Having said that, do you know Bai Ying?Have we seen it before?
Zuo Jing was still worried that Ye Rongyu might know Bai Ying. If they knew each other, what should they do about this matter? Then they had to re-plan.
I have met Bai Ying once. When you were a B-B student, Bai Ying has always been a recognized school beauty from her freshman year to her senior year.When I was in my senior year, when I was taking my graduation photo, Cheng Yaojin suddenly appeared.A low-key girl who always bows her head and covers her face with bangs, no one knows what she looks like. It is said that her family’s financial conditions are not very good. She usually has high school uniforms and can’t tell her figure.Maybe it was to leave a souvenir for myself. I wore a skirt that day, and it was said that it was a borrowed skirt, which didn't fit very well.When I was taking pictures, I looked up and showed my face for the first time, which shocked the entire B-size.That figure and face are said to be the most beautiful girl in B’s college in 20 years. Don’t you know this?Most of us went to watch the fun, and I followed him.It was then that I compared Bai Ying and Han Youchu. By the way, that girl was named Han Youchu.The rumor is right, it is indeed pretty.Of course, I also saw you, the school grass beside Bai Ying. At that time, you were very tired of being together.
It seems that there is something happening. I was about to graduate and I didn’t care much about it.
At that time, Zuo Jing and Bai Ying were in love with each other. Zuo Jing really didn't care much about external affairs.
Besides, Xi Shi appeared in the lover's eyes. No matter how Zuo Jing looked at it, he felt that his girlfriend was more beautiful, and he thought that Bai Ying was the most beautiful girl in the world.
I'm afraid it's not just watching the fun, right?With your appearance, you may also be the school beauty of QU back then. Are you afraid you won’t go to PK?
Zuo Jing was a little relieved, just don’t know him.By the way, I would like to praise the other person and say whatever good things are, and I don’t spend money.
I am not a school beauty, I can say whatever others say, I don’t care about this at all.At that time, I was particularly obsessed with cyber attack and defense technology, and I was unkempt and had no time to go.Unlike now, I am the leader of the research team and others have done the work, I will make a lot of time.Otherwise, I wouldn't have come to take on private work like you.Do you know if you have a job like you?That villa is likely to be illiterate in computer networks, and there is no pleasure in the transition from offense to defense.
Don't care?Then you still go to PK Bai Ying and Han Youchu?
Zuo Jing complained secretly, and seemed to have discovered the arrogant attribute hidden by the girl in front of him.
The two of them have the bond of Liu Zhi, and the topics are constantly discussed. It seems that the youngest man has talked about a lot of things about himself.
Ye Rongyu is a typical big girl in the capital, quite talkative.
The rest of the time, Zuo Jing mainly listened and asked questions from time to time, so that she could keep her talking excitedly.
Zuo Jing himself does not understand computing and the Internet. After listening to Dr. Q's lecture, I feel that I have gained a lot.
Bai Ying, who they talked about, was walking out of the bathroom with a pale face.Turn off the bathroom lights, walked into the clinic swayingly, and sat in a chair near the windowsill.
In another corner of the clinic, a middle-aged woman in her 40s sat. At this time, she stood up, poured a glass of warm water, gently placed it in front of Bai Ying, and then asked softly: Have you vomited completely?Need a break?
No, Sister Zhang, I can continue.
Bai Ying looked at the very friendly smiling face in front of her, and her body gradually relaxed, and her vomiting seemed to be much lessening.
This sister Zhang is the only female member among the academic committee members of the domestic trauma psychotherapy professional committee.
Before Zuo Jing was imprisoned, he asked an acquaintance and asked him to ask for help. He found Sister Zhang.
The encounter between Bai Ying and Sister Zhang was designed, and the process was very tortuous, which eventually made Bai Ying a patient of Sister Zhang.
After all, psychological problems in modern people are very common, and Sister Zhang has long stopped accepting new patients easily.
At that time, Zuo Jing still couldn't let go of Bai Ying.
Probably all psychologists have affinity beyond ordinary people. Sister Zhang said softly: After more than a year of psychological treatment, you have returned to your psychological level before the accident. You have recovered your sense of responsibility, shame and awe. You will suffer from the people and things in the past. These are normal.If the pain is higher than the physical endurance threshold, various reactions will occur, some people vomit and some people harm themselves.You just vomited, and the situation was the most ideal. Fortunately, you were not poisoned deeply, so you would definitely be fine to recover completely.
I feel very disgusted with myself and I live the most annoying thing.I feel very disgusted with those people, how can they and them treat me like this?What kind of hatred do I have with them and them?Just ruined my life?
Bai Ying began to cover her face and cried bitterly.
Sister Zhang looked through the notepad and said, what cuckold articles did you read yesterday?Which characters are you impressed?
I saw "The Wife's Desire" yesterday and I was quite touched by Zhou Qing in it.
Bai Ying was still thrusting and slapping.
Our set of therapy is called ‘supersaturation stress therapy’, which is my first creation and has published experimental results in several publications.This is the inspiration I found in our ancient Chinese philosophical thoughts. The so-called extremes will lead to reverse, and the extreme will come.Generally speaking, it is to oversaturate the object to play and experience the role based on the actual situation of the object.The effect is very good in withdrawal, drug addiction and affair.Since you have feelings for Zhou Qing, you can play Zhou Qing today.
Bai Ying went to the bathroom outside the clinic to clean up, then returned to the clinic, took out her iPad, and started reading the script before playing:
Su Qing blew the ash and pressed her temple with the thumb of her other hand, rubbing it slowly.
The milky white fingers appeared and disappeared in the middle of the hair, which made me a little stunned. The fingers were very beautiful, like peeled and washed onion segments, slender, delicate, smooth and round.
I did get divorced because of an extramarital affair, otherwise, I would definitely be a woman who lives a very happy life in the eyes of others.At that time, I was like a princess, proud, willful, arrogant. At home, my husband spoiled me; at work, the leader valued me, and all the male doctors were around me
Happiness is actually a drug. You need to continuously increase the dose to continue to feel that way. Sometimes, you have obviously got a lot, but you are still not satisfied and want more.It was at that time that I met a man, a man with ordinary appearance, vulgar behavior, and always smiling on his face.
I like dancing because I have a good figure, so I look very good when dancing.But I never dance at home. I like to twist my body in the crowd in the dance hall, and then attract the eyes of the people around me. It was an indescribable feeling, a sense of accomplishment, a show-off and display.My ex-husband doesn't like going to the dance hall or me. He is the perfect type of man. He doesn't smoke, drink, or play mahjong. He is considerate and family-oriented. He takes over the factory at a young age. Although it is not of scale, his business is also very exciting.We have nothing, we have a car, a house, and a wealthy life, and live a proud and energetic life.
I met him in the dance hall, it was ridiculous, I paid attention to him entirely because he ignored me.When I dance, all the men will pay attention to me, and sometimes they will even stop and watch. Only he never looks at me, as if I am transparent and not within his sight.Until one day, he invited me to dance, and I danced with him without hesitation, and from that day on for three consecutive days, I only accepted his invitation, and everyone else refused.
I got on the fourth day after I knew him.I never thought I would cheat or betray my family, but sometimes people are very strange. I knew that I could not do anything and should not do anything, but I just couldn't control my body that day, and he took me home on the stairs downstairs of my house. He hugged me, ignoring my opposition and resistance at all, as rude as a bandit.I couldn't tell why, when his hand reached into my skirt, I was afraid and a strange excitement, as if I was possessed, and lay on the handrail of the stairs for him to do it.
I was caught by my husband at home. At that time, he was wearing my husband's clothes and sitting in the position where my husband usually sat watching TV. Then he put on the most beautiful makeup, sat naked on his legs and seduced him. Next to him was our wedding photos.
I asked for a divorce. After a big fuss, although I was unwilling to leave my husband, I knew how much harm he had suffered.He is a normal person, but I am hopeless. I am completely lost in the world of lust and drag him down. In the end, two people must have been destroyed.I have no intention of marrying this man who made me deviate from the trajectory of life. I know he is a devil, and I will be possessed by him as well, but I just can't live without him and I can't help but be unable to resist.
My ex-husband remarried soon, and I was completely relieved. I no longer worried about being discovered and no longer needed to sneak, but I suddenly couldn't find the pleasure!It was strange that at this time I had no desire for him. No matter what occasion or how to stimulate him, I could not feel the fatal temptation that once made my soul tremble.Soon, the man left too. He said he loved me. He said he left because he loved me because he could no longer be happy. He said, "How about you get married, we will have an affair when you get married.'I began to change men constantly, doctors, policemen, students and even beggars, and I developed a pathological greed for men.I repeated the days day after day, changing men one after another, burying myself under the man, sucking the man's semen like a leech.I became more noble, more beautiful, and more dazzling than before, attracting and seducing more men like a magnet. I felt like I had become a demon, like the man who turned me into a demon.
One day I was walking alone on the street and saw my ex-husband and his wife walking across the street from afar with their children in their arms.I suddenly remembered my love with him, and my heart was so painful that I couldn't bear it. I stood in the crowd and cried bitterly.I drank a lot of alcohol that day and drank until very late. When I woke up the next day, I found myself lying in the holly bushes by the roadside with a few dogs around me.
I suddenly felt like these stray dogs, homeless and empty as if they were wandering in the wilderness. I spoke to the dogs, talked for a long time, and then decided to give up my desire and rebuild my world.When I left, I said to them, "You are my witness. If one day you see me lying here again, please take me away like a corpse!』
I have become infamous, and everyone around me knows that I am a bitch, and I know that I am the only one whore. Every woman treats me as an enemy, afraid that her own men will approach me.Over the years, I have tried to change people's impression of me, but it's useless. Gradually, I got used to it. Although I still envy those women who have good men, and although I still long to hug a man without any desire, it was probably a luxury!If it weren't for his current appearance, even a man like that just now wouldn't have.
……
Although I am despised and notorious, I have never given up on my past and yearn for a good man!
……
I have no secrets with her... I have a bad reputation and are hated. There is no friend like a sister. God has tried me, and I met a child who is close to you, who knows the cold and the hot...
……
Even after seeing the happy family formed by his ex-husband on the street, I burst into tears, hating myself and even hating my ruthlessness:
My ex-husband cannot be said badly, but when I filed for divorce, he didn't say anything to keep him, maybe he didn't know. I hope he would say something to forgive me!Even if it is insincere, even if it is just a lie!But he did nothing and put me alone in the sea.When you know your Yan's current situation, it's like seeing her back then, and you really don't want to see her finally get to my point.You do have the right to not forgive her, you can anger her and resent her, but I hope you don’t abandon her!
When she said this, she held my hand and shook slightly, and a deep fear suddenly appeared in her eyes.
In my feelings, the fear seeps out of my bones, and there is a kind of thrilling cold.
Su Qing didn't say anything, probably because she was waiting for my response.
Her intentions have already understood how to save my marriage.
Or she was saving her former self, and I suddenly remembered the sigh of the day she first talked to me about the past: Child?
If there were any, maybe it wouldn't be where it is today.
When she said this, there was a hint of bitterness on her face, as if she was regretting a turning point in her life.
I suddenly understood why Su Qing had infinite confidence in me and was a child!
Yan and I have a bond that cannot be given up, which is our daughter Jiajia.
I'm not sure that it will definitely ease the relationship between you, but at that time I just wanted your Yan to agree to do so.Maybe I really have selfishness, maybe I really like you, in my life, there is no more important man, which makes my heart always float in the air and never fall to the ground.I am actually the one who needs to be saved......
After reading this, Bai Ying also felt a deep fear.That fear penetrates from the bones, with a kind of thrilling cold.
Zuo Jing was still worried that Ye Rongyu might know Bai Ying. If they knew each other, what should they do about this matter? Then they had to re-plan.
I have met Bai Ying once. When you were a B-B student, Bai Ying has always been a recognized school beauty from her freshman year to her senior year.When I was in my senior year, when I was taking my graduation photo, Cheng Yaojin suddenly appeared.A low-key girl who always bows her head and covers her face with bangs, no one knows what she looks like. It is said that her family’s financial conditions are not very good. She usually has high school uniforms and can’t tell her figure.Maybe it was to leave a souvenir for myself. I wore a skirt that day, and it was said that it was a borrowed skirt, which didn't fit very well.When I was taking pictures, I looked up and showed my face for the first time, which shocked the entire B-size.That figure and face are said to be the most beautiful girl in B’s college in 20 years. Don’t you know this?Most of us went to watch the fun, and I followed him.It was then that I compared Bai Ying and Han Youchu. By the way, that girl was named Han Youchu.The rumor is right, it is indeed pretty.Of course, I also saw you, the school grass beside Bai Ying. At that time, you were very tired of being together.
It seems that there is something happening. I was about to graduate and I didn’t care much about it.
At that time, Zuo Jing and Bai Ying were in love with each other. Zuo Jing really didn't care much about external affairs.
Besides, Xi Shi appeared in the lover's eyes. No matter how Zuo Jing looked at it, he felt that his girlfriend was more beautiful, and he thought that Bai Ying was the most beautiful girl in the world.
I'm afraid it's not just watching the fun, right?With your appearance, you may also be the school beauty of QU back then. Are you afraid you won’t go to PK?
Zuo Jing was a little relieved, just don’t know him.By the way, I would like to praise the other person and say whatever good things are, and I don’t spend money.
I am not a school beauty, I can say whatever others say, I don’t care about this at all.At that time, I was particularly obsessed with cyber attack and defense technology, and I was unkempt and had no time to go.Unlike now, I am the leader of the research team and others have done the work, I will make a lot of time.Otherwise, I wouldn't have come to take on private work like you.Do you know if you have a job like you?That villa is likely to be illiterate in computer networks, and there is no pleasure in the transition from offense to defense.
Don't care?Then you still go to PK Bai Ying and Han Youchu?
Zuo Jing complained secretly, and seemed to have discovered the arrogant attribute hidden by the girl in front of him.
The two of them have the bond of Liu Zhi, and the topics are constantly discussed. It seems that the youngest man has talked about a lot of things about himself.
Ye Rongyu is a typical big girl in the capital, quite talkative.
The rest of the time, Zuo Jing mainly listened and asked questions from time to time, so that she could keep her talking excitedly.
Zuo Jing himself does not understand computing and the Internet. After listening to Dr. Q's lecture, I feel that I have gained a lot.
Bai Ying, who they talked about, was walking out of the bathroom with a pale face.Turn off the bathroom lights, walked into the clinic swayingly, and sat in a chair near the windowsill.
In another corner of the clinic, a middle-aged woman in her 40s sat. At this time, she stood up, poured a glass of warm water, gently placed it in front of Bai Ying, and then asked softly: Have you vomited completely?Need a break?
No, Sister Zhang, I can continue.
Bai Ying looked at the very friendly smiling face in front of her, and her body gradually relaxed, and her vomiting seemed to be much lessening.
This sister Zhang is the only female member among the academic committee members of the domestic trauma psychotherapy professional committee.
Before Zuo Jing was imprisoned, he asked an acquaintance and asked him to ask for help. He found Sister Zhang.
The encounter between Bai Ying and Sister Zhang was designed, and the process was very tortuous, which eventually made Bai Ying a patient of Sister Zhang.
After all, psychological problems in modern people are very common, and Sister Zhang has long stopped accepting new patients easily.
At that time, Zuo Jing still couldn't let go of Bai Ying.
Probably all psychologists have affinity beyond ordinary people. Sister Zhang said softly: After more than a year of psychological treatment, you have returned to your psychological level before the accident. You have recovered your sense of responsibility, shame and awe. You will suffer from the people and things in the past. These are normal.If the pain is higher than the physical endurance threshold, various reactions will occur, some people vomit and some people harm themselves.You just vomited, and the situation was the most ideal. Fortunately, you were not poisoned deeply, so you would definitely be fine to recover completely.
I feel very disgusted with myself and I live the most annoying thing.I feel very disgusted with those people, how can they and them treat me like this?What kind of hatred do I have with them and them?Just ruined my life?
Bai Ying began to cover her face and cried bitterly.
Sister Zhang looked through the notepad and said, what cuckold articles did you read yesterday?Which characters are you impressed?
I saw "The Wife's Desire" yesterday and I was quite touched by Zhou Qing in it.
Bai Ying was still thrusting and slapping.
Our set of therapy is called ‘supersaturation stress therapy’, which is my first creation and has published experimental results in several publications.This is the inspiration I found in our ancient Chinese philosophical thoughts. The so-called extremes will lead to reverse, and the extreme will come.Generally speaking, it is to oversaturate the object to play and experience the role based on the actual situation of the object.The effect is very good in withdrawal, drug addiction and affair.Since you have feelings for Zhou Qing, you can play Zhou Qing today.
Bai Ying went to the bathroom outside the clinic to clean up, then returned to the clinic, took out her iPad, and started reading the script before playing:
Su Qing blew the ash and pressed her temple with the thumb of her other hand, rubbing it slowly.
The milky white fingers appeared and disappeared in the middle of the hair, which made me a little stunned. The fingers were very beautiful, like peeled and washed onion segments, slender, delicate, smooth and round.
I did get divorced because of an extramarital affair, otherwise, I would definitely be a woman who lives a very happy life in the eyes of others.At that time, I was like a princess, proud, willful, arrogant. At home, my husband spoiled me; at work, the leader valued me, and all the male doctors were around me
Happiness is actually a drug. You need to continuously increase the dose to continue to feel that way. Sometimes, you have obviously got a lot, but you are still not satisfied and want more.It was at that time that I met a man, a man with ordinary appearance, vulgar behavior, and always smiling on his face.
I like dancing because I have a good figure, so I look very good when dancing.But I never dance at home. I like to twist my body in the crowd in the dance hall, and then attract the eyes of the people around me. It was an indescribable feeling, a sense of accomplishment, a show-off and display.My ex-husband doesn't like going to the dance hall or me. He is the perfect type of man. He doesn't smoke, drink, or play mahjong. He is considerate and family-oriented. He takes over the factory at a young age. Although it is not of scale, his business is also very exciting.We have nothing, we have a car, a house, and a wealthy life, and live a proud and energetic life.
I met him in the dance hall, it was ridiculous, I paid attention to him entirely because he ignored me.When I dance, all the men will pay attention to me, and sometimes they will even stop and watch. Only he never looks at me, as if I am transparent and not within his sight.Until one day, he invited me to dance, and I danced with him without hesitation, and from that day on for three consecutive days, I only accepted his invitation, and everyone else refused.
I got on the fourth day after I knew him.I never thought I would cheat or betray my family, but sometimes people are very strange. I knew that I could not do anything and should not do anything, but I just couldn't control my body that day, and he took me home on the stairs downstairs of my house. He hugged me, ignoring my opposition and resistance at all, as rude as a bandit.I couldn't tell why, when his hand reached into my skirt, I was afraid and a strange excitement, as if I was possessed, and lay on the handrail of the stairs for him to do it.
I was caught by my husband at home. At that time, he was wearing my husband's clothes and sitting in the position where my husband usually sat watching TV. Then he put on the most beautiful makeup, sat naked on his legs and seduced him. Next to him was our wedding photos.
I asked for a divorce. After a big fuss, although I was unwilling to leave my husband, I knew how much harm he had suffered.He is a normal person, but I am hopeless. I am completely lost in the world of lust and drag him down. In the end, two people must have been destroyed.I have no intention of marrying this man who made me deviate from the trajectory of life. I know he is a devil, and I will be possessed by him as well, but I just can't live without him and I can't help but be unable to resist.
My ex-husband remarried soon, and I was completely relieved. I no longer worried about being discovered and no longer needed to sneak, but I suddenly couldn't find the pleasure!It was strange that at this time I had no desire for him. No matter what occasion or how to stimulate him, I could not feel the fatal temptation that once made my soul tremble.Soon, the man left too. He said he loved me. He said he left because he loved me because he could no longer be happy. He said, "How about you get married, we will have an affair when you get married.'I began to change men constantly, doctors, policemen, students and even beggars, and I developed a pathological greed for men.I repeated the days day after day, changing men one after another, burying myself under the man, sucking the man's semen like a leech.I became more noble, more beautiful, and more dazzling than before, attracting and seducing more men like a magnet. I felt like I had become a demon, like the man who turned me into a demon.
One day I was walking alone on the street and saw my ex-husband and his wife walking across the street from afar with their children in their arms.I suddenly remembered my love with him, and my heart was so painful that I couldn't bear it. I stood in the crowd and cried bitterly.I drank a lot of alcohol that day and drank until very late. When I woke up the next day, I found myself lying in the holly bushes by the roadside with a few dogs around me.
I suddenly felt like these stray dogs, homeless and empty as if they were wandering in the wilderness. I spoke to the dogs, talked for a long time, and then decided to give up my desire and rebuild my world.When I left, I said to them, "You are my witness. If one day you see me lying here again, please take me away like a corpse!』
I have become infamous, and everyone around me knows that I am a bitch, and I know that I am the only one whore. Every woman treats me as an enemy, afraid that her own men will approach me.Over the years, I have tried to change people's impression of me, but it's useless. Gradually, I got used to it. Although I still envy those women who have good men, and although I still long to hug a man without any desire, it was probably a luxury!If it weren't for his current appearance, even a man like that just now wouldn't have.
……
Although I am despised and notorious, I have never given up on my past and yearn for a good man!
……
I have no secrets with her... I have a bad reputation and are hated. There is no friend like a sister. God has tried me, and I met a child who is close to you, who knows the cold and the hot...
……
Even after seeing the happy family formed by his ex-husband on the street, I burst into tears, hating myself and even hating my ruthlessness:
My ex-husband cannot be said badly, but when I filed for divorce, he didn't say anything to keep him, maybe he didn't know. I hope he would say something to forgive me!Even if it is insincere, even if it is just a lie!But he did nothing and put me alone in the sea.When you know your Yan's current situation, it's like seeing her back then, and you really don't want to see her finally get to my point.You do have the right to not forgive her, you can anger her and resent her, but I hope you don’t abandon her!
When she said this, she held my hand and shook slightly, and a deep fear suddenly appeared in her eyes.
In my feelings, the fear seeps out of my bones, and there is a kind of thrilling cold.
Su Qing didn't say anything, probably because she was waiting for my response.
Her intentions have already understood how to save my marriage.
Or she was saving her former self, and I suddenly remembered the sigh of the day she first talked to me about the past: Child?
If there were any, maybe it wouldn't be where it is today.
When she said this, there was a hint of bitterness on her face, as if she was regretting a turning point in her life.
I suddenly understood why Su Qing had infinite confidence in me and was a child!
Yan and I have a bond that cannot be given up, which is our daughter Jiajia.
I'm not sure that it will definitely ease the relationship between you, but at that time I just wanted your Yan to agree to do so.Maybe I really have selfishness, maybe I really like you, in my life, there is no more important man, which makes my heart always float in the air and never fall to the ground.I am actually the one who needs to be saved......
After reading this, Bai Ying also felt a deep fear.That fear penetrates from the bones, with a kind of thrilling cold.
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