After many years, it is still the season when catkins fly, and I arrived in Chang'an City for the fourth time.
It is probably because when I escaped last time, I was just an insignificant little character who passed on the letter of the country to Zuoying. The Han emperor did not issue a formal arrest to me in the end.
So I can still move freely in Chang'an.
This also made me feel relieved, trembling and walking on thin ice all the way.
Everything seems to have changed, and everything seems to have changed again.
Han Cheng is no longer in Chang'an, and the Han-Hungary War has been launched on a large scale on a vigorous and large scale on the border thousands of miles north of China.
Accompanied by this, the invasion of border villages and towns by small groups of Huns in the northern region was becoming increasingly frequent.
General Li Guang took the initiative to apply to lead troops to Youzhou Youbeiping County to fight against the Huns. Han Cheng, as his core aide, naturally had already gone to the front line with General Li.
This time when I met the Great Decree, I submitted a love letter written by myself to the Emperor of Han Dynasty.
As for the letter of nationality that Yu Shan gave me to me, which was intended to apply to the Han emperor to restore his title of King of Minyue, I had long been thrown into a pigpen on the roadside.
In my love letter, I detailed the grievances of the assassination of the Minyue King Zuo Ying, and reminded the Han court that Yu Shan had ambitions and had rebellious intentions, so he must not restore the title of Minyue King again.
After waiting in the inn for several days, I received a reply from the emperor who conveyed the order from the Great Deed.The Great Xing Order told me that the emperor was busy in the northern expedition to the Huns over the years.When the Huns were suppressed, they would definitely send troops to suppress the rebellion of Minyue.
What surprised me was that the Emperor of Han affirmed my courage to express my righteous deeds and secretly sealed me as the Yueyi Captain, which was under the control of the Han Dynasty's Great Revolutionary Order, allowing me to act with a camera after returning to the Minyue Kingdom.
In this way, in addition to the position of the Han lieutenant secretly appointed by King Zuo Ying of Minyue, I accidentally became an officer of the Han Dynasty.The Emperor of Han and the last King of Minyue coincided with this matter.
On the morning when I saw off the envoy of the Great Xingling Order, I walked out of the inn and felt mixed feelings.For some reason, I had a strong premonition in my heart: this may be the last time I came to Chang'an.
In the next few days, I went to many places where I visited with Han Jing based on my memory.
Whenever I go to a place, Han Jing's clever smile makes me feel deeper in my heart.
I suddenly wanted to see her again.
Ah Qiu was wandering alone on the Ba Bridge, and I sneeze again because I inhaled a piece of catkins.
Huang Qian... Every time you see Liuxu and sneeze, you must remember to think of me, okay?Don't forget me...
Among the willow catkins floating all over the sky in Chang'an City, Han Jing's gentle reminder rang in my mind again like a spell.
What emerged together was her tears of Du Ruoqiu and reluctant eyes when she parted on the Yishui ten years ago.
Han Jing...I want to see you again...even if it's the last time in this life... I said to myself silently in my heart.
I felt that the frozen ice that had been frozen for several years was rapidly collapsing, and my longing began to become in full swing and could not be stopped.
Just like the flying catkins in the sky, I couldn't breathe.
……
I spent half a year on savings for you and me
Traveling across the ocean to see you
For this reunion
My breathing when I met
Have practiced repeatedly
Words never bring my feelings
Express one in ten million
For this regret
I thought about it at night and then
Refusing to go to bed
Memorize it always accumulates slowly
I can't erase it in my heart
For your commitment
I'm at the most desperate time
Even helpless to cry
A strange city
In the familiar corner
Have comforted each other
He also hugged and sighed
No matter what you will face
What kind of ending
In the wind and sand
Looking at you far away
I was so sad that I couldn't do it myself
I hope I can send you thousands of miles
Until the end of the country
Relying with you for life
"Crossing the Ocean to See You" doll
……
Dongdongdongdongdongdong... I gently knocked on the familiar and unfamiliar wooden door in front of me with my trembling hands, and felt my heart trembling violently with the knocking sound.
It was a sunset dusk, and I stood alone at the entrance of the yard of Han Mansion on the bank of Yishui.The sunset in this small village is still as beautiful and quiet as when Han Jing and I lived here ten years ago.
Huang Qian... You coward... Don't be nervous... You came here from Chang'an, regardless of the hardships of the boats. Isn't it just to see the person you are thinking about day and night?I was angry with myself in my heart, but my palms were still sweating due to nervousness.
Scream... Just when I was uneasy, a small crack suddenly opened in the courtyard gate in front of me, and my heart suddenly rose to my throat.
Uncle, who are you?Are you looking for my mother?The person who opened the door was a girl of four or five years old, and she still spoke in a silly voice.
She is fair and beautiful.On a small face, her phoenix eyes were shiny, and at first glance, she looked a bit like Han Jing.
Could this child be Han Jing’s daughter?
I thought to myself, and couldn't help but feel nervous, nodded and stuttered: ...It's... little girl... is your mother at home?My uncle came to see her from a distance.
Hearing me say this, the little girl turned around and ran in.
Through the faint crack in the door, I heard her childish shout: Mom... Mom... There is an uncle at the door looking at you from a distance... After a rustling footsteps, the door opened with a squeak.
A tall and beautiful woman opened the door.
When she saw me, she looked at me for a moment, then was stunned. She opened her mouth lightly and asked in surprise: Huang Qian?
I was rubbing my hands down when I heard the sound of her opening the door and looked up at her.
Then I realized that Han Cheng's wife Ji was standing in front of me. I quickly came back to my senses and bowed and said, "Hello, sister-in-law... I'm on a mission to the north and go back to Dongye... I'll pass by Jizhou and come to see you and Han Jing... I'm going to bother you again...
Scarlett... Don't be so polite... Come in and speak quickly.Ji smiled and opened the door.She was naturally enthusiastic when she spoke, but nothing was different.
Ji led me through the yard and into the main hall. I walked and looked around and found that the layout of the Han Mansion had not changed much from when I lived here ten years ago.
As I expected, Han Cheng was still in the army and was not at home.
Han Jing was gone.
I was anxious, but I couldn't ask her whereabouts.
I had to suppress my anxiety and sat at the guest table with Ji.
At this moment, the beautiful little girl just now came over obediently, brought a plate of fruits and vegetables, placed it on the table in front of Ji and me, and then stood beside Ji and looked at me curiously and didn't say anything.
Ji saw the little girl staring at me, turned around and smiled at me: This is the little girl Yàn'er, she is four years old this year.The child is still young and has never been to another place. He is nervous when he sees strangers, so don’t be surprised.
No, I came to the door rashly, it was me who took the liberty.I waved my hands repeatedly, but was surprised in my heart: This child actually used the name I gave to Han Jing for his future daughter. I wonder if it was a coincidence.Thinking of this, I turned around and took out the gift I had placed in Chang'an from my luggage and placed it on the table.
From it, I chose an exquisite jade hairpin and handed it to Han Yàn'er. I smiled at her and said: Look, this hairpin is a small gift bought by my uncle in Chang'an, and I gave it to Yàn'er.Seeing this, Ji quickly refused: Huang Qian, look at you, why should you bring so many things so politely... This hairpin cannot be given to Yàn'er... How can a child's house bring such expensive things?
I also hurriedly bowed and said sincerely: Sister-in-law, don’t be polite to me.A few years ago in Chang'an, if Brother Han had not helped him, Huang Qian would have died without a place to bury him.Besides, I came here thousands of miles away, and it is impossible to carry the gifts back.After hearing this, Ji Shi could only shake her head helplessly, and said to Yàn'er with a smile: Yàn'er, thank you uncle quickly.
Thank you, uncle, you are so good... Yàn'er took the hairpin happily, took it happily and inserted it into the thick black hair on his head.
She obviously inherited the beauty of Ji, and her phoenix eyes were flowing.
Although he is still young, under the hairpin, there are a few touches of charming charm that adult women have in their eyebrows, eyes and behavior.
I think I will definitely be a beautiful woman who is beautiful and beautiful when she grows up.
Like it?I saw the little girl smiling happily and asked her with a smile.
Yàn'er looked at me and nodded repeatedly and said: Yes, I like it!Uncle... do you live in Chang'an?Yàn'er has never been to Chang'an, but Yàn'er's father and aunt have been there.My aunt also said that there is a Grand Palace in Chang'an, which is so beautiful.
When the child mentioned Han Jing, my heart trembled, and I pretended to be a normal smile on my face: Yes, uncle comes from Chang'an... But my uncle's home is actually very far south, by the sea.You have to take a sea boat along the river at the door of Yàn'er's house and sail to the sea, and then take a boat south for a few months.When Yàn'er's father and aunt were in Chang'an, the uncle was there too. Yàn'er's father and aunt were both good friends of the uncle.
Han Yàn'er's little face showed a longing expression, and her rosy little mouth pouted, and she said in a depressed mood: I have never been to Chang'an or taken a boat in the sea. My father is always busy. He said several times that he would take Yàn'er to see the sea, but he always kept his word...
Ji, who was beside him, interrupted with a smile: OK, why are you naughty?When you grow up, you can do whatever you want.Then you will have the opportunity to take a big boat to see the sea.
Han Yàn'er grimaces at her mother: Humph, I don't believe it.My aunt is all adults, and she told me that what she wants to do most is to take a boat to see the sea.But I was still hiding under the willow tree by the river and crying.I've seen it several times!The child's words are innocent and innocent, and they are unintentional, but to me it sounds extremely harsh.
I couldn't help but remember that after having had countless reunions with Han Jing in this room, I had promised with confidence that if I married her in the future, I would take her on a boat to Dongye to see the sea. My heart couldn't help but feel ache, and my face became slightly hot.
In a state of confusion, I forced myself to suppress the turmoil in my heart, and asked Ji naturally: By the way, my sister-in-law, how is Han Jing doing recently? Is she married?The son or daughter?
Unexpectedly, when Ji heard me ask Han Jing, he shook his head helplessly and smiled bitterly: Don’t mention it… What’s your son and daughter… Jing’er is still single today.My sister-in-law... Although she is beautiful, she is like her brother, and she is also a person who believes in her own right.In the past few years, there were no matchmakers who proposed marriages, from the princes of local officials to the young county officials in the county, who could attract Jing'er.Later, I saw that she was getting older and was afraid that she would drag her into an old girl, so I was a little anxious.She actually sought death and ignored me for several days.Now, her strange temper has spread. The men in a radius of hundreds of miles only think she is crazy and no one has come to propose marriage...Hi...
Han Yàn'er heard this and interrupted angrily: Auntie is not crazy, my aunt is so beautiful...Yàn'er's name is also given by her.My aunt said that the son has wings and flies to the south every year to spend the winter and you can see the southern sea.
Ji touched Yàn'er's head lovingly, signaled her right to her, then turned her face to sigh at me: Actually, I know... Jing'er is not crazy... She is infatuated... Ten years ago, she had a good time with a man, but the unfaithful man ran away from behind, leaving Jing'er waiting... My sister-in-law... It should be such a love... Also because of this love... She has been suffering by this unfaithful man in this life... If she married someone and had some land at home, she would have lived a stable life of taking care of her husband and children... Why do you have to work hard to weave cloth for others every day to earn your own rations... and tolerate other people's gossip...
I heard Ji and Yàn'er's words, and in a daze, I suddenly heard the door of the yard outside the house being knocked.
Look, Jing'er should be back from weaving cloth for someone at this time.
Ji also heard the movement in the yard, said something to me, then got up and walked to the yard to open the door.Yàn'er also jumped and followed her out of the main hall.
I sat alone by the table, staring at the wooden door of the main hall hidden in vain, my heart pounding.My face was filled with expectations and nervousness for a moment, and there were mixed feelings...
It is probably because when I escaped last time, I was just an insignificant little character who passed on the letter of the country to Zuoying. The Han emperor did not issue a formal arrest to me in the end.
So I can still move freely in Chang'an.
This also made me feel relieved, trembling and walking on thin ice all the way.
Everything seems to have changed, and everything seems to have changed again.
Han Cheng is no longer in Chang'an, and the Han-Hungary War has been launched on a large scale on a vigorous and large scale on the border thousands of miles north of China.
Accompanied by this, the invasion of border villages and towns by small groups of Huns in the northern region was becoming increasingly frequent.
General Li Guang took the initiative to apply to lead troops to Youzhou Youbeiping County to fight against the Huns. Han Cheng, as his core aide, naturally had already gone to the front line with General Li.
This time when I met the Great Decree, I submitted a love letter written by myself to the Emperor of Han Dynasty.
As for the letter of nationality that Yu Shan gave me to me, which was intended to apply to the Han emperor to restore his title of King of Minyue, I had long been thrown into a pigpen on the roadside.
In my love letter, I detailed the grievances of the assassination of the Minyue King Zuo Ying, and reminded the Han court that Yu Shan had ambitions and had rebellious intentions, so he must not restore the title of Minyue King again.
After waiting in the inn for several days, I received a reply from the emperor who conveyed the order from the Great Deed.The Great Xing Order told me that the emperor was busy in the northern expedition to the Huns over the years.When the Huns were suppressed, they would definitely send troops to suppress the rebellion of Minyue.
What surprised me was that the Emperor of Han affirmed my courage to express my righteous deeds and secretly sealed me as the Yueyi Captain, which was under the control of the Han Dynasty's Great Revolutionary Order, allowing me to act with a camera after returning to the Minyue Kingdom.
In this way, in addition to the position of the Han lieutenant secretly appointed by King Zuo Ying of Minyue, I accidentally became an officer of the Han Dynasty.The Emperor of Han and the last King of Minyue coincided with this matter.
On the morning when I saw off the envoy of the Great Xingling Order, I walked out of the inn and felt mixed feelings.For some reason, I had a strong premonition in my heart: this may be the last time I came to Chang'an.
In the next few days, I went to many places where I visited with Han Jing based on my memory.
Whenever I go to a place, Han Jing's clever smile makes me feel deeper in my heart.
I suddenly wanted to see her again.
Ah Qiu was wandering alone on the Ba Bridge, and I sneeze again because I inhaled a piece of catkins.
Huang Qian... Every time you see Liuxu and sneeze, you must remember to think of me, okay?Don't forget me...
Among the willow catkins floating all over the sky in Chang'an City, Han Jing's gentle reminder rang in my mind again like a spell.
What emerged together was her tears of Du Ruoqiu and reluctant eyes when she parted on the Yishui ten years ago.
Han Jing...I want to see you again...even if it's the last time in this life... I said to myself silently in my heart.
I felt that the frozen ice that had been frozen for several years was rapidly collapsing, and my longing began to become in full swing and could not be stopped.
Just like the flying catkins in the sky, I couldn't breathe.
……
I spent half a year on savings for you and me
Traveling across the ocean to see you
For this reunion
My breathing when I met
Have practiced repeatedly
Words never bring my feelings
Express one in ten million
For this regret
I thought about it at night and then
Refusing to go to bed
Memorize it always accumulates slowly
I can't erase it in my heart
For your commitment
I'm at the most desperate time
Even helpless to cry
A strange city
In the familiar corner
Have comforted each other
He also hugged and sighed
No matter what you will face
What kind of ending
In the wind and sand
Looking at you far away
I was so sad that I couldn't do it myself
I hope I can send you thousands of miles
Until the end of the country
Relying with you for life
"Crossing the Ocean to See You" doll
……
Dongdongdongdongdongdong... I gently knocked on the familiar and unfamiliar wooden door in front of me with my trembling hands, and felt my heart trembling violently with the knocking sound.
It was a sunset dusk, and I stood alone at the entrance of the yard of Han Mansion on the bank of Yishui.The sunset in this small village is still as beautiful and quiet as when Han Jing and I lived here ten years ago.
Huang Qian... You coward... Don't be nervous... You came here from Chang'an, regardless of the hardships of the boats. Isn't it just to see the person you are thinking about day and night?I was angry with myself in my heart, but my palms were still sweating due to nervousness.
Scream... Just when I was uneasy, a small crack suddenly opened in the courtyard gate in front of me, and my heart suddenly rose to my throat.
Uncle, who are you?Are you looking for my mother?The person who opened the door was a girl of four or five years old, and she still spoke in a silly voice.
She is fair and beautiful.On a small face, her phoenix eyes were shiny, and at first glance, she looked a bit like Han Jing.
Could this child be Han Jing’s daughter?
I thought to myself, and couldn't help but feel nervous, nodded and stuttered: ...It's... little girl... is your mother at home?My uncle came to see her from a distance.
Hearing me say this, the little girl turned around and ran in.
Through the faint crack in the door, I heard her childish shout: Mom... Mom... There is an uncle at the door looking at you from a distance... After a rustling footsteps, the door opened with a squeak.
A tall and beautiful woman opened the door.
When she saw me, she looked at me for a moment, then was stunned. She opened her mouth lightly and asked in surprise: Huang Qian?
I was rubbing my hands down when I heard the sound of her opening the door and looked up at her.
Then I realized that Han Cheng's wife Ji was standing in front of me. I quickly came back to my senses and bowed and said, "Hello, sister-in-law... I'm on a mission to the north and go back to Dongye... I'll pass by Jizhou and come to see you and Han Jing... I'm going to bother you again...
Scarlett... Don't be so polite... Come in and speak quickly.Ji smiled and opened the door.She was naturally enthusiastic when she spoke, but nothing was different.
Ji led me through the yard and into the main hall. I walked and looked around and found that the layout of the Han Mansion had not changed much from when I lived here ten years ago.
As I expected, Han Cheng was still in the army and was not at home.
Han Jing was gone.
I was anxious, but I couldn't ask her whereabouts.
I had to suppress my anxiety and sat at the guest table with Ji.
At this moment, the beautiful little girl just now came over obediently, brought a plate of fruits and vegetables, placed it on the table in front of Ji and me, and then stood beside Ji and looked at me curiously and didn't say anything.
Ji saw the little girl staring at me, turned around and smiled at me: This is the little girl Yàn'er, she is four years old this year.The child is still young and has never been to another place. He is nervous when he sees strangers, so don’t be surprised.
No, I came to the door rashly, it was me who took the liberty.I waved my hands repeatedly, but was surprised in my heart: This child actually used the name I gave to Han Jing for his future daughter. I wonder if it was a coincidence.Thinking of this, I turned around and took out the gift I had placed in Chang'an from my luggage and placed it on the table.
From it, I chose an exquisite jade hairpin and handed it to Han Yàn'er. I smiled at her and said: Look, this hairpin is a small gift bought by my uncle in Chang'an, and I gave it to Yàn'er.Seeing this, Ji quickly refused: Huang Qian, look at you, why should you bring so many things so politely... This hairpin cannot be given to Yàn'er... How can a child's house bring such expensive things?
I also hurriedly bowed and said sincerely: Sister-in-law, don’t be polite to me.A few years ago in Chang'an, if Brother Han had not helped him, Huang Qian would have died without a place to bury him.Besides, I came here thousands of miles away, and it is impossible to carry the gifts back.After hearing this, Ji Shi could only shake her head helplessly, and said to Yàn'er with a smile: Yàn'er, thank you uncle quickly.
Thank you, uncle, you are so good... Yàn'er took the hairpin happily, took it happily and inserted it into the thick black hair on his head.
She obviously inherited the beauty of Ji, and her phoenix eyes were flowing.
Although he is still young, under the hairpin, there are a few touches of charming charm that adult women have in their eyebrows, eyes and behavior.
I think I will definitely be a beautiful woman who is beautiful and beautiful when she grows up.
Like it?I saw the little girl smiling happily and asked her with a smile.
Yàn'er looked at me and nodded repeatedly and said: Yes, I like it!Uncle... do you live in Chang'an?Yàn'er has never been to Chang'an, but Yàn'er's father and aunt have been there.My aunt also said that there is a Grand Palace in Chang'an, which is so beautiful.
When the child mentioned Han Jing, my heart trembled, and I pretended to be a normal smile on my face: Yes, uncle comes from Chang'an... But my uncle's home is actually very far south, by the sea.You have to take a sea boat along the river at the door of Yàn'er's house and sail to the sea, and then take a boat south for a few months.When Yàn'er's father and aunt were in Chang'an, the uncle was there too. Yàn'er's father and aunt were both good friends of the uncle.
Han Yàn'er's little face showed a longing expression, and her rosy little mouth pouted, and she said in a depressed mood: I have never been to Chang'an or taken a boat in the sea. My father is always busy. He said several times that he would take Yàn'er to see the sea, but he always kept his word...
Ji, who was beside him, interrupted with a smile: OK, why are you naughty?When you grow up, you can do whatever you want.Then you will have the opportunity to take a big boat to see the sea.
Han Yàn'er grimaces at her mother: Humph, I don't believe it.My aunt is all adults, and she told me that what she wants to do most is to take a boat to see the sea.But I was still hiding under the willow tree by the river and crying.I've seen it several times!The child's words are innocent and innocent, and they are unintentional, but to me it sounds extremely harsh.
I couldn't help but remember that after having had countless reunions with Han Jing in this room, I had promised with confidence that if I married her in the future, I would take her on a boat to Dongye to see the sea. My heart couldn't help but feel ache, and my face became slightly hot.
In a state of confusion, I forced myself to suppress the turmoil in my heart, and asked Ji naturally: By the way, my sister-in-law, how is Han Jing doing recently? Is she married?The son or daughter?
Unexpectedly, when Ji heard me ask Han Jing, he shook his head helplessly and smiled bitterly: Don’t mention it… What’s your son and daughter… Jing’er is still single today.My sister-in-law... Although she is beautiful, she is like her brother, and she is also a person who believes in her own right.In the past few years, there were no matchmakers who proposed marriages, from the princes of local officials to the young county officials in the county, who could attract Jing'er.Later, I saw that she was getting older and was afraid that she would drag her into an old girl, so I was a little anxious.She actually sought death and ignored me for several days.Now, her strange temper has spread. The men in a radius of hundreds of miles only think she is crazy and no one has come to propose marriage...Hi...
Han Yàn'er heard this and interrupted angrily: Auntie is not crazy, my aunt is so beautiful...Yàn'er's name is also given by her.My aunt said that the son has wings and flies to the south every year to spend the winter and you can see the southern sea.
Ji touched Yàn'er's head lovingly, signaled her right to her, then turned her face to sigh at me: Actually, I know... Jing'er is not crazy... She is infatuated... Ten years ago, she had a good time with a man, but the unfaithful man ran away from behind, leaving Jing'er waiting... My sister-in-law... It should be such a love... Also because of this love... She has been suffering by this unfaithful man in this life... If she married someone and had some land at home, she would have lived a stable life of taking care of her husband and children... Why do you have to work hard to weave cloth for others every day to earn your own rations... and tolerate other people's gossip...
I heard Ji and Yàn'er's words, and in a daze, I suddenly heard the door of the yard outside the house being knocked.
Look, Jing'er should be back from weaving cloth for someone at this time.
Ji also heard the movement in the yard, said something to me, then got up and walked to the yard to open the door.Yàn'er also jumped and followed her out of the main hall.
I sat alone by the table, staring at the wooden door of the main hall hidden in vain, my heart pounding.My face was filled with expectations and nervousness for a moment, and there were mixed feelings...
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