My name is Situ Guang, nicknamed Sima Guang, and I am thirty years old this year.
That's right, a duplicate surname.
Only my family has a compound surname.
When I was young, I always felt that my last name was one more word than others, and I felt very awesome.
As for the nickname, I believe everyone knows it.
As a child, I learned a text "Sima Guang smashed the jar" when I was a child, and since then, I have become this nickname.
But as I grew up, no one around me called that.
It's far away...
My family is in a remote mountain village. The villagers were all moved from various places in the province and even from other provinces when they were my grandfather's generation.
After so many years, I have long since no one knows where my home is.
The reason for this is to say that there are more than a dozen surnames in our village. Except for a few relatives, most families will not talk about blood relationships or other situations.
So, when I was a child, my parents joked with a family with a good relationship in the village, saying that I would tell my brother to have a baby kiss to their second daughter, and I would tell their third daughter to have a baby kiss.
When they grew up, their three daughters and I were just a fellow villager in childhood, and their two daughters really became my sister-in-law.
In recent years, I have lost my job due to the epidemic, so I stayed at home.
I have been outside for so many years and have earned nothing.
So, I simply want to start a small business at home.
Anyway, how can you live not live?
It is precisely because I stay at home that my life has changed drastically.
。。。。。。
Since I was a child, my personality has been quite twisted.
How to twist it? For example, sometimes you are very interested in something.
But in order to show differently from others, they will pretend not to be interested.
It was not until I entered society that I slowly changed a little.
Because of this, I am more introverted now, but I feel a little perverted...
Because of introvert, I grew up so old, I have been in love twice and I am still unmarried.
These two loves, in fact, were talked about in their student careers.
But now when I think about it, whether it is in love or not seems to be just a simple thrust of adolescence.
Or in other words, if someone is in love, he thinks he has to find a girlfriend.
Then if you have a good time around you, you will naturally confirm the relationship.
As for feelings...
Who can understand this thing? It’s not taught in books and it’s all lie in TV series.
Rural children, especially those born in the 1990s, will greet a group of children, go up the mountains and down the water and play around everywhere when they are young.
This was what I was when I was a child. Anyway, as long as it was not school time, there were groups of little guys everywhere in the entire village and around the village.
At that time, there was a small group of four people around me.
Two of them are our neighbors, brothers and sisters. The elder brother is one year older than me and his sister is one year younger than me.
Another one is my sister-in-law.
My sister-in-law is two years older than me, and she has the introverted personality. She has been since childhood and is still still now.
There are four sisters in their family, and she is the second child. Because of their personality, their children don’t like to play with her.
Because our two families have a good relationship, during the busy farming season, both families work together.
We have similar personalities and can play together.
For ordinary boys, or men, many people have sexual enlightenment around them.
Either they are classmates, teachers, sisters at home, or even elders at home.
During that period of sexual development, there may be a woman around her who accidentally reveals a trace of underwear, thighs, or looking at their butts and breasts, which can cause sexual impulses.
And I, my first sexual impulse, was my sister-in-law!
I remember that year I must have just entered junior high school and I had not learned about gender-related knowledge in school...Speaking of which, the teacher doesn't teach you.
One weekend, my sister-in-law and I went to the mountain to pick up wild vegetables, and naturally there were two brothers and sisters from my neighbor’s house.
I clearly remember that the weather was very hot that day and the two girls were wearing long dresses.
The wild land on the mountain is in the form of terraced fields, and the grass is very deep, but I didn’t know how to be afraid at that time.
After the four of us arrived at the place, each of us carried a small basket and separated us to look for wild vegetables.
After we found a piece of land almost the same, we have to go to a piece of land above.
I was too lazy to take a detour, so I simply wanted to climb the hill.
The two brothers and sisters naturally helped each other, leaving me and my sister-in-law behind.
After all, I am a boy, climbing trees all day long and are flexible.
So my sister-in-law climbed up first, and I followed her behind.
In a very steep place, my sister-in-law couldn't climb up, so she could only stand on a tree, step on the ground with one foot and the other foot on the book with the other, and climb up slowly.
Xiaoguang, I'm a little scared...
My sister-in-law is timid. I clearly remember that her exposed calves are trembling slightly.
In order to show my masculinity, I took the initiative to walk over, firmly grasp the trunk, and bent down, so that she could step on my shoulders.
Sure enough, my sister-in-law has a footrest under her feet, so she is much more stable.
At that time, I looked up and wanted to see if she was walking steadily. That's how I looked up...
At that time, there were no such things as safety pants. I saw that inside my sister-in-law's skirt, between her fair legs, a pair of white cotton underwear appeared to fold tightly against her crotch.
Of course, although I knew that boys and girls were different at that time, I didn’t know what was different, and I didn’t have the concept of a vagina in my mind.
The underwear in the vagina is visible to the naked eye, which is a little darker than other places and is a little yellow.
My face turned red immediately and I quickly lowered my head.
Because I have been a child, some friends said that boys cannot look at girls.
But for some reason, I just thought it looked good, so I quietly looked up again and kept looking inside her skirt.
I deeply remember that although my sister-in-law has been thin since she was a child, her thighs are also fleshy. At that time, there were a few faint threads on the edge of her underwear.
With me below, my sister-in-law went up very quickly.
After losing the good-looking one, I followed her and climbed up, feeling full of unfulfilled thoughts.
After my sister-in-law went up, she didn't care about me, but bent down and pulled me up.
I used to have many hands touched her, but that day, my sister-in-law's hands were particularly soft.
After going up, we looked for wild vegetables separately.
When I squatted down, I noticed that my crotch was bulging.
At that time, it was not the first time I had an erection. Sometimes I would notice this when I woke up in the morning, so I didn’t panic at that time, but fortunately I would be fine after a while.
But in the following time, I always approached my sister-in-law intentionally or unintentionally, trying to see if I could see her skirt when she squatted down.
Unfortunately, no, because my sister-in-law's skirt is a long skirt. Even if she is squatting, the skirt is even covered with the knees.
This experience has become an experience that I still cannot forget.
Later, when my classmates went to their house to watch the yellow disc, they realized that men were hard because they missed women.
As she grew up, all the female classmates in the class began to develop, and her attention to her sister-in-law gradually faded.
Our relationship is still very close, but from the beginning of a friend to the time we went to college a few years later, we became my uncle and sister-in-law.
Unfortunately, I was busy with the exam and didn’t go home, so I didn’t see my sister-in-law wearing wedding clothes.
Fortunately, there are wedding photos, although they can't see them clearly, they are better than nothing.
That's right, a duplicate surname.
Only my family has a compound surname.
When I was young, I always felt that my last name was one more word than others, and I felt very awesome.
As for the nickname, I believe everyone knows it.
As a child, I learned a text "Sima Guang smashed the jar" when I was a child, and since then, I have become this nickname.
But as I grew up, no one around me called that.
It's far away...
My family is in a remote mountain village. The villagers were all moved from various places in the province and even from other provinces when they were my grandfather's generation.
After so many years, I have long since no one knows where my home is.
The reason for this is to say that there are more than a dozen surnames in our village. Except for a few relatives, most families will not talk about blood relationships or other situations.
So, when I was a child, my parents joked with a family with a good relationship in the village, saying that I would tell my brother to have a baby kiss to their second daughter, and I would tell their third daughter to have a baby kiss.
When they grew up, their three daughters and I were just a fellow villager in childhood, and their two daughters really became my sister-in-law.
In recent years, I have lost my job due to the epidemic, so I stayed at home.
I have been outside for so many years and have earned nothing.
So, I simply want to start a small business at home.
Anyway, how can you live not live?
It is precisely because I stay at home that my life has changed drastically.
。。。。。。
Since I was a child, my personality has been quite twisted.
How to twist it? For example, sometimes you are very interested in something.
But in order to show differently from others, they will pretend not to be interested.
It was not until I entered society that I slowly changed a little.
Because of this, I am more introverted now, but I feel a little perverted...
Because of introvert, I grew up so old, I have been in love twice and I am still unmarried.
These two loves, in fact, were talked about in their student careers.
But now when I think about it, whether it is in love or not seems to be just a simple thrust of adolescence.
Or in other words, if someone is in love, he thinks he has to find a girlfriend.
Then if you have a good time around you, you will naturally confirm the relationship.
As for feelings...
Who can understand this thing? It’s not taught in books and it’s all lie in TV series.
Rural children, especially those born in the 1990s, will greet a group of children, go up the mountains and down the water and play around everywhere when they are young.
This was what I was when I was a child. Anyway, as long as it was not school time, there were groups of little guys everywhere in the entire village and around the village.
At that time, there was a small group of four people around me.
Two of them are our neighbors, brothers and sisters. The elder brother is one year older than me and his sister is one year younger than me.
Another one is my sister-in-law.
My sister-in-law is two years older than me, and she has the introverted personality. She has been since childhood and is still still now.
There are four sisters in their family, and she is the second child. Because of their personality, their children don’t like to play with her.
Because our two families have a good relationship, during the busy farming season, both families work together.
We have similar personalities and can play together.
For ordinary boys, or men, many people have sexual enlightenment around them.
Either they are classmates, teachers, sisters at home, or even elders at home.
During that period of sexual development, there may be a woman around her who accidentally reveals a trace of underwear, thighs, or looking at their butts and breasts, which can cause sexual impulses.
And I, my first sexual impulse, was my sister-in-law!
I remember that year I must have just entered junior high school and I had not learned about gender-related knowledge in school...Speaking of which, the teacher doesn't teach you.
One weekend, my sister-in-law and I went to the mountain to pick up wild vegetables, and naturally there were two brothers and sisters from my neighbor’s house.
I clearly remember that the weather was very hot that day and the two girls were wearing long dresses.
The wild land on the mountain is in the form of terraced fields, and the grass is very deep, but I didn’t know how to be afraid at that time.
After the four of us arrived at the place, each of us carried a small basket and separated us to look for wild vegetables.
After we found a piece of land almost the same, we have to go to a piece of land above.
I was too lazy to take a detour, so I simply wanted to climb the hill.
The two brothers and sisters naturally helped each other, leaving me and my sister-in-law behind.
After all, I am a boy, climbing trees all day long and are flexible.
So my sister-in-law climbed up first, and I followed her behind.
In a very steep place, my sister-in-law couldn't climb up, so she could only stand on a tree, step on the ground with one foot and the other foot on the book with the other, and climb up slowly.
Xiaoguang, I'm a little scared...
My sister-in-law is timid. I clearly remember that her exposed calves are trembling slightly.
In order to show my masculinity, I took the initiative to walk over, firmly grasp the trunk, and bent down, so that she could step on my shoulders.
Sure enough, my sister-in-law has a footrest under her feet, so she is much more stable.
At that time, I looked up and wanted to see if she was walking steadily. That's how I looked up...
At that time, there were no such things as safety pants. I saw that inside my sister-in-law's skirt, between her fair legs, a pair of white cotton underwear appeared to fold tightly against her crotch.
Of course, although I knew that boys and girls were different at that time, I didn’t know what was different, and I didn’t have the concept of a vagina in my mind.
The underwear in the vagina is visible to the naked eye, which is a little darker than other places and is a little yellow.
My face turned red immediately and I quickly lowered my head.
Because I have been a child, some friends said that boys cannot look at girls.
But for some reason, I just thought it looked good, so I quietly looked up again and kept looking inside her skirt.
I deeply remember that although my sister-in-law has been thin since she was a child, her thighs are also fleshy. At that time, there were a few faint threads on the edge of her underwear.
With me below, my sister-in-law went up very quickly.
After losing the good-looking one, I followed her and climbed up, feeling full of unfulfilled thoughts.
After my sister-in-law went up, she didn't care about me, but bent down and pulled me up.
I used to have many hands touched her, but that day, my sister-in-law's hands were particularly soft.
After going up, we looked for wild vegetables separately.
When I squatted down, I noticed that my crotch was bulging.
At that time, it was not the first time I had an erection. Sometimes I would notice this when I woke up in the morning, so I didn’t panic at that time, but fortunately I would be fine after a while.
But in the following time, I always approached my sister-in-law intentionally or unintentionally, trying to see if I could see her skirt when she squatted down.
Unfortunately, no, because my sister-in-law's skirt is a long skirt. Even if she is squatting, the skirt is even covered with the knees.
This experience has become an experience that I still cannot forget.
Later, when my classmates went to their house to watch the yellow disc, they realized that men were hard because they missed women.
As she grew up, all the female classmates in the class began to develop, and her attention to her sister-in-law gradually faded.
Our relationship is still very close, but from the beginning of a friend to the time we went to college a few years later, we became my uncle and sister-in-law.
Unfortunately, I was busy with the exam and didn’t go home, so I didn’t see my sister-in-law wearing wedding clothes.
Fortunately, there are wedding photos, although they can't see them clearly, they are better than nothing.