Wait until next year, when I finish the college entrance examination, and when I go to college in September, I can take you to visit Ah in school every day.
Ji Cheng said with great anticipation that he seemed to have seen that in a few months, they could be on campus without having to worry about the eyes of the people around them, and like other couples, they would fall in love openly.
I can't wait for it, Ji Cheng, there is no chance just now, and it's never her personality to wait and hesitate. At this point, I didn't know how to speak, so I naturally said it out, and she said: I'm leaving.
Leaving, what does it mean?He asked subconsciously, feeling that his brain was suddenly not enough, so why did he always not understand what she was saying.
I'm leaving, leaving school, leaving the county town, and starting again in another place.
She looked into his eyes and explained what she meant by leaving, and clearly saw that his eyes, which were filled with hope and longing, suddenly became dim, replaced by pain, confusion, incredible, and loss, and various sad emotions.
Not in the provincial capital?He asked with the last bit of hope.
Then she wiped out the last bit of remaining hope in her shaking her head.
Qin Siyu pulled the lost person to sit down on the bench next to him. The wind blew on his face and the wood hurt.
At this moment, I feel that everything related to my original family that is hard to say is nothing. If the boy can understand her decision and not be so sad about her departure, it doesn't matter if he says it.
My mother, last time she came to our county town, she went to school and threatened me to give her money...
She started with a recent conflict with her mother, explaining to him the reason why she had to leave, and then slowly told him that he knew nothing about her life in the past 22 years, from her childhood when she was born when she was declared a girl by a nurse and was not treated fairly, to her teenager who was desperately studying and still couldn't escape being sucked by blood, to her thoughts that she could start over and meet him, in the past few months.
Her voice was very soft. Talking about her own experience was like telling an irrelevant story, revealing her usual cold and alienation. Ji Cheng cried. He didn't even notice that when tears passed by her cheeks and the cold wind blew on her face, she felt the wetness. He couldn't believe how she, who was in the quiet wind, survived step by step to appear in front of him so beautifully.
Why did you... not tell me last time? Ji Cheng suddenly remembered the night when he didn't wait for her evening study and the night when he couldn't knock on her door. He wanted to ask her why he didn't tell herself why he didn't let her take responsibility with her, but as soon as he finished speaking, he stopped.
What's the use of her when she told herself?
Even when I go home together every day, I dare not walk downstairs, and I dare not be seen by my mother. When I go upstairs to find her, I have to take care of myself when my mother is not at home. When I come to the provincial capital, I even have to buy train tickets and bus tickets. What's the use of knowing what she has experienced?
Isn’t it normal for her to not even give her a hug when she is sad? She is not trusted and relied on?
Ji Cheng, don’t cry, Ah, all this is over, I’m fine, why are you crying!
I haven't heard Ji Cheng's response for a long time. When he looked up, he saw him crying silently with tears on his face. He was busy finding tissues in his pocket to wipe it for him.
But while she wiped, he was still crying. Qin Siyu said many words of comfort, but still couldn't stop him from crying. He had to hold the person in his arms and pat his back and hoped that it would work like coaxing a child.
Ji Cheng hugged her back and hugged her waist tightly, his heart ached as if he was about to die.
On this quiet winter afternoon, he accepted silently, accepting the fact that she was about to leave herself.
I also accepted that at the age of 18, I can’t give anyone a promise about the future.
Ji Cheng said with great anticipation that he seemed to have seen that in a few months, they could be on campus without having to worry about the eyes of the people around them, and like other couples, they would fall in love openly.
I can't wait for it, Ji Cheng, there is no chance just now, and it's never her personality to wait and hesitate. At this point, I didn't know how to speak, so I naturally said it out, and she said: I'm leaving.
Leaving, what does it mean?He asked subconsciously, feeling that his brain was suddenly not enough, so why did he always not understand what she was saying.
I'm leaving, leaving school, leaving the county town, and starting again in another place.
She looked into his eyes and explained what she meant by leaving, and clearly saw that his eyes, which were filled with hope and longing, suddenly became dim, replaced by pain, confusion, incredible, and loss, and various sad emotions.
Not in the provincial capital?He asked with the last bit of hope.
Then she wiped out the last bit of remaining hope in her shaking her head.
Qin Siyu pulled the lost person to sit down on the bench next to him. The wind blew on his face and the wood hurt.
At this moment, I feel that everything related to my original family that is hard to say is nothing. If the boy can understand her decision and not be so sad about her departure, it doesn't matter if he says it.
My mother, last time she came to our county town, she went to school and threatened me to give her money...
She started with a recent conflict with her mother, explaining to him the reason why she had to leave, and then slowly told him that he knew nothing about her life in the past 22 years, from her childhood when she was born when she was declared a girl by a nurse and was not treated fairly, to her teenager who was desperately studying and still couldn't escape being sucked by blood, to her thoughts that she could start over and meet him, in the past few months.
Her voice was very soft. Talking about her own experience was like telling an irrelevant story, revealing her usual cold and alienation. Ji Cheng cried. He didn't even notice that when tears passed by her cheeks and the cold wind blew on her face, she felt the wetness. He couldn't believe how she, who was in the quiet wind, survived step by step to appear in front of him so beautifully.
Why did you... not tell me last time? Ji Cheng suddenly remembered the night when he didn't wait for her evening study and the night when he couldn't knock on her door. He wanted to ask her why he didn't tell herself why he didn't let her take responsibility with her, but as soon as he finished speaking, he stopped.
What's the use of her when she told herself?
Even when I go home together every day, I dare not walk downstairs, and I dare not be seen by my mother. When I go upstairs to find her, I have to take care of myself when my mother is not at home. When I come to the provincial capital, I even have to buy train tickets and bus tickets. What's the use of knowing what she has experienced?
Isn’t it normal for her to not even give her a hug when she is sad? She is not trusted and relied on?
Ji Cheng, don’t cry, Ah, all this is over, I’m fine, why are you crying!
I haven't heard Ji Cheng's response for a long time. When he looked up, he saw him crying silently with tears on his face. He was busy finding tissues in his pocket to wipe it for him.
But while she wiped, he was still crying. Qin Siyu said many words of comfort, but still couldn't stop him from crying. He had to hold the person in his arms and pat his back and hoped that it would work like coaxing a child.
Ji Cheng hugged her back and hugged her waist tightly, his heart ached as if he was about to die.
On this quiet winter afternoon, he accepted silently, accepting the fact that she was about to leave herself.
I also accepted that at the age of 18, I can’t give anyone a promise about the future.
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