Would you like to hear my story?Fu Zheng narrowed his eyes gently and fell into memories. Thirteen years ago, I was about the same age as you now.I just got into the first year of the University of X and I felt it was wonderful to be able to leave home and live a free life.
At that time, my relationship with my family was not very good.My father is a professor at R University, and my mother is a teacher at R University Affiliated High School. I also have a younger brother at home, who is one and a half years younger than me.
The reason why I don’t have a good relationship with my family is nothing special now.I am the eldest son, and my father's hopes for me are more important.He wanted me to study medicine, but I was unwilling. When I applied for the exam, I insisted on studying for financial studies at X University. In the end, my family couldn't resist me and had to go with me.There is another reason why I don’t study in R University’s medical department, which is that I don’t want to live under my father’s sorrow.
The old man was angry with me for a long time. When I packed my luggage to live on campus, he was unwilling to give it to me.I was so happy that no one cared about it and didn't care about it.Thinking about what happened at that time now, it really is nothing.Except for being a little stubborn, the old man is very good.As the eldest son, I should always bear more burdens, but when I understood, it was too late.
Fu Zheng shook the glass of wine in his hand with a complicated expression, and stared at the crystal liquid for a while.
Just when Yuan Yi thought he was going to end the topic, Fu Zheng spoke again.
My brother is dead.
……
He jumped down from the nine floors and died on the spot.There was also a high school student who committed suicide with him. He originally wanted to jump off the building, but when he saw my brother falling to pieces, he was so scared that he peed his pants and couldn't move. Finally, he went to call the police in tears.
Fu Zheng raised his head and smiled gently at Yuan Yi, as if he was talking about something that was not happening to him at all.
He was only sixteen that year and didn't know anything.Just died that way.
etc!Yuan Yi wanted to stand up from the chair, but Fu Zheng reached out and grabbed it. I felt very sympathetic to your younger brother's experience.But you said this... what does this have to do with me... what does it have to do with my mother!
Fu Zheng smiled and took the young man's hand with a red face, pressing his shoulder hard: Listen to me and continue talking.
My brother jumped at night, and it was noon the next day when I got the news.I returned home and followed my mother to take care of the funeral, so busy that I didn’t even have time to feel sad.And my old man didn't breathe after receiving the bad news and almost died in the emergency room.After being rescued, something was wrong with the whole person.
We didn't pay attention at first, thinking that he was overly sad, and he was usually taciturn, so we didn't take it seriously.But after a while, we found that the old man was really confused.
After all my brother's funeral was handled, I was about to return to school.Before leaving, I went to his house to take a look.The old man sat alone in front of the window, staring blankly at the chess game.When I went in, the old man actually raised his head and smiled at me, waved me to go in and play chess with him... God knows that I haven't talked to him for almost a year.We were both angry after gambling for a year, and neither of us had ever paid attention to each other.
I walked over, sat opposite him, and called out dad.I said, you are well, take care of your health.
The old man seemed to have not heard it and kept laughing at me. He said, "Fu Cheng, don't cheat again, hurry up and finish this game with me."
……
I said, Dad, I am not Fu Cheng, I am Fu Zheng.
The old man frowned and asked, where did Fu Cheng go to play?
I was about to say something, but my mother ran in from outside and pulled me out and whispered to me, just let him do this.Don't explain it to him, he can't stand it.
My brother and my dad were spoiled by my mom.Fu Zheng rubbed his forehead and smiled bitterly. Who can stand this kind of thing?
Fu Zheng looked at Yuan Yi, and there was pain, confusion in his bright black eyes, and many other strange things.
But life always goes on.The deceased has passed away, no matter whether you can bear it or not, the living must still live.
I returned to the dormitory that I had been away for a long time.The classmates in the class came to see me one after another and advised me to mourn me.When I was about to go to bed at night, the people in the dormitory suddenly remembered something, saying that when I was going home, I received a letter and sent it to me, but there was no signature from the sender.
I took the letter and saw the words on the envelope and knew who wrote it.
Your brother?Yuan Yi asked in a low voice.
That's right, it's Fu Cheng.Fu Zheng took a sip of wine and put the cup back on the table. Do you know why he committed suicide?
……
It's a sacrifice for love.Fu Zheng laughed, it's interesting. The two men held hands and wanted to commit suicide, but they died. The lover of love didn't want to die but survived.
Fu Zheng...
Wait, there are more interesting ones.Fu Zheng blinked at the young man. You were only three or four years old at that time, and you may not remember it.Your mother was a teacher at R University Affiliated High School at that time, and was also Fu Cheng's class teacher.
……
Your mother, by chance, discovered my brother's affairs and criticized this pair of boys very harshly.Fu Zheng held his chin and stared at Yuan Yi with interest. Your mother said that homosexuality is a pervert, a crime, a smear of the family, and he must be arrested and sent to jail.She asked them to write a guarantee letter to get rid of the homosexual disease, saying that if they did not write a guarantee letter, they would have to notify their parents to take it back and discipline them.
My brother was very desperate and thought that his illness could not be cured, so he simply jumped off the building and finished it all.
...You must have remembered it wrongly, how could it be my mother!Yuan Yi grabbed Fu Zheng excitedly, "You remembered it wrong, it took so long."What evidence do you have to prove that it was her who hurt your brother.
How could I remember this name wrong?Fu Zhengdao, what's more, I did an investigation immediately after I met your mother.Eighteen years ago, I taught at R University Affiliated High School, thirteen years ago, and then I followed your father to go into business.There are no problems with the information.
……
But there is one thing I was curious about. Fu Zheng stretched out his hand, gently stroked Yuan Yi's face, and finally put his whole hand on the young man's stiff cheek, and asked gently, "If your mother knew that her son was also homosexual and could not continue to work if she knew that her son was not fucked by a man, would she say the same thing to you?"
Yuan Yi trembled and tried to break free from the man's touch, but was bound in her arms by Fu Zheng even more powerfully.
Yuan Yi, have you thought about how to atone for your sins?
At that time, my relationship with my family was not very good.My father is a professor at R University, and my mother is a teacher at R University Affiliated High School. I also have a younger brother at home, who is one and a half years younger than me.
The reason why I don’t have a good relationship with my family is nothing special now.I am the eldest son, and my father's hopes for me are more important.He wanted me to study medicine, but I was unwilling. When I applied for the exam, I insisted on studying for financial studies at X University. In the end, my family couldn't resist me and had to go with me.There is another reason why I don’t study in R University’s medical department, which is that I don’t want to live under my father’s sorrow.
The old man was angry with me for a long time. When I packed my luggage to live on campus, he was unwilling to give it to me.I was so happy that no one cared about it and didn't care about it.Thinking about what happened at that time now, it really is nothing.Except for being a little stubborn, the old man is very good.As the eldest son, I should always bear more burdens, but when I understood, it was too late.
Fu Zheng shook the glass of wine in his hand with a complicated expression, and stared at the crystal liquid for a while.
Just when Yuan Yi thought he was going to end the topic, Fu Zheng spoke again.
My brother is dead.
……
He jumped down from the nine floors and died on the spot.There was also a high school student who committed suicide with him. He originally wanted to jump off the building, but when he saw my brother falling to pieces, he was so scared that he peed his pants and couldn't move. Finally, he went to call the police in tears.
Fu Zheng raised his head and smiled gently at Yuan Yi, as if he was talking about something that was not happening to him at all.
He was only sixteen that year and didn't know anything.Just died that way.
etc!Yuan Yi wanted to stand up from the chair, but Fu Zheng reached out and grabbed it. I felt very sympathetic to your younger brother's experience.But you said this... what does this have to do with me... what does it have to do with my mother!
Fu Zheng smiled and took the young man's hand with a red face, pressing his shoulder hard: Listen to me and continue talking.
My brother jumped at night, and it was noon the next day when I got the news.I returned home and followed my mother to take care of the funeral, so busy that I didn’t even have time to feel sad.And my old man didn't breathe after receiving the bad news and almost died in the emergency room.After being rescued, something was wrong with the whole person.
We didn't pay attention at first, thinking that he was overly sad, and he was usually taciturn, so we didn't take it seriously.But after a while, we found that the old man was really confused.
After all my brother's funeral was handled, I was about to return to school.Before leaving, I went to his house to take a look.The old man sat alone in front of the window, staring blankly at the chess game.When I went in, the old man actually raised his head and smiled at me, waved me to go in and play chess with him... God knows that I haven't talked to him for almost a year.We were both angry after gambling for a year, and neither of us had ever paid attention to each other.
I walked over, sat opposite him, and called out dad.I said, you are well, take care of your health.
The old man seemed to have not heard it and kept laughing at me. He said, "Fu Cheng, don't cheat again, hurry up and finish this game with me."
……
I said, Dad, I am not Fu Cheng, I am Fu Zheng.
The old man frowned and asked, where did Fu Cheng go to play?
I was about to say something, but my mother ran in from outside and pulled me out and whispered to me, just let him do this.Don't explain it to him, he can't stand it.
My brother and my dad were spoiled by my mom.Fu Zheng rubbed his forehead and smiled bitterly. Who can stand this kind of thing?
Fu Zheng looked at Yuan Yi, and there was pain, confusion in his bright black eyes, and many other strange things.
But life always goes on.The deceased has passed away, no matter whether you can bear it or not, the living must still live.
I returned to the dormitory that I had been away for a long time.The classmates in the class came to see me one after another and advised me to mourn me.When I was about to go to bed at night, the people in the dormitory suddenly remembered something, saying that when I was going home, I received a letter and sent it to me, but there was no signature from the sender.
I took the letter and saw the words on the envelope and knew who wrote it.
Your brother?Yuan Yi asked in a low voice.
That's right, it's Fu Cheng.Fu Zheng took a sip of wine and put the cup back on the table. Do you know why he committed suicide?
……
It's a sacrifice for love.Fu Zheng laughed, it's interesting. The two men held hands and wanted to commit suicide, but they died. The lover of love didn't want to die but survived.
Fu Zheng...
Wait, there are more interesting ones.Fu Zheng blinked at the young man. You were only three or four years old at that time, and you may not remember it.Your mother was a teacher at R University Affiliated High School at that time, and was also Fu Cheng's class teacher.
……
Your mother, by chance, discovered my brother's affairs and criticized this pair of boys very harshly.Fu Zheng held his chin and stared at Yuan Yi with interest. Your mother said that homosexuality is a pervert, a crime, a smear of the family, and he must be arrested and sent to jail.She asked them to write a guarantee letter to get rid of the homosexual disease, saying that if they did not write a guarantee letter, they would have to notify their parents to take it back and discipline them.
My brother was very desperate and thought that his illness could not be cured, so he simply jumped off the building and finished it all.
...You must have remembered it wrongly, how could it be my mother!Yuan Yi grabbed Fu Zheng excitedly, "You remembered it wrong, it took so long."What evidence do you have to prove that it was her who hurt your brother.
How could I remember this name wrong?Fu Zhengdao, what's more, I did an investigation immediately after I met your mother.Eighteen years ago, I taught at R University Affiliated High School, thirteen years ago, and then I followed your father to go into business.There are no problems with the information.
……
But there is one thing I was curious about. Fu Zheng stretched out his hand, gently stroked Yuan Yi's face, and finally put his whole hand on the young man's stiff cheek, and asked gently, "If your mother knew that her son was also homosexual and could not continue to work if she knew that her son was not fucked by a man, would she say the same thing to you?"
Yuan Yi trembled and tried to break free from the man's touch, but was bound in her arms by Fu Zheng even more powerfully.
Yuan Yi, have you thought about how to atone for your sins?
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