Chapter 18

I'm drunk.

This is the first time I have felt drunk and dizzy since I learned to drink...

Wine is really a good thing. After drinking it, it can make people forget their pain, worries, and even forget how I came to this ghost place.

The whole person is floating in the air, and all the emotions and desires, and the sufferings are all bullshit...

In addition to being a split headache, it can be very uncomfortable.

Drunk, headache; don’t drink, heartache.

I don't want to be heartbroken, so I had to choose to be top-heavy, stumbling, and vomit...

Let me be...what is that kind of wine called?

Yes, whiskey.

Give me another drink... Armani...

I'm right, I'm talking about Hennessy, right?

You are finally here...yo, Ms. Leng, you are here too!It's really rare for you!The waiter glanced at the door and pointed at my forehead and said, "Haha, he stood in front of me and pointed at me with such a bold and reckless attitude. Why, do he think I can't see what he is doing?"

whispering sound!

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

...Hehe, this shit made me want to pee.

I just heard the man behind me continue to say um, it sounds like he is calling someone: ...Haha, you just say it's a coincidence!You are talking about this to me, guess who did I meet in our store when I turned around?...Tell her, I helped her find the person, but she owe me a favor now... Haha, what else can I do to her? Don't I want you to communicate more with her?It’s been so many years since this, it’s really not easy to meet someone you want to make friends with!...Hehe, otherwise how could you give me this young man a chance back then...What, do you want me to call her?Just her, you don’t know what she has always been about me?...Oh, oh!I can't listen to you?Who lets our branch be outside, I am the eldest, and you are the queen at home!...I won’t tell you more, you should rest early and let Qiqi go to bed early too.Good night, wife.

After the man hung up the phone, he asked the waiter: How long has he been drinking?

I have been drinking from one or two o'clock in the afternoon until now, and I have never stopped except to go to the toilet!

I heard someone behind my back talking about what I mean?Why, look down on me?

Hello!...Don't...Don't carry me on my back...Don't talk about me on my back!I...I He Qiuyan!The youngest department-level cadre in the city...I...I don't do despicable things...I just...I just drink some wine...What's wrong?It’s not that I can’t afford to spend...it’s money...it’s impossible to afford to spend!

The other woman behind me seemed to chuckled after hearing what I said.

What are you laughing at?Is what I said wrong?Is there any joke about what I said?

Why?

Speaking of which, why do I feel a little uncomfortable when I speak?

I felt like my tongue was filled with lead; but if not, I still had to explain it to them!

Otherwise, they will despise me and look down on me, and they will hurt my self-esteem and despise me!

I...I'm not able to pay...I don't pay...I don't can't afford...

Well, no, I seemed to have said this sentence just now... Let's go again: I... go to drink... If you don't drink... Why don't you give me some alcohol!You... don't give me any drinks!I hate the most...the people behind my back...they are doing things I don’t want me to know!

Yes, I hate others behind my back and doing secret things!

Like means like, falling in love means falling in love, why do you want to lie to me and say you don’t know or know clearly!

...As I was talking, why did I feel that wine was seeping out of my eyes?

I gently dipped it in my mouth and put it in my mouth to taste my fuck. Where did the hell make wine?

Salty and bitter!

So fucking bad!

Boss, it’s not that I don’t want to drink him!Look at him like this!This guest has been like this since almost four o'clock in the afternoon!I vomited seven or eight times in the middle... He vomited and pestered people to talk nonsense, which affected a lot of other customers. No one dared to sit at the bar. And you see, it's already eight o'clock now. To be honest, I'm really afraid that if I drink it, I can drink it like this. I can really cause stomach bleeding!Then we may still be responsible!I secretly redeemed him water several times!As a result, he still drank like this...

OK.Thank you for your hard work, go and have a rest.Oh, by the way, you go and tell him the kitchen and make him a bowl of cream chicken and mosquito soup, and add some rice to it; as for this wine... don't drink it for him first, give him a vitamin drink to sober up.

Wait a minute!I seem to hear someone lie to me?I want to use vitamin drinks to deceive me!

Alas, alas!Not...who?Who Ah?So unauthentic?Who wants...Who wants...Want to use wine as a drink to mess with me?I tell you I won’t drink!...Not...I...

It's messy, it's messy!

...Why can't I explain it clearly?

Why are the words on my lips the same as my emotional life and I can’t figure it out?

The woman behind me waited for me to finish speaking and asked the man beside me: Is this your friend Ah?

Did you see it?

If it weren't for your friend, depending on your temper, I'd probably driven him away long ago; let alone, you would have to give him some soup.When a woman speaks, her tone is a bit strange, and it sounds like a foreigner is speaking Chinese.

Well, it was my age-lost friend. The man thought about it and said to the woman.

Haha, speaking of it, why are your social partners so interesting?From this point of view, Lanlan's boyfriend is an interesting person.

I laughed at you, President Leng.The man paused and said, "Sorry, Ah, I have to go out and make a call."You can sit there first.

Avoiding me making a call?Mr. Long, are you going to curse at the microphone again?

Haha, I dare not scold this person.It would be nice if she didn't scold me.Then, the inner door of the bar opened again. Hello, hello...

Immediately afterwards, a man sat next to me, picked up a handkerchief from the table, the person who came directly picked up a glass of ice water, and poured it on my face...

When I was about to start scolding, the man wiped my face with a veil and said to me: Wake up and wake up!

In a trance, I saw that he was a beauty of about twenty-seven or eight years old: her neat bangs were cut into the style of an oriental bob, but the hair on the back of her neck was completely black and straight, which gave people the feeling of being a character walking out of a comic.

This woman's temperament is very cold, and her eyebrows reveal a heroic spirit, which makes people feel that it is difficult to get close to, but there is a warm smile on her face; her eyes are also cold and sunny, as if they are completely fusion of ice and fire in her eyes; the woman's body is straight, adding a bit of handsomeness to her. If she is not a noble family, she should have been a female soldier; her clothes are very casual, a pure white round-necked cashmere sweater is covered by a pure black open-clad cloak, and a pair of high-waisted jeans and a pair of black boots, but the whole person gives me the feeling: clean not only means clean clothes, but also her dress matching and her aura are also very clean.

Damn...Who Ah?Who are you, sister?Do I know you?I was soaked up... My temper came up instantly. I was about to stand up, but I was suddenly pressed into my seat by two men in black dressed in the movie starring Will Smith.

Alas...stop!When the woman saw it, she immediately waved her hands to the two men in black.

It seems that these two men in black should be the woman's bodyguards.

President, this... one of the men in black said to the woman.

OK, you all wait at the door.On this territory, no one will do anything to me.The woman said calmly to the man in black.

I turned around... Eight bodyguards stood neatly behind me, each of which was taller than me, and two whites and one black. If I accidentally started fighting just now, to be honest, I was really unsure.

Then, the woman smiled and said to me: Don’t you know me?Then it seems you are drunk.

I looked at the woman from beginning to end carefully, and then I felt that the woman in front of me really seemed familiar; but where did I see her... I can't remember it.

I waved my hand to her: This sister, you are afraid you really recognized the wrong person... I really don't know who you are.

The woman was even more happy when she heard this: Hey, there are still people in the world who don’t know me, which is amazing!

As he was talking, the man outside the door also called and entered the bar.

Seeing this, the woman waved to the man immediately.

Ha ha!I said Mr. Leng, why are you not good at sitting here?The man asked with some confusion.

I just think he is quite interesting, why? Ah?The woman, known as Mr. Leng, smiled at the man and said.

OK...you really don't mind it being noisy.Then the man patted my forehead from behind me, then sat down on my right hand, and said, "You boy, what happened again, can you destroy yourself like this?"

I turned around and saw that the man was Zhang Jilong.

...Oh, Brother Jilong?Wow...my god Ah!Is it so magical?No...I said you are old, why are you always in a state of dissipation?I feel like where I go... in this F City... why are you everywhere!I'll go sing KTV, that KTV is your... venue!I go... I go to the hospital to take care of... I take care of that woman, and you show up in the hospital... I go to have a treat from my dad and my stepmother... you... you actually went too... Hahahaha!I'm drinking some wine... why... you are coming out again?You Zhang Jilong... You Zhang Jilong is not a gangster... You Zhang Jilong are almost... You are the city god of our city F!

Huh, if I were the City God, then what is you?The earth-sun?Night travel god?I also want to ask you, why do you always run to my territory?

...Ah?Is this really your bar Ah?Oh my god... I, He Qiuyan, have been drunk for the first time, and I actually bought Zhang Jilong's place again?

I sighed and didn't say anything. I didn't say anything just now, I just thought about it in my heart, right?

OK, listen to me, drink the drink first and relieve the wine!Wait a minute... I'll get some hot soup for you to sober up and nourish your stomach.Zhang Jilong said to me.

No!no!I'm...I want to drink!I'm going to drink!

Then you get out of here!Zhang Jilong suddenly said to me viciously, "The only rule in our tavern is: don't raise drunk people!"I'm asking you now, are you still drinking?

Listening to his words, I gradually woke up.

So, I reluctantly took a sip of the vitamin drink.

Hey, this thing is sweet, the color is the same as whiskey, but it is indeed much better than wine.

Haha, I really didn't expect Ah, your eldest wife looked at her very easy-going and was really domineering in her bones.The woman didn't say anything for a long time. After hearing what Zhang Jilong said, she smiled and said, "Are she the same thing you told Lanlan, can she get along well with Lanlan?"

Zhang Jilong glanced at the woman, but smiled but did not answer.

Isn't that... looking around... looking around... looking around the country, even in Asia... hiccup... I haven't heard of any bar that doesn't raise drunk people.I said and burped; but when I recalled the woman's words just now, I couldn't help but feel a little confused, and pointed at Zhang Jilong shakingly and asked: Oh...wait...wait...your eldest wife?

Well, Zhang Jilong nodded and looked at me and said, to be precise, this is not my bar, this bar originally belonged to Qi Qi's mother.Almost ten years ago, when Qi Qi was still in kindergarten. When I met Han Cheng here and later when I fell in love with her, this bar and this rule of not raising drunk people were established that no one was allowed to get drunk in this bar. Friends in the world were very proud of their face, and almost no one had broken this rule.

No one has ever... My God, then this bar is really perverted... I complained.

Haha, let me tell you the truth: Strictly speaking, no one has ever been drunk here, there are only two: one is you boy and the other is me.Zhang Jilong smiled and said to me again: But speaking of it, why do you want to drink like this today?Haha, it’s a coincidence that President Leng and I were here to have a midnight snack and drink a few sips of wine. Anyway, the business matters between President Leng and I have come to an end today. I have nothing to do now, and I am idle, Qiu Yan, let’s talk to us?

I leaned on my head with my hands and squinted my eyes at the empty cup in front of me.

The reason why I want to get drunk is actually because I feel very depressed; but for a moment, I don’t know who to talk to.

Looking for Da Baihe and Xiao C?

I guess at least with Wu Xiaoxi's temper, she would be able to immediately swear at Xia Xueping's house, or fight with Ai Liwei... Don't say that I don't want Xia Xueping to know that I once told others about my taboos towards her. Now I am really tired, and I really don't want anything to happen to Xia Xueping anymore; then who else can I tell you about this?

Is it Meiyin?

She has always maintained a very strange attitude towards the matter between me and Xia Xueping; in addition, her attitude towards Xia Xueping has not changed much, and at noon I was depressed when Sun Xiaopity was arrested, and scolded her in front of her whole class. So, if I appeared in front of her with such emotions now, she would definitely gloat about my experience. Besides, Ai Liwei is still a savior to her now, and she is a person she admires very much.

Then there is no one left.

However, facing Zhang Jilong and there was a strange woman, I really didn't know how to tell the matter out for a moment.

How to say Ah?

I fell in love with my real mother, and my real mother slept with others again, so I was heartbroken...

Seeing that I was silent for a long time and scratching my head, Zhang Jilong thought about it and snapped his fingers at the bar manager.

The bar manager understood, then walked to the door first, turned the side of the CLOSE sign on the door handle to the outside of the door, and then instructed the waiter to take the same amount of Japanese-made whiskey according to the existing customer head, walked to each table, and talked politely with the customer.

The customers looked at the wine in the waiter's hand, then looked at Zhang Jilong sitting at the bar, paid happily, took the wine he gave, and then walked to the door. Everyone said goodbye to Zhang Jilong or bowed before leaving.

So, in addition to the waiter who temporarily hid in the lounge, there were only Zhang Jilong and I, and this woman named Leng. There was also a row of bodyguards for the bar to act as door gods at the door.

Then, after Zhang Jilong's introduction, I realized that this woman is the famous Leng Bingshuang in the financial circle. She is 30 years old this year and is the head of a large company... I forgot the company name. If I remember correctly, she should be an e-commerce company or international trade.

I suddenly remembered that I seemed to have seen this woman on the covers of some business magazines before. This woman seemed to be very famous. Her influence in the business world seemed to be much higher than the Xiang Yuexin mentioned to me before. I even remember that when I was at the police academy, someone said that she had a military background, but since a former head of state of the new regime clarified the military's regulations that the military was not allowed to do business, I felt that it was alarmist. In my twenties, I was not interested in doing business at all. Every time I watched economic programs on TV, I felt like I was watching a fight between gods. Therefore, I was not very interested in this woman's identity and status.

Zhang Jilong also introduced me to Leng Bingshuang. I thought that a big man like her would only hear about my identity and other things. Unexpectedly, after Zhang Jilong said a few words to her, she was ecstatic: Are you saying true?

What's true?Zhang Jilong was also a little confused.

Is he really Xia Xueping’s son?Leng Bingshuang asked happily.

...Xia Xueping's son.

I thought about it carefully, and for a moment, Maother opened: It seems that I have been smooth sailing since I graduated from the police academy. It seems that it is because of Xia Xueping's son or Xia Tao's grandson, who cannot get the titles... Oh, by the way, there is another one: Xia Xueyuan's nephew.

Leng Bingshuang was still talking to Zhang Jilong, saying that when she was abroad, she would always see Xia Xueping's name from overseas Chinese media. She always thought Xia Xueping was cool. She admired Xia Xueping very much. She also said that she had seen Xia Xueping's photos and thought she was not a forty-year-old woman at all, and she didn't expect Xia Xueping to have a son as old as me... But I really don't want to discuss anything about Xia Xueping today, so I acted very coldly about Leng Bingshuang's words.

Just so, at this time, the bowl of creamy mushroom soup was brought up, and three pieces of garlic bread were served in front of the food. Everything could be distorted, and I finally felt relieved. In front of the woman named Leng Biaofro, a plate of steaming roasted salmon meat was placed, accompanied by two roasted asparagus, four broccoli, a roasted cherry tomato tomatoes, and a glass of ice water. The salmon meat smelled sweet, and seemed to have a faint fragrance emitted by raining in autumn and trampling the fallen leaves of maple trees on the ground; Zhang Jilong himself made a plate of roasted pork ribs with apple sauce, paired with a chicken marinated potato mashed with vinaigrette salad, and a glass of rye beer.

Zhang Jilong looked at me staring at the roast pork ribs, smiled at me, cut half of them generously from the middle, then walked into the bar in person, took a pair of clean knife and fork and a clean plate, clamped half of the ribs with knife and fork, put them into the plate, and pushed them in front of me: I knew that your kid must have an empty stomach now.Look, you've eaten this half. This is 12 ounces of ribs, and I can't finish it alone anyway.

That's so sorry...

They are all their own family, what's the point of being embarrassed about you and me?

Then... thank you, I'm just slandering you.I nodded politely to Zhang Jilong and then started to move the fork.

Um!

The ribs are indeed well-baked. Even the fascia on the bones is roasted soft and crispy. The pork is burnt on the outside and tender on the inside and melts in the mouth; the apple sauce is sweet but not greasy, and it also has a light basil aroma.

Zhang Jilong returned to me and sat down. He ate it leisurely with a bite of dark beer, a bite of meat, a bite of mashed potatoes and a vinaigrette salad.

I glanced at Leng Bingshuang again. Her eating habits were indeed very elegant. Her posture was as if she was playing an elegant and complex instrument.

After a while, the three of us were full and drunk. At this time, I almost woke up from my alcohol. Then the three of us found two sofa chairs against the floor-to-ceiling window and sat down opposite each other.

When I was in a bad mood, it always rained in the sky in City F, and today is no exception.

Looking at the rain outside the window, Zhang Jilong recited two poems: The black clouds are pressing against the city and the city is about to be destroyed; the storm is about to come and the wind fills the building.

You are so passionate about poetry.Leng Bingshuang looked at Zhang Jilong with jokes and said to him: If you don’t do business or obsess over the underworld, maybe you should be a good writer.

I guess you won’t know that in City F now, it’s hard to say... it may change.Zhang Jilong ignored my words and stared out the window with deep eyes. He thought for a while, looked at Leng Bingshuang, looked at me again, and then waved his hand, Haha, why do I tell you two?... You won't be interested in these things.

I didn't hear the deep meaning of Zhang Jilong's words, but Leng Bingshuang's eyes seemed to lit up: Who said I was not interested?Mr. Long, have you smelled something again?

Haha, I forgot that after I went in last time, your Leng Group made a big profit from it.But this time it's hard to say...it's hard to say whether it's the fragrance of flowers or the smell of blood.Zhang Jilong waved his hand to Leng Bingshuang.

Then I'll ask that. Leng Bingshuang paused and asked Zhang Jilong: You were jailed for ten years ago. Will it happen again?

Haha, this is what I can’t say.President Leng, you and I are both smart people, you don’t need to ask so bluntly.Zhang Jilong smiled slightly and said seriously as he looked at Leng Bingshuang: Let me tell you this: I don’t want it to happen again. It’s really not easy for this country to reach this point today!...But if, I mean, if that kind of thing really happens again, and it happens on the territory of our province, F, Y, then the first one to be treated as a sacrifice must be me, Zhang Jilong, and the next one is you. If it happens elsewhere, then the first one to be thrown into the pot and cooked is you.Anyway, no one of us can do anything to keep it alone, and like the trick I played last time, haha, I’m afraid I can’t play this time!

Leng Bingshuang stared at Zhang Jilong meaningfully for a while, then nodded: I understand.so……

So... Zhang Jilong pursed his lips and said: So, President Leng, I hope you always remember that you are Yang Zhaolan's good friend.If you can remember this, I will be content.

I see.Leng Bingshuang nodded and smiled.

No, what are you two saying?In the clouds and fog...

I was a little impatient when I heard it.

Hahaha, I won’t say it anymore, I won’t say it anymore!Zhang Jilong laughed and thought for a while. He took out two cigars from his suit. After cutting the cigar mouth, he lit it with a fire-breathing lighter and handed it to me: Take a few puffs.A cigarette after a meal is better than a living immortal. President Leng certainly doesn’t mind men smoking; but don’t tell Han Cheng that I smoked in her shop. She will beat me to death after I go home!Ha ha!

You and Sister Cheng are old and married, but how can you still be so clear?I asked Zhang Jilong, at this time, most of my drunkenness had passed.

Haha, old couple... tsk, this word actually doesn't really describe Xiaocheng and me... Zhang Jilong sucked a cigar, put the smoke in his mouth and vomited it out immediately, and then said: To put it bluntly, we are like the feeling of "living together" that ordinary people say; but between us, well... there is also a layer of confidant elements in it.It may be more appropriate to say that it is "respectful to each other" or "respect to each other".

Leng Bingshuang heard this and immediately interrupted: Where are you and Lanlan?What are you two?

Zhang Jilong replied without hesitation: The blue-eyed confidant is more than the gods and the hell-god couple is not yet full.Then he didn't even look at Leng Bingshuang, and asked me: You know, what I just told you, what happened when I got drunk here that time?

I have heard of several gangster legends about your brother Ji Long, but I have never heard of this.I also sucked the cigar, held the strong smoke in my mouth, and slowly spit it out.

I'm curious, too.Let's talk about it.Leng Bingshuang also said.

This story is not a legendary story, but a very ordinary story.Zhang Jilong sighed, I came here to get drunk that time because I was there that day, haha, after many years, I met my first love girlfriend again...

First love girlfriend?I looked at Zhang Jilong's face and his vicissitudes. Although I was still desperate inside, I still couldn't help but listen to the story. Wow, what kind of Ah, your first love girlfriend of the gangster king in City F?Which gang's female boss Ah, or is it a first-tier and second-tier celebrity model in the entertainment industry?Could it be some mysterious female killer?

Alas, when will I have to wait to get rid of my problem of being curious about me?

Zhang Jilong spitted out the smoke ring and looked out the window. The rain hit the window glass. He slowly said: He is neither a female boss, nor a female star or a female model, nor a female killer. As for what that woman looks like... so many years have passed, and her appearance has become more and more confusing in my mind. You have to let me think about it... it's that kind of, very ordinary look. That woman is actually not as beautiful as the two people around me now, Han Cheng and Yang Zhaolan. In fact, compared with those women in my company who can get on the table and cannot get on the table, her temperament is much worse than others! Alas...but it was such a mediocre woman that made me love her deeply for six years at that time.

Six years?Leng Bingshuang asked in surprise.

Yes, six years.

Six years of love have been very long for me.

Among my peers, except for the two miserable couples, Da Baihe and Xiao C, most of the others are called so-called couples, and it would be nice to be together for three years.

Then what is she doing?I asked.

Back then, I worked as a marketing specialist in a foreign company, but now I don’t know what she is doing...

Do you use me to check it out for you?hehe.Leng Bingshuang asked Zhang Jilong.

No need... I'll check it out long ago.And I no longer want to have anything to do with her, so why do I check her?Zhang Jilong said a little discouraged. He thought about it and went to get two more cups by himself, used an iron clip to grab some ice in the ice bucket, took a bottle of Japanese-made whiskey from the wine rack, returned to our seats, poured some for me, poured half a cup for himself, and sighed: "It's better to drink some with me... President Leng doesn't like drinking too much wine, so you, He Qiuyan, can have a few sips with me."Some things you don’t drink, but you must drink less Ah?Can't get drunk anymore!

OK OK OK OK!You are the owner and you are the boss. Are you okay?

After saying that, we clinked our glasses.

Then he sucked a cigar and continued to say: At that time, I was not the current 'President Zhang' and 'Brother Long'. At that time, I was just a poor student with barely achievable family conditions.My dad was in business in his early years. The family was quite rich, so my childhood was quite prosperous. But when I was five years old, the old man drove by himself and accidentally drove under the cliff on the winding mountain road... My mom was the daughter of a big chaebol in the south. Because she eloped with my dad, she later broke off relations with the family. When my dad died, she was not good at doing anything. In order to live, she had to do nothing.In the textile factory of a friend who was often protected by my father, I worked as a wool washer... Over time, my mother was a beautiful woman who was so beautiful that she was completely turned into a yellow-faced woman. Her slender hands were so tired like a wisp and her hands were calloused... In this way, my mother pulled me up with hard work alone. You know, as far as I live now, I smoked cigars and drank foreign wine, all these were fucking I didn’t dare to imagine when I was a child!I'm really afraid of you making jokes, Qiuyan, before I went to college, I didn't even want to drink Coke. I always thought that thing tasted the same as soy sauce.

...So, in fact, at that time, I was a little inferior; so I worked harder to study, got into a key high school, and then got into a key university. I was the top scorer in our comprehensive arts subject in Y Province.Haha, I originally thought that through academic performance and normal work, I would change my own destiny and create better conditions to respect my mother...

I remember when you were in the hospital, you also said something similar to you and said that you, a graduate of a prestigious university, eventually became the big devil in this city.I said to Zhang Jilong, Actually, I have always been curious that the elder brothers from other underworld communities in this city either dropped out of high school or retired soldiers or laid-off workers in those days. How could you, a top student, join this industry?

Two reasons: one is a last resort, and the other is that I was completely disappointed at that time.Listen to me and tell you slowly, Zhang Jilong said to me, Qiuyan, you see me now wearing suits and ties, embracing my beautiful wife and concubines take turns to hug me, and wandering around the market all day long, and whatever you want; but you would never have imagined that when I first graduated from university, I had a life of not eating every day and being hungry and cold every day, and at that time, I was chased by people all day long, and even living was a problem.

I looked at Zhang Jilong with doubts.

Leng Bingshuang listened and was also immersed in the air and did not make any comments.

Zhang Jilong took a sip of wine and said to us: All of this, it is thanks to my first love girlfriend... When I was in high school, she was one of the five golden flowers in our neighboring class.At that time, in the eyes of all boys, she was quite beautiful. Wasn’t she the pure and cold "ice girl" like Dong Jie and Jin Sha at that time?My first love looks a bit like Dong Jie.So, on the first day of high school, I fell in love with her; but in the past three years, I have never dared to say a word to her, and I have no intention of falling in love. I dare not be afraid, I am afraid!Moreover, I was also afraid that my school love would affect my study... When I was in school, I was trembling every day and I didn’t dare to make any mistakes in my life and my ideals. Therefore, once there were signs of wanting to fall in love in my heart, I pinched it off myself.

Fortunately, the results of the national university joint examination were issued later, and I was lucky to find that the girl and I were admitted to the same prestigious university located in the capital.So, before we went to the capital, she often came to chat with me; after a while, we fell in love together, and soon, during that long summer vacation, we had sex.She studied market and human resources in college. I started to major in sociology and world history. Although I was a high school science student, I liked liberal arts more. However, the next year, under her persuasion, I transferred to the department to study economics and statistics. When it comes to this, I still have to thank her. Now I think about it occasionally, if I had been learning sociology and literature instead of studying economics and statistics later, then after I was released from prison a few years ago, I would not have established the Longda Group so quickly... Then, since my sophomore year, we handed out resumes together, participated in internships together when we had no classes, participated in various summer volunteers, studied together in school, and reviewed and tested together, haha. At that time, my friends around me were envious and hated us, saying that our relationship was as close as possible and envious as immortals. Originally, Ah, I thought that such a life would continue, but what was the result?I was also stupid at that time... After something later, I finally learned a truth, that is, be a man, don’t be too honest!

what happens?Leng Bingshuang asked.

After sighing, Zhang Jilong said to me: After I transferred to the department, I met a senior in the Department of Economics, who is also a village party in our city F.When I first transferred to the department, the senior took the initiative to chat, eat, and play cards with me for no reason. He also gave me some lessons and gave me all the notes and textbooks he used for free. At first, I thought that this was a group between two men from other places, who were in another place to keep warm...

Zhang Jilong sucked the cigar again and fell into silence.

I thought for a while and said to Zhang Jilong: But he contacted you because of your girlfriend, right?

Zhang Jilong nodded: Well, you kid, you can always answer the exact words!...Alas, but I was stupid at that time. I never believed that the world was sinister. I never believed that fraud, betrayal and other things would happen to me. I was too mean at that time!...I was not as good at calculating and identifying people as I am now, so I really thought that my buddy was just being righteous to me!So he became my best brother at Beijing University.When he graduated and was about to return to our F City to develop, I had a big drink with him, and we both drank too much... To be more precise, I thought we both drank too much, but in fact, I was the only one who drank too much... Haha, and later I joked with him, 'I dreamed that you were by my side last night and got my girlfriend' Haha, but who knows Ah, then it's not a fucking dream at all!

Hearing this story of Zhang Jilong reminded me of everything I saw today, so I felt uncomfortable.

Zhang Jilong continued to tell: But at that time, I was fucking stupid... When did they get together? I don't remember at all now.I unconditionally believed in my so-called 'brother', and I unconditionally trusted my first love girlfriend in the name of 'love'; as a result, I realized later that when I was busy with my graduation thesis, taking the qualification certificate, and looking for a job, the relationship between the couple had never been broken!The man took a plane and secretly returned to the capital to have a private meeting with the woman; the woman lied to me to live in a classmate's house, but actually took a train back to City F. They both had done it in order to get a day's gun with the man... When I called the woman to ask about her well-being, they took off all their clothes on the bed. She also lied to me that she was running on the treadmill, so she gave off a breath of breath. She had also done it...

It was from then on that time that she would quarrel with me if she had something to do. And every time she quarreled with me, the more excited she became, as if she wanted to force me into a hurry and let me do something that would lose my mind.

During that period, I didn't go through anything else except for dating her: I was obviously plagiarized by the graduation thesis, but I was bitten back. Fortunately, I knew how the data on my thesis were obtained, so on the day of accepting the thesis defense, I explained my modeling smoothly, so I was jealous of the boy who copied my thesis. On the day of the graduation party, he stabbed me in the back while I was not paying attention. Later, I was sent to the hospital in time to get rid of my injuries and no major incident happened. That night, when my girlfriend received the news that I was injured and was in the hospital, she was holding a dick under the crotch of the tent!When I was hospitalized, she never came to accompany me once!...Later, I worked as a foreign bank as I wish, and worked as a financial analyst. But who knew that my Indian executive once neglected and handed me the wrong data report, which led to my mistake in making a quarterly report. As a result, a more senior white female deputy director and he joined forces to put the blame on me in order to transfer their followers from other countries and to let me take the place to get me aside. In the end, they forced me to apologize to everyone at the company conference... I couldn't play with them, so I quit my job in anger.

So, you returned to City F?I asked at him after smoking a cigar.

right.At that time, I was really desperate in the capital, but I still trusted my so-called brother who said he could help me find a good job in City F, so I believed it.And speaking of it, I do miss my mom a little.To be honest, the job I found for the account was actually not bad. I worked as an operation manager in the operation department of a trading company. But I was really fed up with the days when I was doing nothing in the office all day, but I still had to act according to the eyes.So, I was going to start my own business. After almost half a year of hard work in advertising media, I found and chose offices from all walks of life. Then, I took my savings of 100,000 yuan and applied for a 100,000 yuan entrepreneurship subsidy from the government.The company was about to put on a signboard. At this time, my brother suddenly told me one day that he helped me get an angel investment of 700,000 yuan...

Speaking of this, Zhang Jilong was silent again.

An investment of 700,000 yuan... This should be your so-called brother, guilt for being involved in your girlfriend?I guessed to Zhang Jilong, and it seemed that he was quite conscientious.

Little brother, don’t talk too early!Leng Bingshuang looked at me and smiled at me half teasingly.

...You happened to be wrong, Zhang Jilong looked up at me and said, "At that time, everyone around me thought that the guy was Yu Shi and Hu Baoyi. I myself thought that the 700,000 yuan was considered icing on the cake, but the problem was that the 700,000 yuan was not 'angel investment' at all. It was the 700,000 usury loan he borrowed in my name with a famous underground money house in F City at that time.

When I heard this, my palms instantly sweated.

Zhang Jilong smiled bitterly and continued to tell the story: Because the source of funds is unknown, when I took the money to the commercial bank to raise funds, I was rejected by the bank.Just as I was about to find out what was wrong with my funds, I suddenly realized that all the savings, entrepreneurship subsidies in my account, plus the 700,000 yuan usury, were transferred to an unknown account without my permission by my so-called brother, and then embezzled and fled. Then, the other person evaporated and I suddenly couldn't find his family.From that moment on, I not only became a pauper, but also owed two million yuan in the underworld.My first love girlfriend learned about my affairs. In anger, she had a big fight with me and moved out of the house I shared with her. At that time, I was still naively thinking, I shouldn't blame her. Is it human nature to fly alone in the event of a disaster? Besides, I don't want to drag her down, just leave...

So, in the next year, I slept on the street every day, and had to hide from debts... I didn't dare to go home either. I was afraid that my mother would be implicated by me, threatened or intimidated, so I quickly asked someone to send my mother to my cousin's house in the countryside. You know, during the period from childhood to adulthood, my mother was like a woman, a beautiful southern woman. She has always suffered many unspeakable grievances and bullies in such a seemingly simple textile factory but actually tainted with dirt... I really didn't dare to let her suffer anymore; my experience that year was really displaced, and I lived a miserable life than a dog... I was in the garbage pile I picked up drinks left over from others, ate them, and ate them, and had already sour watermelon peels that had been sour, and I also went to the bucket at the back door of the hotel to find something to eat. In winter, I couldn't stand the cold and freezing, so I lived in the underground heating well for a while and worked as a roommate for a nest of rats... I remember, I told you about Lu Xilin. If it weren't for the fact that I met Lu Xilin at the door of a nightclub, I would definitely die on the street that day; I had already done myself as if I had no one, but the debt collection company found me, and the number of usury in their mouths also changed from two million to three.7 million. At that time, Lu Xilin was undercover in Hongguang Company, managing a subsidiary of Hongguang called "Longrun Logistics". He happened to be in urgent need of an accountant, and he also needed an insider who could help him cover up and be merciless. Somehow, he took a fancy to me that day and felt that I was not an ordinary person. So he helped me save the debt of usury as an underworld. So I said that it was Lu Xilin who saved my life. Although he was a note, and although he thought he had been exposed several times later, he almost wanted to shoot me after he realized his true identity, he helped me save the 3.7 million foreign debt and paid me back 700,000 yuan. I, Zhang Jilong, will never forget his life-saving grace to me in my life.

I really didn't expect... you still have such an experience.Leng Bingshuang suddenly said, I finally understand why Yang Zhaolan likes you, even if you still have a home.

Why?Zhang Jilong asked.

Because of your vicissitudes, you have a story.

Zhang Jilong shook his head, then nodded again, and smiled at Leng Bingshuang.

It sounds like Lu Xilin is indeed quite loyal; then what happened when you came to this bar to get drunk later?I continued to ask.

Zhang Jilong chuckled, lit the cigar that had gradually been extinguished again with a lighter, and took a sip and said: That was after that... I think about it, three years after I met Lu Xilin, and at that time I had already made my mark in the underworld of City F.One day, I sent a friend home and that was Lu Xilin's later wife.When I drove the car into the underground garage of my friend's apartment, I suddenly saw the brother, who had sleeping with my girlfriend on my back, cheated me of 900,000 yuan, and almost got killed by a random knife. He walked happily to his car Cadillac Ah, good car!He had just opened the car door and was about to get in the car; in a hurry, I jumped out of the car, took out my pistol, and without saying a word, he shot his car door... When he saw me, he was stunned and jumped into the driver's seat, trying to drive away, I raised my hand and shot two more times, blew up the rear tires of his car.

I angrily asked him to get out of the car and talk to me, but unexpectedly, a woman and a little girl walked off the back seat of the car. The woman was the one who abandoned me, my former girlfriend...

Then, that child is...

It was the daughter of my scum brother and my ex-girlfriend. The child was at least four years old at that time. In other words, in the year when I was about to start a business, the year when the woman left me, she had already found out that she was pregnant. The woman later came to our company to find me and told me everything... Haha, she still had the face to complain, saying that it was because of me, that year I ran around for work and entrepreneurship, but ended up neglecting her and didn't have time to have sex with her and fucked her!I had to take her with me on several business trips, but she just didn't leave. What can I do?I went through a lot of hardships to make her smile. After she got into bed with her once, she started to blame me before she could pass the time of a wise man, saying that I would be arrogant, extravagant, unprofitable all day, and even make money... In short, she has the right to say anything!

Zhang Jilong pinched the cup in his hand hard, almost crushing it. Seeing this, I was afraid that he would hurt himself, so I quickly took the cup in his hand and put it aside. He continued:Speaking of the underground garage, when the scumbag looked at me holding a pistol, she was scared and her pants were on the spot, and she kept kneeling on the ground and kowtowed me, saying sorry; and that damn woman even scolded me with confidence, because I blocked the relationship between her and the slutty man. She told me without hesitation that she had the idea of ​​borrowing money from the underground bank and then taking away all the money. She did that because she felt that living with me was too boring; she said that she needed to live a better life as long as she could live a better life. As for who she lived with, it didn't matter if the man who was doing piston exercises on her every day was me or another person...

I was so angry that I really wanted to kill their children!But with my sister-in-law's persuasion, I did not shoot at the child, but I still smashed the knee of the egg man and smashed all the glass on their cars. Later, I sent someone to drive their whole family out of City F, so that they would never come back for the rest of their lives... Haha, isn't there always someone saying anything now, 'You should thank the people who have hurt you, they made you who are now' and so on?Fuck her mother’s soul chicken soup!I, Zhang Jilong, have long been no good man and believer. If I can save the life of his family of three, it is already considered to be a merciful person!

But later, because of this, I almost went to jail. It was Yang'er and her former boyfriend who asked someone to find a relationship and bail me out.On the day I was released from bail, I was really disappointed with the world. I didn’t want to go anywhere else, so I came here to drink...

Speaking of which, I have known Han Cheng for a long time, haha, Han Cheng is now a housewife, but at that time, if you think about it, my elder brother Lu Xilin had to call her "Sister Orange". From this, she had a much higher reputation in society at that time than me.

Speaking of this, Zhang Jilong's originally sad and angry face suddenly regained a layer of joy. Han Cheng's hometown is from Jingchu. She was an older literary young woman at that time: she smoked, drank, liked to play guitar, liked to take photos of people with Polaroids and SLR cameras, and loved to make friends and stand up for justice. She had an accident earlier, and she took Qi Qi, who was still in kindergarten alone. We worked hard in City F.Before I got drunk that time, I always wanted to come here to listen to her standing on the stage next to the bar and sing. As he said, he pointed to me, "Hey, it's the place where there is now a small fountain. It turned out to be a small stage. She sang very nicely, with a little cigarette, alcohol and voice, and her singing is particularly comfortable, haha, and a little hypnotic.So, that day, I drank and listened to her singing, and I suddenly fell drunk at the bar and knew nothing.The next morning, when I woke up, I found that I was sleeping at Han Cheng's house at that time, and she was hugging her. Both of her and I were naked... She had actually woken up long ago, but because I hugged her too tightly, she couldn't take off her body, and was afraid that she would wake me up too much, so she kept lying on me, and she was a little stiff.After seeing me awake, she kissed me and then went to make breakfast for me. The steamed buns she steamed, the grain porridge she cooked, and the soy sauce and garlic she cured. At that time, I really had never eaten any other woman cooked for me except my mother.From that moment on, I knew that I could not live without Han Cheng.

After Zhang Jilong finished speaking, he sighed at me: Huh... I have never told Han Cheng and Yang Zhaolan in detail over the years. Now after talking to you boy and President Leng, I feel much more comfortable.

I also forced a smile: Then, have you never told anyone about this?

Except for Lu Xilin's cousin-in-law, no one knows about me. Of course, I have never talked about this with others about this. Lu Xilin's elder brother is now a professor of economics at the University of Y Province. His wife is now the vice president of a famous public relations activity company. The two of them have much higher social status than me, and I also think they are not qualified to be friends with them. Moreover, after I experienced such betrayal, I rarely make friends, so who do you want me to tell you about this?Tell me about this kind of unbearable past that I have to look back on?Tell me to my little brother?They won’t understand, and they might even laugh at me in their hearts. What kind of face does this give me the future in the group and gang?And I don’t want to talk about these things to Han Cheng and Yang'er. As a wife or lover, we don’t know much about the need for each other’s past... So, we can only talk to a child like you, and suddenly lift our scars in front of you.

If you are betrayed, how long will it take to get through such pain?I thought about it and asked Zhang Jilong.

Zhang Jilong told his own story, but I kept applying his feelings to myself passionately.

Hey!Leng Bingshuang immediately patted Zhang Jilong's wrist and seemed to be photographed by Zhang Jilong so much that she felt so painful. She said happily to Zhang Jilong: What am I saying?When I was looking in the window outside, I pointed at him and bet with you, and I said that this person must be drunk because of love injury!Look, I'm right!

Zhang Jilong touched his wrist and said to Leng Bingshuang: OK OK!I am willing to accept the loss!On your and my order, I will give you another three percent of the profit!I have long heard Yang'er say that you are Leng Bingshuang's most popular hobby, which is to study secret techniques such as divination and fortune-telling, and there is no time for you to do it; I didn't believe it just now, but now I really regret betting with you!

Leng Bingshuang looked at Zhang Jilong with a gloomy face. Then she turned around and looked at me again. She thought about it, nodded slightly and said: Why not do this, let me calculate again, calculate who this child’s love partner is and how he was hurt!

To be honest, I am skeptical about things like metaphysics; but looking at Leng Bingshuang's confident look, coupled with the conversation she had just talked with Zhang Jilong about betting on me, not only did I feel sad that if I could say it, it would be better than being guessed or exposed first.

At this moment, a burst of music rang out from Leng Bingshuang's handbag. She immediately took out her cell phone and answered the phone: Hello, Kexin, what's wrong...

Leng Bingshuang turned her head to look at me while making a phone call; she looked at me and smiled, and her eyes became wider and wider, as if she wanted to use those eyes to see through my internal organs, and she felt quite guilty to show it to me.

And her expression seemed to have nothing to do with the conversations on her phone.

I got it... She looked at me and raised the phone and said this.

I don't know whether she was talking to someone on the phone or talking about me.

…Well…Okay…Okay, I will try my best to rush back tonight.I'm talking about business in other places now.I know, wait for me to go back.

After Leng Bingshuang put down the phone, she looked at me intently and said to Zhang Jilong: Mr. Long, I'm sorry, I have to rush to the airport right away.Regarding the follow-up of this cooperation, please ask Chen Qiluo from your company to contact me; if there is anything else, you can ask Lanlan to find me.

OK, no problem.Zhang Jilong nodded.

Leng Bingshuang kept looking at me meaningfully, but her eyes didn't take off my body. Then, she put her mouth to my ears and whispered to me: It's interesting... I know everything.

Just such a beautiful woman said something ordinary, which made me feel chilled.

But she then said to me softly, as if comforting: He Qiuyan, I won’t say much to you. I just want to tell you one thing: When you look at things in the world, you must observe with your heart, not just with your eyes; if you love someone, you must understand what you love in your heart, not just with your eyes, and be a policeman. You should have known all this.

What's the meaning?

Haha, you can experience it yourself.She breathed out and added: I would like to greet Xia Xueping and I. If I have the chance, I want to see her in person.

After saying that, she straightened her body and said goodbye to Zhang Jilong.

Under the protection of those group of bodyguards, this noble and mysterious woman left the bar.

He's an interesting person, right?Zhang Jilong asked at me with a smile.

Looking at her upright back, I felt very complicated in my heart.

Then, Zhang Jilong glanced at me, thought for a moment, and said to me: She is gone, let's talk about us.As for your question just now, my answer is: maybe it's one day, maybe it's a year, of course maybe it's a lifetime.

Didn’t I say... Can you not say so profoundly?I protested to him.

Hahaha, alas... Zhang Jilong sighed again and said, To be honest, this pain has always been hidden in my heart.Don’t believe it. After my money was taken away and my girlfriend moved away, although I lived the day when the sky had fallen every day, at that time, I didn’t hold a grudge at all because I couldn’t have time!What do you think, I even have the most basic living problem, what's the use of me complaining about the world?So I didn't have any extra time to hate this or that; and later, before I had Han Cheng and Han Cheng completely established my relationship, I felt pain every day after I calmed down and wanted to kill people; but now, indeed, sometimes, I feel that the scar in my heart is still itchy and has not yet fallen, but under the scab layer, I have no bleeding anymore. Now I have my own life, so there is no need to maintain meaningless regrets on a scar.

I thought about it, took a deep breath and said to Zhang Jilong: You may not have any pain for a long time... But I may really suffer for the rest of my life.

Pain for a lifetime?Zhang Jilong repeated a sentence without knowing it.

……fine.I thought about it and swallowed.

Oh...If it's okay, don't drink it like this.Zhang Jilong advised me, then he looked at me and smiled, stood up, and you drink first.If you want to eat and drink, you told the bar that I will go to the back first and then...

When I saw Zhang Jilong leaving, I quickly spoke, still a little timid, but I still plucked up the courage to ask him: Wait... Brother Jilong, then... do you treat me as a friend?

certainly.You, a "little friend" is also a "friend" to me.If I didn't treat you as a friend, I wouldn't tell you my stories.

I hesitated and said: Then some of the things I said to you, can you... you keep it secret for me?

That's of course.Zhang Jilong nodded and said to me.

I... I hesitated, and still said: I... I'm...

Could you be betrayed by your own woman?

Um.I answered, lowering my head silently.

...What a big deal, you haven't hurt your nerves.Wouldn’t it be a girl who fell in love?Zhang Jilong said, smiling and looking at me for a long time, moving his throat but not speaking. Then he poured himself half a glass of wine, another quarter of a glass of wine, and then asked: But, speaking of it, when did you fall in love?Why did I not know?Confidentiality work is done well!

It’s not considered a relationship...I... I thought about it, picked up the cup and drank it all, and swallowed a small piece of ice...I was so happy, and then said to Zhang Jilong: ... Alas!Forget it, let me say goodbye to you. Brother Ji Long, that woman is...that woman is...Xia Xueping.

Zhang Jilong did not sigh or be surprised, but looked at me with his eyes narrowed and smoked two cigars.

I looked at Zhang Jilong and said: I know, this kind of thing... is quite despicable to this society... If you want to laugh at me or criticize me, you can do whatever you want... But in my heart, I really can't hold it in my heart...

Zhang Jilong took a sip of wine and said slowly to me: This kind of thing may be tolerant to this society, but it is still normal for me who have seen everything in my life.I can understand, so I won't laugh at you or criticize you.

I looked up at Zhang Jilong, and Zhang Jilong's eyes instantly felt sad, as if he had remembered something.

He thought about it, then smoked a cigar, and continued: There are hundreds of emotions and thousands of fates in the world.Others may not understand it, but I can indeed understand me. I have studied, been to the capital, entered a foreign company, started a business, been chased by others, slept on the streets, slept in wells, and stumbled in prison. Just talking about this F city, I have heard of many, witnessed many with my own eyes, and even experienced many of them, so I am not boasting, you, Brother Ji Long, can be regarded as seeing all the worries in the world. There are so many things in this world, let alone you, even Xia Xueping or Xu Yuan can't see anything, haha, I have seen many things that are much special than you, so, nothing you said.As a result, he suddenly smiled and said to me: And, to be honest, I have actually guessed what you said long ago.

Have you guessed it long ago?How to guess?I asked Zhang Jilong in surprise.

Haha, when you first met me, we chatted, and then we drank too much while chatting. Do you still remember?

I nodded.

Then what did we talk about at that time? Do you still remember?Zhang Jilong continued to ask me.

I... I shook my head and to be honest, I've experienced so many things for so long that I've really forgotten what I've talked to him.

Zhang Jilong smiled mysteriously: We talked about things between men, about women, and about relationships. Then you asked me a question: You asked me, 'Can family affection be transformed into love'.Do you still remember this?

The wine I drank before suddenly turned into a cold sweat, flowing out of my pores...

I remembered it, so I nodded.

I was thinking at the time, whether you were talking about He Meiyin or Xia Xueping. I always feel that you and your Meiyin are not as you said. You feel that there is a bit of a fuss and neither of you agrees with each other, but it is not that "transformed from family affection to love". At least in my opinion, you will not have love. At most, you will be a small fight and a brother and sister will play with each other. So I guessed at that time that you had just entered the city police station not long after you entered the city police station, and you and Xia Xueping had just met again, so, compared to the sister-in-law, you have a higher chance of mother-son love. The two most likely situations are that a single mother takes her son, and the other is a mother-son who has been reunited for many years. You happen to meet the second one; Moreover, the age difference between you and Xia Xueping is not very large, and this kind of emotion is more likely to occur.Xia Xueping is actually quite beautiful. She speaks directly, act decisively, is simple-minded, but is not good at expressing emotions. You are a kid with rich emotions and articulate words, but you are procrastinating and looking around when doing things and making decisions. And you are a lewd boy. If you don’t consider the mother-son relationship between you and Xia Xueping, if you are a couple, your two personalities are really a match.Even if you haven’t had anything with Xia Xueping at that time, something will happen sooner or later.

Faced with Zhang Jilong's powerful thinking logic, I was speechless.

And not only did I see it, but Han Cheng also saw it.

Sister Orange?...I haven't said anything to Sister Cheng, how did she see it?I was even more surprised.

Haha, if she didn't see it, could she ask you to call me like this after Xia Xueping called her "Sister Orange"?She is two years older than Xia Xueping!Hehe, when will you be more brainy?Han Cheng did it intentionally... but she hasn't confirmed yet and is still guessing.

That day... she was coaxing Xia Xueping and Ai Liwei!Xia Xueping had never been shy before, and that day made her blush!Xia Xueping blushed... Then didn't she just like Ai Liwei?I looked at Zhang Jilong with some anger.

Hahaha... You boy Ah, you are so sensitive!It’s obvious that you have never been matched by others with the opposite sex!

I never rely on others to match it... I used to be in the police tutor... I was...

You will sleep with whoever you catch, right?I have heard your police vocational story too many times!There are many functional novels on the Internet based on your police!Zhang Jilong said, I apologize to you for this on behalf of Han Cheng.However, before Han Cheng started to cheer, didn’t Xia Xueping blush when she talked to Ai Liwei?I heard from Qi Qi that your father still likes Qi Qi. Do you want Qi Qi to be his daughter-in-law?Qi Qi said you were blushing at that time.Why, you still like our Qiqi?

When I think back, it seems that this is indeed the case...

This is how many people are: they will definitely blush when they are clamored by others.But I tell you that blushing does not mean that this person must like the person who is being joked with her.I said something inappropriate: Do you believe it or not? Even if Han Cheng made a fuss that day, it was not Ai Liwei and Xia Xueping, but me and Xia Xueping, would Xia Xueping blush?Not to mention that Xia Xueping will blush, I can't stand it; but when I encounter the one who makes a fuss and doesn't blush on her face, I have mental problems!Zhang Jilong told me that after a meal, Han Cheng finally realized and gradually confirmed the matter between you and Xia Xueping: She said that when you and Xia Xueping were sitting together, you would look at Xia Xueping every three seconds, and your eyes were full of love. Han Cheng said that if you were a son of ordinary people, you would not look at your mother like this.Women are delicate, and if Han Cheng had no extraordinary skills in identifying people, then how could she, a foreign woman, have neither backing nor outstanding property savings in City F, how could she keep opening a bar ten years ago?I have been married to her for so many years, and sometimes I think that if Han Cheng was not my wife but my opponent, I guess I would have died at her hands a few years ago.Han Cheng also told me that she felt that Xia Xueping actually had the same meaning to you.

Now that I hear this, I can't be happy: Is that right?I didn't realize this...

Haha, Han Cheng said that maybe Xia Xueping himself didn't realize it.How did Dazai Osamu say that?'A person who is too sensitive will understand the pain of others and naturally cannot be frank easily'. I even guess that she can't be frank about herself, 'The so-called frankness is actually violence'.Han Cheng told me that Xia Xueping was next to you, every time he talked to others, he would subconsciously make a position of leaning against you with his back on him, which means that she was extremely dependent on you; and before she talked to your father He Jinfeng and Ai Liwei, and before she talked to me, she would also inadvertently look at you and talk to other opposite sexes, indicating that she actually favors you and trusts you very much, and she was afraid that her words or behavior would make you feel inappropriate.So Han Cheng's conclusion is: Xia Xueping's emotions are still completely purely dependent on you, but in fact they are also moving subtly from "dependence" to "attachment". Even if you still care about various taboos in the world, you should know that Qiu Yan, this woman, once she has the idea of ​​"attachment" to a person, it will be terrible. No matter who the object is or how others stop or interfere, they will not be able to take away the object she is sure of from her.

Speaking of this, Zhang Jilong looked at me, his eyes suddenly became dim, as if he had been defeated by someone, who had ruined his business, or his plan failed; I have seen his expression once, and that was when Xia Xueping left in the ward. He told me that Cai Mengjun showed his expression when he resigned from his company.

I saw this expression, but I couldn't understand what he was thinking.

Zhang Jilong thought about it, continued to smile, and said to me: Moreover, that night, you snatched her out of the private room of Xianle Hotel and sent her home, didn’t anything happen between you and your son?When you came to the hotel to look for me that day, Yang'er and I were embarrassed to remind you that your kid's crotch was always bulging, and it was a pillar of the sky.I guess you should have been given aphrodisiac or taken Viagra by yourself, right?As far as I know, there is no antidote to the 'life and death fruit' at present.There are so many things that I see through and don’t say.

It really... happened... I said truthfully.

Isn't that good?You fulfilled your wish and gave Xia Xueping a chance to face her heart.Zhang Jilong said seriously.

I lowered my head and said: Now I still say this, what else is there to mean... She has already slept with others.

She slept with someone else?Zhang Jilong leaned back to the back of the chair, held the cigar and lowered his head for a long time: It's impossible!She doesn't look like someone who can do such things?...Did she want to avoid this relationship between you and her, so she deliberately asked someone to act in a play to anger you?

I don't know... I asked her this, but she told me indifferently and said to me, 'It was her who took the initiative'... I don't know what happened... I said dejectedly.

Take the initiative... Could it be that she has long been in love with another person?Zhang Jilong asked.

Maybe... that person had confessed to her before.

Yo!...That man who can teach Xia Xueping to favor must be an ordinary person?Zhang Jilong looked straight at the coffee table, picked up the cup and drank it while thinking.

I looked at Zhang Jilong and said: That man is Ai Liwei.

Zhang Jilong was drinking, but when he heard me say this, he couldn't hold it in his mouth at all, and a sip of whiskey sprayed on the ground.

Then, Zhang Jilong's face turned red by the alcohol, he widened his eyes and looked at me, coughing constantly, and stuttering when he spoke: What?Whatever?What!You...you...what did you say?Who is it, do you tell me again?

Ai Liwei.

After hearing this name, Zhang Jilong's expression suddenly became very strange: shocked, angry, suspicious, and a little laughed.

Ai Liwei?Zhang Jilong repeated the name of the disgusting tent.

Um.

What you are talking about is: the "Ai" with a cross under the head of the word "Ai Liwei", the "Le" with a melon-peel ear on the black gauze hat, the "Fox pretends to be a tiger's power"?Ai Liwei?

right.

Ai Liwei, the one who broke the eucalyptus genius in the group of the heavy eucalyptus in your police station, Ai Liwei?That day your father treats to dinner and the little bastard Ai Liwei who arranged for him to attend the seat?Ai Liwei, who saved your sister He Meiyin and your stepmother Chen Yuefang?

It's him.

Zhang Jilong leaned his left arm on the armrest of the sofa chair, held his thumb with his lower jaw, his index finger against his nose, and his middle finger was placed between his teeth and biting, exhaling, and his face still maintained that strange expression. After a moment of silence, he asked me: Ai Liwei?Not...he really...he...he...he has that function?Are you sure it is Ai Liwei?Are you sure you saw it and read it right?

...I'm sure, and sure!I broke into the house and dragged him down from Xia Xueping's bed and beat him. How could I not be sure?No, Brother Ji Long, what is your attitude?Do you think I can joke with you about this?I was a little angry about Zhang Jilong's mother-in-law and mother for a while.

Alas, I don’t mean anything else, I’m just a little curious, don’t be excited!Zhang Jilong thought for a while and continued to ask: I'll ask again, don't be angry when you entered the house, Xia Xueping and Ai Liwei, were they... all naked?

No...but it's almost the same: Ai Liwei only has a pair of boxer underwear, and Xia Xueping only has a set of underwear left. But for me, is this a big difference from being naked?Who knew that the two of them took off their clothes during this period?What did you do?And both of them were already lying in the same bed... What else could they do?Did you take off all your clothes and just chat in a bed?

As I was talking, my sadness rose again. I felt a little bitter in my throat. I swallowed my voice and said to Zhang Jilong: Brother Jilong, stop asking... I don't want to think about this anymore...

OK, I won't ask about this anymore... Is there something else?Zhang Jilong took several deep breaths before his expression became serious again.

You ask...

Since your father invited you to dinner that day, have there been no other thing happening between you and Ai Liwei, even at work... Oh, by the way, you kid, you suddenly said you were going to quit last time, what's going on?I heard that it seems that you had a fight with Ai Liwei before?

This time I poured myself a glass of wine, and then told Zhang Jilong everything from his daughter Han Qiqi coming to me, to breaking the rules of the police system, to the arrest of the police station police, to the fact that Ai Liwei confessed to Xia Xueping after I came back, and how I couldn't argue with Ai Liwei in front of Xu Yuan, including Ai Liwei and Su Mèi Zhen in the corridor, I also told Zhang Jilong; and then.

I also left me to work for a week in a European style town, but was found by Xu Yuan and put it in the position of director of the Department of Discipline. Until today, I told Zhang Jilong that I did the content of the security bureau's dispatched mission. I didn't mention a word. I just told him that during this period, I was dispatched for business trips.

Zhang Jilong frowned and looked at me.

After I finished speaking, he asked to me: Do you know why Xu Yuan didn't punish you, but instead used you in an extraordinary way?

I remembered what Zhang Jilong said to me long ago when Xia Xueping was seriously injured and fell into a coma, and nodded: I know, I was trapped by the old fox Xu Yuan.

Haha, you guys are okay, you know that Xu Yuan is an old fox, and you are not so stupid that you sold yourself, you don’t even know.He said that the local party group wanted to sue your city bureau. This kind of lying to cheat children is really... I remember when Xu Yuan was young, his name "Zhuge Fox" was even more terrifying than Xia Xueping's "cold-blooded lone wolf" in City F. Is it scary to know why he called "Zhuge Fox"?One is that he is too smart; the other is that he eats meat and doesn’t spit bones.If he is the leader of you, the local party and group dare to sue the municipal bureau?In fact, as far as I know, Xu Yuan has been eyeing Cui Lie for a long time, and has always wanted to do it but has not found a suitable opportunity. After all, Cui Lie and Liu Bin are all in the dark; you kid foolishly poked the basket, but in the end, Xu Yuan picked up all the gold in the basket!...Xu Yuan was not like this when he was young. He was a thousand-year-old daughter-in-law and became a mother-in-law. Over time, he was well versed in a set of emperor's minds. He dared to use anyone, and no matter how loyal, treacherous, he had to be at his mercy.Haha, if it were me, I would have discouraged Ai Liwei from the house long ago...

As he was talking, Zhang Jilong suddenly pointed at my nose with his index finger and said: But you, Ah, are really brave and skillful!What I told you before? You shouldn’t have been to the muddy waters of anti-pornography. Think about it yourself. If you didn’t go to the old nest of Xi Wuyan club at the beginning, even if you shirked this matter and let Xu Yuan leave it to someone else to do it?Or, if you don’t go to Cijing Medical Center and stay in the heavy group honestly, how can there be so many things now?After Xi Wuyan, there is Xiangqingyuan, and after Xiangqingyuan, there is Zhiyule!You guys are afraid you will offend them completely if you have a good reputation and a tycoon who are related to these pornographic businesses!You said, how good is it to squint in a group of people who are honest and heavy?Xu Yuan fooled you in just a few words, why do you have a third-level police superintendent or department-level position? You are even more interesting. You take the initiative to say that after the establishment and improvement of the Department of Discipline, you will go back to Xia Xueping. Do you think your career is like a walk after dinner?Let me tell you that even if you don’t say this, Xu Yuan will have to transfer you back!Who can really make a young man with both experience and qualifications the head of a department?And I ask you, when the Fengji Department has truly improved all the functions, Xu Yuan will send you a group of reunions back with one sentence, and then you will be at the same level as Ai Liwei. Let’s not only see you at Xia Xueping’s house, but you will see them lying on the same bed. I will ask you, Ai Liwei’s brain is much more flexible than you. After all, his emotional intelligence and ability to control his temper are not a little stronger. If he wants to find fault with you, what else can you fight with him?Could it be that you two slapped the police officer's certificate in front of you and saw who slapped the police officer's certificate first? Do you think that two six-year-old children squatted beside the road and put on a bun?

You said it lightweight!I was a little angry when I was ridiculed and accused by Zhang Jilong. ...Who came to the bureau to find me and ask me for protection?Isn’t your Han Qiqi begging me one by one?yes!You, Zhang Jilong, have great ability and have a high status, but weren’t you not in City F at that time?Humph, you are talking sarcastic to me now!Still think I feel uncomfortable enough?

Qiu Yan, you will lose energy when you speak like this!Zhang Jilong's expression suddenly became a little serious. What sarcastic words did I say?...Okay, do you think my attitude just now makes you feel uncomfortable, so okay, I will talk to you: I am very grateful for your rescue of Qi Qi; but do you admit that you are too inappropriate in your way of doing things?You kid is really shocked!This matter has nothing to do with whether you followed Ai Liwei to the corridor and did not stay in the office to report on his work. You know that Ai Liwei is targeting you everywhere, but you want to send troops to him?What's wrong with you?If I were you, would you know what I would do about this matter?

……what will you do?

It's very simple: go directly to school and ask our Han Qiqi and your He Meiyin to have a sick leave with Sun Xiaopity. At the same time, in the name of Zhang Jilong and He Qiuyan, they will directly pick up Meiyin and Qiqi away, and they will not be allowed to participate in the physical examination.Things are over.Zhang Jilong looked at me and said, "Doing this does not hinder public affairs, nor does it handle private affairs." He did not violate discipline, but also saved Meiyin and Qiqi, killing two birds with one stone!

I recalled and assumed...

Indeed, I have a police officer certificate and I am Meiyin's brother. If I pick up Meiyin directly, Sun Xiaopity will definitely not say anything. At the same time, I told the school that picking up Han Qiqi was also approved by the other party's parents, so even if the school wants to find Zhang Jilong or Han Cheng to explain, after the couple contacted me again, they would explain to the school and give me the authorization...

In this way, Meiyin and Qiqi will be fine...

I silently sang an elegy for my IQ in my heart.

That's not right... I looked at Zhang Jilong with some dissatisfaction and struggled to argue, yes, Qi Qi and Mei Yin are both saved, but what about the other girls in the school?

Zhang Jilong spread his hands: Other girls, what do I care about them?Protecting them is their parents’ responsibility and obligation, and I don’t care about Ah!It doesn’t matter to me, I, Zhang Jilong, are not a philanthropist.It's enough for me to protect my close relatives and my friend's daughter. I'm not doing this wrong, right?Even if it was spread out afterwards and was found out by outsiders, they wouldn't find any fault, right?Furthermore, if I was you, Zhang Jilong, now a policeman in the criminal police team, then I will do whatever my superiors ordered me to do; when no orders fell on me, I would just stand by.If you ask for a sick leave for your sister and friend’s daughter, no one can say that I violate discipline, right?As a result, you look at your current situation. It seems that you have been promoted. In fact, He Qiuyan, you are afraid that you don’t know yet. You are still punishing yourself in your case!

...So you are not a policeman, Brother Ji Long.I squinted my eyes and looked at Zhang Jilong with a tough bullet. Even if you were brought into the undercover investigator, you would not have any connection with the police. And I, after all, am a policeman, and I still have Xia Xueping's blood flowing!

Haha, you boy, deliberately embarrassed me!Why? I want to argue with me after drinking too much?Hehe, I just didn't fall for it!Zhang Jilong laughed instead of anger, and then said to me: And you are stubborn!Then I ask you Ah: Are you going to do this kind of thing now? Is it against Xia Xueping's way of doing things?Think about it yourself, if Xia Xueping was you, what would you say she would do when you encountered the situation you encountered at that time?Haha, why did you apply to Ai Liwei for police and ask Qiu Kangjian to forge the letter from Director General? Let me tell you: If it were Xia Xueping, she would drive her own SUV directly, one person, one car, and one gun, and decisively and quickly kill Cijing Medical. When Cui Lie was handcuffed and beaten down by the male doctors, she would call the bureau: Hello, Ai Liwei, are you acting team leader today, right?I have already rushed in, and the battle has ended, and Cui Lie has been completely dealt with by me!I just inform you, come and pack the person and take him away, and then search for the evidence!Think about it, is this happening?I heard that when Chen Liangcai was the leader of the group of Chong'an Group, the relationship between Xia Xueping and Chen Liangcai was not much better than that between you and Ai Liwei; but at that time, Xia Xueping did a lot of things like this!Is it much less pleasant for her to do this than what you do?

When I heard this, I laughed: Haha, Xia Xueping is really capable of doing this kind of thing!

But then, I suddenly remembered the way she was when she fell on the bed and cried aggrievedly at noon, which made me choke again. Alas, what's the use of saying this now?...The two of us have become the joy of Wushan and Yaochi. What else can I do now?

Qiuyan Ah Qiuyan, Zhang Jilong scratched his forehead and then said to me, I didn’t mean to stimulate you, I just wanted to ask again: Are you really sure Xia Xueping and Ai Liwei did what you thought?

As soon as I heard Zhang Jilong say this again, I felt very bored; but when I looked at Zhang Jilong's eyes again, something seemed to be in his eyes.

Brother Ji Long, I asked hesitantly, "You must know something, right?"

...Haha, you kid really know how to guess!What can I know about the two of them at Xia Xueping’s house?Zhang Jilong's eyes dodged and looked out the window. I just felt strange... Ah... Speaking of which, he and Xia Xueping had been sucking behind his butt for seven or eight years.Everyone in your municipal bureau said that Xia Xueping had no good face when meeting or talking to him; before He Qiuyan came to the municipal bureau, it was rumored that Ai Liwei could make her laugh; therefore, if he really had the intention to confess his love to Xia Xueping and go to bed, he would have the chance. Although Xia Xueping is known as a "cold-blooded lone wolf", this is in the world, most women are always easy to be soft-hearted.But why did this little boy stop doing it early or late, and wait until the fake boyfriend of Xia Xueping, who was beaten to death by you, died before he confessed his love?If he is willing, before you enter the municipal bureau, what are he and the one who is beaten to death by you?Oh yes, Duan Jie, wouldn’t he and Duan Jie competed for it at that time?He is the first to get the moon!And now, why did he wait until you have a secret mission before climbing onto Xia Xueping's bed?Don’t you find these things strange?

I listened to Zhang Jilong's words, but at this moment I was in a mess and I didn't have the energy to think about this issue.

Seeing that I had no intention of thinking about what he said, Zhang Jilong thought about it and asked me: By the way, I heard that you are quite a glorious today!He took away all the principal and vice principals of No. 1 Middle School of the city, and also took away a bunch of small officials and officials from the school.I heard from Qi Qi that Sun Xiaopity was taken away by you in person, right?

right.

Well done.Zhang Jilong gave me a thumbs up.

Haha, you liked me this time, no longer warned me or blamed me?I deliberately teased Zhang Jilong.

Zhang Jilong sighed helplessly.

So I asked him about Yuan Su and Liu Bin, and he answered truthfully.

Why do I feel that you, President Zhang, are deliberately waiting for our police, procuratorial and judicial departments to deal with them?Logically speaking, this is not like your President Zhang's personality.

Haha, what is my personality?

Based on my understanding of you, you should actually deal with these two scumbags with your own hands, and at least you should deal with Yuan Su with your own hands.

Zhang Jilong took a deep breath, looked at me and said: I am actually timid, okay?

Don't tease me, Brother Jilong.What the hell is going on?I looked at Zhang Jilong and asked seriously, but I didn't believe that he had never thought of sending someone to be Liu Bin and Yuan Su.

Zhang Jilong thought for a moment and said to me: Qiuyan, have you played Go?

Down.When I was a kid, my father forced me to learn it.

Well... Then let me tell you this. When playing Go later, the black and white pieces will fall into a stalemate state. At this time, you have to consider something more complicated: every decision you make may affect every move you have made before. For example, you can clearly fill in a tiger mouth and eat a piece of the other party, but at this time, you have to think about whether you eat this piece or not, whether you fill in a tiger mouth or not; if at this time, in order to care about the gains and losses of a son in front of you, it is very likely that after you fill in this tiger mouth and eat this piece, your son will be surrounded by the other party; you will be defeated because you only eat one piece, and you will lose all the mistakes!This is the state of dealing with Yuan Su and Liu Bin.Let’s not talk about Yuan Su. The bond between me and Liu Bin is far beyond your imagination. So, before Xia Xueping was plotted against that night, I wanted to deal with them.

Then why didn't you take action?

Qiuyan, remember that sometimes, some things may not be a win if you take action.Maybe, you will become more and more passive.Zhang Jilong scratched his scalp and said to me: I almost couldn't resist the urge to take action, but someone persuaded me with one sentence.

Who Ah?

Your director Xu Yuan.Just a few days after you left the team, when I was on the phone and quarreled, he suddenly said something and persuaded me to stop.I felt like he knew that I was going to attack Liu Bin at that time.

...I remembered that on the day I went to stab Cijing’s medical mafengwo, Han Qiqi told me that you and Sister Cheng went to City D because of Miss Yang’s affairs, right?Could the matter between you and Liu Bin be related to this matter, right?

Zhang Jilong nodded: Yes.But to be precise, Han Cheng and I went to City D because of Governor Yang.Yang'er told Han Cheng clearly on the phone, but just told Han Cheng that she wanted to invite us to City D for a walk. Han Cheng heard that Yang Zhaolan's tone was not right when she was calling, so we drove away quickly. After listening to local news on the radio on the way, I realized that the governor was also inspecting the specific information in City D for a while. Don't ask about this. I can't tell you more detailed things, and the less you know, the better.Anyway, after I came back from City D, I always wanted to fight with Liu Bin... Xu Yuan was so angry that he quarreled with me, but sometimes his mind was much more sober than me.

How did he persuade you?

He didn't say anything to me clearly, so he mentioned eight words, "Heshen fell, Jiaqing was full," and asked me to think about it myself.Zhang Jilong looked cold and then I figured it out. In just these eight words, Xu Yuan had already told me everything he could tell me.Xu Yuan clearly saw one thing clearly: If I rashly vent my anger for Yang Zhaolan's father, someone would definitely be unfavorable to me, and some people would have made some attempts to my Longda Group long ago.

‘Heshen fell, Jiaqing had enough food’… Could it be that Xu Yuan was talking about the capital…

Zhang Jilong shook his head: Stop it, I know what you are going to say.You don’t understand politics, so you don’t say anything less.This kind of thing is not as far as you imagined, but not as simple as you understand it. Especially after the two parties reconciled, the relationship between City F and the capital political circle was complicated... Do you still remember the things I told you about in Xia Xueping's ward before?

I remember.You said something mysterious organization, you said they could penetrate all the power institutions in this country.

Zhang Jilong nodded and continued to say to me: Xu Yuan must have known about the existence of those people for a long time, and he was also investigating this matter in private. I even think he should have tried a few tricks with them.

You mean, Yuan Su and Liu Bin are also related to that mysterious organization?

Haha, otherwise you think, why do they dare to be so brave?Dare to openly collude with Cui Lie and plot against female students from various schools?He even wanted to hit my daughter Qi Qi, the director of the tax bureau, and the daughter of Chairman SW Real Estate Feng?Then Yuan Su and Liu Bin are two white pieces trapped in the tiger's mouth. Whether I want to use black pieces to surround them will be related to my winning or losing in the whole game.

So, you took the opportunity to blackmail Yuan Su 10 million yuan?I asked.

Haha, do you know everything about this?Zhang Jilong said honestly that in fact, there are not only these, but also stocks and futures with a market value of 3 million US dollars extorted from Liu Bin; but I didn't keep any of these money in my hands.

Whose hands?I asked half-believingly.

OK, I will tell you, and even if I tell you, you cannot check these funds. They have now been included in the public funds account of the opposition party's party headquarters and are counted as the opposition party's property.Although the anonymous organization dared to infiltrate various power organs, if they were allowed to be enemies with the three parties and confront each other head-on, they probably wouldn't dare to do this biological chain.Yuansu thought that the 10 million cash was given to me, but that was only nominal.I won't lie to you at all, Qiu Yan, I haven't seen the ten million yuan in cash.

Are you saying true?

Otherwise, you think that those people in the Opposition Propaganda Department had to have a meal with me that night? When it comes to that meal, it is really hard to describe... I, Zhang Jilong, have never had such a meal since my life!The food was not as good as the soap I had picked up!Those people are fucking, now they don’t treat people like us as chamber pots, they just treat us as cash machines!Forget it, let's not talk about this...

The politics is sinister and complicated. To be honest, I don’t understand and are interested in what Zhang Jilong said.

Zhang Jilong took a sip of the cigar and continued to ask me: Then what are you planning to do now?Isn’t you a policeman just to prove yourself in front of Xia Xueping?

I don't know... I smoked a cigar, and I forgot that I was smoking a cigar, so I passed through my lungs and coughed non-stop.

What's wrong? Master, do you still want to quit Ah?

Maybe... I said.

Haha, it’s not a big deal for you to quit!Zhang Jilong smiled and patted my arm. I said you boy, you want to leave the city police station twice, right?The result is that you didn’t leave twice, which means that you didn’t aim at Xia Xueping. You will be in the municipal bureau in this life. You are destined to be a policeman in this life!If you resign, fish are gone from water and grass are gone from soil, how can you think you can live?

What he said is not unreasonable.

But whether I left or came back, it was all because of Xia Xueping.

I looked up at Zhang Jilong and asked him: Are you afraid that no one will give you a message to Xu Yuan after I leave?No one is in the city bureau for you to be your bright card?

Hahaha... See through and don't say it out!Zhang Jilong looked at my entanglement and pain, leaned his back on the back of the chair, and crossed his legs: He Qiuyan, I'll ask you another question: Just as you see now, Xia Xueping is having sex with another man; if one day, some other situations happen, Xia Xueping changed her mind and found that what she liked was actually your biological son. She could accept herself in an incest relationship with you. Will you still accept her?

I……

Facing this problem, I was a little speechless.

If I ask if I still love Xia Xueping now, the answer is two words: of course; but if I ask me, if Xia Xueping after having such a relationship with Ai Liwei, I want to find me and say I want to be with me, will I be with her... I don’t know how to answer this question.

When dignity and emotion are opposed, I really don’t know how I should choose.

Zhang Jilong pointed at me and said: Look, I just said that you are procrastinating and looking around when doing things and making decisions.Can't answer?Then I'll ask you again, you say you like Xia Xueping and love Xia Xueping. Think clearly, what do you like and love her?

Why do you ask me this question?I have no idea!I said with a frown.

Xia Xueping always asks you this question?

For Ah.

Zhang Jilong looked at me and smiled, which means that you won’t be in love!It's women who like to ask this question.Of course I am talking about women, mature women, not 'girls'.Do you know?You kids are always willing to say that they love each other day, but I tell you that loving this kind of thing is just an expression in the mouths of young people, but in the ears of people who are over 25 years old, it is a kind of guarantee that is hard to come by.

Sister Cheng and Miss Yang have also asked you this question?

I've asked, why haven't I asked?Especially Yang Zhaolan, her situation makes her even more vulnerable.

Then how did you answer?

Han Cheng asked me once, and she asked me what I loved her, and I said, what I love is her simplicity.As for Yang'er, haha, I have to change the answer every half month, but she knows, and I know that what I love is her entanglement.

Simple, entangled, two words with such a big gap... I sighed and said.

Don’t use these two answers to deal with Xia Xueping. If you say it wrong or speak it carelessly, this is a kind of harm to women.Zhang Jilong thought about it and asked me again, tell me honestly, He Qiuyan, the sudden change from the previous opposing mother-son relationship to your so-called "love". Does it come from your physical attraction to her and your desire to possess her?You think honestly and tell me honestly.

I let out a long sigh and sorted out everything that happened between me and Xia Xueping from the reunion to the present: At the beginning, at Jin Meng ChampselliWhen I met Xia Xueping and Duan Yicheng, I was disdainful to Xia Xueping, and I was not so jealous of Duan Yicheng. Later, at the scene of Lu Hong's death, Xia Xueping pressed on me and stimulated my physiological reaction. When I looked at her, I felt my heartbeat faster. Then when Zhou Zhengxu wanted to assassinate her, she was pressed under me. I saw her bra through her collar. I almost dreamed of her figure curve every night. Then that night, at the door of Xia Xueping's house, I saw Duan Yicheng want to kiss Xia Xueping but was rejected, but I felt very relieved. Later, I saw Xia Xueping naked, saw her scars, and the most mysterious part of her body. I began to make up my mind and began to have the desire to protect her for the rest of my life...

My God, I never realized that my self-conceited great taboo unrequited love is indeed my sexual desire for Xia Xueping...

I nodded embarrassedly.

Zhang Jilong also nodded: Very good, just be able to realize this.In fact, there is nothing shameful about this. You should know that men's attraction to the opposite sex and even the same sex actually comes from physical possessiveness.However, you should know that although desire is specific, it is temporary and unstable.Although women's attraction to the opposite sex and even the same sex also comes from physical possessiveness, at the same time, they need something more stable to ensure that their emotional life is stable. If you think about it carefully, women of all kinds in society will choose marriage, legal cohabitation, ambiguity, long-term friend, long-term spiritual love, or master-slave relationship in SM. No matter what the difference is, they are only continuous and stable in essence.I know you are only 21 years old, and you still have many things that you have not experienced or experienced in this world, but since you have made a choice, you have to give Xia Xueping something stable.Really, Qiuyan, if you could have answered this question, you might not have had as many things as you did today.

I fell into deep annoyance when Zhang Jilong said it.

You can stay in the police station.Maybe things are not as unbearable as you imagined, maybe things will turn around?Zhang Jilong said confidently, "Let's do it, you continue to be your director of the Department of Discipline in the police station. At the appropriate time, I need to continue to chat with you like today. To thank you for helping me, I can agree to your three requests: the premise is that first, it is not illegal, and second, I will only help you personally or those around you, but I will not help you with your police station."What do you think?

...How do you want me to help you?

Just help me Ah.I said, just like today, it’s enough to come out and chat with me.You've told me a lot of useful information.Zhang Jilong spread his hands to me and said.

Ah?After hearing Zhang Jilong's words, I suddenly felt a little panicked. I didn't tell you anything about the secrets in our bureau!

Hahaha, are you talking less?Zhang Jilong opened his eyes wide like a lion who had always been ambitious and said to me: What I talked to you tonight has made you feel relieved and benefited a lot.If I ask someone if there is any important news in your workplace, then the information he gives me may not be true; but if I don’t tell him that I want something, but instead let him hand over the things inadvertently, then this thing must be true.

I realized a little bit. When I was telling him about my search for Cijing Medical Center, I mentioned the General Affairs Office Shao Jianying's investigation of the looted batch of guns and bullets... I really can't think of anything else that would be useful to Zhang Jilong.

Alas, he made a promise to me anyway, saying that he would help me realize three requests, not take advantage of the benefits, but not take advantage of them. Why didn’t I agree?

Well, my first request is that you have to help me bring down Ai Liwei!

I said to Zhang Jilong.

Hey, fuck, Qiuyan... No, I have to say more Ah: Why did you want to overthrow him?

Don’t he like Xia Xueping?Hasn’t he already slept with Xia Xueping?Humph, I definitely won't let him go so smoothly...

Hello, boy!Don't think about it first?

Before I could finish my words, Zhang Jilong checked them directly: Qiu Yan Ah, Qiu Yan, I saw that... Although you are more mature than your peers, you are essentially a child!The Taoist practice is still shallow!It’s not that I don’t want to help you 'turn him down'. First of all, do you think it’s interesting to ask me to help you kill a little ant?I said that Zhang Jilong and a little policeman went to evil and slandered another little policeman. Is this kind of thing good to spread?Secondly, I am a gangster, how can I interfere with the internal affairs of your police station?What's more, just because Ai Liwei was lying on Xia Xueping's bed and you slept together as if they were both asleep, you would 'turn down' him and listen to what you said, as if he made his image quite tall... and he also turned him down, I'll ask you, He Qiuyan, did Ai Liwei's little boy stand up from beginning to end?If you insist that I help you to bring down someone, it’s almost the same for me to help you pull down Xu Yuan... Qiu Yan, don’t be led by the enemy!

Zhang Jilong put the cigar next to the cup, waited for the cigar to go out by itself, and then said to me: So, I can help you carefully check this Ai Liwei and hand over all his information to you; as for how you use his things to deal with him, this is your own business.OK?

I gritted my teeth and nodded: OK!

OK, then this is the first request.Are there two other requests?

I haven't thought about it yet... I'll tell you when I think about it.

OK, always accompany you.But Qiu Yan, you have to remember this period of time: Don’t act as arrogant as before, do you know?After you have tried Ai Liwei a few times, don’t you think his purpose is to anger you?Listen to me, if you really want to avenge him, this is the best state that you can keep your anger from taking Xia Xueping away, at least make him look unmoved, and then it is best to be able to move your brain, which in turn makes him so angry that he jumps up and down.If you don't believe it, try it.

I nodded without understanding.

Zhang Jilong looked at me and smiled reluctantly: Let's go, stop drinking.The bar is closed soon. Besides, drinking too much is not good for the liver and kidneys.Men have to pay attention to their own body, and there are opportunities to use their own body in the future.

So I also stood up staggeringly and followed Zhang Jilong out of the bar.

Zhang Jilong stood at the door and answered the phone, while I stood on the street with my head tilted down to welcome the cold wind.

Standing in the dark night, I let myself be very awake by the cold wind.

Walking in the cold wind of the winter night, all the dreams are all lonely. But how do you make sure that you have loved me, staying in the cold wind of the winter night, I don’t want to pretend to be fragile. I don’t say it doesn’t mean I…

You are all veterans and have been with me for so many years. Do you still need to ask me about this kind of thing?...buried.Hang up.After Zhang Jilong hung up the phone, he looked at me who was shaking and protested to me: Uh!OK!Anyway!Stop singing!Why are you drunk in the middle of the night and not disturbing the people?I said, do you kid need me to send you back to your place?

I waved my hand and said to Zhang Jilong: It's okay, I can leave by myself!

Then you have to be careful.Zhang Jilong said to me, after his car was driven in front of me by the driver, he waved his hand to me: See you back.

Then he opened the back seat of his car.

Oh, by the way, boy, Zhang Jilong had already leaned into the car, suddenly retreated and asked me: Have you heard the story of "The Monkey Fighting the Moon"?

Who hasn't heard of this story?While complaining about Zhang Jilong's boredom in my heart, I said to him, "A group of monkeys want to catch the moon... one holding one's feet and hang it on the tree... and then let the monkey at the bottom go fishing for the moon, but in the end I didn't catch anything in the water and the flowers in the mirror, that's something that I can't get!

Zhang Jilong looked at me and smiled, and said to me: I guess the story you heard should not be the original one.

The fucking original version?

Well, there are also original versions, I have heard the original story.Zhang Jilong said, in the original story, it was said: The little monkeys were about to catch the moon in the water, but as soon as they put their hands in the water, the moon in the water immediately broke.The little monkeys hanging on the trees were crying anxiously, thinking that they were doing their own fault and ruined the moon. So each little monkey was sad, blamed and hated, just like your current state. As a result, at this time, a rabbit ran over from the side and pointed to the sky and said to the monkeys: Look, where was the moon damaged?Didn’t the moon hang in the sky all the time?The monkeys looked up and said, hey, the moon was indeed hanging in the sky, not broken at all!So the monkeys were relieved again.Qiuyan, the moon in the water and the flowers in the mirror, are indeed illusory and unattainable things; but sometimes, what you think is unattainable, or even what you think is something that is damaged by someone. Haha, it may not necessarily be true.Zhang Jilong wiped his glasses, then knocked his temple at me, and said, "You boy, don't be hurt secretly anymore."Calm down, sort out your thoughts, and think carefully about this story.

Immediately, Zhang Jilong's car drove away.

I stood there, looking up at the sky. The city was so dark that it was so dark for me. But when the wind blew, the black clouds dissipated, but I saw the bright moon hanging intact on the sky.