I tentatively said to Camilla, I'm really glad you're willing to accept my other lovers.But there is one thing I have to say, because my strength is not as good as you, and I can't completely believe that you will not use your strength to me and other lovers. Although I have a different space, I can't be on guard all the time.I went out just now and actually went to ask the way to sign the slave contract...... Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by Camilla.
Do you want me to be a slave and to force and restrain me with the power of contract?Do you just distrust me?I have told you everything about me and everything about me completely. If you really need it, I will not refuse to give everything for you, but why and why are you still unwilling to trust me, I promised to accept your other lovers and try my best to get along with them, but why, why...... Camilla showed a pale smile of despair on her face, which made me a little scared.
My brain is running rapidly, thinking about how to make this request tactfully without hurting Camilla as much as possible.
Although it may seem that Camilla's request was unreasonable. She has fully explained the reasons for showing hostility towards me and indeed told her past, but for me, it is better to abandon her here without having to restrain her. After all, my existing three lovers are actually enough. Adding a Camilla will not increase my happiness any more. Although it will make me happy to fulfill a cute girl, the prerequisite for helping others is to protect myself. I really don't want to take this risk.
Of course, I can now choose to escape, go back to the different space, recall the bracelet, ignore Camilla, and let her cry here until her throat is hoarse.
But now that I have come to this point, I can't bear to do this no matter what. Even if it hurts her, I must explain this issue to her.
I thought for a while and said, Well, I do want to sign a slave contract with you, but after listening to me, I really don’t plan to order you to do anything, I will only use the contract to prevent you from hurting me and my family.You said I don’t trust you, I can’t deny that I really can’t fully trust a girl with such a strong strength.I know you are naive. I believe you will not lie to me. If you say you will get along well, you will definitely do your best. I am just afraid that you will get out of control if you are stimulated again, just like you killed the person who interrogated you... Of course, I will never torture you like them. I am just making an analogy.If I could trust you enough later, I would definitely terminate the contract directly...... Speaking of this, I stopped. The one behind me is better than taking risks without contracting you, so I would throw you here. This is a bit too hurtful. I am afraid that Camilla will suddenly kill me here with stress.
After I waited patiently for me to finish speaking, Camilla looked at me with his godless eyes and said, "If I promise to be your slave, would you love me only?"If possible, even if you only love me and kill me for one day, I will have no regrets.I was once again frightened by her words. I have explained the reason why I have multiple lovers. It is not the same type of bad guys who marry many wives in her impression, but she still insists on asking me to abandon other lovers. Why does she have this obsession?
Or is there any other reason?
But no matter what, my two bottom lines must be guaranteed to make a contract with her and let her accept my lover.
On this basis, I am willing to give her everything I can to gain her trust, but I do have reasons for not being able to give in to my two bottom lines.
Wait a minute, since she has agreed to be my slave, why don’t I pretend to promise her to break up with other lovers and then tell her my decision after signing a contract. After all, even if she hates me at that time, she will not be able to hurt me.
This idea was rejected for a moment in my mind. I really couldn't bear to lie to her. If she was full of resentment towards me, I believe that I would definitely be uneasy and regret my selfish decisions, and even let my happiness in the second half of my life be shrouded in Camilla's hatred.
It is better to abandon her here than to give her bubble like hope and then pierce the bubble and let her fall to the bottom. It is really better to let her recognize the reality from the beginning. After all, even if she can't follow me, she has at least a little possibility, and she can meet the next destined person after waiting again for millions of reincarnation.
After thinking through this question, I changed the topic and said, "You really have to believe me. Even if you become my slave, I will definitely treat you like a lover, and even if you need it, I can love you more than I love others."To be honest, my first lover, Elna, is actually my slave, but I have never regarded her as a slave. She has always been my closest lover. We can give everything for each other. If you want, you and I can slowly develop into that kind of relationship. If you are still worried about me, I can bring her to talk to you.
Camilla's face suddenly became ferocious again, and I was instantly scared back to the strange space.
After seeing me disappear suddenly, Camilla smiled bitterly and said, "You are really afraid of me. Since you don't want to trust me, how can I trust you?"After I became your slave, how could I believe you wouldn't treat me like the ones who tortured me before?You must want to get back the scene because you were so scared by me today, right?I must want to avenge me for forcing you to have sex with me, right?When you say you love me, all I feel is hypocrisy.I don’t need anyone to talk to me. Even if she is really your slave, can your feelings for her be the same as you do to me?As long as I become your slave, I will not have the qualifications to resist you and can only be at your mercy. Are you looking forward to it?
After hearing these words, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.
Although I obviously feel that her words contain anger, I cannot deny that the contract is such a contradictory existence. If both parties do not trust each other, no matter whether the contract is concluded or not, it will not be satisfied with both parties.
I remembered when I was looking for a maid. It was because of my trust in my power that Jiesi agreed to me to make sure that she would not leak the secret by signing a contract. I had no bad intentions at all, and in the end it was satisfying both parties.
Only after thinking about this did I clearly realize that I have always relied on my own strength. As long as I cannot fully trust others, I must take the initiative in my own hands. Although I will not do anything bad in the end, this is a kind of adventure from the perspective of others.
The reason why Jiesi promised me was because she needed this job, but I didn't need her. If she didn't want to, I could change someone else. The essence was because I had the strength and had enough financial resources to give her a high salary.
In this case, can I compare my relationship with Camilla with similar interests?
If the negotiations are successful and I have a contract with her, she will take the risk that I might torture her revenge.
If the negotiation is successful and I don't make a contract with her, I need to take the risk of her hurting me and my lover.
If the negotiation fails and we are separated here, I just lost a fourth lover who is indifferent, and Camilla will continue to wait for the next destined person in endless loneliness and pain.
Of the three results, I cannot accept the second one. If I were forced to choose not to enter into a contract, I would rather choose to abandon her if the negotiation failed, because it is not worth the risk I took.
For Camilla, when the second result cannot be achieved, would she rather wait than take risks, or would she risk being abused by me and pursue the love in front of her?
This is not something I can consider, she must make her own decisions.
Compared to Jiesi and Camilla, I am both the same and I don’t need her as a sure person, and my strength is the same as mine.
The reason why Camilla's strength is also below me is because I have the right to abandon her at any time, and the maze can perfectly seal her, so she will not have the opportunity to ask me for an explanation. Therefore, the initiative should be in my hands. I wonder if Camilla can realize this... After such a comparison, I suddenly feel that I am so cold-blooded and cruel. Why can anything be compared like this without emotion? Camilla is just a little girl... But what can I do?
It is a fact that we distrust each other. If I trust her, I would rather abandon her. If she thinks so, then the end result will be a disagreement.
In the matter of slave contract, if neither party can fully trust each other, it must be the final outcome.
After thinking for so long, is this the result... But what else can I do?
Do you want me to be a slave and to force and restrain me with the power of contract?Do you just distrust me?I have told you everything about me and everything about me completely. If you really need it, I will not refuse to give everything for you, but why and why are you still unwilling to trust me, I promised to accept your other lovers and try my best to get along with them, but why, why...... Camilla showed a pale smile of despair on her face, which made me a little scared.
My brain is running rapidly, thinking about how to make this request tactfully without hurting Camilla as much as possible.
Although it may seem that Camilla's request was unreasonable. She has fully explained the reasons for showing hostility towards me and indeed told her past, but for me, it is better to abandon her here without having to restrain her. After all, my existing three lovers are actually enough. Adding a Camilla will not increase my happiness any more. Although it will make me happy to fulfill a cute girl, the prerequisite for helping others is to protect myself. I really don't want to take this risk.
Of course, I can now choose to escape, go back to the different space, recall the bracelet, ignore Camilla, and let her cry here until her throat is hoarse.
But now that I have come to this point, I can't bear to do this no matter what. Even if it hurts her, I must explain this issue to her.
I thought for a while and said, Well, I do want to sign a slave contract with you, but after listening to me, I really don’t plan to order you to do anything, I will only use the contract to prevent you from hurting me and my family.You said I don’t trust you, I can’t deny that I really can’t fully trust a girl with such a strong strength.I know you are naive. I believe you will not lie to me. If you say you will get along well, you will definitely do your best. I am just afraid that you will get out of control if you are stimulated again, just like you killed the person who interrogated you... Of course, I will never torture you like them. I am just making an analogy.If I could trust you enough later, I would definitely terminate the contract directly...... Speaking of this, I stopped. The one behind me is better than taking risks without contracting you, so I would throw you here. This is a bit too hurtful. I am afraid that Camilla will suddenly kill me here with stress.
After I waited patiently for me to finish speaking, Camilla looked at me with his godless eyes and said, "If I promise to be your slave, would you love me only?"If possible, even if you only love me and kill me for one day, I will have no regrets.I was once again frightened by her words. I have explained the reason why I have multiple lovers. It is not the same type of bad guys who marry many wives in her impression, but she still insists on asking me to abandon other lovers. Why does she have this obsession?
Or is there any other reason?
But no matter what, my two bottom lines must be guaranteed to make a contract with her and let her accept my lover.
On this basis, I am willing to give her everything I can to gain her trust, but I do have reasons for not being able to give in to my two bottom lines.
Wait a minute, since she has agreed to be my slave, why don’t I pretend to promise her to break up with other lovers and then tell her my decision after signing a contract. After all, even if she hates me at that time, she will not be able to hurt me.
This idea was rejected for a moment in my mind. I really couldn't bear to lie to her. If she was full of resentment towards me, I believe that I would definitely be uneasy and regret my selfish decisions, and even let my happiness in the second half of my life be shrouded in Camilla's hatred.
It is better to abandon her here than to give her bubble like hope and then pierce the bubble and let her fall to the bottom. It is really better to let her recognize the reality from the beginning. After all, even if she can't follow me, she has at least a little possibility, and she can meet the next destined person after waiting again for millions of reincarnation.
After thinking through this question, I changed the topic and said, "You really have to believe me. Even if you become my slave, I will definitely treat you like a lover, and even if you need it, I can love you more than I love others."To be honest, my first lover, Elna, is actually my slave, but I have never regarded her as a slave. She has always been my closest lover. We can give everything for each other. If you want, you and I can slowly develop into that kind of relationship. If you are still worried about me, I can bring her to talk to you.
Camilla's face suddenly became ferocious again, and I was instantly scared back to the strange space.
After seeing me disappear suddenly, Camilla smiled bitterly and said, "You are really afraid of me. Since you don't want to trust me, how can I trust you?"After I became your slave, how could I believe you wouldn't treat me like the ones who tortured me before?You must want to get back the scene because you were so scared by me today, right?I must want to avenge me for forcing you to have sex with me, right?When you say you love me, all I feel is hypocrisy.I don’t need anyone to talk to me. Even if she is really your slave, can your feelings for her be the same as you do to me?As long as I become your slave, I will not have the qualifications to resist you and can only be at your mercy. Are you looking forward to it?
After hearing these words, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.
Although I obviously feel that her words contain anger, I cannot deny that the contract is such a contradictory existence. If both parties do not trust each other, no matter whether the contract is concluded or not, it will not be satisfied with both parties.
I remembered when I was looking for a maid. It was because of my trust in my power that Jiesi agreed to me to make sure that she would not leak the secret by signing a contract. I had no bad intentions at all, and in the end it was satisfying both parties.
Only after thinking about this did I clearly realize that I have always relied on my own strength. As long as I cannot fully trust others, I must take the initiative in my own hands. Although I will not do anything bad in the end, this is a kind of adventure from the perspective of others.
The reason why Jiesi promised me was because she needed this job, but I didn't need her. If she didn't want to, I could change someone else. The essence was because I had the strength and had enough financial resources to give her a high salary.
In this case, can I compare my relationship with Camilla with similar interests?
If the negotiations are successful and I have a contract with her, she will take the risk that I might torture her revenge.
If the negotiation is successful and I don't make a contract with her, I need to take the risk of her hurting me and my lover.
If the negotiation fails and we are separated here, I just lost a fourth lover who is indifferent, and Camilla will continue to wait for the next destined person in endless loneliness and pain.
Of the three results, I cannot accept the second one. If I were forced to choose not to enter into a contract, I would rather choose to abandon her if the negotiation failed, because it is not worth the risk I took.
For Camilla, when the second result cannot be achieved, would she rather wait than take risks, or would she risk being abused by me and pursue the love in front of her?
This is not something I can consider, she must make her own decisions.
Compared to Jiesi and Camilla, I am both the same and I don’t need her as a sure person, and my strength is the same as mine.
The reason why Camilla's strength is also below me is because I have the right to abandon her at any time, and the maze can perfectly seal her, so she will not have the opportunity to ask me for an explanation. Therefore, the initiative should be in my hands. I wonder if Camilla can realize this... After such a comparison, I suddenly feel that I am so cold-blooded and cruel. Why can anything be compared like this without emotion? Camilla is just a little girl... But what can I do?
It is a fact that we distrust each other. If I trust her, I would rather abandon her. If she thinks so, then the end result will be a disagreement.
In the matter of slave contract, if neither party can fully trust each other, it must be the final outcome.
After thinking for so long, is this the result... But what else can I do?
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