Although Ying'er has the physique that she often shares with others, I understand that she has so far agreed to and even catered to my training, which is all out of her feelings for me. She is because of love, and am I love because of sex?
As the person Ying'er trusted the most, I let her be bullied by an indecent old man in front of me.
What made Ying'er feel upset may not be the physical harm, but my indifference to her at that moment.
At that moment, the selfish I chose the latter between feelings and sexual desire. The stimulation of those few minutes has indeed brought about the breakdown of our relationship and my endless regret.
As I expected, Ying'er didn't go home a few weekends after school started. Maybe she no longer regarded this place as her home.
In the next few days, I spent almost all of them at Ying'er's school.
Although Ying'er deliberately avoided me, I still depended on everything she would appear in the dormitory, teaching building, library, and cafeteria every day, and I just went to the women's bathroom to block her.
The cell phone I gave to Ying'er has been taken over by her best friend Xiaoqing. Xiaoqing answers every call, and the answer is always one. I don't know.
How long will it take for such a life? I can't see the end, but I can only hypnotize myself, thinking that Ying'er is testing my sincerity, and one day she will come back to me.
In November of Ying'er's birthday, I bought 999 roses and a diamond ring, and suddenly knelt downstairs of Ying'er's dormitory to propose to her.
This became a major highlight of their school that day. The girls in the dormitory building started to urge Ying'er to marry me. I was quite proud of my actions at that time.
Unexpectedly, until nine o'clock in the evening, Ying'er never showed her face until the housekeeper drove me away.
I was so devastated that I fell drunk on the main road in Sanlitun that night.Since then, Sanlitun has become my daily report, whether I am awake or intoxicated...
Until I saw that beam of light.
I can't remember what happened before I walked on the road, but it was just a scandal like drinking too much and causing trouble and being thrown out by the security guard.
I only vaguely remember walking on the wide road outside the Worker Unit, listening to the howling sound of cars beside me, the roar of horns and the curses of drivers, until the moment when the light that made me unable to open my eyes appeared, I felt that I seemed to have found what I was looking for...
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When I opened my eyes again, I saw the snow-white ceiling and the blurred Ying'er's face.
Ying... I lost my voice.
Gradually, Ying'er cried with joy. You... Don't talk... Uncle... Aunt... Come quickly
I had a fractured leg, a moderate concussion, and a needle on my head.
But these injuries are already very lucky for a person who was knocked away more than ten meters away.
Most importantly, after two days of unconsciousness, I woke up.
It's all my fault... Wuwu... Uncle and Aunt... It's all because of me, I didn't take good care of him. Ying'er took my hand and sat beside me, crying constantly.
... I wanted to get up and say something, but I couldn't make a sound.
Is this a dream?Am I still alive?Ying'er is back. If it's a dream, let it be done for a longer time.
My father, who hadn't seen me for more than half a year, hurriedly left in the afternoon when he saw that I was awake.
My mother looked at me with tears in her eyes, and told Ying'er to leave with her father.
I don't know how ordinary parents would treat a son who had just escaped from a car accident, but that's my parents.
I cannot live without Ying'er, I only have Ying'er, I say so in my heart.
I know you can't speak, don't worry. The doctor said it was because of a concussion and temporarily aphasia. Let's take your time and you will recover soon. Ying'er helped me wipe my face with a warm towel and comforted me.
No...you have to...go...and go... and use all your strength to squeeze out three words from the gap between your teeth.
Ying'er burst into tears in an instant.
I won't leave... I've never left... I know you've been waiting for me to come back... People were a little angry with you at the beginning... But I just want to teach you a little lesson... I don't know that I'll make you... wuwu...
Ying'er cried more and more sad.
I tried hard to lift my hand with the needle inserted, reached out to Ying'er, and helped her take tears away from her cheeks.
Husband...Don't blame me, okay?...You proposed to me that day, and they were really happy.If Xiaoqing hadn't been stopping me, I would have run downstairs long ago.Xiaoqing said, I want me to give you a lesson that you will remember for the rest of your life. We originally thought you would come back the next day, but who knew that we would never find you again later.I ran to your school to find you, but the brothers in your dormitory didn't know where you went until... until... I received a call from the hospital...
Ying'er said in one breath, and I found several cracks on her dry lips, and her red eyes were covered with bloodshot. She might have not been asleep for several days.
I turned my head away and didn't want Ying'er to see me crying.
The next few weeks were a painful rehabilitation process. After class, Ying'er came to the hospital to accompany me, and at night she slept with her bed in the ward.
She helped me take a shower and helped me urinate and defecate. As long as Ying'er was there, she would not let the nurse help her.
Although she was jokingly saying that she was afraid that other female nurses would eat my tofu, I knew she had always felt a lingering guilt in her heart. Although I had told her countless times, it was my retribution.
My roommate in the same ward was simply envious and jealous, saying that I didn’t know how I cultivated my virtues in my previous life, which made me encounter a treasure in this life.
Over the course of a few weeks, my legs healed much faster than the doctors thought.After recovering his physical fitness, his lower body began to move again.
Wife...Wife...have you slept?
No.Husband, do you want to go to the bathroom?
Oh...I don't want it
I haven't lingered with Ying'er for several months, and I'm a little embarrassed
That...I'm a little cold, come to my bed and sleep, okay?
You little villain, you have started to have evil thoughts again, right?
Ying'er lifted the quilt, tiptoed to my bed, and got into my bed.
He whispered quietly, and the person next to him had just fallen asleep. Ying'er said in a low voice.
It doesn't matter, there is a curtain blocking it, he can't see it
I can see that you can't do anything today.The doctor said, your legs cannot do strenuous exercise, so you can just hold me to sleep obediently tonight, hehe... Ying'er hugged my arm and lay in my arms and said.
Wife, please help me with your hands. I have been holding it in my arms for several months. I took Ying'er's hands between my legs while pretending to be good.
Alas... I just look at you.. But don't scream when you ejaculate later... If you let the bed next to you, they will be embarrassed tomorrow
Ying'er's warm little hand held my penis and slowly stroked it. From time to time, she also used her nails to pass through the balls and glans. I kissed Ying'er's little mouth and enjoyed the stimulation that Ying'er brought to me.
Wife, I don’t seem to be hard, why don’t you... I whispered to Ying'er
Humph... I know you are not kind... Ying'er pouted naughtyly and retreated into the quilt.
Soon, a burst of heat was felt on the cock, and the glans was suddenly licked by Ying'er's little tongue, and then the entire penis was contained by the warm and soft mouth, and her little tongue was still spinning on the glans.
After a few attempts, Ying'er saw that I still didn't respond to what I said, so she sucked her mouth tightly and began to suck up and down violently.
Bo...bo...bo...bo... The regular muffled sound of flesh and flesh colliding came from the quilt.
I don’t know how long it took to be sucked by Ying’er, but I felt a little painful. Although Ying’er didn’t mean to stop, I tragically found that I still had no erectile.
Forget it, my wife, I don’t want it today, I don’t know what’s wrong today…
I got up and hugged Ying'er, and saw that Ying'er's face was filled with tears.
Husband... don't worry... your health has just recovered...will be better...will people...will help you every night from now on...
Ying'er was busy all day and had to serve me at night. She hugged me and fell asleep in a few minutes.
But I could no longer fall asleep, and cold sweat left along my back, wetting my underwear.
What's wrong with me?Am I... impotence?Is it the cause of the injury in a car accident?Is it temporary or permanent?What should I do if I can't get hard anymore?
The following week, my treatment focus was shifted to my erection problems.
I was arranged to do various tests, and finally I concluded that I had no problems with my physiological function and was a psychological barrier.
Since that night, Ying'er will come over to blow the trumpet every night. She will add every inch of her cock, balls and even anus, but this did not give me any feeling of getting an erection.
Seeing Ying'er trying hard to please me, while my soft meat was still hanging aside, my heart was bleeding.
Don't try it.No use.I don't feel anything...
It doesn't matter, husband, let's try again tomorrow
No need to try again.Ying'er.I'm already a useless person
My eyes were a little wet.
I have considered it. Not to mention that there is something wrong with raising the next generation, even your basic needs in the future cannot be met. You should also think about it carefully, let's break up...
Ying'er was stunned when she heard this, and then cried loudly.
don't want!I don't want it!Woo...I don't care about you like this... Really... Husband, don't leave me...
But I care... I resisted the tears.
You will be fine... You will be fine... I will make you fine
Ying'er cried and lifted the quilt and began to take off her clothes.
I lay numbly on the bed, letting Ying'er take off my clothes frantically.
Ying'er was crying and sat on my lower abdomen and rubbed my soft cock with her wet pussy, but tears fell on me, making me feel sad.
I turned my head and didn't want to look at her face.
But I found that the curtain of the bed was not tightened tonight. The brother from the bed next to me buried his head in the quilt, revealing half of his head, and his eyes were staring at Ying'er riding on me, and the quilt was shaking constantly.
In an instant, my lower body felt like it was overelectric.Ying'er also felt it. She looked at me in surprise, but followed my eyes and found the patient who was peeping beside her.
Ying'er stopped, as if she understood something.
We have had so many crazy nights, my perverted desire to train, and Ying'er knows me better than anyone else.
She leaned down and leaned in my ear and said to me gently, Husband, I love you, I am willing to do anything for you
Ying'er stood up, twisted the water snake's waist, placed her hands in the air, fiddling with her hair, her breasts trembled gently as her body twisted, and vaginal fluid kept gushing out from below.
She moaned softly, as if she was coquettish, but she deliberately raised her voice.
Husband, my pussy is so wet and itchy under my pussy. I want your big dick and play with your little bitch.
As she said that, she picked up two beating breasts with both hands, squeezed and kneaded her big breasts hard, and pulled my hands on her nipples, glanced at the man who was peeping at her, teasing me.
Other people's breasts are so bulging. Husband, come and pinch their nipples. When they are naughty, they like to be abused by you... Can you scold me?Husband, I want to hear you scold me for being shameless, calling me a slut, a stinky bitch, a torn shoe that thousands of people ride and ten thousand people fuck,...Ah... Husband... You jumped down...I felt...
I was also surprised to find that my cock really jumped. I hugged Ying'er happily, but that night, except for my patient who might have ejaculated a quilt, there was no miracle on me.
The next day we told my attending doctor about the changes last night. He also said that there is a precedent that if the patient can be given a certain degree of stimulation to the heart, it is possible to clear the psychological disorder and restore erectile function. However, the only way to produce this large-scale brain stimulation in medicine is electric shock, but it has been banned because of the excessive side effects.
The doctor was very curious and asked me what stimulated me last night. I looked at Ying'er and said embarrassedly that I had a dream last night... that... Ying'er also shyly turned her face away.
However, the doctor formally affirmed that sexual psychological stimulation can indeed be used as a psychological stimulation therapy, but this requires the couple to understand and cooperate with each other.
Ying'er nodded and held my hand and told the doctor that we will work together.
As the person Ying'er trusted the most, I let her be bullied by an indecent old man in front of me.
What made Ying'er feel upset may not be the physical harm, but my indifference to her at that moment.
At that moment, the selfish I chose the latter between feelings and sexual desire. The stimulation of those few minutes has indeed brought about the breakdown of our relationship and my endless regret.
As I expected, Ying'er didn't go home a few weekends after school started. Maybe she no longer regarded this place as her home.
In the next few days, I spent almost all of them at Ying'er's school.
Although Ying'er deliberately avoided me, I still depended on everything she would appear in the dormitory, teaching building, library, and cafeteria every day, and I just went to the women's bathroom to block her.
The cell phone I gave to Ying'er has been taken over by her best friend Xiaoqing. Xiaoqing answers every call, and the answer is always one. I don't know.
How long will it take for such a life? I can't see the end, but I can only hypnotize myself, thinking that Ying'er is testing my sincerity, and one day she will come back to me.
In November of Ying'er's birthday, I bought 999 roses and a diamond ring, and suddenly knelt downstairs of Ying'er's dormitory to propose to her.
This became a major highlight of their school that day. The girls in the dormitory building started to urge Ying'er to marry me. I was quite proud of my actions at that time.
Unexpectedly, until nine o'clock in the evening, Ying'er never showed her face until the housekeeper drove me away.
I was so devastated that I fell drunk on the main road in Sanlitun that night.Since then, Sanlitun has become my daily report, whether I am awake or intoxicated...
Until I saw that beam of light.
I can't remember what happened before I walked on the road, but it was just a scandal like drinking too much and causing trouble and being thrown out by the security guard.
I only vaguely remember walking on the wide road outside the Worker Unit, listening to the howling sound of cars beside me, the roar of horns and the curses of drivers, until the moment when the light that made me unable to open my eyes appeared, I felt that I seemed to have found what I was looking for...
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When I opened my eyes again, I saw the snow-white ceiling and the blurred Ying'er's face.
Ying... I lost my voice.
Gradually, Ying'er cried with joy. You... Don't talk... Uncle... Aunt... Come quickly
I had a fractured leg, a moderate concussion, and a needle on my head.
But these injuries are already very lucky for a person who was knocked away more than ten meters away.
Most importantly, after two days of unconsciousness, I woke up.
It's all my fault... Wuwu... Uncle and Aunt... It's all because of me, I didn't take good care of him. Ying'er took my hand and sat beside me, crying constantly.
... I wanted to get up and say something, but I couldn't make a sound.
Is this a dream?Am I still alive?Ying'er is back. If it's a dream, let it be done for a longer time.
My father, who hadn't seen me for more than half a year, hurriedly left in the afternoon when he saw that I was awake.
My mother looked at me with tears in her eyes, and told Ying'er to leave with her father.
I don't know how ordinary parents would treat a son who had just escaped from a car accident, but that's my parents.
I cannot live without Ying'er, I only have Ying'er, I say so in my heart.
I know you can't speak, don't worry. The doctor said it was because of a concussion and temporarily aphasia. Let's take your time and you will recover soon. Ying'er helped me wipe my face with a warm towel and comforted me.
No...you have to...go...and go... and use all your strength to squeeze out three words from the gap between your teeth.
Ying'er burst into tears in an instant.
I won't leave... I've never left... I know you've been waiting for me to come back... People were a little angry with you at the beginning... But I just want to teach you a little lesson... I don't know that I'll make you... wuwu...
Ying'er cried more and more sad.
I tried hard to lift my hand with the needle inserted, reached out to Ying'er, and helped her take tears away from her cheeks.
Husband...Don't blame me, okay?...You proposed to me that day, and they were really happy.If Xiaoqing hadn't been stopping me, I would have run downstairs long ago.Xiaoqing said, I want me to give you a lesson that you will remember for the rest of your life. We originally thought you would come back the next day, but who knew that we would never find you again later.I ran to your school to find you, but the brothers in your dormitory didn't know where you went until... until... I received a call from the hospital...
Ying'er said in one breath, and I found several cracks on her dry lips, and her red eyes were covered with bloodshot. She might have not been asleep for several days.
I turned my head away and didn't want Ying'er to see me crying.
The next few weeks were a painful rehabilitation process. After class, Ying'er came to the hospital to accompany me, and at night she slept with her bed in the ward.
She helped me take a shower and helped me urinate and defecate. As long as Ying'er was there, she would not let the nurse help her.
Although she was jokingly saying that she was afraid that other female nurses would eat my tofu, I knew she had always felt a lingering guilt in her heart. Although I had told her countless times, it was my retribution.
My roommate in the same ward was simply envious and jealous, saying that I didn’t know how I cultivated my virtues in my previous life, which made me encounter a treasure in this life.
Over the course of a few weeks, my legs healed much faster than the doctors thought.After recovering his physical fitness, his lower body began to move again.
Wife...Wife...have you slept?
No.Husband, do you want to go to the bathroom?
Oh...I don't want it
I haven't lingered with Ying'er for several months, and I'm a little embarrassed
That...I'm a little cold, come to my bed and sleep, okay?
You little villain, you have started to have evil thoughts again, right?
Ying'er lifted the quilt, tiptoed to my bed, and got into my bed.
He whispered quietly, and the person next to him had just fallen asleep. Ying'er said in a low voice.
It doesn't matter, there is a curtain blocking it, he can't see it
I can see that you can't do anything today.The doctor said, your legs cannot do strenuous exercise, so you can just hold me to sleep obediently tonight, hehe... Ying'er hugged my arm and lay in my arms and said.
Wife, please help me with your hands. I have been holding it in my arms for several months. I took Ying'er's hands between my legs while pretending to be good.
Alas... I just look at you.. But don't scream when you ejaculate later... If you let the bed next to you, they will be embarrassed tomorrow
Ying'er's warm little hand held my penis and slowly stroked it. From time to time, she also used her nails to pass through the balls and glans. I kissed Ying'er's little mouth and enjoyed the stimulation that Ying'er brought to me.
Wife, I don’t seem to be hard, why don’t you... I whispered to Ying'er
Humph... I know you are not kind... Ying'er pouted naughtyly and retreated into the quilt.
Soon, a burst of heat was felt on the cock, and the glans was suddenly licked by Ying'er's little tongue, and then the entire penis was contained by the warm and soft mouth, and her little tongue was still spinning on the glans.
After a few attempts, Ying'er saw that I still didn't respond to what I said, so she sucked her mouth tightly and began to suck up and down violently.
Bo...bo...bo...bo... The regular muffled sound of flesh and flesh colliding came from the quilt.
I don’t know how long it took to be sucked by Ying’er, but I felt a little painful. Although Ying’er didn’t mean to stop, I tragically found that I still had no erectile.
Forget it, my wife, I don’t want it today, I don’t know what’s wrong today…
I got up and hugged Ying'er, and saw that Ying'er's face was filled with tears.
Husband... don't worry... your health has just recovered...will be better...will people...will help you every night from now on...
Ying'er was busy all day and had to serve me at night. She hugged me and fell asleep in a few minutes.
But I could no longer fall asleep, and cold sweat left along my back, wetting my underwear.
What's wrong with me?Am I... impotence?Is it the cause of the injury in a car accident?Is it temporary or permanent?What should I do if I can't get hard anymore?
The following week, my treatment focus was shifted to my erection problems.
I was arranged to do various tests, and finally I concluded that I had no problems with my physiological function and was a psychological barrier.
Since that night, Ying'er will come over to blow the trumpet every night. She will add every inch of her cock, balls and even anus, but this did not give me any feeling of getting an erection.
Seeing Ying'er trying hard to please me, while my soft meat was still hanging aside, my heart was bleeding.
Don't try it.No use.I don't feel anything...
It doesn't matter, husband, let's try again tomorrow
No need to try again.Ying'er.I'm already a useless person
My eyes were a little wet.
I have considered it. Not to mention that there is something wrong with raising the next generation, even your basic needs in the future cannot be met. You should also think about it carefully, let's break up...
Ying'er was stunned when she heard this, and then cried loudly.
don't want!I don't want it!Woo...I don't care about you like this... Really... Husband, don't leave me...
But I care... I resisted the tears.
You will be fine... You will be fine... I will make you fine
Ying'er cried and lifted the quilt and began to take off her clothes.
I lay numbly on the bed, letting Ying'er take off my clothes frantically.
Ying'er was crying and sat on my lower abdomen and rubbed my soft cock with her wet pussy, but tears fell on me, making me feel sad.
I turned my head and didn't want to look at her face.
But I found that the curtain of the bed was not tightened tonight. The brother from the bed next to me buried his head in the quilt, revealing half of his head, and his eyes were staring at Ying'er riding on me, and the quilt was shaking constantly.
In an instant, my lower body felt like it was overelectric.Ying'er also felt it. She looked at me in surprise, but followed my eyes and found the patient who was peeping beside her.
Ying'er stopped, as if she understood something.
We have had so many crazy nights, my perverted desire to train, and Ying'er knows me better than anyone else.
She leaned down and leaned in my ear and said to me gently, Husband, I love you, I am willing to do anything for you
Ying'er stood up, twisted the water snake's waist, placed her hands in the air, fiddling with her hair, her breasts trembled gently as her body twisted, and vaginal fluid kept gushing out from below.
She moaned softly, as if she was coquettish, but she deliberately raised her voice.
Husband, my pussy is so wet and itchy under my pussy. I want your big dick and play with your little bitch.
As she said that, she picked up two beating breasts with both hands, squeezed and kneaded her big breasts hard, and pulled my hands on her nipples, glanced at the man who was peeping at her, teasing me.
Other people's breasts are so bulging. Husband, come and pinch their nipples. When they are naughty, they like to be abused by you... Can you scold me?Husband, I want to hear you scold me for being shameless, calling me a slut, a stinky bitch, a torn shoe that thousands of people ride and ten thousand people fuck,...Ah... Husband... You jumped down...I felt...
I was also surprised to find that my cock really jumped. I hugged Ying'er happily, but that night, except for my patient who might have ejaculated a quilt, there was no miracle on me.
The next day we told my attending doctor about the changes last night. He also said that there is a precedent that if the patient can be given a certain degree of stimulation to the heart, it is possible to clear the psychological disorder and restore erectile function. However, the only way to produce this large-scale brain stimulation in medicine is electric shock, but it has been banned because of the excessive side effects.
The doctor was very curious and asked me what stimulated me last night. I looked at Ying'er and said embarrassedly that I had a dream last night... that... Ying'er also shyly turned her face away.
However, the doctor formally affirmed that sexual psychological stimulation can indeed be used as a psychological stimulation therapy, but this requires the couple to understand and cooperate with each other.
Ying'er nodded and held my hand and told the doctor that we will work together.