Chapter 12 Going home

The work of an Internet cafe is very simple, delivering water, food, and cleaning.

It was just the first time I was having a night all night.

There is also a guy who works night shift with me. He is in his twenties and is responsible for opening cards and taking good care of me.

There were fewer people in the second half of the night. Seeing that I was so sleepy, I asked me to find a place to sleep for a while.

After finishing my first day of work in a daze, I changed shifts and followed the buddy back to the dormitory.

The residence rented in the dormitory has one room for each man and a woman, and there are two bunk beds in the room.

I found an empty bed for four beds, and I fell asleep without even washing. After this day, I was looking for a job and exercising at high intensity. I was really sleepy.

I slept until 6 pm, went to the supermarket to buy toothbrush, underwear and other things. After washing up, I ate something and I had nothing to do.

On the fourth day after leaving home, I finally felt lonely again.

The irresistible longing for my mother is overflowing. After all, this is the first time I have left home in 16 years. Although I have been mentally prepared for a long time, for a 16-year-old boy, the world is still a bit strange.

Want to go home?Are your parents worried about me now?I'm worried about them, too, and I don't know if they will be affected.Moreover, my mother has given in her favor.

don't want!I stubbornly shook my head, and I had to beat my mother's psychological defense more.

However, I can go to my mother's school tomorrow. I remember she had classes on Wednesday afternoon, so I can also look at her from a distance. I just hope she doesn't have any trouble.

I wandered aimlessly until 11 o'clock and started working again. While there were fewer people, I opened my email again. Sure enough, I received several emails from my mother again, and the content was nothing more than worrying about me and asking me to go home.

But it can still be seen from the lines that my mother's mood is getting worse and worse.

Just collapse. I don’t want emotions to overcome reason and desire. I closed the web page with a calm expression, but still no reply.

I worked overnight and the next day I slept until after one o'clock in the afternoon.

After washing up, I put on dry jeans and T-shirts, and I went to XX University where my mother taught.

The school is in the suburbs, and it was already past three o'clock when it arrived.The sunlight in May is already a bit vicious, and there are not many college students walking on campus. I casually pulled a male college student and asked:

Hello senior, can you ask you something?

I am nearly 1.8 meters tall, and I like swimming, so I don’t look thin.The college student didn't suspect that I was not a student of the school, so he spoke up readily: What's the matter? Tell me.

Do you know Teacher Liu Ruyu Liu from the School of Culture and Arts?

The senior suddenly showed a series of meaningful expressions such as tacit understanding, fellow men, sudden realization, etc. Oh, the Wave Jade Beauty Ah, the three or four classes were in classroom 2203, but you have to go early, and you may not have a seat if you are late.

Jade beauty?I can’t complain, is my mother so famous in school?

If you just want to pull someone, you can even know when and which classroom she will attend, and what is the name of Jade Beauty?

Although it seems to be a bit appropriate.

you do not know?The senior despised me a little, and the male classmates called Ah in private.

Why do you call it that way?I'm a little curious.

The senior showed an expression that it was difficult to work with you: Teacher Liu has a graceful temperament and a white skin as white as jade. The key name also has the word "jade".Why do you say that?

It makes sense, thank you senior.I think the senior said it very appropriately.

A small matter, the 2203 classroom should be the other teachers in class now. If you enter the classroom with 350, you must be right.The senior is very enthusiastic, and I don’t know if it’s because of the fellows.

Don't you go?I think the senior really wants to be very interested.

Hi, I have been there a few times, but unfortunately, the class is too strict for Yumei to play mobile phones. I will go back to the dormitory to play games later and then go to take care of my eyes in a few days.The senior waved his hand and left without taking away a cloud.

I was worried about meeting my mother, so I didn’t dare to wander around, so I found a place to sit down. I waited until about four o’clock, and asked someone again, and then I set off for classroom 2203 of the teaching building.

The teaching building was very quiet, only the teacher's voice echoed in the middle. I stared at the classroom door signs and looked at the 2203 classroom.

My mother's familiar voice came from the classroom, making my nose sore and I almost burst into tears.

I was afraid that my mother would see it, so I didn't dare to cross the front door of the classroom. I just leaned my back against the wall outside the classroom and listened to my mother's lecture silently.

My mother was talking about Qu Yuan. The classroom was very quiet, and only my mother's cold voice came out.

Okay, after understanding Qu Yuan’s background, let’s take a look at his representative work “Li Sao”.In ancient Chinese literature, words must be sensual. Feng refers to the "wind" in the Stroke of the Book of Songs. I have learned it before, and Sao refers to Li Sao.The Book of Songs and Lisau can be said to be the origin of ancient Chinese literature.

The cold sound hit my heart like raindrops on the autumn night, dissipating the heat of May, and I couldn't help but listen to it.

My mother's class has many forms, including interaction and discussion, but her voice has not changed, it is plain and deserted.

Before I knew it, a class passed and I heard the ringing ring. I woke up like a dream, left quickly and disappeared around the corner.

I found an unobtrusive corner outside the gate of the teaching building. I was quietly waiting for the get out of class to end. In any case, I still hope to look at my mother, even if it was just a look from a distance.

Time passed slowly. I don’t know how long I waited, but the bell for the end of get out of class finally rang again. College students from men and women came out of several teaching buildings one after another. I cheered up and mixed into the crowd.

With so many abortions, my mother would not have discovered me.

After waiting for a while, my mother finally walked out of the teaching building gate.

My mother was wearing black jeans and a blue short-sleeved shirt, which looked energetic, but her haggard look and pale face all meant that she was not in good condition at the moment.

She frowned, and a student greeted her without responding, and she looked like she was not thinking.

I felt a little sad when I saw my mature and beautiful mother who was usually so haggard, but I still avoided her gaze and only looked at her from afar behind her.

Suddenly, my mother looked back for no reason, and I quickly looked away and walked behind a few people.I was not too worried. There were so many people, so far away, my mother couldn't see me.

But, I immediately heard my mother's loud shouting.

Little wind!

The few people in front of me walked away, and my mother appeared in my sight again, but at this time she was already walking towards me in front of my eyes. Looking at each other, my mother showed an incredible surprise, but inexplicably shed tears of speechlessness in her eyes.

It is hard to say that I feel at this moment, that I feel guilty towards my mother, and that I feel unwilling to be discovered by accident, but more so, it seems to be joy?

Tears also flowed silently. I laughed at my cowardice in my heart, but I couldn't help but smile on my face.

Time seemed to be very slow, and the abortion around seemed to disappear. My mother walked towards me quickly, then grabbed my wrist tightly, refusing to relax at all.

mom.Looking at my mother who was silently watching me crying in front of me, I made a soft voice.

Mom opened her mouth and looked at the students staring at her around her. She didn't say anything, but tears were still flowing.

After all, my mother is a well-known beauty in the school, and her previous loud shouts have attracted a lot of attention.

Seeing that everyone was watching, I quickly took my mother away.

My mother didn't say anything, just grabbed my wrist and followed behind.

I found a place where no one was left to stop, and my mother and I stood looking at each other. My mother had calmed down, but tears were still hanging in the corners of her eyes, and her pale face seemed weak and powerless. I rarely saw my mother so proud, and suddenly I wanted to embrace her in my arms.

Perhaps after enjoying Zhou Yiyi, I became much more courageous and did what I thought of. I took a step forward and hugged my mother tightly with my arms.

Mom, you have lost weight.

When I was hugged in my arms, my mother was obviously surprised, but she didn't push me away. After a moment of at a loss, she also put her arm on me.

Go home with me.Mom's tone cannot be refused.

At this moment, I hugged my mother in my arms like my own woman, and the feelings in my heart surged.Anyway, I was discovered, and I don’t care about my plan or not. I will attack directly today.

Liu Ruyu.I called her name in my mother's ear.

Ah?My mother didn't react at once. After all, for more than ten years, I have never dared to call her by her name.

I love you.Is it good to be my girlfriend?I held my mother's shoulders with my hands and looked directly at her with a fiery look.

Why am I always obsessed with asking my mother to admit to being my girlfriend?Because this can be a joke between mother and son, or a reason for my actions, and it can be an excuse for my mother to comfort herself.

My mother looked at me with a sorrowful look on her face: Xiaofeng, let’s go home first.

Mom, just say it here.I was very determined. I could probably guess what my mother thought. It was nothing more than having a good heart-to-heart talk after I got home, and then giving me some benefits, and keeping a distance from me at the same time, so that I could not be embarrassed and mixed until I graduated from high school.

You also know that I am your mother.My mother took a step back, a little angry, but she didn't dare to get angry. This sentence sounded more like acting cute than scolding.

I am your own son, you will always be my mother.

Then you are still running away from home?Do you know how worried I am?I can't find you everywhere, if I hadn't seen your news, I would have called the police.Why do you become so disobedient?My mother's eyes are so sad that it makes people feel distressed.

I can be very obedient.I held one of my mother's hand, and the implication was that I would be obedient to be my girlfriend.

Xiaofeng, I really don’t know how to teach you.My mother looked at me with a faint look, feeling powerless.

Mom, I understand the truth.I thought it would be useful to separate, and I tried it and couldn't think of you, but I couldn't do it at all.I have been in my mind these days since I left home, and I can’t stand it anyway today, so I came here and just wanted to see you.I buried my head in telling my half-true lovesickness.

I didn't see you today, are you going to never go home?My mother pulled out her hand to avoid my straightforward longing.

Then what do you want me to do?I stepped forward, approached my mother's face, stared at her with a burning look, and whispered: I have you all over my mind, but you dislike me so much.Yes, I am perverted, I am not a human being, so why not be far away from me?Do you think I feel good about leaving you?

Xiaofeng’s mother doesn’t dislike you, and she will never dislike you.Mom held my hand again.

Mom, don't lie to me.I smiled bitterly, even I despise myself, a beast who likes my mother, a coward who lives without meaning but dares not die.

I mentioned here that I dare not commit suicide. The implication is that I have thought about it myself, but in fact I have really thought about it, of course it is just out of philosophical thinking.

I said this not to threaten my mother, but to further open up her defenses.

My mother was indeed fooled and gently stroked my hands. There are many meanings of life, such as friends and relatives, getting married, having children, working and traveling, and there are many happy things in the world, so you can slowly find them.

Don't you really dislike me?Even if I have dirty thoughts about you.

Mom sighed, I am your mother, I will always be your mother.

My mother is worthy of being a lecturer in teaching classical literature, and this sentence expresses two meanings.First, I am your mother and I will not dislike you; second, I am your mother and I cannot go too far.

But I insist on being too far. If I missed today's opportunity and wanted to defeat my mother's mental defense again, the difficulty will increase twice.

I looked at my mother with longing eyes, it could be my girlfriend, right?

My mother didn't answer, just stared at me in a daze.

As time passed, my eyes gradually became lost, and I pulled out an ugly smile. Just as I was about to speak, my mother suddenly turned around and raised her steps, and spit out a word from her mouth.

right.

Yes!

Yes!

Suddenly, it was like a night of spring breeze, and thousands of pear blossoms bloomed.

Maybe many years later, I will still remember this turn of style.

It is like the bright moon finally emerges from the Tianshan Mountains, like the spring breeze first crossing the world.

With all kinds of scheming, all the nonsense of the words were gone at this moment. Unlike the throbbing of the young man who was with Zhou Yiyi, I clearly felt a sweet love and great satisfaction that filled my heart. I could no longer think, and could only look at my mother's back and smiled foolishly.

My mother took two steps, and when she saw that I didn't follow, she turned around helplessly. When she saw me standing there, she smiled happily, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: Why are you smirking, go home.

Oh, go home, go home.I woke up like a dream.