Chapter 46

What is the same in life? It should be like flying geese walking on the snow mud.

Half a month has passed since that passionate night, but that night my mother's passion was like the claw marks left by the flying geese, and the indelible traces left in my heart.

When I walked out of the examination room, I looked a little confused, and I wondered if it was time to go home.

After that night, I returned to school and haven't been home for more than half a month.

The final exam is over today, and it is finally time to go home.

Go to play games?

When I returned to the dormitory to pack my luggage, I suggested to Lin Shiyun like this.

Not going, go home early.Lin Shiyun's face was full of excitement. After the semester of study, he was in a hurry to go home when he lived in the school.

OK~~

我先走了，拜拜。Lin Shiyun pulled her luggage and walked out of the dormitory without looking back.

Bye-Bye.Looking at Lin Shiyun, who was as heartbroken as an arrow, I sighed lightly, "Aren't I also as heartbroken as an arrow?"

I haven't seen my mother for more than half a month, and I have almost no contact on WeChat or phone. My longing for her has been overflowing to the extreme.

However, I don’t know what attitude to treat my mother.

I couldn't help but recall the scene of that night...

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Mom gasped and pulled out the stockings that were stained with saliva in her mouth, drank a sip of water, and smiled softly on her face, and said with a delicate smile: Are you satisfied?

I swallowed my saliva and looked at my mom who was boundless. I quickly calmed down my intense gasps. I lay on the bed, and a happy smile appeared on my face: I was satisfied.

My mother snuggled into my arms like a kitten, her two hot bodies pressed together, and the afterglow after the climax was long and timeless, and none of us spoke again.

After a long time, the heavy breathing returned to calm.

From now on, you can have a good relationship.Mom spoke softly.

When I heard my mother's words, I was slightly stunned. The smile on the corner of my mouth became bitter. Finally, is it still here...

That girl Zhou Yiyi looks pretty good.Mom continued to say softly.

I can only be silent.What can I say?

When will I bring it back? Let your dad and I see it.Mom's voice gradually became deeper.

Although I chose to let go, I was still in pain and couldn't breathe.

You haven't told me, are you happy tonight?I asked in a stern voice.

Mom was silent for a moment and replied softly: Happy.

After hearing this, my painful heart finally got a little comfort, as if a drowning person grabbed the last straw and asked: Since you are happy, isn't it good?

No matter how good a dream is, it will eventually wake up.Mom responded in a low voice, her tangled eyes heartbreaking.

Sorry, I'm greedy again.I really can't bear to force my mother anymore at this time.

It was another long silence.

I decided to change the topic and smiled and said: Mom, I found that you like my perverted tone quite a bit.

My mother's body stiffened and softened after a moment, and she spat gently: Little pervert.

How do you feel?My tone was calm and curious, as if I was exploring academic issues.

Sometimes it feels a little disgusting, but it feels exciting.Mom's voice was equally calm.

Is Dad very serious in bed?I have long been a little curious about this, and I feel that now is the last and best opportunity.

Mom hesitated for a moment and said softly.

I don't feel like my dad is like that kind of serious person.I became interested, and talking about this is indeed a good way to divert attention.

Mom hesitated and said: In the past... your dad was quite lustful, but I couldn't let go at that time...

What happened later?I was a little curious. Although my mother was very restrained in bed due to the relationship between mother and son, the kind of body reaction when stimulated cannot deceive people, which is commonly known as the introverted and sexy.

Later... I got used to it and he didn't have the energy to do it.

My parents’ sex life was indeed inconsistent. I hugged my mother’s delicate body, hesitated, and asked: Dad ejaculated very quickly?

It takes two or three minutes.Since the chat started, my mother no longer cared about it.

Then don’t you feel uncomfortable?

There is one thing.Mom seemed a little helpless.

Then, will you be lonely without me?Speaking of this, my heart hurts again.

Mom smiled gently: I have been here for so many years.

But, I feel sorry for you.

Can't you still use toys?... Mom smiled slightly, as if she was talking about something very ordinary.

Mom~

Um?

Can you promise me the last thing?I hugged my mother's hand tightly.

What's up?My mother snuggled in my arms, and her fingers unconsciously drew circles on me.

Can you stop having sex with your dad?My voice was a little astringent, and even I felt that this requirement was too much.

My mother was obviously very surprised, and she paused for a moment, then she smiled lightly and said: Why, I want me to stay a widow for you?

I looked at my mother seriously: I don’t want others to possess you again, including dad.

My mother stared at me in a daze, then smiled helplessly: Actually, it only took one or two months.

Not even once.I held my mother tightly with all my strength and told me about my determination.

My mother felt the power that wrapped her whole body and chuckled: Are you my husband or your father my husband?

I don't care.I stared straight into my mother's eyes.

Mom pursed her lips: I...

Mom~ I interrupted my mother, paused, and whispered: This is my last request. In the future... I will study hard and live well.

A trace of separation flashed in my mother's eyes and she said softly: OK...

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As I recalled this, I looked at the empty dormitory, sighed, packed up several small pieces of clothing, and finally walked towards my home.

For more than half a month, although I have devoted all my energy to studying, my longing for my mother has always been entangled without realizing it. It is useless to miss you, and it is not bad to be melancholy.

It’s very strange that I am not very affectionate, but this month, I have never been able to leave everything else easily and focus on my eyes like before.

Fortunately, Zhou Yiyi can comfort my lonely heart a little, but every time I hug her, my mother's face always flashes through my mind. This guilt lingers on my heart, making me unable to leave or right.

I went home all the way home, and opened the door with a nervous mood, and what greeted me was the warmth as always.

My son is back, a rare guest.Dad walked over with a bright smile and took the luggage from my hand.

My mother was busy in the kitchen. When she heard the movement, she turned around and smiled gently: The meal will be ready soon, you can sit for a while.

Dad~ Mom~ My nervous mood finally calmed down. I smiled at them and couldn't help but look at my mother who was busy in the kitchen. Seeing that the figure that made me dream about was still so bright and moving, I felt sad in my heart, and then forced myself to look away.

How did you do in the exam? Do you have the chance to enter the sprint class?Dad took my luggage and said carelessly.

No big problem.I smiled faintly. In order to divert my attention, I studied much more seriously than before. This exam is really not a big problem.

Oh~ I have a very strong tone. I have lived in the school for so long, but I don’t miss home.My father laughed and didn't go into it too much. For him, my grades were a surprise. As for whether I could really pass the exam, I didn't care so much.

Of course I miss Ah mainly because I miss you.A smile hangs on the corner of my mouth. Looking at the familiar home, I always feel an inexplicable warmth.

Dad smiled and said: Do you think we won’t go home on the weekend?

Just study.

Don't talk, you guys, bring the dishes out.My mother looks very normal, and she is still the good wife and mother.

My father and I stopped talking and came to the kitchen to help. Soon, the family arranged the dishes and meals. After a month, we finally sat at the table again, but the atmosphere was no longer as enthusiastic as before. Most of the time, my father was talking, and my mother occasionally interrupted, while I just responded with a smile.

I haven't seen you for a while, and I feel like you have become a little silent, not as cheerful as before.Dad said this, and then asked his mother: Do you feel it?

When my mother heard this, she became a little silent.

Yeah?I quickly smiled and said, maybe he has grown up?

Dad laughed: By the way, after dinner, please clean up. Our family will go out for a self-driving trip tomorrow.

Ah?The news came suddenly and I was a little surprised.

You have worked hard during this period. No matter how well you did in the exam, your mother and I decided to take you out for a while. Your mother is on summer vacation, and I have also taken a few days off. Didn’t you say you wanted to go to Luqinghu before?Dad laughed happily.

I was also a little happy when I heard this. I had tense my nerves for a month, so it was good to relax.

OK, then I'll go clean up after dinner.I smiled sincerely.

Remember to bring some coat, it may be a little cold to get there.When my mother saw me, she smiled and asked me.

Well, I got it.

Whenever I talk to my mother, a desire to talk surging in my heart, but my father was by my side, so I could only press down on this desire.

Discussing the upcoming trip, I quickly returned to my room after dinner, and my father's voice came faintly in my ears.

Why do I feel that after my son comes back, he is not as good as before?

Maybe I'm in love, my son has grown up, and you still expect him to kiss you for the rest of your life... As I gently closed the door, my mother's voice disappeared.

I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze. Is this what my mother and I have in the future?

I couldn't bear to have my mother suffered, so I chose to let go, but at this moment, it was my turn to bear the torment. This feeling was really not good.

I had some study before to divert my attention. Now that the final exam is over, I am empty, and my desire for my mother is filled in unconsciously, eating my empty heart.

Lying on the bed and thinking for a while, there was a knock on the door in the room.

Come in.I got up from the bed.

When my mother entered the door, she turned on the light: Why doesn’t the light turn on? What are you doing?

fine.I smiled at my mother.

Mom turned around and closed the door: I'll help you clean up your clothes.

Where is my dad?

He checked the strategy in the study.

oh.I was silent, really didn't know what kind of mood I should use to face my mother.

Mom paused and hesitated and said: Xiaofeng...

Um?I still have that ugly smile.

Relax after the exam and don’t think too much.On the surface, my mother is saying that she should not have any psychological burden on her grades.

Well, I know.I know, don’t think too much about my mother.

But, looking at my mother's beautiful face, how could I not think too much?Especially, with so many stories already happening to me and my mother.

Seeing me like this, my mother didn't know how to speak. She was silent for a moment and went to help me pack my clothes. I stood aside, quietly looking at my mother's figure and the graceful body that was beyond my reach.

A tyrannical desire to tear my mother's clothes into pieces surged up in my heart, but in the end I did nothing and just watched my mother pack up her clothes and walk out the door.

At night, I was lying on the bed playing with my phone. It seemed that my parents were quarreling outside. I quickly opened the door to see what was going on.

When my parents saw me coming out, they were silent. My mother had already washed up. When she saw me coming out, she smiled and said: I will go out tomorrow, go to bed early, I will go to bed first.After saying that, he went to the study room and closed the door.

What's wrong?I asked Dad.

Dad breathed a sigh of relief: It's okay.

Why is it okay? Why did my mother go to the study to sleep?I felt a little secretly happy, but I had a caring expression on my face.

Your mother thought I was snoring, which made her sleep.Dad smiled and said, it was nothing, I was thinking about you coming back, I was afraid you would see it.

You didn't quarrel, did you?

When did you see us quarrel?Dad seems to really not care.

But, you used to call Ah, why did you suddenly... Of course I understand the reason in my heart, and my mother has already begun to fulfill what she promised me.

Didn’t your mother want to be an associate professor recently? She is under a lot of pressure and often can’t sleep well.Dad explained.

Isn't this normal? Then what are you quarreling just now? I heard it.I looked like a blame.

Hi~ I'm afraid you will misunderstand.Dad smiled awkwardly.

What's wrong with this? I heard from my classmates that their parents had already gone to bed in separate beds.I look like I am used to it.

Dad laughed: You guys know nothing.

It seems that my father still regards me as a little boy who doesn’t understand anything. It shouldn’t be Ah. When he was as old as me, he should have understood everything, or he just doesn’t want to delve into this topic with me?

Seeing that it was okay, I went to take a shower and went back to my room.But I kept thinking about the fact that my mother had already slept in separate beds with my father. I hesitated for a long time and finally took out my cell phone.

Mom, are you sleeping?

After waiting for a while, the message replied: Not yet.

You just... had a fight with your dad?

No, he spoke louder.Mom refused to admit it.

Is it because of sleeping in separate beds?

It's okay, you don't have to worry about it.

Sorry, it makes you embarrassed.I apologized to my mother, and my request was a bit too much.

No, your dad was so quarrel that I couldn't sleep well.My mother's words seemed to me like an excuse for me to say that the traffic caused me to sleep well. I've been fine for so many years, but now I'm not arguing?

But no matter what, a hint of sweetness and a hint of invisible hope appeared in my heart.

When this request was made, in addition to the possessiveness in his heart, there was still a glimmer of hope. Loneliness was as sucked by an ants. One day, the flood of desire would destroy the dam of my mother's heart.

Go to bed, and you will have to get up early tomorrow.Mom's news came again.

Well, a good dream.

Good dream.

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