Please... no... I'm almost dead... This may be the last sentence I said in my life. I really can't hold on. It's the 10th time I've been soaked in this goldfish tank. Every time I'm about to suffocate, they're fishing out. This is the last time. Why haven't they caught me out? Am I really going to die? I feel that I can't control my body anymore and I want to fall asleep. Why am I here?
Why?
What is my life for...
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Lingling Ah, you should stop studying in high school. Anyway, even if you get into college, you won’t pay for it in the future. Your two brothers have spent a lot of money on schooling in the past few years. You see, you can work now, so do you have to help your family?I have received an admission notice from the county high school. My dad just said that I had to prepare for the tuition fee, so my dad told me not to study anymore. In fact, I had to get into the county high school because I just pressed the line. I usually have to do a lot of work at home, but I feel very uncomfortable when my dad said this.
Why do girls have to drop out of school?
You will make arrangements for you in two years. When you get married, your two brothers will not be under such pressure. After all, they also want to get married, and you must be sensible.Before I could speak, my dad's other bombshell came over. It was Ah. This is what we are here. Our school is just a small village by the Poyang Lake. There are basically no girls who want to marry into the village. They all rely on a lot of money to marry.
The youngest son of the village chief's family will have to spend more than 500,000 yuan to marry the village next door. It seems that my brother and the others will definitely get married at that time. Now my mother has a younger brother, and they want to send this younger brother away and change it to another daughter. In this way, when the younger sister gets married, her parents' pension money will be released.
In fact, it is not wrong to think so. Anyway, we have been like this for generations. As for the daughter, she is someone else’s family after she gets married. The grace of parents for so many years is worth spending so much money.
Good dad, I won’t read anymore, don’t worry, I can make money in a few years, let’s save money for my brother and the others.Looking at my dad's gratitude smile, I don't know how uncomfortable I feel. I also want to go to college. I really want to see the world outside...
Most of my junior high school students stayed behind. Many of them knew their destiny early, and they didn’t work hard to study, so it didn’t matter. They got a junior high school diploma, and now they stayed at home every day, just doing some work to help the housework.
In the first few days, my parents took good care of my emotions. After a week, I seemed to have become a slave in my family. I wanted all the work, I cooked the food, washed the clothes, fed the pigs, and scolded me or beaten. I don’t like it here.
The village issued a document saying that I would go to apply for a new ID card in a uniform manner. I followed my parents to go to the town police station with my household registration to take photos. That day, I specially wore a white T-shirt and combed my hair very carefully because I knew this was my first photo of me. All the photos I had to take photos with my brother, parents and parents when I was a child.
My younger brother is now 5 years old and can go to the village kindergarten. In fact, the kindergarten in the village is a place to play with supper. Now the country prohibits kindergartens from learning new things, so the children are just playing around.
My parents felt sorry for the money and let my younger brother play wildly at home. I had to take care of this little brat. I had no feelings for him. After he was born, I could have eaten meat and eggs once a week, but now my eggs are eaten by him, and the number of times I eat meat has also decreased. Every time I eat chicken, I can only drink some soup, and I can't eat meat even if I eat some vegetables. The two chicken legs are for my brother's wings, and the other wings for my father are for my younger brother. I can eat chicken skin, but I don't like chicken skin.
I have never understood why my mother never talks to me as a woman. Later I learned that in his eyes, I will get married sooner or later, and I may not be able to go home in the future. Now at home is like eating and drinking for nothing, and I can’t make money. It’s better to make trouble for her.
From this time on, my mission seems to have been determined. In the future, I will have a good price. My bride price is higher, and my brothers will be under a little pressure. Since I will get married sooner or later, why should I feel uncomfortable? I should be more comfortable if I leave this family.
Actually, I am quite greedy, or we girls are all very greedy. After all, I will give it to boys, and I won’t give it to us. I have a little secret, but I actually have pocket money.
My parents went out to work and said they were going to Dongguan. I asked why they didn’t go to Nanchang. They said there was no good factory in Nanchang, and the salary paid by the factory in Nanchang is much lower than that in Dongguan. Now I am at home. My eldest brother is in college in Nanchang and my second brother is in high school. They live in school even if they don’t go home. I have to take care of my younger brother’s daily life.
Actually, since I was in the third grade, I have always had pocket money. This pocket money was given to me by Grandpa Chen from the village. Every time he went to his house, he would give me a few dollars. At that time, she would touch my butt and my nipples, and then she would see me pee. After I finished peeing, he drank my pee. At first I felt very disgusting, but later he would give me money every time, and this matter became my secret.
Within two years, Grandpa Chen died of high blood pressure and no one gave me pocket money.
Later, I followed my second brother to play at the village chief’s second son’s house. They went to play with the computer together. I was watching TV outside. The village chief’s father came over to watch TV with me. The village chief’s surname was Wu. My father was my name, Grandpa Wu. At that time, I hadn’t had menstruation yet. Grandpa Wu took off my pants, licked my asshole, and peeing. Every time I was so itchy that I couldn’t stand it. Then he gave me a few dollars and told me not to say it out. If I said it out, I would beat me to death.
I was so scared that I never went again, but sometimes he would give me money to touch me.
Later, after I went to junior high school, the school had an education class telling us that if a man's cock was inserted into the place where he peed, he would get pregnant, so he must protect himself.
At that time, my deskmate had a novel that all the girls in our class spread. It turned out that it was not that they would get pregnant if they were inserted, but that men would ejaculate before they would get pregnant. Moreover, women would have a lot of liquid when they had sex. Anyway, there were a lot of scattered things. In fact, I gradually learned that girls only talked about these things.
In the evening self-study before the high school entrance examination, we would go to class until 6:30 pm and finish 5:00 pm. Everyone went to have a meal for half an hour. That day, I didn’t go, but slept on the table because I felt a little uncomfortable.
My deskmate came back and patted me twice. I felt someone patting me but I didn't wake up. He reached in from the hem of my clothes to touch my breasts. I felt it, and opened my eyes and stared at him.
Instead of shrinking his hands out, he pinched my breasts twice, and then pinched my nipples again.
I was angry and fell on the table and cried.
But his hand still didn't let it go, and I kept touching it.
But my feeling is getting more and more comfortable.
I moaned and pushed his hand away with my hands. He smelled it and said it smelled so much. I was almost angry with him at that time.I ignored him that night self-study.
Baby, I'll take you home after school. Usually we take the bus, and he has a bicycle. I refused, but he said that if he doesn't take my bike, I will tell you what you just now
I was afraid that he would really tell people everywhere, so I agreed to him.
Our junior high school is about three or four kilometers away from my home. If it takes about half an hour to ride a bicycle, he will take me to the direction of our home. When he arrives at the cornfield in front of the village, he will let me get out of the car. It is dark at night and there is no one in the distance. At this time, the corn is also very tall and you can't see it from the outside. He leads me into the cornfield.
He hugged me and kissed me, stuffed his hands into my clothes, pinched my breasts directly, and then she unzipped my zipper and asked me to take off my T-shirt and underwear. I obediently did as he asked, and then he took off his shirt and hugged me and kissed me.
When we hugged, I could feel him holding me back.
I knew it was a man's cock. He took off his pants and exposed his cock for me to rub it. As soon as I grabbed my hand and rubbed it twice, he ejaculated.
Then he put on his pants and warned me not to say these things.
I didn't say that from then until before the high school entrance examination.
Every night, he rode his bike. We had to go to the cornfield or the empty classroom of the school. He touched me and I rubbed him. The difference was the location, the same thing was that he ejaculated in just a few strokes every time.
This is how we played the taboo game like this until before the high school entrance examination, and we never contacted each other again after graduation...
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Why?
What is my life for...
……
Lingling Ah, you should stop studying in high school. Anyway, even if you get into college, you won’t pay for it in the future. Your two brothers have spent a lot of money on schooling in the past few years. You see, you can work now, so do you have to help your family?I have received an admission notice from the county high school. My dad just said that I had to prepare for the tuition fee, so my dad told me not to study anymore. In fact, I had to get into the county high school because I just pressed the line. I usually have to do a lot of work at home, but I feel very uncomfortable when my dad said this.
Why do girls have to drop out of school?
You will make arrangements for you in two years. When you get married, your two brothers will not be under such pressure. After all, they also want to get married, and you must be sensible.Before I could speak, my dad's other bombshell came over. It was Ah. This is what we are here. Our school is just a small village by the Poyang Lake. There are basically no girls who want to marry into the village. They all rely on a lot of money to marry.
The youngest son of the village chief's family will have to spend more than 500,000 yuan to marry the village next door. It seems that my brother and the others will definitely get married at that time. Now my mother has a younger brother, and they want to send this younger brother away and change it to another daughter. In this way, when the younger sister gets married, her parents' pension money will be released.
In fact, it is not wrong to think so. Anyway, we have been like this for generations. As for the daughter, she is someone else’s family after she gets married. The grace of parents for so many years is worth spending so much money.
Good dad, I won’t read anymore, don’t worry, I can make money in a few years, let’s save money for my brother and the others.Looking at my dad's gratitude smile, I don't know how uncomfortable I feel. I also want to go to college. I really want to see the world outside...
Most of my junior high school students stayed behind. Many of them knew their destiny early, and they didn’t work hard to study, so it didn’t matter. They got a junior high school diploma, and now they stayed at home every day, just doing some work to help the housework.
In the first few days, my parents took good care of my emotions. After a week, I seemed to have become a slave in my family. I wanted all the work, I cooked the food, washed the clothes, fed the pigs, and scolded me or beaten. I don’t like it here.
The village issued a document saying that I would go to apply for a new ID card in a uniform manner. I followed my parents to go to the town police station with my household registration to take photos. That day, I specially wore a white T-shirt and combed my hair very carefully because I knew this was my first photo of me. All the photos I had to take photos with my brother, parents and parents when I was a child.
My younger brother is now 5 years old and can go to the village kindergarten. In fact, the kindergarten in the village is a place to play with supper. Now the country prohibits kindergartens from learning new things, so the children are just playing around.
My parents felt sorry for the money and let my younger brother play wildly at home. I had to take care of this little brat. I had no feelings for him. After he was born, I could have eaten meat and eggs once a week, but now my eggs are eaten by him, and the number of times I eat meat has also decreased. Every time I eat chicken, I can only drink some soup, and I can't eat meat even if I eat some vegetables. The two chicken legs are for my brother's wings, and the other wings for my father are for my younger brother. I can eat chicken skin, but I don't like chicken skin.
I have never understood why my mother never talks to me as a woman. Later I learned that in his eyes, I will get married sooner or later, and I may not be able to go home in the future. Now at home is like eating and drinking for nothing, and I can’t make money. It’s better to make trouble for her.
From this time on, my mission seems to have been determined. In the future, I will have a good price. My bride price is higher, and my brothers will be under a little pressure. Since I will get married sooner or later, why should I feel uncomfortable? I should be more comfortable if I leave this family.
Actually, I am quite greedy, or we girls are all very greedy. After all, I will give it to boys, and I won’t give it to us. I have a little secret, but I actually have pocket money.
My parents went out to work and said they were going to Dongguan. I asked why they didn’t go to Nanchang. They said there was no good factory in Nanchang, and the salary paid by the factory in Nanchang is much lower than that in Dongguan. Now I am at home. My eldest brother is in college in Nanchang and my second brother is in high school. They live in school even if they don’t go home. I have to take care of my younger brother’s daily life.
Actually, since I was in the third grade, I have always had pocket money. This pocket money was given to me by Grandpa Chen from the village. Every time he went to his house, he would give me a few dollars. At that time, she would touch my butt and my nipples, and then she would see me pee. After I finished peeing, he drank my pee. At first I felt very disgusting, but later he would give me money every time, and this matter became my secret.
Within two years, Grandpa Chen died of high blood pressure and no one gave me pocket money.
Later, I followed my second brother to play at the village chief’s second son’s house. They went to play with the computer together. I was watching TV outside. The village chief’s father came over to watch TV with me. The village chief’s surname was Wu. My father was my name, Grandpa Wu. At that time, I hadn’t had menstruation yet. Grandpa Wu took off my pants, licked my asshole, and peeing. Every time I was so itchy that I couldn’t stand it. Then he gave me a few dollars and told me not to say it out. If I said it out, I would beat me to death.
I was so scared that I never went again, but sometimes he would give me money to touch me.
Later, after I went to junior high school, the school had an education class telling us that if a man's cock was inserted into the place where he peed, he would get pregnant, so he must protect himself.
At that time, my deskmate had a novel that all the girls in our class spread. It turned out that it was not that they would get pregnant if they were inserted, but that men would ejaculate before they would get pregnant. Moreover, women would have a lot of liquid when they had sex. Anyway, there were a lot of scattered things. In fact, I gradually learned that girls only talked about these things.
In the evening self-study before the high school entrance examination, we would go to class until 6:30 pm and finish 5:00 pm. Everyone went to have a meal for half an hour. That day, I didn’t go, but slept on the table because I felt a little uncomfortable.
My deskmate came back and patted me twice. I felt someone patting me but I didn't wake up. He reached in from the hem of my clothes to touch my breasts. I felt it, and opened my eyes and stared at him.
Instead of shrinking his hands out, he pinched my breasts twice, and then pinched my nipples again.
I was angry and fell on the table and cried.
But his hand still didn't let it go, and I kept touching it.
But my feeling is getting more and more comfortable.
I moaned and pushed his hand away with my hands. He smelled it and said it smelled so much. I was almost angry with him at that time.I ignored him that night self-study.
Baby, I'll take you home after school. Usually we take the bus, and he has a bicycle. I refused, but he said that if he doesn't take my bike, I will tell you what you just now
I was afraid that he would really tell people everywhere, so I agreed to him.
Our junior high school is about three or four kilometers away from my home. If it takes about half an hour to ride a bicycle, he will take me to the direction of our home. When he arrives at the cornfield in front of the village, he will let me get out of the car. It is dark at night and there is no one in the distance. At this time, the corn is also very tall and you can't see it from the outside. He leads me into the cornfield.
He hugged me and kissed me, stuffed his hands into my clothes, pinched my breasts directly, and then she unzipped my zipper and asked me to take off my T-shirt and underwear. I obediently did as he asked, and then he took off his shirt and hugged me and kissed me.
When we hugged, I could feel him holding me back.
I knew it was a man's cock. He took off his pants and exposed his cock for me to rub it. As soon as I grabbed my hand and rubbed it twice, he ejaculated.
Then he put on his pants and warned me not to say these things.
I didn't say that from then until before the high school entrance examination.
Every night, he rode his bike. We had to go to the cornfield or the empty classroom of the school. He touched me and I rubbed him. The difference was the location, the same thing was that he ejaculated in just a few strokes every time.
This is how we played the taboo game like this until before the high school entrance examination, and we never contacted each other again after graduation...
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