This is his restlessness and anxiety unique to his adolescence. Zhou Ye has been helpless about his changes this year.
He just fell in love with a girl, but he was still himself, and he would not suddenly become another person.
He had already taken the initiative, but Xia Yao had always been very cold. If he continued to take the initiative to treat her like this, he would look down on himself.
If possible, try to contact her as little as possible, because after a long time, you can temporarily forget her once you have too many things.
After falling into this kind of self-pushing and pulling, Zhou Ye gradually found a way to live in peace with his desires in this relationship.
He really can't contact Xia Yao without taking the initiative, but just like when he is hungry, he will always think about food involuntarily. He cannot completely ignore his heart.
So after returning to China, Zhou Ye fell into the jet lag and went to her house for a run, and decided to see if God would give him the fate of meeting her.
But gradually, he found that such probabilities were becoming more and more annoyed because he had never met her by chance.
So he expanded the scope again and began to drill into the library she had mentioned before during the day.
Zhou Ye was already a little self-deprecating at that time. He didn't want to change, but he could clearly see the changes that had happened in him because he had a crush on someone.
He was afraid that things would become less and less controlled if this continued, and even thought that he might as well make it clear to her.
He could not stand this unilateral ambiguous period, and the girl who suddenly appeared in his life almost broke the entire order of his life.
Zhou Ye was going to find Xia Yao to explain that if she wanted to do so, she would try together. If she was willing or not, he would never think about this again and change his mind and become a new person.
He set the showdown time to the start of the second year of high school, leaving some room for himself. After all, what if he doesn't like her before school starts?This is also possible.
But by chance, just afternoon when this idea came up, Zhou Ye finally saw Xia Yao in the library.
She wore a white skirt that day, her hair was simply pinned behind her ears, and her hair was softly hanging near her shoulders. Zhou Ye found that she actually looked very distanced from a distance.
Because the face is so beautiful, people dare not approach it rashly, and it feels even a little cold.
But after meeting her, you will know that she is introverted and socially terrified, and she is actually very soft-hearted, and she is a person who is easily bullied.
Zhou Ye had already thought about what to say when he went over to meet her. Maybe he met you here by chance. Should he continue to come together next time?
He wanted to make an appointment with her first.
But when Zhou Ye quickly put away the things on his desk and went over, he realized that she was looking for another man...
Xia Yao and him have known each other for a while, and there were no obstacles when they were talking.
He looked older and would give her a soft talk. She was a little cautious in front of him. Occasionally, he found that he was looking at her with concentration and blushing.
It's her boyfriend at first glance.
Zhou Ye thinks he is just a fool.
When he was thinking a lot about her, couldn't take his sight away when he saw her in the crowd, and childishly thought about whether she would come to be his girlfriend, she actually already had a boyfriend.
And this boyfriend may not have been there recently, she may have had it all the time.
Recalling the scenes of the two getting along at the beginning of school, Xia Yao has never approached him.
Why would he think that when he was struggling to contact her on his own initiative, she would look at her phone and hesitate to send him a message?
He still put himself too high, she didn't think of him at all, he was nothing.
The boy pinched his palms red. His finger joints, which he was holding the study materials, had already started to turn white due to the force, and the Adam's apple rolled up and down between his neck with the swallowing movement.
After staring at the scene for a while, Zhou Ye felt an indescribable feeling of sorrow.
It was really the first time he took the initiative to chase someone... it might not be considered chasing him, because he only realized that he had done nothing to her before.
While he was learning to walk, other men could already drive far ahead of him. The relationship ended before it even started. He knew nothing. He was just an lser in this regard.
Zhou Ye didn't learn anything that afternoon. He sat there in a daze. It was not until the man was about to leave that he came to his senses and found that his feet had followed him unconsciously.
Xia Yao didn't seem to know when she changed her clothes. She had a skirt that was much shorter than before, but her body shape and hair length seemed to be hers.
He was thinking about when she suddenly changed her clothes, but then he saw them go to a hotel to check in.
This time, he was no longer simply in a trance. He was like he was possessed by evil spirits, waiting downstairs of the hotel, but they never came out all night.
All Zhou Ye's persistence was shattered from this moment.
He worked hard every night to endure the strong sexual desire for her and masturbate himself, but the man couldn't bear it at all.
The girl he likes is now lying under another man, moaning Chenghuan with his neck hooked up and might have had several orgasms.
Have you let it go?
No.
Just like the first time she didn't reply to his message, and then he thought about her masturbating that night, Zhou Ye has always been a little mean in this regard.
What he witnessed this time once again proved how deep his obsession with her was.
He wanted to fuck her even more.
He just fell in love with a girl, but he was still himself, and he would not suddenly become another person.
He had already taken the initiative, but Xia Yao had always been very cold. If he continued to take the initiative to treat her like this, he would look down on himself.
If possible, try to contact her as little as possible, because after a long time, you can temporarily forget her once you have too many things.
After falling into this kind of self-pushing and pulling, Zhou Ye gradually found a way to live in peace with his desires in this relationship.
He really can't contact Xia Yao without taking the initiative, but just like when he is hungry, he will always think about food involuntarily. He cannot completely ignore his heart.
So after returning to China, Zhou Ye fell into the jet lag and went to her house for a run, and decided to see if God would give him the fate of meeting her.
But gradually, he found that such probabilities were becoming more and more annoyed because he had never met her by chance.
So he expanded the scope again and began to drill into the library she had mentioned before during the day.
Zhou Ye was already a little self-deprecating at that time. He didn't want to change, but he could clearly see the changes that had happened in him because he had a crush on someone.
He was afraid that things would become less and less controlled if this continued, and even thought that he might as well make it clear to her.
He could not stand this unilateral ambiguous period, and the girl who suddenly appeared in his life almost broke the entire order of his life.
Zhou Ye was going to find Xia Yao to explain that if she wanted to do so, she would try together. If she was willing or not, he would never think about this again and change his mind and become a new person.
He set the showdown time to the start of the second year of high school, leaving some room for himself. After all, what if he doesn't like her before school starts?This is also possible.
But by chance, just afternoon when this idea came up, Zhou Ye finally saw Xia Yao in the library.
She wore a white skirt that day, her hair was simply pinned behind her ears, and her hair was softly hanging near her shoulders. Zhou Ye found that she actually looked very distanced from a distance.
Because the face is so beautiful, people dare not approach it rashly, and it feels even a little cold.
But after meeting her, you will know that she is introverted and socially terrified, and she is actually very soft-hearted, and she is a person who is easily bullied.
Zhou Ye had already thought about what to say when he went over to meet her. Maybe he met you here by chance. Should he continue to come together next time?
He wanted to make an appointment with her first.
But when Zhou Ye quickly put away the things on his desk and went over, he realized that she was looking for another man...
Xia Yao and him have known each other for a while, and there were no obstacles when they were talking.
He looked older and would give her a soft talk. She was a little cautious in front of him. Occasionally, he found that he was looking at her with concentration and blushing.
It's her boyfriend at first glance.
Zhou Ye thinks he is just a fool.
When he was thinking a lot about her, couldn't take his sight away when he saw her in the crowd, and childishly thought about whether she would come to be his girlfriend, she actually already had a boyfriend.
And this boyfriend may not have been there recently, she may have had it all the time.
Recalling the scenes of the two getting along at the beginning of school, Xia Yao has never approached him.
Why would he think that when he was struggling to contact her on his own initiative, she would look at her phone and hesitate to send him a message?
He still put himself too high, she didn't think of him at all, he was nothing.
The boy pinched his palms red. His finger joints, which he was holding the study materials, had already started to turn white due to the force, and the Adam's apple rolled up and down between his neck with the swallowing movement.
After staring at the scene for a while, Zhou Ye felt an indescribable feeling of sorrow.
It was really the first time he took the initiative to chase someone... it might not be considered chasing him, because he only realized that he had done nothing to her before.
While he was learning to walk, other men could already drive far ahead of him. The relationship ended before it even started. He knew nothing. He was just an lser in this regard.
Zhou Ye didn't learn anything that afternoon. He sat there in a daze. It was not until the man was about to leave that he came to his senses and found that his feet had followed him unconsciously.
Xia Yao didn't seem to know when she changed her clothes. She had a skirt that was much shorter than before, but her body shape and hair length seemed to be hers.
He was thinking about when she suddenly changed her clothes, but then he saw them go to a hotel to check in.
This time, he was no longer simply in a trance. He was like he was possessed by evil spirits, waiting downstairs of the hotel, but they never came out all night.
All Zhou Ye's persistence was shattered from this moment.
He worked hard every night to endure the strong sexual desire for her and masturbate himself, but the man couldn't bear it at all.
The girl he likes is now lying under another man, moaning Chenghuan with his neck hooked up and might have had several orgasms.
Have you let it go?
No.
Just like the first time she didn't reply to his message, and then he thought about her masturbating that night, Zhou Ye has always been a little mean in this regard.
What he witnessed this time once again proved how deep his obsession with her was.
He wanted to fuck her even more.