The experience of being gang-raped on the bus made me seem to have been living in nightmare these days. I don’t know why what happens on the bus always comes to my mind whenever I am alone, and every time my lower body becomes wet and hot.
I don’t know why this happens. It seems that my psychology has changed since I became a woman. I have been afraid that I just went shopping in the supermarket near the community and did not go out. Every day when I was bored, I actually went to watch TV dramas that I used to be very disgusted with. Most of the time I searched for makeup, beauty and other knowledge on the Internet and kept experimenting on myself every day. I know that makeup is very important for women, and it is better for beautiful women.
Makeup can make a woman of ordinary beauty beautiful, and can also make a beautiful woman more feminine and more indifferent.
For a woman, makeup is indispensable.
So boring Ah My seat crossed his fingers in front of the computer and stretched his waist.
I looked at it at 1 pm, and it took me 6 hours before my husband got off work. When I thought about the sweet life with my husband in the past few days and the wild requests that made me beat faster, coupled with my husband's love for me, I couldn't help but feel a sense of happiness, but sometimes deep down in my heart, I can't help but ask myself why I am so weak now. Is this the life I want?
Whenever I want to deny it, I always tell myself that this kind of life is the life I want.
But I don’t know why every time I have sex with my husband, I always feel unsatisfied. Is it the sequelae of being gang rape?
I don't know why, but I know my body's reactions clearly.
And the only thing I can do is suppress this feeling in my heart.
Why!Forget it, I don’t think about it anymore. I shook my head and told myself not to think about this question again.
It is undeniable that this kind of comfortable life is indeed very suitable for me, but I am now enjoying this life as a woman.
What to do?I looked up slightly with my lips and my eyes, thinking helplessly, it was really boring to be alone.
Um?Otherwise... I saw the little penguin icon on the computer desktop from the outskirts of my eyes. It’s good to chat online at least I can pass the time.
Haha, at that time, I never thought I would become a woman now. I was very skilled in logging in to a QQ number. This number was a small account I applied for when I was playing online games in the past to ask for equipment like those GGs. I remember that I was so happy to chat with some of the friends here. There were a few people here who had been talking to them for several years. They had been calling me by their wives. I don’t know how many times they had rejected their application for videos in recent years. Maybe they already knew that the person using this Q number was a man, but every time they went online, they would joke with me intimately and naturally, and I never refused when I asked for equipment.
Although I stopped playing the game later, I kept getting along with them in the online world.
Since I came to this metropolis because I live in the place where I live, I haven't been online for almost half a year. I don't know what's wrong with them now.
Wife, are you here?I miss you so much.
Dear, why haven't you been online for so long
As soon as I opened QQ, I heard continuous messages coming from the speaker. I opened several messages and looked at them. I looked at them patiently. Although some messages were very numb and I felt a little moved. I didn’t expect that they had not forgotten me in half a year. The latest information was the information from the previous few days. They were always caring about me and thinking about me.
Most of the time I chatted in the group, and it was a group specially established for me. The Sky of Keren Baby. Keren Baby was the online name I used to play games.
It is also the online name of my Q number. There are not many people in it, only about ten people.
They are friends who have been willing to get along with me for several years. Although I have never been willing to videotape with them, they still talk to me. There are so many times when I want to tell them that I am a man, but every time I am interrupted by them at the beginning. Maybe just as they said, now in their hearts, I am not just ordinary netizens of the opposite sex, but friends and buddies.
Once you open the group.My tears could not help but flow.
The group’s announcement reads: Ke Ren, are you okay?Maybe you can't bear to lie to us anymore, but we still love you deeply, you will always be our baby
Husband, I miss you so much, too, I suppressed my excitement and trembled and said this sentence and sent it to the group.
Ah!Don't dive anymore, our baby is back, we miss you so much
Just a few seconds after I sent my message, I saw the message sent by Jing Xiu and had a very exaggerated QQ expression.
Haha, I miss you so much, and my calm heart began to be a little moved by this sentence.He quickly answered.
Baby, why abandon us
Lovely, why has it disappeared for half a year
Wife Ah!………
Unexpectedly, as soon as I sent a sentence, I saw them sending several messages, and there was a lot of accusations and concern.
They accused me of why they left without saying goodbye. From their accusations, I could feel that they were deeply concerned about me and had a little attachment.
Well, how to explain it?I want to find a good reason to appease them.But what reason should I find?
I'm really sorry for you, it's all your fault. I've been resting my womb in the past six months. As if something is wrong, my fingers naturally knocked on it and sent it over before I could react.
, as soon as I saw clearly what I was posting, I secretly screamed, I was dead now, why did I send this sentence out? Haha, that's so bad
I'm teasing us again
I'm so laughing, I'm so cute
A few seconds later, the group was like a furious burst of laughter and messages. There was only one conclusion they thought I was teasing them, it was Ah!
What I'm not telling the truth, but at least for this body, she has indeed been raising her baby and raising children in the past six months.
OK, lovely.In fact, we have already known that it doesn’t matter whether you are a woman or a man in our hearts. What matters is that you are a sweet baby, our sweet baby
Damn, you said it too quickly, how can you steal my words?
That's right, but I want to say this
Um.Serious consent
Wow, I could no longer control my tears, they knew.
They always knew that this lovely baby was a man, but they still chatted with him every day, and they still missed him like this.
Touched, not only touched, but also touched.
I didn't lie to you. I'm indeed having a baby in the past six months. I just gave birth to a boy four months ago, and I'm a boy named Yudian.
I told them this fact with tears in my eyes and told them that I was a woman. Only then did I realize how glad I became a woman.
I was afraid that they would not believe it and found a few photos from the computer, including photos of pregnancy, photos of holding a child, and photos of myself.
I posted several photos.
After posting the photos, my heart calmed down. I was very glad that I have become a woman now. Although everything I have come to an end with in the past, I have these friends now. In their hearts, I am a woman, but now I am a woman?
At least I am no longer lonely now, maybe this is the beginning of a new life.
I don’t know why this happens. It seems that my psychology has changed since I became a woman. I have been afraid that I just went shopping in the supermarket near the community and did not go out. Every day when I was bored, I actually went to watch TV dramas that I used to be very disgusted with. Most of the time I searched for makeup, beauty and other knowledge on the Internet and kept experimenting on myself every day. I know that makeup is very important for women, and it is better for beautiful women.
Makeup can make a woman of ordinary beauty beautiful, and can also make a beautiful woman more feminine and more indifferent.
For a woman, makeup is indispensable.
So boring Ah My seat crossed his fingers in front of the computer and stretched his waist.
I looked at it at 1 pm, and it took me 6 hours before my husband got off work. When I thought about the sweet life with my husband in the past few days and the wild requests that made me beat faster, coupled with my husband's love for me, I couldn't help but feel a sense of happiness, but sometimes deep down in my heart, I can't help but ask myself why I am so weak now. Is this the life I want?
Whenever I want to deny it, I always tell myself that this kind of life is the life I want.
But I don’t know why every time I have sex with my husband, I always feel unsatisfied. Is it the sequelae of being gang rape?
I don't know why, but I know my body's reactions clearly.
And the only thing I can do is suppress this feeling in my heart.
Why!Forget it, I don’t think about it anymore. I shook my head and told myself not to think about this question again.
It is undeniable that this kind of comfortable life is indeed very suitable for me, but I am now enjoying this life as a woman.
What to do?I looked up slightly with my lips and my eyes, thinking helplessly, it was really boring to be alone.
Um?Otherwise... I saw the little penguin icon on the computer desktop from the outskirts of my eyes. It’s good to chat online at least I can pass the time.
Haha, at that time, I never thought I would become a woman now. I was very skilled in logging in to a QQ number. This number was a small account I applied for when I was playing online games in the past to ask for equipment like those GGs. I remember that I was so happy to chat with some of the friends here. There were a few people here who had been talking to them for several years. They had been calling me by their wives. I don’t know how many times they had rejected their application for videos in recent years. Maybe they already knew that the person using this Q number was a man, but every time they went online, they would joke with me intimately and naturally, and I never refused when I asked for equipment.
Although I stopped playing the game later, I kept getting along with them in the online world.
Since I came to this metropolis because I live in the place where I live, I haven't been online for almost half a year. I don't know what's wrong with them now.
Wife, are you here?I miss you so much.
Dear, why haven't you been online for so long
As soon as I opened QQ, I heard continuous messages coming from the speaker. I opened several messages and looked at them. I looked at them patiently. Although some messages were very numb and I felt a little moved. I didn’t expect that they had not forgotten me in half a year. The latest information was the information from the previous few days. They were always caring about me and thinking about me.
Most of the time I chatted in the group, and it was a group specially established for me. The Sky of Keren Baby. Keren Baby was the online name I used to play games.
It is also the online name of my Q number. There are not many people in it, only about ten people.
They are friends who have been willing to get along with me for several years. Although I have never been willing to videotape with them, they still talk to me. There are so many times when I want to tell them that I am a man, but every time I am interrupted by them at the beginning. Maybe just as they said, now in their hearts, I am not just ordinary netizens of the opposite sex, but friends and buddies.
Once you open the group.My tears could not help but flow.
The group’s announcement reads: Ke Ren, are you okay?Maybe you can't bear to lie to us anymore, but we still love you deeply, you will always be our baby
Husband, I miss you so much, too, I suppressed my excitement and trembled and said this sentence and sent it to the group.
Ah!Don't dive anymore, our baby is back, we miss you so much
Just a few seconds after I sent my message, I saw the message sent by Jing Xiu and had a very exaggerated QQ expression.
Haha, I miss you so much, and my calm heart began to be a little moved by this sentence.He quickly answered.
Baby, why abandon us
Lovely, why has it disappeared for half a year
Wife Ah!………
Unexpectedly, as soon as I sent a sentence, I saw them sending several messages, and there was a lot of accusations and concern.
They accused me of why they left without saying goodbye. From their accusations, I could feel that they were deeply concerned about me and had a little attachment.
Well, how to explain it?I want to find a good reason to appease them.But what reason should I find?
I'm really sorry for you, it's all your fault. I've been resting my womb in the past six months. As if something is wrong, my fingers naturally knocked on it and sent it over before I could react.
, as soon as I saw clearly what I was posting, I secretly screamed, I was dead now, why did I send this sentence out? Haha, that's so bad
I'm teasing us again
I'm so laughing, I'm so cute
A few seconds later, the group was like a furious burst of laughter and messages. There was only one conclusion they thought I was teasing them, it was Ah!
What I'm not telling the truth, but at least for this body, she has indeed been raising her baby and raising children in the past six months.
OK, lovely.In fact, we have already known that it doesn’t matter whether you are a woman or a man in our hearts. What matters is that you are a sweet baby, our sweet baby
Damn, you said it too quickly, how can you steal my words?
That's right, but I want to say this
Um.Serious consent
Wow, I could no longer control my tears, they knew.
They always knew that this lovely baby was a man, but they still chatted with him every day, and they still missed him like this.
Touched, not only touched, but also touched.
I didn't lie to you. I'm indeed having a baby in the past six months. I just gave birth to a boy four months ago, and I'm a boy named Yudian.
I told them this fact with tears in my eyes and told them that I was a woman. Only then did I realize how glad I became a woman.
I was afraid that they would not believe it and found a few photos from the computer, including photos of pregnancy, photos of holding a child, and photos of myself.
I posted several photos.
After posting the photos, my heart calmed down. I was very glad that I have become a woman now. Although everything I have come to an end with in the past, I have these friends now. In their hearts, I am a woman, but now I am a woman?
At least I am no longer lonely now, maybe this is the beginning of a new life.