Duan Jialin shook her head like a rattle. She really didn't want to experience the pain she suffered when she was born in Amu.
Tao Zhanqiu seemed to realize this, and hugged her shoulders, gently rubbed her hair on the top of her hair, half coaxing and half gentle, saying: Then you won’t have a risk, you will bear so much, and then turn around and have a love rival for me, I will be jealous.
It's right that he likes to be jealous. He will even eat a child's jealousy. After Amu hung up the phone, Duan Jialin wanted to get up to clean up. When he was putting on his clothes, Tao Zhanqiu leaned over and hugged her waist and refused to let go.
What's wrong?You let go first.Duan Jialin had no choice but to ask him.
Tao Zhanqiu leaned closer, rested his head on her legs, faced her belly, and stroked it carefully with his hands, asking: Do you hate me when you were pregnant with him?
Duan Jialin didn't expect that he would suddenly raise this topic, his hands paused and his nose felt sore, as if so many years of grievances had finally found an outlet for his pouring.
Hate, hate until you make your plan to never interact with each other when you die.
Duan Jialin's hand returned to his hair, fiddling with it as if nothing had happened. She wanted to mention the past. She couldn't vividly and specifically describe the indescribable despair in her heart back then. She really planned to live and forget it for the rest of her life. She didn't want to love or hate it anymore.
At that time, I thought, you must have never really loved me. The so-called proximity, the so-called attraction, and even the later physical sex were just your deliberate conspiracy. Many times, when I woke up from my dream at night, I thought that at best, one life would be worth one life. Until later I realized that these are not enough to make up for the part you lacked from your life.
Duan Jialin's fingers passed through his thick hair and gently pressed the top of his hair.
Tao Zhanqiu just listened quietly, without saying a word. He sighed and hugged Duan Jialin tighter.
You are not wrong, nor am I, but we all paid a huge price for it.
Don't leave me, okay?With a calm voice, Duan Jialin felt the warmth of his pressing against his abdomen, and a gentle, even pleading sound came from his ears.
Duan Jialin nodded, tears could not be suppressed, so she had to look up and look at the ceiling with crystal clear eyes.
No more separation, no longer willing to separate.
Duan Jialin made an appointment to pick up Amu in the afternoon. Later, Boss Tao was in a good mood and allowed her to go in advance. He sent a driver. Duan Jialin said he would not allow him, but could not persuade him, so he had to agree.
I'll wait for you at home.Tao Zhanqiu stood at the door and gave her a sincere kiss on her forehead.
When I went to pick up Amu, my grandmother sat on the sofa at home. The TV was on loud, but the old man was almost asleep in a daze. Amu sat on the floor of the living room and read a fairy tale picture book. Hearing the sound of the door opening, he rushed over.
Grandma was awakened and said with sleepy eyes: Come.
Um.Duan Jialin nodded, picked up Amu, and said to his grandmother: If you are sleepy and tired, go to the room to sleep.
Grandma smiled and looked at her meaningfully: She has old arms and legs, just sit there for a while.
Then, my grandmother took the opportunity to send Amu away and said: Amu, can I help my grandmother go to the room to get a coat?
Amu was obedient, liked his mother and great-grandma. Without saying a word, he jumped down from Duan Jialin and headed to the room.
Grandma spoke and said: Have you thought about it?
Not specified, but each other knows it well.
Duan Jialin nodded, not daring to face his grandmother's eyes, for fear of being disappointed, afraid of not understanding, and for fear of his grandmother's opposition.
Grandma sighed: Well, you have worked hard for so many years and suffered so many sins. It was your mother's retribution, and it should not be with you and the children. I am so old that I don't ask for anything else, but I just want to be kind to you, and the people around you, and the people around you, can be sincerely good to you.
Yes.Duan Jialin held grandmother's hand, as if she was a promise.
Let's go, it's time for Amu to meet his father.After grandma finished speaking, Amu blinked and just came out of the room. When he heard the word dad, his eyes shining.
Mom, who is Dad?
Duan Jialin smiled, picked him up, printed a kiss on his forehead, and explained: He is a person who loves you very much and also loves his mother very much.
Tao Zhanqiu has been so nervous that he is at a loss since Duan Jialin left. It is not the first time he has met Xiao Amu, but this time he wants to introduce himself in another way, he dreams of, and he is still a little nervous.
He has always been calm and strategic, but for this matter, he is like a young man, Crazy lying lazily in the cat's nest on the balcony, the lilies on the dining table are just right, the temperature is just right, and the wind is just right, everything is the best start.
Mr. Tao, Miss Duan is back.He instructed the servant downstairs to stare, and he nodded and said he knew.
He went downstairs in two steps in three steps, and waited at the door, with a grey home suit. As soon as the car entered the yard, Duan Jialin saw it. Amu was sitting in the safety seat, his eyes rolling around, watching around.
He suddenly pointed to the figure at the door now and smiled.
Duan Jialin carried Amu out of the car, and Amu opened his mouth and shouted: Uncle.
Tao Zhanqiu stood at the door, with his waist on his back, and was not angry. He smiled and said: Be good, come here and call him dad.
As he said that, he walked over and took Amu from her hand to hold her with one hand, holding her firmly with the other hand.
This scene is familiar. He has had many dreams like this, but he just woke up from his dream.
Amu stared at him with wide eyes and then moved his gaze to his mother's side. Duan Jialin nodded and said with a smile: Amu, this is his father.
Tao Zhanqiu seemed to realize this, and hugged her shoulders, gently rubbed her hair on the top of her hair, half coaxing and half gentle, saying: Then you won’t have a risk, you will bear so much, and then turn around and have a love rival for me, I will be jealous.
It's right that he likes to be jealous. He will even eat a child's jealousy. After Amu hung up the phone, Duan Jialin wanted to get up to clean up. When he was putting on his clothes, Tao Zhanqiu leaned over and hugged her waist and refused to let go.
What's wrong?You let go first.Duan Jialin had no choice but to ask him.
Tao Zhanqiu leaned closer, rested his head on her legs, faced her belly, and stroked it carefully with his hands, asking: Do you hate me when you were pregnant with him?
Duan Jialin didn't expect that he would suddenly raise this topic, his hands paused and his nose felt sore, as if so many years of grievances had finally found an outlet for his pouring.
Hate, hate until you make your plan to never interact with each other when you die.
Duan Jialin's hand returned to his hair, fiddling with it as if nothing had happened. She wanted to mention the past. She couldn't vividly and specifically describe the indescribable despair in her heart back then. She really planned to live and forget it for the rest of her life. She didn't want to love or hate it anymore.
At that time, I thought, you must have never really loved me. The so-called proximity, the so-called attraction, and even the later physical sex were just your deliberate conspiracy. Many times, when I woke up from my dream at night, I thought that at best, one life would be worth one life. Until later I realized that these are not enough to make up for the part you lacked from your life.
Duan Jialin's fingers passed through his thick hair and gently pressed the top of his hair.
Tao Zhanqiu just listened quietly, without saying a word. He sighed and hugged Duan Jialin tighter.
You are not wrong, nor am I, but we all paid a huge price for it.
Don't leave me, okay?With a calm voice, Duan Jialin felt the warmth of his pressing against his abdomen, and a gentle, even pleading sound came from his ears.
Duan Jialin nodded, tears could not be suppressed, so she had to look up and look at the ceiling with crystal clear eyes.
No more separation, no longer willing to separate.
Duan Jialin made an appointment to pick up Amu in the afternoon. Later, Boss Tao was in a good mood and allowed her to go in advance. He sent a driver. Duan Jialin said he would not allow him, but could not persuade him, so he had to agree.
I'll wait for you at home.Tao Zhanqiu stood at the door and gave her a sincere kiss on her forehead.
When I went to pick up Amu, my grandmother sat on the sofa at home. The TV was on loud, but the old man was almost asleep in a daze. Amu sat on the floor of the living room and read a fairy tale picture book. Hearing the sound of the door opening, he rushed over.
Grandma was awakened and said with sleepy eyes: Come.
Um.Duan Jialin nodded, picked up Amu, and said to his grandmother: If you are sleepy and tired, go to the room to sleep.
Grandma smiled and looked at her meaningfully: She has old arms and legs, just sit there for a while.
Then, my grandmother took the opportunity to send Amu away and said: Amu, can I help my grandmother go to the room to get a coat?
Amu was obedient, liked his mother and great-grandma. Without saying a word, he jumped down from Duan Jialin and headed to the room.
Grandma spoke and said: Have you thought about it?
Not specified, but each other knows it well.
Duan Jialin nodded, not daring to face his grandmother's eyes, for fear of being disappointed, afraid of not understanding, and for fear of his grandmother's opposition.
Grandma sighed: Well, you have worked hard for so many years and suffered so many sins. It was your mother's retribution, and it should not be with you and the children. I am so old that I don't ask for anything else, but I just want to be kind to you, and the people around you, and the people around you, can be sincerely good to you.
Yes.Duan Jialin held grandmother's hand, as if she was a promise.
Let's go, it's time for Amu to meet his father.After grandma finished speaking, Amu blinked and just came out of the room. When he heard the word dad, his eyes shining.
Mom, who is Dad?
Duan Jialin smiled, picked him up, printed a kiss on his forehead, and explained: He is a person who loves you very much and also loves his mother very much.
Tao Zhanqiu has been so nervous that he is at a loss since Duan Jialin left. It is not the first time he has met Xiao Amu, but this time he wants to introduce himself in another way, he dreams of, and he is still a little nervous.
He has always been calm and strategic, but for this matter, he is like a young man, Crazy lying lazily in the cat's nest on the balcony, the lilies on the dining table are just right, the temperature is just right, and the wind is just right, everything is the best start.
Mr. Tao, Miss Duan is back.He instructed the servant downstairs to stare, and he nodded and said he knew.
He went downstairs in two steps in three steps, and waited at the door, with a grey home suit. As soon as the car entered the yard, Duan Jialin saw it. Amu was sitting in the safety seat, his eyes rolling around, watching around.
He suddenly pointed to the figure at the door now and smiled.
Duan Jialin carried Amu out of the car, and Amu opened his mouth and shouted: Uncle.
Tao Zhanqiu stood at the door, with his waist on his back, and was not angry. He smiled and said: Be good, come here and call him dad.
As he said that, he walked over and took Amu from her hand to hold her with one hand, holding her firmly with the other hand.
This scene is familiar. He has had many dreams like this, but he just woke up from his dream.
Amu stared at him with wide eyes and then moved his gaze to his mother's side. Duan Jialin nodded and said with a smile: Amu, this is his father.