I stood by the rooftop for nearly an hour, and only after the heat gradually subsided, I went down to the living room on the first floor and continued to watch the Spring Festival Gala with my uncle and others.
Not long after, my aunt brought Tingting back and prepared to set off fireworks for the New Year's Eve together.
Xiaoxuan cousin, hurry up!Only two minutes!
In an open space outside the courtyard, Tingting followed me happily, watching me fiddling with all kinds of firecrackers, and urging me with a little excitement.
Obviously, she, who also lives in the city, is sincerely excited about setting off firecrackers.
Don’t be anxious, let it go well, otherwise it will be easy to hedge, which will be inauspicious.I said to her with an adult kiss, which made her laugh at me and said that I was like an old man.
Soon, the placement was ready, and when I was five seconds away from 12 o'clock in the evening, I lit eight bundles of firecrackers and eighteen tubes of fireworks...
Bang... da da da da da... chi... bang...
The deafening sound of firecrackers sounded, and Tingting and I seemed to have been blown up.
She was still covering her ears excitedly, watching the fire outside the courtyard, I pulled her upstairs and went to the rooftop to watch with her grandmother and the others...
grandmother!Happy New Year!As soon as Tingting got onto the rooftop, she immediately rushed to her grandmother who was sitting on the chair and shouted in a delicate voice.
Hahaha... Of course, my grandmother would not shout like her, but laughed in a decent manner, reached out to put Tingting's head on her shoulders, and watched the colorful fireworks blooming in the night sky together.
Standing on the left of grandma were uncle and aunt, and they couldn't help but leaned against each other and smiled at each other.
Only my mother, who was standing on the right, was still wearing a long black windbreaker, and her erect and leaning figure. She looked a little lonely at this moment, with a smile on her face, looking at the fireworks in the night sky.
Mom, are you cold?I walked over, reached out and gently put my hand on my mother's shoulder, and half hugged her in my arms.Because of the noise of firecrackers at this moment, I could only lower my head and approach my mother's short hair to ask.
My mother turned her head and looked at me with some confusion, then shook her head, but then moved her delicate body toward me, and her short hair lay on my shoulders.
The fireworks that just happened to bloom in the sky lit up my mother's face at this moment.
Her deep eyes, fair and smooth melon-shaped face, and a slightly smiling expression make her look even more beautiful, just like her resolute and courageous personality, it makes people intimidate!
But now I am even more pitying about all this.
She shouldn't have been under so much pressure, she shouldn't have been so outstanding!
I couldn't help but hold my mother's thin shoulders and tighten my hand, pressed it to her ear and said softly again: Mom, take advantage of the fact that there are so many fireworks now, do you want to make a wish?
After hearing this, my mother gave me a blank look, pressed my head with her backhand, and said warmly in my ear: This is not a meteor, why would you like to make a wish!
Although it is not a meteor, it is more precious than the symbolic meaning of the meteor!
What symbolic meaning?
It’s New Year’s Eve now, and the family is reunited!
Mom smiled suddenly. She originally thought I would say nonsense!
Then, she attached herself to my ear and said softly: My wish is that you will grow up safely and healthily in the future, and be happy and worry-free forever!
I looked at my mother with expectation, and my delicate face showed a smile that I had recently been smiling, and I couldn't help but laugh.
good!
What's good, what about yours?
Just make a wish in your heart, why say it out?
……
I hugged my mother's weak shoulders proudly, gently pressed her frowning head against my neck, and watched the fireworks blooming in the night sky together.
After that, my mother slowly reached out to hug my waist, showed a happy smile, and enjoyed the wonderful moment of family reunion.
I glanced at the people around me who were embracing each other, and finally fell on my mother's delicate face in my arms, making the most important wish and promise in my life.
At a moment, I hugged the person beside me, looked up at the brilliant fireworks all over the night sky, and silently prayed: I started with your life, maybe I have found my way to go.I will devote my life to the most beautiful blooms in your future!
As time goes by, the Lantern Festival is over.
On the 16th day of the first lunar month, my mother and I left my grandmother's house and were about to return to our previous residence and our previous life.
At around 3:00 p.m., my mother and I finally got home.
OK, put down the things first!I've carried all the way, aren't you tired?Mom opened the door and turned around and said in doubt.
I was carrying two large boxes, with my mother's handbag hanging around my neck, and smiled faintly without changing my face, shook my head, and followed my mother into the door.
My mother changed her shoes and sat on the sofa in the living room and looked at me intently.I put down the box and stood at the door and looked at her silently.
Did your uncle tell you something on New Year’s Eve?Why do you feel strange after that day?... Mom obviously noticed the actions of my uncle and I going to the rooftop that day.
Well... he told me a story about an upgraded version of Mulan!I smiled slightly crookedly.
What Mulan... Don't listen to his nonsense, he doesn't have a good reputation all day long, don't learn bad things with him!Mom put her hands together and warned me.
Then... do you think I am good or bad now?I looked at her seriously.
...This is OK during this period, I didn't make me angry, so I can barely count it!My mother also thought about how I performed after she came back.
oh……
What are you doing at the door?Come in Ah!
Mom, you haven’t gone to the hospital for a follow-up visit yet!
……
At 4 pm, outside the psychological room of the First People's Hospital of the City.
I walked around the door anxiously. My mother had been in the clinic for nearly half an hour. I had no idea about psychological consultation and didn't know if this was a serious sign.
Click!Suddenly the door opened.
mom!How about it?When I saw my mother come out, I immediately went up to ask.
It's okay, let's go!My mother held her handbag and handed me the case report form. Before I could take a closer look, she took her hand and walked outside.
At this moment, my focus is mainly on my mother's report sheet.
When I saw my mother diagnosed with mild depression, the huge rock in my heart finally put it down!
At this moment, my mother had already pulled me out of the hospital building.
Huh?Didn't you ask the doctor to prescribe medicine?I saw that the doctor prescribed medicine was not written on it, and I was a little confused.
……have!My mother replied lightly, and she pulled me to speed up a little.
Take it out and let me take a look!
Let's see it when you go home!There are so many people around!
I grabbed my mother with my backhand, pressed her shoulder with both hands, and pulled the handbag in her hand over.
Where is it?I randomly opened my mother's handbag, and a few sanitary napkins except for lipstick, mobile phone makeup mirrors, etc....
Lu Zixuan!What are you doing?Keep it away soon... My mother was so embarrassed that she was angry. She looked at me holding her handbag with one hand and kept turning out her private things.Outside the hospital building, people came and went...
No medicine!You lied to me!Let’s go with me and ask the doctor to prescribe medicine!I looked at her with some anger, shook the hollowed-out handbag, and then pulled her back.
You...let me go!Put my stuff back!Lu Zixuan...
My mother couldn't help but struggled coldly when she saw that I was holding everything in her bag, including those sanitary napkins.
Why are you lying to me?Why not let the doctor prescribe medicine?Do you know I'm worried about you?I looked at my mother with some excitement.
I don't know what she wants, whether she values herself or not.
...You have also seen it, I am much better, the doctor said it... My mother's tone has become much calmer and she wants to explain it to me.
The effect will be better with medication!What does this have to do with how good it is?I will not need medication when you recover. I checked it online!
I interrupted her directly, and I would not give in to her about her illness.
That's someone else, I'm different!I am not that fragile, so don’t worry, can you give me the things back?My mother persuaded me softly, but her attitude was still tough.
Why do you just refuse to take medicine?!I yelled out directly, looking at her beautiful and firm face in front of me, it made me feel even more distressed. I didn't want her to suffer any more.
Hush... whisper... Let's go there and say... My roar just now made many people stop and watch, so my mother had to pull me to the few people aside and start talking to me seriously.
Most of the medicines prescribed by doctors have the effect of calming the mind!You also know that I am the chief section chief, and I have to arrange and handle many things a day. If I don’t have a clear mind, I can’t do my work at all!Do you understand?
My mother's voice was still gentle, she gently stroked my face and looked at me with a smile.
……
I don't know what to say.Could it be that you don’t work?This is obviously unrealistic... Moreover, my mother hasn't been to work in the unit for a month, and basically has no annual leave for the whole year.
And... You only have two and a half years left, and you are about to take the exam. I will seize the time to tutor you!As long as you are good, I am good, you are my good medicine!Do you understand?
My mother's last words made me stunned, and I couldn't help but recall a scene from many years ago...
When I was a child, I came home from school in the afternoon.
Mom...Mom... My tender voice echoed in the living room, kitchen, and finally arrived at my mother's bedroom.
Mom, get up and play with me...
I pounced on my mother covered with a big red quilt and acted coquettishly in her arms.
Cough... Xiaoxuan be nice... Mom has a cold and wants to sleep for a while. Can you go watch TV by yourself?
My mother was lying on the bed in a white satin low-neck nightgown with a half-covered quilt. Her youthful and beautiful face looked a little uncomfortable, and her lips were slightly pale.
Mom is sick?!Then I called my dad to take you to the hospital... I heard that my mom was sick and was a little anxious, so I quickly prepared to get out of bed to notify my dad.
Hey... cough... Xiaoxuan, wait!My father is on a business trip and can't come back now. Let's not let him worry, okay?My mother grabbed me in time and carried me to her, and said gently with her head raised.
That……
I don’t know what to do, nor do I know why my father is always on business trips and not at home.
Xiaoxuan...Mom asks you a question... Do you like dad more or do you like mom?
My mother suddenly held my little face and asked softly, her eyes flashing with colors that I didn't understand at the time.
Well... I pouted and fell into deep thought.
Not long after, he blurted out again: I like mom a little more!
Why?My mother smiled even more and rubbed my cute little face.
Because my mother is beautiful and tall... my classmates envied me for having such a beautiful mother... I said truthfully.
What about dad?Mom asked again.
Dad, too!He used to play with me every day, but he was never at home during this period... and he was not as beautiful as his mother, so I still liked her the most!
From the bottom of my heart, I feel closer to my mother.
Then, will mom always be with you in the future?Mom slowly hugged me in her arms and said softly.
good!Mom, get better quickly and play with me... Mom, why don’t I take you to the hospital!I said voluntarily.
Huh...are you afraid of going to the hospital?Mom is fine, she went to the hospital in the morning!Mom looked at me teasingly.
Then have you taken the injection and medicine?I asked in fear as if I remembered something.
Well... Mom nodded with a smile.
Then mom, get better quickly... I don’t doubt that he is, and I start acting coquettishly in my mother’s arms again.
OK... You are my mother's medicine... Mom will have you in the future... Mom plays with you every day... Mom looks at me with love, and as she talks, she hugged me tightly in her arms.
After a while, I looked up at my mother shyly.
Mom...I want to eat grandma...
Huh... Are you shy or not? You are in the third grade, and you still have to eat your mother's breasts?no!
No...I want...
Ah...Don't catch it...Okay...for you to eat...
Suck...suck...
Hum...be gentle...chuck...don't bite...
My thoughts turn back at this moment.
I felt my mother's gentle spirit, and my eyes were filled with hope. My tears flowed unconsciously. I opened my hand and held my mother in my arms.
good!I will definitely make you feel better... Sorry... I hugged my mother tightly and said with a little sobbing.
My mother lowered her head and leaned her in my arms, put her slender hands behind me and slowly comforted her without saying anything.
Soon, I let go of her and hurriedly wiped the tears from my face with my sleeves...
Oh...you put my stuff first!When my mother saw that she was still holding her personal belongings in my hand, she was even more embarrassed and angry.
Well……
I saw a handful of female items in my hand, and I realized how silly it was just now!He quickly stuffed the things back into his mother's handbag.Fortunately, there were no good people around to watch...
Mom...I... I looked at my mother's angry face, I don't know how to explain, I'm not a pervert...
Walk!Going home... My mother gave me a blank look, pulled me again, shook her short hair, and hurriedly took me out of the hospital.
On the way...
Mom, listen to me, I was also anxious just now, not deliberately embarrassing you!
If you are anxious, you can flip through my things at will, right?If you are anxious, you can take out my things and shake them, right?
No, I...I'm wrong...Don't be angry.
Humph, go home and see how I deal with you!
Soon, my mother drove me home and didn't do anything to me anymore.
After dinner, my mother was still sitting on the sofa in a white split silk pajamas, watching TV with me.
Sudden.
Mom, do you want to give me some tutoring lessons?I said seriously.
I've just returned home now, don't worry, how many days will you start school!My mother looked at me unexpectedly, but then she thought I was guilty and wanted her to comfort me.
Then you watch TV first!I went back to my room to study...
I returned to my room, sat at my desk, opened the exercise book and started to do the questions.
From time to time, I read books, materials, and do questions and analyze them...
I quickly became involved and didn't think about anything else in my mind.
So I didn't know when my mother sat next to me, and I didn't know.
Are you still my son?My mother sat beside me and stared at me for a while. Looking at my focused look, she couldn't help but say curiously.
Um?!Mom, when did you come?I really didn't pay attention, why did my mother suddenly sit next to me?
Pack!My mother deliberately gave me a blank look, obviously thinking that my acting skills are a bit exaggerated!
Haha... I didn't explain, and I started to study again.
My mother looked at me for a while and finally believed that I was studying hard.
Do you want to do a set of test papers?Mom asked lightly.
Maybe my mother could see that I was not efficient in studying alone, so I wanted to test out what aspects of my shortcomings were.
good!I am also happy to teach my mother. After all, she knows a lot. She is very good and is a good teacher!
In the room and in front of the desk, my mother and I quickly repeated our past home study.
What’s different from the past is that in my words and deeds, I no longer feel impatient with my mother or harassment.
I always keep my whole mind studying, and occasionally I look at her when she explains the problem to me...
It's past ten o'clock.
Okay, stop doing the test, there is time, let’s go to bed first!My mother glanced at the time and interrupted me to study.
...Well, OK!I didn't insist, as she said, there is still time in the future, so don't rush for a while.
I'll clean up!When I saw me get up, I tidied up the desk, opened her gently, and quickly tidied up.
……
After I packed up, I turned around and looked at my mother, who was staring at me with a calm expression.
Um?Mom, why haven’t you gone to bed yet?I asked in confusion.
Wait for you, let's go... After my mother finished speaking, she pulled me out naturally.
No...I can just sleep by myself!I let go of her hand and said calmly.
I knew my mother was still worried that I would sleep under the desk like before, so she wanted me to sleep with her again. We were the same for the two days when she went home.
Later, I went to my grandmother's house. After we slept separately, especially after New Year's Eve, I no longer had the mentality of being confused and uneasy because of guilt.
So, no need!
You... Mom looked at me with a puzzled and complicated look.
I'm fine, don't worry!I will take good care of myself!I looked at her with a smile, revealing a vague confidence and firm look.
You... seem to have grown up!
Maybe!
Finally, my mother and I smiled at each other, and her eyes were obviously flashing with relief.
Then you go to bed yourself!After saying that, my mother turned around and left my room.
I didn't miss her back either. I walked to the bed with a smile inexplicably, turned off the light, and lay on the bed.
I didn't close my eyes and didn't think too much about it in my mind. I just stared at the dark ceiling and enjoyed the fulfillment in my heart at this moment!
Maybe my mother doesn’t have the habit of going to bed so early!She is not worried that it will affect my sleep now, so she still turns on the lights, sits on the sofa in the living room watching TV, and occasionally plays with her cell phone.
It just so happened that there was no door in my room, and it just so happened that she was sitting near the door of my bedroom.
Unconsciously, my body was hidden under the quilt, with only a pair of eyes exposed, and my vision passed through the dim room and was frozen in the living room, on my mother sitting upright on the sofa.
She is so beautiful and charming at this moment.
The slender figure under the white pajamas is convex and elegant.
Under the short hair that carries ears and shoulders, there is still that beautiful little face, but now it is rarely serious, and most of it has a relaxed and gentle look.
This makes her already young face even more youthful!
This is just her appearance. The reason why I hid in the quilt and looked at her silently and cried was her lofty and determined personality!
Looking at her on the sofa in the living room, her face that was amused by the TV content from time to time, I really want time to stop at this moment forever!
As long as she is happy and no longer so tired, it would be great even if I just secretly look at her like this!
But I know, there is no such possibility!Or in other words, she will always be the Liang Buping!She will not bow to anyone, or anything, and she will not feel tired.
This will be the case in the next few days. When nothing happens, I will study in the room, and my mother will come in to tutor me when she has time.
During this period, she also advised me not to be so anxious, and learning is not something that can happen overnight.Of course, I agree, but I have no more ways to not study.
Because I found that I don’t understand many things, especially some things and ideas about my mother.I can't wait to figure it out now, the only way is to learn!
In junior high school, a teacher asked us a question in our class: What is the purpose of studying?Of course we will not say cleverly, for China...
I was thinking at the time. Since the teacher asked this, he would definitely want us to say something meaningful.Then I remembered the words that millions of people said: Reading is for yourself!
Afterwards, after the teacher rejected the answers that many classmates in the class said, "to marry a wife and respect their parents for work, I followed the words in my heart and quickly said my thoughts.
That is, reading can help you gain intelligence, expand your brain, and improve your thinking ability and IQ!Can increase your knowledge and enrich your spiritual world...
My words naturally won the teacher’s praise in the end!
But, knowing is easy to do but doing it is easy!
I just thought about it casually, and after I said it casually, I didn't pursue the idea I said further.
Maybe at that time, I didn’t have any lofty goals and no motivation.
And now, I have it!Mom is the goal I want to pursue, and it is very tall and far... so I can't wait to work hard!
A few days after I returned home, the school day was ushered in.The winter school opening ceremony is naturally not as lively and exciting as summer.
In the ordinary atmosphere, I returned to school and classroom, met Xia Yunfei and some good friends.
Lu Zixuan, have you finished your winter vacation homework?The first thing Xia Yunfei said when he saw me was naturally not a greeting.
I saw him with a hurried look, and I had no choice but to take out several sets of test papers and exercise books assigned by the teacher.
Be smarter!I warned him that I meant not to copy exactly the same.
OK, don’t worry!Besides, the teacher wouldn't check it carefully... He might have asked casually, but he didn't expect that I did it and immediately seemed as if I had found a savior.
Xia Yunfei copied quickly while muttering some nonsense.
Suddenly, he turned to look at me.
Alas!Are you listening to me?What are you doing when you look at the light?Like a fool... He saw me staring at the unswitched light in the upper right corner of the class, and asked in confusion.
Ah?!What did you say?I quickly retreated from the ethereal state and turned around and asked.
Xia Yunfei gave me a blank look, and while copying homework, he continued: I said...
Not long after, my aunt brought Tingting back and prepared to set off fireworks for the New Year's Eve together.
Xiaoxuan cousin, hurry up!Only two minutes!
In an open space outside the courtyard, Tingting followed me happily, watching me fiddling with all kinds of firecrackers, and urging me with a little excitement.
Obviously, she, who also lives in the city, is sincerely excited about setting off firecrackers.
Don’t be anxious, let it go well, otherwise it will be easy to hedge, which will be inauspicious.I said to her with an adult kiss, which made her laugh at me and said that I was like an old man.
Soon, the placement was ready, and when I was five seconds away from 12 o'clock in the evening, I lit eight bundles of firecrackers and eighteen tubes of fireworks...
Bang... da da da da da... chi... bang...
The deafening sound of firecrackers sounded, and Tingting and I seemed to have been blown up.
She was still covering her ears excitedly, watching the fire outside the courtyard, I pulled her upstairs and went to the rooftop to watch with her grandmother and the others...
grandmother!Happy New Year!As soon as Tingting got onto the rooftop, she immediately rushed to her grandmother who was sitting on the chair and shouted in a delicate voice.
Hahaha... Of course, my grandmother would not shout like her, but laughed in a decent manner, reached out to put Tingting's head on her shoulders, and watched the colorful fireworks blooming in the night sky together.
Standing on the left of grandma were uncle and aunt, and they couldn't help but leaned against each other and smiled at each other.
Only my mother, who was standing on the right, was still wearing a long black windbreaker, and her erect and leaning figure. She looked a little lonely at this moment, with a smile on her face, looking at the fireworks in the night sky.
Mom, are you cold?I walked over, reached out and gently put my hand on my mother's shoulder, and half hugged her in my arms.Because of the noise of firecrackers at this moment, I could only lower my head and approach my mother's short hair to ask.
My mother turned her head and looked at me with some confusion, then shook her head, but then moved her delicate body toward me, and her short hair lay on my shoulders.
The fireworks that just happened to bloom in the sky lit up my mother's face at this moment.
Her deep eyes, fair and smooth melon-shaped face, and a slightly smiling expression make her look even more beautiful, just like her resolute and courageous personality, it makes people intimidate!
But now I am even more pitying about all this.
She shouldn't have been under so much pressure, she shouldn't have been so outstanding!
I couldn't help but hold my mother's thin shoulders and tighten my hand, pressed it to her ear and said softly again: Mom, take advantage of the fact that there are so many fireworks now, do you want to make a wish?
After hearing this, my mother gave me a blank look, pressed my head with her backhand, and said warmly in my ear: This is not a meteor, why would you like to make a wish!
Although it is not a meteor, it is more precious than the symbolic meaning of the meteor!
What symbolic meaning?
It’s New Year’s Eve now, and the family is reunited!
Mom smiled suddenly. She originally thought I would say nonsense!
Then, she attached herself to my ear and said softly: My wish is that you will grow up safely and healthily in the future, and be happy and worry-free forever!
I looked at my mother with expectation, and my delicate face showed a smile that I had recently been smiling, and I couldn't help but laugh.
good!
What's good, what about yours?
Just make a wish in your heart, why say it out?
……
I hugged my mother's weak shoulders proudly, gently pressed her frowning head against my neck, and watched the fireworks blooming in the night sky together.
After that, my mother slowly reached out to hug my waist, showed a happy smile, and enjoyed the wonderful moment of family reunion.
I glanced at the people around me who were embracing each other, and finally fell on my mother's delicate face in my arms, making the most important wish and promise in my life.
At a moment, I hugged the person beside me, looked up at the brilliant fireworks all over the night sky, and silently prayed: I started with your life, maybe I have found my way to go.I will devote my life to the most beautiful blooms in your future!
As time goes by, the Lantern Festival is over.
On the 16th day of the first lunar month, my mother and I left my grandmother's house and were about to return to our previous residence and our previous life.
At around 3:00 p.m., my mother and I finally got home.
OK, put down the things first!I've carried all the way, aren't you tired?Mom opened the door and turned around and said in doubt.
I was carrying two large boxes, with my mother's handbag hanging around my neck, and smiled faintly without changing my face, shook my head, and followed my mother into the door.
My mother changed her shoes and sat on the sofa in the living room and looked at me intently.I put down the box and stood at the door and looked at her silently.
Did your uncle tell you something on New Year’s Eve?Why do you feel strange after that day?... Mom obviously noticed the actions of my uncle and I going to the rooftop that day.
Well... he told me a story about an upgraded version of Mulan!I smiled slightly crookedly.
What Mulan... Don't listen to his nonsense, he doesn't have a good reputation all day long, don't learn bad things with him!Mom put her hands together and warned me.
Then... do you think I am good or bad now?I looked at her seriously.
...This is OK during this period, I didn't make me angry, so I can barely count it!My mother also thought about how I performed after she came back.
oh……
What are you doing at the door?Come in Ah!
Mom, you haven’t gone to the hospital for a follow-up visit yet!
……
At 4 pm, outside the psychological room of the First People's Hospital of the City.
I walked around the door anxiously. My mother had been in the clinic for nearly half an hour. I had no idea about psychological consultation and didn't know if this was a serious sign.
Click!Suddenly the door opened.
mom!How about it?When I saw my mother come out, I immediately went up to ask.
It's okay, let's go!My mother held her handbag and handed me the case report form. Before I could take a closer look, she took her hand and walked outside.
At this moment, my focus is mainly on my mother's report sheet.
When I saw my mother diagnosed with mild depression, the huge rock in my heart finally put it down!
At this moment, my mother had already pulled me out of the hospital building.
Huh?Didn't you ask the doctor to prescribe medicine?I saw that the doctor prescribed medicine was not written on it, and I was a little confused.
……have!My mother replied lightly, and she pulled me to speed up a little.
Take it out and let me take a look!
Let's see it when you go home!There are so many people around!
I grabbed my mother with my backhand, pressed her shoulder with both hands, and pulled the handbag in her hand over.
Where is it?I randomly opened my mother's handbag, and a few sanitary napkins except for lipstick, mobile phone makeup mirrors, etc....
Lu Zixuan!What are you doing?Keep it away soon... My mother was so embarrassed that she was angry. She looked at me holding her handbag with one hand and kept turning out her private things.Outside the hospital building, people came and went...
No medicine!You lied to me!Let’s go with me and ask the doctor to prescribe medicine!I looked at her with some anger, shook the hollowed-out handbag, and then pulled her back.
You...let me go!Put my stuff back!Lu Zixuan...
My mother couldn't help but struggled coldly when she saw that I was holding everything in her bag, including those sanitary napkins.
Why are you lying to me?Why not let the doctor prescribe medicine?Do you know I'm worried about you?I looked at my mother with some excitement.
I don't know what she wants, whether she values herself or not.
...You have also seen it, I am much better, the doctor said it... My mother's tone has become much calmer and she wants to explain it to me.
The effect will be better with medication!What does this have to do with how good it is?I will not need medication when you recover. I checked it online!
I interrupted her directly, and I would not give in to her about her illness.
That's someone else, I'm different!I am not that fragile, so don’t worry, can you give me the things back?My mother persuaded me softly, but her attitude was still tough.
Why do you just refuse to take medicine?!I yelled out directly, looking at her beautiful and firm face in front of me, it made me feel even more distressed. I didn't want her to suffer any more.
Hush... whisper... Let's go there and say... My roar just now made many people stop and watch, so my mother had to pull me to the few people aside and start talking to me seriously.
Most of the medicines prescribed by doctors have the effect of calming the mind!You also know that I am the chief section chief, and I have to arrange and handle many things a day. If I don’t have a clear mind, I can’t do my work at all!Do you understand?
My mother's voice was still gentle, she gently stroked my face and looked at me with a smile.
……
I don't know what to say.Could it be that you don’t work?This is obviously unrealistic... Moreover, my mother hasn't been to work in the unit for a month, and basically has no annual leave for the whole year.
And... You only have two and a half years left, and you are about to take the exam. I will seize the time to tutor you!As long as you are good, I am good, you are my good medicine!Do you understand?
My mother's last words made me stunned, and I couldn't help but recall a scene from many years ago...
When I was a child, I came home from school in the afternoon.
Mom...Mom... My tender voice echoed in the living room, kitchen, and finally arrived at my mother's bedroom.
Mom, get up and play with me...
I pounced on my mother covered with a big red quilt and acted coquettishly in her arms.
Cough... Xiaoxuan be nice... Mom has a cold and wants to sleep for a while. Can you go watch TV by yourself?
My mother was lying on the bed in a white satin low-neck nightgown with a half-covered quilt. Her youthful and beautiful face looked a little uncomfortable, and her lips were slightly pale.
Mom is sick?!Then I called my dad to take you to the hospital... I heard that my mom was sick and was a little anxious, so I quickly prepared to get out of bed to notify my dad.
Hey... cough... Xiaoxuan, wait!My father is on a business trip and can't come back now. Let's not let him worry, okay?My mother grabbed me in time and carried me to her, and said gently with her head raised.
That……
I don’t know what to do, nor do I know why my father is always on business trips and not at home.
Xiaoxuan...Mom asks you a question... Do you like dad more or do you like mom?
My mother suddenly held my little face and asked softly, her eyes flashing with colors that I didn't understand at the time.
Well... I pouted and fell into deep thought.
Not long after, he blurted out again: I like mom a little more!
Why?My mother smiled even more and rubbed my cute little face.
Because my mother is beautiful and tall... my classmates envied me for having such a beautiful mother... I said truthfully.
What about dad?Mom asked again.
Dad, too!He used to play with me every day, but he was never at home during this period... and he was not as beautiful as his mother, so I still liked her the most!
From the bottom of my heart, I feel closer to my mother.
Then, will mom always be with you in the future?Mom slowly hugged me in her arms and said softly.
good!Mom, get better quickly and play with me... Mom, why don’t I take you to the hospital!I said voluntarily.
Huh...are you afraid of going to the hospital?Mom is fine, she went to the hospital in the morning!Mom looked at me teasingly.
Then have you taken the injection and medicine?I asked in fear as if I remembered something.
Well... Mom nodded with a smile.
Then mom, get better quickly... I don’t doubt that he is, and I start acting coquettishly in my mother’s arms again.
OK... You are my mother's medicine... Mom will have you in the future... Mom plays with you every day... Mom looks at me with love, and as she talks, she hugged me tightly in her arms.
After a while, I looked up at my mother shyly.
Mom...I want to eat grandma...
Huh... Are you shy or not? You are in the third grade, and you still have to eat your mother's breasts?no!
No...I want...
Ah...Don't catch it...Okay...for you to eat...
Suck...suck...
Hum...be gentle...chuck...don't bite...
My thoughts turn back at this moment.
I felt my mother's gentle spirit, and my eyes were filled with hope. My tears flowed unconsciously. I opened my hand and held my mother in my arms.
good!I will definitely make you feel better... Sorry... I hugged my mother tightly and said with a little sobbing.
My mother lowered her head and leaned her in my arms, put her slender hands behind me and slowly comforted her without saying anything.
Soon, I let go of her and hurriedly wiped the tears from my face with my sleeves...
Oh...you put my stuff first!When my mother saw that she was still holding her personal belongings in my hand, she was even more embarrassed and angry.
Well……
I saw a handful of female items in my hand, and I realized how silly it was just now!He quickly stuffed the things back into his mother's handbag.Fortunately, there were no good people around to watch...
Mom...I... I looked at my mother's angry face, I don't know how to explain, I'm not a pervert...
Walk!Going home... My mother gave me a blank look, pulled me again, shook her short hair, and hurriedly took me out of the hospital.
On the way...
Mom, listen to me, I was also anxious just now, not deliberately embarrassing you!
If you are anxious, you can flip through my things at will, right?If you are anxious, you can take out my things and shake them, right?
No, I...I'm wrong...Don't be angry.
Humph, go home and see how I deal with you!
Soon, my mother drove me home and didn't do anything to me anymore.
After dinner, my mother was still sitting on the sofa in a white split silk pajamas, watching TV with me.
Sudden.
Mom, do you want to give me some tutoring lessons?I said seriously.
I've just returned home now, don't worry, how many days will you start school!My mother looked at me unexpectedly, but then she thought I was guilty and wanted her to comfort me.
Then you watch TV first!I went back to my room to study...
I returned to my room, sat at my desk, opened the exercise book and started to do the questions.
From time to time, I read books, materials, and do questions and analyze them...
I quickly became involved and didn't think about anything else in my mind.
So I didn't know when my mother sat next to me, and I didn't know.
Are you still my son?My mother sat beside me and stared at me for a while. Looking at my focused look, she couldn't help but say curiously.
Um?!Mom, when did you come?I really didn't pay attention, why did my mother suddenly sit next to me?
Pack!My mother deliberately gave me a blank look, obviously thinking that my acting skills are a bit exaggerated!
Haha... I didn't explain, and I started to study again.
My mother looked at me for a while and finally believed that I was studying hard.
Do you want to do a set of test papers?Mom asked lightly.
Maybe my mother could see that I was not efficient in studying alone, so I wanted to test out what aspects of my shortcomings were.
good!I am also happy to teach my mother. After all, she knows a lot. She is very good and is a good teacher!
In the room and in front of the desk, my mother and I quickly repeated our past home study.
What’s different from the past is that in my words and deeds, I no longer feel impatient with my mother or harassment.
I always keep my whole mind studying, and occasionally I look at her when she explains the problem to me...
It's past ten o'clock.
Okay, stop doing the test, there is time, let’s go to bed first!My mother glanced at the time and interrupted me to study.
...Well, OK!I didn't insist, as she said, there is still time in the future, so don't rush for a while.
I'll clean up!When I saw me get up, I tidied up the desk, opened her gently, and quickly tidied up.
……
After I packed up, I turned around and looked at my mother, who was staring at me with a calm expression.
Um?Mom, why haven’t you gone to bed yet?I asked in confusion.
Wait for you, let's go... After my mother finished speaking, she pulled me out naturally.
No...I can just sleep by myself!I let go of her hand and said calmly.
I knew my mother was still worried that I would sleep under the desk like before, so she wanted me to sleep with her again. We were the same for the two days when she went home.
Later, I went to my grandmother's house. After we slept separately, especially after New Year's Eve, I no longer had the mentality of being confused and uneasy because of guilt.
So, no need!
You... Mom looked at me with a puzzled and complicated look.
I'm fine, don't worry!I will take good care of myself!I looked at her with a smile, revealing a vague confidence and firm look.
You... seem to have grown up!
Maybe!
Finally, my mother and I smiled at each other, and her eyes were obviously flashing with relief.
Then you go to bed yourself!After saying that, my mother turned around and left my room.
I didn't miss her back either. I walked to the bed with a smile inexplicably, turned off the light, and lay on the bed.
I didn't close my eyes and didn't think too much about it in my mind. I just stared at the dark ceiling and enjoyed the fulfillment in my heart at this moment!
Maybe my mother doesn’t have the habit of going to bed so early!She is not worried that it will affect my sleep now, so she still turns on the lights, sits on the sofa in the living room watching TV, and occasionally plays with her cell phone.
It just so happened that there was no door in my room, and it just so happened that she was sitting near the door of my bedroom.
Unconsciously, my body was hidden under the quilt, with only a pair of eyes exposed, and my vision passed through the dim room and was frozen in the living room, on my mother sitting upright on the sofa.
She is so beautiful and charming at this moment.
The slender figure under the white pajamas is convex and elegant.
Under the short hair that carries ears and shoulders, there is still that beautiful little face, but now it is rarely serious, and most of it has a relaxed and gentle look.
This makes her already young face even more youthful!
This is just her appearance. The reason why I hid in the quilt and looked at her silently and cried was her lofty and determined personality!
Looking at her on the sofa in the living room, her face that was amused by the TV content from time to time, I really want time to stop at this moment forever!
As long as she is happy and no longer so tired, it would be great even if I just secretly look at her like this!
But I know, there is no such possibility!Or in other words, she will always be the Liang Buping!She will not bow to anyone, or anything, and she will not feel tired.
This will be the case in the next few days. When nothing happens, I will study in the room, and my mother will come in to tutor me when she has time.
During this period, she also advised me not to be so anxious, and learning is not something that can happen overnight.Of course, I agree, but I have no more ways to not study.
Because I found that I don’t understand many things, especially some things and ideas about my mother.I can't wait to figure it out now, the only way is to learn!
In junior high school, a teacher asked us a question in our class: What is the purpose of studying?Of course we will not say cleverly, for China...
I was thinking at the time. Since the teacher asked this, he would definitely want us to say something meaningful.Then I remembered the words that millions of people said: Reading is for yourself!
Afterwards, after the teacher rejected the answers that many classmates in the class said, "to marry a wife and respect their parents for work, I followed the words in my heart and quickly said my thoughts.
That is, reading can help you gain intelligence, expand your brain, and improve your thinking ability and IQ!Can increase your knowledge and enrich your spiritual world...
My words naturally won the teacher’s praise in the end!
But, knowing is easy to do but doing it is easy!
I just thought about it casually, and after I said it casually, I didn't pursue the idea I said further.
Maybe at that time, I didn’t have any lofty goals and no motivation.
And now, I have it!Mom is the goal I want to pursue, and it is very tall and far... so I can't wait to work hard!
A few days after I returned home, the school day was ushered in.The winter school opening ceremony is naturally not as lively and exciting as summer.
In the ordinary atmosphere, I returned to school and classroom, met Xia Yunfei and some good friends.
Lu Zixuan, have you finished your winter vacation homework?The first thing Xia Yunfei said when he saw me was naturally not a greeting.
I saw him with a hurried look, and I had no choice but to take out several sets of test papers and exercise books assigned by the teacher.
Be smarter!I warned him that I meant not to copy exactly the same.
OK, don’t worry!Besides, the teacher wouldn't check it carefully... He might have asked casually, but he didn't expect that I did it and immediately seemed as if I had found a savior.
Xia Yunfei copied quickly while muttering some nonsense.
Suddenly, he turned to look at me.
Alas!Are you listening to me?What are you doing when you look at the light?Like a fool... He saw me staring at the unswitched light in the upper right corner of the class, and asked in confusion.
Ah?!What did you say?I quickly retreated from the ethereal state and turned around and asked.
Xia Yunfei gave me a blank look, and while copying homework, he continued: I said...
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