.
Finally, when midnight comes, the nightmare will give me a painful malice, cruelly peeling off my hazy sleepiness, and letting me suffer for a whole night until dawn.
When a person is under extraordinary pressure and cannot vent his or her usual means, he will involuntarily go to extremes.
So, when I received the invitation from the boxing gym exhibition competition, I didn't think much about it, and simply responded to it locally and confronted professional middleweight players as an amateur boxer.
The fitness club on the sixth floor of the mall will officially begin at 8 pm on Saturday.
I came with the purpose of venting, so I didn't have the energy to keep it.
I didn't even dodge hard, just thinking about attacking and keep attacking.
After one round, he was agitated by me, and immediately put aside his concerns and fought back fiercely at me.
When skills are suppressed, thoughts are disturbed, and no matter how far they are, I am left with this body of flesh...
The intensity of this game has far exceeded the standards of the exhibition match.
If the coach hadn't played in time, I would have been spending the night in the hospital today.
It seems that I was hurting more than him, but we all know in our hearts that he was just forcing him to support him, and the actual situation was not better than mine.
After leaving the field, the crowd dispersed and I apologized to him. He waved his hand tremblingly and said to me weakly: Fighting, to put it bluntly, it is a fight. How can I not be hurt?Speaking of which, it’s time to thank you. I haven’t fought such a refreshing fight in a long time.So don't take it too seriously. I used to dance with shackles, and today I'm very satisfied.
His understanding moved me quite. Later, when the coach got angry, he helped me explain, saying that everyone was just impulsive and didn't stop it, and they just played a bit too much.
With his help, there were many people around him, and the coach couldn't have a sensation on the spot. He left a few words to scold me. Seeing that I admitted my mistakes in a regular manner and made it clear that my attitude was based on my heart. He no longer pursued me and threw me a clean towel and let me rest first.
I just turned around and was about to leave when someone suddenly got a pat on my back.
Then, a familiar voice rang in my ears:
Just played well Ah!
My body was instinctively tense, and I didn't look back at the first time, but compared the image in my mind with this unique tone that seemed to be charming, and quickly confirmed her identity.
Not bad?I said helplessly, Didn’t you see that I was just blocked in the corner and my face was covered in blood?
See Ah!She walked around me and said, "I saw that update just after I posted it. I kept cheering you off the stage during the competition!"Speaking of this, her laughter began to lower again, and a small resentment scattered in her words.
I shouted so loudly, and you didn't know how to look back at me. It was a waste of my kindness. I deserved that you were beaten up and you were beaten lightly...
I wanted to look back, but I was afraid that the current tragic situation would scare her, so I deliberately avoided her gaze and turned my face aside.
Talking!You are rude, do you know?She saw through my thoughts, and her delicate voice immediately rose, her words full of teasing.
How can you be timid?I don’t dare to look at me. Did you do something wrong on my back?Well, wavy?
She deliberately lengthened the ending tone, making the whole sentence go from aggressive to gentle and gentle, allowing me to imagine her ghostly and suspicious expression even if I couldn't see her face.
I didn't...
Then you won’t watch me speak?
Uh... I was so guilty that she asked, I coughed twice, hesitated for a moment, and forced an excuse to defend myself, ... I am, mainly sweating in my eyes, it hurts!
Still pretending?She pressed her step by step, and you see there was sweat on your face, it was obviously bloody!
Well... OK...
Knowing that she was deliberately teasing me, I no longer hesitated, and immediately turned around and tried to open my swollen eyes and look opposite her.
How about it, isn't it scary?Do you feel like plasma tablets?
Tsk tsk tsk, it’s really miserable... She shook her head while observing, not to mention that I have seen hurt like you in the movie, and my face is swollen, and I dare not admit it!
She frowned and observed me for a moment, then hurriedly pushed me.
Okay, don’t hold on, find a place to sit quickly and let me deal with it for you!She was nagging like an old mother, and she didn't know how to feel sorry for herself. What if she was going to hurt her brain?Tell you!Hurry up and sit there. Don’t you know how scary you look now?Be careful that others call the police and arrest you as a criminal!
Don't push me Ah!I will leave myself!Eh?
The strange eyes from around me made me feel uncomfortable. I kept ruling, hoping that she could let me go.
Big sister, big sister!Can you let go first? I have legs!
Then you move Ah!She scolded me, and she was still doing something stupid?Will you leave and ask me to help me?
Do you have a medicine box?
I won't borrow Ah?She asked me back.
Do you know who to borrow?
I'm not stupid!Didn't he have it there?She pointed in the direction where the coach was.
Then he emphasized softly, and then said to me in a tone of coaxing the child, "Oh, okay, it's okay!"You see, the one who beat you has been dealt with by the uncle. I will lend it now. You are waiting for me here and I will come back soon.
oh……
She was right, and I couldn't refuse, so I just followed her words.
She helped me to the bench, saw me sitting down and explained a few more words, then ran to the coach with a smile, and started politely greetings.
With a brisk gait, she was active in the field, like a paul who could not stop, attracting everyone's attention.
In fact, from the moment she showed her existence, everyone's only heart.
Everyone was concentrating on capturing the light talk and laughter in her mouth, as if those sounds had the magic power to pull the soul.
She ran to the coach to ask for the medicine box.
During the chat, I felt the familiar stiffness from the words that the coach floated over from time to time.
It was a kind of deflated, unstoppable, unable to think of ways to deal with it, and a dull and stupid feeling.
Through the haze, I found that the coach hidden behind his petite figure was awkward all over his body.
The unnatural emanates from his bones, just like the stiff feeling of a young man who is moved in love with his favorite opposite sex when facing his favorite face.
It can be said that the coach now looks very much like me who was talking to her for the first time in college.
In fact, everyone can hear the content of the conversation, and it is all polite from beginning to end.
However, even these unnutritional gossips can make him panic so much that he doesn't know what to do.
Standing posture, where your hands are placed, what you speak, expression, tone, volume, and attitude that is unintentionally revealed.
Even though I was so impatient, I could only force myself to smile, keep the conversation dry, and then helplessly disgusted myself in my heart.
He could not refuse, nor did he want to refuse.
It's Ah, who can reject this beauty that is a disaster for the country and the people?
This is a charm that is enough to shake the mind, and no one can face it calmly, both men and women.
This is my college senior, Su Yu.
Use personal existence to interpret the best beauty who sinks fish and geese and leaves the moon and shys the flowers.
We have a good relationship, but I don't know much about her.
I only heard that she is a noble family and has power and power in her family.
Logically speaking, such a character is absolutely impossible to appear in my social circle, but I just knew her, and the relationship was still strong.
I was lucky enough to know her entirely because of accident.
When I was in college, I worked part-time and found a part-time job as a resident singer in a bar.
One day she came to drink and ordered a relatively unpopular English song.
I happened to be able to do it, and then I performed well, amazed a group of drunkards.
After that, she chatted with me and revealed her identities. She knew that I was her junior and confirmed my strength, so she recruited me into her small band.
Then I wrote songs, recorded songs, posted songs, and wrote new songs...
This was repeated for more than a year.
Then, she graduated and my acting career ended.
Later, she went on a trip, domestic and foreign, flying around.
I completed my studies safely, returned to my hometown, found an ordinary job, and honestly took on the role of a social animal.
Her family has money and doesn't need to work.
Once in a chat, I mentioned the status quo to her, and she laughed at me with the face of a rich man.
Not long after that, she moved in. When she met, she said she started her small band again and wanted to develop as an independent musician.
When I need it, I will go to her studio to record songs.
When it's okay, everyone talks nonsense to each other.
She heard me mention Xiaoxiao's past and present, and guessed that I liked her, so she made a fuss to meet her.
After having a meal, drinking a lot of wine, I accompanied the two girls to run around and make a fuss all night.
After dawn, the two girls I knew became friends with each other.
Nothing special happened after that. She was busy with her, I was busy with mine. The days passed day by day. Everyone gathered from time to time, and then separated at midnight with drunkenness.
There is no special reason to meet here tonight. As she said, I posted a personal update for the promotion of the boxing gym some time ago.
She saw it and came over.
As my friend, she stood in the audience and watched me beating in the corner...
No, I feel embarrassed when I think about it, and I lose too badly...
Just as I buried my face in a towel and was very upset about the impulse just now, Su Yu had already run back in a broken step.
Putting down the medicine box, she frowned slightly and asked to me with a puzzled face: That, does your coach have Parkinson?
No Ah?I was stunned by her question.
Then... she pondered for a moment and asked again, could he have the habit of drinking?
Never heard of it.I said, no, what are you doing when you ask about these?Could it be that you, like the miraculous doctor Bian Que, have the means of seeing and hearing, and can see the hidden diseases in him?
You can see this?
You really know?
You believe it, just kidding?
Uh... I was so choked by her that I almost bleeded. Sister, can you stop talking nonsense?If you have anything to say, just say it.
I was just strange... She came over and said sneakily, ...You said, since he is fine, why did he keep shaking when he talked to me?
Forehead……
I was speechless when she asked, and the gossip was gone at that time, and I was left with helpless sighs.
She did not notice my transformation, and was still immersed in her world, describing her just happened to me vividly.
You don't know, your hands were shaking and almost threw the medicine box out.While treating me with the wound, she imitated me what she had just seen.
In this way, I kept shaking the medicine box, which made me scared.
You're scared...
Scared?She said in surprise.Am I that scary?
Please, is it okay if you have some self-knowledge?I said angrily.
You come out to see people with such a beautiful face, who doesn’t shake when you see them?
Hey, yes, it makes sense for you!
She accepted my praise without hesitation and smiled extremely brightly.
I was very bored about this and kept scolding my incompetent coach in my heart.
By the way, I just remembered that they were all shaking, why don’t you?
I endure...
Can you bear this?She said exaggeratedly.
How about it?I said proudly.Isn't it very awesome??
I'm so worried about you.
She cursed and then focused on what she was doing.
Be honest, if you don’t want me to poke your eyes blind with a cotton swab.
oh……
She kept working hard in front of my face, and her movements were neat and flexible.
I watched silently, and somehow, my thoughts floated back to the room where the person I was thinking about.
That day, when I treated Ruolan's wounds, I would have been as skilled as my senior sister...
I couldn't help but recall the little things I got along with Ruolan.
After a while, the familiar pain arose again.
Faced with the increasingly intense feeling of tearing, I couldn't help but frown and looked bitter.
What's wrong?Seeing that my breathing became heavier, she stopped quickly and asked me worriedly.
Did you hurt?
No.I clenched my teeth and replied weakly.
It's just a little uncomfortable.It's okay, you keep going, I can tolerate it...
Really, how big avenge is this?As a friend, she couldn't help but show concern for me.
It's normal to play, hiss!
The game is the game, and this is a ruthless game.Seeing that I was so uncomfortable, she couldn't help but complain.
I don’t know the importance of it, nor do I know to keep my hands off.So are you. If you can’t beat me, just lie on the ground and pretend to be dead. What can you do if you insist on showing off this!?
A person can be defeated, but he cannot be defeated.
Then why didn't you kill yourself with one shot?According to you, you should pursue the limit of seeking hardships and commit suicide!She said angrily.
Look at it yourself, what the hell did you look like?After so much blood flowed, I almost got a needle. If this is broken, who would you ask for to reason?
Scars are the medals of men...
Then why didn’t I see you using the Tianma Meteor Fist to fight back?
That's a comic, okay!I said with strikingly, eighty-five punches in one second, breaking through the speed of sound is too fake, people have their limits after all...
So you don’t act like a human being?She glanced at me quickly and said.
Well, I admit that I actually wanted to give in when I was beaten.Speaking of this, I deliberately paused for a few seconds to make a suitable state for what I wanted to say next.
but!There is always a voice in my heart telling me not to stop!
So, I should have told you loudly that the car is ready for you?
I lowered my head and said deeply: I can only say that as a boxer, I have burned out...
I don't think your painting style is like snow-white gray?
Why can you answer any joke?I looked strange and screamed in surprise.
It can only be said that those who are close to red are red, while those who are close to ink are black.She smiled at me.
But, how to say it?Fortunately, you survived and didn't get beaten down.Although it was a bit miserable, this persistence was still very handsome, and I was a little moved by it.
I was so scared that I bounced straight from the chair.
Stop making trouble, sister!I already have someone I like!Can you please stop letting me make mistakes?
I just informed you, but I didn't really ask you to do anything.Her eyes were flowing, and she showed me a playful expression.
Judging from your reaction, are you interested in me?
It’s fake to say that you are so beautiful, who won’t be moved by seeing it?I'll tell the truth.
However, sometimes people cannot take action even if they are moved. People should have a bottom line. If you love each other, it is not called a person, it is called scum!
Oh, what should I do?She said in a fake way.
After hearing what you said, I was even more moved?
Sorry, although I know your mood, there is already someone in my heart.I quickly refused.
So, I'm really sorry, I've let you down, I'm sorry!
Oh, I'm broken up, so fast...
I didn't agree to you, don't talk nonsense.
The sight from all directions made me feel like a ray of light on my back.
So, I could only lower my posture as much as possible and said tremblingly at her.
I beg you, it’s not a joke. If they hear this, I will kill me!
She let out a silver bell-like laugh, then waved to me, and said to me in a relaxed tone: OK, I won’t say it anymore, you sit down quickly, it’s almost done.
oh………
I confirmed that she was no longer joking, so I calmed down and sat back obediently.
As she said, two minutes later, as the last move was completed, she withdrew her hands and smiled.
On my eyebrows, cheeks and nose bridge, in addition to the traces of the wipe of the potion, I also left a few Band-Aids as makeup spots.
Su Yu observed for a while and confirmed that there were no problems left before she closed the medicine box with satisfaction.
Huh, I’ve finished my work, and I feel like I’m having a fight, so tired!
Thank you...
I couldn't help but emphasize my tone to express my sincerity.
What's the thanks for this?She waved her hand indifferently, moved her shoulders, and asked again.
How is it, does it still hurt?
Another point.
Can't you lie to comfort me?
It was me who was beaten on the stage just now... I complained weakly.
So!She deliberately asked me with a sudden enlightenment.
So, you really didn’t play this game because of personal grudges?
no………
Then why are you doing so hard?She looked puzzled and asked me.
I've seen the game, but this is the first time I've seen it as hard as you.
Maybe it was when I lie down in front of you at the beginning. He couldn't hold his face, so he used ruthlessness to me... I couldn't explain it to her, so I could only use teasing to resolve her doubts that were so vigorous that she had no time to deal with.
It is possible... She followed my words and said, "The beauty is on the side, fighting with her life. Whoever wins will be the one who will be? Aren't the bad guys in martial arts novels like this?"
This is reality, sister!I said with a wry smile.May I ask you to be more normal?
I found that she was particularly interested in inexplicable things, as if there was a secret behind anything.
Although I really have a secret in my heart, I really can't explain to her the purpose of my trip.
Okay, I’m done, are you hungry? Do you want to eat something together?
If a person can still feel hungry after just after a beaten blow and suffers more than a dozen heavy punches in the abdomen, then he is either too strong or a character who comes out of the story.
So, are you hungry?
She obviously didn't listen to the answer I had in my words, and continued to ask me questions with sincere enthusiasm.
I looked at the time, felt my current physical condition, and confirmed that there was no problem, so I answered her invitation.
OK, you go and change your clothes first, I'll wait for you here.She picked up the medicine box and said.
Let’s eat here today. There is a very good barbecue restaurant downstairs. Then you can get some more meat and make it up for you.
OK, see you later.
See you later.
I dragged my wounded body back to the locker room.
There was no one around, and the room echoed with a faint vibration caused by gas flowing through ventilation ducts.
When I opened the cabinet door, I did not change my clothes as soon as possible, but pulled out a cigarette and held it in my mouth.
The fire illuminates the front face while also aggravating the darkness around it.
The burnt fragrance of tobacco was sucked into my mouth and nose, and I frowned and swallowed it hard.
Unfortunately, the process was not satisfactory, because of the squeeze of the wound, the ceremony of obtaining pleasure from nicotine was forced to be interrupted.
I coughed violently, and my heavy breathing was difficult to support my exhausted body and mind.
The upper body bends lower and lower as it swings, the blood flows up, starting and moving forward, and building up on my face.
My mouth was wide open, and the surging air completely opened my throat, almost pushing my whole heart out.
In order to avoid falling, I had to lean against the cabinet and sit on the cold ground.
The cigarette was burning for more than halfway, and tears blurred their eyes and moistened from the corner of their mouth to the tip of their tongue.
It was not until this time that I realized that I was already in tears.
It hurts sharply, and every muscle is roaring like a spasm.
However, compared to these, the feeling in my heart is the most obvious.
I coughed and smoked, trying to relieve my heartache, but unfortunately this could not solve the depression in my heart at all.
So, I got up like crazy, took out my phone from the cabinet, clicked on the text message, and looked at the dry messages that were nutritious.
The senior sister is right, it’s useless to be brave and fierce.
I naively thought that selling myself to pain would make me feel better, but now I know that doing so will only make the pain thicker.
Self-punishment did not bring me any benefits, but instead aggravated my sorrow.
If Ruolan’s previous behavior was compared to a sharp knife stabbing into her chest, then what I have done now is to hold the hilt of the knife, throw away her chest little by little, and take out the heart with her name engraved with it?
Although I still have resentment towards her, I have to admit that I really fell in love with Ruolan.
Love is indeed painful and fascinating.
Like most people, I first obtained the latter and then tasted the bitterness of the former.
I want to see her!
The last time I separated from her, it seemed like it was the last century. I really want to see her again!
Missing was boiling in my mind for a long time. If the cigarette hadn't burned my fingers, I wouldn't have even noticed that it had been extinguished.
The consciousness broke out from the quagmire of emotion. I turned around in a daze and was shocked to find that there was actually a person sitting beside me.
Finished crying?Su Jue asked me softly.
I've called you for a long time and you didn't know how to reply to me. I'm so crazy that I want to call the police.
Ah?Ah!!!I wiped away my tears and screamed in surprise.
How did you come in?This is the men's locker room Ah!Go out quickly!
I know Ah!She raised her head and said proudly.
How about it?Isn't it a surprise?Do you admire it?
Now is not a joke, you can go out quickly!I hurriedly pushed her.
This is not a place for girls to stay. We will be done as soon as someone comes in!
Seeing me reaching out, she immediately widened her eyes and threatened me loudly: Try it!If you dare to touch me, I will tear my clothes and lie on the ground and shout molestation!!!
I!
I was shocked and was stunned on the spot, forgetting to breathe.
She waved her hand and snatched my phone while I was stunned.
I subconsciously wanted to snatch it, and I inhale hard with one finger at the same time.
I didn't dare to move anymore, so I could only let her look through it.
She grimaced at me and the quirky checked the short message Qi Ruolan sent me.
Where is the melon?Where is my melon?Where did such a big melon go?What are these?
A text message from a friend... I said, "Would you return it to me first? Do you know that your behavior has constituted a privacy violation..."
I care about you.It seems to be very serious, but in fact she says it very casually.
I just wondered, what touching love words can make you cry like this?
I was choking... I defended me timidly.
Isn’t these just some simple greetings?
It's Ah... I replied worriedly.So, can I give it back to me...
I saw you crying so hard that you were breathing hard, and I thought you had something shocking secret to hide from me!
She looked through it again and confirmed that there were no omissions left, and then she returned the phone to me with indifference.
Tsk, it's really boring.
I took the phone carefully and wanted to get up and put it back, but I felt worried, so I could only hold it tightly in my hand to prevent her from snatching it away again.
Have you cried enough?
I said I was choking.
OK OK OK.
She interrupted me impatiently.
After a moment of pause, she sneaked over again, asked me suspiciously with her cell phone: So, you really don’t have any melons to eat?
No!
In order to prevent her from finding out that I was guilty, I was full of energy and bit the stress, and simply denied her suspicion.
Then why are you crying?
Quite choked!I pretended to be angry.
It’s because you have too much imagination and are thinking about it yourself, it has nothing to do with me.
There is no problem with the content, that is, there is a problem with the person... She pondered for a moment, and with doubts, she threw out her guess at me.
Could it be that you had a past with her that made you extremely entangled?
The heart suddenly beat faster.
I was stunned at that time, hurriedly got up, and loudly denied this possibility.
There is nothing, can you stop guessing? Go out quickly, I'm going to change my clothes!
I raised my hand and pointed out the door, signaling her to go out.
She didn't move, just looked up at me.
I hesitated for a moment, gritted my teeth, reached into my trouser pocket, and acted to take it off.
She stared coldly, her buttocks still acted like a scoundrel.
The atmosphere turned stiffer in the next breath.
With eyes facing each other, I saw the burning gossip fire from her shining starry eyes.
I was so miserable that after a difficult choice, I had to say to her in a hoarse voice: Okay, I admit that I do have something to eat...
I'll know!She screamed excitedly, and her little hands slapped me where I had just left.
Hurry up, talk!Just sit here!When will you finish speaking and leave?
I really can't stand her enthusiasm.
After hesitating for a moment, I confirmed that there was no better choice, so I could only sit back to her position with an awkward expression.
She was looking forward to my exposure with joy.
I was overwhelmed and could only take several deep breaths, clean up my complex and chaotic mood, and try to use the perspective of bystanders to uneasy depict the story that happened to me.
It's...I have a friend...
You wait first!
The story was ruthlessly interrupted before it even began.
What friend?Tell me if you have something to do!With the resentment of being randomly dispelled, she exposes my ultimate trick on the spot.
Refresh friends?Are you the kind of person who can talk about your friends’ secrets everywhere?
Well... OK!After hesitating for a moment, I did something wrong and admitted it locally.
It's my business, I'm in love.
Wow!!!She shouted excitedly.
Have you finally got the courage to attack that insincere little girl?
Not her.
Bah, scumbag!She scolded me angrily.
I was criticized by her for no reason, so I subconsciously asked: Wait, why am I scumbag?
If you like others but don’t say it clearly, you just like it secretly. You will love yourself in your own world, give up before you even start, and then fall in love with others. What is this not a scum?
I haven't
I was about to fight back and say that I didn't hurt Xiaoxiao's feelings.
However, after thinking about it, as far as my current relationship with Ruolan and the things we did with Xiaoxiao on our backs, it was said that it did not cause harm to Xiaoxiao, which was really a lie with my eyes open.
OK, you're right, I'm pretty bad...
Humph, just accept it.
She contemptled me proudly for a while, promoted her noble values, then lowered her figure and pestered me to ask about the next story.
After finishing the talk, eat quickly. If you wait, it will be dawn!
She is very interested and my pressure is doubled.I really don't know how to continue the topic.
That's, that, she!Well, I stuttered, what should I say?
If you have something to say, don't hesitate, are you still a man?
I ignored her humiliation and was still sorting out my chaotic thoughts, and trying to interpret it in a calm tone.
That is, my current love partner, she has an ex...
She compared you with him?She suddenly mentioned.
That's not...
That's fine.She said.You keep going.
That is, he passed away a long time ago, and I thought everyone had left, so I didn't care... Speaking of this, my heart started to thrill again, but I only realized last week that she actually didn't get out of the previous relationship at all, so I...
I tried to say it down, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't issue a molded statement.
The severe pain caused by the wound that I tore open made my nose sore and my heart became more and more uncomfortable.
Are you jealous?
……
Seeing that I did not deny it, she pondered for a moment and asked me softly: How did you know about this?
She asked me to put on his relics, then treated me as him, threw me into my arms and cried...
To explain in detail!
Her momentum immediately exploded, bringing her extremely beautiful face to my eyes.
I was so dazed by the passion that burst out in her eyes that I could only process it in a hurry, roughly retelling my experience at Ruolan's house to her.
Wait first!
Halfway through, she suddenly interrupted me.
I haven't realized the problem yet and am still in a daze.
What's wrong?
You just said, did you take a shower at her house?
Is it Ah?how
In an instant, a strange feeling of disgust swept across my body. I shouted in my heart that I was about to suffer. I hurriedly began to defend myself: Actually, it’s nothing. Think about Ah, I’ll help her. I’m so tired that I’m sweating all over. It’s normal to take a shower at her house!
Yes, wavy, she raised the angle of her lips and mocked me with an intriguing look.
Um!I know, you're sweating!If you are so tired, you will definitely take a shower!I understand, you can continue!Xiaodu She hurriedly shut up, then deliberately pretended to be panicked and teased me.
Sorry, I almost forgot that you have finished graduation and have become a real man!I'm really sorry, roo roo roo...
Don't mess around!My cheeks heated up by her aroused, interrupting her abominable laughter.
I'll talk to you about serious things!Can you be serious?
OK, say it, I'll listen.
I poured all the problems that troubled me.
Then he held his breath and asked her carefully about her opinion.
What exactly do you want to ask?She looked at me in confusion.
Can you stop being so timid and just say something!
I said embarrassedly: That is, as a bystander, how do you view this matter...
Is this more important?She raised her voice and said with striking words.
Anyone who has a normal mind can tell that she is definitely having problems here!
She pointed to her head, then was stunned for a moment, and then smiled helplessly.
However, after all, I still appreciate her courage.She said in a low tone.
Actually, the longer you pass, the more you will forget.She can still remember him for so long after she passed away, which shows that she is indeed a good woman who values love and friendship.
But, but...
She gestured to me to let me quit, and then continued: I know you feel uncomfortable, anyone who encounters such a thing will be uncomfortable.But, how to say it?She said after pondering for a moment.
Let me ask you this, for example, one day you suddenly die, do you hope your lover can always remember you?
As the end was approaching, perhaps because she was afraid that I would fool her, she added: Don’t lie, I can see your thoughts and tell me your first intuition honestly.
I was stunned for a while, then nodded to her.
Is this amazing?She smiled.As for selfishness, everyone has it, it’s not embarrassing!
But I...
Needless to say, I have seen what you looked like just now, but I just feel depressed?
Um……
Then let me ask you another question, where is the one who stays in her heart?
Dead...
Is this amazing?She said.
Everyone is gone, you are jealous of death. Do you have the most?Don't rush to interrupt me and let me finish speaking.I understand that innocent little boys like you care about this kind of thing very much. They think that since they truly love each other, she shouldn't have someone else in her heart, right?
right.
Then I ask you, do you think she loves you?
like.I said without hesitation.
Then do you love her?
I
I was speechless for a moment and then fell into deep thought.
Ask yourself, do I really love Ruolan?
There is no doubt that the answer is love.
No matter how I deny it or ignore it, I will inevitably think of her, miss her, and have a secret meeting with her in my dreams.
I love her, sincerely.
Is it because you feel that she has cheated on her, mentally, so you are frustrated and uncomfortable. Is that true?
That's right, it's...
I was about to find this answer to explain it that it would not embarrass me.
Then, just as I was stunned, Su Jue's face slowly magnified in my eyes, getting closer and closer...
Do you want to take revenge on her?Well, wavy?
She deliberately stretched her breath and hummed a teasing little tremolo in my ear with her hot breath.
Facing seduction, my heart trembled instinct, as if I had been imposed on a fixed body, and I could only look at her stupidly.
Honestly answer, do you want to take revenge on her?
I breathed warmly on my face, feeling wet.
I keenly captured the faint fragrance that evaporated with her body temperature.
I tried to ignore it, but my body kept resisting the brain, emphasizing the tempting and unusually provocative smell to the heart.
Want it, um wavy
I……
No one can reject this kind of good intention at all.
I just pretended to be persistent, used all means to divert my attention, prevent myself from making any bigger mistakes, and ruined my few friendships.
Her eyes were full of wavy eyes, and there was indeed a little touching on her face.
I used all my last bit of strength to close my eyes.
In the darkness, I heard a faint sigh, and then it flew into a flawless laughter of her prank success.
You're really fooled by making fun of you?
I stared at her in a daze.
She raised her eyebrows and made a face at me, so that I could confirm that she was playing with my innocence with a joke and had no intention of further development.
At this point, the psychological defense line that I had finally established suddenly collapsed. I wiped the sweat of beans that had just exploded with exhaustion with the back of my hand, and then sighed again.
Huh... you scared me to death... When recalling what happened just now, I couldn't help but feel scared. Sister, can you just make such a joke?Please be a little self-aware...
It's all open, what do you do to me?She stood up quickly and looked down at me with a high posture.
I don't know you yet?If you have a thief heart but no courage, if no one takes you a step, you will probably be able to suffocate yourself to death.
She suddenly reached out to me, and I felt panic and struggled to stand up by myself, but I was really weak and tried several times but failed.
In the end, I could only accept her assistance with an awkward look and stand up with her hands.
You see, it's like now.She took my weak hand and raised it in front of her and told me that escaping is not a problem. It would be better to go to her to confront her than to talk to me.I've been asleep, what else can I say and can't speak?If it is a misunderstanding, then it will be solved?What if it is unintentional?At least you can listen to her reasons first and then make a decision?Why bother yourself like this?
Um……
I am like a child who makes mistakes and listen carefully to her teachings.
After she explained her truth, she comforted me a few more words, then stretched her waist and jumped out of the locker room in the song-like melody.
I'll go outside and wait for you!She said.Hurry Ah!My stomach was so hungry that I was roaring.
good!
With my psychological support, I didn't hesitate anymore. I quickly changed my clothes, put my backpack on my back, put my phone in place, and then walked away from here.
When I went out to meet Su Jue, I chatted with her all the way.
Walking through the crowd, the advertisement on the wall suddenly attracted my attention.
What's wrong?
Su Jue took more than ten steps before he realized that there was no reply around him.
Seeing that I didn't follow, she hurriedly ran back.
What are you looking at?So trance?She followed my eyes, wasn't this just an advertisement?What's wrong?Could it be that the model in this painting is your girlfriend?
no.
Then what are you doing here?
I suddenly remembered a question... Staring at the advertisement in the distance, I asked in a daze, "You said, will it look better if I wear glasses?"
Are you myopia?
Not myopia?What's wrong?
So what are you doing with glasses?
Just like the sweetness that is often found in couples, she put her arms around my arms and started acting coquettish.
OK Wave Let's go Wave, don't look at it, this little glasses store will be closed soon!It is important to fill your stomach first. If you want to wear glasses, I can introduce it to you, which can be much cheaper!
No matter how powerful she is, she can't move me a little.
Seeing this, she no longer insisted, but asked me seriously: Do you really want to wear glasses?
Um……
Then you wait.
She turned to face the crowd, searched for a moment, and reached out to stop a passerby who was passing by.
Hey, brother, can you trouble you?She hid her arms behind her, deliberately made a embarrassed look, and pursed her lips and said, "Well, can I borrow your glasses to use?"She folded her hands together, playful, leaned towards him slightly, begging earnestly.
Just a short while, please, Wave
Not to mention the young people passing by, I have never seen her pose like this for so long.
If a beauty with such a sign is willing to take the initiative to put down her figure, she will naturally respond to her requests.
The young man didn't even hesitate, took off his eyes and handed them to Su Jue with a red face.
Su Jue was happy, borrowed it with swearingly, and then smiled at him.
for you!She waved the spoils in her hand at me, as if she was deliberately showing off her charm, and then said to me happily: Hurry up, take it with you!
This is not good...
Do you have any opinions about me?Su Jue's expression changed and he immediately said to me.
You said you wanted me to lend it for you. I would be embarrassed if you did this. OK, please bring it with you!
Forehead……
Seeing that Su Jue was really angry, I could only respond verbally first.
Su Jue turned from anger to joy, showing a satisfied smile.
Then, I heard thunder in a trance, and then the sound of something breaking.
I briefly observed my glasses, and then said to myself: This one seems a bit thick...
Ah?Oh, Su Jue turned his head without hesitation and asked the passing guy.
How much myopia are you?
I'm farsighted... The young man replied with a bitter face.
He is far-sighted!
Su Jue was like a little bird living in the sea of trees, shouting happily and repeating the news she had just received.
I nodded to the sad young man who was about to cry but not to cry and apologized to him.
At this moment, I have understood my current situation and know that I can't let go. I can only force myself to respond. With a mixed mood, I reluctantly relive the experience that made my mind collapse.
As the perspective changed, I was immediately dazzled. Fortunately, Su Jue was quick-eyed and quick-handed. Before I fell, he hugged my arm and helped me hard.
Then, I heard the sound of something breaking, but this time I came even more scattered, and it seemed that I had just finished putting it together.
Su Jue shouted: Don’t you be shaking?
I don't want Ah either.I replied with difficulty, enduring my disgust.
Su Jue couldn't hold me, so Zhineng suddenly turned around and shouted at the young man: Why don't you protect your eyesight well? Look at him dizzy!
I thought it was a romantic encounter, but it turned out to be just a toy used to tease.
The young man was in distress and could only exonerate himself with a sad face: I don’t want Ah…
When Su Jue heard that he dared to argue, his momentum suddenly increased a little.
Why are you standing there?Can't come and help?
""oh………
Even though the young man was reluctant, he had to obey her orders.
I walked over stiffly, held my arm awkwardly, replaced Su Jue's position, and continued to support me.
With someone helping, Su Jue finally freed up his hand to carefully check my current changes.
You open your eyes.
No... I said disgustingly.So dizzy, like seasickness...
In just two seconds, you will pick it off after you finish.Su Jue took a few steps back and said whispering to me.
All right………
The world is twisting.
I experienced the longest two seconds of my life.
Before the time came, I was ready and immediately took off the torture instruments that were placed on my face.
As soon as my vision returned to normal, I hurriedly asked Su Jue, for fear that she would give me a decision to relive the torture.
How about it?
Something interesting!Don't say it, it's really suitable!Su Jue replied, pinching his chin.
It’s not that your face is mainly about eyes.After meditating for a moment, she added.
How to say it?It was just that, it didn't look like a normal person... After saying that, she muttered to herself again.
Just, there is no strange thing, I can't explain it clearly...
Yeah?I asked.But no one has ever reminded me of Ah before?
Maybe it's your face.She said.
Your facial features are not as bright as a boy or a girl, and you can't usually see them.She came over again, stood in front of me, then looked up and joked at me seriously: But have you been injured just now?This face was swollen, and only these eyes could be seen.
Really, is it scary?I swallowed dryly and asked nervously.
Actually, it’s okay. She deliberately said to the point. However, sometimes she suddenly glanced at her and found an indescribable ruthlessness!
At this point, she waved her fingers, exuding an incomprehensible secret temperament, showing me the mysterious smile that only a wizard who pretends to be mysterious would have.
Just as the book says, your eyes remind me of the smell of the eagle watching the wolf, and inexplicably makes people feel scared...
I was stunned by her fooling me, and didn't know how to answer for a moment.
Fortunately, the person who has been standing beside me has been fed up with our concert and sings. He suddenly mentioned it, just breaking the stiff situation.
Can I leave?
oh!Sorry, I've bothered you.
I hurriedly returned my glasses to him, and grabbed Su Jue's wrist with an embarrassment and slipped away without looking back.
You slow down!Hey, I said, I haven’t expressed my gratitude to others yet!
Let's go quickly, do you think the teasing people are not cruel enough?
Tell, it's really boring...
She and I walked halfway through the elevator.
Maybe it was too boring to wait, Su Jue muttered quietly beside me.
Go to have a meal first, and then have a good sleep when you are full.Anyway, I have finished everything I can say. Go back and think about it carefully, and then go to find her after you figure it out.If you don’t dare, call me and I will accompany you to find her.
Hearing this, I suddenly felt guilty and hurriedly rejected her decision to go with me.
Don't just refuse like this, I'm not finished talking about it yet. She murmured in a low voice again.
Look at Ah, just my face and figure, isn’t that woman jealous when she sees it?If she cried, felt wronged, and was jealous, it means she had you in her heart.If she ignores me, or her reaction to me is not as strong as you think, it indirectly shows that she is really playing with your feelings.
I looked at her in a daze.
She raised her eyebrows at me mischievously, and said to me softly indignantly: If this is the case, then I will take this opportunity to help you get angry with her so that she can understand what she has lost, and it can be considered helping you stand out!You said right.
If you believe in you, there will be ghosts... I lowered my voice and replied, "Don't think I don't know what you think."Others eat melons basically online, but you are rushing to the first scene just to master gossip and satisfy your boring daily life.
You can see this?She covered her mouth and nose with only her hands, pretending to be exaggerated.
It seems that I really underestimated you!?
I have eaten so many melons, be careful to become a goblin...
Having said that, I am actually very grateful to her.
As a friend, she has fulfilled her duties perfectly.
I thought to myself that when I solve the problem between Ruolan and me, I must thank her for her kindness.
Then, my auditory nerve suddenly captured a familiar name.
Ruolan, listen to me explain to you, Ruolan?Ruolan!
The noise in the distance was getting closer and closer, and the repeated calling of Ruolan was obviously from a male.
Hearing this, I subconsciously tightened my nerves and immediately aimed my gaze at the direction it was coming.
He was very fast, and I could clearly hear the breathing between his words.
From the content of his speech and the anxiety that was unintentionally revealed in his tone, I immediately confirmed that his target was most likely a woman.
You wait for me!Don't be angry, I know you have a misunderstanding about me.Don’t listen to their nonsense, that’s really not my business!
Just as I was unsure and wanted to find out, a familiar voice suddenly sounded in my ears.
Let me go!
It's her, it's definitely her!
My heart suddenly stopped, and I forgot to verify her current experience with my own eyes.
However, Ruolan's angry words were still coming from afar, because of her excessive excitement, her voice began to tremble.
Listen to me to explain it to you, it’s really just a misunderstanding!
The man was still working hard, but Ruolan had collapsed so much that she could not listen at all.
You and I have nothing to explain!You have made people's stomach bigger and you still have the face to say that this is a misunderstanding?Ruolan said in a crying voice.
If you are still ashamed, go to her with your explanation and stop pestering me!
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