Chapter 13 Continued 4 The zither and zither

I carefully put these pages of letter paper together and put them back into the envelope, feeling an indescribable feeling in my heart.

I raised my head and noticed that the man sitting in this position was standing in the position I was just standing, looking out the window.

He took out a cigarette, held it in his mouth, took out a lighter, and prepared to light the cigarette.

But he stopped just after a fire and before he could lit a cigarette.

After a few seconds, he slowly put the lighter down and put it in his pocket, took the cigarette out of his mouth, and stared at it.

After about a dozen seconds, he looked and showed a slight smile, and then naturally seamlessly transformed into a sad expression.

I looked at him now, as if I saw myself standing there just now, and even my future.

He kept looking out the window like this, and I kept looking at him, but I didn't realize it.

Until the sky darkened and the sunset hung outside the window.

I can't watch anymore, I tell myself.

I left the airport and took a taxi.

With the lights in the car, I looked at Li Wenyue's letter word by word again.

Every time I look at the neon lights outside the car window, listening to the noise of trouble, I can't help but fantasize about the scene of shopping and playing here with her.

In the past, I thought that the scenes of men and women bid farewell on TV were very exaggerated, and the scenes of breaking up or parting even made me feel disgusted.

But now, I seem to be able to feel that feeling.

What I feel most deeply is the feeling of powerlessness, the feeling of powerlessness that I can’t do anything when I watch it happen.

I stared out the window blankly, looking at the men and women holding hands, talking and laughing, and couldn't help but think, I want to do the same with my mother, I absolutely don't want my mother to leave me, I absolutely don't separate from her, and I absolutely must convey my love for her to her completely and accurately.

I was lost and had arrived at the community, and it was almost eight o'clock.If my mother hadn't worked overtime until late, she should have been at home now.

When I got home and opened the door, my mother was wearing a very wide white casual T-shirt, with only a very short shorts on her lower body, and her long and straight legs were exposed to the light.

She was crossing her legs, holding her chest with her hands, leaning against the sofa and watching TV.

Because the T-shirt is too long, it just covers the shorts completely, and it looks like it's not wearing pants.

I went there to play, and I came back so late and the meal was cold.My mother heard the sound of me opening the door, looked at me and said.

Go to play basketball.I responded casually.

Well, have a meal soon.I came back early today and I just made it.Mom continued to watch TV and said lightly.

I nodded and glanced at the pretty hearty meal on the table, but I still had no appetite.I didn't eat, so I sat down next to my mother.

Um?Don't you eat?When my mother saw me sitting down, she asked.

Don't want to eat it very much.I lowered my head, and the light fell on my mother's white T-shirt, my voice a little low.

Why, look at you like this, are you unhappy if you lose the game?Mom smiled and said as if she was joking, "I didn't see you like this when I lost to Yao Nian last time."

No, I won.I still lowered my head and didn't look at my mother.

Tsk tsk tsk, even if you win?That was something that happened, it was like a broken heart.My mother seemed to think that I was a little ridiculous or funny now, completely ignoring my feelings.

I didn't reply, just shook my head.

I think about it, is this a broken heart?

But Teacher Li and I have never confirmed our relationship.

But I have to say that my mother has really good eyesight and can tell my condition at a glance.

Don't say it, right?OK, love to say not to say.Mom started to lose patience and turned off the TV with the remote control. She said angrily, "It must be something that you, Teacher Li."But I'm not interested in knowing it, I'm not interested in it.

Don't eat, right? I'll clean up the food.After saying that, my mother stood up and walked towards the dining table.

I watched my mother walk past me, and suddenly an uncontrollable impulse surged from the bottom of my heart. I immediately stood up, took two steps forward, quickly hugged my mother's waist, and pressed her chest against her back.

My mother's wide T-shirt was hugged by me like this, and the perfect breast shape that was originally covered by it was immediately revealed.

Ah!I don’t know if I was too strong or my actions were too sudden, my mother shouted softly, “Why are you doing this?My mother grabbed my wrist and tried to break my hands apart.

Mom, I miss you very much.

I put my cheeks diagonally upwards on my mother's smooth shoulders, rubbing my nose to my mother's flawless and tender neck, and said in a tremolo that was about to cry, hugging my mother's waist even harder with both hands.

What's wrong? This is?My mother's voice revealed doubts and concerns. She stopped exerting force on her hands, but just gently wrapped her wrists, turned her head slightly and pressed her snow-white face against my forehead.

Mom, I don’t want to be separated from you.

I continued to say with a crying voice that was not crying, and moved my hands a little above my waist and reached my upper abdomen.

At the same time, my legs were leaning against my mother's exposed white legs, which felt very tender and slightly warm.

The cock, which had no reaction, immediately became a man's true self as he felt the friction of his mother's plump and elastic buttocks.

What stupid things are you saying?Let me tell you what happened to my mother first.Mom said in a gentle and majestic tone, let go of her and speak well.

Mom, please agree to me first, and we will not separate.I rubbed my mother's shoulders and shook my head, not wanting to leave at all.

Mom was silent for a long time before she spoke: OK, Mom promised you.Now you can let go and say it carefully, right?

Mom said, gently stroked my forearm with her hands, trying to calm my emotions.

Mom is so nice.Only then did I stop my constant depression and sighed sincerely, I really want to hold my mother and keep apart.

OK, you said I promised you and let go.Don't be too timid, I'll tell you, Zhou Wenhao.

There was a sense of majesty in my mother's tone.

Until I noticed that my mother was still gently stroking my forearm, I knew she wasn't that offensive, or she didn't want to really scold me, so that I didn't feel more emotionally unstable.

Mom, do you like me?I like you very much, you know?

I did not listen to what my mother said, but instead used this courage that was even greater than using alcohol to say everything I dared not say in my heart.

If I want to say I'm not drunk, I think I'm drunk, which is even better than being drunk after drinking white wine.

When I wake up, I will definitely scold myself for doing stupid things, but that is all after I wake up.

Now, I don’t care about anything. I want to say it, and I want to ask it.

In my mother's eyes, isn't it just a child who doesn't understand this or that, who is just a good student?I really want to grow up to be a real adult and let my mother improve her views on me.

Before my mother could respond, I asked again.

But my voice asked softly, my tone was very sincere, and my hands didn't exert force any more. I just put them very lightly on my waist and my body was not tightly attached to each other.

Compared to saying these words when I was really drunk, I think I would not at least not arouse my mother's disgust.

Xiaohao... Mom's tone became gentle. Maybe she could no longer analyze what was wrong with me. She was afraid that I would do something, so she dealt with it in the gentlest way.

My mother cleverly avoided the question I asked and gently stroked my head leaning against her shoulder with her hand. What should I say to you?How can a mother not like her children?No matter how old you grow up, in the eyes of your mother, you will always be my child.

Mom, I want you to hug me.I looked at my mother with anticipation.

Are you holding this?From just now to now.I can't see my mother's face, but from the sound, I feel that my mother seems to have a hint of shyness when she speaks.

But this is me holding you, not my mom holding me.I said something wrong without saying anything.After all, it is rare that my mother allows me to be willful now, so I can’t just miss it easily.

You have many fallacies.Mom spat, OK, I'll hug you. If you dare to make trouble, I really want you to look good.

As I said that, I raised my head and loosened my hands from my mother's waist, but it did not completely withdraw it. Instead, it seemed like a slightly larger circle around her waist, so that my mother could only turn around in the small space I circled.

The space is really not big enough, but my mother didn't say anything about it when she turned around.

Naturally, as she turned to face me, the bulging breasts on her chest inevitably rubbed past my chest.

When the incomparable softness reached my chest, I saw the two raised dots on my chest and I was sure that my mother was not wearing a bra now.

This is really amazing!

My depression suddenly eased a lot.

My mother looked down at me slightly, and I felt her expression was very complicated.

There is also pity love, it seems to have a hint of dissatisfaction, and it seems to have some tolerance, but what I read most is the unique maternal love.

I felt my mother's left hand gently leaning on my back and her right hand slowly on the back of my head, then leaned forward slightly, and put my hands slightly hard, leaning my head against her shoulders, and pressing her face against her collarbone.

And because of this wide T-shirt, you can see the stunning spring scenery inside your mother's neckline under this position.

I also hugged my mother's back in response.

This is the first time I have admired my mother's uncovered snow breasts so close and openly.

My mother's pair of snow breasts is full, which is even firmer than when Li Wenyue wore a bra, and she can't see even a little sagging.

Although the breasts are big, there is no sign of extrinsic expansion, and there is no secondary breasts at all, so it looks more concentrated and beautiful.

The two rose-colored nipples in the middle of the snow-white breasts are like crowns on the snow peaks, dazzling.

I really want to bow my head and hold them in my mouth and enjoy them well now.

If you have any worries, just tell your mother.Mom stroked my hair gently and said softly.

Well, I will.I whispered.

Mom likes you too.Mom said in a lighter voice, as she let go of her hands and took a step back, ending this short but warm hug.

Mom, what did you just say?I pretended not to hear clearly and looked eager.

I didn't say anything, I didn't listen to the clearance.

Mom replied casually.

Obviously, my mother didn't plan to say it again, okay?Just go for a meal.

Mom lowered her eyes and patted me on the shoulder.

Mom, I think... I looked up at my mother's beautiful face, looked at her mother's eyes, and swallowed.

Um?What do you think?My mother asked curiously and puzzledly, her hands still on my shoulders.

Well...I want to kiss you.I mustered up the courage, but still tentatively guiltyly.

If you want to do it, just bet.

My mother gave me a blank look, pushed me away gently, and said, "Go to have a meal quickly, just think about what's wrong."

Then, my mother sat back on the sofa.

I didn't try to keep my mother because she was like this, and she also saw that my emotions had stabilized. If I had to decorate something or be artificial, it would only have a negative effect.

But when I was having a meal, I found that my mother kept changing TV channels, her legs crossed from time to time, looking restless.

After a few minutes, my mother suddenly stood up and walked towards the bedroom.

Wait for yourself, Ah.

My mother handed me a word and entered the bedroom.

My mother’s actions now make me a little concerned. Is it because of what happened just now?

If so, I feel a little happy.