In any case, the day with many situations finally passed by the quiet night of the trees.
I thought I would wake up or suffer from insomnia at night, but none of these happened. Instead, I brought her into my dream while missing my mother.
I didn't wake up from my beautiful dream until Xue Yunhan knocked on the door.
Here comes.When I woke up, I was still confused. I treated this place as my home. I answered lazily, got up casually and went to open the door. I shouted habitually, "Mom, I'm Ah."
Early Ah.Xue Yunhan responded, it was time to get up and go to class.
Well, know... eh?I just squinted my eyes and yawned halfway through my promise, and realized that this was Xue Yunhan's voice. I immediately woke up and nodded and replied, "Ah, Auntie, Auntie, Auntie, I'm early."Sorry, I was a little confused just now.
At this time, Chen Bo's cock stretched out his underwear high, facing her lower body, which was really embarrassing. I hurriedly said, I went to brush my teeth and ran away from her.
After eating the breakfast made by Xue Yunhan, she took me to school in a car.
When I got off the car, I saw a car parked there on the side of the road, which looked like my mother.
When I was about to walk over to confirm, the car drove away.
I looked at the slightly blurry license plate, and it seemed that it was indeed my mother.
Early Ah Zhou Wenhao.When I was about to see the car more clearly, Guan Xiaomei's voice suddenly came from behind me. What are you looking at?
Ah, nothing.I turned around and agreed with a smile. Seeing her in a good mood, I asked, "How is your dad's situation?"
Very good, thanks to you.Guan Xiaomei said with a smile that she will be discharged from the hospital in a few days.In a few months, you can do some work.Thank you very much. If it is not you, I really don’t know what to do.
Wherever.I smiled and walked into the school gate side by side with her. How could that sentence be said? Yes, if you never forget it, there will be a resounding response.If you hadn't been persisting for so long, you wouldn't have encountered this opportunity.
Speaking of which, I met Yao Nian when I was in the hospital yesterday.Guan Xiaomei said suddenly, and I looked at her curiously.
she?Why did she go to that hospital?I asked with a little confusion and a little worried, "You guys have you talked when you meet?"
I don't know why she went to the hospital, and I didn't ask.Guan Xiaomei said while recalling the scene at that time, "I just got back from picking up the water, and she happened to be in the corridor."I called her curiously, and she looked at me, but there was no surprise at all, as if she knew what I was there.
I'm not surprised when she appears wherever she appears.I echoed and muttered, not interrupting Guan Xiaomei's words, but just shrugged Ku and laughed.
Then she asked me why I was in the hospital. Thinking that my father is in a good condition now, she told her about my father and naturally told her about yours.After hearing this, she seemed to be silent for a long time.Later, she looked at my dad's situation and chatted with me for half an hour. Later, she said that she would leave if she wanted to do something.
It's her style.I said half-sarcastically and half-sarcastically.
Um?What is the style?Suddenly, a cold sound came from my ears, which scared my spine to make me feel cold.I don’t know when Yao Nian suddenly appeared behind me, as cold as ice.
Nothing or nothing.I chose to admit defeat and quickly changed the topic. It's time to go to class, so I'll go faster.
On the playground after the break, Chen Kai and I walked at the end of the team.
Brother Hao, I'm sorry Ah.Chen Kai came up and apologized. It was rare to see him look guilty. This is really not my fault.
Did Yao Nian do it?I looked around and confirmed that there was no Yao Nian within a radius of 100 meters, and then asked in a low voice, is this related to her?
without.Chen Kai quickly shook his head and denied that it really had nothing to do with her, but she did know about it.
Um?How to say it?After hearing what Chen Kai said, I became even more suspicious.
Actually, I don't know what the situation is that it is too specific.Just yesterday, my mother suddenly told me to stay at your house and stay for at least a month.At first I thought to myself that this is a good thing, and I can hide in your house for a while, so I said that this is a good thing.As a result, my mother continued to say that you came to my house and told you that I almost didn't think it was going to turn my mind.After finally turning around and figured it out, I hurriedly asked her what was going on.She said she had negotiated with her aunt, that is, your mother, so I just don't care about so much.Chen Kai still looks a little scared when he recalls it now. I asked my mother again, do you know this? She said she doesn't know, but you probably don't know it yet.I just thought that I had to call you to notify you and let you think of a way.As a result, my mother didn't give me this opportunity and took me out in a while.Then I feel like I am almost desperate. Do you understand?Don't know what to do.
So suddenly... I felt that Chen Kai's perspective at that time was quite terrifying, and asked again, "Why would Yao Nian know about this when you say that?"You shouldn't have the intersection with her on the timeline, so Ah?Did you meet it later?It's not right. You can't tell her this to her face.
Uh...this...oh, don't worry about this, in short, Yao Nian just knows it.Chen Kai stammered and refused to answer this question head-on, but I didn't know she would go to dinner suddenly. When I saw her, I was stunned.
Are you still covering your mouth with me?I said a little unhappy, "You don't say it, right?"OK, if you don’t say it, I’ll ask Yao Nian by myself.As I said that, I turned around and left.
Alas, no, no, Brother Hao.Don't go to her, I've suffered a lot from her.Chen Kai hurriedly grabbed me, struggled for a while and sighed, "Okay, I'll tell you."She installed a monitor for me.
Ha Ah?I exclaimed in disbelief, afraid that my ears were wrong, and asked in surprise, "What are you saying?"That thing is now?
It's okay now, don't worry about brothers.Chen Kai sighed, put his hand on my shoulder, and said with a pretentious ease that I would turn on the monitor only after school.
What Ah?What's the situation? You still open it for her?I frowned and asked in confusion, "Are you not sick?"Or have you done something wrong?No, what happened after you sat at the same table?It's only been a week?Tell me quickly.
Alas, things are too long to say, so let's hurry up and go back.Chen Kai lowered his head and sighed, saying in a difficult situation and hesitant manner, "If I was too late to go back to the classroom, I would have to be told by her again."But don't think too complicated about this matter, it will be taken off after a while.After all, it is my fault that I did something wrong.
My Grass Brother, what ecstasy medicine did Yao Nian give you to Ah?Do you know that the act of installing monitors for you openly will not treat you as a human being... I held my breath and almost blurted out the word angrily. Seeing his cowardly look, I sighed and said, "Forget it, since you don't care, I don't care about you anymore, it's all your choice."
Although he was not good at it, he was a best friend for many years and wanted to give him this breath in his heart.
But before that I have to figure out what is going on.
So, when school was over in the afternoon, I followed him.
He didn't walk alone with anyone.
Strangely, he actually carried his schoolbag on his back.
Before, he never carried his schoolbag back.
Could it be that Yao Nian really changed him through some methods?
I couldn't help but have doubts in my heart.
When he passed by the alley, the gangsters who had been beaten by Yao Nian and then looked at Chen Kai a few days ago and appeared without surprise.
They seemed to be waiting for Chen Kai specifically, and they noticed Chen Kai at a glance and whistled at him.
Chen Kai glanced at them, then continued to move forward with his head held high and his chest held high.
I was a little surprised by his unafraid look. What he usually feared the most was these little gangsters. He may have been bullied a hundred times since he was a child.
The gangsters were very upset when they saw him so much. The tall one walked up and stuck in front of him with a cigarette in his pocket, and looked snorted, "Hey!"Pretend not to see Ah?When we are air, right?
Chen Kai ignored him and continued to walk forward without even looking at him.
Obviously, his actions completely angered the tall man.
The tall man hugged his neck and tried to pull him into the alley.
I thought he would be dragged in like this, but I didn't expect that he would resist!
Chen Kai pushed the tall and thin man away with force, causing him to almost stop and fall to the ground.
Although Chen Kai was a little cowardly, he still had the strength in his hands with his fat and strong body.
Fuck you, you're shameless, right?The tall and thin guy felt very embarrassed, and gritted his teeth and called the other two brothers and pulled him into the alley.
I hurriedly followed, observing in the corner, always ready to go up to rescue him when the situation is not good.
Where is the stuff?The tall and thin man spitted out phlegm and said arrogantly, "Damn it, beast, you have been hiding from us all this week."Why do you want to run Ah?Can you run away?Let the things you prepare, a week has passed, bring them!
No.Chen Kai looked unafraid and was not inferior to the gangsters in terms of momentum. He said neither humbly nor arrogantly, and he would never be there in the future.
Haha, I'm kidding with my buddy, right?The gangster looked like he was about to have an attack, but obviously he deliberately held it back, as if giving him a last chance, and said with a sneer, don't forget the photos of the female classmates you secretly took before, and the photos of your mother wearing uniforms were all in our hands. If you don't take some photos of your mother taking a bath and those photos of underwear as we agreed, I'll spread these to see how you stay in school!
It's so shameless.Chen Kai looked angry, not afraid of the threat of the gangster at all, cursed, "Why don't you secretly take pictures of your mother being fucked?"
Fuck your mother, you will be shameless, right!The gangster slapped him, but Chen Kai reached out to block it, so he shouted in anger, "How dare you resist?"Fuck you, hold it down and beat me.
As soon as he finished speaking, two younger brothers beside him kicked Chen Kai at the same time.
Chen Kai was powerless to resist and was quickly kicked to the ground. The three gangsters' feet began to step on him.
Seeing this, I thought it was time to go up and help him relieve the situation, so I wanted to walk forward.
But at this moment, I felt someone pressing my shoulders down. When I looked back like a conditioned reflex, it was Yao Nian again.What are you doing?I couldn't help asking.
Don't go.Obviously, she was also watching Chen Kai get beaten, but her face was expressionless.
Why?Just watching him get beaten?We are still a distance away from them, and as long as it is not too loud, they will not hear it. I said in a very confusion and asked, "Where are the mutual help between classmates?"If you don’t go, you won’t go. Why stop me?
It was what he said.Yao Nian closed his eyes slightly, put his hand off my shoulder, and said calmly, this was his own decision.If you want to go, go, I won’t stop you.
His own decision?Why?I was even more puzzled and said in confusion. Don’t he know that he is not their opponent at all?
Humph, what do you think?Yao Nian looked at Chen Kai who was lying on the ground and being beaten passively with his head in his arms, and said indifferently, but this has just begun, right?
I don't know what you are talking about!I said a little angry, "I don't know what you did to him, but how can you install Ah on his monitor?"Is it too much, Yao Nian?!
I don't need to explain this to you.Yao Nian still said expressionlessly, "Don't worry about what I did, you just need to see how he does it."If a person cannot face his fear and face his weak heart, he will never stand up in his whole life.I just said this to him.
At this time, the movement in the alley became louder.
Chen Kai was still curled up in a ball, and the three gangsters frowned at him, without any intention of stopping, and cursed: Do you want to take a photo of me?Do you want to take pictures for me?A fool!You dare not give me something you promised me, you don’t know who I am, right?A fool!Let your mother see how you are like a bear, how can the policewoman give birth to you like a worm? Fatty, hahahahaha!The tall man laughed at last.
Ah!!!I don’t know which sentence stimulated Chen Kai. He suddenly roared and stood up, holding the tall man’s shoulders against the attack of the other two gangsters and trying to push him down. The tall man started to fight with him, and he was suddenly overwhelmed by Chen Kai, and the two sides started fighting on the ground.
No matter how the other two gangsters punched and kicked Chen Kai, he tightly wrapped around the tall man and beat his face hard with his fist, cursing angrily, letting you say my mother!I'm not a fucking bear!Not like a bear!I'll beat you to death!I will take you to die with you even if I die. Fuck!
I was anxious and distressed from the side, but I held back and didn't take action.
Soon, the tall man was beaten so much that his nose and face were a little bruised.
But in the end, two fists could not match four hands. He didn't last long. He was beaten from the tall man by the other two gangsters and was beaten hard.
Isn't it over now?It was obvious that Chen Kai was powerless to resist and let them kick him. I couldn't stand it and asked Yao Nian again.
what ever.Yao Nian continued to say as if he was not concerned about his own affairs. In short, he told me that he didn't have to worry about him no matter what, I wouldn't go.
Just when I was struggling, these gangsters seemed to be tired of fighting and stopped beating Chen Kai.
Humph, do you think this is over?The tall man with blood flowing from the corner of his mouth panted and scolded, "Tomorrow I will let the whole school know what dirty things you have done, and it depends on how you can keep going in school."Sooner or later, get out of the way!
After saying that, the three of them kicked Chen Kai hard with the last kick and walked towards Yao Nian and me.In less than ten seconds, we met the three of them face to face.
Fuck, why are you again?When he saw us, the tall man looked unhappy and said in a daze, "Ha, but you are late this time, he has been knocked down."Why, want to fight Ah?
You look in a mirror and look at your face, is it worthy of saying this?I sneered, you don’t think you can get out of here, do you?
After all, they have seen Yao Nian's strength, so I am not a bluff.
Humph, try it if you have the ability.The tall man was not showing any weakness and threatened, I advise you to understand something, you don’t want to see him being ordered to drop out of school, right?I have his handle on my hand.
Oh, are you talking about these things?Yao Nian sneered contemptuously and took out a stack of photos from her coat pocket. It was so stupid.
Why are you... how can these photos be in your hands!Seeing this, the tall man was suddenly panicked. He didn't have the attitude he had just now. He was about to come up and grab it, but it was not so easy to grab it from Yao Nian, Humph!
I'll give you five seconds to disappear from my eyes.Yao Nian stared at the three of them, counting down with a very cool feeling behind their backs, five, four, three, two...
As the countdown passed by one second, the three of them looked at each other, and when Yao Nian counted one, they each ran away scattered.
I hurriedly ran over to check Chen Kai's situation.
Don't come over.Chen Kai half-squatted and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and said reluctantly.
So I stayed three meters away from him and watched him stand up straight with difficulty.
His school uniform was covered with dust and shoe prints, and his face and mouth were broken. It was not an exaggeration to say that he was covered in bruises.
He refused my support, limped and walked slowly between Yao Nian and me with his schoolbag.
Hello!I turned around and called him loudly.He didn't respond to me and left straight away.
When Yao Nian and I walked out of the alley, I saw Xue Yunhan's car on the side of the road, and the passenger's window was half opened.
Through the car window, I was seeing Xue Yunhan staring at Chen Kai not far ahead of us through the car window.
After about two or three minutes, her car suddenly accelerated and drove away.
This is why Ah.I shook my head lightly and sighed in confusion. It was the first time I saw him like this since I was a child.
I said that you just think you know him very well, but in fact you don’t know him at all.Yao Nian looked at Chen Kai's back who was slowly leaving and said with a little touch, "No, it's not just you, but his mother is the same."
How could it be? I have been playing with him for seven or eight years.Even if you don’t know that well, you must know better than you, right?I sneered and refuted her words with some disregard for them, don't always ignore others.
Haha, I have never overestimated myself, it’s just that you think so.Yao Nian even disdained my words. Let me ask you a question, why did he just refuse your help?
This...how do I know.But I think it must be related to you.I thought about it and replied, "You must have instilled something in him, otherwise how could he have the monitor you gave him?"What did you coerce him?
So I said, you don't understand him at all.Yao Nian walked forward on her own, tied up her short hair. What he was afraid of before, what he was longing for, what he needed.Don’t say you know, you haven’t even asked, right?I coerce him?Not interested.
After saying that, Yao Nian accelerated to walk away from me without turning back.
When I returned to Xue Yunhan's house, she was sitting on the sofa watching TV, and there was a marathon on the TV.Watching information on TV shows that it was a marathon three years ago.
She saw me coming back and it took a few seconds to react and greet me.
You are back.Xue Yunhan's voice sounded a little low, as if he was thinking about something that was suddenly interrupted. Come and sit down. Do you have too much homework today?
Good evening, auntie.Fortunately, we don’t have much homework every day.I put my schoolbag in my arms, sat next to her at a distance of one person, and responded politely.
Um?Why sit so far?Sitting beside the aunt.Xue Yunhan patted the seat next to her and said, "I couldn't refuse to sit over. Don't you do a lot of homework every day?"Then why did Chen Kai tell me every day that there are so many homework that I can’t finish it?This guy lied to me again.
This...no, he definitely doesn't mean that.When she mentioned Chen Kai's name, I couldn't help but remember Chen Kai's bruised nose and swollen face just now. I couldn't bear to take the blame, so I shook my head and smiled, "In fact, the amount is quite large, maybe I'm doing my homework faster, so I just don't think it's too much."In fact, I usually hear other students complain about a lot of homework.
You always speak for him.Xue Yunhan suddenly sighed lightly, as if he had recalled something, and said, I always talked for him before.But what is the result?It seemed that when he did something wrong, someone would speak for him, and he thought he was wrong with nothing.Is that true?
I don't think so.Seeing Xue Yunhan talking about this matter very seriously, I thought for a while and said seriously. In fact, when I was in school, the teacher always pointed out his problems directly, and the same is true for me.Although we usually have a good time, we are not husband and wife, so there is no need to be considerate and tolerant of each other.Anything that makes the other person unhappy will be said directly.I just said that Auntie, you are his mother, so I just spoke for him a little.
Why am I not?I was just in front of outsiders when I helped him speak.At home, where did he get beaten and scolded by me?Xue Yunhan looked very angry, and he didn't look like he had changed his mind at all. Do you think he was angry?I was going to pick you up today, but on the way, I saw something that made me unhappy, so I went home first.
It's okay, my mother rarely picks me up from school.Auntie, you also have your own job. I am so old that I can recognize the way, so I don’t have to bother to pick me up.But I will thank you for your kindness first.I replied politely, and after thinking about it, I still didn’t tell you what happened to Chen Kai first. I still want to walk with Chen Kai more after class and chat with him. If there is any situation, I will tell my aunt in time.
Forget it, no need.Xue Yunhan looked like he didn't care at all, and stood up and said, "He can do whatever he wants. As long as you don't get angry with me, I don't want to care about anything."Even if he is beaten, scolded, starved to death and freeze to death outside, I don’t care.Alas, I won’t talk about this anymore. It’s late, I’m going to cook.You watch TV first, come to the kitchen to find me if you have anything to do.
Despite what she said, the feeling of distress on her face obviously betrayed her.
I didn't continue to say anything more, just watched her walk into the kitchen.
I didn't choose to go to the kitchen to disturb her, nor did I make a request for assistance, because I hope she can be quiet alone.
So I sat alone on the sofa and watched the video of the marathon on TV.
When the camera was given to Qianfang Group, I found that there was a person inside who looked very similar to Xue Yunhan.
After a closer look, I found that she was the fifth place.
She chased the players in front and jumped to fourth place in a few minutes.
But as time goes by and distance gets closer, ten minutes later, the finish line is right in front of the players.
The camera is given to the player who is in third place and Xue Yunhan, who is in fourth place. They are only half a position away.
However, in the last 100 meters of sprint, Xue Yunhan never narrowed the distance and finally won the fourth place regretfully.
As the game video was played, Xue Yunhan happened to prepare the meal and called me to have a meal.
Auntie, I don’t know if I should ask.During the meal, I wanted to help Chen Kai, so I suddenly asked, "About Chen Kai."
Um?You ask.Xue Yunhan put down the bowls and chopsticks in his hand and said to me calmly, "You can ask whatever you want." Auntie likes you to ask questions.
Actually, there is something I haven't figured out very well.Even after asking Chen Kai, he still didn't get an answer.I took a deep breath and looked at Xue Yunhan and said, "Why do you seem to have so much dissatisfaction with him?"Or are there many requirements?I feel that when you were in elementary school, you didn’t seem to be like this.
Maybe menopause is coming.Xue Yunhan smiled bitterly, there are some things, because of some reasons, and it is not convenient for me to explain them very clearly to you.But what I can say is because of a major family change.There is one thing you may not know. When I was in elementary school, I didn’t care much about him, it was all his grandparents who were taking care of him.His dad and I come back very little every year, and I think you have felt it more or less before.But it was different two months ago, and I was the only one left.
This...sorry.I sighed softly and lowered my head to express my apology, but I didn't expect to have experienced so much.
I originally wanted to help Chen Kai get a good impression, but I didn't expect that such a heavy topic would be brought up.I started eating and didn't want to talk about it any more.
So when you see that you get along with your mother so well, and you perform very well in school, you always learn from your mother how to get along with your son.Xue Yunhan then changed the topic and the expression on her face became more relaxed. I learned a lot from her, but it didn't seem to suit me very well, so the effect has always been not ideal.
The right one is the best.I nodded blankly, but didn't expect to respond better. Take your time, Auntie, I can usually feel that Chen Kai is starting to try to understand your thoughts bit by bit, and his performance is actually getting better and better.
Really?Xue Yunhan shook helplessly and smiled, holding her temples with her hands, looking at me, and frowned slightly, "I have caught so many people, and I can even see through the passers-by I meet on the road."But I felt that I couldn't see through my son, and I didn't want to say anything when I asked him what he was thinking.He won't tell you everything he did at home, right?If I had told you what I had said, I don't think you would have said that.
Ah?What's the matter?I couldn't help asking curiously.
Let’s talk about it next time, let’s have a meal first, the food is going to be cold.Xue Yunhan picked up a bite of food into my bowl and then kept silent.And I don't have to ask any more questions.
This night, there was only a breeze outside, and it was not too cold inside and outside.
Like yesterday, Xue Yunhan changed into sportswear and went out to run at night.
When she went out, I told her that I would go with her, and she did not refuse after she learned that I had completed my homework.
Do you usually have the habit of running at night?Xue Yunhan and I were running slowly along the asphalt road in the silent and uninhabited community, and she said to me without any breath.
This is my first night run. I usually go for a morning run with my mother.The lights in the community were not bright, and I was not familiar with the layout here, so I followed her right away.
Morning running is good, but due to work, I am used to running at night.Xue Yunhan nodded and replied, "It's quieter at night than in the morning."
It's Ah, and it seems to be a little colder.Maybe it's because I haven't adapted yet.I took a deep breath and felt the cold from the inside out. And the colder it became, the cooler it was getting colder.
If you feel cold, go back first, don’t be cold, class will be held tomorrow.If you have a cold and a fever, I can't explain it to your mother.Xue Yunhan persuaded, but her tone didn't sound gentle or cold at all. I'll go back a few more laps and don't have to wait for me.
It's okay, my body warms up as soon as I run away.In fact, we ran around the community for at least four laps, each lap was at least seven hundred meters. Seeing Xue Yunhan just breathed a little, and my breath was already unstable, I insisted, "Auntie's long-distance running is so amazing, Ah, I haven't seen you for so long."
No, I've just gotten used to it.I have been persisting in this kind of night day after day for five years.Xue Yunhan looked at me who was a little tired and smiled relaxedly, but he stopped because he was taking him in the past two years, and now he wants to practice again.
It seems that my aunt used to be a marathon runner?I took the opportunity to lead to the topic I was interested in. I just saw my aunt on the TV game video.
Not bad, you noticed it.Xue Yunhan smiled happily, but I am not a marathon athlete, I have participated in the competition because of my interest.But it was a pity that I only got the fourth place.At the end of the day, she couldn't hide such a trace of loss on her face.
If you compete again, you will definitely win the top three.I encouraged, just like I used to play tennis, I couldn’t even score in the quarterfinals, but now I can still win the first place.
Haha, so awesome.Xue Yunhan ran while touching my head and said with a smile, "I'm too busy with work now, so I don't have time to participate in these Ahs."Besides, Chen Kai’s affairs are still causing me a headache, but I really don’t have the energy to devote myself to other things.
There will always be something, auntie is not in a hurry to make a decision.I responded with a smile.
After running three more laps, I really couldn't run anymore.Seeing me bent down and gasping for breath with my hands on my knees, Xue Yunhan also stopped and bought me a bottle of water.
Not bad, I can run seven laps in one breath.Xue Yunhan patted my back hard and praised, "If you practice again, you can also participate in a marathon."
Haha, is that?I gasped and did not forget to look up and smiled at her, "If my aunt is willing to participate, I will definitely participate."
Ah.Xue Yunhan was afraid that I would respond like this. She was stunned for a while. It was getting late, so let's run here first today and let's go home.
After saying this, Xue Yunhan did not continue to trot, but instead walked, probably taking into account my situation.
I gasped and followed her steps.
I was on her left hand and saw a large amount of sweat on her close-fitting gray sports tights. If I looked closely, I could vaguely see the sports underwear inside.
If there is a marathon in the future, will my aunt still participate?
After walking for a few minutes, my condition basically improved and I said, "I think with my aunt's current condition, there will definitely be no problem in taking the top three."
Having been joking.Xue Yunhan laughed generously and said with a slight look, "I didn't continue practicing shortly after that competition. I have only started running again recently, and it's less than a month."
Why?I asked curiously.
One reason why I didn’t run away before was because the fourth place was not the ranking I wanted, and it was also because there were some changes in my life, so I stopped running away.Xue Yunhan looked up at the dark night sky and said, "I have been very upset about Chen Kai's affairs recently. Running is the best way to relieve stress for me."I don't want to always scold him, as I'm very tired and annoyed.Only running can help me let go of those worries for the time being and can also help me be kind to him.That's why I told you that I don't have the idea of participating in the competition again.
Although that's the case, when Xue Yunhan said the last sentence, his tone was obviously unwilling.
Then, according to Auntie, do you think about participating in the competition again as long as Chen Kai’s matter is resolved?I said with a smile.
Um?Xue Yunhan looked at me with a little surprise and his walking speed slowed down. It wasn't what you asked, my aunt had never thought about it.She looked ahead again, took a deep breath and continued, "If I had no trouble, I might have thought about trying it again."While I can still run.At the end of her speech, a helpless and bitter smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
I think this time, Chen Kai will definitely make you feel completely different.I couldn't help but think of Chen Kai's resolute gaze in the afternoon, and I was full of confidence in the fact that he would change, so the aunt should also believe him.
Not long after, we returned home.
On the second half of this trip, Xue Yunhan looked thoughtful and thoughtful.
After coming back, I went back to my room without saying anything. It was not until very late that I heard the noise of her coming out to take a shower.
Through the conversation tonight, I always feel that the situation between her and Chen Kai is not that simple. There must be a deeper reason why she has such high requirements for Chen Kai.
Let’s take a look through boarding during this period.
The next morning, Xue Yunhan wanted to drive me to school.
She said she was resting this morning, but when I saw her sleepy look, I knew that she must have not had a good sleep at night, so I refused her kindness and hoped that she could have more rest.
After arriving at school, I saw that Chen Kai was still bruised and swollen, which was much better than yesterday.
Many students couldn't help but look at him a few more times, but he didn't seem to care.
As his best friend, I walked up there.
How is it, does it still hurt?Before Yao Nian came, I sat in Yao Nian's seat and asked quietly.
It's OK, it doesn't hurt much.Chen Kai glanced at me, smiled helplessly, and said, "I thought it would hurt so much to be beaten, it turns out that's the case."Except for the pain at that time, it passed afterwards.If you don't touch it, it won't hurt anymore.
Fuck you, you're still beaten and beaten to your senses, right?I smiled bitterly, but it looked cool to fight them yesterday.
You may not believe it.Chen Kai put his hands that had been much fatter this year on the desk and said with a self-deprecating smile, "Although I am afraid of my mother, she and my father have never really hit me hard, and have never hit me since I was a child."The teacher has never hit me, maybe except for the fact that he was hit in elementary school.So I don’t know how I feel when I get beaten, I just feel scared.I think Yao Nian is right, I am afraid of emptiness and imagination.
Then she asked you to get beaten?Then you agreed?I was a little shocked by his speech, and even more shocked by the influence of Yao Nian on him. I shook my head and said dissatisfiedly, "I really don't know what kind of ecstasy she gave you, and I take everything she said as the truth, right?"
I couldn't help but speak louder, because I felt that if he didn't listen to Yao Nian, he wouldn't have suffered that yesterday.
stand up.Suddenly, Yao Nian's cold voice sounded from behind me. I sat up straight like a conditioned reflex, straightened my back, and felt a chill behind me.
He was so proud that he put the matter of Yao Nianhui behind his mind.
I stood up and exited her position, but thought to myself that she must have heard what I said just now, right?
Why do I always get caught by her whenever I say bad things about her behind her back? I am so lucky.
A person who only knows how to escape will never become powerful.Yao Nian sat in his position, took off the rubber band with short hair, and said without looking at anyone. He had been escaping for so many years and had nothing to do with you.
Sure enough, she heard everything I said.
I don’t want to see my friend be hurt. Is there anything wrong?I was very dissatisfied with Yao Nian's tone and retorted with confidence, Who is not treating friends like this?
What's the difference between this and parents saying that they are going to decide for their children for the sake of their children?Yao Nian responded coldly with an expressionless face, "Are you living their lives for them?"
Dingling!
The class bell rang.
I had Yao Nian's words just circulated in my mind, and returned to my position, thinking blankly for a long time.
I didn't react until the teacher called me and answered the question. Guan Xiaomei still touched me and came to her senses.
It seems that you are a little out of shape in the morning, it is very rare.When she was resting with Guan Xiaomei after playing volleyball at noon, she sat beside me and wiped her sweat and said, and she seemed to be worried.
Is there any?I responded with a little surprise, and I didn't notice it at all. So, is it that I am so obvious?
For Ah, it’s almost like writing the three words “I have something to worry about” on my face.Guan Xiaomei said with a smile, while gesturing with her hands, and then Ah, the whole class would know.
It seems that I have to pay more attention to it, so that people can't always see it.I responded with a relaxed smile, feeling that after her father's situation improved, she usually likes to laugh and talk more than before. It's not a big deal, and it will definitely be fine after today.
So, can't you tell me?Guan Xiaomei immediately put away her smile, lowered her head slightly, and her tone became quiet. I haven't thanked you well for the last time.
No, it’s just some trivial things, I’m afraid you’ll be bored.I hurriedly smiled and said, "The changes in girls' emotions really change faster than the weather." In fact, I don't think it's a matter of worry."
Then tell me.Guan Xiaomei gave me some anticipational gaze, but seemed to say with some concern, maybe I can't help much, but it will definitely be better if I say it out, right?Because I know how uncomfortable it feels to keep my mind in my heart, I am very sensitive to your current state, and I don’t want you to become what I used to be.
Although I really want to tell her that she is thinking too much, I won’t say that.
But seeing her serious and expectant expression, she could only swallow the words when she was at her mouth.
I couldn't refuse a girl's caring and gentle look towards me, so I told her about my stay at Xue Yunhan's house and Chen Kai.
No wonder Yao Nian said that to you in the morning.Guan Xiaomei listened carefully to every sentence I said, took a deep breath, and said with emotion, I didn’t expect that you would encounter so many things this weekend.
Actually, it's not a big deal, right?I chuckled softly, mainly because it was all suddenly and I needed some time to accept them.
Do you think Yao Nian is targeting you?Guan Xiaomei smiled and asked suddenly.
Well, to be honest, isn't there?I thought for three seconds and replied, "If you think about it carefully, it's not just me, it seems that she looks cold to everyone."Although she is your friend, it may be a bit rude to say this, but no one will like her, right?
In fact, even from the perspective of girls, Yao Nian's personality is an unpleasant type.Guan Xiaomei put her fingers together and looked ahead and said, but she was not what everyone thought.She is just, quite special.
More special?How to understand?Is it cold on the outside and hot on the inside?Seeing Guan Xiaomei after a few seconds, I didn't say the next sentence. I naturally answered, it was not impossible.
no.Guan Xiaomei shook her head, smiled, and said, "It's hard for me to explain clearly. Maybe I can only feel that special when I have a lot of contact with her."She is not cold on the outside but hot on the inside, she is cold on the outside but cold on the inside, and even her heart is even colder on the inside.But that's all.There is something I haven't told you.
What's up?Guan Xiaomei was silent for a long time, and I asked softly, but if I don’t want to recall it, I’d better forget it.
fine.During the start of school, I almost committed suicide because of my father's affairs.Yao Nian shook his head with a wry smile, and said in memory, "I was on the bridge that day, and there was a gap between the guardrail beside the bridge."And the night before, my dad once again told me that he had implicated me and how sorry he was.I can't remember how many times he repeated the same words.In normal times, I may be so numb that I listen to it and pass it.But when my grades were too late to improve and I was under the pressure of the second semester of the third year of junior high school, I couldn't stand it anymore.At that time, I stood at the gap in the guardrail, and took another step forward and would fall into the river.Just as I closed my eyes and wanted to take that step, the sound of Yao Nian calling me suddenly came from my ears.
It turns out that there is something like this.I couldn't help but gasp. I had never thought of committing suicide when I grew up so old. Fortunately, she came, and fortunately you didn't take that step.
At that time, even if she came, I still wanted to jump.Guan Xiaomei lowered her head and said softly, as if she had returned to her at that moment. If she had even gotten closer to me, I would have jumped down, but she didn't.She didn't even think about getting close to me.If it was you, you would definitely comfort me and calm me down at that time, and then take the opportunity to save me, right?
Well…I think it should be.I imagined such a scene and responded with certainty, anyone would do this, right?Did she really not do this?
She didn't.From beginning to end, she didn't have a word of concern or comfort.
Guan Xiaomei looked down at her hands and continued to recall that the first sentence she said to her was, "Why don't you value your life if you despise your life so much?"’, I was very excited at that time, so I refuted loudly that she didn’t understand anything.She didn't continue to say anything, but looked at the calm river.I don't know what she is doing, but I was attracted by her and I didn't have the urge to seek death.Her constant silence made me feel very upset and I almost roared at her.As a result, she was still indifferent. It was not until after I vented that she said, "What's the use of escaping?"What if you die?’.I said, it can't be done, but at least it will prevent me from facing these pains.She then said coldly: "Do you think there is no other pain if you escape the pain at present?"’.I responded in confusion, right?She then took two steps towards me and said, "Then you jump. If you think you can escape the physical pain caused by drowning after jumping into the river, then you jump, I won't stop you."’I couldn’t think calmly at that time, just wanted to argue and refute her point of view, and responded anxiously, ‘But don’t all drowning and suicides go through all this?What's the relationship?’I didn’t expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yao Nian said sneeredly, ‘Yes, you admit it yourself.Even if you can escape everything, won’t you still be able to survive before death?Then isn’t it contrary to what you said to avoid all this?’I began to think about what she said, looking at the lake, the scene of my father being nice to me appeared in my mind, but I was soon moved by the excitement of my emotions, ‘Don’t tell me these things, I can’t calm down!’Yao Nian said coldly again, ‘You all know that you are not calm now, so why do you guarantee that you won’t regret it after you jump?Wouldn’t it be better to wait until you calm down before seeking death?’I was silent by her words, and lowered my head and began to calm down bit by bit.I don’t know how many seconds passed, but I just knew that I didn’t hear anything, but suddenly my hand was held up by her and I felt that the palm of her palm was particularly warm.I looked up and she looked at me with a smile. This was the first time I saw her smile.I can't recall what kind of mood and expression I looked at her at that time. I only know that I didn't want to jump down at that moment.'As long as you can still feel the warmth of my palms, you will definitely not be willing to feel the coldness of the river.’She suddenly hugged me gently and said to me.Looking back now, if I had no such courage to jump that day, I would have jumped sooner or later.From then on, I have not had the chance to say thank you to her.
Why?You have been with her for so much time, so you should have many opportunities to say thank you?Listening to Guan Xiaomei's story and combining my understanding of them, I couldn't help but feel a little touched in my heart when I tried to restore the scene at that time in my mind.
It's Ah, it looks like this.
Guan Xiaomei nodded in agreement and said softly, but whenever I wanted to say it, she would stop me.She told me that in this world, no one owe anyone what he wants, and it is better to be a better self than to be grateful to others.
She is like this, always saying something profound, and she is obviously just a junior high school student like me, but she wants to show that everyone in the world is drunk and I am awake.I sneered and complained, it was the same as she had experienced all kinds of things in this world.
She seems to have experienced some things that I have not experienced before.Guan Xiaomei thought about it and responded that we spent a lot of time together afterwards and found that she never mentioned her parents or family affairs.So I once asked her why, and she said she wanted to do it for a few days.It took a few days before she told me something.But I think this is what she cares most about. Without her own knowledge, I wouldn't have told anyone about it.
Well, I understand.I nodded. I just knew that Yao Nian was a person with a story and had gained something. Unexpectedly, Ah thought she was just a cold person.
Only when you have been in contact with her for a long time can you feel her specialness and charm.I think no matter what kind of person a man or a woman, she will be infected and changed.Guan Xiaomei took a deep breath and continued, I think Chen Kai should be the same.No one else can do that Chen Kai can be changed in a short period of time.But you also don't worry, she doesn't think she is a person who uses threats, she always has her own unique way.If you also think Chen Kai is changing in a good direction, why not wait and see and evaluate it when the results come out.
OK, I'll listen to you.I smiled and nodded and agreed, and stood up. Maybe I didn't believe it so much, or I doubt Yao Nian.But it doesn't matter, because I believe in you, then I will choose to believe in her.
After talking to Guan Xiaomei, I felt much more at ease.
Although I still can't figure out the relationship between these things these days, I can vaguely feel that there is no danger lurking here.
In this way, you can feel much more at ease.
I thought I would wake up or suffer from insomnia at night, but none of these happened. Instead, I brought her into my dream while missing my mother.
I didn't wake up from my beautiful dream until Xue Yunhan knocked on the door.
Here comes.When I woke up, I was still confused. I treated this place as my home. I answered lazily, got up casually and went to open the door. I shouted habitually, "Mom, I'm Ah."
Early Ah.Xue Yunhan responded, it was time to get up and go to class.
Well, know... eh?I just squinted my eyes and yawned halfway through my promise, and realized that this was Xue Yunhan's voice. I immediately woke up and nodded and replied, "Ah, Auntie, Auntie, Auntie, I'm early."Sorry, I was a little confused just now.
At this time, Chen Bo's cock stretched out his underwear high, facing her lower body, which was really embarrassing. I hurriedly said, I went to brush my teeth and ran away from her.
After eating the breakfast made by Xue Yunhan, she took me to school in a car.
When I got off the car, I saw a car parked there on the side of the road, which looked like my mother.
When I was about to walk over to confirm, the car drove away.
I looked at the slightly blurry license plate, and it seemed that it was indeed my mother.
Early Ah Zhou Wenhao.When I was about to see the car more clearly, Guan Xiaomei's voice suddenly came from behind me. What are you looking at?
Ah, nothing.I turned around and agreed with a smile. Seeing her in a good mood, I asked, "How is your dad's situation?"
Very good, thanks to you.Guan Xiaomei said with a smile that she will be discharged from the hospital in a few days.In a few months, you can do some work.Thank you very much. If it is not you, I really don’t know what to do.
Wherever.I smiled and walked into the school gate side by side with her. How could that sentence be said? Yes, if you never forget it, there will be a resounding response.If you hadn't been persisting for so long, you wouldn't have encountered this opportunity.
Speaking of which, I met Yao Nian when I was in the hospital yesterday.Guan Xiaomei said suddenly, and I looked at her curiously.
she?Why did she go to that hospital?I asked with a little confusion and a little worried, "You guys have you talked when you meet?"
I don't know why she went to the hospital, and I didn't ask.Guan Xiaomei said while recalling the scene at that time, "I just got back from picking up the water, and she happened to be in the corridor."I called her curiously, and she looked at me, but there was no surprise at all, as if she knew what I was there.
I'm not surprised when she appears wherever she appears.I echoed and muttered, not interrupting Guan Xiaomei's words, but just shrugged Ku and laughed.
Then she asked me why I was in the hospital. Thinking that my father is in a good condition now, she told her about my father and naturally told her about yours.After hearing this, she seemed to be silent for a long time.Later, she looked at my dad's situation and chatted with me for half an hour. Later, she said that she would leave if she wanted to do something.
It's her style.I said half-sarcastically and half-sarcastically.
Um?What is the style?Suddenly, a cold sound came from my ears, which scared my spine to make me feel cold.I don’t know when Yao Nian suddenly appeared behind me, as cold as ice.
Nothing or nothing.I chose to admit defeat and quickly changed the topic. It's time to go to class, so I'll go faster.
On the playground after the break, Chen Kai and I walked at the end of the team.
Brother Hao, I'm sorry Ah.Chen Kai came up and apologized. It was rare to see him look guilty. This is really not my fault.
Did Yao Nian do it?I looked around and confirmed that there was no Yao Nian within a radius of 100 meters, and then asked in a low voice, is this related to her?
without.Chen Kai quickly shook his head and denied that it really had nothing to do with her, but she did know about it.
Um?How to say it?After hearing what Chen Kai said, I became even more suspicious.
Actually, I don't know what the situation is that it is too specific.Just yesterday, my mother suddenly told me to stay at your house and stay for at least a month.At first I thought to myself that this is a good thing, and I can hide in your house for a while, so I said that this is a good thing.As a result, my mother continued to say that you came to my house and told you that I almost didn't think it was going to turn my mind.After finally turning around and figured it out, I hurriedly asked her what was going on.She said she had negotiated with her aunt, that is, your mother, so I just don't care about so much.Chen Kai still looks a little scared when he recalls it now. I asked my mother again, do you know this? She said she doesn't know, but you probably don't know it yet.I just thought that I had to call you to notify you and let you think of a way.As a result, my mother didn't give me this opportunity and took me out in a while.Then I feel like I am almost desperate. Do you understand?Don't know what to do.
So suddenly... I felt that Chen Kai's perspective at that time was quite terrifying, and asked again, "Why would Yao Nian know about this when you say that?"You shouldn't have the intersection with her on the timeline, so Ah?Did you meet it later?It's not right. You can't tell her this to her face.
Uh...this...oh, don't worry about this, in short, Yao Nian just knows it.Chen Kai stammered and refused to answer this question head-on, but I didn't know she would go to dinner suddenly. When I saw her, I was stunned.
Are you still covering your mouth with me?I said a little unhappy, "You don't say it, right?"OK, if you don’t say it, I’ll ask Yao Nian by myself.As I said that, I turned around and left.
Alas, no, no, Brother Hao.Don't go to her, I've suffered a lot from her.Chen Kai hurriedly grabbed me, struggled for a while and sighed, "Okay, I'll tell you."She installed a monitor for me.
Ha Ah?I exclaimed in disbelief, afraid that my ears were wrong, and asked in surprise, "What are you saying?"That thing is now?
It's okay now, don't worry about brothers.Chen Kai sighed, put his hand on my shoulder, and said with a pretentious ease that I would turn on the monitor only after school.
What Ah?What's the situation? You still open it for her?I frowned and asked in confusion, "Are you not sick?"Or have you done something wrong?No, what happened after you sat at the same table?It's only been a week?Tell me quickly.
Alas, things are too long to say, so let's hurry up and go back.Chen Kai lowered his head and sighed, saying in a difficult situation and hesitant manner, "If I was too late to go back to the classroom, I would have to be told by her again."But don't think too complicated about this matter, it will be taken off after a while.After all, it is my fault that I did something wrong.
My Grass Brother, what ecstasy medicine did Yao Nian give you to Ah?Do you know that the act of installing monitors for you openly will not treat you as a human being... I held my breath and almost blurted out the word angrily. Seeing his cowardly look, I sighed and said, "Forget it, since you don't care, I don't care about you anymore, it's all your choice."
Although he was not good at it, he was a best friend for many years and wanted to give him this breath in his heart.
But before that I have to figure out what is going on.
So, when school was over in the afternoon, I followed him.
He didn't walk alone with anyone.
Strangely, he actually carried his schoolbag on his back.
Before, he never carried his schoolbag back.
Could it be that Yao Nian really changed him through some methods?
I couldn't help but have doubts in my heart.
When he passed by the alley, the gangsters who had been beaten by Yao Nian and then looked at Chen Kai a few days ago and appeared without surprise.
They seemed to be waiting for Chen Kai specifically, and they noticed Chen Kai at a glance and whistled at him.
Chen Kai glanced at them, then continued to move forward with his head held high and his chest held high.
I was a little surprised by his unafraid look. What he usually feared the most was these little gangsters. He may have been bullied a hundred times since he was a child.
The gangsters were very upset when they saw him so much. The tall one walked up and stuck in front of him with a cigarette in his pocket, and looked snorted, "Hey!"Pretend not to see Ah?When we are air, right?
Chen Kai ignored him and continued to walk forward without even looking at him.
Obviously, his actions completely angered the tall man.
The tall man hugged his neck and tried to pull him into the alley.
I thought he would be dragged in like this, but I didn't expect that he would resist!
Chen Kai pushed the tall and thin man away with force, causing him to almost stop and fall to the ground.
Although Chen Kai was a little cowardly, he still had the strength in his hands with his fat and strong body.
Fuck you, you're shameless, right?The tall and thin guy felt very embarrassed, and gritted his teeth and called the other two brothers and pulled him into the alley.
I hurriedly followed, observing in the corner, always ready to go up to rescue him when the situation is not good.
Where is the stuff?The tall and thin man spitted out phlegm and said arrogantly, "Damn it, beast, you have been hiding from us all this week."Why do you want to run Ah?Can you run away?Let the things you prepare, a week has passed, bring them!
No.Chen Kai looked unafraid and was not inferior to the gangsters in terms of momentum. He said neither humbly nor arrogantly, and he would never be there in the future.
Haha, I'm kidding with my buddy, right?The gangster looked like he was about to have an attack, but obviously he deliberately held it back, as if giving him a last chance, and said with a sneer, don't forget the photos of the female classmates you secretly took before, and the photos of your mother wearing uniforms were all in our hands. If you don't take some photos of your mother taking a bath and those photos of underwear as we agreed, I'll spread these to see how you stay in school!
It's so shameless.Chen Kai looked angry, not afraid of the threat of the gangster at all, cursed, "Why don't you secretly take pictures of your mother being fucked?"
Fuck your mother, you will be shameless, right!The gangster slapped him, but Chen Kai reached out to block it, so he shouted in anger, "How dare you resist?"Fuck you, hold it down and beat me.
As soon as he finished speaking, two younger brothers beside him kicked Chen Kai at the same time.
Chen Kai was powerless to resist and was quickly kicked to the ground. The three gangsters' feet began to step on him.
Seeing this, I thought it was time to go up and help him relieve the situation, so I wanted to walk forward.
But at this moment, I felt someone pressing my shoulders down. When I looked back like a conditioned reflex, it was Yao Nian again.What are you doing?I couldn't help asking.
Don't go.Obviously, she was also watching Chen Kai get beaten, but her face was expressionless.
Why?Just watching him get beaten?We are still a distance away from them, and as long as it is not too loud, they will not hear it. I said in a very confusion and asked, "Where are the mutual help between classmates?"If you don’t go, you won’t go. Why stop me?
It was what he said.Yao Nian closed his eyes slightly, put his hand off my shoulder, and said calmly, this was his own decision.If you want to go, go, I won’t stop you.
His own decision?Why?I was even more puzzled and said in confusion. Don’t he know that he is not their opponent at all?
Humph, what do you think?Yao Nian looked at Chen Kai who was lying on the ground and being beaten passively with his head in his arms, and said indifferently, but this has just begun, right?
I don't know what you are talking about!I said a little angry, "I don't know what you did to him, but how can you install Ah on his monitor?"Is it too much, Yao Nian?!
I don't need to explain this to you.Yao Nian still said expressionlessly, "Don't worry about what I did, you just need to see how he does it."If a person cannot face his fear and face his weak heart, he will never stand up in his whole life.I just said this to him.
At this time, the movement in the alley became louder.
Chen Kai was still curled up in a ball, and the three gangsters frowned at him, without any intention of stopping, and cursed: Do you want to take a photo of me?Do you want to take pictures for me?A fool!You dare not give me something you promised me, you don’t know who I am, right?A fool!Let your mother see how you are like a bear, how can the policewoman give birth to you like a worm? Fatty, hahahahaha!The tall man laughed at last.
Ah!!!I don’t know which sentence stimulated Chen Kai. He suddenly roared and stood up, holding the tall man’s shoulders against the attack of the other two gangsters and trying to push him down. The tall man started to fight with him, and he was suddenly overwhelmed by Chen Kai, and the two sides started fighting on the ground.
No matter how the other two gangsters punched and kicked Chen Kai, he tightly wrapped around the tall man and beat his face hard with his fist, cursing angrily, letting you say my mother!I'm not a fucking bear!Not like a bear!I'll beat you to death!I will take you to die with you even if I die. Fuck!
I was anxious and distressed from the side, but I held back and didn't take action.
Soon, the tall man was beaten so much that his nose and face were a little bruised.
But in the end, two fists could not match four hands. He didn't last long. He was beaten from the tall man by the other two gangsters and was beaten hard.
Isn't it over now?It was obvious that Chen Kai was powerless to resist and let them kick him. I couldn't stand it and asked Yao Nian again.
what ever.Yao Nian continued to say as if he was not concerned about his own affairs. In short, he told me that he didn't have to worry about him no matter what, I wouldn't go.
Just when I was struggling, these gangsters seemed to be tired of fighting and stopped beating Chen Kai.
Humph, do you think this is over?The tall man with blood flowing from the corner of his mouth panted and scolded, "Tomorrow I will let the whole school know what dirty things you have done, and it depends on how you can keep going in school."Sooner or later, get out of the way!
After saying that, the three of them kicked Chen Kai hard with the last kick and walked towards Yao Nian and me.In less than ten seconds, we met the three of them face to face.
Fuck, why are you again?When he saw us, the tall man looked unhappy and said in a daze, "Ha, but you are late this time, he has been knocked down."Why, want to fight Ah?
You look in a mirror and look at your face, is it worthy of saying this?I sneered, you don’t think you can get out of here, do you?
After all, they have seen Yao Nian's strength, so I am not a bluff.
Humph, try it if you have the ability.The tall man was not showing any weakness and threatened, I advise you to understand something, you don’t want to see him being ordered to drop out of school, right?I have his handle on my hand.
Oh, are you talking about these things?Yao Nian sneered contemptuously and took out a stack of photos from her coat pocket. It was so stupid.
Why are you... how can these photos be in your hands!Seeing this, the tall man was suddenly panicked. He didn't have the attitude he had just now. He was about to come up and grab it, but it was not so easy to grab it from Yao Nian, Humph!
I'll give you five seconds to disappear from my eyes.Yao Nian stared at the three of them, counting down with a very cool feeling behind their backs, five, four, three, two...
As the countdown passed by one second, the three of them looked at each other, and when Yao Nian counted one, they each ran away scattered.
I hurriedly ran over to check Chen Kai's situation.
Don't come over.Chen Kai half-squatted and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and said reluctantly.
So I stayed three meters away from him and watched him stand up straight with difficulty.
His school uniform was covered with dust and shoe prints, and his face and mouth were broken. It was not an exaggeration to say that he was covered in bruises.
He refused my support, limped and walked slowly between Yao Nian and me with his schoolbag.
Hello!I turned around and called him loudly.He didn't respond to me and left straight away.
When Yao Nian and I walked out of the alley, I saw Xue Yunhan's car on the side of the road, and the passenger's window was half opened.
Through the car window, I was seeing Xue Yunhan staring at Chen Kai not far ahead of us through the car window.
After about two or three minutes, her car suddenly accelerated and drove away.
This is why Ah.I shook my head lightly and sighed in confusion. It was the first time I saw him like this since I was a child.
I said that you just think you know him very well, but in fact you don’t know him at all.Yao Nian looked at Chen Kai's back who was slowly leaving and said with a little touch, "No, it's not just you, but his mother is the same."
How could it be? I have been playing with him for seven or eight years.Even if you don’t know that well, you must know better than you, right?I sneered and refuted her words with some disregard for them, don't always ignore others.
Haha, I have never overestimated myself, it’s just that you think so.Yao Nian even disdained my words. Let me ask you a question, why did he just refuse your help?
This...how do I know.But I think it must be related to you.I thought about it and replied, "You must have instilled something in him, otherwise how could he have the monitor you gave him?"What did you coerce him?
So I said, you don't understand him at all.Yao Nian walked forward on her own, tied up her short hair. What he was afraid of before, what he was longing for, what he needed.Don’t say you know, you haven’t even asked, right?I coerce him?Not interested.
After saying that, Yao Nian accelerated to walk away from me without turning back.
When I returned to Xue Yunhan's house, she was sitting on the sofa watching TV, and there was a marathon on the TV.Watching information on TV shows that it was a marathon three years ago.
She saw me coming back and it took a few seconds to react and greet me.
You are back.Xue Yunhan's voice sounded a little low, as if he was thinking about something that was suddenly interrupted. Come and sit down. Do you have too much homework today?
Good evening, auntie.Fortunately, we don’t have much homework every day.I put my schoolbag in my arms, sat next to her at a distance of one person, and responded politely.
Um?Why sit so far?Sitting beside the aunt.Xue Yunhan patted the seat next to her and said, "I couldn't refuse to sit over. Don't you do a lot of homework every day?"Then why did Chen Kai tell me every day that there are so many homework that I can’t finish it?This guy lied to me again.
This...no, he definitely doesn't mean that.When she mentioned Chen Kai's name, I couldn't help but remember Chen Kai's bruised nose and swollen face just now. I couldn't bear to take the blame, so I shook my head and smiled, "In fact, the amount is quite large, maybe I'm doing my homework faster, so I just don't think it's too much."In fact, I usually hear other students complain about a lot of homework.
You always speak for him.Xue Yunhan suddenly sighed lightly, as if he had recalled something, and said, I always talked for him before.But what is the result?It seemed that when he did something wrong, someone would speak for him, and he thought he was wrong with nothing.Is that true?
I don't think so.Seeing Xue Yunhan talking about this matter very seriously, I thought for a while and said seriously. In fact, when I was in school, the teacher always pointed out his problems directly, and the same is true for me.Although we usually have a good time, we are not husband and wife, so there is no need to be considerate and tolerant of each other.Anything that makes the other person unhappy will be said directly.I just said that Auntie, you are his mother, so I just spoke for him a little.
Why am I not?I was just in front of outsiders when I helped him speak.At home, where did he get beaten and scolded by me?Xue Yunhan looked very angry, and he didn't look like he had changed his mind at all. Do you think he was angry?I was going to pick you up today, but on the way, I saw something that made me unhappy, so I went home first.
It's okay, my mother rarely picks me up from school.Auntie, you also have your own job. I am so old that I can recognize the way, so I don’t have to bother to pick me up.But I will thank you for your kindness first.I replied politely, and after thinking about it, I still didn’t tell you what happened to Chen Kai first. I still want to walk with Chen Kai more after class and chat with him. If there is any situation, I will tell my aunt in time.
Forget it, no need.Xue Yunhan looked like he didn't care at all, and stood up and said, "He can do whatever he wants. As long as you don't get angry with me, I don't want to care about anything."Even if he is beaten, scolded, starved to death and freeze to death outside, I don’t care.Alas, I won’t talk about this anymore. It’s late, I’m going to cook.You watch TV first, come to the kitchen to find me if you have anything to do.
Despite what she said, the feeling of distress on her face obviously betrayed her.
I didn't continue to say anything more, just watched her walk into the kitchen.
I didn't choose to go to the kitchen to disturb her, nor did I make a request for assistance, because I hope she can be quiet alone.
So I sat alone on the sofa and watched the video of the marathon on TV.
When the camera was given to Qianfang Group, I found that there was a person inside who looked very similar to Xue Yunhan.
After a closer look, I found that she was the fifth place.
She chased the players in front and jumped to fourth place in a few minutes.
But as time goes by and distance gets closer, ten minutes later, the finish line is right in front of the players.
The camera is given to the player who is in third place and Xue Yunhan, who is in fourth place. They are only half a position away.
However, in the last 100 meters of sprint, Xue Yunhan never narrowed the distance and finally won the fourth place regretfully.
As the game video was played, Xue Yunhan happened to prepare the meal and called me to have a meal.
Auntie, I don’t know if I should ask.During the meal, I wanted to help Chen Kai, so I suddenly asked, "About Chen Kai."
Um?You ask.Xue Yunhan put down the bowls and chopsticks in his hand and said to me calmly, "You can ask whatever you want." Auntie likes you to ask questions.
Actually, there is something I haven't figured out very well.Even after asking Chen Kai, he still didn't get an answer.I took a deep breath and looked at Xue Yunhan and said, "Why do you seem to have so much dissatisfaction with him?"Or are there many requirements?I feel that when you were in elementary school, you didn’t seem to be like this.
Maybe menopause is coming.Xue Yunhan smiled bitterly, there are some things, because of some reasons, and it is not convenient for me to explain them very clearly to you.But what I can say is because of a major family change.There is one thing you may not know. When I was in elementary school, I didn’t care much about him, it was all his grandparents who were taking care of him.His dad and I come back very little every year, and I think you have felt it more or less before.But it was different two months ago, and I was the only one left.
This...sorry.I sighed softly and lowered my head to express my apology, but I didn't expect to have experienced so much.
I originally wanted to help Chen Kai get a good impression, but I didn't expect that such a heavy topic would be brought up.I started eating and didn't want to talk about it any more.
So when you see that you get along with your mother so well, and you perform very well in school, you always learn from your mother how to get along with your son.Xue Yunhan then changed the topic and the expression on her face became more relaxed. I learned a lot from her, but it didn't seem to suit me very well, so the effect has always been not ideal.
The right one is the best.I nodded blankly, but didn't expect to respond better. Take your time, Auntie, I can usually feel that Chen Kai is starting to try to understand your thoughts bit by bit, and his performance is actually getting better and better.
Really?Xue Yunhan shook helplessly and smiled, holding her temples with her hands, looking at me, and frowned slightly, "I have caught so many people, and I can even see through the passers-by I meet on the road."But I felt that I couldn't see through my son, and I didn't want to say anything when I asked him what he was thinking.He won't tell you everything he did at home, right?If I had told you what I had said, I don't think you would have said that.
Ah?What's the matter?I couldn't help asking curiously.
Let’s talk about it next time, let’s have a meal first, the food is going to be cold.Xue Yunhan picked up a bite of food into my bowl and then kept silent.And I don't have to ask any more questions.
This night, there was only a breeze outside, and it was not too cold inside and outside.
Like yesterday, Xue Yunhan changed into sportswear and went out to run at night.
When she went out, I told her that I would go with her, and she did not refuse after she learned that I had completed my homework.
Do you usually have the habit of running at night?Xue Yunhan and I were running slowly along the asphalt road in the silent and uninhabited community, and she said to me without any breath.
This is my first night run. I usually go for a morning run with my mother.The lights in the community were not bright, and I was not familiar with the layout here, so I followed her right away.
Morning running is good, but due to work, I am used to running at night.Xue Yunhan nodded and replied, "It's quieter at night than in the morning."
It's Ah, and it seems to be a little colder.Maybe it's because I haven't adapted yet.I took a deep breath and felt the cold from the inside out. And the colder it became, the cooler it was getting colder.
If you feel cold, go back first, don’t be cold, class will be held tomorrow.If you have a cold and a fever, I can't explain it to your mother.Xue Yunhan persuaded, but her tone didn't sound gentle or cold at all. I'll go back a few more laps and don't have to wait for me.
It's okay, my body warms up as soon as I run away.In fact, we ran around the community for at least four laps, each lap was at least seven hundred meters. Seeing Xue Yunhan just breathed a little, and my breath was already unstable, I insisted, "Auntie's long-distance running is so amazing, Ah, I haven't seen you for so long."
No, I've just gotten used to it.I have been persisting in this kind of night day after day for five years.Xue Yunhan looked at me who was a little tired and smiled relaxedly, but he stopped because he was taking him in the past two years, and now he wants to practice again.
It seems that my aunt used to be a marathon runner?I took the opportunity to lead to the topic I was interested in. I just saw my aunt on the TV game video.
Not bad, you noticed it.Xue Yunhan smiled happily, but I am not a marathon athlete, I have participated in the competition because of my interest.But it was a pity that I only got the fourth place.At the end of the day, she couldn't hide such a trace of loss on her face.
If you compete again, you will definitely win the top three.I encouraged, just like I used to play tennis, I couldn’t even score in the quarterfinals, but now I can still win the first place.
Haha, so awesome.Xue Yunhan ran while touching my head and said with a smile, "I'm too busy with work now, so I don't have time to participate in these Ahs."Besides, Chen Kai’s affairs are still causing me a headache, but I really don’t have the energy to devote myself to other things.
There will always be something, auntie is not in a hurry to make a decision.I responded with a smile.
After running three more laps, I really couldn't run anymore.Seeing me bent down and gasping for breath with my hands on my knees, Xue Yunhan also stopped and bought me a bottle of water.
Not bad, I can run seven laps in one breath.Xue Yunhan patted my back hard and praised, "If you practice again, you can also participate in a marathon."
Haha, is that?I gasped and did not forget to look up and smiled at her, "If my aunt is willing to participate, I will definitely participate."
Ah.Xue Yunhan was afraid that I would respond like this. She was stunned for a while. It was getting late, so let's run here first today and let's go home.
After saying this, Xue Yunhan did not continue to trot, but instead walked, probably taking into account my situation.
I gasped and followed her steps.
I was on her left hand and saw a large amount of sweat on her close-fitting gray sports tights. If I looked closely, I could vaguely see the sports underwear inside.
If there is a marathon in the future, will my aunt still participate?
After walking for a few minutes, my condition basically improved and I said, "I think with my aunt's current condition, there will definitely be no problem in taking the top three."
Having been joking.Xue Yunhan laughed generously and said with a slight look, "I didn't continue practicing shortly after that competition. I have only started running again recently, and it's less than a month."
Why?I asked curiously.
One reason why I didn’t run away before was because the fourth place was not the ranking I wanted, and it was also because there were some changes in my life, so I stopped running away.Xue Yunhan looked up at the dark night sky and said, "I have been very upset about Chen Kai's affairs recently. Running is the best way to relieve stress for me."I don't want to always scold him, as I'm very tired and annoyed.Only running can help me let go of those worries for the time being and can also help me be kind to him.That's why I told you that I don't have the idea of participating in the competition again.
Although that's the case, when Xue Yunhan said the last sentence, his tone was obviously unwilling.
Then, according to Auntie, do you think about participating in the competition again as long as Chen Kai’s matter is resolved?I said with a smile.
Um?Xue Yunhan looked at me with a little surprise and his walking speed slowed down. It wasn't what you asked, my aunt had never thought about it.She looked ahead again, took a deep breath and continued, "If I had no trouble, I might have thought about trying it again."While I can still run.At the end of her speech, a helpless and bitter smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
I think this time, Chen Kai will definitely make you feel completely different.I couldn't help but think of Chen Kai's resolute gaze in the afternoon, and I was full of confidence in the fact that he would change, so the aunt should also believe him.
Not long after, we returned home.
On the second half of this trip, Xue Yunhan looked thoughtful and thoughtful.
After coming back, I went back to my room without saying anything. It was not until very late that I heard the noise of her coming out to take a shower.
Through the conversation tonight, I always feel that the situation between her and Chen Kai is not that simple. There must be a deeper reason why she has such high requirements for Chen Kai.
Let’s take a look through boarding during this period.
The next morning, Xue Yunhan wanted to drive me to school.
She said she was resting this morning, but when I saw her sleepy look, I knew that she must have not had a good sleep at night, so I refused her kindness and hoped that she could have more rest.
After arriving at school, I saw that Chen Kai was still bruised and swollen, which was much better than yesterday.
Many students couldn't help but look at him a few more times, but he didn't seem to care.
As his best friend, I walked up there.
How is it, does it still hurt?Before Yao Nian came, I sat in Yao Nian's seat and asked quietly.
It's OK, it doesn't hurt much.Chen Kai glanced at me, smiled helplessly, and said, "I thought it would hurt so much to be beaten, it turns out that's the case."Except for the pain at that time, it passed afterwards.If you don't touch it, it won't hurt anymore.
Fuck you, you're still beaten and beaten to your senses, right?I smiled bitterly, but it looked cool to fight them yesterday.
You may not believe it.Chen Kai put his hands that had been much fatter this year on the desk and said with a self-deprecating smile, "Although I am afraid of my mother, she and my father have never really hit me hard, and have never hit me since I was a child."The teacher has never hit me, maybe except for the fact that he was hit in elementary school.So I don’t know how I feel when I get beaten, I just feel scared.I think Yao Nian is right, I am afraid of emptiness and imagination.
Then she asked you to get beaten?Then you agreed?I was a little shocked by his speech, and even more shocked by the influence of Yao Nian on him. I shook my head and said dissatisfiedly, "I really don't know what kind of ecstasy she gave you, and I take everything she said as the truth, right?"
I couldn't help but speak louder, because I felt that if he didn't listen to Yao Nian, he wouldn't have suffered that yesterday.
stand up.Suddenly, Yao Nian's cold voice sounded from behind me. I sat up straight like a conditioned reflex, straightened my back, and felt a chill behind me.
He was so proud that he put the matter of Yao Nianhui behind his mind.
I stood up and exited her position, but thought to myself that she must have heard what I said just now, right?
Why do I always get caught by her whenever I say bad things about her behind her back? I am so lucky.
A person who only knows how to escape will never become powerful.Yao Nian sat in his position, took off the rubber band with short hair, and said without looking at anyone. He had been escaping for so many years and had nothing to do with you.
Sure enough, she heard everything I said.
I don’t want to see my friend be hurt. Is there anything wrong?I was very dissatisfied with Yao Nian's tone and retorted with confidence, Who is not treating friends like this?
What's the difference between this and parents saying that they are going to decide for their children for the sake of their children?Yao Nian responded coldly with an expressionless face, "Are you living their lives for them?"
Dingling!
The class bell rang.
I had Yao Nian's words just circulated in my mind, and returned to my position, thinking blankly for a long time.
I didn't react until the teacher called me and answered the question. Guan Xiaomei still touched me and came to her senses.
It seems that you are a little out of shape in the morning, it is very rare.When she was resting with Guan Xiaomei after playing volleyball at noon, she sat beside me and wiped her sweat and said, and she seemed to be worried.
Is there any?I responded with a little surprise, and I didn't notice it at all. So, is it that I am so obvious?
For Ah, it’s almost like writing the three words “I have something to worry about” on my face.Guan Xiaomei said with a smile, while gesturing with her hands, and then Ah, the whole class would know.
It seems that I have to pay more attention to it, so that people can't always see it.I responded with a relaxed smile, feeling that after her father's situation improved, she usually likes to laugh and talk more than before. It's not a big deal, and it will definitely be fine after today.
So, can't you tell me?Guan Xiaomei immediately put away her smile, lowered her head slightly, and her tone became quiet. I haven't thanked you well for the last time.
No, it’s just some trivial things, I’m afraid you’ll be bored.I hurriedly smiled and said, "The changes in girls' emotions really change faster than the weather." In fact, I don't think it's a matter of worry."
Then tell me.Guan Xiaomei gave me some anticipational gaze, but seemed to say with some concern, maybe I can't help much, but it will definitely be better if I say it out, right?Because I know how uncomfortable it feels to keep my mind in my heart, I am very sensitive to your current state, and I don’t want you to become what I used to be.
Although I really want to tell her that she is thinking too much, I won’t say that.
But seeing her serious and expectant expression, she could only swallow the words when she was at her mouth.
I couldn't refuse a girl's caring and gentle look towards me, so I told her about my stay at Xue Yunhan's house and Chen Kai.
No wonder Yao Nian said that to you in the morning.Guan Xiaomei listened carefully to every sentence I said, took a deep breath, and said with emotion, I didn’t expect that you would encounter so many things this weekend.
Actually, it's not a big deal, right?I chuckled softly, mainly because it was all suddenly and I needed some time to accept them.
Do you think Yao Nian is targeting you?Guan Xiaomei smiled and asked suddenly.
Well, to be honest, isn't there?I thought for three seconds and replied, "If you think about it carefully, it's not just me, it seems that she looks cold to everyone."Although she is your friend, it may be a bit rude to say this, but no one will like her, right?
In fact, even from the perspective of girls, Yao Nian's personality is an unpleasant type.Guan Xiaomei put her fingers together and looked ahead and said, but she was not what everyone thought.She is just, quite special.
More special?How to understand?Is it cold on the outside and hot on the inside?Seeing Guan Xiaomei after a few seconds, I didn't say the next sentence. I naturally answered, it was not impossible.
no.Guan Xiaomei shook her head, smiled, and said, "It's hard for me to explain clearly. Maybe I can only feel that special when I have a lot of contact with her."She is not cold on the outside but hot on the inside, she is cold on the outside but cold on the inside, and even her heart is even colder on the inside.But that's all.There is something I haven't told you.
What's up?Guan Xiaomei was silent for a long time, and I asked softly, but if I don’t want to recall it, I’d better forget it.
fine.During the start of school, I almost committed suicide because of my father's affairs.Yao Nian shook his head with a wry smile, and said in memory, "I was on the bridge that day, and there was a gap between the guardrail beside the bridge."And the night before, my dad once again told me that he had implicated me and how sorry he was.I can't remember how many times he repeated the same words.In normal times, I may be so numb that I listen to it and pass it.But when my grades were too late to improve and I was under the pressure of the second semester of the third year of junior high school, I couldn't stand it anymore.At that time, I stood at the gap in the guardrail, and took another step forward and would fall into the river.Just as I closed my eyes and wanted to take that step, the sound of Yao Nian calling me suddenly came from my ears.
It turns out that there is something like this.I couldn't help but gasp. I had never thought of committing suicide when I grew up so old. Fortunately, she came, and fortunately you didn't take that step.
At that time, even if she came, I still wanted to jump.Guan Xiaomei lowered her head and said softly, as if she had returned to her at that moment. If she had even gotten closer to me, I would have jumped down, but she didn't.She didn't even think about getting close to me.If it was you, you would definitely comfort me and calm me down at that time, and then take the opportunity to save me, right?
Well…I think it should be.I imagined such a scene and responded with certainty, anyone would do this, right?Did she really not do this?
She didn't.From beginning to end, she didn't have a word of concern or comfort.
Guan Xiaomei looked down at her hands and continued to recall that the first sentence she said to her was, "Why don't you value your life if you despise your life so much?"’, I was very excited at that time, so I refuted loudly that she didn’t understand anything.She didn't continue to say anything, but looked at the calm river.I don't know what she is doing, but I was attracted by her and I didn't have the urge to seek death.Her constant silence made me feel very upset and I almost roared at her.As a result, she was still indifferent. It was not until after I vented that she said, "What's the use of escaping?"What if you die?’.I said, it can't be done, but at least it will prevent me from facing these pains.She then said coldly: "Do you think there is no other pain if you escape the pain at present?"’.I responded in confusion, right?She then took two steps towards me and said, "Then you jump. If you think you can escape the physical pain caused by drowning after jumping into the river, then you jump, I won't stop you."’I couldn’t think calmly at that time, just wanted to argue and refute her point of view, and responded anxiously, ‘But don’t all drowning and suicides go through all this?What's the relationship?’I didn’t expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yao Nian said sneeredly, ‘Yes, you admit it yourself.Even if you can escape everything, won’t you still be able to survive before death?Then isn’t it contrary to what you said to avoid all this?’I began to think about what she said, looking at the lake, the scene of my father being nice to me appeared in my mind, but I was soon moved by the excitement of my emotions, ‘Don’t tell me these things, I can’t calm down!’Yao Nian said coldly again, ‘You all know that you are not calm now, so why do you guarantee that you won’t regret it after you jump?Wouldn’t it be better to wait until you calm down before seeking death?’I was silent by her words, and lowered my head and began to calm down bit by bit.I don’t know how many seconds passed, but I just knew that I didn’t hear anything, but suddenly my hand was held up by her and I felt that the palm of her palm was particularly warm.I looked up and she looked at me with a smile. This was the first time I saw her smile.I can't recall what kind of mood and expression I looked at her at that time. I only know that I didn't want to jump down at that moment.'As long as you can still feel the warmth of my palms, you will definitely not be willing to feel the coldness of the river.’She suddenly hugged me gently and said to me.Looking back now, if I had no such courage to jump that day, I would have jumped sooner or later.From then on, I have not had the chance to say thank you to her.
Why?You have been with her for so much time, so you should have many opportunities to say thank you?Listening to Guan Xiaomei's story and combining my understanding of them, I couldn't help but feel a little touched in my heart when I tried to restore the scene at that time in my mind.
It's Ah, it looks like this.
Guan Xiaomei nodded in agreement and said softly, but whenever I wanted to say it, she would stop me.She told me that in this world, no one owe anyone what he wants, and it is better to be a better self than to be grateful to others.
She is like this, always saying something profound, and she is obviously just a junior high school student like me, but she wants to show that everyone in the world is drunk and I am awake.I sneered and complained, it was the same as she had experienced all kinds of things in this world.
She seems to have experienced some things that I have not experienced before.Guan Xiaomei thought about it and responded that we spent a lot of time together afterwards and found that she never mentioned her parents or family affairs.So I once asked her why, and she said she wanted to do it for a few days.It took a few days before she told me something.But I think this is what she cares most about. Without her own knowledge, I wouldn't have told anyone about it.
Well, I understand.I nodded. I just knew that Yao Nian was a person with a story and had gained something. Unexpectedly, Ah thought she was just a cold person.
Only when you have been in contact with her for a long time can you feel her specialness and charm.I think no matter what kind of person a man or a woman, she will be infected and changed.Guan Xiaomei took a deep breath and continued, I think Chen Kai should be the same.No one else can do that Chen Kai can be changed in a short period of time.But you also don't worry, she doesn't think she is a person who uses threats, she always has her own unique way.If you also think Chen Kai is changing in a good direction, why not wait and see and evaluate it when the results come out.
OK, I'll listen to you.I smiled and nodded and agreed, and stood up. Maybe I didn't believe it so much, or I doubt Yao Nian.But it doesn't matter, because I believe in you, then I will choose to believe in her.
After talking to Guan Xiaomei, I felt much more at ease.
Although I still can't figure out the relationship between these things these days, I can vaguely feel that there is no danger lurking here.
In this way, you can feel much more at ease.
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