Chapter 49: Big show

My body recovered very quickly. On the eighth day of the Chinese New Year, I went to work like a normal person, but I wore a golf cap and covered my bald head and wounds.

I went to see Sister Cao, and she said angrily when she saw me: Where have you been? Why can't your phone be connected?

I guess I didn't say goodbye in the past few days before the New Year, so I must have delayed a lot of things. I lied and said that I lost my phone and only made up for it.

She wanted to say a few more words to me, but when she saw me wearing a hat and the back of her head was shining, she asked me strangely: Why did you shave your head? You should know that government agencies don't let you shave your head

I had to continue lying and saying: It’s not that I want to shave my head, it was shaved by the hospital. I drove the car and caused an accident. As I said that, I took off my hat and exposed my scalp that was glued to gauze.

Sister Cao felt distressed when she saw me being so injured. She touched my head and asked me if it hurts, and then said why I was so careless or not

I just kept doing it and just lied to the end, and said to Sister Cao: There is one thing that I am very sorry for you. I drove a friend’s car and a BMW. I had to bear at least 70% of the responsibility after drinking. The driver of the other party was also injured and spent more than 100,000 yuan on repairing the car and treating it. I couldn’t help at that time, so I used your 100,000 yuan. The situation was too urgent and I didn’t have time to say hello to you. I will pay you back slowly in the future.

Sister Cao didn't care at all after hearing this. She said: What is money? As long as you are fine, I have said that the money is spent for you. You can spend it no matter how much you spend it, don't ask me.

I said: I didn't expect this to happen, I'm lucky to be able to save my life

Sister Cao blamed her: If something big happens, you don’t even tell me. There is no one around you who knows you. Who will take care of you?

I said: It’s the New Year, you have to go back to Beijing. Why are you so troubled? So I didn’t tell anyone that it was all my family members who helped me deal with it.

Sister Cao said, "Is that money enough? If you want to use the money, tell me, don't be wronged, oh!

I quickly said that I had enough, but I secretly scolded myself for being really not a thing. For such a little money, even Sister Cao lied to me.

But there is no way, I can't say that I'm going to commit suicide, so I'm going to be like this

Alas, just cheat once

After dealing with Sister Cao, I also want to apologize to Director Ma. Following the lie on Sister Cao, I told him that he was hit by a car before the New Year. It was very serious. I was afraid that it would affect everyone's New Year, so I didn't say anything, which made everyone worry.

This lie is said, so Director Ma is very embarrassed. He keeps complaining that I should tell them, so he can take care of me.

After the New Year, everything is as normal. I go back to Lulu's house every day to eat and sleep. Anyway, her house is very big and has several rooms.

Sometimes when Brother Zhang doesn't come back at night, Lulu stays in my room until very late

She took care of meticulously and quietly said, caring for me, and giving me great comfort

She called me in front of Brother Zhang, but Brother Zhang didn't say anything, but Brother Zhang kept calling me brother, it seemed a bit bad, which made me feel a little embarrassed.

The day before Lulu returned to Beijing, she insisted that I accompany her on the street, but after she came out, she couldn't go out and wanted to go to the park to play.

In winter, there are no tourists in Beiling Park except for a few elderly people who are exercising.

On the small road with pine and cypress trees, Lulu held my arm and walked slowly silently.

We didn't find a bench to sit down until we almost finished our journey.

Lulu said: Brother, I know you're heartbroken

For a long time, Brother Zhang and Lulu have never asked me why I became like that. They both deliberately avoided this question.

Today Lulu took the initiative to mention this to me, so she must have something to say to me

I was silent and didn't know how to answer

I have not broken up, AMY and I are still in love, but this materialistic world cannot tolerate idealized love at all

Since ancient times, even in China and abroad, the so-called love stories between rich girls and poor boys have not ended well, at least not in a good process.

AMY and I can't escape this fate either

Lulu continued: Do you still miss her?

I nodded

Then live seriously and stop doing stupid things

Lulu is talking completely in the tone of an adult

Even if you and her really can't be together in the end, you have to remember that there are still many people who care about you and love you, do you know?

I'm silent

Lulu said again: Even if everyone betrays you, there will be someone who will always be by your side.

I know who the person Lulu is talking about is. I stretched out my hand to put her shoulders on Lulu, and she leaned her head on my shoulders. We sat there silently until the sunset

In March 2000, after more than half a year of review, the Central Commission for Discipline Inspection did not find out what role Ouyang played in the corruption case of the Executive Vice Mayor. She did not have any corruption problems herself, so she released her.

The day she came out, I went to pick her up

When she saw me, she rushed over and leaned on my shoulder and tears poured out like spring water

I patted her back and said to her over and over again: It's okay...

It's okay...

I took Ouyang home directly and sat on the sofa. I held Ouyang's thin little face and said with heartache: You've lost weight

Ouyang hugged me again and cried into tears

I let her cry, and she was so sad and depressed for so long, she would cry.

Just like I did back then, I'll just cry

How could she know that I was outside, I was once hurt more deeply than her

In the evening, I made a table of dishes for Ouyang, and then went outside to buy a lot of bottles of the best wine I could buy with all the money in my pocket.

Since I walked away at the gate of hell, I have decided not to save a penny again

In the evening, Ouyang Kaihuai and I drank happily, talking about the things we had during this period of separation. When we talked about the sadness, we cried bitterly, and then we drank again and again, until both of us were drunk.

I found that after I was injured, my alcohol tolerance was not as good as before

At night we hugged each other and slept until dawn before we woke up

After venting last night, Ouyang and I both felt much better and said: Come with me to work, everyone misses you very much

Ouyang shook his head and said: No, I have decided to quit after I come out.

I didn't advise her because if it were me, I would do this. I stroked Ouyang's hair and said: OK, wait for me to come back tonight

Ouyang nodded gently and experienced these things, it seemed that Ouyang had also changed a lot.

When I came back tonight, Ouyang had already prepared the meal and waited for me

During the meal, I told Ouyang a few jokes that Lulu told me, but she was absent-minded and didn't laugh much.

Seeing that she was in a bad mood and didn't know how to make her happy, she handed Ouyang the two passbooks she found at Ouyang's house, and said happily: I didn't expect you to be a rich woman!

Ouyang took it and looked at me, saying: Why did you take your passbook away? You won’t suspect that I have taken bribes, right?

I smiled and said: I don’t know what I was thinking at that time. Anyway, I just don’t want others to find out that you are rich, but I always believe that you must be innocent.

Ouyang smiled miserably and said: I understand, if we change our position, I will be like you, actually this money was given to me by my mother. She is always afraid that I will be wronged, although I don’t need this money at all.

As he said that, he threw the passbook on the table, and flipped the rice in the bowl bit by bit

I felt that Ouyang must have something to worry about, so I asked her what was wrong

Ouyang was very silent for a while. After my repeated questions, she said: Today I called my parents in Germany. They were very worried when they knew my situation. They insisted on going to Germany and immediately completed the postdoctoral study procedures for me.

I said nothing and said nothing. Ouyang stopped chopsticks and asked me: Guan Han, do you think I'll go?

I stuffed my mouth full of food and said something I couldn't hear clearly

I was confused, I really didn't know what to say

I don’t want the people I’m closest to leave me one by one, but that’s a postdoctoral fellow in Germany!

Ouyang is different from me. In Shenyang, what future can she have?

People like her are not suitable to be in the agency

Can I delay Ouyang's life because of my own selfishness?

The answer is of course no!

All night, when we were sleeping silently, I wanted to go back to another room. Ouyang said: Guan Han, I want you to accompany me

When she said this, her eyes were as clear as water, I obediently lay beside her.

Ouyang put his arm on my head and said: Make a decision for me, I really don’t know what to do

I was silent for a while and said: Actually, I don't know either

Ouyang fell asleep in my arms, but I couldn't fall asleep

Ouyang quit her job, she has no worries here, and returning to Germany to her parents is the best choice. What can’t be decided?

Maybe the only reason she doesn't want to leave is me

But what can I give to Ouyang?

Can I give AMY happiness, just Ouyang happiness?

Even if I can make Ouyang happy, is the relationship between me and her love?

I don't know, I can't go to the test

I only know that if Ouyang really lives with me, she will become an ordinary housewife and a housewife with a doctoral title like AMY.

In his sleep, Ouyang murmured: Haowen, don’t force me, let me think about it!

It counts that Ouyang has slept with me three times, and she dreamed of Haowen twice. Maybe I am the shadow of Haowen in her heart.

I guess Ouyang said that they all asked her to go to Germany, which must also include this Haowen. It's just that Ouyang didn't mention it in front of me, so let Ouyang leave. Her happiness is not in the Yinyang.

I looked at the woman sleeping in my arms with the light of Xiwei. Her thin face was filled with endless loneliness.

My friend, my confidant, the person who understands me the best in the world is leaving me

I seemed to see Zhang Aijia's misty singing voice coming to my ears:

Let's go, let's go! People always learn to grow up. Let's go, let's go, life will inevitably experience pain and struggle, let's go, find a home for your heart. I have also been sad and crying, and I have been heartbroken. This is the price of love...

I gently kissed Ouyang's forehead and couldn't help but burst into tears.

March is coming, and the spring in Shenyang is coming

Ouyang and I sat in the empty international waiting area of ​​Taoxian Airport

She snuggled on my shoulder and didn't say anything, and I didn't know what to say to her.

It was not until the last time on the radio that the passengers who were going to Germany boarded the plane immediately, I pulled Ouyang to stand up

When I arrived at the boarding gate, Ouyang touched his pocket and said: I can't find my passport

I was anxious when I heard this, and I was flipping through her luggage and handbag inside and out, but I just couldn't find it

I asked her urgently if she had forgotten her home, and she said she wouldn't

Really no, because when I came out, I helped her put her passport and air ticket in her bag.

The radio urged Ouyang to board the plane quickly. I gave up looking for it in a panic and reached out to take out the cigarette, but touched a small notebook in my pocket. My heart trembled violently. I felt that this notebook must be Ouyang's passport.

I froze for more than ten seconds before I took out my hand, grinning and teasing: When is this time? Are you still performing the classic scenes in "The Great Saba" with me?

Ouyang said desolately: Yes, is it fun?

I continued to perform and said: Am I as ugly as Ge You?

Ouyang said: Different appearances, but the same mind, and the same choices

I was silent for a moment and said: It’s not that Ge You made the choice, but that there was no other choice at all Ouyang, hurry up and board the plane!

As he said that, he took the lead and walked to the boarding gate and handed over his passport and air ticket to Ouyang who was following behind.

She slowly walked towards the security inspector, then suddenly ran back and threw herself into my arms.

I hugged Ouyang tightly and used all my strength to hold back my tears

I pushed Ouyang away until the security inspector came and politely reminded us that the passengers on the plane were waiting for Ouyang to board the plane.

Ouyang quickly ran into the boarding gate and never looked back. After passing the security check, he dragged his luggage and trotted out of my sight.

I wiped the tears that Jingjing shed, took out my phone and sent a text message to Ouyang: Do you understand Ge You?

After a few minutes, Ouyang replied: I don’t know, if I were Ge You, I might have kept Xu Fan.

I replied: So what if you stay? I believe in the saying "What you lose is what you get"

Ouyang replied: Then we got each other, right?

I sent her a smile, with two words on it: Forever