Just as I was immersed in pain, I heard the sound of the door opening. It was my mother who came back. I walked out of the room and saw my mother changing her shoes. When I saw me coming out, I turned my head and said, "Did Xiaowen eat it for lunch?"
My mother's voice is still so gentle, and I feel warm when I hear my mother's words.
No, I wasn't hungry, and I didn't want to eat at noon, so I didn't make it.
How can I not eat at noon
As he said that, my mother had already tied her apron and walked into the kitchen to prepare for cooking for me. My mother still took care of me so meticulously. She looked at her mother with a perfect figure than Teacher Qin. In addition, my mother was born in a scholarly family and her grandfather and grandmother were both university professors.
I received traditional education since I was a child. Although as a woman in the new era, my mother not only entered the hall but also got a gentle and kind personality in the kitchen. I really don’t know that my father was the one who was the one who was the one who married her mother.
The delicious meal is ready in a short while
Xiaowen, come for dinner, didn’t Xinran eat either, please ask him to come together
Oh, OK, I'll go here
As he said that, he was about to go to find Xinran at this time, but when he opened the door, he saw that Teacher Qin was coming with Xinran. At this time, Teacher Qin had already changed into a set of yoga clothes. He thought that, how could he still wear that lewd open-standard jeans after the trial?
I clenched my fists inadvertently when I wanted to get this.
Sister Lin, I'll take my family to have a meal happily
Teacher Qin smiled and said, this cold female teacher only does this in front of her mother.
After all, when he was frustrated in his life, his mother enlightened her, and her gentle personality always warmed other people's hearts.
Xiao Qin, how did you know that I was cooking? And we just ate hot pot
Xinran said that if you were not hungry at noon, you didn’t eat it. I think Xiaowen shouldn’t eat it at noon.As a good wife and mother, Sister Lin will definitely cook for your teacher and son when she comes back, and will also make happy portions. Hehe, don’t you feel uncomfortable at noon? You haven’t eaten a few bites. Now I have some, so I’ll have some food too.
Yes, I've made a lot of food for you three
As he said that, my mother was already serving us a meal.
During the time when Teacher Qin talked to her mother, my eyes were always attracted by Teacher Qin's figure. My light pink yoga suit was tightly pressed against Teacher Qin's perfect body. Unlike my mother's oval face, Teacher Qin's melon-shaped face looked even colder. The collar of the yoga suit was larger, and half of the shoulders were exposed, like a delicate jade carving. A large area of snow-white breasts were exposed to the air. Under the thin waist was the fat buttocks tightly wrapped in yoga pants, which were upright, huge and soft. The two straight jade legs were tightly fitted together, and there was no gap in their legs. The slightly raised vagina in the triangle area was small and cute, and it was strapped to a short gap.
Although I have known Teacher Qin for many years, I still can't help but feel excited every time I see Teacher Qin's figure.
Hello, Lin Wen, what are you looking at? You are not here to eat
Teacher Qin said coldly, as if he noticed that I was looking at him.
Oh, OK, OK
I quickly responded, walked to the table and sat down. As soon as I sat down, I looked at me happily, with a blank expression on my face but with a trace of sorrow, and said lightly.
Eyes are straight
I was embarrassed and could only smile awkwardly to relieve the embarrassment, and then I hurriedly lowered my head to make a fucking meal.
While we were having dinner, my mother also went back to her room to change into yoga clothes. It seemed that my mother was preparing to practice yoga with Teacher Qin at home in the afternoon.
When my mother made the room, my eyes lit up even more.
Although both of them are about 168 in size, their mother's oval face makes people feel more comfortable and noble.
If Teacher Qin’s face represents a cold and beautiful beauty, then mother’s face brings a kind of gentle beauty to people.
In the eyes of others, my mother's figure is probably even more attractive than Teacher Qin.
It’s not just that my mother has a better figure than Teacher Qin.
Instead, the mature temperament and the gentle and generous personality of the mother themselves, the graceful and luxurious frown of every frown and smile are more likely to make people feel the desire to conquer and protect, and they are more attractive.
Although he is already forty-two years old, his snow-white and delicate skin looks like a person in his thirties.
After dinner, my mother cleaned up the dishes and after washing, she said she wanted to practice yoga with Teacher Qin.
I went to Teacher Qin's house with the excuse of reviewing with Xinran.
After following Xinran to her house and closed the door, Xinran asked: Did you find anything when you went out with your mother and Aunt Lin today?
Ah, you know Ah!
I scratched my head awkwardly.
Well, I think so, and as soon as my mother and the others left, I saw you out of the community gate on the window, so have you noticed anything?He said happily and bitterly.
No...no...no...it didn't find anything, they went shopping and bought a few clothes, then ate a hot pot and came back
I stuttered, and naturally I won't tell Xinran my guess.After all, that's a guess. Xinran's mood has been very bad during this period, and I don't want it to think too much.
Oh, oh, Xinran replied, and then Xinran walked back to the room silently, and I followed in. The girl's room was different. The pink outfit in the whole room had a faint fragrance, which was the unique flavor of the girl.
I happily walked to the desk and sat down, holding my cheeks with my hands as if I was thinking.
It can be seen that because of Teacher Qin's abnormal behavior during this period, Xinran was still in a low mood. I couldn't help but comfort him, Xinran, you don't have to worry, I am here, and Teacher Qin is so big.It won't make her children worry that she will have her own sensibility when doing things.
I could only comfort myself.
I'm fine, I just can't figure it out. Is there anything that my mother can't tell me?said happily.
Maybe it’s not time to tell you, after all, you and Teacher Qin have been dependent on each other for so long.If Teacher Qin really wants to take a man home now, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it for a while. She may have not told you for this reason. The most important thing is that this matter may not be completely confirmed. I can only reluctantly comfort me.
Yes, I hope you said this, please agree happily.
I'm going to read a book, do you read it?As he said that, he took out the book happily.
I Ah, let me forget it, I'll go out and watch the game
It just so happened that the World Cup was also starting during this period. I couldn’t watch the live broadcast, so it was good to watch the replay.
Yes, then close the door, the sound is lower
OK, then I'll go out first, you can study with peace of mind, we still have to go to college
After saying that, I went out to the living room and turned on the TV, but I was sleeping on the sofa and I was not in the mood to watch the football game.
At this time, I thought of the jeans that Teacher Qin wore when he went out in the morning, so I hurried to the laundry room.
Sure enough, I saw the blue jeans in the changing basket next to the washing machine. I was lucky. The clothes had not been washed off yet, so I picked up the jeans and looked at them.
Sure enough, it was the same as the two items Xinran showed me in the morning.
The jeans have been stretched back to their original state by Teacher Qin's big butt. It seems that the quality is not very good. Logically speaking, Teacher Qin would not buy such jeans. Ah, I turned the jeans over, found the zipper from the buttons on the waist of the pants and pulled the zipper to the bottom. At the waist of the back, the zipper directly divided the jeans into two. Only the thin circle of the waist of the pants and linked the jeans together. It was too lewd. Teacher Qin Qin would wear such a cow for someone.When I went out with my jeans, who was it? What did she do to Teacher Qin? I actually let the cold Teacher Qin do such a thing for him. I clenched my fists tightly. Now instead of making me believe that Teacher Qin has been conquered by that person, it is better for Teacher Qin to be coerced. At least I still have a chance to save Teacher Qin. In fact, I fantasize that I am the only one who asked Teacher Qin to wear open-standard jeans and still kiss me in the bathroom.
I turned the jeans out of it again. Although I had just seen it, I saw in the mall that the spots on Teacher Qin's jeans had almost disappeared.
But I still didn't give up and turned my jeans outwards.
Sure enough, I saw the same watermark spots as I saw in the mall.
For a moment, my heart felt ashamed. This was not a watermark spot. It was a trace of semen, and it had condensed into pieces. It was tightly pressed against the inside of the jeans for a few hours. After that, I still had a fishy smell. Who was it? I actually shot her dirty semen on Teacher Qin's jeans in the women's bathroom in the mall.
No, it’s not that I’m cumming on my jeans, but cumming on Teacher Qin’s butt and then asking Teacher Qin to put on my jeans.
That's why the mark of semen stays inside the jeans. Who is it... who is it... that can actually make Teacher Qin do such a lewd thing.
He also asked Teacher Qin to eat with his mother with a full butt semen. Isn’t Teacher Qin afraid that his mother will find out?
I clenched my fists, my face was ferocious, my mouth kept saying damn, and my head kept searching for who it was... Damn Ah... Damn, who it was... After saying that, I found it seemed a little loud. I unconsciously looked at Xinran's room for a while and didn't move before I felt relieved. Just as I was thinking about this, my lower body became hard unconsciously. It was right to think about it. Thinking of such a cold Teacher Qin, who was actually wearing an open-end denim library, was ejaculated by an unknown man on his snow-white big butt in the toilet of the mall. I might not be able to bear it if that man could just think about it.
I put down my jeans and walked out of the laundry room. I lay on the sofa and kept looking like Teacher Qin's big white butt was ejaculated with semen. I can now be sure that Teacher Qin must have been coerced.
Because I know Teacher Qin, Teacher Qin cannot be so lewd, absolutely not.
I popped up from the sofa, and Teacher Qin and her mother were practicing yoga, and were happily studying again. They gave me a lot of time to do their own activities. I was going to Teacher Qin's room to see if I could find any clues.
I looked back and saw that the door of Xinran's room was closed without any movement. I walked to the door of Teacher Qin's room and held the door handle. At this time, my heart was still very heavy.
Because I don’t know what I will find after entering, the incidents in the past two days have hit me a lot.
Click
The door was opened, but the door was not locked. I gently pushed open the door. At this time, I didn't know that I pushed open not only the door of Teacher Qin's room but an endless door of desire.
When I arrived in the room, the first thing I saw was the jeans in the trash can. Yes, it was the two pairs of jeans that Teacher Qin placed at the bottom of the wardrobe that Xinran showed me in the morning. It seemed that Teacher Qin thought the one she wore today was just right.
So there is no need to ask for these two, but the one that Teacher Qin wore today.
Although it is not obvious, it can still be seen that the one on Teacher Qin's body is a little tight and small, wrapping Teacher Qin's big butt and jade legs tightly.
Why is this? There is a big size number, but it should be just right. Why don’t you wear a small size number? At this time, I thought of Xinran and told me that after Teacher Qin received the jeans, Teacher Qin tried it on one by one in front of the mirror and took photos from multiple angles.
Could it be that I took a photo for that person to show it, and then the person assigned her to wear that, or did Teacher Qin deliberately wear a smaller size in order to better highlight her figure?
I think it should be the former, after all, these jeans are only worn for that person to see.
Because it is really hard for me to imagine that Teacher Qin deliberately wore a smaller size clothes to highlight his figure in order to please someone. This is impossible, and I don’t believe it. Of course, it is actually more because I don’t want the latter.
I walked to the wardrobe again and opened it and saw that there was nothing unusual. I opened the drawer under the wardrobe and saw a lot of stockings, all colors, including knees, suspenders, and one-pieces. There was nothing unusual, and I didn't see it.
I should have been glad to open stockings, but even I didn’t realize that there was a trace of loss deep in my heart.
I walked to Teacher Qin's desk and looked at it. They were all review materials and textbooks that we wanted to use, as well as some uncorrected papers and a notebook, huh?
Teacher Qin's phone is also there. Right, when I just passed, Teacher Qin was wearing a yoga suit without a pocket and there was no cell phone in his hand. I hesitated for a moment and picked up Teacher Qin's phone. I tried several passwords and was not right. Another thing was wrong with Xinran and Teacher Qin's birthday, so I gave up.
I looked at the bookshelf next to the desk, except for the books on teaching, some books on sports and yoga, and I didn’t find anything. I should be happy at this time.
But deep down, I felt an indescribable loss.
I sat down on the chair in front of the desk, leaned on the back of the chair, and recalled what happened recently.
But I had no way to calm down. I wanted to calm myself down a few times but couldn't do it at all. I was so angry that I kicked the corner of the table. The table didn't move, but I kicked the drawer on the bottom layer of the table.
I looked down and found that the drawer seemed to be locked.
But it seemed that I was kicked open by my kick. The lock of this drawer is an embedded drawer lock, and the lock tongue is locked. It may be because the table has been used for a long time and has created a gap.
So although it was locked, it was still shaken open under vibration.
I saw a black notebook and a jewelry box in the drawer. I picked up the jewelry box and opened it. Inside, there was a thin leather belt for women. The belt seemed to be a little shorter, and there was also a silver chain. I picked it up and took a look. Is it a necklace? If it was a necklace, it seemed a bit long and a bit thick. Forget it, I dare not be interested in this.
Which black notebook I picked up, there was a lock on the notebook, which was the normal buckle-type password lock, which was also locked. Looking at the password lock with 358, I tried to open it, but I thought it was impossible to be right. I tried a few more, and I was not right. I was upset and pulled the lock out with great force, and it actually opened it.
I trembled with my hands, turned on the first page, and also turned on the forbidden magic book.
Because I still don’t think about how much changes this ordinary black diary will bring to my future life.
The first page of the diary reads Teacher Qin's name. Qin Yuanyuan's date is October 1, 2012. This day was the day when Teacher Qin took Qingran out for a trip. It was also this day when Teacher Qin cut off everything.
Nearly 10 years have passed, most of the diary is about daily life. The most recorded is nothing more than how many points Xinran scored, where to go to travel, and then some things with my mother. The rest are some interesting things that happened in school, and there is no special record. The only thing that interested me is to record the relationship between me and Xinran. This point has been mentioned many times in Teacher Qin's diary. From the beginning when I pestered Xinran, she disgustedly described that we were childhood sweethearts. It seems that the matter between me and Xinran has also been recognized by Teacher Qin, and a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.
Although it is a diary, Teacher Qin writes it every day, sometimes only a few words a day, some write four or five diaries on one page, and write one on two pages. I know that things have changed in the past year.
Wednesday, September 1, 2021, sunny, time is coming, the summer vacation is over, and the beginning of the new semester, I wonder if my little guys have studied at home during the summer vacation.
On Saturday, September 4, 2021, it was sunny. I took my family out to run around and have fun just after school started. During the summer vacation, I haven’t had enough fun together every day.
Monday, September 6, 2021, sunny, a new week began again. I met him again at the school gate early in the morning. He was still the same, handsome, sunny, tall, white and clean, and he was really a good baby.
Who is it, who is Teacher Qin talking about? What kind of person can actually let Teacher Qin write him into his diary, and praise his appearance without hesitation. I continued to read.
On Friday, September 10, 2021, it was sunny. He was really active in class and spoke actively. Sometimes I didn’t know how to answer him the questions he asked. After class, I chased me to my office to ask questions. I stood in front of him, only to his shoulders.
On the contrary, I am more like a student and he is a teacher, looking tall and thin.
But it is obvious that he can feel his strong figure at close range.
Not only is he born in a good position, but his academic performance is also so excellent. I don’t know how many girls he will harm in the future.
Monday, September 12, 2021, cloudy, and the weather on Monday was gray.
At the same time and at the same place, I met him at the school gate again, and he saw me, and did not say hello to me.
Instead, I smiled at Xinran and nodded. I really don’t have the ability to see me. I didn’t see me standing like this. Could it be that I am too cold in normal times?
What's wrong with Teacher Qin? Is this jealous? I'm jealous of my daughter. No, no, maybe I'm thinking too much and then I'll know.
On Friday, September 16, 2021, it was sunny, after school, I was about to go home. He came and told me that Xinran and Xiaowen were going to the stationery store together. I said um, and continued to pack up, but he had no intention of leaving. He stood at the door and stared at me. The sunset shone on his back through the doors and windows, as if he was standing in the light.
He was so handsome and so beautiful. When he stared at me, I felt a little shy. I couldn't help but look up and glance at him. He seemed to be waiting for something.
I couldn't help but ask: What's wrong, is there anything you have to do?
He scratched his head and said embarrassedly: Oh, it's okay, isn't this going to be in the third year of high school soon? The teacher's teaching tasks are heavy and the students are under great pressure, so...
So what? If you have anything, just say it quickly, I'm going home.
I returned coldly, and I was still lowering my head to pack up my things, but there were only a few things I was just cleaning up and doing useless work. I seemed to be looking forward to something, and I didn't know what it was.
He spoke, Teacher Qin, I think if I can leave your number and add your WeChat if possible, I can ask you some questions when it is convenient for you. He said shyly.
Why do I come to me? There are many teachers in the school who are older than me and have better performance than me!
Is he looking for me to contact information?
Oh, it's nothing, so Teacher Qin doesn't want to.He said expressionlessly.
Seeing his reaction, I felt a little disappointed.But on the surface, I didn’t have much emotional fluctuation, and I still said with a cold face: I said the number, please remember it.
Hearing me say this, he smiled sweetly and said: Yes, Mr. Qin, you said, I remember, he took out his cell phone and wrote down my number.
After I finished writing it, I asked me for WeChat, but I ignored him and just told him that I had something to do and called me, and then said: I'm going home, aren't you leaving yet?
He turned and left.
This diary is very long and has more than several other articles. After reading this article, I felt a little sank. I just wanted to say that there are no women, no girls who are not in love with their youth. This diary describes it.
Although Teacher Qin still looks cold, I can feel a hint of girlish aura.
On Sunday, September 18, 2021, it was sunny. I have been tutoring Xinran’s homework and contacting Sister Lin for the past two days, but he has not contacted me.
Until Sunday at 7 pm, there was a strange call and I didn't get it while taking a shower. I wasn't sure if it was him, and I didn't go back.
Teacher Qin was actually waiting for his phone call. What happened to Teacher Qin and why did things develop like this.Is there some things that are not recorded in the diary that I don’t know?
What's going on? Why did Teacher Qin write this diary again? I was confused and thought that Teacher Qin would never write it if he had nothing to do. Sometimes he wouldn't even write one for several weeks. What's wrong?
Monday, September 27, 2021, Qing, Thursday, September 30, 2021, Qing, after school today, other teachers in the office left, I was still preparing lesson plans. I clearly had nothing to sort out, but for some reason I wanted to sit in the office for a while. He came in half an hour, but he still stood in front of the door and didn't come in. With one hand behind me, I looked up at him.
What's wrong
Nothing is just to see the teacher
What do I have to look good about?
The teacher is too beautiful, with a bulge in front and a squint back, mature and stroking, an angel-like face and a devilish figure, like a beautiful jade like a creator's gold and slim drink.
I felt a little embarrassed when he said it, and my little face turned red in an instant. My heart was like a deer bumping around. I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him. I was silent for a while and looked up and looked over, only to find that he was standing beside me, looking straight at me. I was sitting on the chair and seemed to be unable to move at this moment, and I was so nervous that I was seen by him.
But there was a sunny smile on his face. Just as I was shyly bowing my head, he knelt down on one knee, took out the rose behind him, and said: Teacher Qin, I like you.
This really scared me that my mouth was wide open for a moment, and I didn't know what to do, and then I instantly covered my mouth with one hand to avoid ugly leaks.
After more than a minute, I came to my senses, and he kept kneeling on one knee and holding flowers in his hands, and seemed to be waiting for my reply. I pretended to be calm and said: Thank you for your liking to the teacher. This is what you gave to the teacher’s Day gift in advance.
Then take the flowers and put them on the table with both hands.
Teacher Qin, you know what I mean.
He stood up and held my shoulders with both hands, pressed me on the back of the chair, looked at me straight, and then said: Teacher, I really like you, can you be my girlfriend?
Looking at his handsome face and feeling the strength and temperature of his hands, I felt like I was in love for a moment. It was not right, it must be an illusion. I was so moved by my students. I quickly pushed my hands away, got up and took my bag and ran away, thinking about opening the office.
Just as I arrived at the door, he grabbed me and pulled me into his arms naturally.
He put one hand around my shoulders, the other hand around my waist, and then kicked the office door to close. Feeling his mighty and powerful arms, I was as weak as a little sheep, unable to move.
Teacher, I mean I really like you, would you be my girlfriend?
He lowered his head and asked my hair lightly, waiting for my answer.
Calm down, I am your teacher, and I am almost forty years old. Look at how many girls in school like you, some of whom are more beautiful than me before the New Year...
What's wrong with teachers and students? I like older girls. How can those little girls compare with you?
The questions I asked were easily resolved by him.
The teacher doesn’t matter whether you agree or not, I will recognize you.If the teacher is willing to wait for you downstairs of your community tomorrow morning at 8 o'clock.
After saying that, he let go of me and walked out of the office. I stood there for a long time before returning home as if I had escaped...
Saturday, October 1, 2021, sunny. Last night, I turned around and thought about what I did in the office and didn’t sleep well. My mind was full of what he said, "I like you." I woke up naturally early in the morning and saw that my phone was almost seven o'clock. I sat in front of the makeup mirror and looked at myself with dark circles and muttered, and it was all blamed for that bastard.
After washing up, I unconsciously put on beautiful clothes and put on beautiful clothes. I seemed to be looking forward to something. I took a look at my phone and it was already 7:59. I walked to the window and looked at the community gate.
Sure enough, he was looking down at his phone. The light blue sports jacket, white T-shirt, sweatpants, and basketball shoes were so teenager. He also looked up at me and waved at me. I was so scared that I quickly turned around and hid behind the window and leaned against the wall, covering my pounding chest with both hands.
I pulled up the curtains and returned to the dressing table. I looked at myself in the dressing mirror. How could I look at the dressing today? Why wasn't I satisfied? It must be because I didn't sleep well yesterday. It was all because of the bad complexion. It was all because that bastard dared to tease the teacher in the office and wanted to date me and dream about him.
I loaded and unloaded it and replaced it back to my home clothes. I would put it on and picked up my phone. The phone showed 4 missed calls. I knew it must have been called by him. Then I saw a message he sent that said, "Teacher, I won't leave if I don't come down." I also replied that he forgot yesterday and went back to study hard. He didn't reply to me after coming over, and he went back.
Until around nine o'clock, I pulled the curtains and saw where he was still standing, and waved at me with a smile. I hurriedly pulled the curtains and replied to him again, asking him to go back soon.
But half an hour later, I walked to the window again and looked at where he was still standing. There was nothing I could do, so I could only go downstairs and persuade him personally.
When I arrived at the entrance of the community, he stared at me with his eyes straight at me. Only then did I realize that I was wearing a home dress. The V-neck silk home dress showed a large piece of snow-white breasts on my chest. The hem of the skirt was only to the base of my thighs. A pair of jade legs were also exposed to him. The eyes of men, women, and young people coming and going at the entrance of the community seemed to be gathering on me at this time. I hurriedly protected my chest with one hand and grabbed the hem of the skirt with the other, and said, "Go back quickly, then reincarnate and cover my little face and run back home like running away."
I didn't look out the window until I glanced after lunch and saw that he was no longer close, and I didn't know when he left.
Seeing Teacher Qin’s diary like an essay, I can confirm that the teacher may have indeed fallen in love with his student, and I think I seem to have guessed who that student was, but what I would never expect was.
Wednesday, October 6, 2021, sunny. For six consecutive days, he came to the community gate in the morning and walked in the afternoon. He leaned against the window and looked at the flowers in his hands. The handsome and handsome boy was waiting for me. It seemed that he really felt in love. Today he knew that he had left in the evening.
Thursday, October 7, 2021, he is here again today, still handsome and still holding flowers. I decided to make it clear to him and give this young man a good idea.
But when I walked up to him, I looked at his handsome face.
When he handed the flowers to me, I took them unconsciously, and a hint of sweetness appeared in my heart. Under his sweet words, I came to the suburban forest park. His small movements along the way made me feel happy, and finally he entered my body in the car.
Aunt Qin actually had a relationship with him, and it is not difficult to see from the lines that this is not a forced or acquiescent or even expectation. What kind of magic does he have?
On Friday, October 8, 2021, I saw him standing at the school gate in the morning and saw me coming. He greeted me with a smile, as if waiting for me. During the lunch break, he sent me a message asking me to go to the equipment room to find him. Of course I knew his intention, and I did not reply.
But after a while, he came to the office. In order not to let other teachers find out something strange, I could only come to the door and ask him not to do anything at school. But he didn't need to listen to me and took my hand and left. I had no choice but to follow me. After entering the equipment room, he kissed passionately. Under his ever-changing evil methods, I was full of heat and passionate. At this time, he had already put away his smile and said in a cold voice: Please me.
Finally, with my crying request, he entered my body again, and in an instant, I felt as if even my soul had been sublimated.
Before leaving, he said he knew that I had the habit of writing a diary, and then asked me to write a diary about yesterday in a commanding tone.
Seeing this, I turned my diary backwards, and I found nothing. This diary was also stuck on October 8, 2011, and it was all blank afterwards.
I accidentally looked at the drawer again. Sure enough, under an A4 paper, I took it out with a friend's book, and opened the blank page of the date, which read the teacher's name Qin Yuanyuan, and the date was October 7, 2021, and the middle part was painted with black pen.
I trembled my hands and turned the next page, and at this time my heart was gradually approaching my anger. Instead, my nervousness, excitement, and my trembling hands were no longer trembling with anger, but now my trembling seemed to be excited.
My mother's voice is still so gentle, and I feel warm when I hear my mother's words.
No, I wasn't hungry, and I didn't want to eat at noon, so I didn't make it.
How can I not eat at noon
As he said that, my mother had already tied her apron and walked into the kitchen to prepare for cooking for me. My mother still took care of me so meticulously. She looked at her mother with a perfect figure than Teacher Qin. In addition, my mother was born in a scholarly family and her grandfather and grandmother were both university professors.
I received traditional education since I was a child. Although as a woman in the new era, my mother not only entered the hall but also got a gentle and kind personality in the kitchen. I really don’t know that my father was the one who was the one who was the one who married her mother.
The delicious meal is ready in a short while
Xiaowen, come for dinner, didn’t Xinran eat either, please ask him to come together
Oh, OK, I'll go here
As he said that, he was about to go to find Xinran at this time, but when he opened the door, he saw that Teacher Qin was coming with Xinran. At this time, Teacher Qin had already changed into a set of yoga clothes. He thought that, how could he still wear that lewd open-standard jeans after the trial?
I clenched my fists inadvertently when I wanted to get this.
Sister Lin, I'll take my family to have a meal happily
Teacher Qin smiled and said, this cold female teacher only does this in front of her mother.
After all, when he was frustrated in his life, his mother enlightened her, and her gentle personality always warmed other people's hearts.
Xiao Qin, how did you know that I was cooking? And we just ate hot pot
Xinran said that if you were not hungry at noon, you didn’t eat it. I think Xiaowen shouldn’t eat it at noon.As a good wife and mother, Sister Lin will definitely cook for your teacher and son when she comes back, and will also make happy portions. Hehe, don’t you feel uncomfortable at noon? You haven’t eaten a few bites. Now I have some, so I’ll have some food too.
Yes, I've made a lot of food for you three
As he said that, my mother was already serving us a meal.
During the time when Teacher Qin talked to her mother, my eyes were always attracted by Teacher Qin's figure. My light pink yoga suit was tightly pressed against Teacher Qin's perfect body. Unlike my mother's oval face, Teacher Qin's melon-shaped face looked even colder. The collar of the yoga suit was larger, and half of the shoulders were exposed, like a delicate jade carving. A large area of snow-white breasts were exposed to the air. Under the thin waist was the fat buttocks tightly wrapped in yoga pants, which were upright, huge and soft. The two straight jade legs were tightly fitted together, and there was no gap in their legs. The slightly raised vagina in the triangle area was small and cute, and it was strapped to a short gap.
Although I have known Teacher Qin for many years, I still can't help but feel excited every time I see Teacher Qin's figure.
Hello, Lin Wen, what are you looking at? You are not here to eat
Teacher Qin said coldly, as if he noticed that I was looking at him.
Oh, OK, OK
I quickly responded, walked to the table and sat down. As soon as I sat down, I looked at me happily, with a blank expression on my face but with a trace of sorrow, and said lightly.
Eyes are straight
I was embarrassed and could only smile awkwardly to relieve the embarrassment, and then I hurriedly lowered my head to make a fucking meal.
While we were having dinner, my mother also went back to her room to change into yoga clothes. It seemed that my mother was preparing to practice yoga with Teacher Qin at home in the afternoon.
When my mother made the room, my eyes lit up even more.
Although both of them are about 168 in size, their mother's oval face makes people feel more comfortable and noble.
If Teacher Qin’s face represents a cold and beautiful beauty, then mother’s face brings a kind of gentle beauty to people.
In the eyes of others, my mother's figure is probably even more attractive than Teacher Qin.
It’s not just that my mother has a better figure than Teacher Qin.
Instead, the mature temperament and the gentle and generous personality of the mother themselves, the graceful and luxurious frown of every frown and smile are more likely to make people feel the desire to conquer and protect, and they are more attractive.
Although he is already forty-two years old, his snow-white and delicate skin looks like a person in his thirties.
After dinner, my mother cleaned up the dishes and after washing, she said she wanted to practice yoga with Teacher Qin.
I went to Teacher Qin's house with the excuse of reviewing with Xinran.
After following Xinran to her house and closed the door, Xinran asked: Did you find anything when you went out with your mother and Aunt Lin today?
Ah, you know Ah!
I scratched my head awkwardly.
Well, I think so, and as soon as my mother and the others left, I saw you out of the community gate on the window, so have you noticed anything?He said happily and bitterly.
No...no...no...it didn't find anything, they went shopping and bought a few clothes, then ate a hot pot and came back
I stuttered, and naturally I won't tell Xinran my guess.After all, that's a guess. Xinran's mood has been very bad during this period, and I don't want it to think too much.
Oh, oh, Xinran replied, and then Xinran walked back to the room silently, and I followed in. The girl's room was different. The pink outfit in the whole room had a faint fragrance, which was the unique flavor of the girl.
I happily walked to the desk and sat down, holding my cheeks with my hands as if I was thinking.
It can be seen that because of Teacher Qin's abnormal behavior during this period, Xinran was still in a low mood. I couldn't help but comfort him, Xinran, you don't have to worry, I am here, and Teacher Qin is so big.It won't make her children worry that she will have her own sensibility when doing things.
I could only comfort myself.
I'm fine, I just can't figure it out. Is there anything that my mother can't tell me?said happily.
Maybe it’s not time to tell you, after all, you and Teacher Qin have been dependent on each other for so long.If Teacher Qin really wants to take a man home now, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it for a while. She may have not told you for this reason. The most important thing is that this matter may not be completely confirmed. I can only reluctantly comfort me.
Yes, I hope you said this, please agree happily.
I'm going to read a book, do you read it?As he said that, he took out the book happily.
I Ah, let me forget it, I'll go out and watch the game
It just so happened that the World Cup was also starting during this period. I couldn’t watch the live broadcast, so it was good to watch the replay.
Yes, then close the door, the sound is lower
OK, then I'll go out first, you can study with peace of mind, we still have to go to college
After saying that, I went out to the living room and turned on the TV, but I was sleeping on the sofa and I was not in the mood to watch the football game.
At this time, I thought of the jeans that Teacher Qin wore when he went out in the morning, so I hurried to the laundry room.
Sure enough, I saw the blue jeans in the changing basket next to the washing machine. I was lucky. The clothes had not been washed off yet, so I picked up the jeans and looked at them.
Sure enough, it was the same as the two items Xinran showed me in the morning.
The jeans have been stretched back to their original state by Teacher Qin's big butt. It seems that the quality is not very good. Logically speaking, Teacher Qin would not buy such jeans. Ah, I turned the jeans over, found the zipper from the buttons on the waist of the pants and pulled the zipper to the bottom. At the waist of the back, the zipper directly divided the jeans into two. Only the thin circle of the waist of the pants and linked the jeans together. It was too lewd. Teacher Qin Qin would wear such a cow for someone.When I went out with my jeans, who was it? What did she do to Teacher Qin? I actually let the cold Teacher Qin do such a thing for him. I clenched my fists tightly. Now instead of making me believe that Teacher Qin has been conquered by that person, it is better for Teacher Qin to be coerced. At least I still have a chance to save Teacher Qin. In fact, I fantasize that I am the only one who asked Teacher Qin to wear open-standard jeans and still kiss me in the bathroom.
I turned the jeans out of it again. Although I had just seen it, I saw in the mall that the spots on Teacher Qin's jeans had almost disappeared.
But I still didn't give up and turned my jeans outwards.
Sure enough, I saw the same watermark spots as I saw in the mall.
For a moment, my heart felt ashamed. This was not a watermark spot. It was a trace of semen, and it had condensed into pieces. It was tightly pressed against the inside of the jeans for a few hours. After that, I still had a fishy smell. Who was it? I actually shot her dirty semen on Teacher Qin's jeans in the women's bathroom in the mall.
No, it’s not that I’m cumming on my jeans, but cumming on Teacher Qin’s butt and then asking Teacher Qin to put on my jeans.
That's why the mark of semen stays inside the jeans. Who is it... who is it... that can actually make Teacher Qin do such a lewd thing.
He also asked Teacher Qin to eat with his mother with a full butt semen. Isn’t Teacher Qin afraid that his mother will find out?
I clenched my fists, my face was ferocious, my mouth kept saying damn, and my head kept searching for who it was... Damn Ah... Damn, who it was... After saying that, I found it seemed a little loud. I unconsciously looked at Xinran's room for a while and didn't move before I felt relieved. Just as I was thinking about this, my lower body became hard unconsciously. It was right to think about it. Thinking of such a cold Teacher Qin, who was actually wearing an open-end denim library, was ejaculated by an unknown man on his snow-white big butt in the toilet of the mall. I might not be able to bear it if that man could just think about it.
I put down my jeans and walked out of the laundry room. I lay on the sofa and kept looking like Teacher Qin's big white butt was ejaculated with semen. I can now be sure that Teacher Qin must have been coerced.
Because I know Teacher Qin, Teacher Qin cannot be so lewd, absolutely not.
I popped up from the sofa, and Teacher Qin and her mother were practicing yoga, and were happily studying again. They gave me a lot of time to do their own activities. I was going to Teacher Qin's room to see if I could find any clues.
I looked back and saw that the door of Xinran's room was closed without any movement. I walked to the door of Teacher Qin's room and held the door handle. At this time, my heart was still very heavy.
Because I don’t know what I will find after entering, the incidents in the past two days have hit me a lot.
Click
The door was opened, but the door was not locked. I gently pushed open the door. At this time, I didn't know that I pushed open not only the door of Teacher Qin's room but an endless door of desire.
When I arrived in the room, the first thing I saw was the jeans in the trash can. Yes, it was the two pairs of jeans that Teacher Qin placed at the bottom of the wardrobe that Xinran showed me in the morning. It seemed that Teacher Qin thought the one she wore today was just right.
So there is no need to ask for these two, but the one that Teacher Qin wore today.
Although it is not obvious, it can still be seen that the one on Teacher Qin's body is a little tight and small, wrapping Teacher Qin's big butt and jade legs tightly.
Why is this? There is a big size number, but it should be just right. Why don’t you wear a small size number? At this time, I thought of Xinran and told me that after Teacher Qin received the jeans, Teacher Qin tried it on one by one in front of the mirror and took photos from multiple angles.
Could it be that I took a photo for that person to show it, and then the person assigned her to wear that, or did Teacher Qin deliberately wear a smaller size in order to better highlight her figure?
I think it should be the former, after all, these jeans are only worn for that person to see.
Because it is really hard for me to imagine that Teacher Qin deliberately wore a smaller size clothes to highlight his figure in order to please someone. This is impossible, and I don’t believe it. Of course, it is actually more because I don’t want the latter.
I walked to the wardrobe again and opened it and saw that there was nothing unusual. I opened the drawer under the wardrobe and saw a lot of stockings, all colors, including knees, suspenders, and one-pieces. There was nothing unusual, and I didn't see it.
I should have been glad to open stockings, but even I didn’t realize that there was a trace of loss deep in my heart.
I walked to Teacher Qin's desk and looked at it. They were all review materials and textbooks that we wanted to use, as well as some uncorrected papers and a notebook, huh?
Teacher Qin's phone is also there. Right, when I just passed, Teacher Qin was wearing a yoga suit without a pocket and there was no cell phone in his hand. I hesitated for a moment and picked up Teacher Qin's phone. I tried several passwords and was not right. Another thing was wrong with Xinran and Teacher Qin's birthday, so I gave up.
I looked at the bookshelf next to the desk, except for the books on teaching, some books on sports and yoga, and I didn’t find anything. I should be happy at this time.
But deep down, I felt an indescribable loss.
I sat down on the chair in front of the desk, leaned on the back of the chair, and recalled what happened recently.
But I had no way to calm down. I wanted to calm myself down a few times but couldn't do it at all. I was so angry that I kicked the corner of the table. The table didn't move, but I kicked the drawer on the bottom layer of the table.
I looked down and found that the drawer seemed to be locked.
But it seemed that I was kicked open by my kick. The lock of this drawer is an embedded drawer lock, and the lock tongue is locked. It may be because the table has been used for a long time and has created a gap.
So although it was locked, it was still shaken open under vibration.
I saw a black notebook and a jewelry box in the drawer. I picked up the jewelry box and opened it. Inside, there was a thin leather belt for women. The belt seemed to be a little shorter, and there was also a silver chain. I picked it up and took a look. Is it a necklace? If it was a necklace, it seemed a bit long and a bit thick. Forget it, I dare not be interested in this.
Which black notebook I picked up, there was a lock on the notebook, which was the normal buckle-type password lock, which was also locked. Looking at the password lock with 358, I tried to open it, but I thought it was impossible to be right. I tried a few more, and I was not right. I was upset and pulled the lock out with great force, and it actually opened it.
I trembled with my hands, turned on the first page, and also turned on the forbidden magic book.
Because I still don’t think about how much changes this ordinary black diary will bring to my future life.
The first page of the diary reads Teacher Qin's name. Qin Yuanyuan's date is October 1, 2012. This day was the day when Teacher Qin took Qingran out for a trip. It was also this day when Teacher Qin cut off everything.
Nearly 10 years have passed, most of the diary is about daily life. The most recorded is nothing more than how many points Xinran scored, where to go to travel, and then some things with my mother. The rest are some interesting things that happened in school, and there is no special record. The only thing that interested me is to record the relationship between me and Xinran. This point has been mentioned many times in Teacher Qin's diary. From the beginning when I pestered Xinran, she disgustedly described that we were childhood sweethearts. It seems that the matter between me and Xinran has also been recognized by Teacher Qin, and a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.
Although it is a diary, Teacher Qin writes it every day, sometimes only a few words a day, some write four or five diaries on one page, and write one on two pages. I know that things have changed in the past year.
Wednesday, September 1, 2021, sunny, time is coming, the summer vacation is over, and the beginning of the new semester, I wonder if my little guys have studied at home during the summer vacation.
On Saturday, September 4, 2021, it was sunny. I took my family out to run around and have fun just after school started. During the summer vacation, I haven’t had enough fun together every day.
Monday, September 6, 2021, sunny, a new week began again. I met him again at the school gate early in the morning. He was still the same, handsome, sunny, tall, white and clean, and he was really a good baby.
Who is it, who is Teacher Qin talking about? What kind of person can actually let Teacher Qin write him into his diary, and praise his appearance without hesitation. I continued to read.
On Friday, September 10, 2021, it was sunny. He was really active in class and spoke actively. Sometimes I didn’t know how to answer him the questions he asked. After class, I chased me to my office to ask questions. I stood in front of him, only to his shoulders.
On the contrary, I am more like a student and he is a teacher, looking tall and thin.
But it is obvious that he can feel his strong figure at close range.
Not only is he born in a good position, but his academic performance is also so excellent. I don’t know how many girls he will harm in the future.
Monday, September 12, 2021, cloudy, and the weather on Monday was gray.
At the same time and at the same place, I met him at the school gate again, and he saw me, and did not say hello to me.
Instead, I smiled at Xinran and nodded. I really don’t have the ability to see me. I didn’t see me standing like this. Could it be that I am too cold in normal times?
What's wrong with Teacher Qin? Is this jealous? I'm jealous of my daughter. No, no, maybe I'm thinking too much and then I'll know.
On Friday, September 16, 2021, it was sunny, after school, I was about to go home. He came and told me that Xinran and Xiaowen were going to the stationery store together. I said um, and continued to pack up, but he had no intention of leaving. He stood at the door and stared at me. The sunset shone on his back through the doors and windows, as if he was standing in the light.
He was so handsome and so beautiful. When he stared at me, I felt a little shy. I couldn't help but look up and glance at him. He seemed to be waiting for something.
I couldn't help but ask: What's wrong, is there anything you have to do?
He scratched his head and said embarrassedly: Oh, it's okay, isn't this going to be in the third year of high school soon? The teacher's teaching tasks are heavy and the students are under great pressure, so...
So what? If you have anything, just say it quickly, I'm going home.
I returned coldly, and I was still lowering my head to pack up my things, but there were only a few things I was just cleaning up and doing useless work. I seemed to be looking forward to something, and I didn't know what it was.
He spoke, Teacher Qin, I think if I can leave your number and add your WeChat if possible, I can ask you some questions when it is convenient for you. He said shyly.
Why do I come to me? There are many teachers in the school who are older than me and have better performance than me!
Is he looking for me to contact information?
Oh, it's nothing, so Teacher Qin doesn't want to.He said expressionlessly.
Seeing his reaction, I felt a little disappointed.But on the surface, I didn’t have much emotional fluctuation, and I still said with a cold face: I said the number, please remember it.
Hearing me say this, he smiled sweetly and said: Yes, Mr. Qin, you said, I remember, he took out his cell phone and wrote down my number.
After I finished writing it, I asked me for WeChat, but I ignored him and just told him that I had something to do and called me, and then said: I'm going home, aren't you leaving yet?
He turned and left.
This diary is very long and has more than several other articles. After reading this article, I felt a little sank. I just wanted to say that there are no women, no girls who are not in love with their youth. This diary describes it.
Although Teacher Qin still looks cold, I can feel a hint of girlish aura.
On Sunday, September 18, 2021, it was sunny. I have been tutoring Xinran’s homework and contacting Sister Lin for the past two days, but he has not contacted me.
Until Sunday at 7 pm, there was a strange call and I didn't get it while taking a shower. I wasn't sure if it was him, and I didn't go back.
Teacher Qin was actually waiting for his phone call. What happened to Teacher Qin and why did things develop like this.Is there some things that are not recorded in the diary that I don’t know?
What's going on? Why did Teacher Qin write this diary again? I was confused and thought that Teacher Qin would never write it if he had nothing to do. Sometimes he wouldn't even write one for several weeks. What's wrong?
Monday, September 27, 2021, Qing, Thursday, September 30, 2021, Qing, after school today, other teachers in the office left, I was still preparing lesson plans. I clearly had nothing to sort out, but for some reason I wanted to sit in the office for a while. He came in half an hour, but he still stood in front of the door and didn't come in. With one hand behind me, I looked up at him.
What's wrong
Nothing is just to see the teacher
What do I have to look good about?
The teacher is too beautiful, with a bulge in front and a squint back, mature and stroking, an angel-like face and a devilish figure, like a beautiful jade like a creator's gold and slim drink.
I felt a little embarrassed when he said it, and my little face turned red in an instant. My heart was like a deer bumping around. I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him. I was silent for a while and looked up and looked over, only to find that he was standing beside me, looking straight at me. I was sitting on the chair and seemed to be unable to move at this moment, and I was so nervous that I was seen by him.
But there was a sunny smile on his face. Just as I was shyly bowing my head, he knelt down on one knee, took out the rose behind him, and said: Teacher Qin, I like you.
This really scared me that my mouth was wide open for a moment, and I didn't know what to do, and then I instantly covered my mouth with one hand to avoid ugly leaks.
After more than a minute, I came to my senses, and he kept kneeling on one knee and holding flowers in his hands, and seemed to be waiting for my reply. I pretended to be calm and said: Thank you for your liking to the teacher. This is what you gave to the teacher’s Day gift in advance.
Then take the flowers and put them on the table with both hands.
Teacher Qin, you know what I mean.
He stood up and held my shoulders with both hands, pressed me on the back of the chair, looked at me straight, and then said: Teacher, I really like you, can you be my girlfriend?
Looking at his handsome face and feeling the strength and temperature of his hands, I felt like I was in love for a moment. It was not right, it must be an illusion. I was so moved by my students. I quickly pushed my hands away, got up and took my bag and ran away, thinking about opening the office.
Just as I arrived at the door, he grabbed me and pulled me into his arms naturally.
He put one hand around my shoulders, the other hand around my waist, and then kicked the office door to close. Feeling his mighty and powerful arms, I was as weak as a little sheep, unable to move.
Teacher, I mean I really like you, would you be my girlfriend?
He lowered his head and asked my hair lightly, waiting for my answer.
Calm down, I am your teacher, and I am almost forty years old. Look at how many girls in school like you, some of whom are more beautiful than me before the New Year...
What's wrong with teachers and students? I like older girls. How can those little girls compare with you?
The questions I asked were easily resolved by him.
The teacher doesn’t matter whether you agree or not, I will recognize you.If the teacher is willing to wait for you downstairs of your community tomorrow morning at 8 o'clock.
After saying that, he let go of me and walked out of the office. I stood there for a long time before returning home as if I had escaped...
Saturday, October 1, 2021, sunny. Last night, I turned around and thought about what I did in the office and didn’t sleep well. My mind was full of what he said, "I like you." I woke up naturally early in the morning and saw that my phone was almost seven o'clock. I sat in front of the makeup mirror and looked at myself with dark circles and muttered, and it was all blamed for that bastard.
After washing up, I unconsciously put on beautiful clothes and put on beautiful clothes. I seemed to be looking forward to something. I took a look at my phone and it was already 7:59. I walked to the window and looked at the community gate.
Sure enough, he was looking down at his phone. The light blue sports jacket, white T-shirt, sweatpants, and basketball shoes were so teenager. He also looked up at me and waved at me. I was so scared that I quickly turned around and hid behind the window and leaned against the wall, covering my pounding chest with both hands.
I pulled up the curtains and returned to the dressing table. I looked at myself in the dressing mirror. How could I look at the dressing today? Why wasn't I satisfied? It must be because I didn't sleep well yesterday. It was all because of the bad complexion. It was all because that bastard dared to tease the teacher in the office and wanted to date me and dream about him.
I loaded and unloaded it and replaced it back to my home clothes. I would put it on and picked up my phone. The phone showed 4 missed calls. I knew it must have been called by him. Then I saw a message he sent that said, "Teacher, I won't leave if I don't come down." I also replied that he forgot yesterday and went back to study hard. He didn't reply to me after coming over, and he went back.
Until around nine o'clock, I pulled the curtains and saw where he was still standing, and waved at me with a smile. I hurriedly pulled the curtains and replied to him again, asking him to go back soon.
But half an hour later, I walked to the window again and looked at where he was still standing. There was nothing I could do, so I could only go downstairs and persuade him personally.
When I arrived at the entrance of the community, he stared at me with his eyes straight at me. Only then did I realize that I was wearing a home dress. The V-neck silk home dress showed a large piece of snow-white breasts on my chest. The hem of the skirt was only to the base of my thighs. A pair of jade legs were also exposed to him. The eyes of men, women, and young people coming and going at the entrance of the community seemed to be gathering on me at this time. I hurriedly protected my chest with one hand and grabbed the hem of the skirt with the other, and said, "Go back quickly, then reincarnate and cover my little face and run back home like running away."
I didn't look out the window until I glanced after lunch and saw that he was no longer close, and I didn't know when he left.
Seeing Teacher Qin’s diary like an essay, I can confirm that the teacher may have indeed fallen in love with his student, and I think I seem to have guessed who that student was, but what I would never expect was.
Wednesday, October 6, 2021, sunny. For six consecutive days, he came to the community gate in the morning and walked in the afternoon. He leaned against the window and looked at the flowers in his hands. The handsome and handsome boy was waiting for me. It seemed that he really felt in love. Today he knew that he had left in the evening.
Thursday, October 7, 2021, he is here again today, still handsome and still holding flowers. I decided to make it clear to him and give this young man a good idea.
But when I walked up to him, I looked at his handsome face.
When he handed the flowers to me, I took them unconsciously, and a hint of sweetness appeared in my heart. Under his sweet words, I came to the suburban forest park. His small movements along the way made me feel happy, and finally he entered my body in the car.
Aunt Qin actually had a relationship with him, and it is not difficult to see from the lines that this is not a forced or acquiescent or even expectation. What kind of magic does he have?
On Friday, October 8, 2021, I saw him standing at the school gate in the morning and saw me coming. He greeted me with a smile, as if waiting for me. During the lunch break, he sent me a message asking me to go to the equipment room to find him. Of course I knew his intention, and I did not reply.
But after a while, he came to the office. In order not to let other teachers find out something strange, I could only come to the door and ask him not to do anything at school. But he didn't need to listen to me and took my hand and left. I had no choice but to follow me. After entering the equipment room, he kissed passionately. Under his ever-changing evil methods, I was full of heat and passionate. At this time, he had already put away his smile and said in a cold voice: Please me.
Finally, with my crying request, he entered my body again, and in an instant, I felt as if even my soul had been sublimated.
Before leaving, he said he knew that I had the habit of writing a diary, and then asked me to write a diary about yesterday in a commanding tone.
Seeing this, I turned my diary backwards, and I found nothing. This diary was also stuck on October 8, 2011, and it was all blank afterwards.
I accidentally looked at the drawer again. Sure enough, under an A4 paper, I took it out with a friend's book, and opened the blank page of the date, which read the teacher's name Qin Yuanyuan, and the date was October 7, 2021, and the middle part was painted with black pen.
I trembled my hands and turned the next page, and at this time my heart was gradually approaching my anger. Instead, my nervousness, excitement, and my trembling hands were no longer trembling with anger, but now my trembling seemed to be excited.